#I'M OKAY

[benkaben]

AND WHAT GOT HIM ANGRY AND DECIDED WAS NOT ANY OF THAT, BUT THE BELIEF THAT IT MIGHT'VE ALL BEEN FAKE, THAT HIS OWN BROTHER WAS THE FIRST TO BETRAY HIM, AND THAT TURNED ALL THE OTHER TRUTHS INTO LIES, HE WAS DEFEATED AT A BETRAYAL LOVE BUT HE WAS ENRANGED AT HIS OWN BROTHER'S FAILED TRUSTWORTHINESS AHHHHHHHH

I'm still stuck at the defeated love confession of Fadel, the way he says "I think I love you", because maybe he wasn't so sure before, maybe he started to feel his feelings were more than an attraction, maybe he noticed just how much he really missed Style but still didn't want to give it the name "Love".

Maybe he was fond of him, maybe he liked him, maybe he did so more and more each day, maybe he wanted to wait to feel so sure he actually loved him before saying it out loud...

But when it came down to it, when the truth was revealed, when faced with the possibility that the person in front of him might actually be his enemy, a traitor, someone who got close just to get something out of him, the same way he tried to warn his own brother not to fall for, that he might need to kill him for his and his brother's safety, when it all came crashing down he just. He says he loves him. He hugs him, and cries, and holds him close, because he loves him.

Because he notices that, for all the ways he should probably feel about it, at the end he just, loves him. He really does.

And isn't that simply, sadly, tragic.

[boredintjqueen]

[moss-under-a-rock]

🤔🤌

But really, why is he like that

[y0imiy9]

Do. Not. Touch. Me.

Oh. My. God.

(source)

[dragonra305]

Quick poll, nothing too bad

@possibly-astraeus @f3v3r-dre4m @an-artist-n-shambles @gummy-axolotl @theautumnaldemon

Please reblog for wider outreach and tag :3

[daikunart]

[youngchronicpain]

Really annoying how the default thought my brain goes to when my pain gets really really bad is "I want to die". Because I don't want to die. I just don't want to be feeling the overwhelming pain in my body. But ever since I was a kid that's what my brain goes back to. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.

[seokminfilm]

still life | lee seokmin

🪄 pairing, lee seokmin x reader

🪄 warning, non-idol au, artist!reader, boyfriend seokmin, marshmallow fluff, little to no plot, lots of kissing and touching, physical intimacy, seokmin calls reader baby & sweetheart, reader calls seokmin baby, slightly suggestive, blonde hair dokyeom, he is a flat out tease, seokmin soft hours

🪄 summary, you're in your own little world, sketching the man of your dreams (who's also very much real, in your own bedroom, and craving your attention).

🪄 author's note, this is going to be so self-indulgent so i'm sorry in advance. ALSO seokmin in that picture???? ummmmmm i'm going insane i fear...anyways enjoy seokmin being a massive flirt!!

🪄 now playing, pain, pinkpantheress

🪄 word count, 810 | for @kstrucknet

"What are you sketching?" Seokmin's voice is warm as he comes up behind you, pressing a kiss to your forehead as you look up at him quickly, shielding your notebook shyly as you huff. "It's not finished just yet, baby."

You had been working at the sketch page for a whole hour now, and Seokmin was starting to get needy─you hadn't said much to him the whole time, and as much as he loved seeing his artist practicing her talent, he wanted you to practice him too. Practice with him.

"I still want to see," His breath brushes over your ear as he presses a kiss behind it, and your face flames with his ministrations, sighing as you open it slowly, watching your boyfriend's dark eyes scan the tan paper.

It may look like a random man to most, but you knew it was your boyfriend. You had tried to capture his likeness even from behind, sketching the muscles in his back and folds of his ear as best you could. You had everything committed to memory, and you had spent almost ten minutes sketching his profile from behind.

Seokmin was beautiful, and you wanted to do your absolute best to capture him on paper. You had erased his pretty nose too many times for you to count until you finally got it right, and you put every amount of love and care into each hair strand you drew.

"That's beautiful, sweetheart. I love it," Seokmin's voice is warm like syrup as he kisses the nape of your neck, hand lovingly caressing your side. It tickles, and you laugh, biting back a sigh as he kisses the same sensitive spot again and again.

"Seokmin, what are you doing?" You ask softly, brain already fogging up from the amount of love he's giving you. He smiles proudly, lips curling away to reveal pretty teeth as he chuckles at you.

"Kissing you." He says like it's the most simplest thing in the world, and it is─only instead of kissing you, he's ruining your workflow and a lot of other things.

"You're not kissing me, Seokmin. I know the differences between all your kisses." You say, and Seokmin smiles, eyes locking with yours.

"You know the differences?" Seokmin's voice has a playful challenge behind it, and he leans on the countertop, hand covering part of his face as just his half-lidded eyes show, looking up at you as a peak of his blonde hair shows from under his red hoodie.

"Y-yes." You pause, nervous and now incredibly excited with how Seokmin's staring at you.

"You have the soft, 'I love you kisses', the quick, 'Goodbye' kisses, the longing 'Please don't go' kisses, the quick 'Thank you' and the teasing 'You're such a goofball' kisses." You rush through the kisses quickly, causing Seokmin to chuckle at you.

"These ones─" You say, fingertips brushing over the sensitive spot on the back of your neck as you look away from him. "These ones are the 'I want you' kisses. And not the sweet, wholesome 'I want you' ones."

Seokmin stands up straight again, teasing his full height as he looks to you. Your face is flushed from the implications of your former sentence, and Seokmin knows you're thinking about what he's thinking about.

"The other 'I want you' kisses." You add after a moment of silence, and Seokmin presses another one of those 'I want you' kisses to your lips, confirming your observation.

"My sweetheart is such a smart cookie," Seokmin's voice is low, chocolate eyes sweet as he searches yours.

You sigh in defeat, letting Seokmin turn you around on the stool and put his hands on your hips. His lips connect with yours again, and you hum against his mouth, too lazy to try to put up a fight or argument as to why you didn't want this.

"You're not stopping me," Seokmin's voice is a whisper, teasing your lips as he's just centimeters away from kissing you again. You sigh at him, hearing his soft giggle at your surrender as you shrug.

"I'm not." You reassure him, and he tucks a piece of hair behind your ear, fingers feather-light under your jaw as he tilts it up to look at him.

"I love you." His voice was quiet, so soft you almost didn't hear it, but it made your heart flutter just the same. His hair was soft in your hands as you grabbed at it weakly, letting him kiss you again as you felt your body move in time with his. When you opened your eyes again, Seokmin was looking at you, eyelashes long and curling against his cheeks.

"And I love you." You reply softly, kissed into defeat as Seokmin's lips curve into the prettiest smile you've ever seen.

A smile you couldn't even try to replicate in your still-life sketches.

[yes-asil]

*whispering under my breath furiously, repeatedly*

It's a passion project, you're allowed to make mistakes, it's a passion project, you're allowed to make mistakes, it's a passion project, you're alLOWED TO MAKE MISTAKES-

[writeforfandoms]

I know this will pass, I know I'll make it through, but damn can this pass a little faster?

[fromthescarecrow]

I am obsessed with this mod, this is unheathly.

BONUS UNDER THE CUT *winkwink*

[kaluksis]

I hate drawing

I hate drawing so much. So, so much.

Yet every night, I try. I cry. I try. I cry.

"it's shitty" "look at this artist" "you'll never reach this level" "you're an imposter" "can't even draw hands, what an artist"

Those thoughts run on my mind.

But...I can't stop, every night I'm again holding a pencil in front of a blank paper, tears in my eyes.

Maybe I like drawing as much as I hate it...

Or maybe I just need to learn loving it.

Loving me.

[averyshittyseal]

Some Sketches of my favourite dorks

(And my inconsistency in drawing Harry)

[actuallynickels]

[the-last-panqueque]

Un Bracolo, porque son mi ship favorito de Countryhumans y es mi cumpleaños!!! 🩷❤️🍰❤️🩷 Mi regalo de mi para mi XD jajaja, además hace demasiado no los dibujaba! La verdad me gustaría haber podido dedicarle más tiempito, pero quería publicarlo antes de que me cogiera la noche.

Espero les guste!!!

-PQQ

[blue-thief]

why should kaiser just get to stomp around like a giant while the rest of us try not to get smushed under his big feet? isagi is just as cute as kaiser, right? isagi is just as smart as kaiser, people totally like isagi just as much as they like kaiser, and when did it become okay for one person to be the boss of everybody because that's not what bastard munchen is about. we should totally just STAB KAISER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!