#I’m having serious fomo about this tho

[philsgirlinprague]

I’ve been thinking about buying a ticket for wad in Berlin, since Dan’s not doing a show in my country. But I don’t know anybody irl who would come with me and don’t want to go alone…

[artdcnaldson]

gawd… had a thought…

it’s not. like. feral or anything. but felt the need to share w you anyways……………

i was thinking about if like… patrick didn’t go to stanford with you guys… like he is always there always hanging around crashing in ur guys’ dorms trying not to get caught…… but he’s not like. enrolled. he’s still trying to go pro… still has tournaments or whatever the fuck they call them in tennis………. so i’m imagining like…. after all of this virgin!reader au stuff that we’ve talked about… he has to go on tour……. he hates hates having to leave you and art. he loves u guys. hasn’t said it yet but. he does. he’s never serious about anything ever tho so he’s like 😝don’t have too much fun without me!!! and ur like LOL WE WILL!!!. kidding but still. poor patrick is so 🙁…….. his sweetie face drops he gets so idk weird when he’s saying goodbye to you guys.. you’ve never seen him like this rlly. he does nawt want to go he needs to stay here with u…….. poor sweetie has fomo. and just misses u guys…… he’s so dumb and stupid and sweet. thinking about him being actually sad is making me want to rip my teeth out. BRB need to remind myself that he’s not real…..

Poor Patrick spends the first few nights just like tossing and turning missing you guys. His bed feels too big— he misses the shitty twin XL mattress that’s too firm. He misses you smushed between him and Art and feeling Art’s arm wrapped around him and resting his hand on the small of Art’s back.

He texts you guys constantly— runs up his flip phone’s data plan so bad he gets a call from his mom bitching him out about it. But he has to check in— he wants to make sure you guys don’t totally just forget he exists while he’s gone.

And the two of you notice how off he is when you call him, so you play up how much you miss him. Because you do— a lot, but he needs to hear it verbally. Needs to know.

Anyways you have to promise you’ll keep your hands to yourself, that you wouldn’t even dream of touching each other until Patrick brings home a trophy for the two of you.

And he does :) and you all celebrate the best way you know how 🫶🫶🫶

[lqfiles]

Im back to inform u that ttf isnt gonna be on the setlist for tds3 ummm? I THOUGHT WE WERE THE ONE. TRIGGER THE FOMO MORE LIKE. @CHENLE FIX THIS JEBALLLLL

Ok but imagine teddy bear is on the setlist like we will be cheering (from home) 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ OMG THAT REMINDS ME ARE U GOING TO ANY OF THE TDS STOPS???

SHSHSBDHDJDBDJ STOP I JUS SAW UR REPLIES TO MY MSGS now ur scaring ME dont say we're oomf in laws like thatttt 🌝 im just a girl behind a petite priv we do a lil trolling here and there and if i am actually oomfies with the lqfiles we might have to scream

- 🍮

this set list is CRAZYYY like why did i find out today that they’re also going to perform FIREFLIES… LIKE OH THATS NOT…. cute song but out of your whole discography you fought for that one?? they have to be trolling like these trolling kings am i right 😅 also tmi but i honestly never rlly cared about ttf like i never willingly listened to it but the amount of times i’ve seen it on my tl it has grown on me, WE ARE FHE FUCKING ONE DONT EVEN PLAYYY 😂😂 i’m curious to know what they’re gonna replace it with like ttf is the national jumping anthem, it’s our aju nice YOU CANT REPLACE THIS.. FLY HIGH QUEEN, CHENLE YOU SERVED US WELL WITH THAT ONE FANCAM

i feel like they will add teddy bear this time because they even got told on an interview how fans wanted it BAAADDD like if they’re not gonna do it this time they’re just playing too much 😒 anywaysss i’m not sure i wanna go sooooo bad tho, when i tell you i was watching tds fancams last month and the FOMO was bad like fuck i shouldve been there on the stage WITH THEM.. I HAVE TO GO THIS YEAR I JUST HAVE TO, pls pray for me 😭 my whole yt history these past weeks is just tds2 fancams i even got a playlist shdhdjssk

THAT DESCRIPTION WOAHHH that’s so me like just a girl who moved to a priv account where she gets silly and trolls a bit 🤫🤫 it would be so hilarious if you turn out to be a mutual or smth tho like THATS OOMF (serious) 😭😭😭😭🫶🏽

[deluxewhump]

Hello! It´s been a while, I´m sorry my ask isn´t about whump, but I wondered if you could let me hear some words of advice from you. Or any words, really. You said earlier that you got into college late but that you couldn´t be happier about how its going for you right now, so I wanted to know if you ever felt like you could´ve had graduated earlier if you just entered auto pilot until graduation or that you were being left behind when you saw friends graduating and how did you deal with that. I´m pressured to get back into school soon and well, no luck with job hunting and gigs lately, so I understand I´m not that worthy of an answer, but I just want to know how you dealt with those feelings if you ever had any of the kind.

It´s fine if you don´t wanna answer tho. I´m sorry for asking such personal questions.

Hey Moya. Of course! I’m sorry if this answer is like, my life story. But I’m trying to give my decisions and opinion some context. 😋

So my situation was: I’m from a veeeeery small town in New England and I left right after highschool. I had to work full time in order to make that work and support myself, but it’s what I wanted. I didn’t want to go do the college/dorm experience. I just didn’t care. Aaaand I kept moving states, so I was never a permanent “resident” where I was living, meaning tuition would have been 2X more expensive for me than state residents. The idea of college stressed me out wayyy too much and was too expensive to even give it serious thought.

Eventually when I was 26, I felt mentally and financially able to go to college in the state I was a permanent resident in. I took summer classes to try and just knock it out, worked evenings and weekends and graduated in 2020, at 29. Overall I enjoyed college! I was ready and wanted to be there.

Yes I could’ve gone at 18 and gotten some degree on auto pilot and had a bachelors at 21. But I didn’t. And I honestly think it doesn’t matter. Because I was doing other things. School isn’t everyone’s path, and it certainly isn’t everyone’s path in their late teens or 20s. I didn’t have the patience or the focus for it at that point. I probably would’ve dropped out (and with debt lol). If you see peers on a path you envy— do it! But first ask why you envy it. Do you actually envy it or do you just feel guilt and indecision like you *should* be doing that? There is no should, it’s all relative.

I rarely do “shoulda woulda coulda” anymore, but if I ever do I just remind myself that it all turned out just fine, I have a fantastic job and I’m right where I want to be. There was no secret correct path or time to be on it. It just didn’t matter, ultimately. And what about reverse fomo? What if I had done the “traditional college path” as an absolute baby at 18, and always wondered what I would’ve gotten up to had I done what I actually wanted? It’s hard to know everything is going to work out when you’re in it, but when you look back it seems like it was always going to be just fine.

I don’t necessarily think you should go back just because you feel pressure to. I think you should want it, on some level. You have so much time. If you’d rather put your energy into finding a job or some gigs in the meantime, I’m sure they will turn up. Go when you want, if you want, and to study what you want. The internal pressures you feel are probably external.

I hope something here was helpful.

[inevitably-johnlocked]

hi there! i’m a bi woman in my 20s and i’m in a committed relationship w a heterosexual man. i came out this year to him and have never been w a woman. we’ve been together for 3 years and i’m so happy w him. he’s been so supportive. i cant lie when i say that there aren’t times that i wonder if i’ll always be okay never having been in a relationship w a woman. not even for sexual reasons but purely because i love women and find myself longing to experience being with one. not sure what to do 1/4

part 2** my bf is someone i’ve talked about marriage with. we are very much committed to one another. it’s not even that i can imagine myself being with anyone else, and i know if we build a life together it’ll be amazing. it’s not that he’s not enough, because he so is. i regret not dating women before him, i guess. i don’t want to mess things up because what we’ve built together isn’t something you see everyday. and we’re both monogamous, so i wonder how to compromise with myself on this

part 3** i apologize for spamming you with this. i just am not sure what to do. i read wlw fan fictions and indulge in my fictional crushes and my boyfriend is super supportive of that. he knows i’m committed and i am. i’m currently not fully out of the closet due to personal reasons, but i do have a path to getting there. and once i am out, i just wonder if my thoughts on being with a woman will still linger. i would seriously be heartbroken if my bf and i didn’t end up together in the end

4/4 again so sorry for spamming u, just have no clue what to do. i don’t even really know what i’m asking of you, because i know it’s my decision! i guess feeling validated in this would be great, because i definitely do have feelings of guilt even tho i haven’t done anything. thank you for your time. hope you’re having a great weekend. - bi anon

Hey Nonny!

First off, I'm obligated to say that I am not a professional, so this is just my opinions and random thoughts as an outsider looking in. Inevitably, other people will have other opinions and suggestions for you, but the ultimate choice is YOURS to make. I know it's a tough one TO make, and a counsellor or a therapist can help you come to the right decision for your own heart.

So, it sounds like you're very comfortable in your sexuality, AND you are so very fortunate to have a partner who understands and loves you for you. He really sounds like quite a catch, Nonny, and I'll be brutally honest here: WHILE there is NOTHING wrong for feeling the way you do, this MAY have to be something you and him need to talk about if you can't reconcile with your own feelings. PERSONALLY, I REALLY don't think you should throw away a good thing while you have it... especially if you are genuinely happy and KNOW that you two will have a great future together. I feel like what you're experiencing right now is similar to what anyone coming out does – you just want to express yourself, and then you have a fear of missing out on something even if you have something great already.

There is NOTHING wrong with wanting to experience your life if you were with a woman... and this is where you really need to take a long hard look at yourself and decide if it's FOMO talking, or an actual thing. Because if it's something you really feel like you need to do, you'll only end up resenting your husband and then the life you build together.

I wish I could help you more than this, but this is a big complicated rabbit hole that only really you can decide upon. I suggest doing some sort of pre-marital counselling, and have this discussion with a mediator involved. I do really want you to be happy Nonny, and it sounds like you already have happiness. But again, uncomfortable conversations will need to be had, and decisions need to be made. Because your bf ALSO stands to be hurt in this thing he had NOTHING to do with, and perhaps you two can discuss it together.

I'm legit the worst person to ever talk about relationships with, Nonny – I've never ever been in a serious one in my entire life – so AS an outsider: Don't eff up a good thing unless you REALLY feel that you will resent him later.

If anyone has any other suggestions for Nonny, or want to share a similar experience, please do.

[kotsuvi]

hq at the outdoor pool [hc]

a/n: i did this instead of posting “a month of sundays” and honestly i’m not even mad about it.

karasuno:

- asahi: definitely wears a speedo. that’s all.

- daichi: wears bright orange boardshorts. slathers on sunscreen before, during, and after being in the pool. literally will make suga throw him the bottle while he’s in the water. like this man does not want to burn. occasionally yells at hinata, kageyama and bokuto for being too loud but then goes and does a  cannonball into a group of kids. 

- suga: totally the type to hang around the shallow end and splash around with the kids. he’d just wade around and get a kick out of them and all of the mom’s would fall for him within the first twenty minutes. probably brings neatly sliced carrots for a snack. wears a hat to avoid burning his scalp. 

- nishinoya: the kid that pretends to drown in hopes of getting the hot lifeguard to give him CPR. the first time it actually worked, but it totally backfired the second time. some rando old man “saved” him instead but noya got right out of there before things escalated. he didn’t go back to the pool for the rest of the summer after that. threw up in the pool once too. they had to drain it and it was closed for a week. 

- tanaka: always screaming. slips on the pool deck and gets yelled at for running. this man will literally dive into the water from anywhere. once he nearly decapitated a kid because he dove in the deep end without looking. he’s about one more annoying shriek away being banned from the place. 

- tsukishima: mans DEFO brings goggles to every pool. definitely. absolutely. hinata thought they were a joke and laughed at him for a solid twenty seconds before tsukki threatened to drown him. he does laps around the perimeter of the pool. purposely splashes water in little kids faces. yells at tadashi for swimming too close.

- tadashi: follow tsukki around the whole time. honestly not a very strong swimmer. literally almost drowned once but he doesn’t like to bring it up. he’s got checkered swim shorts. wears one of those white swim shirts that kinda looks like a wetsuit. kid always has goosebumps too, even if the sun is blazing. like teeth chattering. he does NOT like the water but has serious FOMO so he goes in anyways. 

- hinata: dear god. him and kageyama hold competitions for who can make the biggest splash. they jump in front the diving board, the slide, the side of the deck; anything to try and create some waves. really tried to get asahi to throw him into the air. he thought it would be super sick and create this mega splash but he just ended up looking like a toddler being tossed by a middle-aged man. it was extremely embarrassing. boy probably wears neon boardshorts and has matching flip-flops. 

- kageyama: he almost always wins biggest splash. he also threatens to throw small children off the diving board if they don’t jump fast enough. mans has zero patience with other people, but when it’s his turn he chickens out and then makes some excuse as to why he couldn’t do it. “oh, i got a headache”, “there were too many people in the line, it would’ve taken forever”. he also steals things from the lost and found outside the change rooms; mostly water bottles. 

aobajoshai:

- oikawa: comes extremely prepared. like very. towels and sunscreen and snacks and lots of drinks. only for himself tho; sharing is not caring. he just dips his toes in the water, maybe stands on the steps that lead into the pool, then he gets out and tans for the rest of the time. has boardshorts with flamingos on them. will occasionally splash water on his chest because he thinks it’s ~hot~. it kinda is.

- iwaizumi: he says he doesn’t even like the pool, but this man goes HARD in diving competitions. yanno those little toys that you throw in the deep end and they sink and then you have to go and get them? well yeah, he’s addicted to those. he’s so competitive about it too. made a kid cry once. when he’s not in the water he’s helping tendou fill up bottles to dump on kuroo and oikawa. he says there’s nothing to do at the pool, but he literally is busy the whole time. barks at you to shut up if you comment on the fact. 

- kindaichi: brings a giant green floaty and just drifts around the pool. literally had a nap on it once and burnt his body so bad that he couldn’t sit down for a week without excruciating pain. 

- kyoutani: tries to hold his breath for way longer than humanly possible. passed out once. starts a fight in the change rooms over who gets to use the last shower. threw shampoo in oikawa’s eyes once and temporarily blinded him. pretty sure all the staff is scared of him, and honestly they should be. this man will literally kill you. 

nekoma:

- kuroo: isn’t just acting like the lifeguard, he literally is the lifeguard. kidding, but he wishes he was. literally tests the chlorine levels of the water every time he goes there. him and kenma mostly just hang around the edge and talk. he tells off bokuto and tanaka for nearly beheading kids, but thinks it’s funny. he won’t want to get his hair wet, but tendou will absolutely take every opportunity that he can to dunk that man. 

- kenma: get a feeling that this boy does not like the pool. it’s too loud for him, and the screaming kids (+ tanaka) get on his nerves. he just sits with kuroo and prays that noya will throw up in the water again and then it’ll be drained. he only went because hinata pleaded him to, but the boy ditched him for kags halfway through. 

- yaku: literally spends the whole time bullying lev. told tall boy™ that if he went under the water for too long it would absorb through his ears and his lungs would fill up and he would drown. to everyone else he’s very caring. literally saved a kid from drowning once. stopped a fight between a jackass and a girl that was insecure about her braces. literally soft but not when it comes to lev

- lev: TERRIFIED. thanks to yaku he’s literally scared to go in the water for more than five minutes. mans sits on the edge and dangles his feet over the side. hates when his fingers and toes go all pruny. he likes to go on the pool slide though. constantly slips in the change rooms when showering and confuses the shampoo with soap. 

fukurodani:

-bokuto: this man goes WILD. literally lives at the pool when it’s hot. the king of doing tricks off the diving board. seriously. never ever leaves that board. he’ll push kids over to get to the top first. literally never ever stops shouting. he’s gotten so good at tricks that people will literally pay him to try new things. the lifeguards like to bet on whether or not he’ll make it. ALWAYS has a different pair of boardshorts??? this man has so many clothes for some reason. he also brings a different towel every time. oikawa is jealous but he won’t admit it.

- akaashi: DOES NOT SWIM. can do it but chooses not to. mans would rather just sit in the shade and read a good book. bokuto forces him to film shit and post it all over his socials. the kind of guy that looks mysterious and causes girls to giggle and admire from afar because they think he’s a heartbreaker. 

shiratorizawa:

- ushijima: wears shorts that are way too fucking tight for him. snatches the hot lifeguard away from noya without even knowing it. this man will literally just sit at the bottom of the pool for as long as he can. like takes a huge breath and then sinks to the bottom. he’ll just sit there. like you’ll be swimming and look down and oh! there he is, just sitting criss-cross at the bottom of the fucking swimming pool. tanaka dared hinata to lay beside him, but hinata almost drowned before he even got seated cuz the poor boy couldn’t figure out how to stop floating up to the surface. 

- tendou: he swims with his eyes open like DRILLING into you underwater. tsukki was doing his laps once and tendou was just there like watching. he’s the kinda guy to pull the filters out of the side of the pool and examine what’s inside (literally just bugs and leaves and some plastic cap). drinks the pool water. runs on the deck as well. like sprints. spends most of his time bothering everyone else and freaking out other swimmers. doesn’t shower before getting in the water and doesn’t shower afterwards. probably doesn’t shower period.

- goshiki: always doing tricks. handstands?? you got it. a cartwheel into the water? yep. tried to backflip off of bokuto’s shoulders and got screamed at by the staff? yes yes yes. did a flip off the diving board and bellyflopped so bad that his entire body was red for two weeks? mhm. he always needs an audience though, even if it’s just a few 10 year old kids. his trunks fell down once when he was getting out of the water.

other:

- aone: kids are scared of him. he always looks like he wants to drown somebody, and there was a rumour that he actually did. of course he didn’t. mans doesn’t even really know how to swim. he just paddles around in the shallow end. wishes he was wearing water wings.

- terushima: goes to the pool for the snacks and drinks??? “don’t know, the food just hits different here,” is always his answer. he brings his own speaker and literally starts a disco between the lawn chairs. the staff don’t like him at all, but he buys so much fucking food that literally all their income is from that man. he rarely actually goes in the water. stole someone’s flip-flops once and ended up getting warts.

- atsumu: pulls some random girl up on his shoulders for a chicken fight. went through two phones in three weeks because he takes it in the water with him??? literally like on his phone while swimming. idk, mans just gotta stay updated on the twitter tea. 100% pees in the pool and blames it on kageyama.

- sakusa: does not go to the public pool. ever.

[sharkytrash7]

My last say. Hopefully not my final essay.

So I've been watching YouTube videos of how to get over ex's and how to deal with break ups. In my heart, I know we belong together. I know the fact that I'm not Christian is a problem. My arguement is that you never fell in love with an atheist. You fell in love with me. Its tough when you refer to me as atheist because I'm so much more then that. You of all people know that. I love you with all my heart. I want to marry you still. I'm not of being alone or being without you. I'm scared of what I am without you. To be honest you were and still are my guardian angel in my eyes. You've changed my life and I hate to see you leave. You keep emphasizing that we might not be together but I still have hope we'll be together. After all, you have my rib. I know things are hard for you at the moment with God. Its tough for me 2. I go to afda and put on a smile pretending I'm fine. You want to be with a Christian. I get that. But no Christian will be as good as I am to you. Even tough I'm not a Christian, I can try to be the best person in the world for you. I dont love for your looks or your voice or cause you give me affection or cause you buy me stuff or cause you did things to me. Its all those things and more. I love you cause youre you. I would never change anything about you. Even your cute toes. Once upon a time I promised you I'd convert for you. I want to make this clear ! I am not trying to manipulate you in any way shape or or form ! Im just venting to tumblr. I'd keep my promise. It wouldnt be for you or for me but for us. Cause your right woman ! Its just better if we're both Christian. I know your gonna be thinking, "hmmmm, hes probably just saying this so I get back with him. He just wants me back. What an ass" and it does look like that. Thats why. Huh. Idk actually. I guess it is kinda fucked up to say this. Kinda shity cause then it would make your life 10 times harder. Okay so ignore that bit. Im not deleting it because effort AND because I said it / typed it with meaning and for a reason.

I get why we dont talk because if your parents find out they'll lose their minds and also because I'm pulling you away from your God things. But like when will I be able to date you. Ya know. Like even if I was Christian, your parents would still hate me. And if your parents forgave me. I wouldnt be Christian. So i get your side of life. Cause thats tough cookie. I wish our love could be enough because it is lowkey for us. Its a rough one. I wanna tell you so many things but i dont wanna jinx your future. I just find it crazy that you think your going to marry someone else. People have been saying its just because your my first girlfriend but I dont believe em. I felt a connection with you. Something I dont see happening with anyone else. You keep telling not to wait for you but its what I feel is right. Just like how you said it feels right to break up. I dont think this will last forever. We'll I wont be able to last much longer but. I feel like we've got this. We've been through a lot together and I'm positive about us. When I said us not being together would be a watse I didnt mean a waste of time or money or anything. I just meant it would be crazy for us to go through everything we did just to let (a big deal) get in the way. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU MY BOO !

Lowkey in the back of my head thinking this

I know I said these things but I cant hold you to anything. You could be over me and my shit and want another relationship. I have to deal with that. If you want some buff white english indie guy to come love you then that the way it'll be.

Deep down I want it to be though. Like I want to be your knight. Your dark knight _wink wink_. I know eternal life is a big thing for you and I'd like to be there with you to. I dont really know if I'll be accepted up in heaven. Even if i am a Christian. Im hard on myself like that. Id rather let more deserving people go to heaven. Idk why I put myself. Its just me. I just see potential in others. More so than in myself. I see my purpose on earth as a chance to help others. You know. Plus im sure when (i cant remember the name of it) the blue lights come down and take people to heaven. Im sure I'll meet you up there. Your just so scared of messing up like one thing and I get it I was like that 2. Id make sure everything was planned out. Truth is. I hd to stop being scared in order to move forward. Like after my car accident. I was terrified to drive again. I couldnt deal with driving. But i had to get over it. And I know you blame yourself and God for what happened. Please dont. Everything happens for a reason. I feel like that stuff taught me a lesson about being calm and calming myself down. It definitely wasnt God punishing you for being with me. Again not trying manipulate you or preach to you or try to change your thoughts. Its just my opinion. All I'm hoping you do is consider what I'm saying. I really truley am sorry about everything but at the same time. Everything that happened has happened and its made us who we are. If given the chance I'd do it again.

Also lowkey I'd love to celebrate 2 years with you. #nopressure. Like seriously I'm being serious but at the same time dont stress you cute little head about it. If it doesnt happen it doesnt happen.

My eating habits have gotten worse. Idk. Im lowkey scared im dying. I want to go to the doctor but its expensive and I've been such a burden on my parents. I'm pretty sure I can wait a couple years before getting it checked up.

My new glasses are cool. You have to see yhem in person. That another thing. I thought i wouldve seen you by now just driving or something. But i guess you only really drive to church and home. Or to someones house or like a party thing.

Happy 21st birthday baby. Wow. Your getting like so old. I still remember falling in love with the 19 year old you. Look how far we came. A whole 2 years. Youve grown so much since then. Firstly you don't bump into cars xD. Jk. You really have become such a grown up and I've been blessed being there with you. You became independent and youve become yourself. Its was a wild trip but to see you come out on top has been worth it. You deserve the world. And if anyone tries to hurt you / stop you, send em my way. Youre one of the most beautiful intelligent cutest amazingest bestest person in the whole world. Happy Birthday Boo.

The boo tattoo. We getting em together ? Also all your stuff is still here so if you do move out invite me over sometime so i can drop off these things. Lowkey your life is amazing and spontaneous and I have huge FOMO (fear of missing out). You don't to worry about me tho. I've been waiting to do things with you.

Moving out. Yeah. Its a big possibility next for me. I remember you originally said we can't live together which sucked but made sense. So. If you ever need a place to stay. Call me. I'll set up a guest bedroom for you.

I wasnt going to with your dad a happy birthday because you never with mine I dont think. But im not a monster like you. Jk lol. You probs just forgot.

Also it really sucks you cant speak 2 me. Your not an asshole. I just wish you could've helped me calm down.

Im sorry this was so long. I'm sure Ive forgotten things and said things I shouldnt have but tbh its been kinda theraputic for me. Like I feel a lot better having got thise things off my chest. You dont have to reply to anything yet. Cause I know your brains busy atm. If you can acknowledge that you seen it that would be nice. But ja. Please dont take anything Ive said personally or strongly. I just blurped things out and yes things do have meaning. But it takes two to tango. I desperately want to tango with you though.

Ps I love you

Pps Im sorry

Ppps take me back

Pppps jk. not jk

Yours truly

Triston Kyle Pillay (Penguin)

3:36 Vala is today. Shhhh