#I’m really trying
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if you ever catch me using past and passed wrong, please just know that i am very stupid
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you guys mean you don’t fuck with slappy the dummy? smh.
#Goosebumps#slappy the dummy#ive only seen the 2015 movie and started the old tv series#But I’m working on it#I’m really trying
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My dryer broke while my laundry was going (of course) AND tried to murder this top by mutilating its straps. But today, Satan said yes bc this top does not quit and it is definitely built for sin 😈
If you can help:
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#going feral again#r4v3nr0s3#I’m barely holding on at this point#I’m really trying#i’m just exhausted#me#bustier#leather#kink and leather#leather kink
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Ugh Episode 3 of the Expanse season 3 and its more of the dude I don’t like talking. This is not going well for my effort to finish this series.
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i spent half the day working on the next chapter and i’m still working on it. i’m just trying to make sure it’s written the way i like so i’m sorry it’s taking forever. here’s something to hold you over though 🫡
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#why am I such a disappointment#it’s like I do nothing right#I just told my dad that I applied for a part time tutoring position#I was proud of myself#been struggling to find a job#yet what does he do#goes off on me#about not getting a job this summer#says I really disappointed him#I’m trying to find a teaching job#this is my last summer before I’m full force in the work force#I just wanted to enjoy that freedom#don’t have much on my resume#but only cause my parents said a job could wait#as long as I’m in school#didn’t mention that rule#didn’t apply for graduate school#i’m trying#i’m really trying#but it’s hard to get motivated#i feel like I’m never enough#and can’t share the things I’m proud of#cause then he just goes off on me#and it makes me feel so worthless#so stupid#such a disappointment#nobody cares though#26 unemployed and uninsured#just needed to rant
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finally finish 41-60 of my ranking of the 100 best beatles songs
drumroll please….
41. God
42. Give Me Love (Give Me Peace)
43. Arrow Through Me
44. Live And Let Die
45. Nobody Told Me
46. I Live For You
47. Say Say Say
48. Let Me Roll It
49. I’m Losing You
50. Put It There
51. This Song
52. Souvenir
53. Isolation
54. The Song We Were Singing
55. Deep Blue
56. Nineteen Hundred and Eighty-Five
57. Letting Go
58. Working Class Hero
59. My Love
60. Ballad of Sir Frankie Crisp (Let It Roll)
#sorry ringo#i’m really trying#this is hard work#john lennon#paul mccartney#george harrison#the beatles#rolling stone magazine
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Yesterday I decided that I needed to learn how to actually draw more realistic eyes. Here is my attempt so far…
#andrew minyard#the foxhole court#I’m really trying#and this will be part of a bigger piece#if all goes well#I’ve struggled with flat eyes before#the whites had no shape before#I’m hoping I’m actually succeeding this time around#rainsoakedhello sketches
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Hey, so I decided my goal for next year is to actually post somewhat consistently on my platforms.
That being the case, to try and motivate myself, I created a patreon.
If you want more art, writing, so on, from me. feel free to pledge…or don’t. I’m going to try my best to post either way.
#patreon#advertising#art#writing#videos#fandom trash#no idea how to tag this#sorry#i’m really trying#i swear
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me struggling to fulfill my one task per day regiment like ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
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On hiatus rn b/c school is tryna end me before I even have a good posting schedule set up (is that a thing that we do fanfic writers? Do we normally have those? Because I don’t have my life together.) I’m trying tho. I haven’t even had time to open Tumblr for the past two months so, yeah, it’s a bit rough. Love you guys tho! Trying to come back as soon as I can!
#i miss this so much#i’m really trying#i swear!#pls be patient with me#i’m just a girl#in school#without proper sleep#and I have no idea what I’m doing
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Turns out if you sit down and have an honest conversation sometimes people are actually more understanding and gain a new perspective into who you are.
#absolutely terrifying#both the vulnerability#and the being seen#you don’t even have to divulge every single detail#sometimes they’ll wait to hear the rest until you’re actually ready#personal#relationships#starting to think maybe nobody’s actually loved me before#or maybe I wasn’t letting them#i’m really trying
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the thing is i don’t understand how many things keep happening to me over and over again
#i’m really trying#it makes no sense#all i wanted was to be understood#no because it’s already been YEARS#I’m absolutely so afraid of the future
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Please do. I have literally two friends and I think they’re getting sick of my octopus cling.
seeing two mutuals who have the same interest but aren’t in the same circles is like. i want to coordinate a play date
#tbh the amount of times I’ve been ghosted is very telling#I’m just… not a good person I suppose#and I’m bad at making connections#chronically ill#and chronically depressed#i’m really trying
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Company Mandated Fancy Fits on the Tulpar 😏
Also had to include the REAL star of the show (and a bonus)
Based off of this and this. Thank you very much joetastic for being inspirational 👍
The REAL reason this is late
#just pretend I posted this like 6 days ago 😁👍#<-got distracted#sorry I’m Afflicted with The Curse and everything just takes me a long time#also right now I’m just kind of being experimental with my workflow and style right now so stuff is just naturally taking a bit longer#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#nurse anya#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing curly#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#myart#anyway my new years resolution is to put more WOMEN in SUITS and MEN in DRESSES#had fun drawing this but still not too sure about the rendering style just yet. probably just gonna keep playing around with shit#IM DOING IT SCARED but im DOING IT#im also still trying to figure out how to Social Media#am i doing it right#GRAAAHHHHHHH I NEED TO BETTER UNDERSTAND FORMATTING POSTS#i have a more serious mouthwashing piece in the works but wanted to get this done first lol#honestly I have a buncha sketches I should post too#i like them but they’re not really composited very well if you catch my drift. been having trouble with sketch page layout recently#which is kind of antithetical to the idea of a sketch page but you know how it is with spaghetti#i doodled the others on the side and liked how they looked so i just put some color and basic shading on them#edit: realized i forgot to change the color of the ‘lapel’ on jims shirt lol
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@/coma_0423’s cursed cat alastor will bring you happiness ♥️
Lulu scolds the cat
#I could’ve sworn I posted this doodle#I took a break from drawing stuff to doodle this lol#I’m learning clip studio paint! it’s very exciting but challenging so things are moving slow#rn I’m working on the anthology comic#but then back to my bullshit#but school starts next week#hnggg#im sure I’ll find time to slack off tho and draw#also unrelated to that but related to this post#is it weird that it’s so important to me that everyone knows cursedcatalastor’s author#he really became a sensation#which is cool as hell#but idk I just like the thought that people know who designed this lil guy#ESPECIALLY WHEN PPL TRY TO MONETIZE UGH THAT MAKES ME SO UPSET#anyway lemme go make brekky sorry for rambling#tho if you’re reading this#why do u read all my tags im literally an insane person#okay gtg bye ily#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#cursed cat alastor#liked by creator#forgot that one#lol it’s what reminded me to post this here in the first place
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