#I’m tired and I want a hug

[ambagelbraindump]

misc abigail thoughts but I’m getting increasingly irate about how often people treat me like I’m stupid for reasons I can’t quite parse. Is it because I’m girl-shaped? Is it because I have constant resting anxiety face whenever I’m even remotely nervous? Is it because my hands shake. is it because it takes me longer than everyone else to process new information. Is it the boobs. Do I just give off This Person is a Dumbass vibes. What do I need to do to stop being treated like Some Stupid GirlTM 24/7

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.

[dontworryihaveyourblorbos]

I don’t really know how to say this in a better way so imma just say it

If you think John Dory is a bad character then respectfully, you have no idea what being an oldest sibling is like.

He didn’t abandon his brothers. He was pushed to a point of having to be responsible for four younger brothers, ranging from baby to teenager, trying to coordinate and pull off good if not perfect shows, trying to help Rosiepuff raise both them and himself while also dealing with trollstice and the troll tree while also struggling with an ever growing *need* to be perfect. It doesn’t matter how much you love your siblings- if you’re stressed enough, you’re going to snap and you’re going to snap at them. And you know what? He probably hated himself for that too. And for the fact that he couldn’t be perfect. Any oldest sibling knows the guilt of not being good enough and presumably tearing down their younger siblings in the process…it’s awful. No fuckin wonder he walked away, bro was what, 17?? 18??? He shouldn’t have had to do that. And he didn’t just abandon his brothers knowing what was gonna happen to Branch. From his perspective, he walked away knowing full well Spruce and Clay could step up, and that Rosiepuff would still be there. He had no way of knowing Branch would end up alone and gray, because if he did, he never would have left.

John Dory is not a bad character. He loves his brothers.

Edit: some people are saying he didn’t come back until he needed something. He came back to an empty troll tree- he thought his brothers were dead. He probably only left for a few months or so! He didn’t abandon them. He had every intention to come back and did. His family was just gone.

[sweetheartdaytonababy]

i wanna weighted blanket, or preferably, a loving hug ♡

[lycheedr3ams]

I feel the need to just idk say why I haven’t been very active on tumblr. Aside from life, I’m just tired of the stuff about konig I’ve been seeing. Rapist fics, kidnapper fics, abusive fics… I just can’t read that. And I feel like most fics - aside from some blogs that stand out as masterpieces - they’re all the same wording, similar writing, like if I’ve read one smut fic I’ve read them all. Idk. The konig fandom just isn’t what I remember it to be. Maybe it got worse, or maybe it was always this way

But I’m still going to be writing fics, just not as often as I used to. I swear I will finish the werewolf konig fic… a year later than I was supposed to. Oops

[smhpunkacademic]

“you’re too attached to me, i can’t handle it.”

okey… but have you thought about me? about how my heart breaks every time i just see your name on my screen. how my breath is hitching every time i think of you. or how i can’t pick myself up from this place you put me in.

i haven’t eaten, i haven’t slept without sedatives. my friends worry about me. their all afraid that in the end, this attachment will be my last.

you haven’t thought of me. you haven’t thought about how i’ll relapse, how i’ll kill myself in every small way possible, how i will - in the end - destroy my family and friends.

i was too hard to love i know. but you promised me. you promised my bpd won’t be too much, my attachment won’t be too much, my love won’t be too much. and now you’re gone…

you haven’t thought of me. while my thoughts always spiral about you. nothing else spirals in my thoughts. i can’t study, i can’t explain, i can’t help myself.

i’m losing my life, slowly but surely, just because you promised me things you couldn’t keep.

i have thought of you and i still think of you. but have you too?

~ by your missing Juno

[bugisbonkerz]

📢‼️UPDATE ON THE DHMIS REANIMATION COLLAB‼️📢

Hello! on October 4th 2023, i announced i was hosting a DHMIS reanimation collab. And thankfully, every part got taken.

but unfortunately, half of the people taking the parts didn’t get back to me (possibly forgot, decided not to, lost contact etc). exactly half of the parts were animated, but half of it is still unfinished. that’s why i’m making an announcement that 9 MORE PARTS ARE NOW AVAILABLE! (as of now.) please check my pinned post immediately for info and which parts are available if you are interested! i plan on getting this done on or around JUNE 19th!

There’s also discord for people who are joining! the link i currently have doesn’t work so please ask @mtsodie for the discord. i would also like to thank him for helping me with the collab :]

REMEMBER!

-please keep in contact with me if you are accepted! (in my DMs)

-only ask to join if you know you can get your part done near june 19th

-check the pinned post for updates on which parts are and aren’t available

-and obviously, only ask to join if you can animate.

-make sure your animation lines up with the time and audio of your part.

-when you’re finished with your part , email it to huhwhattt420@gmail.com

THATS ALL FOR NOW! remember to reblog :o] I’ll see you soon! 🏠

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

ty to the people who continuously support me and love me I just. I love yall a lot <3

[lavampira]

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[artnerd1123]

Finally watched tadc ep 4 and ;_;

Gangle……..

(Spoiler talk in the tags)

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

[transmechanicus]

Kind of hard to ask as anon

But you doing ok?

Need to vent?

Hi very kind and thoughtful of you to ask, i am doing mmmmm suboptimal but i do not need to vent to a person per se, so much as i need to say absolutely insane shit in my tags and have everyone pretend not to see <3

[francixoxoxo]

My brain works crazy

[facewithoutheart]

Hi hey so if you didn’t get invited to watch the Barbie movie with friends and dress up and participate in this big cultural moment know that I’d go with you and wear pink and hug you 💕 and buy popcorn and even laugh when we finish the popcorn too fast and maybe I’d even go get us another tub if you promise to catch me up on what I missed when I stepped out.

[museoftheprophet]

[silly-goobr]

A very long hug wouldn’t fix me but it would be nice