#I’m willing to do anything they want

[rosicheeks]

Teacher’s pet 😌

[voot-floop]

Vox hatsune miku okay……..

[shima-draws]

Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!

[twomanyfandomshelp]

Disclaimer: Please do not ask me for money/donations. I’m a minor who has no way to pay for them or know if it’s a scam. I’m very sorry for whatever you’re going through, but I can’t help you. Any and all asks requesting money/donations of any kind will promptly be deleted.

Hiya, welcome to my blog! This is gonna be all over the place, I can already tell, so you’ve been warned.

About Me Personally

Name: Lily

Pronouns: She/her, I’m also fine with they/them

Sexuality: Aroace 🧡💛🤍🩵💙 (specifically I’m cupegoromantic [meaning you want to feel said attraction and like the idea of it, but don't actually feel said attraction] {coined by @/aroacesafespaceforall} and sex-indifferent asexual)

Relationship Status: I’m in a queer platonic relationship with my wonderful partner Alix, who uses he/they pronouns, is transmasc, asexual, and panromantic. We made it official on December 5th, 2024, but we were friends for a while before that

Zodiac Sign/Birthday: Libra, October 1st

Country: United States (it’s a shitshow get me out of here please)

Likes: Pink, animals in general but especially dogs, literally anything sweet but especially chocolate, potatoes, cuddles, my partner, autumn, reading, watching movies, swimming, cooking, baking, card games, board games, and spending time with family and friends

Dislikes: Spiders, peanut butter, spice, being cold, sand, stupid people, waking up early, and horror books/movies

Personality: I’m an introvert and a Mediator (INFP-T)

Fandoms

As the name would suggest, I’m part of WAY too many fandoms, but I will do my best to list them all. In no particular order they are:

Percy Jackson 🔱

Harry Potter 🦉

Marauders 🐺 (yes I consider that a different fandom than Harry Potter)

Heartstopper 🏳️‍🌈

The Hunger Games 🏹

Marvel Cinematic Universe💥

Disney 🪄

Wings of Fire 🔥

Life Series SMP 💚 💛 ❤️ (mcyt)

Empires SMP 🌎 (mcyt)

New to Hermitcraft SMP 💎 (mcyt) thanks to smallishbeans

Currently obsessed with Epic: The Musical ⚔️ Please go listen to it if you haven’t already, Jorge Rivera Herrans is a genius!

Pretty much any fantasy or sci-fi book 📖 I’ve been a pretty avid reader my whole life, so there are a lot of standalones, small series, or underrated stories that I really like.

I’m also a theater kid. My favorite musicals are

The Sound of Music 🎶

Newsies 🗞️

Hamilton ✍🏼

Wicked 💚 🩷

The Lightning Thief: The Percy Jackson Musical ⚡️

Six 👑

Mean Girls the Musical 📕

Fandom Related Info

Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff 💛 🖤

Godly Parent: Apollo ☀️ Athena 📚 or Poseidon 🌊

District: District 4 🎣

My Tag Lists

This is my list of mutuals that I tag in whatever tag games I get tagged in or stumble across.

All Mutuals:

@sushis-mylifeee @ivys-garden @thekingofworems @the-stars-are-ineffable @bippityboppityouch @kingofdandelions @aeolianmusic @sushi1056 @nyx-of-darkness-1620 @aaronofithaca05 @livelaughlovechai @ik-kudi-da-khwab @theghostnamedspecter @ponkssponk @rubbercrowy @imobsessedwiththeatre @donutsalami @my-castles-crumbling @azoperoa @theylovewinnie @rosegoldenatlas @aballedofbookworms @halltastic @chaoticrei @moutainrusing @cherrytea556 @harley-the-pancake @imabookloverandafangirl @thatstevenuniversegay @forest-city @chaotic-agender @alphabetical-az @doghowto @swagchaosdinosaur @janru-writer @fallenrain40 @shamelesswolfstarshipper @jarondont @magicalmyths @a-fucking-tornado @poppitron360 @neilarissa @crazyinspirationaldreams @theoneandonlypatches @theconfusedbookshrimp @dreamer0903 @shellywith2ls @yourlocalbadgerscales @g0blinm0d3 @stargazing-with-friends @bookisposts @lezberrycake @nyx-taylors-version @codexnuminois @sevsalio @little-goblin-in-the-forest @whimsicalwordsmith53 @spiderboi-parker @acespecasf @nyyx-xoxx @scarlet beast @samsaragalasinzaraxazeal

General Tag List (this is the one I use for pretty much everything, the exceptions that were common enough I was constantly having to sort through my list and find who was who are below):

@sushis-mylifeee @ivys-garden @thekingofworems @the-stars-are-ineffable @kingofdandelions @sushi1056 @nyx-of-darkness-1620 @aaronofithaca05 @theghostnamedspecter @rubbercrowy @imobsessedwiththeatre @donutsalami @azoperoa @theylovewinnie @rosegoldenatlas @chaoticrei @moutainrusing @cherrytea556 @harley-the-pancake @thatstevenuniversegay @forest-city @chaotic-agender @alphabetical-az @janru-writer @fallenrain40 @shamelesswolfstarshipper @jarondont @magicalmyths @a-fucking-tornado @poppitron360 @neilarissa @theoneandonlypatches @theconfusedbookshrimp @shellywith2ls @yourlocalbadgerscales @g0blinm0d3 @stargazing-with-friends @nyx-taylors-version @lezberrycake @codexnuminous @little-goblin-in-the-forest @whimsicalwordsmith53 @spiderboi-parker @nyyx-xoxx @scarletbeast

Queer

@thekingofworems @kingofdandelions @sushi1056 @theghostnamedspecter @rubbercrowy @donutsalami @azoperoa @theoneandonlypatches @rosegoldenatlas @the-decapod @chaoticrei @cherrytea556 @harley-the-pancake @thatstevenuniversegay @forest-city @chaotic-agender @fallenrain40 @shamelesswolfstarshipper @magicalmyths @a-fucking-tornado @theconfusedbookshrimp @yourlocalbadgerscales @g0blinm0d3 @nyx-taylors-version @lezberrycake @codexnuminous @little-goblin-in-the-forest @nyyx-xoxx @scarletbeast

Epic the Musical

@thekingofworems @nyx-of-darkness-1620 @aaronofithaca05 @theghostnamedspecter @imobsessedwiththeatre @rosegoldenatlas @decapodsrandomfandom @alphabetical-az @jarondont @magicalmyths @a-fucking-tornado @shellywith2ls @g0blinm0d3 @stargazing-with-friends @codexnuminous @nyyx-xoxx

If you see your name in the moot list but not the tag list and want to be on the tag list, don’t want to be on my tag list, you’re not on a list you should be on, you’re on a list you shouldn’t be on, or have any questions, comments, or concerns, feel free to message me, send an ask, reblog this post, comment, or use any way of communication on tumblr to let me know!

[cowchickenbeefpork]

you know even though it’s important to acknowledge how sexist/homophobic the writing was for Isabella and how shes definitely not good for edward(her actions in the dress up scene can easily be interpreted as rape since Edward is consistently mentally ill in this show and literally went to Arkham for it) but to paint her as someone intentionally malicious is very ????? Strange to me.

it paints her as someone calculating, someone who know what they’re doing is wrong but does it anyways which isn’t like how we see her act in the show at all. We see her risk her life for a man who she’s only dated (AND KNOWN!!!!) in the SPAN OF A WEEK!!! A WEEK PEOPLE!!! The first time she risked her life was when she found out he used to be in Arkham and killed his previous girlfriend and stayed with him nonetheless and the second was when she risked being strangled to death while she was dressed up as Kristen to prove he wouldn’t hurt her. Both of these events happened within the same week. If you were planning to intentionally abuse someone in order to make yourself feel more in control and powerful, why would you pick a man who went into Arkham for killing his previous partner LET ALONE DRESS UP AS HER TO PROVE YOUR LOVE TO HIM???? Someone doing this intentionally would at least wait and pace these events around in order to ensure their safety, not do that all at once. Isabella does them all at once.

even with the clone theory attached to her it still just. Doesn’t really paint her as someone who is mature enough to know what her actions are doing. The clones are at most around a year old, and I don’t think you ever get a good grasp of morals in the span of only a year alive even if you were born as an adult. Even if you head-canon her behavior to be motivated by the court of the owls as a intentional act to separate Ed and Oswald, the blame still wouldn’t fully be on her because of the fact she is a clone whose barely lived a life. This would be her just following orders, not fully understanding the morals of it because this is all she’s ever known!

I know it’s because she doesn’t have a lot of content so she’s more flexible as a character which makes you be able to make her whatever you want her to be but it’s like !!!! We like the same show right??? Why aren’t you not utilizing the little bits of characterization we do get of her in canon for your version of her? What’s the point of writing for such an underdeveloped character if you only keep around one to two traits in the end?

it just feels like wasted potential. With a character like her you can explore how sometimes not all abusers know what they’re doing. You can explore how sometimes abusers are hurting their own well being with their abuse. You can explore how sometimes abusers are also victims. You can explore abusers who aren’t the most standard basic idea of abuse with someone like her and yet it’s the route not taken!!!!

[whitmore]

listen this may be a hot take that’s okay i’m fine with that i just feel that the @everyone main tag fandom vagueposts about sending admins hate and/or targeting ccs is . abyssal nonsense to post to tumblr. like you’re not wrong im not disagreeing with any of you— it just feels fruitless to post that on a website where none of us have direct contact with any admins or creators. if you see it in the main or side tags feel free to call it out, i think we should be doing that, but like the aimless vagueposting is not only reductive but directly adding to the negativity you’re trying to combat

[the-red-hoodlum]

killing people who don’t get an animals consent before touching them &/or ignore when animals are visibly uncomfortable with being touched.

[dandelionvirus]

Missing Link give me Brain’s villain arc-

[realcowboysdrinkjuice]

just finished house md 👍

[not-bluejay]

guys i’m totally and completely fine with the fact that no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them ^U^ <- lying

[artificial-condition]

Had a very rude patron who unfortunately had valid complaints but was just. So mean to me when all I did was try to help

[theredtours]

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[great-tusk]

I was like “oh I wanna finish up some more Miis soon!!!” and then lost my Apple Pencil about 5% of the way through my drawing, so I had to do like 80% of it with just my finger 😭😭😭. And then today I was moving my covers to get comfy in my bed, and it fell off of my bed and ended up on the floor. So at least I have that back for the rest of it.

[soshinee]

i really have loved being in japan in general so far but most of my students are so fucking mean to me 😭😭 like they’re just so so sooo mean they parrot and mock me when i call someone’s name and laugh when i talk in general and it’s like how am i supposed to curry their favor or gain their respect when they are openly making fun of me from the second i walk into their classroom for the first time💀

[m0nsterteeth]

Not only is my therapist hella supportive of my weird ass goal in therapy to learn shapeshifting (in whatever ways are feesable but especially in dreams) and is cool with all the negative thoughts being a monster comes with (daydreaming about hurting and eating people as a monster doesn’t make me a bad person), but they are roping in a literal shaman to help me out. That’s only part of the reason why, I’m also plagued with sleep hallucinations that are distressing (these are unaffected by my antipsychotics directly as it isn’t psychosis so I’m not gonna request med changes). That is probably the more pressing matter for them but I will be sure to tie it back to my desperate need to be a monster. I need to figure out how to satisfy this need for my mental wellbeing. I want it so bad I have literally offered my soul to entities I perceive as real and evil, hell I do it completely unprompted at times. The fact that I believe it is real and do potentially dangerous things is alarming to me when awake and have my wits about me. It’s essentially like I am drunk and wandering up to random people with a weird request. Some have gently told me they can’t do that, some are rude and tell me horrible things about me and why I don’t deserve to be happy.

Part of this is being billed to my insurance company, which is funny to me, do have to pay the shaman but my therapist is so cool they are not charging me for their time even though it is over the hour limit. They are helping me out because they care/worry about me and it is very nice to feel supported.

[astral-catastrophe]

me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system