#I’ve been here since I was 14. I am 23 now. no I can not explain what I like about it. hope that helps

[batfossil-fr]

after playing FR for over 9 years ive realized it has become impossible to explain to people what has kept me here this long without sitting them down and giving them a several hour long lecture about the intricacies of petsite economies

[gabatronnie]

,, request prompts !!

these are for people who know they want to make a request but don’t have an exact plot and/or reader in mind!

fluff ~

1. “there it is, there’s that cute smile! i knew you had it in ya!”

2. “don’t worry, i’m staying, for as long as i need to.”

3. “PILLOW FIGHT.”

4. “is that my shirt?”

5. “i’m just glad you’re okay”

6. “just because you can doesn’t mean you should.”

7. “you’re a terrible influence.”

8. “i know we’re not… friends or anything. but if you just need to cry, i get it.”

9. “i don’t hate you.”

10. “you’re pretty -“ “pretty stupid”

11. “i’ll spend a thousand lifetimes coming back to you.”

12. “it’s cold, take my hand, my body heat can warm you up. y’know, cause i’m taller.” “hey!”

13. “you got me flowers?”

14. “ha! you fell on your ass!”

15. “they get annoyed about how often i talk about how much i love you”

16. “you fucking dumbass! just be careful, okay?! i’m kinda sick of worrying about your safety! i love you too much to think about it!”

17. “may i have this dance, my fair lady?”

18. “you look so good in my clothes”

19. “come back to bed”

20. “i love you, but that’s gonna get you killed. not literally though.” “then why can’t i do it?!”

21. “love, can you calmly and politely shut the actual fuck up?”

22. “your my mom loves me, let’s go make cookies.”

23. “thank you, for never giving up on me.”

24. “i think i’m in love!” “who’s the next victim, and how are you gonna torture them this time?”

25. “yeah, i have massive feelings for you, but moving on from that…”

26. “you took all the blankets, asshole. so now, you’re filling the gap, you ARE my blanket.”

27. “did y-you just…kiss me?”

28. “when we get home, you’re in big trouble, missy!” “i won’t in as a big trouble as your big ass, love.”

angst ~

1. “i’m sorry, i hurt you, i can’t promise perfect. but i can promise effort, hon.”

2. “please don’t leave me.”

3. “thank you, but our chapter has ended. but that doesn’t mean i don’t love you anymore.”

4. “let’s just become strangers again.”

5. “i hate you for what you did.”

6. “i’m not your problem anymore.”

7. “I don’t owe jackshit!”

8. “does it ever stop hurting? i mean the wounds on the inside, on your heart, on your soul, love.”

9. “make it stop, please baby. it hurts…”

10. “all you’ve ever done is hurt me.”

11. “you wanna hurt me? go ahead. i already know how it all feels. it doesn’t matter anymore, i’ve given up.”

12. “if you’re going down, so am i. there’s no happy life without you in it.”

13. “i hate knowing you’re hurt, please, tell me i can fix it. even if it’s only once.”

14. “i’m out of empathy for you! fuck you and your privileged ass!”

15. “we’re over.”

16. “everyone wants to hate me, why can’t you be different?”

17. “i don’t need you! why are you still here?!”

18. “just go away!!!”

19. “when will i ever be enough?!”

20. “i can’t look at the night sky anymore, it makes me think of him/her too much…”

21. “come back… please…”

22. “it’s okay, peace has been made, that’s all i wanted. now it’s my time.”

23. “hug me until my eyes pop up because i’ve been crying since four in the morning!”

24. “was it all a lie?”

25. “i’ve lost so much there’s nothing else left.”

26. “i’ll see you on the other side, dearest love.”

27. “i tried so hard to trust you! and i know it wasn’t for nothing! stop being so cross!”

28. “i should’ve trusted you, i’m sorry i didn’t.”

29. “i’m just mad, okay!? i’m beyond pissed i’ve ruined my only chance!”

smut ~

1. “never tease me like that again.”

2. “i’m not fucking done with you. bed. now.”

3. “i’m tearing that dress/suit off the moment we’re alone.”

4. “you’re a lot less quiet when i’m fucking the shit out of you.”

5. “and go, be a good girl and spread your legs, okay baby?”

6. “such a naughty little slut for me/us, adorable.”

7. “cover your mouth one more time, and we’re stopping. i wanna hear you.”

8. “b-but, i wanna see you too. don’t blindfold me, i-i wanna see your face.”

9. “look at you, you’re already shaking, it’s been less than a minute.

10. “crazy, naughty girl. who do you think you are?”

11. “keep your hands on me, don’t let go.”

12. “i’ve always thought of us kissing, but i never thought i’d actually fuck you.”

13. “i’m gonna touch you until you beg.”

14. “you’re more than a fling, my dear.”

15. “you’re so sensitive, i almost feel bad.” “am not!” “oh really? then how about you ride me until you fall to your knees?” “u-uhm…”

16. “you make such sexy noises, hot stuff.”

17. “keep acting up, i dare you.”

18. “fuck me senseless and pin me to the bed, i can’t wait any longer.”

19. “if you keep staring at me, we won’t get to make a baby. or six.” “h-huh?!”

20. “don’t be too loud, or else the others will hear.”

21. “listen to me, you little whore. you’re gonna do exactly what i tell you to.”

22. “i am this close to ripping those clothes off you myself.”

23. “you have ask first, sweetheart.”

24. “sorry, was i drooling? i just really want to bang you right now.”

25. “go on, i wanna see what your mouth can do.”

26. “lay it on me, or in me, but you get my point.”

27. “the outfits great, but i really wanna see you without it on.” “but you told me to buy it?” “i meant i wanted to see you naked.”

28. “i don’t care how good it feels, don’t cum until i say.”

29. “give me a baby. for two reasons, firstly, i wanna fuck you. secondly, i wanna bang you.” “that’s the same thing!” “no, it’s two different words.”

© gabatronnie - don't translate, heavily inspire, feed my work to ai, or repost it on other platforms.

[starryyskies]

Are you she her now? What's been up? I've been gone from this for like-- 6 years? A lot has changed i see

6 years, wow, that doesn’t seem that long but when I was 16-17, that felt like forever ago. Lol, let me explain in the shortest way possible.

I was born a female, (I got the parts to prove it lol), when I first started posting stuff online when I was around 14-15 (from ending of middle school to high school) I identified as trans male, stuff happened, and I changed my mind at the age of like 17. I was already a year on hormones and legally changed my name to Jeremy.

Now, I’m 23, I am female and I identify as one. I haven’t changed my name yet. I do not plan on going back to my birth name, rather a new name so I can still be called Jay, since that’s what I go by.

So if I’m reintroducing myself here, I’m still the same old me, just a bit more myself I guess. One day I’ll change my name it Jaiden, and still go by Jay. But I’ve got other concerns I gotta worry about lol.

BUT regardless of all that, I’ve been doing okay!! A lot has happened in my life. I got engaged, moved out, have two beautiful baby girls (they’re cats lol) and I can’t complain. I hope you’re doing well! Thanks for reaching out and saying hi :3

[gloomyloomy]

A One piece / Made in Abyss AU…

((i am a very slow writer so there’s like a .001% chance i will ever write the ideas that are beamed into my head but i wanted to put this idea out))

(ages are the same as they are in the one piece cannon -10 years. luffy would be 10, law 16, etc…)

Devil Fruits are an incredibly rare kind of artifact, a supernatural phenomenon.

Character Roles

Ace, Sabo, (14) and Luffy (10) were raised by Dadan on the edge near the first level and spend their time adventuring there until Sabo falls down and is (presumed) dead)

Dragon’s (45) revolutionary group resides in the depths and save Sabo as he falls

Usopp (10) is an orphan, left alone after his mom died and his dad left to venture with Shanks.

Sanji (12) is a cyborg who was made by Germa- a group of mad scientists lead by his “father”, who planned to use him and his siblings as military weapons, but escaped to the surface after being found defective for experiencing pain and emotions.

Chopper (8) lives with Kureha, researching symptom management treatments for the Curse of the Abyss

Robin (19) is an archeologist of the depths and their historical context

Franky (23) is an engineer, tinkering with the materials and technology that is brought up to him by the dwellers

Law (16) and Corazon (29) live in one of the seeker camps, with law being rescued from one of the lower levels. Corazon makes it a point to beat the shit outta any kid that comes down to try and scare them into going back up while they still can.

Kid (13) and Killer (15) live in the slums, starting out as enemies but end up inseparable as Kid plans to explore the depths with killer by his side

Garp (68) is a white whistle hero

Shanks (29) is the head of an outlaw crew down in the lower levels

Mihawk (33) an outlaw Swordsman resides in an abandoned Seeker camp along with Ghost princess Perona. He has become aquatinted with boredom and solitude, before becoming (deciding) he was responsible for the impulsive 19-year-old runaway who ran down into the abyss without planning for resurface.

——————————————————

this has been very loosely conceptualized!! It’s been years since i’ve seen made in abyss, but i’ve been in love with the world-building and monsters in it since i first watched it in highschool, and now i only vaguely remember things here and there so there could be better roles for these characters than the ones i’ve assigned them to here!! anyways that’s all for now i gotta get ready for class

[stardustizuku]

The Avatar of Mestionora

~ Rozemyne Playlist || The commoner daughter of a soldier, turned goddess

A little playlist I made from the start of the series; to the very end

(This was a fun project I’ve been making since halfway through Part 5. I’m so excited to finally see it finished. This was a wild, long ride, and I can’t express how much fun I had. This series has made me go through such an emotional roller coaster, so I decided to share this playlist. I hope you enjoy listening to it as much as i enjoyed making it.

I’m thinking about making a separate post explaining the background of my selection. Why i chose what songs, why in that order, and how I separated the parts. But given the size of the playlist, it may take a while. That said, if you’re interested and wanna know about anything, feel free to ask! I will answer with delight).

PART 1 - Daughter of a Soldier

1.- Naughty - Matilda Cast (From Matilda Musical)

2.- Ponyo on the cliff by the sea - Noah Cyrus, Frankie Jonas (From Ponyo)

3.- Flowers in my hair - Wes Reeves

4.-My Love is Mine, All Mine - Mitski

5.- When I Grow Up - Matilda Cast (From Matilda Musical)

PART 2 - Apprentice of a Shrine Maiden

6.- Quiet - Matilda Cast (From Matilda Musical)

7.- Unsweetened Lemonade - Amélie Farren

8.- Once Upon a December - Christy Altomare ( From Anastasia Musical)

9.- Only Love Can Save Us Now - Ke$ha

10.- Go Tonight - Krystina Alabado, Emma Hunton (From Mad Ones Musical)

11.- Two Orugitas - Sebastian Yatra (From Encanto)

PART 3 - Adopted Daughter of the Archduke

12.- Chiquitita - ABBA

13.- Class of 2013 - Mitski

14.- The Milk Carton - Madilyn Mei

15.- Family Jewels - MARINA

16.- Seventeen - MARINA

17.- We Both Reached For The Gun - Chicago Cast (From Chicago Musical)

18.- Found - Sarah Stiles & Zach Callison (From Steven Universe The Movie)

19.- She Used to Be Mine - Jessie Mueller (From Waitress Musical)

PART 4 - Founder of the So-Called Library Comittee

20.- Ancient Dreams in a Modern Life - MARINA

21.- Belle - Beauty and the Beast Cast (From Beauty and Beast Movie)

22.- Non-Stop - Hamilton Cast (From Hamilton Musical)

23.- Put You in Your Place - Percy Jackson Cast (From Lighting Thief Musical)

24.- Little Wolf - EPIC Cast (From EPIC Musical)

25.- Téir Abhaile Riu - Celtic Women

26.- Fine on the Outside - Priscilla Ahn (From When Marnie was Here)

27.- The Prophecy - Taylor Swift

28.- Francis Forever - Mitski

PART 5 - The Avatar of a goddess

29.- Warrior of the Mind - EPIC Cast (From Epic Musical)

30.- Idol - YOASOBI

31.- Venus Fly Trap - MARINA

32.- Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Lorde (From the Hunger Games Movies)

33.- LABOUR (Cacophony) - Paris Paloma

34.- Don’t Make me - MALINDA

35.- Breakfast - Dove Cameron

36.- Hit me with your Best Shot - ADONA

37.- Nothing You Can Take From Me - Rachel Zegler (From Ballad from Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes)

38.- Breathe - Leslie Grace (From In The Heights Movie)

39.- I Can Do It With a Broken Heart - Taylor Swift

40.- Fine Line - Ke$ha

41.- Product of My Own Design - Artio

42.- Queen of Kings - Alessandra

43.- No Good Deed - Wicked Cast (From Wicked Musical)

44.- Safe and Sound - Taylor Swift (From the Hunger Games Movies)

45.- Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? - Taylor Swift

46.- Ruthlessness - Cast of EPIC (From Epic Musical)

47.- They’re Only Human - Annapantsu & Caleb Hyles (Death Note Musical Cover)

48.- Thumbs - Sabrina Carpenter

49.- Respectless - Hazbin Hotel Cast (From Hazbin Hotel)

50.- The Greatest Show - Panic at the Disco! (From Greatest Showman)

51.- Different Beast - Cast of EPIC (From Epic Musical)

52.- Done For - Cast of EPIC (From Epic Musical)

53.- I am not a woman, I’m a god - Halsey

54.- Inkpot Gods - The Amazing Devil

55.- Sea of Love - Cat Power

56.- Once Upon a Dream - Lana del Rey (From Maleficent)

57.- Paciencia Y Fe - Olga Merediz

58.- To Build A Home - Patrick Watson

59.- Lover - Taylor Swift

60.- When You’re Home - Leslie Grace & Corey Hawkins (From In The Heights)

61.- Dog Days Are Over - Florence and the Machine

[snaillock]

★ 300 follower event!

ongoing masterlist

not accepting anymore requests!!!!

to celebrate recently hitting 300 followers, i’m doing a short writing event!

basic request rules apply!

only taking blue lock x male/gender neutral reader requests.

(male reader requests highly encouraged since i’ve been lacking on those tbh)

when requesting, put the prompt or prompt number along with the character you want me to write about. feel free to specify the genre (fluff, angst, maybe even suggestive but nothing further than that)

one character per request but you can request up to 2 prompts in one request

will be written either as drabbles or one-shots

not taking anymore rin or nagi requests

event rules are subject to change

prompt list:

1. "what are you do-" "look, now we match!"

2. "you're cleaning this up, right? since this was your idea."

3. "feeling better?" "it feels like i've been slapped but on the inside." "so... no?"

4. "i don't think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it."

5. "shh- that's just what you think." "no, i'm pretty sure it's what i know."

6. "oh please, who's gonna stop us?" "the police."

7. "and why would i do this for you?" "because you love me." "not enough- fine."

8. "who let you look so cute today?"

9. "can we wait a second? i wanna take a picture of you right now."

10. "i think i'm gonna fail this test-" "it's okay, you pass in my heart." "that means nothing."

11. "am i your favorite?" "i like your dog a bit more than you, i won't lie."

12. "this is unfair." "i can't help the fact that you're terrible at mario kart."

13. "since we're dating, does that mean i can hold your hand whenever i want?"

14. "i've been looking for my hoodie-" "my hoodie, you mean."

15. "i've always wanted to come here with you."

16. "this song reminds me of you."

17. "as much as i love food, i'm giving you the last piece just this once."

18. "you're cold?" "no? it's super sunny right now-" "take my jacket anyway."

19. "oh no, my head, it's falling conveniently onto your shoulder!"

20. "shut up and kiss me already."

21. "i've waited for so long just to say that to you."

22. "your hands are colder than the one time i lost a bet and i had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes."

23. "you seem like you want ice cream."

24. "mcDonald's is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?" "it's 3 in the morning." "and?" "let's go."

25. "you love me?" "i always have."

26. "what's that even supposed to be?" "it's a drawing of you, idiot."

27. "here comes the airplane!" "i can feed myself." "too bad."

28. "it's a 4000 piece puzzle and you've finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?"

29. "i know it's not the best but-" "i love it."

30. "i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?"

ima be real with yall i have no fucking idea what i’m doing so we figuring this out together🤞‼️

[kai-ninjago]

for the ask game you just reblogged

all of them

every question

:)

First of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH this is literally a dream come true I love talking abt myself

1) phones Lock Screen: a drawing of myself and one of my main F/Os :3 art by @4i-i0v3-y0u!! One of my best friends here on tumblr :0

2) cheese or chocolate: cheese!! I love cheese soooo much

3) nicknames: just from my math teacher, which is kind of embarrassing— he calls me Kai Guy

4) last song: love me, normally

5) have I ever written fanfiction: yes! I have written LOTS of fanfiction. I even have a fanfiction request blog, @randoms-fandoms!

6) discord: nope! Not on discord. It’s kind of a not fun subject to talk about actually— not for any bad reason, I just got so heavily excluded by all my irl friends on there that I decided to leave

7) piercings: nope :0

8) what says the most about a person: compassion and patience for others.

9) cookie: cherry 🍒

10) dog person!

11) headphones!

12) last thing I said out loud: “we’ll go on an adventure later,” because I was going to take my dog out to get French fries with me but I called ahead and the cook was out for another thirty minutes, so we’re waiting now.

13) a weird fact that I know: horses can move their skin independently from their body, to an extent

14) I am a night owl

15) favorite place to nap: my moms bed lol

16) are you queer: yes, rn I ID as trans, arospec, achillean, and bisexual

17) three words I would use to describe myself are: thoughtful, caring, and morose

18) sweat pants!

19) whatever seasonal drink they have— like lemonade or cocoa :) I don’t drink coffee

20) a color I can’t stand is gray

21) prized possession: just a silly little stuffed animal I got as a gift from my mom

22) tea!

23) aquatic dinosaurs— i dont know which one but I like them all!

24) I’ve been on tumblr for six years :)

25) desert island item: I’ll chose another one this time— a comfortable bed :)

26) my aesthetic kind of varies depending on my mood— but generally i like a subtle lovecore academia vibe, if that makes sense? When I’m manic I like kidcore though

27) dream job: in home caretaker or nurse for a nursing home

28) relationship status: single, but I’m having fun (selfships)

29) my favorite outfit is when it’s wintertime and I can wear my cute pink terry cloth sweatpants and a sweater— along with my cow hat of coarse, and a scarf because I get coooold 🥶

30) a song I know all the lyrics to is Bennys Dispatch from in the heights— my favorite theatrical production!

31) my hair is brown, but since I’ve been on T it’s actually darkened to almost black

32) I do talk to myself— mostly people ignore me because they know what I’m doing, but recently I was on a camping trip with my school and my teachers kept overhearing and responding to me, so that was kind of embarrassing

33) I do not wear makeup

34) best compliment ever? Probably just my grandma telling me that I’m the best at taking care of her

35) my favorite blog— outside of friends, it’s got to be @earththings! I love scrolling through their blog whenever I feel stressed or sad, it always cheers me up ❤️ (sorry for the random tag btw)

Thanks for the ask miles, I feel like you already know me so well bc I really do love answering questions haha

[thot-son-of-odin]

20 Questions For Writers

I’m taking @galaxythreads’ post as unofficial tagging because I want to do this lol

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

23!

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

102,192

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Thor (unfortunately the hyperfixation has taken root)

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

1. midas is king (and he holds me so tight)

2. a shrike to your sharp

3. be as you’ve always been

4. I am loved (I am loved)

5. our truth is burned from history (this is actually my favorite of all five, I’m glad it’s on here haha)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I used to, I haven’t really been recently since I’ve been busy (and lazy) but I wanna start doing it again.

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

This since the situation that Thor and Loki in does not get resolved lol,,,,,maybe I should write a sequel.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I actually thought most of mine ended happyish but I’m realizing the really happy ending is probably this one???

8. Do you get hate on your fic?

Not really? I’ve been getting some weird anonymous comments that aren’t hate??? They’re just odd. And I feel like they come from the same person too. I’m not bothered by it, I’m just,,,,,,confused????

9. Do you write smut?

Yes! I only have one smut fic so far but I want to write more!

10. Do you write crossovers?

No, I’m just not really interested in them.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No, and hopefully that never happens

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not yet! Blanket permission if anyone ever wants to, please just let me know!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Yes and I love doing it! It’s so much fun, plus you have another person to complain to when the fic isn’t going the way you want!

14. What‘s your all-time favourite ship?

Thor and Loki, but both platonically and romantically if that makes sense? I am a brodinsons fan before I am a thorki fan.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have too many, writing is hard :’(

16. What’s your writing strengths?

I like to think I have a good head for plotting and coming up with ideas

17. What’s your writing weaknesses?

Actually writing down what I have planned. People should look thru my idea list and write some of the fics I’ve thought of lol

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Think it can be good in small quantities if you’re simply using google translate but if you’re trying to write a lot in that language, you should probably either already know it or ask for help from someone who does. As a reader tho, it’s not entirely helpful unless there’s a translation also given — I think it takes you out of the fic if you have to look it up

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Doctor who

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

Hmm I feel like my fav fic shifts from week to week. Right now it’s mother make me a big gray cloud because it’s the longest I’ve written and it’s also finished!! So super excited about it!

Tagging @babygirlthor, @worstloki, @thorarms, @nostalgia-tblr, @shinysoroka, @thortwenty151, @colifower, and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it!

[jaelvr]

Cupid ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Prompt list two!!

Home | Prompt Collection

I’m taking requests!

Respond to this with a member and number(s) and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

FLUFF -

1. “what are you do-” “look, now we match!” ( used here )

2. “You’re cleaning this up, right? Since this was your idea.”  

3. “Feeling better?” “It feels like I’ve been slapped but on the inside.” “So…no?" ( used here )

4. "I don’t think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it.”

5. “Shh- that’s just what you think.” “No, I’m pretty sure that’s what I know.”

6. “and why would I do this for you?” “Because you love me.” “Not enough- fine.”

7. “Who let you look so cute today?”

8. “Can we wait a second? I wanna take a picture of you right now.”

9. “I think I’m gonna fail this test-” “It’s okay, you pass in my heart.” “That means nothing.”

10. “Am I your favourite?” “I like your dog a bit more than you, I won’t lie." ( used here )

11. “This is unfair.” “I can’t help the fact you’re terrible at Mario kart." 

12. "since we’re dating, does that mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?”

13. “I’ve been looking for my hoodie-” “my hoodie, you mean.”

14. “I’ve always wanted to come here with you.”

15. “this song reminds me of you.”  ( used here )

16. “as much as I love food, I’m giving you the last piece just this once.”

17. “you’re cold?” “no? it’s super sunny right now-” “take my jacket anyway.”

18. “oh no, my head, it’s falling conveniently onto your shoulder!” 

19. “shut up and kiss me already.”

20. “i’ve waited for so long just to say that to you.”

21. “your hands are colder than the one time I lost a bet and I had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes.”

22. “you seem like you want ice cream.”

23. “mcDonald’s is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?” “it’s 3 in the morning.” “and?” “let’s go.”

24. “you love me?” “i always have.”

25. “what’s that even supposed to be?” “it’s a drawing of you, idiot.”

26. “here comes the airplane!” “i can feed myself.” “too bad.”

27. “it’s a 4000 piece puzzle and you’ve finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?”

28. “i know it’s not the best but-” “i love it.”

29. “i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?” ( used here )

30. “I remember the first time we met.”

31.“I know it’s your favorite.” ( used here )

32. “Everything okay? You don’t seem like yourself.”

33. “Let me get that for you.” ( used here )

34. “I’m here to listen.”

35. “Let’s go out. Just the two of us.”

36. “I don’t have to ask, I know.”

37. “Fine, you can use me as a pillow.” 

38. “Well, I don’t, but you do.”

39. “I did it for you.”

40. “No one’s ever done this for me before…”

41. “Only you can call me that.” ( used here )

42. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” 

43. “It’ll take more than that to get rid of me.”

44. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”

45. “We’ll get through this together.” ( used here )

46. “Don’t worry, I knew what you meant.”

47. “I’m not going anywhere.”

48. “You shouldn’t see that jerk anymore. I’m worried you’ll get hurt.”

49. “Wherever you are, that’s where my home is."

50. “Look who’s under the mistletoe!”

51. “i want to spend the day with you doing nothing.”

52. “i saw something today that reminded me of you.” ( used here )

53. “you bought me flowers?” ( used here )

54. “i never thought i’d feel this kind of happiness.”

55. “i still dream about you even though you’re mine.”

56. “where’s my goodnight kiss?”

57. “can you read to me?”

58. “i feel safe with you.”

59. “you can stay as long as you want.” ( used here )

60. “my love for you only grows with each passing second.”

61. “a man could hold the weight of worlds, but he could never carry the love i have for you.”

62. “you know, even if you left me, i’d still be yours.”

63. “i have so much love for you i almost don’t know what to do with it.”

64. “i’m falling in love with you.” ( used here )

65. “we’ll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that.”

66. “kiss me harder.” ( used here )

67. “no, don’t stop. i like the sound of your voice.”  ( used here )

68. “you’re so cool.”

69. “you’re with me always.”

70. “i’d never turn down a kiss from you.”

ANGST -

71. “you didn’t just break my heart, you broke my trust.”

72. “i’ve waited a thousand hours to tell you exactly how i feel, but you don’t deserve an explanation.”

73. “i don’t have the energy to fight you anymore.”

74. “take what you want from me and just leave already.”

75. “i’m not ready to live without you.”

76. “i let you in, you and your poison, and now i’m no good.”

77. “you feel further away from me now than when you were a stranger.” 

78. “i don’t forgive you.”

79. “let me go.”

80. “it doesn’t matter how good the dream is, we always wake up.”

81. “you can’t be bitter now, this was your decision.”

82. “i lost myself the day i lost you.”

83. “i wish i could love you, i know you’d be good for me, but i can’t.”

84. “please don’t make me go, i want to stay.”

85. “the sad thing is, i’d do it all over again even for the same outcome.”

86. “you said you’d follow me anywhere” — “you know i can’t follow you there.” 

87. “you’re the only mistake i don’t regret, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t a mistake.”

88. “you didn’t deserve me.”

89. “i loved you, you used me.”

90. “i’m allowed to move on.”

91. “i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you’ve done to me. ”

92. “ you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn’t seem to trust me enough. ”

93. “ why did you betray / leave me ? ”

94. “my heart desired for your love then. ”

95. “ why did you love me now ? ”

96. “ i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. ”

97. “ now you want me like i wanted you ? ”

98. “ you’re wasting my time. ”

99. “ i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. ”

100. “ we still can fix this, but we can’t be together again. " 

101. ” i regret meeting you. “

102. ” thanks for the trauma, by the way. “ 

103. ” it’s best for us to be strangers again. “

104. ” maybe there’s another universe where we have a happy ending we’ve always wanted. “

105. ” i hope to never see you again. “

106. ” i’ve seen the way you look at them, if they are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. “

107.  "what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? ”

108. “ what am i to you truly ? ”

109.  “you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! ”

110. “i don’t care if you need me, it’s your own fault for breaking our relationship. ”

111. “ why should i trust you again ? ”

112. “ we can’t go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. ”

113. “our relationship / friendship ends now. ”

114. “we were never meant be. ”

115. “of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? ”

116. “I believe in you. I always have. Maybe that’s my fatal flaw.”

117. “I never forgot you. I couldn’t.”

118. . “After everything, how could you not trust me?”

119. “ I wanted this to end differently. ”

120. “There was only one way this could go.”

121. “I miss you, more than I thought possible.” ( used here )

122. “I thought you loved me.”

123. “There was an accident, They’re in the hospital.”

124. “I just wanted to say I’m sorry.”

125. “I forgot you were like this.”

126. “ Do you think you could ever forgive me?”

127. “ It’s my fault that this happened. ”

128. “If you go through with this, you’ll be giving up everything you’ve ever known.”

129. “If I remember correctly, you never came for me.”

130. “I thought you left.”

131. “You left me.”

132. “I know you’re there, open the door.”

133. “I wanted to tell you I’m sorry.”

134. “Stop holding back, I can take it.”

135. “This wasn’t how it was supposed to go.”

136. “They are still in surgery, no updates.”

137. “ It was an accident, I swear.”

138. “I tried calling you. A few times actually.”

139. “I need to do this, why can’t you see that?”

140. “When will you let this go?”

141. “Everything I’ve done has been for you.”

142. “You were my best friend.”

143. “Why can’t you just listen to me?” 

144. “Please, just let me forget you.”

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145. “i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .”

146. “you’re the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .”

147. “will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?”

148.   “forget who we are , let’s make our new life together .”

149. “at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .”

150. “ I’ll try my best to deserve you .”

151. “i seek for peace , until i found you .”

152. “tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?”

153. “though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .”

154. “my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .”

155. “ i’ve hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?”

156. “i’d rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .”

157. “curse me with your love , darling .”

158.“what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?”

159. “ you’re so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .”

160. “losing you is my worst nightmare .”

161. “i’m sorry for hurting you .”

162. “be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .”

163. “why do you want me of all people ?”

164. “i can’t help myself from falling in love with you .”

165. “let’s have a peaceful life , shall we ?”

166. “i shouldn’t have given you the scar , i hate it so much .”

167. “be happy with me .”

168. “ i’ve always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .”

169. “god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn’t he ?”

170. “i’m grateful to have you as my enemy .”

171. “i feel calm when i am with you .” ( used here )

172. “ teach me how to love , so i won’t hurt you .”

173. “all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .”

174. “every second i have spent with you , i’ll treasure them to remember you .”

175 .“ you don’t have any idea how much i love you .” ( used here )

176. “there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .”

177. “we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .”

178. “i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .” 

179. “let us move forward into something new .”

180. “i should’ve let you die , but i chose to protect you .”

181. “sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in love with you .” ( used here )

182. “it’s impossible , isn’t it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?”

183. “ let me protect you instead of fighting against you .”

184. “each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren’t i ?”

Enjoy !! <3

- Mars

[ms-m-astrologer]

Transiting Jupiter stations direct

Timeline

Sunday, June 11, 2023, 10:27 UT - transiting Jupiter enters retrograde zone, 5°35’ Taurus

Monday, September 4, 14:10 UT - transiting Jupiter stations retrograde, 15°35’ Taurus

Sunday, December 31, 02:40 UT - transiting Jupiter stations direct, 5°35’ Taurus

Saturday, March 23, 2024, 13:24 UT - transiting Jupiter exits post-retrograde shadow, 15°35’ Taurus

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Interesting that Jupiter stations direct just before a new calendar year. I think we’re going to sally forth into 2024 with more optimism than we expect, here in late December 2023.

A few handpicked Jupiter/Taurus themes, gleaned from here and there in Steven Forrest’s books:

Being able to recognize “enough” when we see it

Finding serenity in nature

Paying heed to what our physical bodies are trying to tell us

On the downside, materialism, conspicuous consumption, mistaking “quantity” and “quality”

You may have had financial (Taurus) issues over the past several months. Perhaps some overeating as well? Jupiter, as co-ruler of Pisces, is sometimes behind instances of loss in our lives - but the kinds of loss for which, years later, we can say “it was one of the best things that ever happened to me.”

We’ve been doing internal work with these (&/or other themes) since Jupiter’s retrograde station back on September 4. Where does that little swath of 5°-15° Taurus fall in your chart, and what has happened there?

(It’s been mostly in my 6th House - and my job has been beyond demanding and stressful, almost all this academic year, thanks to two paraeducators quitting, and a third out for weeks with a mystery ailment - the continuing lack of substitutes to fill in for them - the slowness of admin, or whomever, in hiring new people. I’ve never been so consistently drained after work. I can see Jupiter Rx in the loss of coworkers, 6th House.)

Now that Jupiter is direct, we can start to act on and manifest what we’ve learned. This is Taurus, remember: Jupiter here needs something tangible and sensual. Perhaps now that my department is finally staffed adequately, my colleagues and I can focus on helping kids and not “where am I going today 7th period.”

(A coping mechanism I developed is based on local scenery: when I get off the bus every morning, I gape at the mountains for a few moments. Always the same, and different every day. I don’t ever want to take them for granted. Jupiter/Taurus.)

Each of the faster-moving planets will make several different aspects to Jupiter during the next three months. If any of them “dings” you, look for ways to relate it to your Jupiter plans, as well as to the quicker planets’ agendas.

Jupiter makes only one aspect to a slower-moving planet: a semi-square to Neptune on March 4, with Jupiter at 11°51’ Taurus and Neptune at 26°51’ Pisces. This is the “Crescent” phase of the Jupiter-Neptune cycle; they were conjunct on April 14, 2022, at 23°56’ Pisces. Whatever “seed” got planted way back then, is trying to sprout. (This is why Ms M hangs on to her old journals.)

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60 DIALOGUE PROMPTS!!

Alright, since I can’t seem to come up with anything good to write, I’ve decided to let an AI generate random dialogue prompts. If you are interested in any of them being part of a fanfic, please send an ask with said prompt. Also, if you have an idea of what you want me to do with the prompt, feel free to include it in the ask. Angst? Happy? Funny? Only writing for Kaz Brekker at the moment, but might do it again for more characters.

(I’ll be crossing out the ones that have already been done.)

1. "You make me feel like I'm not good enough."

2. "Am I supposed to be scared now?"

3. "Could you be happy here with me?"

4. "But this- this is the only thing that's made the last three years bearable."

5. "Perhaps you'll take me out one day - or do I have to make an appointment?"

6. "I've forgotten what it's like to feel young."

7. "She's been missing since Friday and you're not worried?"

8. "I daren't stay long. I just had to see you."

9. "It looks like you're in trouble there. Can I help?"

10. "He/she was unconscious when I found him/her”

11. "You came back!"

12. "You stand there and accuse me, but where were you at the time?"

13. "You were meant to be watching him/her!”

14. "I'll find her and bring her home, I promise."

15. "Have you read the newspaper stories about my wife?"

16. "Tell me what you saw, for her/his sake!"

17. "H-how long have you been standing there?"

18. "You haven't called me that in years."

19. She was beginning to realise how far down in his memory he’d buried his childhood

20. "I'm sorry if it upsets you, but I'm going to marry her."

21. "You did a bad thing for a good reason."

22. "If you do this, you will be dead to me."

23. "You have her/his eyes."

24. "I just want a nice, easy life. What's wrong with that?"

25. "You're paying a small price compared with what she's going through."

26. "Are you kidding me? We're not 'fine'!"

27. "What do you remember about your mother?"

28. "Where does a child hide in a town like this?"

29. "If only I'd just gone over when she called."

30. “If you’re not going to let me help, I’m not staying to watch you burn.”

31. “You shot me!” “Oh, don’t pretend to be surprised. It’s unbecoming.”

32. “We were friends.”

33. “You seem tired.”

34. “You talk like we’ve already lost.” “Look around you, dumbass! We already have!”

35. “Was I just not enough for you?”

36. “It’s easy to hate someone when you don’t look them in the eyes.”

37. “Ah, yes. I am delighted to exist as a pawn in your power-plays.”

38. “How am I supposed to go on?”

39. “Aren’t you tired? Can we stop this and give our hearts rest?”

40. “We started this together and we should end it together.”

41. “You bring the best out of me but I’m the worst for you.”

42. “What I mean is, I’m going to stop watering a dead flower, expecting it to grow again.”

43. “But you make me feel like home! You are my home.”

44. “I just need this one moment. This last one.”

45. “I was not ready to lose both a lover and a friend in one night.”

46. Because that’s all we are now, right? A memory, a faded picture, a failed potential.

47. “Please, just stay a little longer.”

48. “Am I going to die?”

49. “I know exactly how this ends.”

50. “You were never one of us.”

51. “I would’ve died for you.”

52. “You almost died! And for what?”

53. “If I leave now, I won’t come back.”

54. “Don’t look at me like that, I don’t want pity.”

55. “And then he left.”

56. “I wish I could fix this.”

57. “You hurt me and I still trusted you.”

58. “Can we have this conversation when you’re not upset.”

59. “You really were my first and last.”

60. “I hope you got what you wanted.”

[blindrapture]

WEDNESDAY JUNE 29TH, 2011 (Rael's Exodus I: Start With The Pronouns)

7:15 AM You ready for this, journal? ‘Cause I’m not.

7:32 AM I’ve got all my stuff, Donnie’s got all hers, we’re heading out now.

7:33 AM The innkeeper’s asking us to wait for everyone.

7:49 AM I see Richard and Meredith. Meredith’s carrying some sort of briefcase. I get the feeling that was the one of Rogers’ that Bill wanted to show me.

8:01 AM We’re all here. The innkeeper wants everyone to know everyone else before we board. There’s the Innkeeper (Penelope Judge), Mister and Missus Finchplus thirteen-year-old Omar Finch, Mister and Missus Haggard, Mister Gerome, Miss DeNumante plus five-year-old Brian DeNumante, Mister and Missus Burgandy (Richard and Meredith), Mister and Missus Tickrand plus fifteen-year-old Quinn Tickrand, sixteen-year-old Jordan Dooling and seventeen-year-old Donnivan Rand, as well as Ms. Desmond (currently sick, will be wheeled in after everyone else). And that’s just the passengers. The crew of the Exodus: Captain Jonathan Fitzgerald, eighteen-year-old Patrick Yates (made into second-in-command), Chef Zachary Gusteau, secondary chef Sarah Virtshire, engineer Carl Rackleberg, and two men who weren’t members of the crew but are now: Doctors Johnson and Jackson. Twenty-four people. Ms. Desmond, as mentioned above, is currently in her room. She will be wheeled on-board separately. I wonder what she’s sick with.

8:23 AM There it is, the R.M.S Exodus. It’s quite large. I mean, not the biggest boat in the world, but then again, I think it’ll do the job well. The ramp’s set up, and it’s time to board.

9:44 AM Donnie and I, despite having separate surnames, are classified as a couple. ..I’m fine with that! :3 But so, we’re assigned to the same room. Again, not a single complaint here. .w.

9:51 AM Apparently, the ship’s intercom works fine. Time for transcriptions! “Hello, passengers. This is your captain speaking, Captain John Fitzgerald at your service; you are currently aboard the R.M.S Exodus. I’m sure you know that, but I’m just going through these formalities, or at least whatever formalities I can remember. It’s been a while since I last captained a ship. “Just to reiterate, this will be, at the least, a six-day voyage. The demons and baddies can’t get us out on the ocean, so don’t fret. Your well-trained staff and crew will take extra-good care of you. So just kick back, relax, and enjoy six days of beeeeautiful red sky and blue sea. “Chef Gusteau will be serving dinner at six in the dining room. I hear today’s meal is a thrilling steak and kidney pie. “Now, uh.. here’s a formality I don’t normally have to say, but I think you’ll appreciate this. There may or may not be a creature on-board this ship, looks a little like a cross between a man and a feral dog. Don’t look into its eyes, and.. just try to avoid it at all costs. If you spot it, make sure to let a trained crew member know. “I’d go over all the normal health and safety regulations, but c’mon, I’m fairly sure you ladies and gentlemen know not to jump off the deck. Keep your arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times, stay posted for further announcements, and.. “..stay alive. Fitzgerald out.” What was that about demons and baddies not being able to get us over the ocean? Have these guys gone over the apocalyptic ocean before? I need to ask them about that.

10:00 AM Donnie wants to go up to the deck. I jokingly said “Whatever you want, hun.” Because.. we’re counted as a couple. She kissed me. Journal, this is already a wonderful voyage.

10:14 AM Oh my god, just look at that beautiful sea reflecting the sun’s rays into the sky! ..how does that work, it’s science We’re finally leaving. We’re leaving England. There’s not much wind. This is strange.

10:22 AM Heading back.

10:30 AM ..we’re kinda lost. This place is huge! So many twists and turns and more twists and rooms left and right and staircases and wow what was this, a cruise ship?

10:35 AM ..we turned a corner and saw that one old lady. She’s still there. Donnie’s seeing her too. Donnie called out to her. The lady turned and walked down this hall. Around a corner. Can’t see her now. We don’t know where we’re going, so we’ll follow.

10:39 AM ..cargo holds. This place is quite large, quite dark, and quite cold.

10:40 AM We’re prolly not gonna stay here l fuck leaving

10:41 AM Slammed door shut behind us, locked. We need to find the crew.

10:50 AM Found Carl Rackleberg, the engineer. Told him we saw the Rake. Cargo holds. Carl says he’ll do something about it.

10:51 AM I also told him about the lady we saw. He said that’s extremely odd; the only old lady on board is Ms. Desmond, and she’s in a coma. ..wait, coma, I thought she was just sick.

10:53 AM Carl explained a bit about Ms. Desmond. She was found drowning in a river. She seemed alright, but when the people accompanying her reached Liverpool, she got terribly ill. The people who brought her in wound up dying, so Miss Judge, the innkeeper, started taking care of her. This morning, Ms. Desmond was found in a comatose state. So the fact that Donnie and I saw her standing, walking, entering the cargo holds.. well, that’s a little odd. The fact that I’ve been seeing her a few times before is also a little odd. Carl advised us to carry weapons with us the next time we wander around the ship. Duly noted.

11:11 AM I wish that we can stay safe for this voyage.

12:28 PM I’m taking a nap.

5:44 PM I dreamt of water. Of water and prog. Prog. :3 I like prog. Then something started to rise out of the water. A giant finger. The sky was suddenly filled with clouds. But then the prog turned to punk rock, the clouds dissipated, and the finger submerged. I woke up to hear the Sex Pistols playing on the ship’s intercom. I’m not a massive punk fan.

5:47 PM “Attention, passengers. First of all, we just found a heapload of CDs here, and we’re starting with the Sex Pistols’ studio release. So hopefully, you’ll be able to enjoy a fun voyage with much music. “In more important news, dinner will be served in the dining room in about ten minutes; I recommend you show up fashionably early, as Chef Gusteau is quite proud of his work and would like to know your opinions as soon as possible. “Also, we’ve heard reports of that creature being spotted in the cargo holds. Carl’s gone and blocked that door, as none of your cargo is in there anyway. But you’re advised to carry a weapon with you when wandering the ship, just to be on the safe side. “Once again, this is your captain speaking, advising you to stay alive. Fitzgerald out.” I guess we should start heading for the dining room now. Taking Tiger Stripes.

6:07 PM This is fucking delicious, oh my god. My compliments to the chef! Not a lot of people seem to really be enjoying it, though. Everyone’s tense, some tenser than others.

6:11 PM Someone’s missing here. It’s a crew member.

6:12 PM I brought it up to Carl. He looked around and realized I was right. Patrick Yates, the second-in-command, isn’t here. He’s talking to the crew about it now.

6:16 PM Sarah Virtshire, chef’s helper, is asking if anyone would like to form a search party for Yates. I’m in, as is Carl, Mister Finch, Sarah, and Miss DeNumante.

6:24 PM Yates’ quarters are empty.

6:31 PM ..I heard a splash. Came from the deck.

6:33 PM Yates is out here. Fasdj8 oh, sorry, Finch slipped in a puddle. ..cut himself. o_o The water’s helping his wound, though. ..somehow. Does water work like that? ‘Cause it works like that now. Anyway, yeah, we found Yates, he says he just wanted to look at the sea. He said he’s been to many ponds and rivers and lakes over the years, but he’s never been to the ocean. He can’t seem to take his eyes off it. Finch can’t, either. I don’t see what’s so inspiring and riveting about the sea. It’s just water. A lot of water.

6:36 PM I asked Sarah about the captain’s assurance that no baddies could get us out here. She took me aside and told me that that’s just to keep the weak-hearted happy. The truth is, we have no idea what’s in the ocean anymore.

6:39 PM Alright, our reunion’s over. We’re heading back to the dining room now.

6:44 PM I hear footsteps. Running. ..panting. Snarling. Tiger Stripes, give me stHOLY FUCK RAKE YATES fsdha EAT GUITAR CONTROLLER YEAH YOU’D BETTER RUN Bastard got Yates. Hard. It was going for Finch next, but we fought it off and now it’s gone. Carl says it’s probably heading back to the cargo holds. In the meantime, we’d better clean up what’s left of Yates. How the hell are we gonna explain this to people?

7:14 PM Donnie and I are back in our room. I filed her in on what happened, and she’s a little afraid of what might happen over this voyage. Gotta admit, me too. I mean, anything could h door I’ll get it.

7:16 PM It was Mister Finch. He said, and I quote, “Keep an eye on Ms. Desmond, Rael.” Then he walked off. The hell.

8:02 PM “Ladies and gentlemen, this is your captain speaking. Uh.. I regret to inform you that Patrick Yates.. fell off the ship. As we were looking through his quarters, we found some CDs, so in honour of Mister Yates, we will be playing them. “This one is called, uh…. Tarkus. Emerson, Lake & Palmer.” ..holy fuck, really? o__o Yates was a prog fan too? This might be a pretty fun night, actually. I love “Tarkus.”

8:18 PM FUCK YEAH, AQUATARKUS. ..that is, the.. last movement. Of “Tarkus.” Aquatarkus. One of my all-time favourite melodies. ..of all time.

8:20 PM THE FUCK WAS THAT NOISE HOLY FUCK THAT’S A BIG FISH It’s gone. I was just proggasming, right? To Aquatarkus, right? Then I happen to look out the window. BAM, bigass fish out there. I mean big. In the distance, but it was a fucking tower, but I only caught a glimpse of it as it sank into the water. I have a bad feeling about this. I’m gonna call that thing the Leviathan, in loving memory of Mastodon’s second album. The one that told the story of Moby Dick. I just hope we don’t have to see it again.

8:40 PM “Right, that was Tarkus. Interesting stuff, I guess. Here we have an album called Nursery Rhy—no, sorry, Nursery Cryme. By.. Genesis. Right.” I’m impressed, Yates. I am impressed.

8:43 PM “The Return of the Giant Hogweed.” Fuckin’ love this song. God, I fuckin’ love this album.

8:08 PM I swear I saw the Leviathan again. Maybe not.

9:33 PM No music’s played for a while.

9:45 PM “Oh. Right. This is your captain speaking. Uh.. does anyone want to volunteer to take over my duties for the night? That was originally Yates’ job.”

9:53 PM “Doctor John Jackson here. I’m taking over for the captain as he sleeps. I’ll be playing music of my own, a bit of freeform jazz to help you guys sleep. Hopefully, we’ll have an uneventful night. Doctor John out.”

10:38 PM Donnie’s going to bed. I think I’ll join her.

11:00 PM twenty-two

(Attached: “I’ll start with the pronouns. Salmacis prefers a system of ‘it’ and 'her’ but never 'she.’ It’s a creature of pure complexity, pure lethal abstraction. Thinking about her’s like delving to the bottom of the ocean, trudging slowly forward and hoping you can hold your breath for long enough. If you keep on that course for long enough, you might go a little nuts, but you’ll also see some of the most magnificent things the world has to offer. And then you'll lose yourself.”)

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Starting a blog: AUGUST 23

My names Lottie, I’m 20 years old and as in my first post I’m new to tumblr but not 3D!!

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I am not PRO A4A, AGAINST RECOVEY or FAT-PHOBIC!!!!

Read or don’t read, follow or don’t follow, scroll on or don’t scroll on. BUT please don’t report, PLEASE PLEASE!!!! BLOCK me if you don’t like what I feel the need to share. THIS IS WHO I AM and this is my only outlet to people who understand and feel how I feel with no judgment or hesitation to help me feel less alone in this dark and lonely illness.

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I am 20 and relapsing for the 100th time through this bumpy gravel road (not really but it’s been on and off). I first got diagnosed when I was 14 and have had the best ups and downs of my life so far on it. I hate being ana (life is fucked up on this road and really we all know it deep down) but weirdly it is the only comfort I have now… earlier on this year (feb/March it’s unclear even to me) I relapsed into the worst state I’ve been in since I first got diagnosed.

Because I was seeing a GP for an already existing health condition since I was 12yo, I got “caught” pretty early on. Little to my knowledge, not so lucky for me (or lucky, you choose) my GP was “specialised” in 3D’s… ffs 🤦‍♀️

Since my diagnosis (being a minor family got involved against my choices early on). My family have been so hit and miss with holding me accountable, sometimes nothing can slip through the cracks for weeks and others I feel like they just “forgot” , “gave up” or “just don’t give a fuck” for literally months… BUT they hold me accountable to going to my GP appointments REGULARLY no matter what my weight or physical/mental health is like at the time 🙄

STATS:

HEIGHT: 156cm (5.1ft)

SW: 59kg (130lbs)

CW: 40kg (88lbs)

GW: 34kg (75lbs)

I’ve been through the highs and the lows of this illness (physically, weight wise and emotionally) I promise, I understand pretty much all sides and angles of it, most likely I’ve been through them my self :(

This is the long way of saying, I am open to sharing my journey from here, it is a lonely, dark journey a lot of us have not voluntarily taken part of but are stuck in for an unknown chunk of time for our lives!!!

I am always open for messages, chats, rants, questions or friendships! Just shoot the text and I’ll reply :)

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writing prompts

these starters are not mine and i do not take credit for them! imaginary-legendary-hamilton is whose page i found these on and though they were perfect for me practicing my writing!

you are more than welcome to pick more than one prompt for whichever character you pick. my only request is that you use character from mha / bnha. otherwise, enjoy your combo's and i'll post what i come up with! <3

1. “Do you want me to leave?” 2. “I swear it won’t happen again.” 3. “I’m not jealous.” 4. “You can’t keep doing this.” 5. “I’m going to take care of you, okay?” 6. “You can’t die. Please don’t die.” 7. “You did what?!” 8. “Were you ever going to tell me?” 9. “Don’t ask me that.” 10. “I might have had a few shots.” 11. “What’s with the box?” 12. “Say it!” 13. “I could kiss you right now!” 14. “Are you done with that?” 15. “Are you still awake…?” 16. “Excuse you?” 17. “This is all your fault!” 18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.” 19. “I could kill you right now!” 20. “Just admit I’m right.”

21. “That doesn’t even make sense.” 22. “That’s irrational.” 23. “Just pretend to be my date.” 24. “Are you really going to leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?” 25. “When you love someone, you don’t just stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then!” 26. “I think I’ve been holding myself from falling in love with you all over again.” 27. “I’m not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.” 28. “That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.” 29. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.” 30. “Can I sit here? The other tables are full.” 31. “You weren’t supposed to laugh!” 32. “This is, by far, the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.” 33. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.” 34. “These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.” 35. “Before I do this, I need you to know that I have always loved you.” 36. “Did I say that out loud?” 37. “Do you think they could have loved me?” 38. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.” 39. “How long have you been standing there?” 40. “Have I ever lied to you?”

41. “Have you lost your fucking mind?” 42. “His ego is so visible; I can almost watch it grow.” 43. “I am not losing you again!” 44. “I don’t know why I’m crying.” 45. “I had a nightmare about you and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.” 46. “I just need to be alone right now.” 47. “When I picture myself happy… It’s with you.” 48. “I made a mistake.” 49. “I may be an idiot, but I’m your idiot.” 50. “I need you to forgive me.” 51. “I see the way you look at me when you think I’m not looking.” 52. “I think I’m in love with you and that scares me half to death.” 53. “I’m flirting with you.” 54. “I’m not good enough for you.” 55. “I fell in love with my best friend.” 56. “I’m sorry, what? I keep getting lost in your eyes.” 57. “I’m up to the challenge.” 58. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life. Ever since the day I first met you.” 59. “I’m yours.” 60. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were trying to seduce me.”

61. “If you go anywhere near them, you’ll have to deal with me!” 62. “It’s okay to cry…” 63. “What do you mean? It’s exciting!” 64. “Talk to me.” 65. “Look at me—just breathe, okay?” 66. “Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I love you.” 67. “Oh my god! You’re in love with them!” 68. “Well, this is where I live.” 69. “We finish it the same way we started—together.” 70. “What are you afraid of?” 71. “You are the single best thing that has ever happened to me.” 72. “You deserve so much better.” 73. “You don’t have to stay.” 74. “You don’t know you the way I do.” 75. “You fainted, straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention, you didn’t have to go to such extremes.” 76. “You need to wake up because I can’t do this without you.” 77. “You shouldn’t have even been there!” 78. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.” 79. “You’re safe now. I’ve got you.” 80. “Teach me?”

81. “We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you want to stop and feel the rain?” 82. “Looks like we’ll be stuck here for a while.” 83. “Just once.” 84. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.” 85. “It’s not what it looks like.” 86. “I got you a present.” 87. “Hey! I was gonna eat that!” 88. “See, now, what that so bad?”.” 89. “You’re the best part of me.” 90. “I don’t want to think about what I’d be like without you.” 91. “Can I hold your hand?” 92. “Let’s move in together.” 93. “It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.” 94. “What time is it?” 95. “Just wait a second.” 96. “Here, let me.” 97. “You’re so cute when you pout like that.” 98. “Hold me back!’ 99. “I don’t care what they said, it doesn’t mean shit!” 100. “I adore you.”

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Under the cut is over 200 prompts compiled from the following: 1-100, 101-140, 141-220

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themes I write:

☞fluff: dating, going on dates, falling in love, proclamations of love, etc. ☞domesticity: married life, families, children, proposals, caring for one another, home activities, etc. ☞angst: hurt/comfort (driver or reader being hurt), relationships falling apart, emotional characters, etc. ☞smut: most kinks (I will let you know privately if your request includes a kink I can't write), for the most part, will write pics with drivers or readers interchanged in these roles: d/s, daddy/mommy kinks, toys, overstimulation, dacryphilia, begging, delayed orgasms/edging, etc. (no bodily fluids, pegging, m/m, non-con).

who I write for:

☞Charles Leclerc ☞Lando Norris ☞Carlos Sainz ☞Mick Schumacher ☞Max Verstappen ☞Logan Sargeant

prompts:

1. “Do you want me to leave?” 2. “I swear it won’t happen again.” 3. “I’m not jealous.” 4. “You can’t keep doing this.” 5. “I’m going to take care of you, okay?” 6. “You can’t die. Please don’t die.” 7. “You did what?!” 8. “Were you ever going to tell me?” 9. “Don’t ask me that.” 10. “I might have had a few shots.” 11. “What’s with the box?” 12. “Say it!” 13. “I could kiss you right now!” 14. “Are you done with that?” 15. “Are you still awake…?” 16. “Excuse you?” 17. “This is all your fault!” 18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.” 19. “I could kill you right now!” 20. “Just admit I’m right.” 21. “That doesn’t even make sense.” 22. “That’s irrational.” 23. “Just pretend to be my date.” 24. “Are you really going to leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?” 25. “When you love someone, you don’t just stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Especially then!” 26. “I think I’ve been holding myself from falling in love with you all over again.” 27. “I’m not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.” 28. “That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.” 29. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.” 30. “Can I sit here? The other tables are full.” 31. “You weren’t supposed to laugh!” 32. “This is, by far, the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.” 33. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.” 34. “These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.” 35. “Before I do this, I need you to know that I have always loved you.” 36. “Did I say that out loud?” 37. “Do you think they could have loved me?” 38. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.” 39. “How long have you been standing there?” 40. “Have I ever lied to you?” 41. “Have you lost your fucking mind?” 42. “His ego is so visible; I can almost watch it grow.” 43. “I am not losing you again!” 44. “I don’t know why I’m crying.” 45. “I had a nightmare about you and I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.” 46. “I just need to be alone right now.” 47. “When I picture myself happy… It’s with you.” 48. “I made a mistake.” 49. “I may be an idiot, but I’m your idiot.” 50. “I need you to forgive me.” 51. “I see the way you look at me when you think I’m not looking.” 52. “I think I’m in love with you and that scares me half to death.” 53. “I’m flirting with you.” 54. “I’m not good enough for you.” 55. “I fell in love with my best friend.” 56. “I’m sorry, what? I keep getting lost in your eyes.” 57. “I’m up to the challenge.” 58. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life. Ever since the day I first met you.” 59. “I’m yours.” 60. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were trying to seduce me.” 61. “If you go anywhere near them, you’ll have to deal with me!” 62. “It’s okay to cry…” 63. “What do you mean? It’s exciting!” 64. “Talk to me.” 65. “Look at me—just breathe, okay?” 66. “Look, I don’t have much time, but I wanted to say I love you.” 67. “Oh my god! You’re in love with them!” 68. “Well, this is where I live.” 69. “We finish it the same way we started—together.” 70. “What are you afraid of?” 71. “You are the single best thing that has ever happened to me.” 72. “You deserve so much better.” 73. “You don’t have to stay.” 74. “You don’t know you the way I do.” 75. “You fainted, straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention, you didn’t have to go to such extremes.” 76. “You need to wake up because I can’t do this without you.” 77. “You shouldn’t have even been there!” 78. “You weren’t supposed to hear that.” 79. “You’re safe now. I’ve got you.” 80. “Teach me?” 81. “We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you want to stop and feel the rain?” 82. “Looks like we’ll be stuck here for a while.” 83. “Just once.” 84. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.” 85. “It’s not what it looks like.” 86. “I got you a present.” 87. “Hey! I was gonna eat that!” 88. “See, now, what that so bad?”.” 89. “You’re the best part of me.”

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LawBin vs LawSan Shipping War Polls

(screencaps of ongoing poll results below the cut). If you want to vote first and then check this post out, then: Link to the poll

40% for LawBin (for me) is the goal! Anything over that is a bonus! Link to the poll.

Below are screencaps, not a clickable poll.

Screen shot from August 19, 10:31 am (UTC+9).

Lawbin has risen a percent since yesterday, so not too far off the 40% mark (it's gone up by 0.3% since an hour ago too, dropped now).

But!!

A gain of 1.5%. Haha. That was from August 19, 12:58 pm (UTC+9).

And it's so interesting how consistent the voting patterns seem to be, cos the voting numbers are going up. Yesterday's figures from about the same time as the first screen cap above (August 18, 09:40 am (UTC+9):

Anyway, 6 days to gain 2% (or more 😉 )

Edit in! Sunday, August 20, 02:41 (UTC +9) Might not look like big news, but they were 39.8 about half an hour ago (and 40% before that). Maybe we can reach 45%?

On the rise again (there was a bit of an up-down-up-down). August 20, 14:09 (UTC +9)

Also, I'm writing limericks for percentages gained here! Send me an ask with your one piece character/ship (or leave it as reply to that post), and I'll spin a limerick if things progress further!

🐯🌺

Aug 22: It’ll probably drop back down to 41.5% again, but LawBin are at 41.7% at the moment. 42% seems so close, yet hasn’t been reached, that I’ve seen. Last time I publicly got excited it was 41.2! 41.5 seems to be the holding pattern at the moment. 271 votes for LawBin. Not bad 🐯🌺. I’ve got a screencap of 41.8% somewhere!

Aug 22, 07:05, UTC +9

Also, they hit 42% about 2 hours after this. It dropped again, but I have proof that it existed! Heh!

Aug 22, 09:23, UTC +9