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idksjdhshdhd · 26 days

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HAPPY PRIDE!! (for me at least)

#pride month #lgbtq #june #june 1st #WAKE UP!! ITS THE FIRST OF THE MONTH!!#lesbian pride #lesbian #this is not a drill #ITS PRIDE MONTH #NOW WE CAN CALL ANY BITCHES HOMOPHOBIC #I’m in control now bitch #asexual #asexual lesbian #agender #agender lesbian #agender asexual #agender asexual lesbian #pride

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sableeira · 1 year

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okay but does anyone except for Mori and Fukuzawa know that Yosano is exempt from the ADA member switches to PM deal? Because if Fukuzawa kicks the bucket and nobody knows about the true conditions that could cause some real problems for the future.

#did I miss anything?? does any other Ada member know about the deal???#I’m genuinely asking because I can’t remember if the deal was talked about again after it was mentioned the first time #surely fukuzawa told someone else about right??#but it feels like there wasn’t really time or reason for him to bring it up to anyone #Fukuzawa dying would cause problems in general #the effect on Ranpo would be tremendous #the members wouldn’t be able to control their power like they used to (especially a problem for Atsushi because he never really learned to #control it without fukuzawa’s ability)#I’m being hypocritical here (kinda) because I’m begging for some proper consequences in bsd for a while now #but once proper consequences seem more likely I’m being a little bitch hoping they will all manage the situation without issues #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd 108 #yosano akiko #fukuzawa yukichi #mori ougai

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doctorweebmd · 3 months

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being a tomura fan is so rewarding. Every one of his designs is top tier. Thank you Horikoshi

#skinny greasy gamer boy check #slightly more deranged long haired king? check #buff bitch with thighs that can crush a man’s head and a cunty red cape? check #long hair Jesus-like character destroying the world in his wake check #monstrous amalgamation of limbs check #baby you want to hug and protect from the world CHECK #hello I am thinking about tomura shigaraki today #by the way there is no way he’s dead. like. thematically it makes no sense in the story.#he’s gonna come back one way or another and show #that he does have control of his life by helping wreck afo #now whether Horikoshi will keep him alive after the war….#the classic answer is ‘villain redeems himself by doing something heroic and then dying’#I’m hoping he doesn’t take that route because it’s a little played out #that said they’re like…. all going to jail if they live so….

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tariah23 · 3 months

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I rly don’t see how ppl be 20+ shipping kids anymore tbh… like, it’s so rampant and I don’t see the appeal to it anymore being as tho I’m in my late 20’s.

#I’m grown….. it always baffles me to see it like man I don’t care I don’t find joy in it anymore since I’m not a teenager #I just look at them and think they’re like my fake son… daughter nephew niece whatever lol #give me the struggling and mentally fucked up 20+ year old give me those middle age bitches man if I’m going to like a ship now anyway #like i don’t care about the romance between kids man it sucks that this is such a huge thing in most fandom spaces #not that I participate in said spaces since ppl are annoying and embarrassing #also very nasty #sns is diff tho like that’s a whole other thing 🪽#sns is just a classic it’s legendary it transcends space and time it it-#I’m so glad that jjk is full of adults tho lmfaoo #one of Gege’s only W’s… especially impressive for a shounen #i like jjk outside of the goiji pairings too like I just genuinely enjoy it despite how awful it is now lol #again #I do think that ppl need to learn how to become more comfortable with enjoying media outside of shipping tho #like there’s nothing wrong with it obviously but I’m talking more like how tons of ppl only get into a new series for the sole purpose #of shipping instead of engaging with said media and the story that it’s trying to tell…#this is why fanon and wild insane hc’s usually get out of control too to the point where those who might be interested in checking out #a series might be deterred because they don’t even know what the show is about because the only stuff that ppl see about the thing is ship #stuff and like discourse #and the behavior of the fans…#these ppl be 30+ arguing with teenagers man it’s crazy to me #I just think there needs to be a balance lol #like still go crazy. Have fun and all but you get it #but anyway. with all that being said! Goiji stays winning in my heart 🚶🏾‍♀️#rambling

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area51-escapee · 2 months

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I guess what I’d really like to understand is how come when Trump is in office, the president is an all powerful overlord who can overturn laws with a wave of his hand and anyone who questions him will be executed on sight, but when Biden is in office then the president is just a little guy, he doesn’t actually have any power, he can’t do anything, we’re all asking too much of him and being too critical just because he’s not perfect (he is committing war crimes)

#current events #the thing is I understand when certain domestic things are more of a state by state issue #but when trump was president people were still very loud and brought attention to those issues because it all added to Trump Bad #y’all can’t blame trump for those same issues now that Biden is in office and when people try to call attention to his failures #then we’re being dramatic and immature for expecting the president to be ‘perfect’#I don’t expect him to be perfect but I expect him to be better than the last one #since that was kind of his only selling point #and I’m gonna lose my goddamn mind if people keep acting like he has no control over the genocide in Gaza #I’m not ‘voting blue no matter who’ for a son of a bitch #who bypasses Congress to send MORE weapons to Israel #literally the bare minimum would be him NOT sending weapons to Israel #but he has no power right :( he has no real power so he just HAS to send them more weapons :(((#shut the fuck up oh my godddd

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knifesxedge · 12 days

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imagine if my medication worked to stabilize my bipolar disorder.

#pi's personal #delete later #i WOULD be Worse without it like ping ponging up and down and suicidal 90% of the time instead of 20%#but i can dream of a world where the smallest thing doesn’t suddenly trigger a hairpin transition into a depressive episode.#that would be nice.#and it always is The Smallest Most Insignificant Things that trigger it #making me seem like a huge bitch and the world’s worst person #aw you’re sobbing hysterically because you couldn’t find parking in a downtown parking garage on a friday evening? literally anybody else #would just suck it up. nobody else would do that #now this is something i should be bringing up in therapy and not talking about to my 1000+ tumblr followers BUT #i have a theory that it’s always a straw that breaks the camel’s back situation.#things build up and i don’t feel like i’m really struggling that much with things or bottling them up but i Am. and then i hit a seemingly #arbitrary tipping point and it all comes combusting out like a shrapnel explosion #the fun thing about it is that because it seems so arbitrary i drive people away from me #because they think i’m severely overreacting to something very small #and also that i’m a Huge Fucking Bitch. just the worst kind of mean annoying lashing out person #everyyyyyything has to be about me. i always make it about me. i always cause a scene.#and rightfully so nobody then wants to be around me. or to take my side in a conflict.#because i am quite literally The Problem.#and it’s like i can’t even help it. it’s like i can’t control it. i just go into a state of Shutdown Overwhelm and suddenly things are #Too Much and i lash out at anything i can because it all goes spilling outward.#and THAT is why nobody who knows me well enough wants to be around me

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rottengurlz · 8 months

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I’m struggling deciding on Audra’s backstory because all I can think about is Audra being eaten out by Leona while they’re both sprawled over and covered in blood of the ripped apart corpse of Leona’s husband that she had convinced Audra to kill so they could be together

#I’m at war in my head between 2 ideas on how Audra got turned into an vampire #but regardless of what I finally decide on Audra will be doomed from the very beginning #every action she has ever chosen in her life has been to please/help someone else #she has never been allowed to be selfish #even with Leona she is forced to make the decision to murder her husband because she knows it will please Leona #Audra would have found a different way for them to be together where no one had to get hurt but for Leona this is the ONLY way #Leona craves power and control #even in the moment where her mind is hazed by lust after watching Audra tear apart her husband #she is controlling Audra she is controlling her pleasure and showing her what she did deserves to be rewarded #what she did deserved to be praised and worshipped #why would Audra ever let that go she has always been made to feel less than #and right now Leona is showing her even in her most monstrous form she is loved #I have other things written about how Leona would be whispering into Audra’s ear while fucking her from behind #she’d be praising how beautifully she killed him #how well she listens to her #every time I open up their google doc I’m like these bitches need to fuck!!!!!#and write the most disgusting sex scenes #disgusting in like a romantic way

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citizen-zero · 1 year

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After years of my mom obsessing over my hair and forcing me to do various treatments on it and threatening punishment if I didn’t comply. I’ve come to understand why Britney shaved her head that one time. I know that was something she did as part of a mental breakdown but fuck yeah good for her. I get it.

#and the stupid bitch still doesn’t get it or maybe she refuses to #like you can’t pretend you’re just worried and you don’t understand why I’m angry when you’ve spent years strong arming me into #putting castor oil in my hair and attempting to put mayonnaise in it and I think the only thing that stopped her was my dermatologist #bc he said it wouldn’t do anything at best and also don’t put fucking condiments in your hair #but she really wanted to and I don’t remember this but she might’ve hit me over my refusal #and she’d threaten to take my phone away or deny me something else if I didn’t let her do shit #and then recently she FaceTimed me while I was at DND and tried persuading me to see an endocrinologist #like saying oh she had a friend with the same problem and went to an endocrinologist and the birth control was the issue #(never mind the fact that my BC is the reason I don’t have painful cystic acne anymore and do have a regular period again)#and she was trying to push me into going #and I kept saying I wasn’t having this conversation w her now bc I was busy and she was just like ‘so when are we going to have it’#and basically trying to push past my boundary of I’m fucking busy and this conversation doesn’t need to happen now #I just hung up on her and went on airplane mode but fuck even thinking about it makes me so angry like I want to punch her kinds of angry #and honestly if she hadn’t kept ignoring me and hadn’t kept trying to have this conversation after I said I was busy maybe I would’ve taken #it into consideration and looked into seeing one sometime #but honestly now I absolutely fucking refuse unless my doctor and I agree it’d be a good idea #fuck off mom fuck off and mind your own fucking business #personal #erika's blog and bar

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folklorepoetsdepartment · 7 months

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guess it’s not a trip back to my parents’ if my mother doesn’t make me cry

#coming here feels like groundhog day because once again i’m a kid and crying #somewhere i don’t fit in somewhere i don’t belong #and my mother is so needlessly cruel #she can’t control herself and she even acknowledges it #but that only makes it worse #because i just have to accept the apology right?#otherwise i’m a brat i’m a bitch i’m whatever you want to call it #and it’s never over it seems #thank god i’m finally at the airport right now #as soon as i’m back home this will all feel like a bad dream

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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Omg yesterday at my moms therapy I said how well I had been doing and feeling like I can actually handle life and my mom was immediately like “that’s because you’ve been taking your meds regularly again” and like completely brushed off any progress I had actually made and I had to be like yeah totally that’s it that’s why exactly when I haven’t taken my meds for a week straight in idk how long

#I was like yup totally that sure is why I’ve been feeling good totally #not at all that I’ve been spending time to do things I like and journal and process my feelings in healthy ways or that I am consciously #making strides towards regular person sanity #and she fucking brought up adhd meds again like FUCK OFFFFFFF HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY I DONT WANT TO TAKE THEM BEFORE IT CLICKS #I. DONT. WANT. TO. TAKE. THEM. they are a tool in MY mental health toolbox bitch back off my toolbox I know you fucking live adhd meds and #won’t shut up about them but I am happy now and I don’t like my brain on adhd meds and the only reason you want me on them is because you #like me more when I’m doing stereotypically productive tasks so you’d rather have me cleaning the house and not doing the shit I love than #you would have me not taking my meds and making art and writing poetry #like god #she just doesn’t fucking get it #I cannot create when I take adhd meds. that part of my brain just like dissolves.#the way I work is that constantly I have a million projects on the back burner in my mind and when I get inspired I make one #when I take my adhd meds I can’t just pick up a fun project I don’t get those ideas I can’t write poetry I can’t make art it’s like it sever #severs the line between my creative mind and my regular mind and I have nothing in my life that I need to be THAT focused on right now #but I have my perscruption still! like if I ever need it it’s there but that’s not your fucking decision that’s mine and you need to back #off my brain because it is a delicate fucking ecosystem up there in my head and I’m not going to fuck with anything until I have to #god. sorry. went on a bit of a rant. I am just so sick of arguing over my mom wanting to control the way I medicate myself. I am an adult #and she is not inside my brain so she needs to listen when I tell her how things affect me #she takes adhd meds like twice every day and hates the feeling of not being on them but I just don’t like them and she won’t fucking drop it #okay I am getting mad about adhd meds and my mother right before I have to be in the car with her all morning i need to relax #we’re going to psychic we’re gonna have fun #we’re not going to argue about this again.

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werewolfrevenge · 10 months

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My babygirl (there’s something deeply wrong with him 💗)

#I love 03 Casey but god 87 Casey is just….great? I think that’s the right word!!#he’s just….something else….and that something is a menace #Casey jones #Casey jones 1987 #tmnt #tmnt 1987 #diversity win the weird vigilante wearing a hockey mask is gay and transgender!!#he’s also going to fucking get you if you commit a crime!#oh I adore him so!!#face to face hysteria tag #his hair sucks to draw…so I just gave up and decided fuck it my drawing I’m taking control now bitch

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quietwingsinthesky · 10 months

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all my whumptober drabbles are done :D now I can work on the “ficlets” half

#*these bitches keep getting out of control of the wordcounts I set them #also still working on the kinktober drabbles/ficlets #have rewritten the one for collaring like 3 times now and I’m finally satisfied with it #hint: it involves Jody :3

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mamahoggs · 1 year

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today’s mood:

#this woman was a raging bitch to me and my manager at work today all because of an issue that was taking awhile to resolve #and now i’m getting in my head thinking corporate is gonna fire my ass for something i had no control over #like she picked up the order!! she was fine with it!!#and when she brought it back in to redo she was still totally fine and just wanted it straightened up a bit #but then she just randomly decides she would rather go somewhere else and get her money back #but the thing is like…. i don’t think we’re supposed to accept returns on custom services #so we couldn’t get it to go through the system and the only person who would know how left for the day #so i just ran it as no receipt and it technically went through but it didn’t print a receipt and gave me an error #but she stormed off so like. what was i gonna do #lian blabs

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pinkfey · 2 years

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my pos br*ther woke me up at 6AM bc he’s playing video games so fucking loudly and our walls are made of paper and no matter how much i tell him i need to sleep he doesn’t hear me through his headset 😐😐😐 i am just sitting here fml

#straight up yelling about his fantasy life where he was enlisted in the military (he wasn’t) to make some random mfs impressed #swearing up a storm which isn’t allowed in my parents christian household #bitching about the left which also isn’t allowed in our household #but remember their rules don’t apply to their precious firstborn fuckup <33 #i hate men yelling i hate men yelling i hate men yellingggg #I AM SO ANGRYYYYYY >:((((#i need to be up in two hours and he took that from me too lmao !! the one day i get to sleep in past six !! holy shit !! i hate him !!#*one hour now 🫠#‘but at least he’s not drinking 🥺’ ask me if i give a fuck i actually prefer him wasted bc at least that means he’s killing himself 🤩#like. he is such a fucking nuisance to live with. what’s funny about his pattern of abuse is how there IS no ‘good period’ where he tries t #make up for what he’s done. because that’s just his ‘sober period’ and he’s such a fucking ASSHOLE during even that that it’s like.#oh so this is you trying. this is the best you’ve got before you get pissed and continue abusing us physically and mentally.#he’s fucking pathetic oh my GOD #oh now he just pissed and didn’t wash his hands again. i am so full of venom rn i hate this man so much #27 year old grown ass man lying to teenage boys online to get male validation #can’t wash his hands after taking a piss despite the fact that he doesn’t shower for weeks on end #refusing to go to an SLE after rehab because he thinks he’s too good for it and ‘he’ll do better this time’ as if he wasn’t climbing out of #fucking windows to get wasted. as a twenty seven year old. touting about how he wants to die but don’t you dare get him help bc he doesn’t #want it. agreeing to rehab and then lying in order to be sent home bc he thinks he has control over an addiction and he in no way abuses hi #own fucking family. holy shit i’m making myself more angery but god i hate everything about him i hate EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM !!!!!!#anyways.txt #delete later

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evansbby · 1 year

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vent part 4

#y’all are prob side eying me so hard rn #like ‘why won’t this bitch shut up’ 😭😂#well I have a lot of thoughts racing in my head rn so I want to get them all written down #honestly right now the only time I DON’T feel anxious is when I’m fixing my dolls #and y’all I promise you I’m not a weirdo I do normal things like go out with my friends or read or watch tv etc #actually I don’t read anymore I don’t have the attention span for it #but anyways when I’m fixing up my dolls as in cleaning them brushing their hair giving them hairstyles or choosing new outfits #that’s when I feel the most in control of things and it helps me calm down #and to a degree I hate it bc does that mean I’m not equipped to handle real life!??#that the smallest disruption to my routine has me screaming and crying and having a meltdown whilst everyone stares at me like I’m crazy????#idk how to define ‘crazy’ but sometimes I truly feel it #like I just don’t feel in control of myself #or anything else #and someone told me once tang ‘when things don’t go your way you lash out’#which is true and I hate being that person #someone also told me that I physically run away or close off if it’s something I don’t want to talk about #which is another vent for another day lmao #but ugh idek #i hate feeling like this #but idk how to snap out of it

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switchytransboy · 2 years

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The way that a “certain” person/people on here were talking shit about you when you returned but you’re the most real and honest person i’ve seen on here lately is just horrible.

not even surprised lmao

it doesn’t phase me like, you’ll always be the bad guy in someone’s book and that’s life. you can’t help it but you can move on and be better from it.

i came back to floods of anons and dm’s and so on of people who remembered me from all my blogs of the past being so happy to see me again. those are the people i focus on <3

#i literally have the tattoo be kind on my knees #time and place bc sometimes you gotta fight a bitch haha #but i just live by that now tbh #lifes too heavy to fight all the time #people are dying #my people #my government is spiraling more than ever before in history #and i can’t even trust the people i walk down the street next to me to not hate crime me #im just done hanging onto negativity #there’s too much around me i can’t help #but i can control my inner peace #so if people hate me and that i’m back here ok #im staying lol #idgaf anymore who hates me #most of my country does so join the club queens

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