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moon wishes 🌕
#I love that the finale fell around the time of mid-autumn and the harvest moon#so that’s what inspired this#I���m still processing the finale#my art#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time#at#fionna campbell#cake the cat
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MelJayVik could’ve been the most dangerous polycule in America.
A polycule of a Black goddess who is the captain/Alpha of her two disaster mates, a Mexican immigrant who did more for the economy than the entire government, and a Czech revolutionary Jesus whose main goal is to help the poor and can give gender affirming care to all with his Jesus hands.
A conservative’s heart attack.
Not even counting jinx’s blue hair and pronouns. Women being the best fighters/shooters. Vi. Ambessa. Sevika.
Show an episode of Arcane on the fox channel and it would thanos snap their viewers.
#arcane spoilers#meljayvik#viktor arcane#mel arcane#arcane jayce#don’t take me seriously#I talk to make god regret my free will#I’m still processing the finale#edit: changed Russian to Czech
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The way I rewatched this moment— you could just hear how angry and in pain Rio is here—
In the end Rio is hurting and lashing out, collecting Billy’s soul was just the cover up for how hurt she was.
Didn’t Kathryn Hahn say in an interview, that Agatha and Rio know each other so well and there is stuff that Rio is also hiding?!
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#agatha x rio#i’m still processing#this finale man
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Can’t stop thinking about Viktor and Jon parallels cause I have tma brainrot and anytime I see anything even remotely similar I go “is that a magnus reference?”
Anyways thinking about the differences in the choices they did and did not make and how both of them came back from the dead and were involved in ending the world.
I talked a bit about it before but Jon chooses to come back to life and become a monster. Granted it wasn’t a fair choice but he did choose it. Meanwhile the end of the world was not his choice. As much as he thinks otherwise it was not his fault. He didn’t “accidentally” start the apocalypse, he wasn’t “manipulated into it” he straight up did not end the world. Jonah did. Using Jon. Yes he was manipulated to prepare for the ritual (still not his fault), but actually ending the world? Jonah did that. He straight up took control of his body. Jon was the tool. The key to open the door. Jonah shaped the key and turned it.
Viktor is the opposite. He did not choose to come back to life. In fact he had basically accepted his death and was actively suicidal. Jayce brought him back (and I don’t really blame him for that. He didn’t know the consequences and he was trying to save the man he loved). Viktor did however, almost end the world (and succeeded in some timelines? I’m confused). Now it’s hard to say how much of that was Viktor. He was heavily influenced by the arcane, but Jon was also heavily influenced by the Eye (not that you can really compare them). We don’t know how sentient the arcane is but we can guess that its main goal/instinct is to spread. If it worked through Viktor or if it was simply influenced him, altering his thoughts and feelings to more easily rationalize what he was doing. Either way Viktor would not have done what he did without the arcane. But he did do it. The arcane isn’t a person. You can’t really put all the blame there. And we did see that Viktor was still in there, deep down, enough that he could change his mind. Meaning that to a certain degree, he did choose it. Viktor’s actions were his own, even if they were influenced. He’s the most responsible for what happened. Jayce also carries some responsibility for bringing Viktor back in the first place and creating hextech alongside Viktor, but again, he did not know the consequences of that. Neither did Viktor at first. So how much are they to blame?
I just find it fascinating how such similar events (even if they are still vastly different) happen in two completely different series and how the characters had different levels of agency throughout it.
#their stories end the same way too#dead or somewhere else#some of this is pretty speculative#since we don’t get much insight into Viktor’s thought process and we spend very little time with him#compared to Jon who we get to know and see change over 200 episodes#and im still fresh from watching the finale#I’ve only seen it once and still need to process what I actually think about some of it#but these two will not leave my mind#btw I’m not saying nothing Jon did was his fault#he’s done stuff that was 100% his choice#but I’m focusing on the apocalypse specifically here and that was not his fault#I really hope this is coherent#it’s almost 4am and I can’t sleep#viktor arcane#jonathan sims#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#tma#the magnus archives#echoing thoughts
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another thing amongst the ten thousand other whatever the hell happened in WL ep 5 that continues to baffle and confuse me is the Gem and BigB trade conversation??? Because. Gem. GeminiTay. Why do you need to suddenly be in favour of the 5Gs alliance???
Gem: No, BigB, here’s the thing. What I trade is actually not items, I actually trade social things. So, you know how your alliance really hates me right now?
BigB: Yes.
Gem: If you could just say good things every now and then, I’ll give you a creeper egg.
BigB: Okay, I will say that Cleo is hard to convince, but I will give my best.
Gem: Well, you don’t need to say— you know what, I’ve burned… Well, I’ve exploded the bridge with Cleo, so that’s okay.
BigB: Okay.
Gem: I think just maybe Pearl, y’know, Impulse, Scott. Y’know, just say nice things— it can just be, y’know, they’re talking and you go “oh Gem’s barn is so nice” just every now and then, okay? Alright?
BigB: Consider it done.
I just. Of all the things she could’ve asked from BigB, why was it for him to just. Say nice things about her to Pearl, Impulse and Scott??? After setting up a whole narrative where the whole server thinks Pearl and Impulse have been antagonising her, and knowing that Scott is already on her side (something along the lines of it anyway, judging from what she tells Pearl later on and her telling Jimmy and Scar that Scott trusts her enough for her to lure him into a trap)??? After making it clear that as of right now she doesn’t ‘love’ Pearl??? Girl what was the point of that. Girl. Girl your mind…no genuinely Gem GeminiTay I need to dissect your brain to finally figure out what’s going on
#sigh. Alexa play imgonnagetyouback#gritting my teeth. head in hands. I’m going to strangle them#finally have time to sit down and process this session and I still. I can’t#grabbing GeminiTay by the shoulders WAS ANY OF IT TRUE??? GAZING AT ME STARRY-EYED IN YOUR- [gets dragged off stage]#oh yeah this is the part where I just randomly throw in that thing I do again where I say. SL!gempearl was lover-coded and WL!gempearl is#ttpd-coded. thanks/hj#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt
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I hope he goes to therapy fr
#the ending wasn’t as catastrophic as I thiught it would#they’re tired and burned out#but tomorrow is another day#god I how am I supposed to live without them now#s2 better be Robby after being in therapy for 10 months#and I better get a Langdon redemption arc#i’m still processing#the Pitt#the Pitt finale#the pitt spoilers#Dr Robby#michael robinavitch#noah wyle
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WTF WTF WTF
#malevolent#Malevolent part 51#I can’t even process it rn bcs I’m in class trying to focus on review after finishing that massive episode#We still have a season finally to come right? Or was that the final??
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It is fair to say that the season 2 finale is the 5 stages of grief, thematically woven in the best way possible right?
#iwtv spoilers#iwtv#amc iwtv#iwtv s2 spoilers#iwtv s2#interview with the vampire#iwtv season 2#iwtv s2 finale#I’m just out here processing with y’all#there’s so much to feel and think about still#claudia eparvier#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#armand#the vampire armand#santiago#only an opinion btw#just posting to process
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severance asked the question of what if the love story of persephone & hades & eurydice & orpheus was told over and over again but once more and what if this time no one knew the words to the old songs they’ve been singing for millenium because science cut those parts away.
without the melody it stops becoming a question of if eurydice can ever escape, if orpheus will stop looking back but rather if spring will ever come again
#severance#severance spoilers#i’m on a greek mythology kick trying to avoid my final projects#i don’t even know who fills which role#except maybe cobel#i have so many mixed feelings on this finale i’m still processing
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2014 - realized I liked girls but began desperately trying to “pray the gay away”
2016 - stopped believing in Christianity as I began to better accept my sexuality
2020 - publicly came out as bisexual, and shortly after my gender crisis began
2021 - nonbinary ? we’ll run with it, I’m experimenting! I’m playing with it! I’ve been in college for a year so now I have the room to try some things out!
2023 - my first pride parade! and the gender crisis continues on…. I would really love more masculine features… a deeper voice is my dream… I see men with flat chests and I get so envious. maybe I’m trans?
2024 - FINALLY allowing myself to use multiple labels that feel right! nonbinary, transmasc, genderfluid, genderqueer, they all feel like ME! planning on starting HRT after I get married and get onto my fiancé’s health insurance. plan on getting married in a wedding dress because THAT’S WHAT I WANT! because gender is not a strict binary and I am allowed to play with it however I want! my gender is not for the pleasure or comfort of anyone else! I got to experience my SECOND pride finally feeling content with myself and my identity! I’m happy! I’m so happy :)
#the journey of finding yourself is a long process and honestly it never ends#I’ve been in the journey of self discovery for a decade now and I’m still learning something new about myself every day#but I finally feel like I know myself#I have a good community of understanding people#and you know what? tumblr really helped!#make fun of this hellsite all you want but the people on here are so helpful#getting reminders from a wide community of people that you don’t need to fit into strict labels#or you can use multiple labels!#or none at all!#just do whatever feels right to YOU#there is no wrong way to be queer!#I love you tumblr queers#even when I had my first blog in 2014 when I was 12 it felt nice to have a space that made me feel like I was gonna be okay#thank you tumblr queers#trans#lgbtq#ftm#trans man#transgender#transgender man#transmasc#trans pride#donnieisaprettyboy#ftm problems#genderfluid#genderqueer#nonbinary
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i have never been immune to listening to cool songs and imagining my characters performing them because its cool as fuck but not actually being a canon part of their arc. however i think i fucked up and listened to fluff's playlist too much because now that might end up actually for real being a canon part of his arc
#head in hands like Whats Stopping Me. maybe fluff COULD form a shitty punk band......................#still very very undecided if i'll go through with it (it'll depend on how interested i am in actually writing that whole Process) but oough#these are certainly the consequences of me adding even more msi/fidlar songs to his playlist recently lmao#you wouldn't think it would be possible to add even more of those two specific bands but ohhhh i will always find a way apparently#worst part is i already know where in his overall arc this would happen AND i already have an idea for one of the other band members#(its a gothy crust/gutterpunk girl of course) (i need her bad of course)#ugghhh EDGE is supposed to be the musically inclined one these two cant KEEP HAVING SHIT IN COMMONNNN#at what point do i finally jusg fully commit to making fluff edge’s direct swap counterpart. it’s always been in the very back of my mind-#-as a possibility but i also like making them separate too much to full send it. esp since it might make it confusing-#that stretch ISN’T russ’s counterpart and was never meant to even parallel him in the same way#but i’m also rapidly getting sooo much more attached to all the parallels between fluff & edge idk how much longer i can escape it#sigh. anyway this is all to say i hate listening to music it does too much to my BRAIN!!!!!!!!!#fluff
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Pros: for the first time in four incredibly long years, I have my interests back! I can hyper fixate on things again! I can’t believe I’m having my first hyper fixation in FOUR YEARS again!
Cons: why did it have to be monster hunter, a notoriously difficult series of video games, why am I making dinner at 2:30 am.
#moontalk#juno hours#personal#don’t get me wrong I’m so happy to finally have my ability to hyperfixate back#didn’t even realize that’s one of the things I lost bc of this person until I realized#I was hyper fixating on monhun#it’s crazy bc I’m still trying to piece through all the things I lost for four fucking years#getting all these pieces of myself back has been so cool actually#Ive become closer to my coworkers to the point that they’re also my friends now#which is super cool#and it’s been wild finally letting them into my life more and letting people get to know me bc#I’ve been getting to know myself in the process#the person I lost four years ago#I missed me#altho I do need to like not let my hyperfixation overtake my entire life LMFAO#sorry to everyone who’s been patiently listening to monster hunter yapping#I owe you my soul and I love you forever
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🙂↕️🙂↕️okay okay okay so so far within the og divisions we have:
❤️: they strive for a world where words solve conflict. they pointedly did not use mics to express this. at the end of the track, they’re dynamic as brothers has shifted to a more equal dynamic, where ichiro doesn’t feel so compelled to raise them
💙: they strive for a world without violence and used their mics to resolve the conflict. at the end of the track, they reject their status quo and aim to find a new one to change the world without the use of violence
💛: wanted to be real with each other and used their mics to get that across. at the end of the track tho, they say that truth doesn’t really matter anyway and stay true to the selves they formed their bond with
🩶: a battle of wills using the mics. jakurai’s love for yotsutsuji manifested in the form of sacrificing himself and dohifu trying to stop him using their love for their bond as mtr. at the end of the track it’s that love that’s saved jakurai, healed hifumi and elevated doppo’s status at work
and things have changed for all they’ve stayed the same so i’m genuinely curious where nagosaka fits in this lol
#vee queued to fill the void#as i’m typing this i haven’t really processed the scope of mtr’s story lmao#like it may be bc i’m still a matenhoe forever and always but holy shit their love literally changed their lives#and seeing those threads come to a head like that literally made me want to projectile vomit LOL CAN NEVER FEEL NORMAL ABOUT AN MTR DT EVER#i want to draw!!!!!! the scene where sensei as calm and as at peace as he’s ever been!!!!!!!!#tell dohifu they may think him using the true hypnosis mic to save yotsutsuji is stupidity but to him!!!!!!#it’s literally the most important thing!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!! it’s the utter peace in his voice that literally kills me listening it!!!!!#doppo: with all due respect this boils down to your ego#sensei: my ego? well that certainly may be the case. it is i who will be saved by doing this#me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHHHGG#*sniffs* god hypmic has been insane for these tracks on god pls tell me i’m not the only one who sees how insane hypmic rn#and like??????????? wtf can dh and bat deal with??????? i wish i was big brained to see where nagosaka has been going towards lol#dh has to be setting the tone tho since lowkey???? tdd are paralleling with their 1st drb match ups lol bbmtc want basically the same thing#and fpmtr reaffirmed their bonds and identities in theirs#and like ‘the trio’ makes me think rosasa are finally going to punch rei in the face for ditching them lol#but it might be time for dh to enter in the plot frfr trying to get rei from doing stuff on his own#so does bat parallel that??? trying to stop kuukou from doing things on his own???? something else?????#bc hitoya is deadass the only who has interacted with the plot in any way lmao (kuukou too as a victim of the true hypnosis mic)#this is me processing things out loud gomen thanks for attending the ted tag vomit lmao
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amira !!!! 🤍🫂 i hope you have been doing well this week :] i have come to very eagerly ask for rinmira crumbs if that is okay !! the birthday art still lives in my head, and i wonder … how you two met and what led to such a cute birthday party ?! 🥹 and / or .. what were the first impressions of each other like ?! OR ANY rinmira crumbs hehe ( i am a bit greedy )
Evieeeeee!!! Hi my love I hope you’re doing amazing!! I actually have answered how we met before so I’ll link that here!!
As for what led to that bday party, it happens wayyy down in our relationship!! If you zoom in on that art you can see a ring on my left finger 🙈 so that party happens sometime after we get engaged.
I’d like to think he set up a surprise party for me the night before my bday after a long week. I’ve never had a surprise party and am usually the one making plans on my special day and this one year, I’m just not feeling it. So he takes it upon himself to do the party planning for me. There’s not a lot of ppl, just close friends (but that’s how I’d want it to be anyways).
He tells me he’s taking me out to dinner, hence the outfit, but then drives me to osamu’s place for a quick pitstop since rin wanted “to borrow one of his ties”. Except he goes up to samu’s building and five minutes later, calls me who’s waiting in the car, to come up too so I can help him pick the right tie. And that’s when everyone surprises me 🙈🙈 If you ask rinnie, he’ll tell you he got the best head of his life that night 🤭
First impressions!!!
I thought rin was hot from day one, but extremely intimidating. Therefore he became one of those crushes where you pretend the guy doesn’t exist lol
His first impression of me was that I was really pretty and that I looked nice. So he thought he’d come up to me, say hi and maybe some small talk but was met with me playing hard to get. Which he found so amusing bc he loves the chase. And thus I became that one cheerleader that suna rintaro always torments. Or as he would say it, “flirts with” lol But basically all of Inarizaki knows about how he won’t leave me alone and that I might look like I hate it but secretly enjoy his attention
#I’m so sorry this took me so long to respond to!!#sometimes I just get so excited when I see a question about one of my selfships that I open the ask. giggle about it. and then close it#and then I repeat whenever I open it again to answer#as you can see it’s not a very efficient process#anywaysssssss thank you for asking about rinmira!!!#he is so skdjskadkdkl to me. ya feel?#it’s so wild to think that less than a year ago I was still in denial over him#I kept him in my fwb selfship list for yearssss#and he’s finally out of that and onto the actual selfship list#(our selfship is very much inspired by this btw)#okie I’m gonna stop yapping now#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ selfship: rinmira
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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#sagittarius aiolos#I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure#and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ#even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor#but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life#or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god#yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will#always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ#so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m#they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo#theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]
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we got three four-hour stretches! the midnight feed was challenging as he peed all over himself mid-diaper change and was utterly inconsolable about it for five solid minutes after 😂 however we all survived this harrowing experience and slept soundly afterwards. he’s doing a great job now of soothing himself back to sleep after a feed which was such a struggle in the early weeks. hm okay my parents are back in town tonight so most of my goals today are house chores.
the day:
fold and put away clean laundry x 1
fold and put away clean laundry x 2
take dirty laundry downstairs
showerrr and do a hair mask
pick up mail
fill out forms to mail
wash bottles
meal plan
place grocery order
change sheets
5 min tidy kitchen
5 min tidy living room
make formula
make enchiladas
grocery pickup
visit liz
walk dogs (stroller or carrier walk)
finish reading this very long fic?? or put a significant dent in it anyway
#daily processing#he is five weeks tomorrow#my goal was to make it to six weeks of pumping and then reassess#it’s hard because he’s finally learning how to latch#but I’m just not producing enough to justify triple feeding (pumping + bottle + bf’ing)#so I think I’ll keep pumping 3-4x/day until six weeks next Monday#and then I’ll go down to one morning pump and will continue to let him latch as he shows interest#but I suspect my supply will dry up fast since it’s so low already#that’s ok! I feel kinda sad about it still but#I don’t think it matters that much in the grand scheme of things
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