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Middle America by Gregory Crewdson
#gregory crewdson#photography#I’ve been a fan of Crewdson far before I began taking photos myself#I’d love to work with actual people but I’m terribly shy and I have very few friendships#hopefully maybe someday#no one captures the liminal spaces and isolation of middle America quite like Crewdson#midwest#rural america#american gothic#liminal
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WIP!!! Stealing glances amidst victory celebrations in Suna….
#narugaa#naruto uzumaki#gaara of the sand#Naruto#fanart#other fandoms#other fandoms: naruto#GUYSSSS this one is gonna take a while so I’m letting myself post this much of it now#much of it needs to be cleaned up lol…..#thanks to Jane who let me screen share as I drew and helped me every time I went:#“does this expression convey that they’ve been looking at each other the whole night and this is the first glance they catch each other#and are now blushy because Naruto suddenly realises this look in gaara’s eye is Different and he’s the only one that recognises the nuance#as something perhaps intimate. perhaps erotic. perhaps suggestive that they should get up and leave soon#anyway I’m working on it ok….#trying to expound on the visual culture of Suna a little by making like… a shisha lounge#grew up on shisha (my lungs are recovering these days now that I’ve quit smoking completely) but I hold it near my heart#also I changed Naruto’s hair. they’re wearing the ‘The Last’ outfits but I just couldn’t do short hair Naruto I’m sorry#his fluffy spikey blond hair appeals to me so much I’m sorry I refuse to cut it short#also it’s like vaguely mussed and messy here to imply some things about how much he’s had to drink LOL#Gaara has a few strands out of place but that’s it#kazekage duties etc etc#anyway#OK ANYWAY
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buddie + sharing looks part 2 (p1)
#buddie#buddieedit#911edit#911#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#evanbuckleyedit#eddiediazedit#🪐#my gifs#I had more gifs to add to this set but my computer has been fucking not working for the past few days#like I’m having major problems with my programs AND my harddrive#I can maybe make one gif at a time and then have to restart my computer#and it’s so fucking frustrating#a set like this takes fucking forever bc of it#I’m about to quit gif making
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not the Logan documentary making me cry 😭
#he’s worked so hard and it all seems to be spiralling out of control now#the hopefulness and positivity of this little doc vs how the last year has been for him (not to mention last weekend) is so crushing#i’m not denying he had quite a few self-inflicted struggles in 2023 but he’s also just been so unlucky#and the number of people hating him not even bc of last season but based on only TWO races of this season…..#a bunch of guys were stuck behind the kmag train in jeddah but unsurprisingly logan’s the only one i’ve seen get crap for it#cmon kid prove everyone wrong this year PLEASE 🙏🏼#may Williams’ humiliating decision last weekend light a fire under his butt like never before#logan sargeant#ls2#formula one
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So what do you fellas on tumblr think about rarry??
aka i binged a few potter movies (with this one I had gof in mind) and it’s on my mind, also I really like this fanart I think it’s rad and it’s my best one yet I think
Also please keep in mind I obviously do not condone or support anything jk Rowling has said or continues to say about trans people, I hope that’s apparent because I am a trans person
#harry potter#ron weasley#rarry#ronarry#fanart#digital art#ehhehehe#they’re kinda adorable#although quite a few people would disagree#I’ve seen ppl rage in disgust over this ship#it’s stupid#bruh#and then they turn around and scream about how drarry is meant to be#tbh though#I was a drarry boy at heart#I did ship that one for a while#I might ship both actually#idk#maybe you’ll see some more of this in the coming days and weeks#depending on how long this fixation stays in my brain#anyway#ronarry is a comfort ship#drarry is a ship for people lusting over mlm relationships just because it’s mlm#which is don’t really condone#but they are fictional characters so it’s whatever#drarry is whatever ig#I can see it working better in the fanfic aspect#I’m not sure#anyway I really like ronarry#iss adorable
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Seasonal highlights!!
I know I’m late on holiday-related posts, but as a little make-up treat, please enjoy the moment of insanity I had on Christmas Eve when I decided it was a good idea to buy Adelaide a rabbit.
His name is Ebunnyzer Scrooge and he’s very sweet (and soft) but he’s going to be at least 8 years of poop cleanup. (It’s Adelaide’s job, but as you know, she isn’t always here.) I hope he litter trains well.
On the adorable side, he’s now gotten used to us enough that he jumps into our laps when we take him out for playtime. And the other day, he licked my hand. So he’s considerably more charming than his namesake.
Other highlights include Adelaide’s specially requested and Christmas-themed acrylic nails, the Taylor Swift mug I found last minute, Christmas dinner with banana cream pie (I can’t take credit for the ham or mac-n-cheese) and a very fun New Year’s run-up spent with a special someone.
#I know I’ve been here quite sparingly#and that’s mostly because of work#I spend at least a few minutes every weekday absolutely SEETHING with rag over something that was said or done#and I’m trying to keep this from being a place where I dump all of my frustration#a little of that is fine#but I want to spare you from my blog always bringing your dash down with daily LISTEN TO THIS SHIT posts#that gets old#and also isn’t particularly wise#but I’ll try to share good things here when I can dig them out of the shit pile#hahahaha seething with rag#oh that’s staying
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Doing a project on archaic Medusa (pre-ovid Hesiod double wings scary Medusa) and can’t get over Poseidon and Medusa having sex in a meadow. I know it doesn’t say exactly what Medusa was getting up to in the Theogony, but I like to think she was running around petrifying people, making a dragons keep of statues bodies, eating raw cattle, scaring the kids etc etc -
And Poseidon bruhhh Poseidon you know he dgaf about non of that miscellaneous loss of life, bad bitch detected, he really pulled out all the stops with his charm magic - ‘a soft meadow amid spring flowers’ uknow
There’s no art of this by the way. None!!
#this is a jokey post I know I may have quite a few facts wrong#the idea of scary im gonna eat you ah Medusa having mind blowing spine tingling impregnating sex in the flowers#fills me with a difficult to name enthusiasm#I’m considering how Poseidon might have worked the charm there - maybe it was a double power play - like both have defeated the other#maybe they were specifically aiming to do it freaky and nasty - and the antithetical powerful and scary fuck over the soft meadow-#-brought excitement on its own#poseidon#medusa#archaic Medusa#ask to tag //#greek mythology#theogony#hesiod#gorgon#text post#autismposting#greek pantheon#ancient greek mythology#// suggestive#// nsft text
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PLEASE COULD WE MAYBE GET LIKE A VIBE OF WHAT THE NEXT INSTALLMENT OF SETTLE OUR BONES IS GOING TO BE ABOUT NO PRESSURE JUST CURIOUS
The vibe is it’s kicking my ass 😂
#it’s a collab with batmoniker!#it’s set in Sept/Oct ish#after school starts up again#and it involves some Proper Comic Book stuff#no one throws up in it so I should get points for that!!#a few days ago I got so frustrated trying to work out the logistics in one scene that I cried a little#then felt very dumb bc I’m a grown woman and this is fanfic#then called batmoniker in a panic like listen what if we just scrap the whole fic#and she was like orrrrr#we could NOT do that and just delete the part that isn’t working#and I was like ‘but it would be so satisfying to just delete everything‘#and she’s like ‘I support you but……maybe just try this first’#ANYWAY it started sort of coming together today#and I THINK it’s somewhat steering in the right direction#it’s got a TON of pov shifting#including one bit that’s outsider POV#and that makes it quite a challenge#I’m currently on an Alfred section#it has more action than I generally write#but there will still be a good bit of hurt/comfort bc I’m still me#batmoniker and I came up with this idea like 3 years ago while slightly drunk the first time we ever met up irl#so that’s the vibe#and if this fic ever sees the light of day it will be 100% thanks to batmoniker#settle our bones
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sabezra + start over again by new hope club for the drabbles?
I try to respond to an ask in a reasonable timeframe challenge (level: impossible)
Legally this isn’t a drabble (I only very recently learned what a drabble technically is and this ain’t it) I don’t even think it can be considered a microfic anymore. It absolutely got away from me and is kinda massive considering the prompt.
Anyways, I hope you like it!
Setting: Modern au, they are in college (idk the details just college)
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He was an idiot.
He’d been told that before but now he was sure of it because only an idiot would do what he’d done yesterday.
It had started out going extremely well for him, after taking nearly three years to work up the courage to do so, he’d finally told Sabine how he felt. How he saw his best friend as more than just a best friend, how he wanted them to be more.
And she hadn’t killed him surprisingly enough.
He thought such a heavy confession would ruin what they already had, which is why he’d taken so long to admit it, but she took it well. She didn’t hate him for one, and she even agreed to go on a ‘date’ with him. Not a real go to a nice restaurant type of date, but something slightly more intimate than their usual hangouts, to see if it would be a dynamic they might want to pursue.
He didn’t really know why she’d agreed, he wouldn’t dare hope it was because she reciprocated even if she wouldn’t admit it, but maybe…
They’d agreed on a picnic in the park near his house, casual but not anything like what they would normally do together. All their cards on the table, but without the pressure, the stage was set to be a perfect day, and he’d been thrilled.
That is until he had to go and kriff it all up.
His first mistake was being chronically late, not on purpose of course, but late nonetheless. She had to wait for him for nearly half an hour, it was a miracle she hadn’t just left, and maybe she should have. And then he had to go put his foot in his mouth when he tried complimenting her, he couldn’t even remember now what he’d said, just that it had sounded like a borderline insult.
He should’ve just told her she was beautiful, because kriff, she was.
Then, the cherry on top to the disaster of a date was when he knocked over his drink and spilled it all over her dress. Like an idiot.
It hadn’t ended with her yelling at him like he probably deserved, but it had been three days ago and she hadn’t so much as texted him. They usually talked every day. She was rightfully upset and he didn’t know how to fix it.
He needed to, his relationship with Sabine, friend or otherwise was one of the most important relationships he had. Also if he didn’t Tristan was going to kill him the next time he saw him.
The sound of a door closing snapped him from the doom spiral he was having face down on the couch. Looking up he saw his roommate Zeb walking in. The older boy gives Ezra a disapproving once over, “You still moping?”
Ezra doesn’t dignify him with a response, so he keeps going. “You know moping here on the couch isn’t going to fix anything.”
He rolls his eyes, “Thank you for that astute observation, Zeb.”
Zeb pushes through their tiny living area towards his room, “Fine, if you want to sit here in your misery then do it, just don’t bother me about it. But, if I was you, I would go apologize.”
With that he’s gone and Ezra sits up, he was right and Ezra hated it. He’d known for the past three days that was what he needed to do, he was just terrified of the response he might get. What if she chewed him out and never wanted to see him again.
Well, maybe that was a little extreme, she had every right to be upset but he might have been making the situation more drastic in his head. He had been known to be dramatic over things on occasion.
As he is pondering the extent of his dramatization of events, his eyes land on a picture stuck to the fridge, he could barely make it out from where he was, but he knew what it was of. It was a picture he and Sabine had taken when they went to the amusement park outside town last Summer. It was one of his favorite memories, not just with her, but ever. Was he really going to ruin that over his stupid cowardice?
No. He wasn't.
He was going to make things right.
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The trip to the coffee shop where Sabine worked was quick. It was the prime spot to run into her for two reasons. One, because it was currently her work hours and he didn’t want to wait. Two, because if he risked waiting till later and trying to go see her at her and Tristan’s shared apartment, there was always a chance he would be there and she wouldn’t, and he didn’t fancy getting punched in the face today.
However, that still wasn’t out of the question with Sabine.
The bell above the door rang as he entered, and he was greeted by the familiar smells of coffee and pastries. It was quiet inside, only a few customers sitting at tables and no one in line at the register. Behind it sat Sabine, hunched over what he could assume was a sketchbook, golden eyes narrowed in concentration, purple and pink hair framing her face. She really was the most beautiful girl he’d ever seen.
He cautiously approaches the counter, and she doesn’t look up, even when he reaches it, clearly not noticing it was him. Without so much as a glance she asks, “How can I help you?”
He clears his throat, pushing down the nerves in his stomach. “Could I have a hot chocolate please… and a second chance?”
Her head snaps up, eyes locking with his, shock written on her face, “Ezra-”
He cuts her off, which probably wasn’t the best idea in terms of trying to make it up to her, “Sabine, I’m really sorry about the other day. I messed up completely, and I know you’re probably really mad at me because I was a total idiot.”
It all comes out as one big word vomit, and he looks at the ground, embarrassed both because of why he had to apologize in the first place, and also because of his delivery of said apology.
“Yeah, you were kind of a total idiot weren’t you?”
When he looks up, instead of the disapproving scowl he’d been expecting, he finds a mischievous smirk. He could cry from relief at the fact that she apparently didn’t hate him.
He rubs the back of his neck awkwardly, “Could we start over?”
#thanks for the ask!#for how much I wanted to throw my computer out a window because I could not get the vibes I wanted while writing it#i quite like this#(maybe I’m being dramatic is wasn’t THAT bad just a little trickier to execute than most of what I write)#(and I guess that’s because I was not only writing for someone else (pressure because I things I do for other people to be good) but also#because I was working off a specific prompt that I had to find a story for when usually my fics come to me in the shower and then#they cook in my head for two weeks before I projectile vomit them into a doc)#send me a song and a ship and I will write a drabble for it#(except I guess really it won’t be a drabble because I am incapable of writing with so few words)#Sabezra#sabezra fanfiction#songfic#ezra bridger#sabine wren
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#i’m still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now 💕
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the urge to leave my current shitty job with shit management and inept coworkers vs my dislike of change and the job hunting process in general and what if the next job is somehow Even Worse
#FIGHT#uuurghfbdjbsf#keep forgetting to go book my mri at a rival company so I can have a snoop and ask around irt working there#and might ring up and have a chat with some of the recruiters advertising atm bc some of the job listings look pretty decent#bc it’s an absolute shitshow at the company I work at rn#management are fucking out of touch dipshits and people keep (rightfully) quitting#and the few people they’ve hired to replace them they haven’t given enough time to get fully trained#so not only are we constantly short staffed#we’re having to follow up and correct a lot of the new hires’ mistakes bc they just weren’t trained enough#or don’t give a shit in some cases#(fuck you tony. everybody hates you Tony you lazy ass)#uGH#I’m so fucking exhausted and burnt out and pissed off at this company I expected better from them#especially since they seem so much better run up in brisbane#but down here it’s a clown show#anyway I should rly go the fuck to sleep I’m rostered to a clinic that’s a 40+ min drive tomorrow fml#holy personal post batman
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once again, not shifting related, but see, i have a lot of things that come along with autism and ADHD, and the like, but i’m still prettyyy damn sure i don’t have em, but also maaaybe, buuut alsooo i don’t knoooow. i have hyperfixations, special interests, the verbal shutdowns, shutdowns in general, meltdowns, also executive dysfunction, neurodivergent stimming (plus some that can pass as neurotypical stimming), and lots more that i can’t remember at the moment, cuz i haven’t eaten enough, OH YEAH AND SENSORY PROCESSING DISORDER, annnd auditory processing disorder, also internalized echolalia and just echolalia, possibly alexithymia, and have trouble with social cues and eye contact. plus food allergies which is also common/comorbid with autism. plus also i was what ya call the gifted kid and now i’m burnt out and even though my grades are always good when i actually hand something in, i constantly procrastinate and have basically given up on school altogether, cuz there’s no possible way for my mental health to be okay, for me to have relationships, for me to do things i like, and do well and be consistent in school all at the same time.
soooo, what am i? i relate to autistics and ADHDers A TON. buuuut i don’t think i am one of y’all. buuut what else can i possibly be? i have no idea. i am a mystery and i pretty sure i always will be.
#cosmoposts#marsposts#newtposts#i want to get tested for both autism and adhd#just so i can know#but i know that that isn’t always accurate and you can’t always trust the doctors and etc.#especially when it’s AFAB people who are taking the tests#but i need to know if i am or not#and i’m not sure why i don’t think i am autistic or adhd#i just know a few adhders and autistics#and i don’t think my mind works the same way#but i know that it’s all a spectrum#but i’m not sure#i mean i could very well possibly have either one or both since it is there on both sides of my family#my aunt is adhd and a cousin of mine is autistic and also i bet quite a few others have neurodivergencies too#so it’s verrry possible i do have either one or both#but i’m not sure whatsoever#just what am i?#i am dying to know#i am tired of not knowing#it makes me want to cry#and what if i’m wrong about all of this (even despite the intense research i have on it)#or what if i’m faking?#i just want to know#neurodivergent#neurodivergent culture#neurodivergent questions#autism#adhd
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Currently fixating,,,, on Genshin impact OC,,,
Hes literally my everything rn 😭😭 I haven’t stopped drawing him for several days
I gotta make a proper toy house page for him just so I can have my info and images actually in one place
Nameless network if you’re reading this I blame you 🫵
#rambles#school work? no! let me talk about how much I’m obsessing over this guy I made#guy in question being a martial artist#missing karate so much…made an OC to cope….#off topic but I quit karate a few years ago due to personal issues and hopefully once graduated I get the time to do it again#I Miss my Oreo belt tails#I’m so sleepy
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literally i feel ridiculous after watching this show and not liking it. the person i watched it with is all “it was funny and cute is that not enough for you” like internal consistency and themes don’t matter at all and im crazy for thinking they do. but then i go online and the reception is negative but it’s just laundry lists of “bad things” that were depicted and little about the actual writing or production
#t#i know they exist!! i saw real criticisms for it before i watched it#ok whatever maybe i’m pretentious for thinking television should have good writing#and like yes yes i know im the first to argue ‘good/bad’ to review art is a prison for your mind and i like to make more specific#judgements about it. i don’t know what else to call it but bad though.#it’s an issue with the writing though mainly due to consistency (not having it)#clearly i’m very bothered by this i’m not quite sure why#maybe i will post that review afterall….. it feels mean only because i have nothing nice to say#even though i know people worked hard on it. i can probably find a few positives
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I uh. Finished the first chapter draft for Ouroboros. Little sneak peaks below the cut I suppose.
“Deep down, you know that something has changed. You can’t quite put your finger on it yet.
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That’s what it is. You’re alive.
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Death does not always mean an end. It is simply a pit stop on a very long highway. You still have many miles to travel.
It is best if you get back in your car and begin to drive again.
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How long can you take it? The way you have a mouth but no voice to speak through.
Can you take it?
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You realize you are being rebuilt. It is uncomfortable and itchy knowledge. You feel it in the prickling numbness at the tips of your fingers, the eternal ache in your temples, and most of all, you fear.
Your aches and pains are all fear.
You are no longer human.”
#the ouroboros cycle#oh god. here we go#I like this sequence a lot for a few reasons#it’s just ambiguous enough that there’s some wiggle room for interpretation#lines can be twisted in one way by one person or another by a different one#I like when writing does that quite a bit#definitely gonna be editing this but here’s something out of the rough draft as a treat#since a lot of the plot is set out already in my other post I’m just gonna have to figure out how I want to shape the narrative effectively#kepler is a very layered character to me and he’s even more compelling because we still don’t know anything important about his past#which leaves the community to whip up whatever interpretation makes sense to us on a personal level#we’re given so much to work with for Kepler yet so little at once#we know his surface level traits and flaws already but we don’t know HOW he got to that point#ugh warren kepler#throwing bricks at him#probably should’ve asked this earlier in the tags but would you folk prefer fic updates on here or ao3#or both#oh and before I forget#a lot of the story revolves around some pretty deep mental health struggles for a while#such as a disorder similar to dehumanization (not fully classifying it as such because there are some nuances that stray away from ->#some of the typical aspects of dehumanization disorder)#that’s one of the big ones but there will be others#which I’ll make note of before any content that contains anything of the sort (along with other tags that are featured)#I think that’s all for now#wolf 359#w359#warren kepler#daniel jacobi#isabel lovelace#renee minkowski#kepcobi
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