#I’m just entertaining myself now

[deaddeerdonoteat]

Illustrations for Chapter 8 of my fic It Runs in the Family. I’ve been calling this chapter “Let’s Get Teargassed” in my head. Which you can sing to the tune of AJJ’s “Let Us Get Murdered,” FYI.

I truly just wanted to dress Renfield up in that black turtleneck.

[crispycreambacon]

I can’t believe just a few days after I announce my hiatus, Watcher dropped an announcement so terrible I had to crawl back here again

[sluttyten]

My afraid-of-romance ass has just been asked by another regular customer for my number and the stupid thing is that again I do think this guy is kinda cute and I really probably should say yes

[nonsensechemicals]

covert npd is awesome and i want to live and i’m going to listen to song about pirates

[wirefive]

days without crying over them counter: 0

[makkie-is-screaming]

I should fucking kill myself

[polyamorouspunk]

Hug

*Hug*

[paunchsalazar]

I think I like reading because all it demands of me is time and attention… which isn’t such a small thing but it doesn’t take much effort or skill and all the other things I consider require that first phase of floundering or researching

[deathtodickens]

Haven’t been drawing Bering and Wells because I’ve been fighting for my dispatchers lives.

Sent this to my lieutenant since our dispatch has been sprayed twice and still being attacked by mosquitoes.

Actual quotes from my dispatchers. No need for dramatizations. They are the most dramatic. And I applaud them. Because one day I will write a show definitely not loosely based on them. And any likenesses to persons real or imagined will be purely coincidental.

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Anyone else feel like they’ve been walking around in a lucid dream since they were born?

[cinewhore]

starting to feel like him idk what’s going on

[couldbebetterforsure]

By the way I actually recently started Ensemble Stars!

I downloaded the game on my phone and I’m (veeeeeery slowly) reading through the stories from both this version of the game and the original Enstars. I’ve only made it through a few so far though, and while I’m trying to go in chronological order I’m more so reading a bit of main plot and then going through some side/event stories so I’m jumping all over the place timeline wise, especially going back and forth from old game stories to new game stories.

I’ve know a little bit about this franchise beforehand. Mainly idol songs and the smallest handful of plot that seems to apply more to the original game than the current one? But like I said I am slowly reading through things, and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t focusing more on stories starring my faves 😅

Which reminds me, it’d be fun if I could learn who anyone who’s reading this believes are my favorite units of Enstars, especially if you can narrow down which one is my number one unit! Bonus points if you manage to figure out which boy is my top fave too! All I can tell you is that with how predictable my tastes in favorite characters are, it probably shouldn’t be too hard to pinpoint which ones I love best 😂

[syn0vial]

the whole “treat others how you want to be treated” line sounds so easy, but i am finding things immensely complicated by the fact that, in truth, there are many people who do NOT want to be treated the way i want to be treated and will take offense if i try

[maladaptvs]

hi witchfinder watchers again i’m doing better 🙏

[gooobraghhh]

1,000 follower kink vote post: 1st place, Somno

Sleeping pups make the best toys. It’s so fun to tease a cute things body while they’re unconscious. You get to hear their honest, unfiltered noises, usually little breathy moans that react to your every move once you start gently rubbing and playing with them while you feel them get hard and messy on your fingers.

I just love the perverse intimacy of it. There’s no lying, no altering your reactions, just the honest results of my touch and you don’t even know you’re functioning as entertainment for me. You don’t know that I’m studying every little thing you do in response to my fingers and mouth. Learning what feels the best based on your reactions.

It’s so rewarding to feel the mess you’re making, to feel you needily throbbing as I play with you. If I can get you to cum even better. It’s so cute to hear you cum when you aren’t awake enough to control your voice. To make you twitch and clench and squirm infront of me while you’re none the wiser.

Maybe I’ll leave it at that. Let you wake up in the morning either oblivious to my actions or I’ll have done something to let you know I used you in your sleep. You might wake up without your underwear, or maybe you notice dirty words written on your skin in some very intimate areas, if I’m feeling cruel there could be a toy left in you that teased you all night.

But I think it might be more fun for you to wake up. To watch you try to process what’s happening. Seeing your little useless groggy brain try to catch up with the pleasure your body has been experiencing. And while you’re pathetically trying to understand why you feel so horny and sensitive I’ll make sure to start fully fucking you now that waking you up isn’t a concern. God it’s so attractive to see you beneath me, getting overwhelmed by the intensity of what you’re feeling while you’re barely even awake.

Hearing the little words you try to say that just get lost in between moans. I’ll make sure to use you until I’m satisfied, as is your purpose. With how primed and sensitive I made you I’m sure it wouldn’t take long for you to cum again, but I’ll keep going for as long as I want, without a care for how intense it is for you. And of course I just can’t stop myself from getting in your ear and telling you how cute you were in your sleep, how loud you got from my touch, what specific things made you react the most. I’ll watch your little face get all flustered and embarrassed before your eyes roll back and you just can’t keep your voice down.

Once I’m finally done with you I’ll make sure to hold my little plaything and let you know how good of a toy you were for me, how amazing your body felt. I’ll keep you nice and tight while softly praising you to sleep in my arms, at least until I feel the need to play with you again <3

[samuraisharkie]

I’ve seen it coming years away, but it still always manages to make me bleed a little bit more when I am reminded I AM being left behind, watching everyone I know go on ahead of me because why the hell would they hold themselves back like that? I wouldn’t want them to, but it still hurts to be reminded that I’m still stuck here for the foreseeable future, that there will be no collaboration, it’s up to me and kitty and only us. I’m still in the same place I was when I graduated high school. I don’t see a way out yet. I don’t know if I’ll ever have enough money on my own. It’s depressing being reminded of it all. I’m not ready and I should be. I’ve wasted so much time, how am I going to catch up and not feel decades behind my peers? I don’t hate myself or my body (I can’t afford to do that again) but a lot of times I wish there was something different about me that made it so I had the same ease/difficulty doing things that others did, that I could form habits like most people can, that I wasn’t so exhausted mentally and physically all the time. It’s mortifying to be left behind. I’m happy for them, and I hate that it’s soured by my own problems and tinged with selfish resentment that it’s just me and my twin against the world.