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Hi Tales From the Gas Station fandom. I just finished volume 2 and I’m about to start volume 3 and I am so very terrified please tell me everything is going to be ok
#I’ve seen the fanart for this volume#im terrified#nothing bad will happen right?#right????#tales from the gas station#tftgs#tales from the gas station volume 3#tftgs volume 3#tftgs jack#jack townsend
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current mood: thinking about gale’s hair but with a side part
#just think of the extra volume#I’ve seen a couple of fanarts with side part gale#and lemme tell you it’s a very good look#bg3#gale dekarios#gale#baldur's gate 3
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@teddybeartoji @staryukis @dollsuguru @venusiansilk
soulmates
#THERE ARE TEARS IN MY EYES#OPPPPPP THIS IS ONE OF THE CUTEST STSGS I’VE SEEN IN MY LIFE 🥺🥺🥺#i’m completely obsessed w this wowowow. wow.#LITTLE MEOWMEOWS….#your art style is SO cute it’s completely unreal…… AND THE COLOURSSSS i love them so much#this looks so tasty i need to put it in my mouth#tastes like soft serve ice cream#:33#no but this is actually so adorable i had to clutch my chest. satoru’s big blue eyes and suguru’s nya mouth…….#sugu especially is so adorable i actually can’t take it i want to cry#AND THE VOLUME 26 COVER REALNESS (best jjk cover btw… just in case anyone forgot)#they look so goodddd in their cozy fits#holding hands!!!#w the roses and snow behind them#🥺🥺🥺#i love this op. thank you for the treat <3#STSG NATION I’M KISSING YOU ON THE CHEEK i love you all sm… hope this can make u smile :33#fanart ✩
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Distant hearts



pairing- Nagumo Yoichi x reader
summary: you are Takamura’s granddaughter, a well-trained assassin who never got the chance to shine. That was until one day, when The Order observed your skills and offered you a position in the association.
All new colleagues seemed happy, everyone but him. His dark coat, eyes, and hair all indicated how much he loved hiding. And how much he loved hating you, the opposite of him, who he considered had no right to be there—also, the one who hates how you make his heart skip a beat.
tags & warnings-> reader is 19, Nagumo is 27, age gap, series, office au, forbidden love, enemies to lovers, playboy x sweetheart, angst and smut, Takamura is still everyone’s nightmare except Nagumo’s, mentions of blood, reader has awfully little experience, also there might be some Shishiba x reader here and there
status: ongoing
credits: fanart by @/chachaxx_x on X
CHAPTER ONE Your heels echoed sharply against the polished marble floor as you hurried through the halls of JAA headquarters, heart pounding like a war drum beneath your ribs. Today was your first mission assignment—finally—and you couldn’t afford to be late. Until now, your days had been consumed by endless stacks of paperwork and the suffocating monotony of office life. You had spent months trapped behind a desk, watching your colleagues vanish into the field with adrenaline in their veins and dirt on their boots, while you were left to file reports and refill pens.
Worse than the boredom? Him. Mr. Teaser himself. Nagumo Yoichi.
He had a knack for appearing unannounced, like a storm you forgot to check the weather for. He’d swagger into your office, track blood onto the floor, and drop off yet more work with a smirk that made your skin crawl. Then he'd lean against your desk like he owned the building, casually recounting his latest mission while enjoying the fact that you weren’t going anywhere but the copy machine.
Nagumo Yoichi was infuriating. Arrogant, smug, and endlessly teasing. Your sworn enemy in the office.
You had complained to your grandfather once—just once—about him. The next morning, the office was in chaos. Nobody could prove it, but you were fairly certain he had orchestrated the blackout and the internal security breach just to send a message. Since then, you’d tried locking Nagumo out of your workspace, but he always found a new way to slink in. Like a cockroach in designer clothes.
“You know my gram—Mr. Takamura—would murder you if he knew you were sneaking around like this,” you’d warned him once, half-joking.
He just grinned and said, “Worth it.”
Today was your moment. Your shot to prove that you were more than just a glorified secretary. That you belonged out there in the field, not behind a desk with Nagumo leaning over your shoulder and driving you insane.
You didn’t realize how deep in thought you were until Oki’s office door appeared in front of you like a boss battle checkpoint. Damn it—had you just spent the whole walk thinking about him again?
You shook the thought away and knocked, forcing yourself to stand tall. A calm voice answered from the other side.
"Come in."
You slid the door open, stepping inside with a respectful bow and closing it quietly behind you. Oki’s office was lined with towering bookshelves, each one filled with neatly arranged volumes on strategy, history, and intelligence operations. It smelled of old paper and cedarwood—a scholar’s haven, not a battlefield. Yet somehow, the air felt heavier than usual.
"Miss Y/N," Oki greeted you warmly. "Thank you for coming on such short notice. I wasn’t sure you’d accept the assignment, especially considering it’s your first infiltration mission. I assumed you’d prefer more training first.”
“I’m honored, Mr. Oki, truly.” You clasped your hands behind your back. “I want to prove that I can do more than just paperwork.”
He smiled, but there was hesitation in his eyes. “Of course. You’re his granddaughter, after all. I’ve seen your combat potential... but your grandfather was always there to back you up. This job is different. Are you sure you’ll be fine on your own?”
In translation: Don’t screw this up.
“Yes, sir.” Your voice didn’t waver.
“Good.” He leaned back slightly. “But just to be safe, I’m assigning you a partner. I know the two of you don’t exactly see eye to eye, but consider it a learning experience.”
Your heart skipped a beat.
A low voice spoke from the window behind Oki’s desk. “What could I possibly learn from her?”
You didn’t need to turn around. You knew that voice.
And there he was. Perched casually on the windowsill like some noir-era devil, a pocky stick lazily hanging from his lips. One hand was in his tailored black suit pocket, the first two buttons of his white shirt undone just enough to hint at trouble. His dark hair was swept back in deliberate chaos, and there were smears of blood on his sleeve—a souvenir from whatever mess he’d just crawled out of.
Nagumo Yoichi. Walking distraction. Living migraine. Immune to boundaries and personal space.
God help you.
You crossed your arms. “Mr. Oki is going to strangle you one day if you keep doing this.”
He shrugged, completely unbothered. “What can I say? You’re fun to bother.”
“Respecting your higher-ups, for example,” Oki interrupted, rubbing his temples. “Nagumo, I’ve told you a million times: stop breaking in through the window. Use the door like a normal person.”
Nagumo tilted his head and smirked. “And you thought I was normal?”
Oki sighed in defeat. “That’s on me.”
As the two men volleyed passive-aggressive jabs, you drifted toward the bookshelves, running your fingers along the spines. It was a habit by now—one of the few things that brought you comfort in high-pressure rooms like this.
“Miss Y/N?”
You snapped out of it. “Apologies, Mr. Oki.”
“No harm done. I’m just glad someone around here appreciates history.” He threw a pointed look at Nagumo.
Nagumo rolled his eyes dramatically. “What’s the point? They’re all dead anyway.”
You watched the corner of Oki’s eye twitch.
“Why did I ever think pairing you two would be a good idea…” he muttered. “Miss Y/N, if you'd prefer, I can reassign your partner.”
“No, sir!” You straightened, hands clenched at your sides. “Please, don’t worry. I’ll manage.”
Oki gave a slow nod and stood, walking over to his desk. He handed you a sleek black folder, the kind used for high-level intel. Inside: Everything you need to know. Targets. Layouts. Dates. Backstories.
“What’s the job?” Nagumo drawled, suddenly behind your left shoulder.
You didn’t even hear him move. One of his fingers gently brushed the skin behind your ear as he tucked a strand of hair back. You froze.
“Does your dear grandfather know you’ll be out of his sight? With me, of all people?” he whispered, voice low and teasing.
You swatted his hand away, cheeks burning. “Mr. Takamura was thrilled to see me finally take on a mission. Although he is more than prepared to end your life if something happens to me. Understood?”
Nagumo grinned. “Crystal clear, ma’am. I pinky promise to keep you safe~”
“Why do I have a really bad feeling about this?”
“I don’t know… Maybe you’re just paranoid.”
You narrowed your eyes. “How do you not even know what the mission is?”
“I’ve been busy, unlike some people.” He winked. “Had to cancel a meeting with Sakamoto just to be here.”
You opened your mouth to fire back, but Oki clicked his pen—a subtle way of saying cut the crap. You took a step back, flipping open the folder to study the mission details.
And then your heart plummeted.
Two words stared up at you like a slap to the face: husband and wife.
“…Sir?” you croaked, lifting the page and pointing at it like it might spontaneously correct itself.
Oki turned to the window, suddenly interested in the weather.
“Sir?”
“No,” he said, voice a little tighter now.
“What the hell is this?” Nagumo snapped, stepping up beside you.
“I’m sorry,” Oki said with a heavy sigh. “But that’s the cover. It’s the best way to get into the gala unnoticed. I’m not changing it. This is Miss Y/N’s mission, and I trust her more with you than with anyone else.”
“But—”
“No buts. You leave tomorrow morning. This conversation is over.”
You blinked. Then nodded.
This was your chance. You wouldn’t let anyone ruin it. Not even him.
You bowed once more and turned to leave, folder in hand. And, of course, Nagumo followed, trailing behind like the dramatic storm cloud he was.
“I still don’t get it,” he said. “What are we doing?”
You glanced at him over your shoulder. “There’s a gala being held by an IT magnate. He used to be one of our sponsors. Two years ago, he leaked intel to the enemy. That betrayal started the war we just barely won. Now, he’s going to pay.”
You could feel Nagumo go still beside you.
“What? Cat got your tongue?”
“…Are you sure about this?”
You turned to him, arching an eyebrow. “What, scared of pretending to be all lovey-dovey with me?”
“No. I’m scared of your grandfather.”
“We both know that’s not true. What’s the real reason, Nagumo-senpai?”
He rubbed the bridge of his nose, groaning. “Can’t believe I’m taking orders from you…”
You barely heard him. Your eyes were on his hands—long fingers, a faint scar near his knuckle. They were absurdly attractive hands. And that was not a helpful thought.
“I’m just worried you’ll screw up,” he continued. “You’ve never done this before. And you hate me.”
“I’ll be fine,” you snapped, more harshly than you meant. “Thanks for the concern, senpai.”
That was when he spun you around and pinned you to the wall.
You didn’t even see him move. One moment, Nagumo was teasing you as usual. The next, your back hit the wall with a thud, his arm braced beside your head, his body so close you could feel the heat radiating off him. The hallway was dim, empty. Just the two of you. And your heartbeat is hammering in your chest like a war drum.
“What the hell are you doing?” you hissed, breath catching.
His eyes searched yours. Dark, stormy. Not playful this time. Not teasing.
“Just… stop pretending,” he muttered. “You don’t hate me.”
Your breath caught.
“Yes, I do.”
He leaned closer. “You don’t.”
“I do,” you whispered, glaring up at him.
“Then why,” he murmured, his fingers brushing lightly against your wrist, “does your pulse race whenever I touch you?”
You didn’t have a good answer for that.
And that annoyed you more than anything else.
You shoved him back with both hands. “You’re insufferable.”
“Mm. But still pretty, right?” he smirked, letting you go. “That’s gotta count for something.”
“I swear, one of these days, Mr. Takamura is going to kill you, and I will cheer.”
He held up both hands in mock surrender as he backed away. “Noted. I’ll be on my best behavior, sweetheart.”
“Call me that again, and I’m setting you on fire.”
As if summoned by your pure rage, a third voice entered the hallways. Cool, deep, and amused.
“You two done flirting, or should I come back later?”
You turned—and there he was.
Shishiba.
Sleek, silent, dangerous. He stepped into the light, adjusting the black gloves on his hands like he’d just finished choking someone out and wanted to keep his sleeves clean. His long coat fluttered behind him, dark eyes unreadable as they flicked between you and Nagumo.
Great. Just what you needed: another assassin with a talent for unnerving silence and dangerous charm.
Nagumo sighed. “Why are you here?”
Shishiba tilted his head. “Oki sent me to deliver your equipment. But honestly… I was curious. Heard you two were playing house. I had to see it for myself.”
You snatched the folder tighter to your chest. “It’s not ‘playing.’ It’s a cover. A mission.”
“Sure,” Shishiba said smoothly. “A cover. That involves sharing a hotel room. And pretending to be madly in love. For several days. Alone.”
Nagumo glared at him. “Don’t you have somewhere better to be?”
“Not really.” Shishiba smirked slightly. “Besides, I’d kill to see you in a tux, holding a champagne flute and pretending not to be emotionally repressed.”
Nagumo looked like he was about to commit a felony.
You stepped between them. “Can you two stop posturing like rival cats in mating season? We have work to do.”
Shishiba chuckled. “She’s already in charge. I like her.”
You pointed a sharp glare at him. “And if I catch either of you making this mission harder than it needs to be, I will file a report.”
Nagumo raised an eyebrow. “You mean like the one I found in your desk drawer last week? Cute handwriting, by the way.”
You turned bright red.
“You went through my stuff?!”
“I was bored.”
“I hate you.”
He grinned, brushing past you like a smug hurricane. “You keep saying that. I think it’s your love language.”
You were going to explode. One day. And when you did, Nagumo Yoichi would be the reason.
That night, you stared at your suitcase, freshly packed, sitting by the door.
Inside were weapons disguised as makeup, encoded USBs, and a red silk dress meant to distract your target.
You weren’t nervous about the mission.
You were nervous about him.
About the way he looked at you sometimes, like you were a puzzle he couldn’t solve.
About the way your stomach twisted when he got too close.
This was your first mission. Your first chance to be more than someone’s shadow. To make a name for yourself outside your grandfather’s legacy. To show the world—and yourself—that you were capable.
But God help you… if Nagumo touched you again like that—
You groaned and threw a pillow at the wall.
“I will end him if he fucks this up.”
Then your phone rang. Wondering who it was, given the fact that it was already past midnight, you got up from bed and went to your desk, sat by the window to check.
“Shishiba-senpai?”
“Hey! Sorry for the late hour. I was thinking you would already be sleeping since you have to be at the airport first thing in the morning.”
“Despite that, I just couldn’t close an eye even if I tried.”
There was a pause after your answer, and a soft chuckle could be heard from the other side of the line.
“Need company?”
#anime and manga#fandom#sakamoto days#nagumo yoichi#x y/n#sakamoto days x y/n#nagumo sakamoto days#nagumo yoichi x reader#nagumo yoichi x y/n#this is just the first chapter#shishiba#please tell me if you find grammar errors
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Bylers, we need to talk about something…
I’ve been having a lot of thoughts pertaining to what will happen in season 5 relating to byler recently, as have we all, but I’ve also been wondering about the audience’s reaction to it if it happens.
Actually, i’ve been more concerned not about the GA’s reaction, but our reaction to how they handle it. I just want to say beforehand, that I might be projecting my issues with negativity and conflict (i’m a very very optimistic person it’s rough being on social media these days lmao) and I also very much believe that they will make byler canon in some way or another. It just makes sense with the narrative. But I fear we will never be happy with how they do it and we never learn from our previous mistakes lmao
Before season 4 came out, I sort of was a fan of byler, but i was very very casual, as in I didn’t interact with many fan theories, I wasn’t on twitter (still not on there because I have a phobia of negativity eek) and I wasn’t on tumblr, I would occasionally check out the edits and fanarts and I think I was just Aware of it, because I always root for the gay ship to happen ofc..
So when season 4 vol. 1 came out I was excited about the direction they were taking byler, and I could see that it was finally canon that Will was gay, rather than theorised. When season 4 vol. 2 came out, I had not been on sttwt or st tumblr during the time between the volumes because I had other fandoms prioritised around the time. I watched the Van Scene with my parents and suddenly I was acutely aware of just how gay they were (because I always get scared of watching anything queercoded around my parents lmao).
By the end of season 4, I was like YES! this season was amazing for a byler set up next season, although i was more focused on other characters too. I then kind of saw the byler script stuff but not the full extent of it, and I saw many edits and fanarts of them but that was it!
Now it’s 2024 and I have a major hyperfixation on byler, (due to the season 5 bts and the fact stranger things keeps popping up on my fyp it’s crazy) and now I’m on byler tumblr (not twt tho .. sorry) to find all the evidence I can and get all hyped up for s5! But I’ve also seen old posts from around 2022…
Literally every single one was extremely disappointed from season 4 vol. 2, and I was confused, seeing as I was very happy with it and I liked byler (my fave byler scene is from vol. 2 and no it’s not the van scene). If I’m being totally honest, and I might get some hate for this, I think we all had wildly, wildly high expectations and the disappointment was our own doing.
I personally never really judge a show before it’s finished (obviously not sitcoms and shows like that) unless it has really really terrible writing ofc, but I always choose to reserve judgement until all the character arcs are wrapped up and I can look back and see why things were made to be.
I understand the whole anger with Mike’s behaviour towards Will and how Will was treated poorly by him, but isn’t that the point? Mike loving Will back in season 5 would then be more satisfying after all that. It’s a set-up for the next season, no?
I don’t know why or how people thought that Mike would suddenly resolve all his internalised homophobia or something during that season, and I reckon if the whole season had come out at once instead of two volumes (i hate the two volumes thing sm omg) people would have been much happier because we wouldn’t have had time to create insane theories or unrealistic expectations that, let’s be real, were not in line with what we have seen so far with byler.
So, I just want to say that I’m a little afraid for season 5, because I know that byler will likely be canon, but people just won’t be happy because it won’t be in the exact way that they had theorised. Sorry to break it to you, but you, random person on tumblr, are not a screen writer. More specifically, you’re not a screen writer for stranger things.
I think it’s fun to theorise at the moment, but I just want to remind people that this pattern has happened before and we never learn? Like, none of our theories are coming true. Not one of them. Did I theorise the exact van scene? Did I theorise the part at the end where Mike grabs Will’s shoulder? No. But am I happy with those scenes? Hell yeah.
So on the build up to season 5, I just want to caution everyone to not assume that specific things are going to happen when it’s just a result of an echochamber (such as the milkvan breakup scene being right at the beginning or the painting being brought up). You’ll just be angry for no good reason.
The only reasons I’m personally going to be angry with how they handle byler is:
1. If it’s not canon and Will’s love goes unrequited/ he has another love interest somehow…
2. If either of them die after having a relationship during season 5 (bury your gays is stUPID)
3. If one of them dies before the other gets to tell them they love them/ kiss
4. If they get together without Mike apologising (it could be in literally any way, obvious or not) for his poor behaviour.
But that’s it, the rest of it is literally up to them.
Hope ur not too mad, but it just needed to be said.
#byler#byler endgame#season 5 stranger things#anti mileven#lets be realists here please#byler nation
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UPDATE ON THIS PROJECT SINCE IT’S BEEN A WHILE
Hello everyone!! So sorry for my inactivity on this blog. Life’s been busy and I ended up getting caught in many other projects, so I kinda forgot to update on this one.
I promise I’ve seen all the asks sent, and I plan to reply to them as soon as I can, and the first volume of the actual story is in the works!! It’ll be done as soon as I can finish them.
Thank you all so much for all your support on this project! I’ve seriously appreciated every piece of fanart, every kind comment, and every ask sent. I’m hoping to finish everything as soon as I can, and in the meantime, thank you for your patience :)
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gramophone fic 👁️ 👄 👁️ share with the class?
GRAMOPHONE FIC MY BELOVED. this is a very old old wip that i was tinkering with last week because i remembered how much i loved the idea.
the premise is that sanji gets a gramophone in a rare pique of self-indulgence, but with how out of practice he is with indulging himself (more used to the rationing and starvation of little joys) he only bought the one record for himself, which he's been playing on loop. zoro notices this and starts procuring records for him in different ways.
i really wanted to use this fic as a way to write out my music/dance headcanons for sanji. i really liked the idea the the baratie also did shows sometimes - it's hard to believe there weren't a few geezers in the legion of fighting cooks that were also musicians/performers. sanji would've grown up with at least one weird old person who was self-taught on an instrument and passed it onto him. i also LOVED the idea that the baratie hosted formal events sometimes and sanji would enviously watch on as their guests danced - then later practiced the steps he saw in an empty kitchen/in their walk-in pantry.
zoro, in this fic, did not grow up with music/dance as an interest. which i think would make it very endearing if it's something he wasn't personally interested in, and therefore spoke volumes when he went to increasingly great lengths to procure these records for sanji. if it fit, i would love for sanji to teach zoro how to dance ... i've also seen fanart (and one of your fics, steph!) where zoro has a secret talent for singing, which i also adore.
there is something extremely earnest about music and dance and song! if i ever have the muse and time, i'd love to come back to this WIP :') sneak peek under the cut if you're interested ❤
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“You’ve been playing this song a lot, over and over,” he observed out loud.
The chopping over at the counter faltered for a moment, before resuming its rhythm. “If you don’t like it, you can leave,” Sanji said pointedly.
“I didn’t say that.”
Sanji stopped then, momentarily lost for a rebuttal when Zoro didn’t rise to their usual bickering.
“Well, I’ve only got the one record,” Sanji admitted, at loss at what to say except for the truth. “It’s got a few tracks on it, so it seemed alright to just buy the one at the time. I probably should have gotten more.”
Something in his tone made Zoro turn on his side and regard the cook, whose shoulder had lifted and fell in a small shrug. There was barely any frustration or sadness in Sanji’s words. Only the ghost of dissatisfaction lingered in the tiny downwards tug of his mouth, disappearing like cigarette smoke with a quiet huff.
Sanji took up his knife again, and added almost like an afterthought, “I’d rather spend my money on other things anyways.”
Zoro frowned at that, feeling a discontent he could not name. ‘Other things,’ which he knew were mostly for the crew’s sake. Like replacing the suits that became slashed and ripped in battles, or buying extra ingredients the budget didn’t cover. Practical things, Sanji had all but said with his dismissive tone, which was ridiculous considering Sanji was one of the most infuriatingly impractical people Zoro had ever met.
#zosan#THANK YOUUU STEPH#this answer turned out to be a novel... eep#i do love love love the premise of this fic#answered#slydiddledeedee
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y’all I’m not seeing as much anger today so I’m posting again!!! @netflix CANNOT GET AWAY WITH CANCELLING ANOTHER AMAZING SHOW!!!!! They have crossed the line and I for one and done with it! So another post about what you can do to make sure that Netflix knows how angry we are
Sign the petition! It’s going around and it’s doing great but it can do even better. Don’t just stop at signing. Send it to your friends and family and EVERYONE that you can!!
Keep streaming!! There is a watch party coming up but EVERY BIT COUNTS. Put it on a background noise and just let it run! Make sure to keep some level of volume.
make sure to recommend the titles to Netflix! Link is somewhere down below. They do see those and so it’s important to show how much we want it! Recommend the titles a few times a day!
keep creating!!! The more you create the more Netflix can see that we love the show. Keep making angry posts and keeping making fanfics and fanart and any number of things! It does mean something.
post stuff with the tags #save dead boy detectives, #renew dead boy detectives, and use #revive dead boy detectives for the watch show! Get it trending everywhere.
There r def others that I missed so check on my profile. I’ve been reblogging everything I can find that lends itself to helping.
don’t give up!!! Netflix is going on a death spiral if they keep this up and dead boy detectives might be the tipping point! We want them to see that. This is one of the if not the most amazing fandom I’ve ever seen and I can’t take this lying down. Fight back!!!
#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#dbd#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#Crystal Palace#niko sasaki#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives
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Black butler fandom I need your help.
There’s this Sebastian fanart that I KNOW FOR A FACT exists, I’ve seen it with my own eyes, where he’s wearing makeup holding his arms above his head I think in the figure skating outfit from the alt cover of volume 28.
I scrolled all the way through my Pinterest boards, my saved instagram posts, and I can’t fucking find it. I have to find it.
I need it…for something.
#idk who drew it or if its been whipped off the internet#but I need to use it as a reference#honestly if u know of any fanart where Seb just has a full face of makeup send to too me#black butler#kuroshitsuji#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#black butler fanart#black butler fandom#kuroshitsuji fanart#kuroshitsuji fandom#my post
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The Doors to the House of Hopeful Sinners are OPEN
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I’ve been wondering, do you think it’s worth watching/reading (whichever you might think is best way) to touch One Piece at all if you’re sensitive to the, I forgot the words, but you vented about it a while back the toxic.. like.. .. I swear it’s because I’m asking I can’t remember the context. I knew when I opened the ask box to type this. It was about the masculinity and or something..
So much of what I’ve seen even before you started posting about it got me interested but I just felt it was too big for me to do when I was really new to touching Japanese media, and now that I’m more used to it I really want to finally give it a shot with so many characters I feel I’d really love but I can’t help but feel unsure if that issue is worth it.
you can respond to this whenever you’re up for it
For context I believe this is the post you're talking about, though I've definitely said things about it in other place.
I hate to say this, I really hate to recommend One Piece because it started out really, REALLY strong and amazing and has just kind of crumbled and gotten worse the longer it goes on in so many ways but...
Yes.
Yes I think it's worth it.
I think that if you are (as I perceive you to be) a person who interacts with media that you're into in a fan way-- if your response to art is interact with and create fanfictions and fanart and headcanons and share them with your friends and a community of people, then yes, One Piece is worth it even with all the problems, including the gender based problems, and all of the toxic mindsets that the characters have.
Because One Piece, like so many other "popular" media before it, is a great starting point. It's great raw materials. It has amazing characters and elements that you can take and do whatever you want with and you can just... have an interpretation of the characters and vision of the story in fandom that repairs the problems you have with the source material.
There's a lot of parts of One Piece that I find uncomfortable and frustrating and I deal with that through my fanfiction and fanart. Part of my interaction with One Piece is helping the characters heal. That's why all of my fic has 1000% more Women Actually Doing Things and men talking about their feelings.
Plus... its so fucking long. You can start it and then if you decide that the issues have gotten too much for you, you can just stop. If you wanted to just watch the East Blue Saga (the first arc) that's the part of the story that I think is basically perfect and I don't have any issues with.
As for which way I'd recommend watching versus reading, absolutely read it if you are a person who can sit still and read manga for stretches of time. The pacing in the manga is way, way better than the anime (the anime has classic Dragon Ball Z volume pacing with loooooong reaction shots and everything stretched out).
I definitely recommend watching the live action series (which currently covers that East Blue saga I mentioned) and also watching at least some of the animated movies!
If you strongly prefer watching vs reading, I can grab an abbreviated guide with as much of the filler as possible cut out!
But yeah, if there are characters you think you'll love, I'd give it a shot. Everybody reads One Piece for the characters, they're the good part XD
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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 89- Blood, Sweat & Tears
Chapter Summary: Jennie and Jimin fight over his extreme diet. BTS film BST with Jennie and Taehyung filming a sexy scene together. Jennie spends time with GOT7.
Words: 7,000+
Author's Note: A reader had messaged me years ago and sent me fanart of Jennie for Blood, Sweat & Tears back in 2018! This is by mimikoe_ on Instagram! If you see this, thank you again for your art! I appreciate you! This was so sweet of you. I hope they keep drawing! They are so talented!
This chapter gave me a bit of anxiety. I'm so sorry for the angst. At the time of editing this, I felt like I should have just deleted this argument between Jimin and Jennie but I decided to keep it and have my character mess up. Show more character development of her learning from her mistakes. Angst for this but it will end fluffy. This topic is such a serious matter so I felt a bit wary now that I'm older and looking back at what I wrote years ago. Again, I'm sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable with this. :( This one for the angst is regarding Jimin's diet for the BST era. After that, I did not write any more about the diet. This will be it.
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The following day, at Big Hit’s building, the members got ready for their dance practice in the studio. Jennie went to the bathroom and once she was done she found Jimin finishing up getting a drink from the water fountain.
Once he turned around, he grinned. “Ready to go back?”
“Uh huh!” she smiled back.
She stared at his face longer than usual and couldn’t help but feel something off about him. His face looked even smaller which began to worry her.
“Yo, your face,” she placed a palm against his cheek to examine how small it had gotten.
His cheeks were gone and his jawline had gotten sharper. Something was not right.
“Did you eat at all today?” she exclaimed with concern. “Or even yesterday?”
Jimin’s stomach dropped at her questioning. He then pulled away from her and started to walk away. He could not face her. He could not bring himself to look at the hurt in her eyes. The concern in her eyes. He wished she would stop chasing after him like this to get a solid answer. All he wanted to do was be left alone to diet in peace. Jin already gave him an earful, asking him why is he going to this extent to lose weight but Jimin felt like this was the best thing to do. To look perfect for their next comeback.
“Jimin, you’re stressing me out!” her words took him away from his thoughts as she walked after him around Big Hit’s building. “What is the issue?”
“Can you please stop talking about this? I said I’m all right,” he snapped.
She chose to ignore the irritation in his voice and persisted in questioning him. Grabbing his hand to stop him, he turned around, displeased.
“Your face is so much smaller than usual! Are you not eating?!” she exclaimed.
Pulling her to him as she bumped into his chest, Jimin looked down at her. He was bothered by her interrogation.
“Can you stop being so loud?” he hissed in a hushed voice, glaring at her.
“Stop being so loud? This is the perfect volume to get what I’m saying through your head! Let’s be late to practice and go out to eat real quick. Okay? I’ll take the blame. I don’t mind being lectured for being late for both of us. It’s okay. Just come with me to eat, please! Noodles. Let’s get noodles! And pork, too! Lots of it! Or even chicken! My treat! I’ll pay!” she insisted, despairingly trying to get him to eat with her.
Jimin was conflicted. She was willing to get in trouble just so he could eat instead of dancing with an empty stomach. She did not mind going to practice late as long as he would get a meal in him.
He wanted to. He wanted to say yes. But he couldn’t. He felt like he needed to diet.
“I’m not hungry,” he responded with a frown and released her.
“Yes, you are! I’ve seen the way you’d clutch your stomach and heard your stomach growl a lot this morning! What you’re doing is making yourself sick! You cannot do this to your body! Your body is going to break down! You gotta listen to it! You gotta feed it! Not let it go so long without food! We’re performers. We need all the energy we can get. And then our comeback is so soon, come on, Jimin!”
Running his hands through his silver hair, he shouted sternly with a growl, “Enough, Jennie! Enough! Just shut up already! Stop bothering me about it and leave me the hell alone!”
The harsh sound of his voice made her flinch as her stomach dropped from his anger. It began to scare her. He never yelled at her like this. He never actually yelled at her at all. And soon she felt tears of frustration and anger beginning to form in her eyes. The 95 Liner clenched his jaw as his anger amplified. He felt angrier at himself for shouting as it started to get the attention of staff members. And soon after Namjoon was walking over to them, worried after hearing them from the practice room.
‘Ennie...I’m so sorry...’ he thought sadly.
Jimin didn’t mean to shout. He didn’t mean to get this riled up, especially towards his precious Ennie of all people. But he wanted her to back off and let him be. Why couldn’t she just let him do this in peace?
As his words registered in her brain, she started to feel vexation overcome her, “Don’t you ever tell me to shut up! I’m trying to help you!”
“Hey!” Namjoon butted in, getting in between them.
“I didn’t ask for it! Learn to stay out of everyone’s business!” Jimin shouted.
“What you’re doing is not necessary and it’s absurd!” she shouted back.
“You wouldn’t understand-“
“Understand what!?” her voice went higher. “Why are you doing this? Huh!? Is it because of what others think?! You don’t need to lose any weight whatsoever, so end this crap, right now!”
Jimin felt his body shake as he listened to her voice her opinion on the matter.
Grabbing him by his shoulders, she shouted as tears began to slowly go down her cheeks, “You are more than just abs! You are fine just the way you are, why can’t you see that!? People aren’t your real fans if they only see you for your body, Chim Chim! Please don’t do this to yourself, I don’t want to see you like this. It’s breaking my heart, Jimin, just stop it!”
Shrugging her off of him, Jimin found himself walking away before he ended up yelling more harshly. It was like talking to a wall. She just would not stop talking about it.
“Sometimes I wish you would just shut up and stop getting involved! Just let things happen, no one needs to hear your piece or what you think someone should do. If I want to do this, then let me do this. You are so annoying!” he angrily replied.
“Stop! We’re not doing this! Come on. Let’s get into the practice room. We do not need to be fighting, right now. This is not the time or place,” Namjoon warned them.
Jimin angrily stormed into the practice room and slammed the door shut. Jen let out a frustrated sigh. This was not supposed to be like this. Why did it have to be this way?
“Jennie...” Namjoon frowned and walked over to her to try to calm her down.
More tears flowed down her face as she paced around. Blowing air out of her mouth, she looked up, trying to calm herself down. She wiped her tears and took a moment to regroup before turning her attention to her leader.
“So, you’re just going to let him continue doing this? Let him go? Do you not see what’s going on? How serious this is!? How wrong this is!?”
“I do,” he responded calmly. “We tried to invite him to eat but he just wouldn’t eat with us and wanted to continue to diet...”
"I just want this to end," she shook her head and walked past him to go back to the dance studio.
As soon as Jimin stormed into the practice room, the rest of the members immediately wanted to know what happened. Everybody heard their shouting match and from the look of Jimin’s scowl, things were not getting resolved, anytime soon.
No matter how many times the boys asked him what was wrong and what happened between him and Jennie, Jimin remained silent and shook his head. After a while, Jennie strolled in with Namjoon. Her scowl matched Jimin’s and she too remained silent when she was asked about what happened.
“Is everything all right?” Mr. Son asked, noticing a dramatic shift in the atmosphere of the room.
Neither Jen nor Jimin answered, feeling quite defeated and bummed from their huge blowout. Namjoon had to answer for them by saying that things would be fine. Dance practice was awkward and it seemed like the group couldn’t get synchronized because Jimin and Jennie were thinking about their fight. Namjoon also couldn’t quite stay focused as he thought about their mentalities. And the curiosity of the rest of the group led to everything noticeably off about their movements.
Seeing problems in their dancing, Mr. Son told them to stop and questioned everybody. “What is going on? We film the music video in a week and the choreography is looking sloppy. Whatever happened between you two,” he glanced at Jimin and Jennie, “You must put that behind you and stay focused on this comeback,”
Easier said than done.
After practice, Jennie chose not to go straight back to the dorm and decided to drown herself in work. She began writing things she was feeling. Writing out her feelings made her feel somewhat better, but just being away from Jimin for as long as she could also helped. Everything about that argument bothered her. She wanted to stop thinking about it but it was nothing that she could do to get it out of her head.
Same with Jimin as he continued to tell the members to leave the situation alone and let him cope in peace at the dorm.
The following day, Jimin and Jennie completely ignored each other. No acknowledgment whatsoever. Not even a good morning. Jungkook and Taehyung noticed the tension and were saddened that half of the Maknae Line weren’t on good terms. The two tried to get them to at least speak to each other but to no avail. This lasted for a few days.
Having enough of the tension, Namjoon went to her studio to speak with Jen privately.
“I want to talk to you about what happened between you and Jimin,” he said, taking a seat on her couch.
Jennie rolled her eyes at his name. She didn’t want to think about him. The sight of him and the sound of his voice and name made her cringe as she thought back to their intense confrontation. She didn’t want to think about it and wished Namjoon would drop it. The situation made her uncomfortable and she wanted to avoid it.
Running a hand through his hair, Namjoon let out a sigh. “I get what you tried to do but I don’t think the way you went about it was the best action,” he softly criticized.
Before she could protest, he shook his head and she closed her mouth.
“Jennie, you were in the wrong this time. You can’t just blow up like that when someone is dealing with issues as serious as this. That wasn’t right and you should consider Jimin’s feelings and his mentality. I think it hurt him more the way you raised your voice at him. He’s struggling and we’re all trying to help but we cannot force him to eat. I think if you two spoke privately instead of where all the staff was, things would have gone better. It’s not that easy to try to get him to eat just because you want to see him eat. I understand your intentions but again, you can’t make him eat, Jennie. You can’t force him to do what you think he should do. He has to make that choice,”
Jennie looked down at her lap and frowned as she thought about his words. Her mind went back to her dispute with Jimin and she cringed at how she acted.
Wow...
She did not see that point of view and now she felt like shit. She felt like a shitty friend and she felt selfish.
Yes, he was right. She should have gone a different route instead of blowing up like that. How she acted was judgmental and she seemed to have been more critical of Jimin instead of showing compassion. It just hurt to see him like that and she wanted to try to do something. But it seemed like she most likely made the situation worse along with her poor choice of words.
Jimin was right. She should just stop butting into people’s business all the time. It seems like everything she does just gets worse. She wanted to help but what she had done was not the best route to go. She needed to apologize to him.
“You two need some space,” Namjoon advised. “But once you two cooled down a bit, it’s best you apologize. I don’t want to see you two fight,”
After a deep conversation with Namjoon, Jennie spent the rest of the day catching up with GOT7, who they were thrilled to see. Spending time with them, made her briefly forget about the struggles with Jimin and boosted her mood with their goofiness and positivity.
The group decided to go paintballing, which she thought was one of the best ways to let off some steam. They chose to split into teams of two.
“I choose Jennie!” Jackson announced.
“Too late, I called dibs already,” JB replied.
“Since when!?”
“Since this morning,”
“She likes me the best, so that makes me her partner,” Bam Bam announced.
Jen laughed at their banter as the group began bickering.
“Actually, she’s my partner. I asked her the day before,” Mark grinned victoriously.
“Yep. He did. Mark is my partner,” she admitted with a sheepish grin.
“What!? That is not fair!” Jackson complained.
“If I had known I would have asked her as soon as she yes to paintballing!” Jinyoung exclaimed.
The teams consisted of Youngjae & JB, Jackson & Jinyoung, and BamBam & Yugyeom.
As they prepared to get ready, Yugyeom and Jennie chatted.
“Ah, I wish Jungkook joined us. He would’ve loved this,” he said, thinking about his best friend.
“I know~. Today, he’s busy working on some choreography. I believe it’s for Begin. But don’t worry we’ll have plenty of more opportunities to hang out. Comeback season is always so busy. I’m happy I was able to get away from work for a little while to see you guys.”
“Yeah, me too. I can’t wait. I miss him. You two are doing well, right?”
“Yeah huh. Still going strong,”
“Good. He talks about you so much when he’s with me and the guys. Don’t tell him, I said that,” he teased, making her face heat up.
She giggled. “Even when he’s not here, he always makes me feel special,”
“He better be treating you, well. If not, I’ll fight him,” Bam Bam added in a teasing manner, making them laugh.
“Haha, thanks. Hey guys, how’s your upcoming comeback coming along?” she asked. “I’m anticipating Hard Carry,”
“Oh, you are going to love it! I hope we get some wins for it,” JB responded.
“Ooh, my excitement for it is building~,”
“How are the preparations for your comeback?” Youngjae asked her. “I still cannot believe you dyed your hair red. It’s a great color for you. You look beautiful,”
“Aw, you think so?” Jen beamed and touched her red hair. “Thank you. I was so nervous about getting it dyed. But I’m happy with the results,”
“Oh, heck yeah! I was like is that Jennie!? Wow~! So pretty!” Bam Bam added.
“Red suits you well, Jen,” Yugyeom stated.
“You guys are so sweet. As for our comeback, it’s going well. But uh, Jimin and I had a little falling out. So, I’m a little off my game and happy I’m here to get rid of some of that tension,”
“A falling out?” Jinyoung asked, surprised.
“What?! You and Jimin? I thought I would never see this. You two are always so close,” Jackson said in disbelief.
His words made Jen feel even shitter as she felt even more bad about what she had done.
“What happened?” Mark asked.
She then explained the whole situation to them. Every detail and how she had a talk with Namjoon and that she realized how wrong she was.
“Although it’s none of my business with what he does with his body, I couldn’t help but want to talk him out of whatever he’s doing because his face looked so skinny. Skinnier than usual. But all I did was make it worse. I’m hoping maybe after today I could get him alone and apologize,” she said with a sigh.
“Ah, I see. I still think you are a good person. We all make mistakes and sometimes go a little too far with our words and how we say them. Jimin cares a lot about you. I’m sure this falling out will not be the end of your friendship. It’ll take some time but you and Jimin will rekindle soon enough,” JB encouraged her.
The gang played five rounds of paintballing. The games were filled with chaos and laughter as Jennie and Mark kept getting hit since the other teams wanted them out quickly. Although Jen and Mark didn’t win, it was just nice to get away from the stress of comeback preparations and unwind with everyone.
After paintballing, Bam Bam insisted on taking photos as he stood close by Jennie and lifted his phone in the air for a group selfie with him, Mark, and YoungJae.
‘She’s here with us!! I’m happy to see you, Jennie! #GOT8 #JenBam’ he posted to a widely positive reception that she was still in touch with GOT7.
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Later in the evening, Jen checked her Instagram to see more new photos that GOT7 posted with her.
To the selfie of her and Bam Bam alone, Jackson commented, 'I see u forgot to include me!’
Laughing, she typed out, 'Bro, you knew we were taking photos lolll :P’
After some more commenting, she went to find Jimin in Big Hit’s building. Hearing music from the practice room, she made her way over to it and watched him dance to Lie. It appeared that he had to be practicing for hours. Exhaustion was clear on his face but he showed no sign of stopping.
When Jimin saw the door open, he did not look too pleased to see who had walked in.
“What do you want?” he asked in a flat tone.
“I’m probably the last person you want to see, right now. But I just wanted to apologize for yelling at you. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have tried to pressure you to eat. That was wrong of me. I’m sorry,” she said with a frown.
Jimin looked down and remained silent, taking her words in.
“I hurt you a lot,” she went on softly, voice sounding brittle. “Perhaps it was the way I yelled at you. Or how I sounded judgmental instead of showing you compassion and support. I shouldn’t have yelled or tried to pressure you to do anything. And you probably don’t want to speak to me or whatever so okay. I’ll give you space and stay out of your way. I just wanted to apologize. And whenever you are ready to talk, I’ll be here,”
She took his silence as where he stood in the situation. As expected, she knew he wasn’t going to easily forgive her. He needed time and space.
“O-okay, I’ll be going, now. See you,” she made her way to the door.
Part of her hoped that he’d stop her and say that he forgave her but it didn’t work that way in this serious situation. He let her go. And it’ll take him some time to forgive her.
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As the week went by, it was finally the day BTS filmed Blood, Sweat & Tears. Each member of BTS was dressed and ready for filming as they were excited about the upcoming comeback.
“Eeeek! Today is the day~! I am so stoked! We are here for the first day of shooting Blood, Sweat & Tears! Look at me! I look so bomb!” she turned around, showing off her outfit.
“Ah, watch the shirt. It’s not buttoned all the way,” Jin popped in the shot and fixed her shirt for her. “There, much better. Jin to the rescue!”
She laughed. “Thank you,”
“Wings, the album for us,” Rapmon declared when the camera was filming him.
“It’s very elegant and luxurious,” J-Hope addressed as he showed off the background. “Look at the set,”
For the first day, the group did their first shots of dancing. Even just performing it once, made the members hot and out of breath. The staff provided fans and blowdryers blowing cool air to cool them down, which helped tremendously.
“This concept is more sexy than usual. So, I am going to try to be sexy for this music video. Keyword, try,” Jen added.
'That won’t be hard, Jennie!’
After the first takes of dancing, the camera showed shots of the members watching the film, to monitor anything they needed to work on.
Hobi and Jennie glanced at each other after they watched how she messed up.
"You saw too, right?" Hobi asked as she nodded.
“Yeah. I did that, too early,” she replied as she watched herself jump a few seconds before the rest of the group.
Once they filmed again, a sudden sound of shattered glass was heard and the director stopped the filming.
“The glass is broken!” was announced and it was none other than Rap Monster who was the reason behind it.
'God of destruction, Rap Monster’
“Jeez...” Jen exclaimed, looking at the broken glass.
“Rap Monster!” J-Hope told the camera.
When the camera was pointed at Rapmon who laughed about the ordeal, he exclaimed, “Bam!” as he thought about how he broke the glass. “I don’t know why always...I don’t know why I break things,”
'We want to know the reason, too’
After the shooting resumed, the next scene was set in a room where the members sat on the couch. For this scene, Jennie was not in the same room as them. Instead, for the beginning of the music video, she had an individual shot.
“Action!”
She ran lightly down the hallway until she found a door. On the other side of the door was another camera waiting. She pulled the doors open and looked surprised to see the seven boys sitting.
“Cut! Good job!”
“Ayeeee. First try!” she bounced around in excitement.
Although Jimin still wasn’t speaking to her, he couldn’t help but smile softly at her excitement. She was doing a good job of filming.
“Jennie makes the best facial expressions when she is filming. Good acting,” Jin grinned as he got his makeup retouched.
After her shot was done, she stood in the background as the boys sat on the couch and floor. Suga stood behind Jimin and covered his eyes.
“We are moving to the table. We have to change our hairstyle. Let’s go!” Jimin said.
The group changed into white clothes. Jennie wore white pants and a white blazer with her red hair styled in a high ponytail. The scene was set up like a dinner. Decorations of white, including the tablecloths and chairs.
“Are you ready to enjoy the dinner?” J-Hope asked Suga.
‘The eight noble members’
“Rap Monster, I can see your belly button. This concept matches you so well,” Suga said, making him chuckle.
Jennie sat across from Jin on the other side of the table. Jungkook, Rap Monster, and V sat on one side while J-Hope, Suga, and Jimin sat on the other side. J-Hope and Jungkook sat the closest to Jennie while V and Jimin sat the closest to Jin. Jin sat up from the table and lifted his cup in the air, while the rest of the boys followed his movements with blank stares. All they had to do was raise up their drinks but for the first shot, V couldn’t contain himself and laughed, which made the rest of the group laugh, too.
‘One more try due to V’s laughter’
On the second time, the members cheered successfully. With Jennie, instead of a blank expression, she looked hesitant as she raised her glass and then stared at it. Locking eyes with Jin, she shook her head and he began to stop himself from drinking the drink.
Little did they know V watched everything. He looked intrigued by her as he raised an eyebrow and smirked.
Suddenly, she slowly turned her glass to the side and watched it spill on the table, refusing to drink it. With the camera focusing on V, while the rest were occupied with their drinks, he watched Jennie with a sly smirk on his face. Sensing that something wasn’t right, she narrowed her eyes at him.
‘Finished the shooting without laughing this time’
With the rest leaving, only Jin, V, and Jennie were left. The director wanted Taennie to improvise the scene of having a staredown at the table. As the two were filmed with tension advancing between them, Jin was stuck in the middle, looking on while he was also back in his seat.
Jennie loved filming with Taehyung. It was just something about how at ease she felt when she was with him. He always found ways to enhance their scenes and he pushed her to be a better actress for Bangtan’s music videos.
As they stared at one another, she did not look too pleased to see how confident V looked regarding Jin. After they got their shots, V was good to leave while Jen and Jin were left.
"V and Jen have good chemistry. I felt like I was interrupting something when I was watching them. I wanted to say, should I leave?” Jin laughed.
When the song came on, Jennie lip-synced her verse as she sat in a chair, leaning back. She had her feet on the table and then did more shots looking sexy for the camera.
Being very close to EXO's Sehun since meeting the group, the two recently chatted about their comebacks. Sehun informed her he filmed shots of his feet on the table for Monster, so she wanted to do some sort of cool parallel with him and reenact his movements, hoping it would make it in the music video.
Once they got what they needed, Jennie and Jin were the last to leave as they bowed and thanked the staff.
“Day one complete! Time to go to sleep~!” she beamed.
‘Day 2’
Day two consisted of more individual shots for the group. Jen looked amazed at the set as the first set consisted of Suga and Jimin in the top room while Jungkook and Rapmon were in the bottom room. V even had to jump off a balcony as each member had different concepts. Jimin and Suga were the first ones to leave early as she waited for when it was her time to shoot.
After getting her hair and makeup done, she went to watch Jungkook film his shots on a swing that was hanging from the ceiling.
“I wish I was on the swing. That looks so fun,” she commented.
Jungkook had to do a tough wire scene, getting lifted in the air. His hair was covered in feathers which made her giggle. Once he was safely set down, he sat up, scrunching his face because of the feathers covering his face.
“Have a nice time up there?” she teased and removed the feathers from his head.
“It was alright. My back hurts but the scene was alright. I hated the feathers, though. Jennie, can you give me a massage when you get home from filming?”
When she responded, “Yeah, absolutely,” his eyes lit up.
Jennie's scene consisted of her in a garden and wearing a flower crown and tiara for the occasion.
“I’m in a garden~! Look at all these flowers,” she spun around. “Simple take. Explore around the garden, and look like the baddest chick in the game. I can do that,”
The camera followed her exploring the garden and looking beautiful in the environment. Jin was called in to join her and she filmed a few takes of being a good influence on him by taking walks together. She also placed a hand on his cheek and looked at him in concern, making sure he was all right with V lurking around them. After the rest of the members went home, Jennie and V were left with their scene together.
“For this, I’m the good girl. Or so I think. Let’s say I’m more of an angel while V is more like the bad guy. A fallen angel or a devil. I’m trying to be like the good side of Jin while he’s the bad side of Jin. Soooo, this is not going to end well. But I will prevail! I will win this battle and get Jin to the good side. So, in your face V! You are not winning today!” she punched the camera lightly.
When the camera transitioned to V, he chuckled, getting into character. “Ennie, Ennie, Ennie...she’s going to lose this battle. I’ll give her an A for effort but the dark side will win,”
“Lies!” Jen’s voice was heard across the room, making him laugh along with her.
“Action!” the director announced.
Jennie proceeded to walk down the hallway with V lurking from a distance. Feeling someone following her, she turned around but didn’t see anyone. But once she turned back around, V was in front of her, catching her by surprise. After they filmed the scene a few times, the director wanted their next scene to be sexy. The whole comeback had sensual vibes to it, especially with the choreography.
Lately, as Big Hit had been planning the comeback, they predicted that fans were going to give Taennie a lot of attention due to the fact of their scenes together for the music video. So, the company was highly considering making the pair act on that for promotions. Taehyung and Jennie didn’t mind it. They thought it was funny to troll fans into thinking they were dating or something for the comeback. Although there was a slight fear in the back of her mind of a hate train for her, in the end, she went with it and felt comfortable with her best friend.
Taehyung had been nothing but sweet to her about the idea. He even asked her about boundaries and what she was comfortable with so they could make this as believable as possible without making each other feel awkward. They thought that subtly was the way to go, with lingering gazes during music shows, and so on. They make a bold statement for the music video but then keep fans speculating with subtle displays of affection when on camera.
When they told Jungkook about it, he kept wishing it was him in the situation but for the music video and comeback in general, the director felt best for it to be Taehyung instead due to the role he was playing. He understood it and knew it was just acting between them.
Getting in position for their next scene, Jennie gave him a warning, “I ate smarties before this so my breath smells like smarties. I hope you like the smell of smarties when you lean in close,”
Taehyung giggled. “It’s okay!”
He began to get himself into character, looking at the ground while Jennie continued to look up at him, ready to begin acting.
“And...ACTION!” the director announced.
As soon as he heard the director say action, it was like a switch went off of V as he looked up and appeared lustful towards her and a little crazed.
With her back connecting to the wall with a harsh thud, Jen did not flinch when V lunged and slammed his hands on the wall, trapping her while staring sharply into her eyes. The sound of his hands slamming on the wall made a loud sound as they maintained eye contact. The song played in the background while they proceeded to act out their scene.
‘Taehyung and Jennie filming part of their sexy scene together. Strong eye contact!’
She stared at him, unamused, making sure not to give in to anything he was trying to offer. She then turned her head away, facing the camera when he inched closer with a wicked grin on his face. She felt his warm breath against her cheek before he began to move down to her neck as she appeared to have an ongoing battle with giving him her attention. Lust was clear in his eyes as he tried his best to tempt her.
While still staring at the camera with a sexy gaze, she began to lip sync.
How much longer before you consume me?
No matter how much I resist, I can’t fight what you’re doing
My mind is telling me to break free but my body screaming out
No, I can’t want you, get out of my head
As you kiss every inch of me you see that I want it too
Breath on my neck, I bit off more than I can chew
V placed his forearm over her head and she looked up at him. She shook her head and was about to look away again but this time he grabbed her chin with his other hand and made her look at him.
Their faces were extremely close as their lips were centimeters away from each other. As they both glanced at each other's lips, it was like he was luring her to kiss him, wondering when she’d crack as he slowly felt her losing resistance.
Reflecting on my choices, I’m wonderin’ if there’s any way out of this.
I’m losing this battle, I just can’t resist this
Only a matter of time before you screw me up and I’ll be stuck reminiscing
With that sinister smile on his lips, he stuck his tongue out and bit his bottom lip lightly. Pulling herself together and realizing how close she was to giving in, she shoved him back. Quickly, she walked away while he watched her go, satisfied.
“Great!” the director announced.
As soon as they heard him say that, Jennie and Taehyung burst out in laughter, unable to hold it in anymore. After she walked back to him, they bantered to each other at how funny this was for them to do this. This was War of Hormone but on a whole different level of mature sexiness.
Although they weren’t sure how much of this footage would be in the MV, the staff wanted them to improvise. For another take, Jennie stood on his shoes to make herself higher and placed a hand on the back of his shoulder while looking over his shoulder at the camera in front of her. With her free hand, she ran a hand through his blond hair. Then for another shot, she stood in front of him with him behind, holding her close while she lip synced.
When they went to see the footage with the director, they analyzed their movements and made sure everything was top notch. Taehyung laughed nervously when watching himself be so forceful with her.
“Ennie, I am so sorry,” he grinned nervously. “Did I hurt you?”
“No, no, I’m fine.” she smiled in reassurance and turned back to the video.
Her face felt flushed when watching herself act sensuous. It was still so weird to see herself like that. But she was proud of her efforts.
"This is...intense," she looked on. "Is this going to be appropriate for the music video rating? Oh gosh. And maybe it was a good idea to wait until the members left to film. Because oh my gosh, their reaction to this? We’re never going to hear the end of it. Maybe this can be a Bangtan Bomb if all of this doesn’t make it in the music video,”
“Ennie looks radiant in this. Wow, so beautiful,” Taehyung praised.
“Oh stop~. Look at you! ARMY is going to blush when they see you in this music video. A born visual he is,”
“Thanks, Ennie. We make a great team,” he pulled her in for a kiss on her temple.
“This was perfect!” the director praised after watching all of their footage. Their chemistry was impeccable, to say the least. “We don’t need to take another shot of this scene. We’re finished,”
“YAY~! We did it!” Taehyung cheered and joined Jennie in jumping around while holding hands in excitement.
‘Day 3’
The final day of filming started with Jin who was supposed to kiss the statue and Jen was in the background.
“Action!”
The camera followed Jennie quickly as she was dashing down the hallway. But she was suddenly grabbed from behind by V as she yelled, “Don’t! Snap out of it!“
That seemed to have made Jin pause as he looked back to see the two. But in the end, she helplessly watched Jin fall into temptation.
After the scene, all the members are together, acting like good friends. The scene was supposed to show them being free and mischievous. Jen strolled a little behind the boys, smiling at them while looking around. Her attention caught Jin staring at the painting called The Fall Of The Rebel Angels. There were two entrances on each side of him as he stood in the middle. A black entrance and a white entrance. One good and one bad. To resist or sin.
Jennie went up to him, standing in front of the white entrance. Gently grabbing onto one of his hands, he turned and looked down at her while she smiled, gesturing for him to follow her to the white entrance. But then V came over and stood on Jin’s other side, in front of the black entrance, which made Jin turn his attention to him. V smirked at the both of them while Jennie slowly dropped her smile, fearing for the worst.
After the members ran through the door and Jin was left behind, Suga was supposed to cover Jin’s eyes and after a few takes it looked funny due to his height, so Jin suggested switching partners. V replaced him to cover Jin’s eyes instead and it worked perfectly. Then for their final filming session, they were filmed performing the choreography.
When the director said cut, Jen turned around to see Jimin looking exhausted as he leaned forward, putting his hands on his knees. Jin went over to him and placed a hand on his back, looking concerned.
'Gosh, I hope he’s all right,’ she thought as she chose to keep her word by leaving him alone.
After the group performed the dance one last time, the director announced they were done and BTS celebrated with cheers and ran around, proud of their hard work.
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A few days later, Bangtan was filmed doing a dance practice for BST so it could be posted as a Bangtan Bomb. Jen found herself getting more and more frustrated and concerned for Jimin’s well being but chose to stay out of it to avoid another argument. She wanted to respect his space and wishes but it was eating her inside to see him look light headed every time he moved.
She wasn’t sure if it was people on social media who made fun of his weight or something but whatever it was, it made her upset to see her friend like this.
She was distracted. Her conversation with Namjoon went through her head and she found herself glancing over at Jimin from time to time. He wasn’t himself. She noticed how he would stumble sometimes and hold his head. She feared something bad was about to happen.
With Jimin, he was feeling dizzy due to the lack of energy and food. His lightheadedness was getting stronger as the song progressed. After jumping around during the dance, Jimin felt himself falling back, and losing consciousness.
By instinct, Jennie ran up behind him to catch him. She fell hard on her butt, wincing at the impact. But all that mattered was that Jimin was OK in her arms. She could deal with some pain.
“Jimin!” she shouted with fear in her voice as the members rushed to him.
"What happened!? Is he all right?! Jimin!” loud commotion surrounded them as they tried to help him.
Everyone freaked out when he passed out and staff tended to him until he regained consciousness. Jen stood out of the way after the staff took over. Jimin kept reassuring everyone that he was fine and could keep going but dance practice was canceled for the rest of the day and he was told to rest.
At the dorm, Jimin went to rest like he was told and ate a little. Jen was happy to see him trying to put something in his stomach after passing out as well as continuing to drink water.
“That was scary, Jimin. You sure you’re all right?” Taehyung asked with concern as he sat on his bed with Jungkook. “I’m glad Jennie caught you before you hit your head on the floor. That would have been even scarier,”
The new information he was told sparked Jimin’s interest as he looked astonished that it was her. He did feel something soft before he lost consciousness.
“She caught me?”
“Yeah, it was like she zoomed right behind you before you connected to the floor,” Jungkook added. “Like she knew something was wrong. I know you have your reasons for doing this but please be careful with the diet. We’re all here for you, you know that,”
Jimin nodded. He was grateful for Jennie catching him. He seriously could have given himself a concussion since he fell so abruptly. He found himself wanting to see her. But then he remembered that she wanted to give him space and was going to wait until he was ready to forgive her. To tell the truth, he had forgiven her as soon as she apologized. But he chose to let her go and see how long she was going to give him space. She did a great job letting him be, and respecting his wishes. He asked himself how long he was going to continue to ignore her.
But in the end, he missed his friend.
He missed his Ennie.
He knew she was trying her best to be a better friend and not lash out like she did. To show more compassion in his struggles instead.
Later that evening, Jen went to peep into Jimin’s room to find him sleeping while Taehyung and Jungkook were still with him. The way she stuck her head in the room hesitantly was noticed by the two boys as they waved and smiled.
She sighed, worrying about Jimin’s well being as she walked in the room. In a hushed voice, not wanting to wake him, she asked, “How is he?”
“Doing good,” Taehyung responded while Jimin listened in, with his eyes still closed.
The sound of her voice made it hard to resist smiling but Jimin kept a neutral face. It was good to hear her ask about him although she still wanted to give him space.
“He ate quite a bit too,” Jungkook added.
“Great. As long as he’s ok. He scared the shit out of me, man...” she said, thinking about how he passed out.
“He gave us all quite a scare. I’m glad you were there to catch him, Jagi,”
“Yeah, you were so fast,” Tae pointed out.
“I dunno what came over me but something told me to keep an eye on him during practice. Well, I just wanted to know how he was doing. I’ll see you guys in the morning. Good night,” she turned to leave.
“You’re leaving already?” she heard Jimin say as he opened his eyes.
Turning back around, she answered in surprise, “Oh, I thought you were asleep. I just wanted to check on you and give you your space,”
“Can I have a moment alone with her?” he requested as he sat up.
“Sure. We’ll be gaming,” Jungkook answered and left the room with Taehyung.
Once they were left alone, Jimin spoke softly. “Thank you,”
“For what?” she looked at him in confusion.
“For catching me when I passed out. Thank you,”
“Always,” she nodded a few times.
“You can come closer, Ennie. I don’t bite,” he chuckled softly and gestured for her to come over to the bed.
The sound of her nickname made her stomach flip as a small smile came across her face. She did what she was told and sat on his bed.
“...how are you feeling?” she asked softly.
“I’m feeling better,” he responded truthfully. “I felt good after eating something,”
“I'm glad to hear you say that,”
Jen was surprised when he reached out to hold one of her hands.
“I’ve been thinking about our friendship since you apologized,”
“Me too,”
“What you did that day really hurt me,”
She nodded. “I know...and I’m truly sorry,”
“I know you are. I see that you are. Over the days, I’ve been missing you and our friendship. Things aren’t how they are anymore and it makes me feel weird. I want things to go back to how they used to be with us,”
“Me too. You’re important to me,”
“You’re important to me,” he squeezed her hand lightly. “And I want us to treasure each other, move forward, and understand each other’s boundaries. I want us to be there for each other and support each other. When things get tough, I want us to talk it out privately without yelling or screaming. I know all friendships aren’t perfect and we’ll argue once in a while but let’s try to work on not yelling at one another like we did,”
“Yeah. I’ll do better and be a better friend to you. Again, I’m so sorry, Jimin,” she said as tears began to fall from her eyes.
"I'm sorry, too,"
He leaned in to kiss her on the forehead and then pressed his forehead against hers, closing his eyes. He felt a huge weight lifted off his shoulders. Less stressed about everything as he expressed himself to her. His eyes had gotten glossy as he pulled away to look at her.
With a smile, he reached out to wipe her tears with his thumb and then pulled her in for a close hug. A hug that was long overdue as they both felt relieved to hug each other again.
“It’s okay...” he murmured and placed a hand on the back of her head. “I’ll be okay...and we’ll be okay...”
They stayed like that for a while, enjoying each other’s company. It felt good to be forgiven and to move forward. Jimin was right, things were going to be okay.
After pulling away, he asked, “Can you stay?”
“Yeah, of course, I can,”
He let her in under the covers with him and they cuddled, before slowly drifting to sleep.
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Ilsa, I’ve seen you posting a lot of Trigun and well I’m intrigued by it, to say the least. But just for giggles, would you try to convince me why should I watch it? 😆🤚🏻
AHHHHH!
I didn't think Trigun was going to worm its way into my brain so much but here we are. There is so much to love about it and I adore so many of the characters for a billion different ways. The character type of someone who is made into a killing machine and then is slowly convinced to accept love and forgiveness is my favourite and is all over trigun. So many characters see themselves as monstrous but choose to do what they see as right for the sake of / with the help of their friends. There are moments of silliness and of tragedy, all with an incredibly interesting setting which slowly gets revealed.
Because of the recent release of Trigun Stampede, the community is really active rn (esp on Tumblr!) and it's really cool to see so many incredible fanarts, comics, fanfics and discussions being made. It's very fun to be part of a very active fandom, but also one that is 25 years old and has fanworks that are older than I am.
I really love it, and I would recommend it, but unfortunately I also have some caveats which I gotta mention.
What you gotta know before getting into Trigun is that there are 4 different canon versions and each one has its problems. I wish I could recommend X version as the definitive and best, but that just doesn't exist which is very annoying.
1) Trigun Maximum: the manga
Good: incredible nuances to characters like Wolfwood, Knives, Livio/Razlo. Vashwood subtext is off the charts and their dynamic is incredibly fascinating and central. This is the most detailed and complex story of Trigun and has lots of themes, characters and plot points that don't exist in other versions. Has elements of sexism and sexual violence, but (imo) to show how shitty the world is, rather than to revel in the misogyny. The tone is tragic, with equal mix of hope and pain.
Bad: the female characters of Meryl and Milly get massively sidelined in comparison to their depictions elsewhere. It's a very long manga and has (imo) pacing issues that limit the impact of emotional moments. The art style is beautiful, but notoriously difficult to follow, especially in the many long fight scenes (particularly bad in volume 5). There's lots of disagreement about 'correct' translations and it can be hard to tell which character is doing/saying/thinking what at points which can make it confusing and frustrating to read at times.
Overall: 7/10, I would recommend but maybe not as your first bit of exposure to Trugun
2) 1998 anime Trigun
Good: the silliest of Triguns with some great voice acting. The friendships between Vash, Milly, Meryl and Wolfwood are very sweet and engaging (although it would have been nice to see more of the four of them together). It's a fun overview of the Trigun story and has a very entertaining mix of comedy and serious emotional moments. Lots of hijinks and lots of fights. Milly and Meryl are core characters and get time to shine (it is impossible not to love Milly). This is personal preference but the animation style is kinda goofy in the way it changes styles to exaggerate characters' feelings which I love. The first 12 ISH episodes are very Saturday morning cartoon vibes without being too inane and childish.
Bad: because it only had the first couple of volumes of the manga to adapt from, the mid-season tone shift and later fights feel rushed, a little confusing and ultimately lead to a less satisfying conclusion than in trimax. The misogyny is noticeable, especially in the first couple of episodes, though is limited to a couple of comments in some episodes and doesn't (I think) make it unwatchable. The antagonists are rushed through and it's hard to work out who the 'main' villain is. Tone change is quite abrupt. Wolfwood is a less developed character with a less intense (back)story, Livio/Razlo doesn't exist at all etc
Overall: 7/10, this is what I'd recommend you start with. It has pacing issues and uncomfortable sexist comments, but I think they're outweighed by the strengths of the main casts relationships and the pure entertainment value of it. Not the most satisfying ending, but they were constrained so :/
3) Badlands Rumble (film)
Good: animation is SO crisp. Wolfwood is at maximum chest exposure and actually his character is pretty interesting here. Milly and Meryl are back, but in limited roles. Some interesting world building and Vash and Wolfwood go thru their divorce arc TM which is dumb and funny and angsty.
Bad: Wolfwood is far too pale. The first half an hour is made almost unwatchable by the decision to make sexism and sexual harrassement a way to pad out the runtime. Vash is such a creep it just makes for uncomfortable watching.
4/10 don't watch if you're not already invested, and honestly do yourself a favour by watching the opening scene, then skipping to the 30 min ish mark and watch knowing that Vash has some very tough dried meat in his front coat pocket.
4) Trigun Stampede anime
Good: really cool 3D animation and music. Has Wolfwood's manga backstory and some manga characters like Livio and Crimsonnail, but with very different characterisations. I really liked the episode looking at the childhood of two orphans and how their love for each other was manipulated against them both. Much bigger focus on Knives than the original and more elaboration of his motivations and plans. Zazie is SO much better here than in the original anime. No uncomfortable sexism yay!
Bad: I... don't like tristamp very much. The characters are watered down from their manga versions and Knives is just kinda evil because he was en evil child, rather than the much more nuanced version in trimax. Milly doesn't exist (yet) and they added in a new character Roberto whose role in the story is (or at least was to me) obvious if you know the basics of the hero's journey structure. Everyone has been twinkified and Wolfwood doesn't even have his tits out smh. Vash just comes across as having less agency and his motivations feel weak. I really just dont like a lot of the character decision here BUT to be fair, that's because I'm comparing them to the manga. But also, a main plot point is someone taking over his brother's body so that his sisters can get pregnant and it definitely still feels weird in context. The focus on the two brothers makes other dynamics a little weaker, and has led to a lot of incest-y fandom things which is ehh.
5.5/10 there are some things it does very well and it's very popular for a reason but I personally think the characterisations are disappointing. It's trying to strike a weird balance between being its own, new thing and also nostalgia for original elements, leading to some questionable pacing and plot choices. It doesn't even have Midvalley the Hornfreak.
I would love to be able to talk about Trigun with you and be passionate about the elements of it I love, but also I don't want to recommend it without giving you a fair picture of the parts I'm more critical about. I genuinely love the world building and characters, which are expressed best in the less accessible form of the manga but are also found in the animes. What I'd recommend is watching the original anime first, but also you might need to give it the benefit of the doubt for the first couple episodes which is where the dodgy 90s sexism is most obvious. I'd be super interested in hearing your thoughts and reactions to it if you did watch it, and also please bear in mind that my complaints about tristamp are personal and there are many who love that version so don't take my negativity as fact.
#asks#sorry that got LONG#YOU SHOULD WATCH IT#I REALLY LOVE IT#its just not perfect#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun stampede
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I’ve taken some time to gather my thoughts, and I’m sure I’m not going to say anything that anyone else hasn’t already said, but I figured I’d share my thoughts nonetheless, because were a community, and that means we care about each other.
I was introduced to Rooster Teeth near the end of middle school, by the same friend who introduced me to Neon Genesis Evangelion, and forever changed the trajectory of my life.
We watch Red Vs Blue season 5 while I was staying the night, and I was absolutely hooked.
I went back and caught up on the rest of the series, and honestly, I think I related to Church way too hard.
Few years passed. I saw they’d put RvB on Netflix, and feeling nostalgic I rewatched it. Out of curiosity, I decided to check out what RT had done after that, only to discover they’d put out SEVEN MORE SEASONS, which I of course immediately binged, like a gluttonous beasty.
It was in the bittersweet aftermath of that binge session that I decided to give RWBY a shot. I’d seen it advertised under RvB playlists, and out of desperation for more of anything like RvB, I decided to give the Red Trailer a shot.
Now this was during the hiatus between Volume 2 and Volume 3, shortly after Monty’s passing, and in those days I was nowhere near as online as I am now, but RWBY is definitely a huge part of why I am online. I tore through the first two Volumes. I started making fanart, I tried to introduce my friends to the show. I desperately googled any information I could find about when Volume 3 would be coming out (this is when I learned about Monty’s passing, and his impact on some of my favorite moments in RvB).
When V3 was announced, I immediately subscribed to RT first. And have been following RWBY ever since. I watched each episode as it came out, I would binge the entire series (some times multiple times) before a new volume came out. I joind RP servers, I created oc’s, I created a LOT of fanart. I have a yearly tradition of drawing a Ruby Rose piece just to check my progress as an artist. Just last year I started writing fanfic. I’ve got a bit of merch. I love RWBY. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve kept up with RvB pretty well, and I watched a bit of Camp Camp and Gen:Lock, but RWBY is my shit.
I know a lot of people are sad, scared, and confused right now. I know I was when I found out yesterday. I didn’t exactly keep up with the nitty-gritty of what was happening with RT as a studio, and a lot of the projects didn’t really strike my fancy, but there were a lot of things I adored from RT. I’m sad to see them closing their doors, and I’m just as desperate for information as the rest of you.
But we’re a community, and that means we care about each other.
I care about you.
I don’t care who you ship with who, I don’t care if you hate my favorite character, or what head canons you have for which characters. I care about you, and I’m glad you’ve been a part of this community for as long as you have been. I’m glad to have known you, even remotely. I’m glad to have seen your fanart, or gotten mad at your hot takes, or laughed at your incorrect quotes. I’m glad we’ve been a community.
This isn’t a declaration of defeat. I don’t know the future of RWBY any better than the rest of you do.
This is an acknowledgment, and an expression of gratitude. CRWBY may have made the series, but you all made this community. As much as it can sometimes be a dumpster fire, you make me proud to be a part of the FNDM.
So, I guess… thanks.
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i’m…cautious about the wicked movie (mostly because movie adaptions of musicals tend to be very hit or miss) but i’m ready for the fandom revival. like i’ve been in the wicked fandom since 2005 and i remember when the fandom was at it’s peak, particularly the gelphie fandom. like there were multiple new fics being posted every day, there were several active livejournal communities, there was fanart and rp accounts galore and just…i’m ready for that again. i know all of those things are still happening, but it’s not near the volume it was back then and i’m so excited.
My sentiments exactly!! I’m cautiously optimistic about the movie… I know that Jon M. Chu has made some great stuff and the leaked pics so far look great. I was skeptical at the decision to cast AG at first, but there’s been some leaked audio circulating around and I’m feeling a lot better about her as Glinda. All things considered, it’s still a film adaptation of a musical which, like you said, can really be hit or miss. Either way I’m just excited to see my favorite musical on the big screen at all, especially considering that the movie was “in the works” for so many years already, even just having actual progress on it is a dream come true.
As far as fandom.. I joined in 2018 which was a relatively active time for the fandom, with it being the 15th anniversary and all. I’ve seen people come and go over the years but one thing that links us all is a shared love for Wicked. I’m so excited to welcome more people into the fandom.
I wasn’t even on the internet during the early 2000’s glory days of the musical, so it’ll be interesting to talk to fandom elders* to compare and see if the fandom hits that same volume of people and content, or if it goes even higher
*not trying to insinuate that you’re old… sorry if it came across that way
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Been rewatching rwby lately, so here’s an older Ruby + Penny
#I’m currently caught up to volume 8#I’ve already seen spoilers for vol 9 and I AM GOING INSANE#rwby#nuts and dolts#ruby x penny#ruby rose#penny polendina#rwby fanart#my art
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