#I’m losing my fcking m i n d

[whoblewboobear]

“You are the bane of my existence and the object of all my desires.”

Oh I need to take a lap. Anthony if you don’t smooch Kate up right now 🔪

[finsrcool]

TW/VENT

I am so fcking tired of this. I have this friend, she’s done some fucked up things before but I’ve forgiven her cuz she’s my own girl bsf. Let’s call her M. Lately she’s been noticing me losing weight and is trying to feed me food and I decline every time. Last week she literally shoved a cake into my face/lip but I kept my mouth shut and had to wash my face. And it’s been a few months and she keeps texting me stuff like this

for the record, she’s skinnier than me and brings it up 24/7. This is exactly what she said, word by word yesterday when we had our bmi tests at school “ugh I’m getting so fat, my bmi is 17, the nurse held my wrist and told me I’m too skinny but I don’t believe her”….me n my other friends just stared at each other. She keeps shoving these stuff in my face (literally and metaphorically) and idk what to do about it.

PS she’s been caught lying about having mental illnesses/ doing $h / being hospitalized / being on meds / being S@‘d before

Sorry for the ramble I just NEEDED to get this off my chest and for the record she’s asked me out a few times even when I said I’m not into her like that, she keeps asking and making me letters and gifts.

please help me what should I do

[blindfoldxx]

Just caught up on steven universe and AH IT WAS GOOD...

Spoilers under read more

Gonna bullet point this cause I can’t keep my thoughts straight enough to write paragraphs.

Can’t Go Back -> Reunited

I got spoiled about Rose = PD... but WOW I can’t believe what was originally a meme/shtpost actually came true.

DID AMETHYST JUST DO A KAMINA POSE IN “WHATS YOUR PROBLEM”

Also gotta say that “What’s your Problem” just became one of my favorite SU episodes ever.  It was so realistic, one of the first times that they made Steven think about himself, and Amethyst sure has grown up a lot, I love her.

Loved that dramatic scene when Ruby came back to Sapphire as a cowboy.  So anime.  Also: “Why would she be a cowboy?!”

The WEDDING..... Was that a SU fanfic come true? I LOVED STEVEN’S SONG IN THE BEGINNING SO CUTE

was that. the FIRST REAL GAY KISS SHOWN ON A CARTOON. WAS IT. WAS IT.

HELLO BISMUTH... kinda random they just released her for the wedding, if it was that easy couldn’t steven had done it earlier? I guess he needed to find out that Rose = PD first tho.  I love bismuth

THAT LAST FIGHT... FELT LIKE AN ANIME FINAL BATTLE OMG

I loved how badass Connie has gotten.  CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

"Does every gem that comes in contact with this planet turn traitor?" -BD. Lol foreshadowing?

“I’ve felt worse.”  LAPIS BASICALLY SAID TO BD: “GET ON MY FCKING LEVEL OF DEPRESSION” L O L 

I love these comments I found on Reddit: 

Blue: W E A P O N I Z E D D E P R E S S I O N / Lapis: E M O T I O N A L T R A U M A I M M U N I T Y

“That my secret, Steven. I’m always depressed” -Lapis

^^ LOL I CAN IMAGINE HER VOICE SAYING THATT

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT WHEN PEARL SAID “I’ll do it for me!”.  LIKE, GOD. THAT CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

Lol I’m sure Peridot & Lapis are going to reform with Crystal Gem stars on them

I can’t imagine Peri & Lapis’s reactions to the Diamonds being cool now lol

Legs From Here to Homeworld

Omg I absolutely LOVED yellow and blue in this episodes!!! I loved both of their facial expressions, and it’s SO NICE to finally see them be friendly & reasonable with the main cast. They are honestly pretty amazing together, how they contrast & balance off each other: both their art, dialogue, expressions, character, etc. I love how Yellow told steven “let me talk to her”, like she’s another one of his moms.  Ahhhh I LOVE THEM.  Both their personalities & characters are so great, I love it so much.

homeworld is broken

WHITE DIAMOND??!?!!!! Need I say more? 

Honestly tho, I DID NOT imagine that SU would get such a creepy-ish turn like that scene with WD. A lot of people have been making this comparison, but WD tbh reminds me of Ragyo Kiryuin from Kill la Kill lol. 

That pearl tho? Isn’t it awfully strange how WD’s gem is on her forehead / WD’s pearl is on her stomach.  And PD’s gem is on her stomach / PD’s pearl is on her forehead....  Coincidence much?  These gem placements also align with the diamond placements in the “master diamond” that’s always shown...... (WD = top, YD/BD = side, PD = bottom.)  YD/BD & their pearls all have gems on their chest, which follows the theory.  But why WD & PD’s Pearls have switched gem placements?  Did they switch Pearls?  Maybe Pearl = White Pearl theories are finally true!!!

Lol the leg ship theories did come true

ARM(YD) + ARM(BD) + LEGS(PD)... HEAD = WD?!????  IT’D MATCH THE DIAMOND ORDER TOO. OMG. HOW DID I NOT REALIZE THIS BEFORE... MY MIND IS BLOWN.

UGH I don’t think I’ve been this excited about Steven Universe in a LONG WHILE.  Tbh I’ve been feeling kind of out of it/tired about SU for the entirety of Season 4 (after the whole Jasper thing happened)... but these episodes JUST BROUGHT BACK THE HYPE.  TYSM UGH THEY WERE SO GOOD. “Reunited” was FOR SURE on the level of Jail Break & Earthlings. (Which in my opinion, are the two MOST intense/shocking/dramatic SU episodes. Now there’s three lol.)  please keep it up CN... and pls pls pls don’t make us wait another 6 months for the next episodes cause honestly the waits between episodes is what has been making me lose the hype and I can’t keep hyping forever lol

[queercapwriting]

Supercorp First Kiss (ft. coming out, apologizing, & gossipy CatCo)

“That ending scene of Kara and Lena but instead of a hug they kiss” prompt from a wonderful anon and “can you do a Supercorp one where kara actually fcking tells lena the truth and why she left bc she's supergirl. because I thought that was going to happen when kara came to apologize” from @cicinicole-14 and “also can we have a supergirl coming out to lena scene like its about time” from @thebiwisebrownkid and “A scene where Kara and Lena don't center around animosity and/or M*n-El? Thank you if you get around to it!” from @mara-miles

“You don’t have to hide from me, Kara,” Lena tells her, and all Kara wants to do is run.

More specifically, fly.

Because she has been lying to her.

And it’s like Lena said -- she grew up in a house with the most deceptive people in the world -- and her heart is so big and her spirit is so kind -- somehow, somehow -- and it’s because of that that Kara refuses to break her.

Refuses to tell her that her best friend -- her only friend -- has built their entire relationship, fundamentally, on a lie.

And she’s been pushing Lena away -- she’s been pushing everyone away -- but Lena still says she misses her. Over and over. Lena still... wants her.

No, not like... not like that.

That would be too much to hope for.

But Lena still seems to care about her, and if she doesn’t keep... hiding from her... she’ll tear all that away from Lena. From them both. 

And if she seems broken now... losing Lena will just...

She can’t imagine it.

She refuses to.

So Lena tells her she doesn’t have to hide from her, but Rao, yes she does.

So she snaps. She tosses her pen down and she stands and she snaps, because snapping once is better than breaking Lena -- breaking them -- entirely.

And she hates herself for it.

For the way Lena’s eyes shutter closed. For the way her throat constricts and her voice hardens. 

The way she stops leaning on her desk and the oh-so-composed way she holds herself, given away only by the tears in her eyes, her arms crossed across her chest.

With her mask firmly in place.

And it’s only fair, Kara supposes; her mask may be glasses-thin, but it’s light-years deep. It’s only fair, isn’t it, that Lena gets to put her guard up, her CEO, friendless, spectacular mode firmly in place.

Kara deserves it, and Lena deserves to be protected.

From her.

She still hates herself for it, for every curt word that comes out of Lena’s mouth, for every soft but efficient syllable and every breath she takes that her lips aren’t...

Kara forces herself to stop thinking about it. About Lena.

To stop thinking, period.

She doesn’t realize she’s wrong -- to push Lena away, to think she’s better off without Kara, to think she herself is better off without the people she cares about, the people she... -- until Alex.

Until she lets Alex hold her and soothe her and remind her that maybe, just maybe, she’s worthy of being loved.

So she lets her heart race wildly, and she fidgets. She fidgets because this is a conversation about Lena’s source at the bank, but it’s also a conversation about so much more.

So she fidgets, but not with her glasses -- because her glasses, right now, might just give her another panic attack -- and she stumbles over her words, and she looks away, because she can’t bear to see any pain in Lena’s eyes for one more moment.

She has to tell her. To explain. 

Because Lena deserves her truth. Lena deserves her trust. 

She doesn’t deserve to continue to be surrounded by people who claim to care for her, claim to... to love her... but who, really, are the most deceptive people on the planet.

Kara won’t deceive her anymore.

Lena doesn’t deserve it.

So she fidgets and she tries to breathe and she reminds herself that Lena, like Alex, has called her -- Kara, not Supergirl -- her favorite.

She lets the thought buoy her, and she tries to speak.

“Um... I need to apologize about my behavior... earlier. You’re right.” Her voice cracks and Lena’s arms are still folded across her chest and every moment Kara isn’t holding her is killing her, but she doesn’t deserve to hold her.

Not yet, not yet.

Possibly not ever.

“I... have a lot more baggage with... everything that’s been going on... than I previously... thought.”

She hears Lena’s heart racing and she wishes she couldn’t.

But her own heart races when Lena starts to smile, when she tells her that she was a good friend and a great boss. 

“But Lena, the reason... the reason all this baggage has been weighing on me so heavily... you don’t deserve to be deceived, not anymore. And I’m sorry I haven’t told you for this long, but I... Lena, I...”

She looks up at her, finally, and she hears Lena’s heart skip a beat. Several beats. She gulps.

She looks around at the mostly empty office and she holds her breath and she takes off her glasses.

“Being a reporter... isn’t my only job,” she says so softly she’s worried Lena won’t hear it, that she’ll have to say it again.

But Lena hears every word.

And to Kara’s surprise, she laughs.

“Oh, Kara, you... you think I didn’t know? How could I not? I’m on the phone with you, and suddenly I’m falling off my balcony, and suddenly you’re there to catch me? Darling, as fast as you can fly, a phone call from Kara Danvers to a completely different person couldn’t possibly have gone through that quickly.”

Kara stammers and she stumbles and she can’t think of any words, in either English or Kryptonian. 

Except one.

“D...darling?” she asks, and she hopes Lena doesn’t hear how her voice squeaks.

But the way she bites her lip and steps slightly closer tells her that she did hear it. And that she liked it.

Her eyes are shining with tears again, but they’re hopeful, not hurt, this time.

“Honestly I��d like to kiss you right now, but I’m afraid it would show... favoritism,” she tells her conspiratorially, nervously. Adorably.

Kara gulps and still can’t remember how to speak.

So she lets her body do the talking for her.

She takes Lena’s face between her hands, and gently, gently, gently, she brings their lips together.

They inhale each other’s breath and Lena’s body swoons into Kara’s.

Lena parts her lips and Kara brushes her tongue against Lena’s bottom lip.

“Ms. Luthor?” 

“Ms. Teschmacher!” Lena startles away from kissing Kara, but stays in her arms.

“I’m... I’m sorry to... interrupt,” Eve stammers, eyes wide like she just won the latest office pool.

Because she did.

“It’s just... Samantha Arias is here for you.”

“Of course,” Lena pulls away from Kara reluctantly, pushing Kara’s glasses tenderly back onto her face before she turns around, regarding her with raw adoration in her eyes. “Sam, I’m so glad you made it. Kara, I’ve wanted to introduce you two.”

Sam grins somewhat dazedly at the bright red tinge of Kara’s face, at the irrepressible smile on Lena’s face.

“Oh, and Ms. Teschmacher, Ms. Danvers and I will be needing an appointment with Jim in HR in the morning,” Lena calls before Eve even finishes her text to the entire office that it’s finally happened, and she saw it with her own eyes.

They don’t speak on their way out of the building, because their hands do the talking for them, their fingers interlaced as Kara starts to float.

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I’M LOSING MY FCKING M I N D RN

GOOD MOOOO~RNING

[mari-hoehara-blog]

Rule: Copy this into a new text post, replace my answers with yours.

A - age: 20 B - biggest fear: im not sure but like losing my mom i think C - current time: 9:32 D - drink you last had: water E - every day starts with: checking tumblr or the messenger app for like school related announcements F - favorite song: ah it varies from time to time and currently i think it’s Yumetourou by RADWIMPS G - ghosts, are they real? I guess?? But like I haven’t seen one lol H - hometown: somewhere in Metro Manila, Philippines 🇵🇭 I - in love with: pizza and Mari Ohara J - jealous of: people who could draw good shit! K - killed someone: Nope. L - last time you cried: When my mom left to work abroad last idk feb. 3. I’m a crybaby when it comes to my mom. M - middle name: 🤔 N -number of siblings: 2 O - one wish: that i could like own and decorate my own house P - person you last texted: uhm my boss? Or was it my friend? I don’t text much. Lmao Q - question(s) you always asked: “so are you enjoying your course now?” Or like “do you have a boyfriend.” R - reasons to smile: ah idk tons of stuff like some cute shit, cute girls, nice weather, hilarious friends. shit there’s so many reason. we should smile often ya know? S - song last sang: HEART to HEART! (I was playing sif) T - time you woke up: i usually wake up at 6 am but like today for some reason, i woke up at 8 am U - your current crush: lololol uhm idk no one in particular rn. (Why is this question not starting with the letter Y. Or like spelled ur.) V - vacation destination: Norway for the fcking northern lights and Japan bc I want to see SCANDAL play live (also cheap anime figures lol) W - worst habit: when i get mad with someone or get too emotional i’d make hasty decisions and shit. X - x-rays you’ve ever had: 2 or like 3 (I’ve experienced CT scan once too) Y - your favourite food: anything with noodles. And like soup. Z - zodiac sign: gemini