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stuckinapril · 8 months ago

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A big part of turning 21 and going through that whole thing really was realizing that the idealistic friendship dynamics I’ve always daydreamed over in my head don’t exist & that in reality most friendships you’ll cultivate in your life will be a series of compromises. And maybe like 1 to 3 ride or die friends at BEST that shit is so rare and it gets rarer the older I am

#And I’ve always been a friendship girl like I’m a hopeless romantic but I’m just as much if not more of a hopeless platonic #I’ve really had to temper my expectations lately and honestly I’ve also been sequestering myself more as a result of it #Idk if I’m adjusting to this revelation well tbh I feel like I’m disillusioned w most of my friends lately #And it causes me to burn out and be a shitty friend to them in turn too #It’s just a never ending cycle of me not admitting to myself that maybe that glove doesn’t fit #And I’m quite literally forcing it onto my hand and it’s cutting off my circulation #But I’m too sentimental of my glove to just stop wearing it . Idk if this makes any sense but it does in my head

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firstkanaphans · 3 months ago

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The Heart Killers Pilot Trailer | The Warp Effect Episode 9

#so i’ve had a revelation…#brb rewatching the warp effect #p’jojo’s out here writing fanfiction of his own shows #he saw joong tied to that chair and said give me 12 episodes please #the heart killers #the warp effect

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rockosarthouse · 2 years ago

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flesh prison and flesh panopticon

#a revelation i’ve just had #ultrakill

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itspileofgoodthings · 2 months ago

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School is going so great and also I am so exhausted and also I am having an existential crisis

#teaching tag #the kids are great and I think I’m doing a good job teaching them and also I miss the ones from last year so much 😭😭😭😭😭#even though I know I will miss these too once they’re gone like why does 😭😭😭 it gotta be 😭😭😭😭 this way #it’s just a totally different vibe every time #the school year has a new flavor!!! and I hate that!!!!!#change is so bad and disgusting 😭😭😭#but also I think it’s good and I’m doing a good job keeping them moving #one of the revelations/realizations that I’ve had. is that I’m just starting to shift my focus #from …. wanting them to be moved to just wanting them to be engaged?#and I think it’s better.#I’m not quite wholly there. but I mean learning how to actually construct a class so that they are busy and their minds are being stretched #and employed and learning on multiple levels without just saying what I want to happen at them #and it’s a good shift but also a shift that’s making me sad #for whatever reason #it feels like another sign of maturity #but sometimes I miss my own highs #mostly I’m just so unbelievably tired lol.#like the physical and mental stamina required that I just don’t have yet #is so much.#but some strong starts have been made #and also (dare I say this lol) the effects of my reputation being established are also working in my favor #they’re a little bit scared. they’re a little bit more ready to engage and they’re more on board than they used to be #like. it’s happening faster. in terms of getting the class under control #and that’s nice. cause I remember it used to take weeks and weeks. months really.#and of course it’s ongoing and unpredictable.#but it’s better this time #anyway just rambling

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buddiesmutslut · 7 months ago

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OKAY OKAY OKAY YOU GUYS BUT WHAT IF!!

What if, in the last few minutes of 7x10, we cut to Frank in his office. The camera is focused on him so we don’t know who’s on the couch across from him.

He’s mentioning the last time the person was there, that they were talking about intimacy & their partner and worries about the future (throwback to Athena on the first episode & Bobby in the cruise ship arc), and Frank asks the person how it’s going…

AND THEN IT PANS TO EDDIE IN THE ROOM LOOKING UNCOMFORTABLE AND UPSET AND KIND OF A MESS AND HE SAYS SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF: “I realized I couldn’t commit to Ana or Marisol in the way I thought I should because they’re not what I wanted. I don’t think I like women.” A pause. A breath. “And I think that’s because I’m in love with my best friend.”

END SEASON ROLL CREDITS YOU’LL HAVE TO COME BACK IN S8 TO SEE HOW IT PLAYS OUT.

#911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #oliver stark #ryan guzman #tim minear #Tim if you use this I will love you FOREVER #I think it would be so funny to start & end the season in Frank’s office #with characters trying to get to the nitty gritty of why they’re feeling things & what they’re ACTUALLY struggling with #idk what would lead to Eddie’s revelation in the last episode maybe another NDE #I’ve always thought that Chris was going to be the one to get them together so maybe something happens to him/he gets hurt #& whether Buck’s with Tommy or not he still comes when Chris needs him because he’s a PARENT & a PARTNER #and he already has a family and Eddie realizes then that he doesn’t need a mother figure for Chris when they already have a Buck #goddamn it i think i just had another fic idea #911 #911 s7 #911 s7 e10 spec #they haven’t even written it yet so it coULD TOTALLY HAPPEN #bisexual evan buckley #also GIVE ME EDDIE LEARNING WHAT DEMISEXUALITY IS IN THERAPY #demisexual eddie diaz #gay eddie diaz #they are in love #& I need them to realize it #the buckley diaz family #I saw someone say that Buck needed to understand his sexuality to realize his feelings for Eddie #and Eddie needed to realize his feelings for Buck to understand his sexuality & that feels VERY true to me

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seventh-district · 9 months ago

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i’ve just finished season one of TMA, and being someone who’s okay with spoilers is fun because it means i can peruse the wiki and scroll through the tag and i get to become privy to all sorts of weird, wonderful, halfway-out-of-context information that i get to look forward to understanding in the future

like. what do you mean Leitner’s in the tunnels?

what do you mean Jon eats the extinguished sun??

what do you mean it’s spelled Gerard Keay???

#Jon‚ narrating a statement: '…whose passport had identified him as Gerard Keay.'#Me‚ an American‚ not yet in the habit of following along with the transcripts: 'Ah‚ yes. Jared Key.'#tma spoilers #the magnus archives #gerry keay #gerard keay #tma #i’m sorry but Why do british ppl apparently pronounce Gerard like that how do y’all audibly tell Gerard and Jared apart #anyways based on how i’ve glossed over the other two arguably much more shocking revelations i mentioned #i’m sure you can tell that i’ve latched onto Gerry and everything else is just background noise to me #okay that’s an exaggeration. i Do love the entire show and am invested in the entire cast to varying degrees but.#Gerry… my beloved… his role in Ep. 12 hooked me instantly #it’s bad‚ guys. ive already started making him a playlist. it’s safe to say there’s no hope for me. the fixation train has left the station #Gerry (and Michael) have moved in and will live rent free in my brain indefinitely #listen. you can’t just present to me a cryptic goth man with long poorly dyed black hair and mommy issues who’s covered in eye tattoos-#-and is frequently affiliated with the supernatural and then expect me to Not fall in love with him!!!#*looks at DoorKeay* …and i am also not immune to the opposites attract & human x supernatural entity tropes…#tbh looking at all this DoorKeay fan art has me suddenly remembering my EraserMic days #which is a wild thing to say i know but listen. it’s just the whole long-black-hair x long-blonde-hair similarity #and maybe a bit of the opposite personalities. idk why but i was just admiring one particular DoorKeay fanart and it suddenly hit me #i literally whispered to myself out loud ‘holy shit it’s EraserMic again…’ and it's not Really but also it kinda is and i think it's funny #but then i did More thinking and i think it goes beyond just them. i think i rlly just have a thing for Dark & Light coded character ships #Michael & Gerry… Navia & Chlorinde... Sun & Moon… Mic & Aizawa…#i think i’m learning smthn abt myself now i’ve gotta think if there’s more examples…#i'd almost say Alphonse and Seth but eeehhh not quite. and honestly i think the bigger-brain way to see their relationship through the-#-Dark x Light trope would be to take into account the resurgence of DM!Al and that kinds flips the dynamic #i think that if either of them are Moon-coded it'd be DM!Al. but they honestly just don't quite fit in that trope's box anyways #they're Pink/Black x Brown coded. not Yellow x Black #i do gotta say that i've pulled an Interesting number of songs off Seth's playlist while working on Gerry's... it's the mommy issues innit #i'd almost say PB x Marcy but once again we've got a character that's pink-coded‚ not yellow. i think they fall into a different category

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hana-bobo-finch · 3 months ago

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hrmm………………..perhaps my crushing fear of putting actual effort and emotion into my writing—and to a lesser extent my art—stems from the fact that the last time I ever did so, I was forced to read it all out in front of a bunch of people despite making it abundantly clear I didn’t want to and was incredibly anxious at the prospect, and as a result I was so embarrassed and scared afterwards that I completely stopped being genuine in my work……………hrm

#listen this is a REVELATION to me #I did not realize until 5 years after the fact that that whole situation was not a Silly Memory but Mildly Traumatic #I still think the story I wrote then is so bad it’s funny but STILL #I finally have an explanation for why I’ve been so scared to be genuine #it took me 5 years to realize but better late than never #this is a shocking discovery to me. now all I need to do is find a way to reverse the effects that crappy writing teacher had on me

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suit-of-cups · 1 year ago

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Me? Having a celebrity crush? For the first time ever? And then seeing this photo?

#I’ve never understood the appeal of celebrities #until last week when I had a revelation #usually I have crushes on people that I’ve actually met in person #not on people that are rich famous and entirely out my league #the cup spilleth over #aston martin #f1 #lance stroll #formula 1 #formula one #aston martin f1

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running-tweezers · 6 months ago

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Hooooooly shit I hope y’all are ready for another Redacted Theater Kid Thursday cuz I just thought of one so good it’s jumping the line

#I have a whole list of ones I want to do #I’ve just been busy since posting that first one #but I had a fucking REVELATION #and it’s HAPPENING #marisa speaks

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sailforvalinor · 2 years ago

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No one:

Dave Filoni: yes but what if we added a droid who’s uptight like Threepio but sounds like Alan Rickman, makes real-world musical theatre references, and sings in space. You know, for funsies

#swr #star wars rebels #I had the revelation that ap-5 sounds like Snape and I’ve never been the same #dave filoni #star wars #ap 5

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incesthemes · 6 months ago

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Hi! I read your (excellent) meta about s8-10,l and I would love to chat with you about it. But tumblr etiquette is hard, and I agree with your analysis in part and disagree in part, and the places where I disagree are controversial. So I was wondering if you'd prefer to have me respond on reblog (my thoughts are too long for a tag rant), on a separate post with you tagged, or just link to your post but not tag you? Or uh, maybe something else I havent thought of (like perhaps some thoughts are better left unshared lol)?

Anyway, thanks for the interesting meta!

ohh hi, thank you for reading all that, i know it’s a long one :) i can’t say i really mind what you choose to do with it; honestly i’m so curious about your thoughts i’d be happiest talking to you directly about them through like dms or something (yknow for the gratification of conversation haha). but yeah i don’t care either way, feel free to do as you like

#ask #it’s been a minute since i’ve reread my own essay… i should go back and look it over #see if my opinions have changed any #iirc i think there are some things i’ve changed my mind slightly about #and some revelations i’ve had since i wrote it so therefore aren’t contained in that post #it makes me feel like i should write another post with my updated thoughts #buttttttt my interpretation of 8-10 are extremely different from the popular understanding of these seasons #so even if i put in all that effort i don’t think many people would read it. not exactly worth it #but i love TALKING about 8-9 especially. they’re conceptually two of my favorite seasons #which is hilarious because i also think they suck so bad lmao. this is my eternal torment

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erikkarlsson · 6 months ago

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tomas hertl 1 point in 7 playoff games god smiles upon me

#may he never know a day of peace or prosperity while he carries out the devil’s works out there in vegas #and he shall only have a chance at redemption upon his homecoming #its been a long day i’ve only now had the chance to revel in VEGAS FIRST ROUND EXIT LMAOOOOOOOO #THE SPLEEN DRAMATICS AND FOR WHAT…

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totally-not-an-awkward-okapi · 1 year ago

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More stuff I definitely stole from Nickelodeon!

#i was a certified Tall Girl in middle school when Gooliope came out so I was obviously obsessed with her #but her design was always. kinda lame?#she’s so tall it’s like they didn’t feel like putting in more effort than dress and some accessories #I’ve been brainstorming Gooliope designs forever #but it was the hair that brought it all together #I don’t like it when slime has Normal Hair but also hate their weird molded bob the other slime girl has #but then I had a revelation:#her hair is a wig #so she’s got gooey dreads underneath #I imagine in practice they would be like. either rubbery plastic or something like electrical wires underneath?#structured and not particularly hair like but mildly possable and possibly restylable #she probably wouldn’t be clear like I’ve made her here but I would like it if at least her extremeties where #I feel like her being opaque makes it harder to tell she’s goo #but who knows! Matel if your listening-#my art #gooliope jellington #monster high redesign

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faeriefully · 8 months ago

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WRITING CROCHET PATTERNS IS TECHNICAL WRITING !!! WRITING CROCHET PATTERNS IS TECHNICAL WRITING !!! WRITING CROCHET PATTERNS IS TECHNICAL WRITING !!! WRITING CROCHET PATTERNS IS TECHNICAL WRITING !!!

#g.txt #reasons I’m an English major #crochet #I’VE HAD A REVELATION AND I AM SCREAMING

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daily-ghostly-goobs · 9 days ago

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Honey pot! yknow weirdly I never enjoyed raw honey

DAY 300 - HONEY (Click for better quality)

Thanks for the suggestion! Thinking about it, I don’t think I’ve ever tried raw honey. Or just, honey in general. Weird! :p

#COMPLETELY irrelevant but I’ve been working on a personal project of mine for awhile #and was working on it pretty consistently! Until I set a really big expectation on myself for apart of it #and then i just couldn’t bring myself to update it; it was too daunting for me #BUT! Having the time in my day to just shut my brain off and draw goobs helped me think it over #and now I’ve rethought that section and turned it into something manageable that I actually want to work on!#just a cool revelation I’ve had that I thought I’d share here. :)#dailyghostlygoob #danny phantom

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coolkidstable · 2 months ago

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started my rewatch of outer banks to prep for season 4 and it’s occurred to me that no one really knows how autistic i am about this show

#maybe my ao3 output was a clue but it runs so much deeper…#i can’t even watch this show without pausing every 5 minutes bc i had a new revelation about something #and this time i am just watching the show but in the past i’ve taken extensive notes! just normal show enjoyer things ~#might do some liveblogging idk #now that i’ve given up on having too many sideblogs…#and bc my mind has been fully on black sails lately i may as well point out #that there’s (very weak) canon evidence that jj is a descendant of rackham and i do predict they’re going to do that in s4 #if not him then blackbeard himself ig #i just say rackham based on vibes.#obx lb #<- for blacklist but who knows if i’ll keep this up

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