#I’m trying to get better
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I’m obsessed with the new Pinterest collage making option. It may not be obsessed with my considering the outcomes, but I thought this one was alright
https://pin.it/3ZpxGmKsz ⬅️ link to a pin with the information of the artist for the main art clipping :3
#poppyblr#t0mmy#wilbvr#t0mbur#t0mbvr#💐blr#tombur#💐twt#tvmmy#collage#I’m trying to get better#☹️#tell me if the link is wrong I have no idea how to link things besties 🙏#💐
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it’s gotten so bad
#i have always lived my life waiting and now if feel like it’s the only way I can live#im just waiting to die#im waiting for something better#but I don’t know if it ever will get better#because it’s me#I’m trying to get better#but I don’t think I ever will#I don’t ever think I’ll matter to anyone#it’s so hard to think that I even deserve to exist
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I was going to make myself some pasta until I saw a tweet from a pro ana/thinspo account
aaAHHH
#personal#I have anorexia#I don’t agree with the promotion of it though#I’m trying to get better#seeing that has made me go OH
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I swear to god I’m not misgendering you on purpose I’m just fucking stupid
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If we ever talk and I talk a lot about myself I promise I’m not trying to be self centred I just dunno how else to maintain a conversation I’m not good at socialising 💀
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Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything
#I’m just in a whole state of mind rn#there will always be ppl who try to bring u down but pursuing the things u love will help u rise above it.#I absolutely still get anxious / annoyed at things but I’m over it sm faster. and soon it won’t bother me at all.#or at least it’ll have a healthy duration. bc negative emotion isn’t always bad. negative emotion is important and we should not ignore it#but overall!! preserving my energy better. just need to work on my knee jerk responses & I’ll be set#text
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The great Wukong stepping down from an argument and aggreing with someone else? (Oh What has this kid done to them)
Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT )
TRAINING/BONDING MONTAGE BEGINS HERE!
The soundtrack for this and the following part is THIS song (find also under the cut) specifically, from 0:00 to 0:43 !
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#not wukong remembering DBK words and slowly trying to get better for the sake of MK#Youtube#my art#kyri45#comic#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk season 5#lmk shadowpeach#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#lmk monkey king#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#monkey qi xiaotian#monkey mk#shadowpeach bio parents au#lmk six eared macaque#liu er mihou#Also i have no clue how shadow powers works i’m just throwing bananas at the wall
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Funny little comic I made while trying to figure out how to draw these queers
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille dungeon meshi#marcille dunmeshi#marcille donato#delicious in dungeon marcille#falin dungeon meshi#falin dunmeshi#falin touden#delicious in dungeon falin#chimera falin#falin fanart#marcille fanart#falin x marcille#farcille#marcille x falin#artists on tumblr#mini comic#I also figured out how to draw sketchy like#I rather like it#it’s certainly a quick way to draw a cool lookin thing#also I know falin is thin that’s my L#I was still trying to figure out how to draw her#tbf i still am but I’m better at it now#the more I draw her the more powerful I get
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i hate you
At first it was quiet. Always lowercase. A whisper
“i hate you”
It was always there, but it was easy to call it fake
After that it got hungrier. Written as a sentence
“I hate you.”
It became a statement. It was getting harder to say
“Well there’s lots to love here!”
But then it got louder. It was always capitalized. Always SCREAMING AT ME
“I HATE YOU!”
It got seared into my mind
I couldn’t tell myself that it was wrong, because it was always there. Always right next to me. Telling me everything I’m doing wrong. Feeding off my self love. Eating away at it
The worst part is I can’t get rid of it. That would mean getting rid of me. It’s not like a person you can break up with. It’s always inside my head telling me:
“I HATE YOU!”
“Take the pill bottle. Do it.”
“It won’t hurt if you die”
“No one should even care”
“IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE”
Maybe if I just do it. The voice will go away. I should do it. It can’t hurt to do it.
Life already hurts enough.
#I wrote this when I was genuinely on the last straw in my life#Everything hurt too much and I didn’t know why#I’m trying to get better#And I am#some days are harder than others#but if I could get through this#Then you can too#Stay safe and hydrated#I hope this reaches someone who feels like this and sees that someone else feels just like them#I hope that they read the tags#And I hope that they realize that it does get better
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Cleo and Manny moved to Brindleton Bay after deciding it was a better move for their family and careers. Manny has never lived outside the West Coast and is a little apprehensive, but he managed to get a promotion that allowed him to relocate!
#the sims 4#ts4#sims 4#sims#simblr#maxis match#*pacheco legacy#*cleo#*manny#*main save#*pacheco gen 3#*n#i tried to age them a bit cus in my head they’re like 35 and 37#ben lives in brindleton so yay!#also canonically brindleton bay is 30/45 mins away from san myshuno in my mind..#cleo is also pregnant??? spoilers ik but idk if i should keep the baby or not#i barely take care of their second kid LMFKAHDHDJ i’m trying to get better i just hate infants!!#lmk if yall think i should keep it#home is by biancal
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Mostly just figuring out how I want to paint him
#I never put him in color#I don’t really like that one portrait I did of him so I’m trying to get better#solas#my art#dragon age#dai#dragon age fanart#fen’harel#I’m in a weird place with my art rn#I feel like I’ve been bored by some of the things I’ve been drawing and I wanna make stuff I’m actually proud of ya know#idkkkkkkkkkkkk
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Finarfin Fades.
No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.
He’s so tired.
He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.
His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.
Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.
So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.
He sits. He waits.
And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.
…at least he’s smiling again.
#au i guess#Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels#and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house#my poor guy deserved better#I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war#the Valar didn’t expect this though#and they can’t make it better#Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired#tired like his half-brother’s mother#and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out#maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin#they’re waiting in the Halls btw#the whole fam is#they’re proud#and Arafinwë finally gets some rest#Finarfin#Arafinwë#war of wrath#fëanor#fingolfin#they’re haunting this whole thing#you can decide where Eärwen is in all this#I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one#or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back#not my best work but alas#midnight writings yanno#silmarillion#ITHOF Writes
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can I interest y’all in some low-effort stevepop in these tryin times?
#the outsiders#my art#sodapop x steve#stevepop#the outsiders steve#steve randle#the outsiders sodapop#sodapop curtis#I swear to god I’m doing better stuff behind the scenes man#anyone interested in soda x steve x evie? I’m working on that- made & posted an 11k fic for it but I can’t think of what to draw exactly lo#Also working on a “dally meets Mason and Tex” comic/fic#and a “dally sneaks a cat into buck’s place” comic#and a “two-bit and Johnny try to convince pony that Dally’s a vampire” comic#as well as a pretty big au project w/my Cherry and Marcia designs…#But noooo it’s the stevepop bullshit that gets completed lol typical#I can’t help it man sodapop’s my dream girl#<- kidding…mostly
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day 1 of drawing one of the cod characters until I’m comfortable with trying to find my style
#I am trying my best to find a ‘style’ that I’m comfortable with#Especially since I’m stuck drawing on a teeny tiny phone screen with just my finger#My digital art is the number one thing I am self conscious about#Because I know my actual potential can’t be seen with these limitations#I’m just trying my best y’all#IbisPaintx isn’t the most mobile-friendly app but I don’t have money and I don’t have the ability to get any better programmes#My parents don’t know that I am on tumblr or involved in any fandoms#So my abilities to do anything is extremely limited#I really do try my best and I can only hope that people can at least recognise that 🥺#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#pet’s art#captain john price#cod price#cod fanart#John price#captain price#price cod#price fanart
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i got to practice my textures on my favourite man :3
#ramble#tattoo apprentice things#ghost#papa emeritus iv#the bottom half is so fucked pls ignore. i didn’t have enough wrist support#i’m trying to make all my mistakes now so i can learn from them#i was So happy i figured out how to soft shade the hair#!!! i have a full design of this that i would love to put on someone when i get better
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Hiii, one of isagi being such a cutie and respectful boyfriend BUT then in reader's birthday she wishes "world peace and being fucked by his cute bf" and then good boy isagi let her perv side out 🛐🛐🛐
yes 🫡
bf!isagi yoichi who was terrified of PDA when you two first got together. you assured him that it was fine, the two of you didn’t have to go farther than holding hands or occasional kisses whenever he felt comfortable. he still hesitated every time his fingers laced between yours though, his face turning bright red and his eyes always being unable to meet yours.
he always saw you as his little treasure, and he wanted all eyes away from you because you belong to him <3. he was used to being in the spotlight with his career, but he never wanted to drag you into it. there were probably several talks about making your relationship public, to which you didn’t mind, but isagi didn’t share the same sentiment.
he wanted you to himself, wanted to make sure that no one else even considered trying to make moves on you without having his fangirls trying to pick you apart. he’s a major homebody, believe it or not. whenever nagi or bachira would beg for him to come out he always opted to stay in the house with you, watching movies and eating candy so sweet you swore your teeth should have fallen out by now.
his love for you and natural reclusiveness only skyrocketed the day you opened your eyes to a platter being placed under your nose, the smell of fresh, crispy bacon and toast filling your sensing before you could even register what day it was.
“happy birthday!” his sweet voice was the first thing you got to hear, a sleepy smile stretching across your face. his eyes were big and filled with happiness as he watched you attempt to sit up, rubbing the rest of your fatigue away with your hands. when your breakfast was placed in front of you a small giggle broke through your yawn at the preparations. there were around 8 strips of bacon on the plate, along with scrambled eggs, a couple halves of toast and a blueberry muffin with a little candle wick placed on top. “i made your favorite.”
“did you?” you giggled, feeling your heart swell at the hopeful expression on isagi’s face. your boyfriend was always so sweet, almost sickeningly so sometimes. he was typically all forehead kisses and soft touches, like you were a porcelain doll. even in bed, he preferred making love to anything else, it made him feel like he was appreciating you for all that you were worth. you loved it of course, adored it even. it’s what made you fall in love with him in the first place, but sometimes you couldn’t help but feel like you wanted….more.
you’d seen isagi on the field. you knew the kind of stamina, passion, and drive he had when it came to crushing his opponents, you just wished that sometimes he’d come home and crush you instead.
so when your sweet, innocent, loving boyfriend told you to make a wish on the muffin candle, you didn’t even have to ponder on your wish. leaning in with shielded vision, you spoke your wish with a sly smile on your face. “i wish for world peace and to be fucked by the undeniably hot boyfriend.”
when you looked at your boyfriend, his eyes were as wide as saucers. you were his sweet girl, and he’d never even considered being even remotely rough with you because of it. but alas, there was only so much strength a man could have after hearing that slip from your lips.
and that’s exactly how you ended up here, with your ass angled in the air and your moans muffled by the fabric of your pillowcase. there was one hand pressed against the back of your head, pushing you further into the bed when his other hand held down your arm against your back. your plea’s and moans fell on deaf ears though, the only thing on isagi’s mind being the filth that he’s spewing your way.
“aww, is this what my sweet baby wished for? wanted to be treated like a little slut, huh?” he punctuated his question with a hard thrust, hips flesh against your ass.
you wailed in the pillow, but a broken response didn’t seem to be enough for the man above you. with a brash tug his fingers were in your hair, tugging until your neck was strained and your teary eyes were looking back at him. his thrusts never slowed down still hitting all the spots that’s make you twitch and see those pretty little stars in the corner of your vision. “good little whores are supposed to answer when they’re spoken to, aren’t they?”
“y-yes!!” your voice was strained, body weak from pleasure although you tried to follow his instructions. your body shuffled, trying to push back against him but only receiving a rough slap on the flesh of your ass in response. his fingers dug into the skin as he leaned down, lips grazing the shell of your ear.
the air sent a shiver down your spine, your mind only filled with thoughts of him. his voice was light, the power of his thrusts leaving you both breathless. “my baby seems to be getting a little greedy,” he chuckled, a soft grunt slipping through at the wet patch staining the pillow, a string of drool leaving his eyes rolling to the back of his head. “but since it’s your birthday, i’ll let you off the hook.”
your back arched as isagi bottomed out inside of you, hips flush against your ass, the tip of his cock kissing your cervix. you moaned, trying your hardest to fuck yourself back onto him and chase the tingling feeling that permeated your toes and fingertips. you could barely breathe with the way he was fucking you, and if you weren’t in love with he man before this, you definitely were now.
“you know i love you right, baby?” isagi asked, grinning when you frantically nodded your head. he wasn’t even sure if you’d heard what he said to you, your eyes glazed over and breathing so labored that he laced his fingers in your hair and pulled your face out of the pillow. “you still with me sweet girl?”
“uh huh,” you groaned, pushing your hips back in hopes for him to fuck you more rather than talk. with a chuckle, isagi wrapped a hand around your waist.
“good, because you won’t be in a second,” were the last words he said before forcing his cock in as far as it could go. the sounds of skin against skin reverberated around the room, combined with the broken whimpers coming from you and the occasional moan and groan from isagi.
the knot in your stomach tightened as he prodded that one spot inside of you, causing the muscles in your body tense as your body started to succumb to the pleasure.
“gonna come for me baby?” the man above you asked, landing a harsh smack against the side of your ass. a guttural moan left you at the sensation, the sight of your cunt creaming his cock only causing his pace to quicken. with another smack you were wailing out a positive response, thighs trembling as they tried to keep your body upright. “wanna feel the birthday girl come all over me, you can do that pretty, right?”
isagi didn’t have to say another word, the simple request being all you needed to let the waves of pleasure take over your body with a strangled moan. isagi let out a moan of his own at the way you squeezed around him, fingers digging into the flesh of your ass as he bottomed out, eyes rolling as ropes of come painted your inner walls.
isagi breathed heavily into your ear, the sensation tickling your skin just enough to make you shuffle underneath him.
“mmm baby,” you spoke lowly, turning your head so your face wasn’t plastered into the pillow. the male above you hummed, eyes closed in bliss as he came down from his high. it took you a second before you were able to respond, still trying your hardest to catch your breath. when you did respond though, the words slipped from you with a smile.
“can this be my birthday present every year?”
don’t plagiarize! it’s not nice <3
theanimeroom
#in honor of my birthday being last week#i wil be posting this draft that i’ve been cooking w#my writing skills have gone in the trash since my break i’m#i’m trying to get better 😭😭#not proof read either so sorry for mistakes!#blues asks 💎#blues anons 💙#blue lock smut#blue lock#isagi yoichi#isagi yoichi smut#isagi smut#isagi x reader#blue lock isagi smut
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