#I’m so fucking angry lmao
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#warrior nun#netflix#warrior nun netflix#alba baptista#kristina tonteri young#simon barry#ava silva#I’m so fucking angry lmao
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bro i got so frustrated at how bad this print session is going that i started crying. i didn’t even know i was that mad. can you chill out
#i’m so fucking hot and sweaty even though i opened my window and it’s blowing 48 degree air at me#i had to take my glasses off because i was so angry at how they kept trying to fall off my face#this sucks. all my prints are also coming out bad. lmao. why am i doing this#ok whatever back to work 👍#chatpost
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depressed because i am still hyperfixating on steddie and st in general but i’m just so burnt out. i can’t even recover from the burnout bc i just keep having to work and i can’t afford to not work. i can never just rest. so i have no energy to think about anything fun or even draw or write which i WANT to do!!! i just feel like a failure idk 😔 i know it isn’t like my responsibility to provide content but i like being active in fandoms!! i just have 0 energy to even do anything bc im so depressed and that just makes me more depressed 😭
#just want to crawl into a small hole and die#i need to take a break but i can’t AFFORD TO TAKE A BREAK#i have so many fucking bills#all the time#and rent#and groceries holy fuck#spent nearly 60 the other day for ONE meal prep#god what i would give to have been born into money so i didn’t have to work like this#i know others have it worse but i am allowed to be frustrated and tired and angry and i am#i feel like i’m not into st/steddie anymore and then see something and#get a rush of dopamine or whatever like i just did some drugs#but then i go back to default tired and numb state#i’m just so tired#so i know the hyperfixatuon is still there but the energy#to engage with anything at all#is not#and it fucking sucks and makes me feel worse kndao#lmao*#idk how i fucked that up so bad
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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Wrong #630
No, it’s absolutely precious that you found a cat that loves shoes as much as Baobhan Sith does, that’s not the question here
The question I want answered is what universe you live in where you think letting any animal lay on Baobhan Sith’s precious high heels is an action that will end in anything other than pain for you
#whathasangramainyudonewrong#angra mainyu#angry mango#fgo#so. we lost one of our cats today. he passed away early this morning at home. the cat in this picture is him actually#his name was Dexter and he very much loved lying on our shoes lmao#we’re all going to miss him but he’s not in pain anymore so I’ll be happy for that at least#plus on the drive home from a family beach walk to get everyone out of the house we saw a double rainbow like 5 minutes from home#so I’m convinced that the cat afterlife Dex found himself in is based and cool as fuck and that he’s happy#I hope he’s happy. I hope we made him happy. we all loved him very much#enough that almost 14 years with him wasn’t nearly long enough
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warning: gonna be an asshole real quick. (also my opinion is my own, i don’t speak for anyone else, etc. )
ok but we have so many dynamics here within our own team. real, strong bonds. plus uhh proximity? idk why there are ppl with a foot in both sides solely due to fictional ships. like i’ll make it easy for u. if u don’t know who to root for and are “conflicted” then just go ahead and root for the other team. after the behavior they displayed today if that hasn’t made up ur mind then maybe i don’t want even half of ur support for my team
#not tagging bc i don’t want everyone to see this#also i’m def speaking from an angry/emotional place so shdjdjs#i’m at the point where. it’s the FINALS. i read fics n stuff so i know it’s fun but like#so much intent to injure and cheap shots today. i don’t feel like this is the time to be cutesy about ships rn#maybe in the summer when it’s all said and done? idk i probably don’t make any sense#i’m such a hypocrite bc i’ll never shut up about the sashamatty of it all lmao#i guess cuz of the game im just!!! like fuck those guys i’m not thinking about them fucking nasty#i’m thinking about how we’re going to kick their ass and get the ***#i feel like this will piss people off and might be a hot take. rly putting myself out there to get burned at the stake 😭#might delete later
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Cool. So I guess this really was my hero academia or whatever the fuck ever
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#trying to be normal and sane about one of my fav mangas being ruined in 5 literal chapters it’s fine#wkwksjskjsskjsks like oh my god#that shit w the new character and the old lady who ignored tenko???????????#like in what world. is that like#truly have never been so angry abt something actually like lmao fuck u#SORRY JUST LIKE WHAT?????? WHAT ARE WE DOING???????#‘a world where heroes have more free time’ and hero society is exactly the same and kei has maybe possibly the most busy job of all now#(and also the job of the people who literally groomed him)#but it’s fine because ?????? idek actually?????#when they had endeavor sit beside dabi’s death bed until he inevitably dies with no regard to what he wants I thought#it can’t get any worse right:)#hA.#okay anyways. I’m stealing these characters#tenko I would have done tons of cocaine with u and kept u alive forever#lmao sorry#ghost thoughts
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I say this with the deepest sense of hatred imaginable, fuck this article
#‘read more’ no I don’t think I will#hey google why was this a recommended article. wanna tell me why that is. wanna tell me why you thought I’d like this shit#there’s a difference between an opinion piece and literal ableism lmao fuck you man#this especially hits a nerve for me because I was a quote unquote snobby kid who was really just autistic#yeah hate to break it to you but I wasn’t locking myself in my room everyday and destroying things and screaming because I was bored#it was because I had debilitating anxiety and sensory overload that I didn’t understand or know how to deal with#pretty funny how the ‘snobby’ behavior stopped almost the second I got on meds and learned coping skills. huh. interesting#actually fuck this by the way this makes me so angry I can’t even verbalize it#yes there are kids who are just Being Kids. but ever stop to consider that maybe they’re going through something they can’t verbalize#saying that autistic behaviors are bratty is So fucking damaging. ppl will internalize it and turn that stress towards themselves#meltdowns that would’ve otherwise been outward get internalized and start self destructive behavior#my fucking source? points at myself#and using the term ‘functioning’ also pisses me the hell off#yeah I’m ‘high functioning’ until I’m Not and I can’t talk or move#also Nobody is just handing out autism diagnoses left and right to random kids who are defiant sometimes#my brother in Christ I would like to see a source for that. where’s the proof that this is happening other than rising autism rates#fuck you fuck you and most importantly actually just plain fuck you#I’ve been treated like shit by total strangers because I have selective mutism. that shit is traumatic#I wasn’t fucking Misbehaving when an old fuck starting publically yelling at me and berating me because I didn’t say hi back to him#I wasnt being ‘defiant’ when I could barely leave my fucking room for weeks afterwards and had panic attacks every fucking day#why the fuck would anyone let this article be published#tw ableism#so sorry for not being ladylike! it’s not the Victorian era you dipshit! I’m not trying to be rude I am autistic#but apparently autism doesn’t work like that so oh ok I guess I’m just a bad person. thanks for confirming my suspicions
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….fucking Spotify requires you to buy more fucking audiobook credits????
#ooc. o kaptain.#[me: finds a single thing that gives me serotonin. that thing: lmao $$$$$$$$$$$#so fucking angry. I went to literally play it and it was like ☺️ buy more audiobook credits!!! are you fucking??? serious???? what is this#shit ‘insert token to listen to audiobook’???? I PAY for your PREMIUM SUBSCRIPTION YOU FUCKS. goddamn it. GODDAMN IT. I just can’t enjoy a#goddamn single thing in this life. today. TODAY it needed to do this to me. after we find out a million messy things about my aunt’s#disability leave. this is so rad. I love having a life that’s not a fucking life it’s just a goddamn void. trying desperately to enjoy#anything but I assume within ten minutes it’ll tell me I’m paywalled even if I’m in a fucking park smoking a j. I want to go somewhere. I#want to go fucking anywhere. I want to scream into nowhere for the next nine hours for so many reasons but all I can do is stare. genuinely#wish I could have a five minute goddamn break. I’m so tired I’m so tired I’m so tired. waiting constantly for every good thing to fall apart#because WHY WOULDNT IT? OF COURSE IT WILL.]#negativity /
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Good morning, baby~😏💕
Good morning!! ♡ I woke up late and had to quickly run to watch the new episode but…
skrREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
My mans. My man’s so attractive. Why did my pussy clench when I saw him that angry. He’s so strong. Please take it out on me Nanami Kento 🙏🧎♀️
God and look at those shoulders…. He’s so big….. aaaaahhhh 🫠🫠
#I…. im crazy#literally malfunctioning#they animated it so beautifully#🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤#I’m shocked#bc I usually don’t like the whole angry thing#bc I’m sensitive and would literally cry if they looked the slightest bit angry towards me#BUT NANAMI KENTO!!!!! there’s a tsunami between my legs#he can take his stress out on me anytime anywhere#and pull my hair#god just imagine this muscles of his flexing as he fucks hard into you…..#*those#hasahh aaah… heeehhee 🤤#sorry I’m done being crazy lmao!!#crimsonkenjii answers#jjk spoilers#jjk season 2
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seasonal affective disorder? I barely know ‘er
#*angry NJ accent* why don’t u seasonally affect MY ASS. *begins sobbing*#fuck guys I’m so sad lmao 😭#personal
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The Fang Vote doll doesn’t ship out until February 2024??? What the actual fuck is Mattel smoking 💀
An ugly 100 dollar that you won’t get until next year?? Tf??
#the ghoulia doll ships out in may#that’s understandable imo#but next YEAR??#im glad I didn’t get her tbh#that’s fucking ridiculous#monster high#they probably won’t do another fang vote if she doesn’t do well#but honestly maybe that’s a good thing. if they can’t even match the doll to the design we fucking VOTED FOR#I’m so angry and I don’t even try to get her lmao
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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??
#not gonna inflict my ramblings onto someone else’s post so just making a text post for myself#but oh my god#what the fuck?#maybe I’m not a hardcore metroidvania fan but I like them well enough#do I suck that badly at games now?? am I old to the point that my hands can’t do this shit????#did I just somehow fuck myself at some point???#because wow this feels kind of sadistic????#and not even in the fun kind of way?????#like I think I’d rather submit myself to fear and hunger again rather than continue where I am now in hk#idk maybe I’m missing something#but I just got wall jump and was so happy until I fell down to where you can challenge those mantis dudes#got myself out of there but then as I was exploring northwest I keep dying and reviving from the fucking bouncy balls over water#and the normal mantis mobs are also kicking my ass?#and dont even get me started on the weird tentacley nuclear bomb mushroom things those are just bullshit#AND THEN AS I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME EXPLORING HEADING TOWARDS A SAVE BENCH I GET DROPPED INTO DEEPNEST??????#WHAT KIND OF JUMPSCARE BULLSHIT??????????#AND THE FUCKING COCKROACHES THAT NEVER SEEM TO STOP SPAWNING KILL ME#and then I see how fucking far back I’ve been dropped in the corner of fungal wastes#and I try jumping through the fucking bouncy balls again#and I die and lose my money#I can’t fucking do this shit anymore y’all holy fucking shit#the number of times I’ve died and restarted from that fucking fungal wastes bench I am so sick of it 💀#legit I think this is the first time I’ve rage quit a game#it’s been a while since a game’s actually made me this angry I want to fucking throw something 😂#the willpower and self control I needed to not chuck my pro controller across the room…#if I didn’t have neighbors and a unit below me I’d be throwing shit for sure though#but instead I must smack pillows against my mattress in a rage 😂#I think I hate the ‘go back to where you died to get back your money’ punishment system… like legit I actually really really hate it.#I do think the game is fun and I know I’ll probably quickly gain the money… but it feels like the game’s telling me I fucking suck lmao#suffice to say I will not be playing any more hollow knight for the foreseeable future 💀
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going insane over the fact that happiness and care and concern and love is underneath every interaction between newt and hermann in pacific rim
#HEAR ME OUT. they’re introduced and newt and being a groupie and behind him hermann is all huffing and rolling his eyes and shaking his#head but he’s Not Angry. no. he jumps to defend newt albeit in a somewhat mocking and sarcastic way BUT THE THOUGHT IS THERE. and then when#hermann is rambling on about numbers being the handwriting of god newt is in the background smiling and laughing and making silly#hand motions and yes the hand motion was a bit mocking BUT THATS THEIR WHOLW THINF. anyways i’m not done. when newt drifts with the kaiju#and pentecost is there talking to him and hermann and newt r yelling back in forth u can hear the unease and shakiness in their voices and#especially the frustration in hermanns. he’s frustrated abt newt risking his life and is worried abt that which translates out in anger.#and yeah maybe he’s salty abt being proven wrong too lmao. BUT CONTINUING ON. stacker could have just told newt to go to hannibal chau and#he would have done it. but instead they watch the film of him on HERMANNS computer as HERMANN controls the computer to look at the film. if#thé film was shown it was for a reason. newt doesn’t seem like the type to need reassurance abt chau before he goes. he was willing to die#for his trash drift. and stacker gave him the card and info so there’s no need to do anything else. the video is most likely there for the#viewers but it needs a reason to be there in the show. hence my reasoning that HERMANN asked to see it out of concern for newt who would be#doinf this alone. hermann demanded to see some proof to reassure himself. stacker having the card on him makes sense. him having that bulky#tape doesn’t. meaning hermann pressured him into leaving getting the tape and coming back to show him. anyways one more bit. so the drift.#hermann is clearly scared out of his mind and thinking abt the impending triple event. yet he still drifts with newt he does it to protect#him to take part of the neural load. and it takes a toll on hermann it makes a big enough mess of his brain that he ends with him bleeding#and shaking and sweating and coughing and throwing up. and he knew it would take a toll. he knew it would be a lot he’s seen the jaegers.#he’s seen what happens. he knows it will be rough. he knows it’ll be much worse for him who wasn’t drifted then for newt who has. yet he#still does it to help newt and to show his care and trust and concern and love and THEYRE DRIFT COMPATIBLE U DONT UNDERSTANDABLE HOW#EMOTIONAL I AM OVER THIS FUCKING OVER THEM#anyways one last thing. the way that they full body slapping each other on the back bear hugged when the throat collapsed (they were behind#herc and tendo so it was a little hard to see. i missed it the first time) in pure adrenaline happiness before we see the quiet tender hug#when they know everything is over for good (for now at least) when it’s time to celebrate when it time to think abt their drift and their#bond and their relationship and their LOVE. i’m so ok abt them rn actually#toad.txt#i wish i wrote this in a keep reading bit and not the tags now. anyways#pacific rim#pacific rim spoilers#newton geiszler#hermann gottlieb#newmann
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one day my oldest sister is gonna stop making me sad and cry all the time
today is not that day lmao
#rambling#‘I know what to do when I’m angry—but idk what to do when I’m just fucking sad. man I gotta unpack that in therapy’#<- literal quote from me calling Kyle to debrief lmao#ain’t nothing to do but be sad and work on not feeling like that I guess LMAOOO#I’m ready to be home. and in my own bed#and get. so so so so so high and silly with my partner lmao
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