#I’m inconsolable this is so fucking

[poltergeist-coffee]

so I imagine the fact forever hasn't seen brunim again after escape the hunters kinda messed him up, like he thinks maybe brunim left him behind (he didn't but forever doesn't know that). and I feel that would effect the way he sees himself, like deep down he would start thinking he wasn't enough to keep searching for

and this reflects in the wedding vows he made during his wedding ceremony with phil (before the incident)

"philza, I don't know how you love someone like me, someone not made to be loved. your are so... so perfect in every way, you, you are like prized porcelain glazed to perfect. crafted with skilled hands until no flaws are left and glazed to extenuate your beauty. displayed to be adored by all"

forever squeezed Phil's hands, swiping his thumb across the scale ring.

"while I, the shattered clay that lay forgotten at the bottom of the kiln"

phil took in a breath, taking in the state of forever. whatever vows he had had planned forgotten,

"forever, you might think you are unlovable but that can't be further from the truth." he gently took one of his hands out of forevers grasp, bringing it up to his face and guiding forever to look into his eyes. eyes that he hoped conveyed his message, "you say you are the broken peices at the bottom of the kiln, that you were made to be forgotten... but that's just not true."

phil smiled at forever

"even those broken peices were once a stunning vase, crafted with gentle hands who sought to create beauty. and though it may have been damaged it is no less beautiful than the porcelain you praise so highly." he let's the words sink in before continuing, "all it takes is the right person to find all the pieces, to love them so much they bring them back together and make them whole again, and once mended the once shattered peices will become a vase with a beauty that rivals the porcelain"

forever could feel the tears running down his cheeks, in awe of Phil's beautiful words

"I love you forever, and I will keep loving you for all eternity"

phil swipes the tears off of his face

"let me be the person to find your peices and put you back together"

-🪶

- SIREN SOUND SIREN SOUND SIREN SOUND - FEATHER ANON DROPS ANOTHER FIC JN MY JNBOX AND LEAVES MILLIONS INJURED AND BILLIONS KILLED!!!

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[outer-edges]

joel who is filled with immeasurable amounts of love for a girl who was taken from him too soon. joel who has no idea where to put this love. joel whose memories are a minefield. joel who holds onto the empty space filled with grief as his way of holding onto sarah.

joel who knows he’s going to care about ellie from the minute he meets her. joel who knows they’re going to be inextricably linked. joel who fights tooth and nail to not care about this girl.

joel who is terrified of implications of that. joel who thinks that having somewhere to put his love means forgetting and replacing sarah.

joel who slowly realizes that loving ellie isn’t replacing sarah. joel who surrenders and stops fighting caring about ellie. joel who starts to laugh easier and smile a little more. joel who starts remembering sarah without it hurting so much. joel who looks at ellie and sees someone so different from his babygirl but so similar because teenage girls are still just teenage girls even during the apocalypse.

joel who finally has somewhere to put his love.

[bioswear]

I am on hour 48 of crying over the sapphic space androids doomed by their cyclical narrative

[unluckyprime]

u guys hear that? the sound of everyone adding Grease music to their oakworthy playlists? THE SOUND OF GAY PEOPLE GOING SORT OF REAL?

[pixlmonkeys]

me violently sobbing looking at my cat: you don’t know you’re going to die one day

my cat who just wants me to open the door:

[overlordneptune]

I AM NOW IN DEEP MOURNING FOR MY SON HAS FALLEN TO THE COLD HANDS OF DEATH. DO NOT SPEAK TO ME FOR THE NEXT SIX THOUSAND MILLENIA PLEASE.

[tech-sapphy]

‘you feel like home for some reason’

‘how do bury someone? i don’t know how you do that, i’ve never had to deal with that before…’

‘i think that one.’ will: normal points to a tree, it’s like… the one kinda fucked up tree. it’s been struck by lightning, so like half of it is burnt. ‘like two face.’

‘i’m really proud of you, kiddo. you did everything you could, and that’s all we can do.’

‘this is one of the hardest things you can go through. we’re never ready for it. y’know, we’re never ready when it happens to someone we love.’

‘i liked you too. goodnight sweet prince.’

‘um… i know you think that i didn’t notice you, but i did notice you. thanks for everything.’

[raspberrybesitos]

joel miller isn’t real are you fucking joking

[sticcmann]

Once my singed obsession passes I will go back to bill cipher because season 2 of arcane has been genuinely disappointing to me and that’s crazy

[cream-and-tea]

we’ll float away, but if we fall/ i only pray, don’t fall away from me

feelin emo about pallas and agnes again (<— constant state of existence)

[snailvibes]

I finished my first playthrough of Life is strange 2

[spirit-pyrite]

Sometimes you do lots of writing in your notes app and sometimes your stuipid phone deletes all but the first little bit of each note, handing them back to you like a fistful of “100”s torn from bills- useless and ruined and all the while grinning like it just did you some fucking favor- and you’ve just gotta be chill about it. You’ve just got to be cool. You have just got to take a deep breath and move on

[frostbitesjc]

what if someone cut my body open and pulled my soul out and saw scars where my heart should be. what if they asked what could have done something so irrevocable. what if they find out it’s because of these 2 gay fictional characters my mind refuses to stop thinking about. what if

[the-ragbros-are-okay]

i actually feel as though i am going insane bc i need to do TOMORROWS commissions to get the last story key for kaeya’s story quest because i was an IDIOT and and DIDNT

and now i feel like i’m full of BEES

PLUS. IM GOING ON A TRIP.TOMORROW

so i’m waking up early and doing my commissions and then a story quest bc i’ll be damned if i have to wait three more fucking days to see my favorite traumatized blue haired man

[ohlovxr]

you have unlocked something primal in me with the idea is toxic!matt…. want him to gaslight me and guilttrip me about how i should stop being selfish because he’s just trying to save people and keep the city safe for me and our future kids, why can’t i just be grateful?! sighhhh

sof this made my sick little brain think up a scenario where he’s got you barefoot and pregnant in his apartment and you’re crying to him about how his late night activities are stressing the life out of you :(( how you can’t handle waking up in the middle of the night to find him gone and waiting up for him to come back, worried sick that he won’t at all.

he’s so quick to turn your own argument on you, asking how you think he feels. asking how you could ever think he goes out there just to be reckless and die when he’s got a baby on the way. how you can be so narrow-minded, probably just looking for an argument, to think that he’s going out there for the thrill of it instead of trying to make the city a safer place for your baby. he makes you feel extra guilty with, “do you think i enjoy going out there and risking my life when i’ve got so much to lose? is that how little you trust me?”

in the end, it’s you who’s offering a teary apology and cautiously asking for a hug, scared he might reject you because you’ve managed to make him feel so bad :(( you’re a lucky girl, though, because he never takes long to forgive you <33 but just in case, you wake him up with your lips wrapped around his cock later that morning to apologize some more

[aroace-poly-show]

okay goodnight guys