#I’m not upset just nervous

[mossy-paws]

Clementine returns. (PHIGHTING!)

deciding to accumulate all of these into a singular post to make my life easier + so that I can have some more food for you all,,, anyways.

My. My son. Clementine my baby my sweet boy,,, Some of these ARE actually reposts but the first 2 are for sure not :3! (I think at least LMAO), enjoy this :3! I must go back to my hole /silly

(Also a bonus as well )

[zeb-z]

leo leaving foolish a sign like all the others, leaving the most concrete out of all the messages, but no one comments on it. foolish, dead quiet after asking for a direct translation, as the others come in, take note of the sign, and then continue on to other topics. forever coming up, asking if this is anything new or “just another sign”. baghera and fit, the only ones asking if he’s okay, and he just brushes it off, because of course he would, it’s foolish, and it’s easy even though it’s entirely unconvincing and obviously a lie, because everyone else is talking over them anyway. etoiles not even checking in, just pulling him aside to accuse him of federation bullshit. everyone proceeding to talk about crimes in his tower, sitting right on the concrete trail. mouse in the cappy place, saying foolish doesn’t even care about leo, he doesn’t care that she’s gone, and foolish goes quiet for a full minute, until he can find some joke to latch onto and start deflecting again. I can’t take it anymore I’m at my limit.

did anyone other than foolish know the significance of the amethyst, and take note, like they did with the other eggs and their left behind items? or was it just him, alone later on, repeating always juntos to himself as he looks at the message again.

[bulldog-geckorahhhhh]

I’m starting to get anxious about my health with little reason-

It’s getting harder to move at all- I go up the stairs and I’m panting- I’ve lost weight and my appetite is shrinking-

I’ve been feeling sore in my limbs but my mom said that’s just from stress. I don’t think it’s too bad- but I’m sorta worried. I’ll bring this up to my parents but I don’t think they’ll do anything about it.

[here-comes-the-moose]

So uh does anyone have some good fluff recs after that last episode?

[campirefangs]

[lil-prince-who-did]

uhm long vent n tags

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

Heyhi! Just stoppin by to say hello and drop off some apple juice and cookies and say you're doin great and I'm rootin for ya ♡

hi cappy-thanks for the cookies and apple juice-and the encouragement; not really in the best of mindsets right now, this was appreciated :)

[cassandralexxx]

the world is in a disastrous state of affairs when people are supporting a school shooter over the community bc “forgiveness is free” and “are people not allowed to change”

[onemorecupofcoffee]

I can’t sleep idk what’s wrong im so anxious lately

[whumpy-wyrms]

He looks so eeeeevil 😳 well he's a whumper I shouldn't be surprised but still

HE DOESSS he’s my evil mad scientist i love evil mad scientists :333 i love doodling him in class all the time and people are constantly asking me about him it’s so fun explaining the Horrors this guy gets up to

[autoneurotic]

called out at work as an astarion girlie

[spicyselfindulgentfandomstuff]

Me when the post I made for the express purpose of promoting this blog actually gets attention from my mutuals.

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

The Grail War poll blog is a lot of fun but yeah some people are being kind of annoying about it. (Not you I'm just speaking in general). No one's died yet either so at least there's that.

I hadn’t really thought abt it when I started but I guess that my blog might be more ‘influential’ just in the sense that I actually make stuff for the guy I want to win so people who follow me that don’t participate in the war otherwise might vote for him just bc I’m always posting about him

But like that doesn’t mean other people can’t do things for the side they want to win to drum up interest? Like where’s the memes and such for caster and rider and saber??? Ik not everyone can draw but we can all dick around in a meme editor right-I feel like a jerk being the only one to make any sort of propaganda for my fav bc it makes me worried I’m being obnoxious and making people resent him for being ‘popular’ when it’s less that and more one person massively hyperfixating on him

[jacepens]

I CANNOT believe I forgot all about this beautiful AU I was crafting for The Sundown Kid and Mad Dog. Except it’s a pretty simple AU in that there’s only one key difference but it’s not even difference more than it is: this is a possibility for what happens out of canon.

But I’m like upset that I’ve forgotten about it because I need to share it with people but I won’t do that until I at least finish the fic haha.

Also I would finally get to introduce my trans!Mad Dog propaganda, but that’s more of a side note than a main part of the AU.

[byakuyasdarling]

can’t deal with the fact people glorify anxiety,,, like yes the disorder that literally keeps me from normal functioning and is detrimental to my physical and mental health is so cutesy and so easy to live with and I can totally sleep at night and I don’t get massively painful ulcer flare-ups when I’m stressed (it is literally debilitating) panic attacks are quirky! /s

I don’t have repetitive thought cycles that make me constantly worry and exhaust me throughout the day from a whole other disorder that’s exasperated by my anxiety! It’s so pleasant in both of these ways! I love when people think me flapping my hands is so cutesy when it’s totally not a sign of distress for the most part /SARCASM

I have no clue why anyone would want to fake something I am so desperate to get rid of. Like this is not fun — especially when so many people close to me in my life atm have this strong image of me that I hate living up to.

Though I will say that most likely, even people who fake disorders do have something bad going on and is symptomatic of broader issues (there’s literally a term for this, I forgot) — so I’m not going to go haywire at confused and hurting children. Though their actions are ignorant and can romanticise what living with these things is actually like and diminish other people’s struggles — I’m fairly sure they’re too young and confused to properly process that and I doubt it’s malicious the majority of the time. You’re just going to further push them into boxes by harassing them.

[myfriendtheghost]

I miss Josh