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plssss tell me about sound of settling <33
Ahh one of my many unfinished babies! I want to get this one just right before I post it, and I won’t lie - it’s been so hard for me to write these last few months.
Without spoiling too much, it’s a drarry fic that was meant to be a Christmas gift for my lovely lovely friend @sweet-s0rr0w! (Like I said, so many writing struggles for so many months)
It’s a drarry fic. Set when they’re in their mid-thirties teetering on the edge of divorce. Second chance love, forced proximity, magical sentient houses. Sirius Black’s teenage portrait is an important and hilarious (if I do say so myself) supporting cast member.
One day I’ll complete it 🩷
#my wips#drarry#I’m really trying#you try writing a fic for THE sweet without pooping your pantaloons#my macaroni and glitter gift for Rembrandt
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if you ever catch me using past and passed wrong, please just know that i am very stupid
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you guys mean you don’t fuck with slappy the dummy? smh.
#Goosebumps#slappy the dummy#ive only seen the 2015 movie and started the old tv series#But I’m working on it#I’m really trying
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i spent half the day working on the next chapter and i’m still working on it. i’m just trying to make sure it’s written the way i like so i’m sorry it’s taking forever. here’s something to hold you over though 🫡

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#why am I such a disappointment#it’s like I do nothing right#I just told my dad that I applied for a part time tutoring position#I was proud of myself#been struggling to find a job#yet what does he do#goes off on me#about not getting a job this summer#says I really disappointed him#I’m trying to find a teaching job#this is my last summer before I’m full force in the work force#I just wanted to enjoy that freedom#don’t have much on my resume#but only cause my parents said a job could wait#as long as I’m in school#didn’t mention that rule#didn’t apply for graduate school#i’m trying#i’m really trying#but it’s hard to get motivated#i feel like I’m never enough#and can’t share the things I’m proud of#cause then he just goes off on me#and it makes me feel so worthless#so stupid#such a disappointment#nobody cares though#26 unemployed and uninsured#just needed to rant
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finally finish 41-60 of my ranking of the 100 best beatles songs
drumroll please….
41. God
42. Give Me Love (Give Me Peace)
43. Arrow Through Me
44. Live And Let Die
45. Nobody Told Me
46. I Live For You
47. Say Say Say
48. Let Me Roll It
49. I’m Losing You
50. Put It There
51. This Song
52. Souvenir
53. Isolation
54. The Song We Were Singing
55. Deep Blue
56. Nineteen Hundred and Eighty-Five
57. Letting Go
58. Working Class Hero
59. My Love
60. Ballad of Sir Frankie Crisp (Let It Roll)
#sorry ringo#i’m really trying#this is hard work#john lennon#paul mccartney#george harrison#the beatles#rolling stone magazine
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Yesterday I decided that I needed to learn how to actually draw more realistic eyes. Here is my attempt so far…

#andrew minyard#the foxhole court#I’m really trying#and this will be part of a bigger piece#if all goes well#I’ve struggled with flat eyes before#the whites had no shape before#I’m hoping I’m actually succeeding this time around#rainsoakedhello sketches
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Hey, so I decided my goal for next year is to actually post somewhat consistently on my platforms.
That being the case, to try and motivate myself, I created a patreon.
If you want more art, writing, so on, from me. feel free to pledge…or don’t. I’m going to try my best to post either way.
#patreon#advertising#art#writing#videos#fandom trash#no idea how to tag this#sorry#i’m really trying#i swear
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The amount of stuff I’d like to tell you but am unwilling to say given the severity of it all. He literally put me through hell! I’m traumatized by it every waking moment of my life. Five years have passed and I remember it all perfectly as if it were yesterday. Fuck you for doing what you did to me…I literally never wronged you and stuck by your side despite what your stupid friends thought and said about me. And then trying to come back and say to me that you were only interested in a one night stand after our break up. One things for sure though…I’ll never treat others the way you’ve treated me. I’LL NEVER BE LIKE YOU! “I don’t give a shit about you.” That’s because you are the piece of crap you dumb ass bitch. Have fun with your stupid little boy toy. Yall deserve one another. ☮️✌🏻
#break up#moving on#i’ll be fine#trauma#player#two faced#snippet#grunge#sad thoughts#I’m really trying
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On hiatus rn b/c school is tryna end me before I even have a good posting schedule set up (is that a thing that we do fanfic writers? Do we normally have those? Because I don’t have my life together.) I’m trying tho. I haven’t even had time to open Tumblr for the past two months so, yeah, it’s a bit rough. Love you guys tho! Trying to come back as soon as I can!
#i miss this so much#i’m really trying#i swear!#pls be patient with me#i’m just a girl#in school#without proper sleep#and I have no idea what I’m doing
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the thing is i don’t understand how many things keep happening to me over and over again
#i’m really trying#it makes no sense#all i wanted was to be understood#no because it’s already been YEARS#I’m absolutely so afraid of the future
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AyoooOo I redrew Caitlyn’s arm like 600 times so this is it
#I’m also really trying to grow my skills this year#arcane#caitvi#violyn#caitlyn arcane#caitlyn kiramman#vi#piltover's finest#sesbian lex
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Kinda stuck in a rut right now … I’m really hoping to have a Valentine’s Day Joel out by the 14th and/or something Aaron Hotchner related🫡💓

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Company Mandated Fancy Fits on the Tulpar 😏
Also had to include the REAL star of the show (and a bonus)


Based off of this and this. Thank you very much joetastic for being inspirational 👍
The REAL reason this is late

#just pretend I posted this like 6 days ago 😁👍#<-got distracted#sorry I’m Afflicted with The Curse and everything just takes me a long time#also right now I’m just kind of being experimental with my workflow and style right now so stuff is just naturally taking a bit longer#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#nurse anya#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing curly#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#myart#anyway my new years resolution is to put more WOMEN in SUITS and MEN in DRESSES#had fun drawing this but still not too sure about the rendering style just yet. probably just gonna keep playing around with shit#IM DOING IT SCARED but im DOING IT#im also still trying to figure out how to Social Media#am i doing it right#GRAAAHHHHHHH I NEED TO BETTER UNDERSTAND FORMATTING POSTS#i have a more serious mouthwashing piece in the works but wanted to get this done first lol#honestly I have a buncha sketches I should post too#i like them but they’re not really composited very well if you catch my drift. been having trouble with sketch page layout recently#which is kind of antithetical to the idea of a sketch page but you know how it is with spaghetti#i doodled the others on the side and liked how they looked so i just put some color and basic shading on them#edit: realized i forgot to change the color of the ‘lapel’ on jims shirt lol
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🧜♀️🧜♂️🧜💫
#my art#merfolk#gotta make some changes art-wise for 2025#I guess u could say I’m burnt out so I’m really trying to focus on the process again#and trying to enjoy myself
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writing is hard
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