#I’m sick right now too
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Guess who just got done playing Santa Fe on my trumpet tehe
#I’m sick right now too#newsies#92sies#newsies broadway#idk man#newsies 1992#jack kelly#newsies musical#i love newsies#santa fe#trumpet
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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….
a few recent commissions ⬇️
been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!
#i’m like out of options LOL#like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT#my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it’s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways#i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me#and be worse off than before#sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted#i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now#mine#arty art
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i know, i know, jj is so fucking strong and she perseveres despite everything she’s gone through, i know, but fucking hell my heart is breaking over and over for her
the far away look in her eyes
the constant fidgeting to keep herself present
the way she only has the bare minimum amount of skin showing, even to where she’s covering her hands
my heart hurts for her so much and she’s forcing herself to deal with all of this alone
#even the way holly describes sydney’s troubles#and the camera focuses on jj when holly says she cries most nights#and it’s just fucking tearing me apart#that entire scene especially tore me apart#and i wonder how much of sydney’s emotions and reactions mirror jj’s own since finding out about baugate#this storyline is one of the most devastating ones in the show#second only to rosalyn and fucking 11 year old jj being the one to find her#jennifer jareau i want to put you in my pocket and protect you forever#if anyone comes at me for this#leave me be!!!#jj is so fucking strong she’s one of the strongest people on the team#both emotionally and physically#but fucking CHRIST she is SUFFERING so bad right now and it’s gut wrenching to see#i’m sick thinking about next episode#about how she’s forced to work face to face more with a man that violated her in one of the most horrific ways possible#and what happens when she finds out emily green lit that#i’m sick#SICK#jennifer jareau#jennifer jj jareau#emily prentiss#criminal minds#cme spoilers#criminal minds evolution spoilers#criminal minds spoilers#cm spoilers#criminal minds evolution#CME writers enough is enough!!!!#the jemily angst/hurt storyline is too much!!!!
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i typically don’t post “off topic” since this is a blog with a very specific focus, but i can’t just post on here business-as-usual as if i didn’t just spend a significant amount of my afternoon learning about and crying for the family of a palestinian girl who just learned that most of her loved ones are dead.
a common refrain on this blog has been “we are hurting, we are dying, please pay attention.” so i feel the need to stress now that if you’ve ever heard and listened to that sentiment coming from me about my community and the violence we’ve faced, i need you to hear it now and listen to it now when it comes a thousand times more desperately from the mouths of palestinians in the face of the atrocities that are taking their homes, communities, and lives away. i need to make it abundantly clear that if you see what i talk about here and agree and support it but you won’t extend that same solidarity to the palestinians who need it now, you’ve entirely missed the point.
i also want to stress that you cannot let yourself fall for the propaganda that tries to pit queer and trans people against palestinians. there are queer and trans palestinians and their lives are also being destroyed. they exist and they are part of this family and we need to show up for them and their families. so please keep in mind that every time someone says “if you were queer or trans in palestine you would be killed,” what you’re hearing is an attempt at distracting you from who’s actually killing the queer and trans people in palestine.
i’m one of many people who feel incredibly out of their depth thinking about all of this, and i know that even once i’m better educated, i’ll never stop feeling deeply unqualified to talk about it in depth. i get feeling like you don’t understand it, i get feeling like you can’t do anything about it.
but you don’t need to understand every nuance of the politics or know every bit of the history or feel like an expert in it to give a shit. you can and should(!!!!!!!) learn more and find ways that you can contribute, but in the meantime, the absolute least any of us can do is not look away from this. you don’t need to be an expert to see the tragedies unfolding in front of us and know that they are wrong.
i’ll never forget that girl’s family. i’ll never forget the beautiful babies in those pictures who never got to grow up, or the aunts and uncles and grandparents who were taken before their time. i never knew them, but i felt their loss and cried for them and i will never forget them. they and the countless others like them deserved so much better, and those who are still surviving deserve freedom.
so if you’ve ever fought for my community or any other community facing violence, i better fucking see you fighting for palestinians now.
#free palestine#save gaza#boycott israel#ceasefire now#somebody close to me is at a protest for palestine right now and i wish i could be there too#but alas i am sick and it would be irresponsible to potentially spread it to that many people#i probably won’t talk about this much here beyond this but i needed to make sure i said something#i couldn’t just keep posting as if this isn’t happening and as if i’m not engaging with it#as i said i’m not the most knowledgeable yet but that’s no excuse for total silence#especially because this blog is the biggest active following i have pretty much anywhere right now#that’s something i’m trying to get better about and i figured now is as good a time as any to start
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I know my answer but I want a public consensus
#vae talks too much#I ammm sick right now 🤕 so this is what I’m using my time for 🤧#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk x reader#jjk gojo#jjk writing#choso kamo#jjk au#nanami kento#nanami headcanons#ITS SUGURU GETO.#geto suguru x reader#suguru x reader#suguru geto headcanons#satoru gojo headcanons#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#toji headcanons#toji x reader#choso headcanons#choso x reader#choso fluff#suguru geto x reader#jujutsu kaisen geto#gojo satoru x reader#gojo saturo#gojo fluff#ryomen sukuna
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Till has to have known Ivan had a crush on him right. He's not that oblivious. He didn't think Ivan was trying just to bro it out with him like bros do right. He didn't think they were just pals palling around. He didn't think that his very much straight friend Ivan was just asking for a kissy right.
I feel like this Alien Stage Friday post is going to come back to haunt us later
THIS ALIEN STAGE FRIDAY IS GONNA HAUNT ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!1!!
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Honestly, I don’t know WHAT is rattling around in Till’s skull.
He may not know that Ivan likes him in the same way that he likes Mizi, but I hope he doesn’t think this is average bro behavior 💀
Kissing your guy friends isn’t just “guys being dudes” Till! That’s guys being gay!! (Or bisexual, at the very least)
And also, what the FUCK Ivan?!?
You think the guy who considered KISSING YOU as a BIRTHDAY PRESENT doesn’t care about you AT ALL????? 🤨
Till wasn’t in Anakt Garden chatting it up with fucking Acorn like “Yeah bro when’s your birthday? I’ll kiss you on the mouth as a gift, no tongue tho.” IT’S JUST YOU.
If any other guy even thought about asking Till to kiss them, he would probably punch their lights out. Actually, I’m surprised he didn’t punch YOUR lights out!!
But the fact that he didn’t means SOMETHING!!!
You think Till wouldn’t be TRAUMATIZED over you SACRIFICING YOURSELF FOR HIM after KISSING HIM LIKE YOU ASKED FOR YEARS AGO?????????? LIKE HE’S NOT GONNA REMEMBER THAT SHIT?????????
#they make me SICK#i hate them (i’m unfortunately lying)#this completely recontextualizes round 6 in a way i was not prepared for#i’ve taken so much psychic damage at this point#i need to be heavily sedated for the next 72 hours#sorry if this is all over the place#i’m word vomiting all of the thoughts trapped in my brain right now#also sorry for so much caps lock#just imagine me screaming those words for emphasis#alien stage#alnst#alien stage friday#alnst friday#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivantill#alnst ivantill#ivantill#and you don’t have to squint this time#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis answers#ivanttakethis talks too much
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i just realized the bait that harry gifted dale is the same color as his eyes….oh i hope i pass out foreverrr 😭😭😭
#HOW DOES HE HAVE HINTS OF ORANGE/RED IN THERE TOO LIKE#WHO ELSE WAS SCARED.#i’m so sick#like are we serious right now#dale#dale cooper#special agent dale cooper#twin peaks#trucoop#sheriff truman#sheriff harry truman#i’m so dizzy#cant they just kiss
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hey! sometimes it’s not necessary to share your opinion <3
#and especially not if it’s insulting anyone’s appearance#i’m so sick of seeing people say that finn had a “downgrade”#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#“well he’ll probably never see it”#does that matter????#beauty is subjective but that does not give you any right to call anyone ugly#saying that they’ve gotten progressively “uglier” as the years go by#because you know how actually fucked up that is#and this goes for noah too. do i need to say it again? i will.#“well he’s probably not going to see it”#IT DOESNT MATTER. HE MIGHT.#and with everything he’s going through lately seeing so much of the fandom insulting his appearance too#well#i know that would hurt#and using “they’re so ugly” as a reason to why you want mileven endgame#nobody actually gives a fuck. i am so serious#it is disgusting how often this happens#“i don’t like them as people anyway”#you don’t have to but GOD you don’t need to insult their appearance repeatedly#no one should ever have to go online and be judged about things they can’t control by fans of the show they’re in#SO STOP DOING IT.#finn wolfhard#noah schnapp#byler#stranger things#stranger things 5#and this is such a problem#for some reason when someone become famous apparently now it’s ok to insult everything about them#well it’s not. so stop.#hellinhawkins
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look i love and support the classics nerd jason headcanon as much as the next person but i know deep in my heart that rather than being a “i worship the ground austen walks on” classics nerd he’d 100% be a fitzgerald/hemingway snob
#please tell me you guys know what i mean#also i am just sort of sick of people reducing jason’s classics interests to just austen THERES SO MUCH MORE OUT THEREEEE#if he was in my us modernism class i know i’d hateeee his knowledgeable ass#i’d be like damn he is so right but why he gotta say it like that#now the real question is……. who does he like more fitzgerald or hemingway#i’m gonna say fitzgerald because i HATE hemingway#english major ramblings sorry#(also he’d like 1984 just a little too much)#dc comics#jason todd#batman#dc#red hood#jason todd headcanon
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I was dead asleep and woke up like a fucking zombie with the thought of “I wonder if when people go to Danny’s Grave to offer their condolences or whatever people do, if Danny can only hear it when he is a ghost.” I’m imagining it like an answering machine, you don’t actually know the message unless you play it back. This idea has probably been said before, but it’s 4 a.m and I’ve written 6 college papers in the last 24 hours. I wasted good sleep for this random bunny.
This premise lies solely on the fact of Danny actually having a grave stone, for people to go to.
That being said, a lot of people don’t go to Cemeteries every time they think of someone who passed away. Personally, with my Great Grandmother, when I want to remember her I bring out her old cookbooks and make her favourite recipes. And I talk to her the entire time I’m cooking. Especially during Harvest Fest.
So, in that mindset, can Danny hear everything people say when they’re remembering him? Cause that could get really annoying really fast for a boy who’s still half alive.
Like he’s partnered up with Wes on a Chemistry project and all that’s going through his head when he’s fighting a ghost when they’re supposed to meet up is “Danny Fenton, Danny Phantom, why isn’t he here already? I didn’t see a ghost on the news” or something like that. Don’t judge the dialogue literally have had 2 hours of sleep the last 3 days cause of work and classes.
Someone please, if this is a thing and there are fics about it drop them in the comments. Is that pick me? To ask you to comment? Anyways, i should try and get back to bed.
This is not proofread and I didn’t even put on my glasses for it, so if it’s clunky/there are misspelled words, no there aren’t.
#still don't know how to tag properly#adhd#danny fenton#danny phantom#wes weston#can you tell I’m tired?#not proof read#seriously drop fics in the comments#I didn’t even expand on the og idea#too late now#i’m too tired for this#asking my brain why#I’m also so sick right now#on three different meds to help me get better so the meds might be playing a key role in whatever the hell this is#I’m not sorry for it#I just wish it was more thought out ya know#my cat is laying on my legs#I can never move again#I forgot what this was about for a second#honestly just shoot me#I still have 3 papers to write tomorrow;;#who said uni was fun? it isn’t
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i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick
#nothing quite like being reminded how disposable you are#during the pandemic that set the stage for everyone to show exactly how much they don’t care about disabled people#i’m tired of people not taking this shit seriously and i’m incredibly angry about it#because i know y’all who are reckless and ignorant and think you’re invincible are going to be the same ones begging to be let in#when they ultimately become disabled too.#and you know what? i’m not ready to give those people grace yet#been screaming it for years but nobody listens until it’s too late#have already had people with obvious long covid who spouted ableist rhetoric this entire pandemic#come to me asking for advice#and honestly? i don’t think you deserve advice#i have so much empathy but i’m TIRED#i don’t fucking care anymore i get that we’ve been lied to this entire time but if you actually wanted to do the research you would#and since i know nobody cares about protecting others#i think you would at least care about protecting yourself considering how selfish you’ve proven yourselves to be#this is at the entire world and everyone who refuses to wake up to the fact that we are screwed#disabled people have been telling you this entire time and it’s still a fuckimg joke#and it will only become serious when it affects them directly#i’m so angry right now#and honestly? if you feel like this is about you at all? in any way? that’s your sign#do fucking better. TEST WHEN YOURE SIXK#stop fucking going out when you’re sick unless it’s necessary#i’m so so tired
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In the tags.
#Honestly just not feeling that great right now#Not in a ‘Oops! Looks I’m sick today.’ way. Just feeling really down I guess. Sad—upset—whatever the right word would be#I don’t know#Just not great#And there’s just so much stressing me out too#Feel free to ignore this stuff#Vent#Recently I just keep feeling so bad#And I’ve just got no clue as to what to do#Not a quote#Not Finding Frankie#There’s always a time where I’m like ‘Wow! Blorbo being here would be nice’#But I doubt that would ever actually do much#I’m not good with my words#Long story short: sad and stressed
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Fema aid station inside a closed Lego store in the mall #floodcore
#today I h#i have discovered that the barnes and noble in the mall near work is a good place to hide from all my friends and my roommates#because. without exception. all my friends who read abhor the commercialism of the big box bookstore#and all my friends who don’t care about commercialism straight up don’t read.#I hate the commercialism in here too but the cafe has a booth and I am just getting my grubby mitts on all their merchandise and not#spending a dime.#ok this is the first time I’m doing this. this isn’t a habit I just do not want to be at home rn for reasons of I’m a loser and people are#pregaming for a massive dj set that I’m mercilessly beating myself up over not wanting to go to#it’s more complicated than that obviously there are years old interpersonal things at play but I’m really sick of my one roommate’s#commentary on my social life right now#as if I’m not so fucking sad a bunch of my friends just left! aughhhh ok well it’s me and this contemporary bestseller against the world#hurricane helene
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wwwwggh curling up against your f/o on a cold winter night and loosely wrapping yourselves around each other. pressing your face to their chest and hearing their heart beat and their soft breaths. feeling them relax as they fall asleep and getting to watch their features soften and ease. falling asleep feeling all warm and safe snuggled up to them…….
#marigoldshipping#i got sick again don’t look at me i’m being patbetjc sbdnf v#going to get melv sick with me. planning his downfall. if one of us gets sick the other has to as well it’s customary#thinking of listening to his heartbeat and just feeling his warmth is really comforting i don’t know how to put it into words…#it’s cold and harsh outside and you used to be that way too but now you’re warm and soft with me. something or other i guess#anyway#of course i’m going to smother him it’s like -10 outside right now. scary#natural heater……
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Tagged by @hypahfixations and @sentientsky (about a million years ago lol)
Tagging @darlsbardlife, @enokitaki, @galwithalibrarycard, and @fuzzyhairedfreak :)
#currently fistfighting the 80 character limit on poll options btw#anyway I’m sick right now and I can’t face doing homework so instead I’m finally freeing this from my drafts lmao#also as always lmk if you don’t want to be tagged#captainswan618 talks too much
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pleaseeee for the love of god don’t let me be sick…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#still just congestion. but it’s such bad congestion that my entire face hurts#it kept me up all night too. i had to sleep with a tissue in my nose#so now i’m sleep deprived and hurting and congested#if i’m sick i’ll have to call my doctor about it bc i’m on the prednisone#and then i’ll have to figure out if i should start tapering down the rest of the way#i’m on a low dose but… if i taper down too fast i’m gonna go through withdrawals#and that’s gonna suck. and could cause another flareup#which could mean another hospitalization. or another withdrawal from school…#i don’t think i’m running a fever. but the rest of my family is acting like i got this from them#bc they’ve been experiencing congestion too#but like. it’s winter. in a different state. surely it’s just bad hay fever right#please please please don’t let me have an infection. please for the love of god#fuck. i’m fully scared about it i won’t lie#might go to my parents and freak out at them. for Support#i really don’t want to let my aunt know bc she dotes really hard#which is like. sweet. but it’s way too much and i can’t deal with it on top of alla this
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