#I’ve accidentally started

[meltedmush]

Everything is binghe. Even the air

The air is Binghe.

The clouds are Binghe.

The grass is Binghe.

Breathe it all in.

Fill your lungs with Binghe.

Fill your veins with Binghe.

Spleen, kidneys, liver, lungs.

All are Binghe.

Everything is Binghe.

You are Binghe.

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: slight questioning of gender identity / ]

Leo learning he’s trans and having various reactions to it.

1) Uncaring - not like anything really changed? It’s like learning your blood type. Leo is Leo, that’s all.

2) Existential - how the heck did he miss this for so long??? Wait is this gonna change his perspective of gender for himself or is he overthinking things??? He’s comfortable in his own skin and all but what if he’s not, actually? Should he think about this harder? Are there other things about himself he doesn’t know of yet-?

3) Peeved - what do you mean he could have had sick long claws and a cool long tail?

4) Relieved - WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE COULD HAVE LOST HIS STRIPES???

[yooniivrse]

it’s so weird that i have to have all these specific things to be able to write decently

like i need to write on my laptop, with music blasting at a dangerous level in my earbuds, sitting somewhere quiet with at least 5 other tabs open

any other circumstances and anything i write will end up being bs

[simcardiac-arrested]

ns has the burnt part of his wings plucked or cut off every time he falls. ends up with less and less wing.

you people come up with such evil ideas i think

[milimeters-morales]

Miles and Pavitr basically beating the shit out of each other twice a week while holding back a lot bc Miles likes the pressure (punches, chokeholds, bodyslams, etc.) and Pavitr just loves to get the energy out and throw himself around. It doesn’t immediately get seen as autism bc it’s just “boys being boys and roughhousing” but Rio Jeff and Maya just share a look bc thank god their kids have another person to just go ham with and get themselves under control

[selunesfavouriteprincess]

what a great trip. just me, peepaw, and the disembodied necrotic hand that haunts my waking nightmares

[ladychandraofthemoone]

I have some questions for Stanley do you ever have flashbacks and nightmares of the war? If so how bad do they tend to get? do you have some sort of comfort item or like a little safe space for you?

Stanley: *looks awkwardly away* Well-yeah kinda, like I’ve struggled with severe anxiety, the amount of panic and anxiety attacks I’ve gotten especially after Kyle’s death, and my jinx definitely didn’t help me out, well some days I have nightmares on that day or when-him-constantly berating me and calling me all sorts of horrid things or when my old manager before I came to the msr-

But Nia and Freddie, they also know-what’s it’s like- I mean they did sortave kindave taught me everything they know(like Kyle)-They’re were both so funny and tried their hardest to made me laugh and smile and they didn’t criticize or berate me when I’ve cried or made mistakes started talking about bugs and stayed awake with me when I had trouble falling asleep (insomnia I hate you so much) since they also had trouble sleeping…

Nia spoke a lot about her old home in South Africa 🇿🇦 like the animals living there and she told me stories and she sung me a lullaby in Xhosa? Zulu? I believe (and I’ve memorized it by heart) to help soothe my fears, we talked a lot about animals together even spend time at her flower garden and Freddie always tries to get me to race him though it’s more of a doubleheader with him being goofy and telling me a bunch of silly things heh.

The others have also helped me.. I mean Stuart, Falcon and Andreas worked all day to try and help me with my jinx and Andreas did apologize to me for suggesting I would be better off as a generator (though that’s not a terrible idea, I’ll keep it in mind and that’s not the most horrible thing I’ve been told to do-….)

And- and *he gives a slight hopeful grin* Duke and Toby did help me get rid of my jinx and well-I feel so happy *gently chuckles*I’ve haven’t felt this much… freedom in years…it’s.its exhilarating (kyle should be alive not me-)

Ah-sorry for rambling I admit I don’t exactly have a comforting item or memento unless you count the Little Rock’s and geodes or herbs and flowers Nia, Freddie and I find together, and I love being in Nia’s flower garden, there’s a track nearby the forest where I get to look at the constellations 🌌 and the stars since Nia and Kyle told me so much if that’s a comfort space to say-well as long as its not raining or the weather is too much it’s comforting to me…

[sas-afras]

i’m kind of a bitch about video game mechanics Not having to be 1:1 representations of irl shit but i truly do love the re4 inventory management system where items take up physical space in ur inventory and u only have a certain number of Slots to hold things in.

genuinely if i had my way this is how fallout survival mode inventory would work, but i don’t think it would mesh well with the pip boy UI :/

[queenbirbs]

just thinking about how much I want a parallel to 1x20 except Tim and Lucy swap sides this time 👀

[hyliareborn]

when you’re trying to let down a romanceable character in a video game your dialogue options are always “yes, kiss me now” or “you’re so ugly i can’t even stand looking at you”

[ham1lton]

Omg do you watch nba? Which team do u support 😁😁 I’ve been a Celtics fan for like 7 years and I legit cried when we won the chip this year LMFAOO

omg. so basically i’m not from america so i’m very lucky to be free of allegiances to specific teams bc im from there y’know? i used to be a huge fan of the knicks purely because i like to be a fan of loser teams. it means something to me. i also had a thing for ny teams because i also supported the rangers but not sm anymore. i’ve not kept up with this year :((( i knew the celtics won obvi (and omg it’s been almost two decades since their last win) and i recently watched the draft for this year!!

i just yapped for ages and i didn’t even answer the question but tldr: i guess i’d be considered a knicks fan?

[gobbluthbutagirl]

i feel like i should watch a tv show because i don’t think i have watched a tv show since i finished rewatching the sopranos back in uh. march. But the question is. What tv show

[catdoingblep]

Wylan Van Eck when Kaz hired him to make phosphorus bombs strong enough to fight with Darkling: no, I’ve never done this, but I am 🌈gay🌈, so how hard could it be… who need skills if you have ✨gay✨

[iscreamkitty]

Tried to draw Mikey in a limited color palette. Art is as stressful as ever lol

[fridayiminlovemp3]

you won’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me (the retail job i’ve had for the past 5 years)

[mobbothetrue]

Had a dream I went to go see a publicity stunt movie, which was about… I want to say, like, animal farm or something— some grim thing, involving animals— except the movie was about forcing a real life pig, strapped to a movie theatre chair, to watch. Except the big twist at the end was the camera panning around to reveal… it was a fake pig all along. Unsure what the goal was.

I knew the twist going in, but I am as much unable to stop where my dreams are going as I am able to redirect a river with my bare hands, so into the theatre I went. The specific promotional stunt my dream theatre was doing was that the fake pig? In the theatre with you. Whooaaaaa. I got a seat pretty close to the animals— and the choice to switch from ‘pig’ to ‘animal’ is intentional, here, because I don’t remember what they were but they sure as hell wasn’t pigs

There was a baby… whatever it was, on the ground in front of the screen, and it’s mother was the one strapped to a chair. I remember spending most of the film staring at the mother & thinking ‘damn… that fake animal sure as hell looks real. I can see it blinking. Wow. Hang on,’ bc the fake animal was supposed to have button eyes

Now, I’m pretty sure in real life I would in fact be able to tell that it was a real animal like wayyyy faster, but again, dreams, rivers.

Anyway me forcing the realization that the animals were real made the dream start falling apart. Got lost in some long ass dark hallways. A theatre employee accosted me. Wound up back in the theatre & chose to free the baby. Was looking for a key to free the mother when I got trapped in the lobby which was also a veterinary office and my mother was there and trying to get me to run a class on animal welfare.

I don’t know why I’m turning this into a tumblr post. It was visceral though. I can still see the mother’s eye.