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#castlevania olrox#castlevania mizrak#castlevania nocturne#castlevania#olrox/mizrak#I’m internally screaming#But they’re gonna make it TRUST ME#Template from Pinterest
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the bad part about writing a fic with a bad ending is watching someone comment chapter by chapter their thoughts, knowing all the while they might not like the end
#I’m internally screaming#I’m not saying it’s WELL SET UP I’m saying it was my FIRST FIC and#well it’s what I wanted so like I stand by it but djdjskfjjsjdj
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SEUNGSUNG WHAT THE FUCK
#milan’s diary 🫧🧜🏼♀️#I’M INTERNALLY SCREAMING#THIS IS SCREAMING VILLAINS#I want them to be my villains 🥺👉👈
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Still have no idea where I’m gonna get this tattoo placed
#the appointment is this Wednesday#I’m internally screaming#I think I’m gonna do the side of my leg but then get another pinup girl on my other leg#so I’ll have 4#then I want bilateral shin pieces#THEN#NEXT#gotta finish my left arm#so many plans so many plans not enough money
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Im so straight and normal.
Just good Christian cis girl thoughts
#I’m internally screaming#it’s too early to be awake let alone exist#I might become a cryptic for what I know#just for fun#school is killing me
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a comment on my fic: “so excited to see how you’re going to resolve this conflict”
me, the writer of the fic: “yes i am very excited for that as well i have no clue what i’m doing”
#ao3#writer things#ao3 writer#this is insane#why am i in charge of resolving this plot point#i know i wrote it but still#why do i do this to myself#very good at creating problems but not solutions#seems accurate#send help#i’m internally screaming#and externally too
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Andrew and Neil are two freakishly observant people. And yet they lose themselves in each other.
Andrew and Neil don’t believe in the concept of love. And yet they devote the rest of their lives to one another.
Andrew and Neil are not generally giving people. And yet they give unfiltered pieces of themselves to each other.
Andrew and Neil are not trusting people. And yet trust is woven so deep into the fabric of their relationship it’s almost indistinct.
Andrew and Neil are not well-adjusted people. And yet they fought for and built the kind of well-adjusted relationship many people can only wish to have.
Andrew and Neil shouldn’t work in a romantic relationship, let alone with each other. And yet they go together like lightning and thunder goes together—just a fact of the universe.
#got me taking a breather in the middle of writing this one#i’m gonna go stare at my wall and scream internally#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#word salad
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Rick and Michonne Grimes - Their Journey Over the Years
It's a broken world, Michonne. And you're the only thing that puts it back together. Til my last breath I am yours.
#the walking dead#the ones who live#rick grimes#michonne grimes#danai gurira#tvedit#nessa007#chewieblog#richonne#userstream#usergif#dailyflicks#richonnegifs#dailytwd#cinematv#twdedit#towledit#tvarchive#otpsource#romancegifs#denim rose graphics#ajshxbsjakaksksk aka me screaming internally; I’m so excited to share this with you all#I think this is the most ambitious gifset I’ve ever made??? but I really wanted to see it through#I chose to do a page for each era of their story (S3; S4; S5; S6-7; S8-10; and finally TOWL)#I’ve wanted to do a magazine layout for a couple yrs now but I was too lazy lol#but when the urge came round again this time for Richonne I got my butt up and immediately started sketching thumbnails#I struggled to come up with a time for the mag cover until I remembered the last (?) TWD supply drop chose the CRM Tribune as its theme#tbh researching mag covers; trying to match fonts; hunting down scenes...it’s been some long nights#the amount of sleep I’ve lost over this set lol but I’m SO SO happy with the final outcome; love these two and their story#I hope you all enjoy!!
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The ever so illustrious (and badly scanned) sketch page, as promised :3 @orion-archives


Ngl, hilarious to me that every time I do a double full page sketch for these dudes, I basically unlock a new character (this time it’s Bumblebee). Not much planned for him rn beyond “I think it’d be Really funny if Bumblebee got bitches and is the same age as Optimus”. (You can see I Struggled at first with him till I sat down and Stared at some reference pics and then Immediately deviated away from it). Also a bit of Elita which I expanded upon in my fav format, meme :)
Also Ngl, I knew she showed up for like 0.6 seconds before being Blasted, but when using her comic ver. (Used Tfwiki which was surprisingly mean? About her? Felt bad) I realized she looked Very bird like (you can hear me evil chuckling in the distance as I keep infusing more animal traits like it’s my job). Also ended up keeping her ability to move around on one leg bc Ngl having her brandish one of her legs at you while going Mach 5 is Very Funny.
Also, here’s one I like I call “Sentinel screaming at the matrix to pick his son (Oppy) as the next High Leader” (also context: going with High Leader as a replacement for Prime as that’s a frame type here instead of “king chosen by god” archetype)
Also. Some bonus pics from my Discord :). Very little context beyond friend telling me to draw Oppy in Shinji pose and it Immediately devolving into the art (that I made) on their wall (it would be 2 Oppy v 1 Wally darling) and then I made the second at 2am in a fit of inspiration. You can tell it was 2am.
#my art#transformers#bayverse transformers#transformers bayverse#bayformers#bayverse#optimus prime#sentinel prime#megatron#elita one#bumblebee#Ngl I Really need to see some media of Elita One bc internally I keep just#Fusing her with Arcee#they’re too similar on a conceptual outsider level#also be nicey about the 3 humans#I simply think it’d be funny if bumblebee pulled what can I say#also. Why was Sam (OG movie) 16 dating a (not specified) 20 year old?#wh. why?#changed here bc i Do wanna keep a majority of the elements the same even if the execution is dif#and I’m just not chill with a 16yo dating not Just a 20yo. but also a dude who’s existed longer than humans have had sapience#this is My sandbox you Have to be niceys about my decisions#also also. about the sentinel screaming one#as you can see on Oppy I ended up deciding that he gets to keep his baby fangs! forever!#also Ngl Orion. lil surprised you didn’t respond to my past response? unsure if u saw or not :p oh well#also Ngl it’s kinda funny that ur username Orion with a megatron picture. switch the birth names of the two it won’t have a dramatic effect#says sentinel before being ripped in half by Megs (Optimus)#also. guess I should tag Wally?#wally darling#context for That is friend was saying how they should duke it out whilst I knew body and soul that those two would go cloud gazing while#Wally paints an apple (or a cloud shaped like an apple)
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Okay, so this is a parallel of 7x04, right?? Buck takes an action, somebody gets hurt, & he spirals about whether he actually meant to hurt them or not.
I’ve been thinking about the difference between Maddie & Eddie’s reactions for a week already, but tonight sent it home for me.
Maddie said “it’s not like you meant to hurt him.” Even though she doesn’t automatically assume that he did, that’s still her first thought. When Buck hesitates & says he doesn’t know for sure, she immediately scolds him. “That’s not how you get someone’s attention, we don’t hurt the people we care about.” Given her backstory, it makes sense.
Eddie’s automatic thought is, “You saved him.” There’s no doubt in Eddie’s mind that Buck meant to help, not harm. It doesn’t even enter his thought process. When Buck freaks out, Eddie can’t think of why he would be doing that, bc Buck saved Gerrard’s life. What else could have happened?
Buck & Maddie will always see each other the way they did growing up, even if only in a small part of their minds. Maddie is Superman who has everything under control & all the answers, and Buck is the one who reacts rashly & causes damage for a scrap of attention. Their childhood was so intense & they only really had each other, they were literally in the trenches together their entire childhood, so there will always be bias there.
& I’m thinking of Eddie telling Buck in s5 that maybe Chimney knew Maddie better than Buck did. That maybe the partners they have now are able to see them clearer than their siblings.
Eddie’s trust & belief in Buck is steady & unwavering, even when Buck doesn’t believe in himself and it makes me want to SCREAM a little bit bc oh my god.
I have no idea where they’re going with this arc, but WOW I can’t wait.
#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 spoilers#buck x eddie#in conclusion#buddie canon#literally why are they like that if not to end up together??#I’m never fully convinced that they will go there but then they do stuff like this & NOTHING ELSE MAKES SENSE#screaming internally all the TIME bc of these men#ryan guzman#oliver stark#maddie han#chimney han#Madney / Buddie parallels in addition to the Buddie / Bathena AH#why are they written like that if not canon???#idk. sometimes I think my hopes are up to high & then!!!!!#who knows!!!!
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AAAAA DO YOU HAVE MORE FWB PROMPTS THAT SEVERELY TOW THE LINE OF A AND B BEING IN LOVE 😭🩷??
BOY DO I HAHA
🗡️ How can I be friends with this thing called love?
you don’t love me, let me hold you again 🗡️ friends with benefits prompts 🗡️ 18+ prompts
Character A and Character B carpool to events together and usually they take that time to rile each other up, but it’s shifting to deeper, more vulnerable conversations
A, known for hardly ever dressing up, decides to throw B for a loop and go full out for one of their sessions (B has to bite their tongue on telling A they’re beautiful)
B is an absolute sucker for head scratches and A knows this, so they take every chance they can to give that to B
A brings a slice of cake from a family event over to B’s place out of love kindness, and apparently it is B’s favorite flavor (A stows this knowledge away and brings B that cake whenever possible)
“You know, my parents commented that I seem a lot more relaxed and happy around you.” “Seems like I just have that effect on people.”
A is very careful about what’s allowed to be said in bed, but B slips up once and it hits A like a TRUCK oh my gods they want to hear that again and again and again
A takes B out to a park at midnight to spar and they end up sprawled in the grass, laughing and holding each other close while watching the stars above
B sheepishly admits that they sometimes want to save A’s pictures—but not the spicy or sexy ones, just the everyday casual ones!
B pops into the background of A’s call ONCE and later, Character C asks if that’s A’s new partner (this is legitimately what happened to me LMAO)
Both are accident-prone, so a lot of time is spent tending to wounds and ensuring the other person is not in pain
A originally had a boundary of not kissing B goodnight for their emotional sanity, but they accidentally did it once and keep meaning to stop but they dON’T
“Your kisses are so sweet,” B murmurs as A’s lips trace and press against their skin.
Character C, one of B’s best friends, hangs out with A and B twice and comments that they are cute together
^ Both blush and A pulls slightly away from B while B jokes about how terrible it is to have A around with a big grin on their face
^^ As B makes some new friends, C mentions how A is exactly what B’s been looking for over the years
Historically, A didn’t want to sleep over at a FWB’s place to keep feelings from developing, but it’s so easy for them to fall asleep next to B
^ The first time this happened, A and B woke up well-rested and tangled up in each other (which is a miracle because both of them have problems with sleep)
During the Christmas season, A’s family puts up mistletoe over the main entryway. While no one is looking, A hesitantly, carefully pulls B into a kiss under it.
A and B gravitate towards each other even across a big room full of other people, somehow knowing when the other’s gaze is on them
A has a photo collection on their fridge of their favorite moments and over time more and more photos of B are put up
“Oh how were things going with C? You seemed interested in them.” “Eh, they’re cool but we didn’t really click. The banter wasn’t as… good, y’know?” “Damn! Well, if they can’t banter then they’re not the right person for you.”
B doesn’t listen to many song recommendations from friends but goes out of their way to listen to what A suggests (“That was the worst song I’ve ever listened to, that was SO CURSED.”)
After A and B finish belting a song together, A admits that singing songs together is sort of like a love language for them
While weaving through a crowd, A takes B’s hand to keep them close (and totally doesn’t forget to let go until much, much later)
B pulls away as A tries to kiss them deeper, more passionately. Thumb caressing their cheek, B whispers, “I want to take this slow. I… want to remember this moment.”
#answered asks#writing#writing prompts#prompts#character dynamics#imagine your otp#prompt list#dialogue prompts#dialogue prompt#otp prompts#cute prompts#FWB prompts#friends to lovers#ship prompts#suggestive prompts#sweet prompts#spicy prompts#imagine your ocs#I definitely did not base all of these on actual events#sorry if they’re too specific#I am just internally screaming at all of the little things that built up into this#I’m WINNING#hehe
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Etho ‘joining’ the G’s was not the series of events I expected from this session. I don’t think this will last (as Etho joined their alliance for a trident), but it’s a hilarious turn of events. Also Etho being away from the tuff guys for so long and them expecting him to be with the family, no he has new friends
#trafficblr#life series#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#ethoslab#how has this occured#Also Etho was literally attached at the hip to Scott for like 10 minutes of this session and I’m internally screaming#Please let this team up stay
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I’m convinced my soulmate is a woman. if they exist, bc I just cannot see myself being with a man lmao
#cherry chats 🍒#like I always considered myself aroace + still do#but women#like I see a man in public and I just don’t find them attractive or appealing#but there was this girl yesterday who was my cashier and she was so fucking pretty I was screaming internally#it also doesn’t help that I dress like Toji on a daily basis#just sweatpants and vibes#idk men have just pissed me off so bad my entire life I can’t fathom giving one a chance#every time I’m complimented it’s by another woman#likeeee I cannot#I have only ever found fictional men and like 2 actors fine
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GRAB LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND THROW IT ALL OUT THE WINDOW LET’S TRY THINK ABOUT THIS
THEY FINALLY DID IT
THEY FINALLY CONFIRMED THAT ALL THE WEIRDLY ALIGNED FACTS JUST DIDN’T ALIGN NEATLY ENOUGH FOR ALL THE HINTS TO BE REAL
CARDCAPTOR SAKURA IS NOT LAVA LAMP’S MOTHER
DESPITE EVERYTHING
BUT THEY MET ONCE
And I’m just going to lie down and have to force all my thoughts to be back in line with reality for a while how do I do that.
SO.
Confirmed: Here is Cardcaptor Sakura
Cardcaptor Sakura HAS MET Lava Lamp’s mother, in the dream realm
It is a little difficult to gauge exactly how old she is from here but it’d definitely have to be after the Cardcaptor Sakura manga. And most likely after Clear Card in the timeline, even though that didn't exist yet. She looks a lot older - and Clear Card is only a few months after the original manga, rather than years.
Anyway. What a way to find out that I have to make even more charts than I was already doing.
#I’m sorry I’m still internally screaming#My head is just ringing with the appearance of Cardcaptor Sakura#This is everything to me#AND THEY JUST DROP IT CASUALLY IN CONVERSATION#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Vol 217#Tsubasa#Sakura Sakura Sakura Sakura#Cardcaptor Sakura Sakura#AND THAT’s NOT EVEN TAKING INTO ACCOUNT#THAT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SHE’S TALKING TO HER CHILDREN#IN YEARS#LIKE OVER 14 YEARS FOR LAVA LAMP#PROBABLY MORE THAN THAT FOR BOTH OF THEM#How touching that she starts by trying to comfort them#With the most powerful comforting phrase she knows of#IE THE ONE DIRECTLY FROM CARDCAPTOR SAKURA#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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did i need to buy this? no.
did i? abso-fucking-lutely.~🎃
#how could i not???#also fuck international shipping what the fuck#god i love him#pls he’s so pretty#i’m going to scream#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance#mcrmy#my chem#frnkiero#frnkie
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Amangela AU but it’s a rough draft;
Soulmate AU where after you turn a certain age, the day after, you get a soulmate timer. It counts down the days until you meet your soulmate/the days since you met your soulmate.
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Amanda has had her soulmate timer for a while. By the time her soulmate timer says “00:19:45” (aka 19 hours, 45 minutes left) it’s daunting if anything. Then that day it’s announced that some of the new hirees will be coming in tomorrow morning. That thought alone is ever so present in Amanda’s mind and she doesn’t want whatever soulmate jargon to effect her work at Smosh, if one of the new hirees did end up being her soulmate.
She does her usual routine of driving to a nearby coffee place before showing up at Smosh. Her mind isn’t on her soulmate timer as she’s more so focused on getting to her first shoot of the day. She passes by the new hirees as they were getting a tour of the Smosh Office, being quickly introduced to the four by Shayne. She doesn’t notice the ever so slightest tingle on her wrist, and continues on with her day.
By the time it’s the end of work, a few people at Smosh decided to end their day at the bar. Tommy points out her soulmate timer that now read “-00:10:19” meaning she met her soulmate roughly ten hours ago. She probably should’ve paid more attention to her soulmate timer. It was just hard to focus on that when she had more daunting things to focus on.
Her mind briefly thought of anyone significant at the coffee place from that morning, as well as the new additions at Smosh. As soon as Angela passes through her head she shakes the thought away. She had just met these people not even a day ago and to already think about one of them in a romantic context felt wrong. It didn’t matter if it was inevitable because of a timer on her wrist, after all she didn’t like living her life as such. All she wanted to do was to live it all naturally. Not forced by some timer on her wrist that made her feel like she had to talk to someone because it was fate.
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Angela gets her soulmate timer whilst working at Smosh. The first thing she notices when waking up that day was the new addition of her soulmate timer on her wrist. The ink read so clearly “-1,242:01:10” She honestly saw the number ridiculous at first, given how high it was. The moment she read it she couldn’t help but rub at the ink, as if that’d make the timer change. Whilst getting ready for work she gets an expected call from Chanse, the latter reminding her the day before that she’d get her soulmate mark. She hadn’t always cared about the phenomenon, definitely not as much as others.
“How the hell am I supposed to remember who I met over a thousand days ago?”
“No one expects you to,” Chanse chuckles. “Now you just have to find who has the exact same time as you.”
“Wonderful,” she sarcastically quipped.
“I’ll help you out during work. I’ll just have to subtly look at some people’s wrists.”
“Yeah, that’s assuming they’re from work and they already have their soulmate mark anyway,” she said offhandedly.
If her brain happened to think about Amanda first she wouldn’t mention it. After all, surely there was no way. She didn’t want to start her day with some false hope. Not only for her, but also her soulmate. because in some way having hopes on who her soulmate is felt unfair to them. Even if she didn’t know who it was.
Angela couldn’t tell if Chanse was joking or not. She would get her answer when Chanse gave her a thumbs down after getting a look at the camera man’s wrist. He wasn’t annoying about it and didn’t do it to everyone. If anything he did it three times before the bit would get old. He even did it twice with people who already found their soulmate. He knew Angela wanted to discover her soulmate at her own time, naturally. So, of course, he’d respect that.
She let life pass her by as she went through her mental checklist of the day. After a short shoot for the main Smosh channel she had a meeting with Spencer, Amanda, Courtney, and Trevor about instructions on a game they had to play later today for a Smosh Games shoot. She hadn’t had the time to see Amanda in the morning so it felt only natural to immediately bring her into a hug.
As she pulls apart from the hug, albeit unwillingly she gets a quick glance at Amanda’s wrist. Only did she see the familiar number of days in the thousands, yet the moment she did she felt her heart beating against her chest. Without any warning she grabbed Amanda’s wrist, putting her arm down next to her own. Their soulmate timers next to each other, showing the same number.
“-1,242:05:43”
Then as if they needed more proof they watched as the 43 minutes turned to 44 minutes. Amanda was her soulmate.
Angela was pulled into a hug, she could feel Amanda’s lips so close to her ear as she whispered in a soft voice. “I’m so glad, you’re my soulmate.”
#amangela#angela giarratana#amanda lehan canto#smosh rpf#soulmate au#rough draft#LOOK I KNOW SOULMATE AUS ARE KINDA DUMB SOMETIMES#BUT ITS CUTE AND THIS PROMPT MAKES ME SOFT#Especially if it’s with the idea of both parties not really caring about soulmate because boooo why can’t this stuff happen naturally#oh by the way a comedy version is Chanse sees Amanda’a wrist before Angela does and he remembers the numbers Angela told him that morning#and then his facial expressions are just like 0_0 / o_o / ;)#and he’s internally screaming#holyshitohfuck their soulmates#and he’s so happy for them#the end#i’m sorry
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