#I’m trying to get better
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I’m obsessed with the new Pinterest collage making option. It may not be obsessed with my considering the outcomes, but I thought this one was alright
https://pin.it/3ZpxGmKsz ⬅️ link to a pin with the information of the artist for the main art clipping :3
#poppyblr#t0mmy#wilbvr#t0mbur#t0mbvr#💐blr#tombur#💐twt#tvmmy#collage#I’m trying to get better#☹️#tell me if the link is wrong I have no idea how to link things besties 🙏#💐
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As someone who often acts invulnerable, I sure am in fact, incredibly vulnerable
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it’s gotten so bad
#i have always lived my life waiting and now if feel like it’s the only way I can live#im just waiting to die#im waiting for something better#but I don’t know if it ever will get better#because it’s me#I’m trying to get better#but I don’t think I ever will#I don’t ever think I’ll matter to anyone#it’s so hard to think that I even deserve to exist
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I was going to make myself some pasta until I saw a tweet from a pro ana/thinspo account
aaAHHH
#personal#I have anorexia#I don’t agree with the promotion of it though#I’m trying to get better#seeing that has made me go OH
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Depression sucks
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I swear to god I’m not misgendering you on purpose I’m just fucking stupid
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If we ever talk and I talk a lot about myself I promise I’m not trying to be self centred I just dunno how else to maintain a conversation I’m not good at socialising 💀
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quite frankly idgaf what Luigi Mangione’s politics are, he actually did something to make a change and that’s more than most people can say
#heyyyyy fbi this is totally a joke i’m not on his side what noooooooo#edit: good god y’all can’t read between the lines. he did something to TRY and make a change#which is more than y’all complaining have ever done. is that better. is that more clearly spelled out for you.#also i’m not a fan of this whole ‘oh nothing changed nothing’s ever gonna change so why bother’ attitude#we can’t get complacent just because making change is hard. we have to keep trying#even if it fails over and over we have to keep trying#luigi mangione#united healthcare#brian thompson#us politics#also yeah obviously innocent until proven guilty. sentiment is the same either way
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Company Mandated Fancy Fits on the Tulpar 😏
Also had to include the REAL star of the show (and a bonus)
Based off of this and this. Thank you very much joetastic for being inspirational 👍
The REAL reason this is late
#just pretend I posted this like 6 days ago 😁👍#<-got distracted#sorry I’m Afflicted with The Curse and everything just takes me a long time#also right now I’m just kind of being experimental with my workflow and style right now so stuff is just naturally taking a bit longer#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#nurse anya#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing curly#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#myart#anyway my new years resolution is to put more WOMEN in SUITS and MEN in DRESSES#had fun drawing this but still not too sure about the rendering style just yet. probably just gonna keep playing around with shit#IM DOING IT SCARED but im DOING IT#im also still trying to figure out how to Social Media#am i doing it right#GRAAAHHHHHHH I NEED TO BETTER UNDERSTAND FORMATTING POSTS#i have a more serious mouthwashing piece in the works but wanted to get this done first lol#honestly I have a buncha sketches I should post too#i like them but they’re not really composited very well if you catch my drift. been having trouble with sketch page layout recently#which is kind of antithetical to the idea of a sketch page but you know how it is with spaghetti#i doodled the others on the side and liked how they looked so i just put some color and basic shading on them#edit: realized i forgot to change the color of the ‘lapel’ on jims shirt lol
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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything
#I’m just in a whole state of mind rn#there will always be ppl who try to bring u down but pursuing the things u love will help u rise above it.#I absolutely still get anxious / annoyed at things but I’m over it sm faster. and soon it won’t bother me at all.#or at least it’ll have a healthy duration. bc negative emotion isn’t always bad. negative emotion is important and we should not ignore it#but overall!! preserving my energy better. just need to work on my knee jerk responses & I’ll be set#text
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The great Wukong stepping down from an argument and aggreing with someone else? (Oh What has this kid done to them)
Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT )
TRAINING/BONDING MONTAGE BEGINS HERE!
The soundtrack for this and the following part is THIS song (find also under the cut) specifically, from 0:00 to 0:43 !
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#not wukong remembering DBK words and slowly trying to get better for the sake of MK#Youtube#my art#kyri45#comic#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk season 5#lmk shadowpeach#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk monkey king#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#monkey qi xiaotian#monkey mk#shadowpeach bio parents au#lmk six eared macaque#liu er mihou#Also i have no clue how shadow powers works i’m just throwing bananas at the wall
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Funny little comic I made while trying to figure out how to draw these queers
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille dungeon meshi#marcille dunmeshi#marcille donato#delicious in dungeon marcille#falin dungeon meshi#falin dunmeshi#falin touden#delicious in dungeon falin#chimera falin#falin fanart#marcille fanart#falin x marcille#farcille#marcille x falin#artists on tumblr#mini comic#I also figured out how to draw sketchy like#I rather like it#it’s certainly a quick way to draw a cool lookin thing#also I know falin is thin that’s my L#I was still trying to figure out how to draw her#tbf i still am but I’m better at it now#the more I draw her the more powerful I get
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i hate you
At first it was quiet. Always lowercase. A whisper
“i hate you”
It was always there, but it was easy to call it fake
After that it got hungrier. Written as a sentence
“I hate you.”
It became a statement. It was getting harder to say
“Well there’s lots to love here!”
But then it got louder. It was always capitalized. Always SCREAMING AT ME
“I HATE YOU!”
It got seared into my mind
I couldn’t tell myself that it was wrong, because it was always there. Always right next to me. Telling me everything I’m doing wrong. Feeding off my self love. Eating away at it
The worst part is I can’t get rid of it. That would mean getting rid of me. It’s not like a person you can break up with. It’s always inside my head telling me:
“I HATE YOU!”
“Take the pill bottle. Do it.”
“It won’t hurt if you die”
“No one should even care”
“IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE”
Maybe if I just do it. The voice will go away. I should do it. It can’t hurt to do it.
Life already hurts enough.
#I wrote this when I was genuinely on the last straw in my life#Everything hurt too much and I didn’t know why#I’m trying to get better#And I am#some days are harder than others#but if I could get through this#Then you can too#Stay safe and hydrated#I hope this reaches someone who feels like this and sees that someone else feels just like them#I hope that they read the tags#And I hope that they realize that it does get better
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Cleo and Manny moved to Brindleton Bay after deciding it was a better move for their family and careers. Manny has never lived outside the West Coast and is a little apprehensive, but he managed to get a promotion that allowed him to relocate!
#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#sims#simblr#maxis match#*pacheco legacy#*cleo#*manny#*main save#*pacheco gen 3#*n#i tried to age them a bit cus in my head they’re like 35 and 37#ben lives in brindleton so yay!#also canonically brindleton bay is 30/45 mins away from san myshuno in my mind..#cleo is also pregnant??? spoilers ik but idk if i should keep the baby or not#i barely take care of their second kid LMFKAHDHDJ i’m trying to get better i just hate infants!!#lmk if yall think i should keep it#home is by biancal
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if there’s one wisdom i can leave you with its smoke weed, eat local, and fuck often
#and this will officially be my last post#probably idk it’s not like i’m dying i’m just old#and wanna live offline because it’s better for me!!#and also everyone probably you should try spending more time offline#and more time making jam!! i’ve found it healing#hope everyone lives happy and fucks often if that’s your thing#if not i hope you make you’re own butter it’s really god#good one last spelling error for the road#it’s been a weird 12 years#i’ll miss you#maybe#bye!!!! i’m gonna go get married and a masters degree!!!
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a bit of a personal ramble because fuck it, i’m posting whatever i want on here:
the past couple years have been some of the most difficult of my life. my mom being unexpectedly hospitalized twice, the worst creative burnout of my career, the grief of reading the news about palestine every day, deep rooted anxieties about not being good enough resurfacing at an all time high, and realizing i was unhappy around people i thought i’d love forever. without getting too dark, i’d never felt more hopeless.
but even through all of that, even with the state of the world right now and the impending doom of waking up each day, i think this might be the most fearless i’ve felt in a very long time.
i just want to be alive and create and build community and share a space where we all still feel hope for our world. and that’s what i’m going to do, through the fear, through all the shit of life, i’ll be here.
#tldr#i’m getting my personality back#i know i don’t owe anyone an explanation#but if you’ve been wondering why i’ve been so absent from youtube this is why#it’s been a very bad time#but i truly do feel so much better now#and i miss you all so much#and i’m so grateful to have our community#and i never want to take it for granted#i’m excited to try new things#share new projects with you!!#sorry i’m getting really sappy#but i love you all deeply#and it feels so good to feel alive again#a clockwork ramble#that’s gonna be my new tag
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