#I’m so tired dawg
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Apologies for being MIA: I split with my agent, publishing is a nightmare, and other personal life stuff have made me feel burnt the fuck OUT. I love this community and this topic but god almighty does it feel Sisyphusian and demoralizing to try to convince publishers of a thriving market that already exists that a topic would do well and they just. Don’t believe you lol tldr capitalism sucks the soul out of all of us and kills all joy
#monster fucker#monster lover#monster fudger#terato#monster kink#terat0philliac#monster#monstrousdesire#monstrousdesirestudy#exophelia#publishing you pussy ass bitch you’re shooting yourself in the foot#publishing is a nightmare#publishing#i hate capitalism#I’m so tired dawg#monsterfucking
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The horrors. They grip me so. Let me loose oh grip of life
Anyway here’s Dante doodle
#ophelya speaks#project moon#limbus company#pjmoon#ophelya doodle#dante limbus company#dantehhh#dante lcb#I’m so tired dawg
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Why are Wally and Howdy so cute together??
Just something about em that fuels my wee small lil heart smhhh- their dynamic is so wacky yet simple it makes me crave more somehow 😔🥄🥄
Fuckin e e p y
#Ngl this took me some time to doodle dawg my brain is currently running at 2 centimeters an hour#Probably cause I didn’t sleep much smhh#Also side effect from howdy propaganda#Every time I see a sliver of howdy content my body feels like I overdosed in caffeine JSHDHDHDDJ#That is all#welcome home#welcome home wally#wally darling#Welcome home howdy#howdy pillar#welcome home julie#welcome home barnaby#barnaby b beagle#Howdy propaganda#Edit oh god I’m so tired that my dyslexia is gaslight gatekeep girlbossing me JDHDHDH#Wallypillar
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this isnt rlly a serious post more so than a thought I need to verbalize but like. there’s an INSANE difference between the fandom being like “hey what if jack was actually his age and got to be a little normal” vs y’all treating a grown ass man like he has to cover his ears when someone swears or sleep with a nightlight on because he’s afraid of the dark, and throwing the P word around to anyone who thinks he’s attractive. one of these things is not like the other.
#there’s a layer here about giving jack the childhood he specifically chose not to have#and ignoring his other choices because that’s just. idk a running theme with any character who struggles to have autonomy#but whatever idk#genuinely i think the past year or so that I’ve spent talking about this has burnt me out#either that or I’m just too fixated on VB to really care too much#like obviously I still care about it and wish more was done to help but it’s not really a warpath for me to walk currently#just.#I’m just tired dawg#it’s like talking to a deaf brick wall#please just do some research into infantilization I cannot keep having a one sided conversation with people who don’t care#spn#jack kline#baby jack#spn fandom#fandom critical#fandom ableism#tfw2.0#not even just ableism it’s the whole mischaracterization woobified bullshit all over again#and the using baby jack as a prop for everyone else but I digress#jack: *chose not to be a child and hates being seen as one and is more than willing to get violent if he thinks he has to*#y’all for some fucking reason: he’s just a widdle baby he can’t handle the scary movie he needs his daddies to take care of him#I’ve already said all these things before#i am tired. so tired
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oh my gosh it’s Minecraft story mode BRRRRRRR(internal screaming) time
#got the mcsm on my mind. Saw that fanmade trailer for that fanmade thing and I am so hype and excited#But I can’t do anything cause I’m too tired. The pain. The misery.#I want to play the game (I started playing it but never finished I think. So ig play it properly) and draw stuff dawg#But I really don’t think I’m gonna have the time for all that#Maybe I’ll have the time to play the witherstorm story full out#anywho. missing mcsm hours#I would watch someone else play it but I’ve already done that so I think it’s time I just play it myself.#Also usually when watching someone else I would like watch edited videos that just keep in the important story stuff but with mcsm#All of it is important story stuff so like. Really no use in that#mcsm#minecraft story mode#ack#text post
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AFest once again and I’m bringing moomintroll to con this time
@snufkins-left-boot this is going to be us in a few minutes. Traffic get the fuck outta the wayyyyyy ;-; i have somewhere to beeeeee
#wait ok but I just now realized my regular green backpack is perfect !!?!?#dawg I’m so scrambled brained because I’m excited and tired from my job the last few days#can’t wait to see you again my sweet !!#moomin#snufkin#animefest 2024#moomin cosplay
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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The binder anon hasn’t even asked me so I’m a fit of jealousy here is Normal Oak-Swallows-Garcia WITHOUT a binder. Thank you and goodnight.
#dndads#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies#I’m tired it’s bedtime dawg#normal oak#normal oak swallows garcia#I don’t like drawing normal actually so they’re so right for that but still
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Ngl I am about three minor inconveniences and one major incident away from the biggest crash-out the world has ever seen and I’m only 75% joking
#okay to reblog but only if you say funny shit in the tags#We’re fourteen days into this godforsaken year and I stg only one of them has been good#I have a huge thing at work and then Lent is soon#my eleven and a half year old dog died#all my irl friends are too busy to talk to me even in passing#my therapist is ghosting me!!#Jessica my therapist if you’re reading this please email me back#I straight up want to walk into the ocean dawg#i’m so tired
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depressed shrimp be like i’m gonna fucking krill myself
#shitpost#i’m so fucking tired dawg#i’m delirious with exhaustion#memes#shrimp#there’s a shrimp hashtag??#okay yeah whatever sure#sure might as well
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ayy mis lapicitos muy kawaiis que haría sin ustedes
#I am so very hungry and there isn’t any tomato sauce in my house. I want tomato sauce sandwich.#Fuck the tags bro I don’t care anymore I’m too tired#jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojo's bizarre adventure#doodle page#(I’m not tagging the characters and shi dawg)#I’m so done w shi rn#traditional art#Doodle page#doodles#Fuck the quality idgaf anymore#Im just rlly hungry and angry#And no I’m not eating a snickers they don’t make anything better I fucking hate those fuck you#(I’m sorry that was mean I’m just rlly hungry and angry rn I’m rlly not in my best mood today)#Also the shi I wrote in post was before I was hungry that’s why I was so silly and shi talking ab my cute pencil
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Tboy fagdyke tummy Tuesday dog boy edition (he/it)
#ftm nsft#ftm t4t#ftm ns/fw#ftm dogboy#tboy tummy#tboy tummy tuesday#tboy tuesday#tboy nsft#ok to rb#dawg I’m so tired but it’s ok bc I can’t miss tboy tummy Tuesday#anyway who wants to be my chew toy#nothing new pose or setting wise#but fun chew toy and one of two collars and also more hair
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so I’m just gonna be drawing curse exe until it’s my birthday:3
#idk how to tag this#trans rights are human rights#tumblr fyp#artists on tumblr#smh 😔😔😔#dawg idk#curse exe#i’m so tired#im not mentally stable#sketchbook#traditional art#sketch#yippee :3
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I’m supposed to move my stuff to my moms today but I’m so freaked out by having to tell my dad that I’m gonna stay with her I just keep putting it off and my mom keeps asking me why I’m not moving anything ….. this is so hard 😭 I feel so horrible
#I just woke up at noon. lame.#AND IM STILL TIRED#I don’t even know what I want anymore I don’t even know if I WANT to stay with her and I don’t#know if that’s just my guilt clouding my judgement. idk. I’m freaked out.#my mom is really excited about this cause she knows exactly how my dad is. I just feel so bad. it’s gonna hurt him but it’s also gonna hurt#my sisters that I’m not with them every day. but also. I’m 20. I could be across the country at school right now.#so what the hell is the correct choice..?#this seems so high stakes among my family but I know that in reality it’s not. but this is the equivalent to ..I don’t know#it’s like really intense for no reason. it’s so frustrating. IM LITERALLY STILL LIVING W MY PARENTS DAWG 😭#ITS NOT THAY BIF A DEAL… but to him it is. so that’s why it’s a big deal to me . so embarrassing don’t read this
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4 more days of work and I will be free…
#I’m so tired#it’s gonna be WORTH IT it’s WORTH IT I will be GLAD I DID THIS when the hours show up in comp#but jebus I’m so tired dawg#I’m gonna sleep my entire day off and yk what I earned it so fucka u#arty escapades
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NOBODY WAS GONNA TELL ME IT WAS THAT EPISODE OF JJK TODAY??? OHH I HAVE WHIPLASH IM SO SAD :( the anime is moving too fast :’(
#MY BABIES#MY SWEET BABIES#IT WAS SO SAD WHEN I FIRST READ IT BUT ANIMATED?#JESUS CHRIST MAPPA#WHAT THE FUCK DAWG#IM SO SICK#IM SOOOO FUCJING SICK#AND THE SCENE W THEM BRUSHING HIS HAIR#IM TIRED#MAPPA WTFFFF#I HATE THIS SHIT#when shibuya was coming out i took a break from the manga cuz i got so upset#AND ITS ONLY ABOUT TO GET WORAE#I DONT WANNA WATCH THIS SHIT#when nobara… yea might fr take a break after that i’m too tired to deal w this shit#god#i hate bitch ass fucking sukuna#gege is an evil man alright#fuck this stupid ass fucking anime bro i’m IN DISTRESS#xi talks#jjk spoilers
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