#I’m going mental over this
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I beg your pardon?
#carraville#gary neville#jamie carragher#I beg your actual pardon#his ‘dirty little laugh’ did you just say#sir that’s not on#I need time to process this#being bisexual would be so easy for gary but here he is coming out with his shit#christ on a bike#I’m going mental over this
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Okay 3 things
1. I was thinking about an aroace Sonic who says things that can be taken as wildly flirty/romantic but he just means them genuinely. “You have beautiful eyes, I keep getting distracted while looking at them,” not cause he’s interested romantically in them but because eyes can be really cool and pretty man I dunno what to tell you he likes looking at cool things and he thinks his friends are neat. “You’re the most beautiful person here,” because he really thinks that, he loves his friends
2. Sonic randomly dropping heartfelt genuine comments on his friends out of the blue completely blindsiding them and then moves on like nothing happened while they’re left going ?????? Bonus points if he does something immensely stupid or jerkish just before or immediately afterwards and they can’t tell if he was serious or not with the compliment (yes he was)
3. Sonic usually being so allergic to truly vulnerable moments that when he expresses something heartfelt randomly Tails thinks he’s been stabbed or something and does not believe him when he reassures him that he’s fine he’s fine he’s not dying yeesh
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#Aroace Sonic#Rouge the Bat#miles tails prower#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#Shadow the Hedgehog#how to explain the fact that I think Amy crushing on aroace sonic is lovely. I love you but not like that and you liking me doesn’t make me#uncomfortable so you can keep doing it its okay i won’t’ ask you to get over it quickly no ones as fast as me#dysfunctional in the sense of Sonic says stuff like that without meaning it in that way and it feeds into Amy’s crush even though she knows#he’s not going to return her feelings#ALSO I DREW ROUGE!! SHE’S LOVELY!! OUGH!! I LOVE DRAWING WOMEN!!!!!#sonic dropping the fact that he views shadow in a very positive light after they’ve been at each others throats arguing for thirty minutes#multi-ship but make it mostly one-sided who isn’t’ a little bit in love with sonic romantically or platonically or anything else in between#look at him#then he scarfs down a chili dog and no one can take him seriously#drives them all absolutely insane with his nonsense#imagine hearing this dude say something genuinely heartfelt and for a second it flips your perspective of him#and then he’s telling you your eyeliner is crooked or pointing and laughing at you cause you stumbled or doing a handstand and bragging#about it and nope he’s exactly the same except IS HE?#hyper-competent sonic that leaves everyone wary of him#heartfelt sonic that makes so no one can ever quite hate him#jerk sonic so that no one can ever quite worry for him#I’m mentally ill over the hedgehog can you tell CAN YOU TELL????#HAPPY AROMANTIC AWARENESS WEEK IG THIS IS NICELY TIMED HGLKJSDLFAKS;LDJ#are we getting into ooc territory? I honestly couldn’t begin to tell you I’ve seen 3 clips of of rouge and Amy between the two of them HGLK#i forgot i wanted to do one of sonic asking shadow ‘can i hold your hand now’ and shadow looking at him like he’s insane
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Milestones
@aroace-get-out-of-my-face I sincerely and honestly wish you a very get exploded.
#Do you notice how all but Fords face is scratched out because he can imagine himself with his brother all he wants#but doesn’t know what kind of person his brother grows up to be#So his dreams are incomplete and faded and insubstantial. He can only ever imagine#Did you did you notice#Ahahahahahha I love them so much them and their inherent tragedy#The interesting thing about this piece to me is that I irl haven’t surpassed any of these milestones yet#and there are some I don’t even want to#They’re so far off I can barely conceive of them(so in that way ford and i are similar#if in completely opposite directions)#why do I find this so fascinating and heartbreaking is it because I still have so much waiting for me#and the fact that people can let other people go and miss each other growing up is painful and difficult to imagine#and part of why I love these stories to begin with#Ty for coming to my ted talk I’ll shut up about my own mental. Uh. Process?? I’m processing my own feelings ignore me#I’ve been fighting for my life against this piece for over a week#my art#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan twins#stangst#based on a fic#abandon my eulogy
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You’re not into doing art anymore are you? :-/
Homie my dog died last week and I’ve literally been bedridden since then with a really bad cold. Cut me some slack 😭
#Pretty bad two weeks honestly if must say so#I’m STILL sick btw. It’s been a solid seven days now at this point#I’m over it. I’m done being sick I want to feel like a human being again#Also I’ve had the world’s worst art block for like three months. You gotta be patient with me I just need time#ESPECIALLY right now#I’m going to try and get to my tablet this weekend if I can. Hopefully I’ll start feeling better by then#Shima answers questions#Anyway to answer your question: Yes and no. Just be patient with me 🙏 Ya girl’s gotta recover mentally AND physically rn
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Stabby stabby time 😌✨
(Original meme audio source can be found via this YouTube video!!)
#once again I’m so bad at putting silly short meme stuff onto my main channel without thinking it’s gonna humiliate me HELP 🥲#l’ll get over it this is my exposure therapy hour#it doesn’t help that I told classmates in college about my YouTube channel and didn’t think about how that would fuck with my anxiety lol#like ‘OH NO WHY DID I DO THAT THEY’LL KNOW I’M CRINGE AND WEIRD NOW’#listen if people can’t tolerate you at your cringiest and you feel like you need to mask around them 24/7 then it’s not worth#you gotta be your authentic self and enjoy your interests regardless of how people view it#trying to people please the masses is only going to wear you out and make you feel disconnected from yourself#‘fuck it we ball’ mentality saves lives tbh#….I don’t know I’m still trying to pep talk myself into it being socially acceptable to post sillies :’)#for now this will be a Tumblr exclusive until I stop being a baby about it✨#(also wouldn’t it be funny if my channel has a running joke of everyone not knowing what Puzzles age is? Just a thought)#(first Meggy asks him about it and now I’m asking too)#(no wonder the guy pulled out a knife people won’t shut up about his age lmfao)#mr puzzles smg4 meme#mr puzzles animated#smg4 girl how old are you I’m getting nervous meme#girl how old are you I’m getting nervous mr puzzles meme#hplonesome art
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Do you have more Moby Dick: Modern Translation chapters anywhere that certain interested parties (me and everyone with taste) could read?
In reference to this translation of Moby Dick into insufferable modern idiom, in which Ishmael is suddenly shown up in a startling light as a person we’ve actually met and knew well but didn’t really like:
I’m sorry, I haven’t written any more of that! After chapter 1’s mad rush of energy, the book tackles more tricky, boring and unfunny content, including passages that are just uncomfortably problematic in any time; and, like, entire chapters about listening to a church sermon.
A line translation (and that is mostly a very faithful line translation! The only thing I regret not doing was perfectly capturing the fart joke!) apparently has a lot of educational value, and helps to reframe the whole novel. That’s worthy work! But i simply wouldn’t want to do a line translation on the next few chapters. My brain is picking daisies instead, already. I would say: “sorry, I’m abridging this for my own mental health. You’re eligible for a free refund.” In which case the educational value is negligible (you can just read the plot summary online. There’s a really big whale in it.)
Anyone else who wants to take a stab at it (FROM HELL’S HEART) would be welcome and I’ll gladly promote your efforts. It’s just. I am going
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- come here let me measure your head
#🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼-🌼#I’m flirtatiously making the hyphens green 😙#mody bick#moby dick#also to be completely fair that’s the kind of thing I should take my time over and do properly#and that always triggers something in my head like#probably should seek to do it properly and get paid#sorry for banging on about that all the time#as always I am startlingly broke it’s the first week of the month and I’m shatteringly broke ✌️#so I get cross and grumpy#and go I should work out some kind of thing where I get paid#and then proceed not to do that and complain instead.#at least I’m self aware about it.#but yeah brain sees an assignment like that translating a whole#book into another language and goes you’d have to pay someone with an English degree ten thousand dollars to do that#like first chapter is funny haha but the INSTANT it tips into homework!!!!#I start calling the union#and our union is like. the nerd union.#and I call them mentally going GUARDS! I started doing a Bit and it turned into#homework in my head and now I don’t wanna.
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Happy Birthday Ayn! (★ᴗ★)
I can’t stop thinking about his cn bday sr help
#lovebrush chronicles fanart#lovebrush chronicles#lbc fanart#ayn alwyn#lbc#fyi: just my rambling past here#I wasn't going to do anything but the cn birthday cards…#Fanservice but I'm servicing myself because the outfits are right up my alley#mc in a floor length(?) gown plus the roses and jewelry?#the devs did this for me personally#Bejeweled heart lars mc 🤝 2024 cn birthday ayn mc#I dreamt of the bejeweled dress once it's fabulous#Ayn's fit matches her vibe well enough and he gets a kiss for being the birthday boy#the bday ssr was a good read reinforces Ayn’s character and mentality#with a sprinkle of his parents’ history#‘Maybe Ayn would become a happier child’ :(#also kid ayn gives me cuteness aggression look at his face#jkjjsks my brain is all over the place near finals#I haven't tried an atmospheric piece in months hm#not as rendered as I wanted but I can't spare any more time#hyperfixated for 2 days now it's back to responsiblilities#until Long Way Ahead#I’m at 7k stamina lmao
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Suptober - Day 1 || Liminal [x]
#suptober23#suptober#destiel#destiel fanart#castiel#dean winchester#spnfanart#wiggleart#ITS FINALLLY HEEERRREEEE#of course the first prompt was a little difficult right off the bat and at first I was just gonna shove them in the back rooms#but then after brainstorming with a friend came to this#idea that the conversation in 0407 was a liminal one of Cas’ mental state at the time#it happened at a playground which is Classic Liminal Art subject matter#and then decided to set it at night which is Liminal Time#like when you’re at a sleep over and diving into your deepest secrets with your friends before the sun comes up#also a reminder line art from this challenge alone with 9 other doodles are going up for sale as a 40 drawing coloring page packet#you’ll be able to print out#I’m so excited about that!
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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Unironically thanking Mouthwashing for getting me out of an art block and helping me gain back the energy to draw in INSANE
Like- who would’ve thought that a psychological horror game would get to me and inspire me in such a way that only comes every few years???
Thanks stinkies
Plus I’m still getting used to tumblr, I’ve decided to quit stinky Twitter and come over here and honestly I feel so much better
I need to become insane again and work on my projects, I have so many planned now
Ehehe
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing daisuke#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#twitter fucked over me mentally now it’s time to heal#i’m gonna go insane#hyperfixation go brrr
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here me out: what if I was puppy
trying to fight art block, burnout, and anxiety all at the same time so I drew my sona as a werewolf because I wanna
#sorry I’ve been dead#I know I have a couple asks in my inbox about my au#been struggling with it lately ngl#my hyperfixations change like once a week#rn I’m so burnt out and all over the place I don’t have a big one and it feels weird#mental health go wheeeee#anyway werewolves are fun#big fluffy dogs#I love them#hope you enjoy these lol#art#digital art#my art#random#artists on tumblr#sketches#not au art#werewolf#werewolves#sona#my sona#sona art#artist sona
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As wonderfully tragic as it would be for simon and bob to have been the two people who died in the accident that happened before he worked for goddard futuristics, im on the side that jacobi is midland after the events of wolf 359, because that man deserves to have at least two friends that aren’t dead.
#having two friends that die and then making two more friends later on and then having them die too#is more than the amount of suffering that I’m willing to headcanon for the guy#he’s dealt with enough#also I like the idea that daniel jacobi is his real name and that his first best friends were kepler and maxwell#and then he changed it to midland so that he could restart his career without people knowing about his past identity#and how he got blacklisted from further ballistics work#I bet simon teller reminds him of kepler#if he called him mr jacobi he’d probably have a mental breakdown#can you guys tell that I just finished time bombs and that I’m going insane over the Jacobi is midland thing#jacobi is midland au#mark midland#daniel jacobi#jacobi wolf 359#time:bombs#wolf 359#kepler yaps
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you are literally faking all of your “problems” for attention. I have bpd, past severe subst abuse problems, suicidal treatment resistant depression, abuse history and I’m not on here all ditzy posting kittens and tits, in fact my shit on here is disgusting and scary. No one with severe problems has a lil flower blog, just lying and begging 4 money making us REAL troubled ppl look fake as u are
So because I post images of kittens and tits I don’t have the mental illnesses I’ve been diagnosed with? Where’s the logic like this is the most absurd stupid thing I’ve heard in a while and it’s actually incredibly harmful to think like this.
I think maybe you should not be on this website or the internet at all if this is how you’re going to act
I hope you feel better bc this is not how you treat people 🖤 and this entire take in general is very very dumb
Here’s screenshots of my ongoing health conditions :) I cropped out a couple bc I felt like it lol


I’m sorry that I don’t solely post depressing negative shit. I don’t see a reason to do that. My goal here is to lift people up not tear them down. This makes absolutely no sense whatsoever
You need help babe. Badly
#you’re very very misguided and taking your own pain out on strangers who have done nothing wrong isn’t going to help#I WISH I was faking.#I’m trying to heal sis why would I consume and spread solely negative content?????#‘lil flower blog’ has me deaddd ☠️#it’s so hard to stomach what a nasty horrible bitch this person is#I hope you feel incredibly stupid#I have over 3x the mental problems you do but I don’t go around rubbing that shit in anyone’s face. weird ass#my doctors put my bpd diagnosis in as mood disorder so I can avoid the stigma that comes along with bpd in the medical system#it was really cool of them to do that
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Now see, I know I’m self centred bc why tf do h genuinely crack myself up when I reread my old works or even my TAGS like how come I find myself so funny
#genuinely tho guys#I’ve learnt over the past year that being cocky makes life so much better#I’m not joking when I say I’m mentally better than I’ve been in years#and I chalk a lot of it up ti that#just be more confident even if you feel like you’ve got nothing going for you#it makes you happy#formula 1#max verstappen#charles leclerc#lestappen#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#formula 1 fanfic
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I’ve been deconstructing my ideas of Tim to separate fanon from canon for the purpose of my solo run idea. What do you mean Batman calling him Jason was a canon event. I understand fanon has a basis in canon but I thought that was a development of fanon maybe. Eye is twitching I’m bringing back all of my deconstructed emotional disconnected mentor Batman thoughts
#aimeespeaks#tim drake#red robin#I have said that in my backstory rewrite he’s just a sever latchkey kid case and there is no criminal neglect as in fanon#but I’ve also said Janet will be really a complicated character (it’s what she deserves)#and although I’ve not really talked about Jack he remains as he was for a lot of time original Robin run#extremely emotionally disconnected#like he’s not abused or neglected but going back to one of the three core aspects of my run#which is 1. why is he a vigilante 2. who is he and 3. the mental illness he has#and like it connects to all of it#his childhood is such a heavy focus cause it shapes he’s need to be not only useful but also emotionally dependable#and how those two needs play into why he is who he is#(I will get back to this but it largely comes back (to me this is lore I’m creating and one day will make canon if I can) (Janet deserves#to be a real character)#and like. unfortunately this really helps actually cause it bridges the gaps between his childhood and present with a blaring sign that#is his Robin years#I will largely skip over them and I don’t ever plan to address it#but my iteration of Tim does not see Batman as a father#he doesn’t want a dad who’s not his dad#his parents died when he was old enough that adoption wouldn’t ever really be considered the option emotionally#so he’s not like dick (who btw although he has a parental relationship with b never is adopted and that’s a seperate can of worms)#and he loved his parents who although emotionally u healthy genuinely loved and cared for him#(not like Jason. also he comes after Jason the only son Batman like set out to father (b4 bio Damian) (and don’t even get me started on#cass)#that’s not his dad that is one man in a line of emotionally unavailable mentors#(I have also not gotten into how entrenched in academia Tim was growing up with Janet (it’s never really implied he spent lots of time#around his parents buisness so. I’ll get into this later)#like a Batman who is canonically and unfortunately deeply emotionally unavailable and who is overall very unintreseted in a new Robin is.#so perfect for a child who had to develop extreme levels of emotional intelligence and independence young (aided by being a genius)#as a way to understand his mothers love
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Already said this on Instagram and briefly here but to put it simply I’m not doing great and as I’ve said previously, posting may slow down for a bit. But I probably just won’t be online as much either, at least not much on tumblr, and I might be a bit harder to get ahold of.
This also may affect when chapter eight of TNG will be ready, since I know a lot of people have been asking about it I thought it might be good to mention
#hexcii says stuff#and just for clarification#I am safe!! I’m just going through something mentally right now that I’d rather not speak too much of#physical health is still all over the place#but eh what else is new
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