#I’m very broke
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Sorry I’ve been so MIA lately, but my husband and I bought a new (old) house!
I was thinking about posting some of our misadventures in fixing this hundred year old beauty up since that might be all the painting I have time for in the foreseeable future. (Also my art studio is in boxes until the new studio space is fixed up. Which uh, might be a while)
Hopefully the new neighbors are cool with the 12ft skeleton.
#personal#don’t expect any grand expensive renovations or anything#I’m very broke#my plans involve a lot of paint and spackle#also my new studio space is gonna be in the attic#which I probably shouldn’t be so excited about#but I’ve never had STAIRS before#and the possibilities are VERY exciting#it’s taking every ounce of self control not to paint the front door black#but the bathroom should probably be my priority#right?
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used to daydream about fairytale reconciliations after pretty much every platonic or romantic fallout i ever had, but sometimes it’s healthier to just accept that someone will never own up bc they don’t think you’re worth the trouble. anyone who truly cares would move mountains just to make sure that they communicate w you if they truly want to rectify the situation. but sometimes it’s their ego getting in the way, sometimes they have a narrative of you in their head they’re determined not to break, and sometimes they just don’t care enough about you to even consider it. they don’t have respect for the friendship or relationship in its posthumous state bc it was nothing to them, or at the very least it doesn’t eclipse their pride or their desire to appear correct in a situation or just outright the need to be done w the situation rather than be a good person. still guilty of this but i’ve been getting better at just nipping the delusion in the bud and just being okay w accepting that someone truly does not care. until they prove they do that is the assumption i go w every time. and it is saving me a lot of heartache
#i held out on my ex for MONTHS after we broke up thinking he’d hit me up and be like yo sorry#u did not deserve the way that went down. i should’ve gone about it better#i should’ve taken ur feelings into consideration bc if nothing else the time spent together meant something#even if in the present moment it’s done and i don’t see us going back#i think i owe u that. at the very least in honor of what we had#but did he say any of those things#NO#i’m fine#i’ve had this happen w friendships too like people are just ruthless sometimes and they justify it or just don’t care enough to be better#trying to microdose on delusion less and accept things for what they are#these tags are a roller coaster but i’m keeping them in anyway bc i need something to look back at this weekend#p
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Thinking about how Ballister tried to convince Nimona to conform when he’s been singled out and targeted his whole life — how the whole kingdom was against someone outside the original knight bloodline joining them, how he had to work harder and still faced backlash, how even on the day he was supposed to be officially made one of the knights he still visually stood out because his armor was black while everyone (save Ambrosius, Glorith’s descendant) wore white
He was ignorant and sheltered, and he was also a queer elder seeing a queer kid embrace things that scare him because he was hurt just for existing — imagine how much worse it would’ve been if he intentionally rocked the boat like that
Thinking about how, despite everything he tried, he was still labeled the villain and she was still called a monster, and eventually he was willing to throw away everything he knew and loved to protect her. Thinking about the joy he experienced once he started cutting loose and questioning all the limits he put on himself and others put on him. Thinking about how he was tokenized and targeted growing up, thrust in the spotlight from a young age and how even then very few people were willing to try and actually see him for who he is. Thinking about how he saw Nimona
Thinking about evolution and growth within the queer community, about in-fighting from actual good (if fear and ignorance based) intentions can be even more damaging than malicious intent, about how for some queer people being seen as “just like cishets” is a matter of life or death while for others embracing being “different” is the thing that keeps them going, and how empathy and understanding of others can unintentionally heal yourself. Something something something, we come together and then we win
#nimona#nimona movie#ballister boldheart#ballister blackheart#meta#spoilers#also I’m very tired so this might not make any sense#broke 100#broke 500#broke 1000#cy meta
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What happens when you give me three days to draw whatever I please
#rick and morty season 7#rick and morty spoilers#the ep from last week broke me#I HAVE TO DRAW RICK AND MORTY HUGGING TO COPE AFTER THIS#I’m very normal about rick and Morty#this show has really changed my life ngl#rick sanchez#morty smith#rick fanart#morty fanart#rick prime#rick and morty#rick and morty fanart#fanart#adult swim#battery acid#OH I ALMOST FORGOT#testx1 pocket Morty#pocket mortys
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[ cw: referenced mind control / parasites / intrusive thoughts (only in the tags) / ]
(This is just a fun “what if” so bear with me-) I know we make mention of the potential for Krang remnants to be stuck with Raph and/or Donnie, but Mikey and Leo also had a moment with the other two where a type of Krang goop was crawling beneath their skin (this being immediately after Raph broke free.)
So I raise you the potential for all four of them to have a bit of that Krang parasite on them…and for that to have unforeseen consequences.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#yeah I remember that moment where the boys were all confined after Raph broke free and I’m shocked it doesn’t get brought up more tbh#maybe I’m remembering it wrong? but I swear they have Krang gunk crawling beneath their skin#it was darker Krang goo than normal so maybe that’s why it didn’t spark as much attention but hey - Krang goo is Krang goo and angst thrive#something in particular that’s been on my mind is the very very scary potential of like#okay so- you know how the Krang have a hivemind?#well…Krang One’s main sworn goal was moved from taking over the earth…to focusing on Leo alone to take his wrath#and…so…#not a fun time for anyone!#intrusive thoughts from every bro whispered by the Krang parasites in their heads#all of them - Leo included - having to refrain from wanting to harm Leo as that’s the last ‘goal’ the Krang had#mAY BE TOO DARK BUT MY MIND SAID HAHHA WHAT IF
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Listen. Do I want the best for Buck? Absolutely. Do I also want him to be so goddamn depressed next episode? Absolutely. These are not mutually exclusive.
#I want him so be a sad crying mess of a man#because he just got his heart broke#and they can’t just ignore that#I love him and I want him to be happy#but I don’t want them to brush over the breakup#and I want him to be a crying puppy#he better be so goddamn depressed on Thursday#or I swear to god#I’m gonna write some very strongly worded emails#saph says#911#evan buckley#bucktommy#buck 911#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 season 8#buck x tommy
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Maybe I should do. Linktober? A bit? I would post egg carvings on some days
Egg carvings! :D it's an area of art I do a lot and would want to grow in... it's wierd tho ':D I hollow eggshells and engrave on them or carve them into shapes... I did this one quick today for examples
If yall want me to do it a bit I will... and that top photo would count for day one- mirror. The reflection setting in the sksw final boss is so cool to me and also I love drawing lightning, tho this isn't my favourite egg I've ever done. Anyways. I could do some days? What do y'all think?
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Edit: well I guess I'm doing it then! Happy October yall, this should be fun :D
#loz#zelda#smoll art#skyward sword#sksw#linktober#<even using that tag feels wierd#but I'm trying to post art and stuff on here#even if my art is odd hehe#this egg cracked and broke right after I finished photos. I dropped it I felt so ashamed.#perils of the craft lol#but it’s really fun! it’s delicate work. and it’s an area of craft I can safely say I’m good at. I’m an egg artist lol#egg carving is actually a super old art that I’m very passionate about and have worked on for years#haven’t shown y’all that before tho *nervous*#this egg didn’t take long. just triforce and silent princess flower and mirror boss battle thingy#I wanted to show yall some example sketches#I also would maybe engrave on glass a bit some days#I count the third poll option as a positive maybe#let me know what you think because I can’t do decisions
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is it really a crush if u don’t have their merch ???
bonus below cut
its mutual ^-^
#transformers#maccadam#megatron#skywarp#starscream#thundercracker#megawarp#i broke my hand doing these btw#the first three specifically#there was an alt version but i ended up not liking it#so i had to Redo it completely#luckily i hadn’t gotten to lining the Merch section otherwise i think i would’ve given up#maybe doing more megawarp stuff ??? if i’m in the mood to make myself miserable trying to figure out what to draw#it’s hard :( . i want to provide for the ship but literally only bc so few people are doing it#i am so very bad at drawing relationship stuff
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#speaking from experience because I am very broke in game rn#at least I’m not a whale#fgo#gudako#morgan le fay#gilgamesh#koyanskaya#oberon#arcueid brunestud#it’s supposed to be archetype earth but imma be honest I don’t really care#castoria#if you couldn’t tell they’re supposed to be servants that she splurged on#and gil#leonardo da vinci#sion eltnam sokaris#arjuna#ereshkigal#kama#oda nobunaga#chaldea twitter adventures#shitpost
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hi sorry yall really havent been able to escape these guys huh??? ;u; i saw a cute yume october prompt list and i knew i wanted to try some of them! the day 1 prompt is ‘first meeting’!
primotalii broke into the blueberry yogurt academy’s library in the middle of the night just to……. read…? okay man.
#primotalii infodump time#YES!!!!! GOD YES I KNOW YOU ALL WERE WAITING FOR THIS /j#he didn’t have a formal education so he tries to learn stuff on his own…he likes books with pictures bc he had to teach himself how to read#shadow milk (before corruption) helped him Properly Learn after it came up in convo like. 3 weeks in knowing eachother. they hung out with#eachother in the library sm and they were both doing their own ‘studies’ AND ALL THAT TIME PRIMO COULDNT FUCKING READ?????????#LIKE WHAT. WAS HE DOING. ?????? (trying his best 😭)#primo in general has a very unbreakable spirit like he’s not one to give up on things! which is why he never mentioned it to SMC#i love him sm he’s so silly#he lits grew up in the woods like he doesn’t care for social standards at all. he just does what he wants! which is why he broke into the#library in the first place bc he didn’t KNOW the library is an open access place in the daytime#okay i’m done i prommy#shadow milk cookie#oc: primotalii#oc x canon#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#mystuff#HOOLY SHIT MR YAPS A LOT#sbksdkfbf sowwy i’m at a hall party rn and i’m a biiiiit bored#OKAY OKAY BYYEEEEE LOVE YALL!!!!!#shadowtalii#blueberry milk cookie#primotalii cookie
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Dan and Herbert are both married and divorced no I cannot elaborate
#like just the vibes give a couple who hate each other and probably broke up a billion times#but also kinda have sunk cost fallacy from being together for so long and the shit they helped each other through during that time#that they’re so codependent and cannot handle being away from each other post breakup very long#like even if this thing they have the detrimental to them both and they’re probably both way better off without each other#they just..can’t bring themselves to do it long enough for it to make a difference#once the whole “fuck them I was way out of their league I’m better off without them fucking and parting to cope#thing wears off they have to run back to each other#reanimator#herbert west#dan cain#bride of reanimator#danbert
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i really want to make isat friends…
#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet#i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad#but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server#n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime#if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends#and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to#make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG#i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow
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And on this Valentine’s I almost broke down in tears at a wife’s dedication to her heart surgeon husband whose brain is deteriorating with a rare case of dementia
#I shadowed the doctor for the first time today and almost broke down in tears multiple times listening to her talk about her story#he performed his last heart surgery last October. and ever since he’s been fading away and had to retire. rapid onset but behavior changes#were happening over the last like 6 years#this HEART SURGEON BRAINIAC started chewing tobacco in his 60s beyond his wife’s knowledge. a very common sign of this brain disease#I’m still in clinic but have to ride down to the office and get some chart stuff done now and I’m like?? spiraling about it still#at least love is real. they’ve been married for 45 years and she’s on top of her shit taking caring of him all by herself#and she only has glowing things to say about him#she wants her heart surgeon husband back but he’s fading away#I’ve wanted to be a doctor my whole life but I’m such a crybaby OK I’m going now#happy valentine’s day#p#v day
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ben struggling with night terrors for months, finally is starting to be able to fight back against the sleep paralysis demon or whatever and she goes “two against one. well, this is unfair.”
and ben turns and david is right there behind him, ready to protect him, saying “I was always here”
y’all I’m unwell
#i know people are very much either on the ben/kristen & david/kristen#but have you considered all of their individual dynamics are WONDERFUL AND MEANIGFUL#especially david x ben 😭#evil ot3#kristen x david x ben#evil#evil cbs#evil paramount#ben shakir#david acosta#david x ben#ben x david#ot3#mine#also I’m at the beginning of s is for silence and am suppressing the urge to be like OKAY FRUITS @ kristen & the nun#also the way I cheered for ben when he broke free and got the knife#son has been going THROUGH IT
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Love that toya is rehabilitating the two most mischievous jokesters in the game (Rui & Mizuki) simply by being really naive but also really really genuine and kind. He’s easy to trick but he’s so earnest and happy to talk to them that it would make them feel bad. They have to be nice and kind back. Toya Aoyagi and his aura that forces everyone to be friendly.
#rui doesn’t tease him like he does with tsk or akito or even an#& Mizuki has to be like wait wait wait I’m kidding & watch what he says because if she lies for fun he takes it at face value#thinking abt her being like here’s a list of what I want for my birthday (doing a bit) & Toya’s like ok thanks :) (takes it) & she’s like#wait no I’m kidding toya give it back TOYA#also her being like I’m late because my bike broke & I had to walk miles (or whatever blatantly false excuse she used)#& he’s like I’ll go get you some water wait here.#very fond of that thing. he is full of love.#I’m happy mizuki has been bonding with him. I sniled so sneatly when I saw his 4th anni untrained.#mine#rui#mizuki#toya
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had my first job interview today and i almost threw up but it’s chill
#agaypanic#job interview#working girl#hope i get hired#i’m so broke#didn’t actually almost throw up#but i was very nervous
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