#I’m straight up not having a good time

[an-ivy-covered-summer]

i— 😔😔😔

[overdramatic-tits]

[13phantom13angel13]

Hey y’all. I know I’m a bit late getting the sentence starters up and I apologize. I’m about to go into some personal details about myself that’ll explain it all so here we go.

I had two medical emergencies happen in my family within 24 hours of each other so I haven’t had time to write. In short, one of my children got hurt pretty badly (yes I have literal children) and literally the next day my grandmother was put in the hospital after being discovered unresponsive in her home. She was put into hospice this afternoon. She isn’t expected to live past the end of the week. My family is really going through it right now. I appreciate your patience while I go through this tough time with my family.

I love you guys and am grateful for you. Much love! ❤️

~Phantom

[paydencolours]

Situationships are the unpaid internships of the dating world. You don’t get anything that you’d expect and the only real ‘experience’ you usually get out of them is trauma

[teukiechicken]

2 nights in a row I had to wrangle all 4 cats into 1 bathroom and was told to take shelter because of tornado warnings. That was a work out because all but 1 HATES to be held and 1 hides under my bed all day and will not let you catch her. I’m covered in claw marks now but whatever. At least my cats are safe. I don’t care about me, I can get carried away by the tornado but my cats???? Don’t touch them Mother Nature or I will destroy you.

Also, still flooded and more flooding is happening now. Pray that my car is okay now that it’s parked on my LAWN and I didn’t ruin the engine moving it. My sisters car is possibly totaled due to a flooded engine. I hate it here.

[iboatedhere]

Hi! When are you going to drop the next chapter of secret service au ? No pressure at all I just really do love that fic and excited for the next chapter🩵💐

I feel like I have to finish chapter 4 before I post chapter 3 because I still have to write chapter 5 (even though it won’t be anywhere near the first 4 lengthwise) and I’m JUST coming down from a 3 day breakdown over it.

Thanks to @welcometololaland I have the part I was freaking out over mostly figured out but there are still future parts that are worrying me.

It’ll all get done but I don’t know when.

[iluvgogurt445]

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS TO BE SAID

[wellhellotello]

Sometimes I just really want to stop existing.

[itendswithakiss]

They’re about to put the worst TA in my classroom. This guy doesn’t do his job and just stands in the doorway so he’s on camera the whole day. Doesn’t help track data, provide academic support, or help out in any way.

If I could quit, I would, but I can’t.

[rot-bag]

Ugh

[iluvgogurt445]

i need a pc just about now

[bxriles]

I’m sure that this is not a hot take and that a lot of people feel the same way but like…

The question “does it have spice?!🌶️🔥” makes me want to jump off a cliff. I’m out here looking for gothic book recommendations on Reddit, tumblr, and goodreads and WHY is this the first question so many people ask 😭

Look, I love erotica as much as the next person but come on. There have got to be other things that matter when recommending books or choosing to pick one up, my GOD.

[autumn0689]

My favorite manga panels in FMA is during when Mustang was blind and was looking so little and looking absolutely miserable. He looks so done in some panels and like he is one second away from having a breakdown in other panels.

[vendettapandav]

“Curly deserved better” “curly deserved so much more” “curly didn’t deserve what happened to him”

No no no no that’s the POINT. Curly is just as bad as Jimmy. He let so many of the giant red flags that tumbled out of Jimmy’s mouth slide. He was told multiple times about the abuse Jimmy was inflicting on Anya. He ignored Anya even when she pushed so far as to hide the gun on the ship bc she genuinely feared what Jimmy would do to her. Curly heard it all- saw it all- and he chose to do nothing. He had every opportunity to intervene before the crash but he didn’t. He chose not to. He blathered on and on about responsibility, about his willingness to do anything for his crew, but when they needed him most he did nothing. He just stood there and watched and let it happen.

And now he can’t do anything. He has lost the ability to make that choice. He physically can’t intervene now. His chance to change things and take responsibility has passed him by. Now, he has to just sit there and watch how the mask formed from all those red flags he so willfully ignored peels away and reveals the monster that was always there beside him. Now, he has to just sit there and watch as one by one, Jimmy manipulates and drives each and every one of the people that he swore up and down he would protect to the very edge, and kills them. Now, he just has to sit there and watch as Jimmy justifies each of his actions by blaming everyone else for the situation he put them in- the situation that Curly allowed him to put them in. He has to sit there and watch as Jimmy does everything in his power to create a palatable, sanitized narrative of what happened all so he can cover up what he was doing.

And Curly chose to stand there passively and allowed all of it until he physically didn’t have a choice anymore.

And in the end, Curly is the only one left to tell the story. The story of how it was all his responsibility, how he was supposed to do anything for his crew. And now, it’s all his fault because he couldn’t do just one thing. He has to live with that fact for the rest of his life. He has to live with the fact that his willful ignorance, his choice not to act, cost four people their lives. He will live with those physical and mental scars forever. But even worse, he has to live knowing that that’s the truth. And that in some cruel, twisted way, Jimmy was right.

The truth doesn’t really get rid of that awful taste in your mouth though, does it?

[chairofchaos]

them: is this the hill you want to die on?

me: no, but it’s where I’ll leave your corpse

[skullfragments]

in case anyone is paying attention/cares - ik i haven’t posted art recently, i’ve been feeling weird and uncertain about my work lately (well, more than usual) (also why i’ve been posting/rbing less in general). i’d like to share more, and i probably will, but idk how soon that’ll be. anyways thank you to those of you who rb my fanart or even say nice things sometimes, it means a lot <3