#I' MSO SORRY...

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Jessica Chastain as Beverly Marsh

IT CHAPTER TWO (2019)

[possuminnit]

your art is so soft and lovely !!! i love your style so much omgomgogmgm

would u perhaps be open to a silly sandduo doodle /nf /nf /nf

THANK YOU SMM!! and i Am So sorry i jsut read silly after finishing it and i did Not so something silly

i had nov 16th on the mind..

[almostvermin]

Gren pink black

EmuNene + The Void I guess

TOMI I CANT FIND THE SECOND ASK GAME IM SO SORRY

but um yes. same to you nodders nodders.

[ay-jee-el]

I forgot to post this here, and maybe thats for the best.

[romanticfistfightz]

I CANT WITH THIS FUCKING WOMAN ONLY YESTERDAY I REALIZED IT COULD BE COVID CUZ MY SYMPTOMS WERENT COVID-Y SO I ONLY TESTED TODAY. AND MY GENIUS MOTHER WAS LIKE "oh yeah when we came back to work after vacation in my partners department there were like 5 people with covid and in mine like 2" SISTER YOUR PARTNER WAS SICK FIRST HE BORUGHT IT HERE FROM Y O U R WORK AND YOU DIDNT CONNECT THE DOTS???? NO????? NO NEURONS ACTIVATING?????? THAT SUDDENLY YOUR PARTNER WHICH IS N E V E R SICK IS SICK AND DYING FOR 4 DAYS???? AND WE ALL FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR A WHILE??????? BRO??????

[apollos-boyfriend]

i'm not exactly going to say it may be time for a new blog title because i'm not a coward. but. it may be time for a new blog title

[sieglinde-freud]

god im cryinf tears are rolling down my face imsbobing i lvoe her so much

[toystore]

cider :3

tysm orion!! i'm so sorry i forgot to reply... same to you as well 🖤

[haitanisbug]

tw SH:

I think one of the worst things about this addiction is when your brain clear days, weeks, months, later and now you have all these scars littered on your arm and they’re ugly and they itch and I regret it but I can’t stop

[jabberwockprince]

I NEED to talk about this so bad so bad so bad I couldn't just scream in the replies because Eve is my favorite character to think about in the whole world, like???

she's so wonderfully flawed, complex and multifaceted, and her relationship with Zuke goes much more deep than "she's just jealous of Mayday"

it's the fact that Eve yearned for Zuke (or really, anyone) to COMPLETE her because she fully rejects a whole ass half of who she is - the PINK side, the one that is more aggressive judging by Mayday's side of the battle, the one that is stronger and more impactful, a color that is EXTREMELY hard to ignore which she loudly presents as EVE, not as Nadia (WHICH COULD. BE SOMETHING THAT SHE AND MAYDAY COULD BOND OVER. IM JUST. SAYING.)

As opposed to the WHITE side, that represents her quietest, most vulnerable and lonely parts, if the white room during her talk with Zuke is anything to go by. also the color she used to conceal her uniqueness when she was younger

so when Zuke finds someone who, instead of completing him, COMPLEMENTS him, it's obviously Eve's wost nightmare. Because this really showed that he could live without her, he could go on without her and she's still carrying him everywhere she goes. Her fucking JACKET is literally Zuke's hair shape and palette???? SHE HAS THE BROKEN HEART MADE OUT OF BOTTLES FROM WHEN THEY WERE IN COLLEGE???

when you go around exploring her district, you get THIS when interacting with a sculpture that's a bunch of hands

MAYDAY: Hmmm. Is this supposed to be symbolic of how grabby Eve is...? This is way too abstract for me to understand. ZUKE: It's a symbol of her lowest point in life, and how Eve felt helpless no matter what she did. I guess she stil can't let it go.

AND THEN HER BATTLE LEVEL IS FULL OF HANDS HANGING AROUND, HURTING AND GRABBING MAYDAY AND ZUKE. BECAUSE THIS MOMENT IS REALLY EVE'S WORST NIGHTMARE, to have the ONE person she's put on a pedestal come back to show how he replaced her with someone who doesn't EVEN come close to the level of artistic view she and Zuke share???

and we didn't even get into the fact that Eve sees herself as a stepping stone and a tool to be used by others, and it's shown so many many many times through her art it's PAINFUL

LIKE. there's the OBVIOUS chair moment, the fact that she directly says that a chair without a seater has no purpose - she has no purpose if she's not being perceived or adding anything to this world. she's not worthy of taking up space unless it's useful or meaningful to anyone in any way. LIKE YOU SAID IN THE REPLIES, EVERYTHING ABOUT HER SCREAMS "LOOK AT ME"???

And there's a LOT of art sculptures in her district that directly tell you how much she cares about the outside world - a lot of sculptures are to help with the flooding, some are to filter water, others are just to repay the kindness of those who supported her when she began her career. when Zuke abandons her, she immediately goes on to become an icon for those who struggle with similar issues.

it makes sense that she's Tatiana's right hand-woman because Tatiana embraces all of her, therefore she must repay the love and acceptance she received

and like. the extreme close up on Eve's eyes when Mayday tells her that Zuke is better than her? I always interpreted that as Eve's realization of. Zuke never needed her in the first place, she did.

the broken mirrors motifs in her battle are just. so important to me. because it really feels like Eve is looking at the whole world through a one way mirror, and she wants everyone to see what she sees, but there is a barrier and she REALLY cannot cross to fully connect with anyone - hence wanting to elevate others to her level instead

I think so much. about the fact that her hair falls over that specific white half, and how that correlates to Eve being both desperate to find genuine connection and at the same time, refusing to show vulnerability again.

The duality of her WHOLE character is so good??? she wants to put herself out there, to be perceived, so that those who are misunderstood like her can feel less lonely, she struggled so much with how the world saw her and perceived her throughout her entire life. but then she isolates herself through her art and uses the world's perception of herself, NSR's quirky diva, as a weapon when she feels threatened and continues to put up barriers and obstacles for those who want to genuinely connect or help??????

IM NOT EVEN DONE SORRY GUYS IM NOT DONE. BECAUSE THE ALBUM COVERS ARE SO GOOD FOR STORYTELLING TOO

in here, Eve's eyes are wide open and the mirror is cracked - because her perception of reality, the unique view she clinged onto that she wanted others to understand but also set her apart and made her lonely, has been shattered and challenged. there's that distinct separation between her two halves

BUT AFTER HER TALK WITH ZUKE???

THE PINK AND THE WHITE MIX TOGETHER. Like she's REALLY taking his words into consideration and coming to terms with accepting she doesn't need anyone to complete herself, she's enough on her own??? but it's still a very hard pillow to swallow, so her eyes are closed

OK I'LL SHUT UP NOW THANK YOU GOODBYE

Thinking about Zuke and Eve and her powers and his ability to always see her.

Yes, he can see her art, yes he can understand it to an admirable degree. He can explain her thought processes and methodology in a subject that he really knows nothing about aside from the fact that she considers herself one with it.

But through all of what she covers herself with he can see her.

He knows her.

He knows her well enough to explain the sheer incomprehensible matter that she made herself to be to someone who's never seen her.

He can tell May when to focus and he can warn her of Eve's 'performance,' whatever way she'd prefer it called.

Something about the concept of "he's nothing without her and yet he figured out how to see her all on his own."

And the fact that in the beginning of the battle May quite literally is unable to see her while for Zuke this is a normal occurrence. To May, nothing was there, but he knew better.

How many times have they done this?

How many instances have there been where someone else had to question who Zuke's even talking to if they walked in on everything—because, to an outsider, there is nothing. To an outsider, Eve is nothing when she doesn't want to be. Or maybe even more than that, maybe it isn't always intentional. Maybe she does truly hide herself under however many layers and metaphors she can manage but he will always see her.

Something about her calling him nothing without her when art needs to be perceived to be considered "art" and he can see everything.

And at the same time... he can't.

He may have tried so hard, he may have come so close to seeing the full vastness of her, and yet even he couldn't see it all at once. Only mere glimpses of her 'greatness.' And she wants it to be a challenge. Something to be earned. A great, arduous task that only one person can ever even fathom to succeed in.

And he came close.

He came so, so close.

But maybe in her eyes, he gave up on her. He failed. And instead of trying again, trying to make himself up to the task, he chose to run away.

Something about her never truly perceiving herself as whole without someone else and being met with that person who nearly was everything she needed who is now telling her she already is whole, she just has to find herself first.

[imaginingbleach]

So, I just sent an ask about Shuhei and and injured s/o, and I'm afraid I might have been insensitive since you just had surgery. Sorry. So if you'd rather do something less grim, how about a Shuhei one of him as a dad? How he deals with his kids from when they're born to when they're young adults :) again, if you're up to it :)

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i'm mso sorry i disappeared and never replied this

you were so sweet about everything too

Shuhei Hisagi

Would you believe me if I said he was a complete cry baby over his children?

He's so happy to be a dad that he's literally crying the first time he gets to hold them...

And it happens every time if he has multiple children

Doesn't like punishing his children, so will try to raise them to do right in the first place...

Will punish them if he has to but will crawl to his s/o to whine about it

He hates seeing their little faces so heart broken or angry

This man will cry over every major life accomplishment his children go through (and probably some minor ones).

The first time he's called Dad is the worst, but it doesn't make it easier with each child.

If they show interest in being a soul reaper when they grow up, he's conflicted.

He doesn't want them to be in any danger, but he knows that there's the likelihood they might be stronger than the average soul.

He would only train with them if they showed interest on their own.

He would definitely make sure they knew how to take care of themselves, but also remind them that teamwork is important.

He wants to be a stay at home dad... He knows that isn't going to happen but he wishes he could do it.

He treats all his children the same regardless of sex/gender.

Would definitely be a supportive parent if any of his kids were LGBT. It would take him a bit to adjust but...

You can bet your ass he'll yell at anyone who misgenders his kid.

He would likely be one of the people organizing a seminar or something to teach other soul reapers about sexual, romantic, and gender identities.

It doesn't matter what kind of day he's had... The second he sees his kids he's all smiles.

[aurorialwolf]

REDACTED CHARACTERS AS CARS PART 3

Same stuff as the last two posts applies, tldr they wouldnt drive these necessarily these are just the cars i think they are

Elliott - Any car with this wrap. He would also totally drive this.

Avior - BMW i8 (I literally looked up "professor's car" and scrolled until i found a kind of cool one)

Guy - Pizza delivery car with a built-in oven (except w/ max's pizza on it instead of dominos)

Aaron - Sinister '69 Mustang Boss 600 (need I explain more?)

Geordi - Z31 Nissan 300ZX (because it looks sad :c )

Anton - Chevrolet Explorer Conversion Van (he is one of two characters that ive missed any audios from, but from the audio that i did listen to, he gives these vibes)

Blake - Toyota TRD Pro Series 4Runner (because, especially from the front, it looks angry)

Ivan - White van, need I explain?

Camelopardalis - Light Green Volkswagen Beetle (because it looks nice and calming and idk it just fits!!)

Brachium - McLaren 570 GT MSO Black (because it matches brachiums previous themes,, and it looks cool)

William - Penny-farthing. (I think plum gave me this idea?? sry if im wrong)

William's MODERN car, though: Bentley Flying Spur (although probably in red or black)

Gregory Keaton - 2024 Toyota Corolla (it's the first new car hes gotten in 15 years and his old one was a Jeep or perhaps a van if he was the one driving the pack around)

Ansel (from the Keaton pack, yes im sorry im not doing the rest of the keaton pack today) - Unmarked detective vehicle, Ford Crown Vic

Amanda - 2021 Kia Telluride (it's sensible, strong, and like. it gives her vibes im so sorry that i cant elaborate more on this. also i can easily imagine the visualizations of amanda that ive seen driving this car)

Christian - 2019 Honda Insight (he found it on a car advice article. idk why he just gives the vibes of a guy that looked up what car to buy for best social merit or best value)

Fred - BMW M3 E90 (just like. imagine him picking up Bright for a night out once they're all settled as vamps. it just feels like his vibes and its hard to explain)

Bright Eyes - Honda CBR650R 2023 (they would have this. adrenaline junkie vibes especially after becoming a vampire, also Fred is always worried when they go out on this)

Tagging folks who seemed interested (did i just remember i used to have a taglist. yes): @nevaroonie @vind3miat0r (sry for the tag but fred and bright are here so,,)

[dabisbratz]

hihi-! i just really wanted to compliment you and your writing. i'm a long time reader, and first found you from your dabi fics a while back now. you have such a distinctive style and every new one you put out clearly has a lot of love in it and the effort has been put into it.

as a transman, i'm often nervous about how we are portrayed in fics, and i do apologize if i'm assuming you're cisgender- but, i just often see fic writers ignore the existence of trans readers so its just so insanely refreshing to see. you're so talented and i do hope one day you can be recognized more for how good you write (dabisbratz book when?). you have such a wonderful corner of the internet, and it's clear you don't just pump fics out but genuinely want to give people the best version. i've read and wrote fanfiction for....a while, probably too long. it's a form of escape and a way for me to better my writing skills- and you remain one of the best authors i have seen on tumblr.

when i first found your fics, i had recently realized i was transgender and i had started discovering myself. one of the first ways i 'tested the waters' was to read fanfiction, but with a male/masc reader. i had done a lot of reading with cis male readers, and it definitely helped me. finding your fics and seeing such good representation for trans readers, it has helped me accept my body as mine. sorry for such a long ask, i guess count this as a very late new years gift. i wish you luck in whatever you do, and have a great day/night!

ahh.. everythin about this ask just… makes me so happy !! there aren’t enough words mcan put together to formulate what i wanna say n how i wanna thank you for just. . . this !! i feel so incredibly lucky n honored tbe spoken about n recognized like this. . the sweetest, most genuine thing anyone’s ever said t’me !! especially about my writin. . . just gives me so much motivation n energy to write, n it feels like with every line im just reminded why m’into it in the first place !!

mso glad i could help with your personal growth n journey, n mso glad you stuck around !! thank you for readin n takin the time to send this, it really means the world :c could genuinely cry !! ( even though mtypin this with the biggest smile eva ) thank you thank you thank you !! a million times, thank you !! happy new year, i hope this year treats you with so much love n kindness !! i’d lovelovelove to read your writin if i haven’t already by the way !! <333

[roostertuftart]

He actually doesn’t! He just says he doesn’t have light sensitive skin like “other gingers!” Rly minor distinction to be sure but you can still take it as canon and honest from him lmao

This goes out to everyone who’s bitched about freckle kyle being a bad headcanon bc it’s “not canon” get well soon

[dzhokarr]

i mso sorry for making this

[the-scarlet-witch-22]

Since we (probably) know how down bad conductor Agatha is, what’s her favourite memory of the two of them together?

Sooooo I can't quite reveal Agatha's favorite memory just yet (spoilers!!), but I'll say from what we've seen so far in the story, her favorite memory would be the concert scene in Chaconne.

For Agatha, her entire life has revolved around music and her career highlights that. I think there are some similarities to MCU Agatha in the sense that her vulnerabilities and feelings are embedded in her passion for her work, instead of magic it's music. Making music is very important and sacred to her.

Their relationship in Chaconne was interesting, as there was a bit of a power imbalance. I think writing reader being able to perform with the MSO (as a result of the many strings being pulled and potential light kidnapping charges from Agatha) showed them on somewhat equal footing, sort of.

For Agatha I think it's kind of bittersweet. She's aware of the job offer in Vienna, and although we don't see that yet, getting the chance to watch reader perform and do what she loves before sending her off to chase her dreams probably meant a lot more than she would ever show.

Sorry this is a bit of a ramble but I hope it makes sense! Thank you so much for the ask, I hope you're well <3