#I’m getting back into reading ig
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
In 2020, Tumblr had 29.4 million users in the US.
Text
I finished reading volume 15 of Chainsaw Man and I just wanted to ask if reading volumes 1-4 is recommended? I got volumes 5-15 because the anime leaves off at 5 but after reading the whole thing I’m thinking about getting the first 4 volumes but idk cause this shit can get pricey
Just wanting to know if theres any info that got left out or if the volumes are just good reads
#chainsaw man#chainsaw man manga#pls lmk if you’d recommend reading these volumes#I’m thinking about it but iiidk#I’m obsessed with this shit bro#I looove this shit#I love Denji bro#he is just such a stupid idiot and I love him#I have volume 16 preordered and I’m HYPED#I have to wait until September thooo#the only other manga I have is the first 3 volumes of beastars lmaoo#I did order the summer hikaru died tho#I heard it’s reeeeaally good#I’m getting back into reading ig#as long as I got pictures to look at🤗
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thinking of the absolute tragedy that is Leo and Jason
#it’s so sad#like Leo ‘dies’ and then when he finally gets back Jason dies before they get to see each other again#it’s just so fucked up#I wish they got to reunite😭😭#like take this as platonic or romantic it’s still devastating#when I tell u I was sobbing when I read leo and Piper finding out Jason is gone—#Ig that’s what fics r for💀#honestly tho like talk abt tragic#idk why this was suddenly on my mind but now I’m sad abt it#leo valdez#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#valgrace#<< kinda Ig#this isn’t even mentioning having like an entire set of false memories of someone#like that includes Piper too but DAMN that would suck#‘where’s Jason’#😖😭😭#my stuff
126 notes
·
View notes
Text
Didn’t get called back for Frozen BUT they’re only calling back for six rolls, so I may still have a lead, idk Anyways I’m praying I get a lead lol 🙏🙏🙏
#I auditioned for the reading with Olaf#But Olaf is getting called back so I could get Sven instead ig#Or the queen#There’s other options lol#Anyways I’m freaking out lol#frozen the musical#frozen
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍
#very VERY sorry for suddenly leaving so long ago#idk i just. leave my social media accs randomly sometimes idk sometimes i need space ig#but i wanna try n be a lil more active on here again <3#a lot has happened since i’ve truly been active on here but welp such is life#i have an active dnd campaign n more close friends now#and i almost booked tickets for the bronze vb olympia match !!#sadly they were all sold out :(#there’s still some old ass asks in my inbox i wanna get to eventually !! taku n anon z i see ur asks! i will answer them !!#might take me a bit to get used to tumblr again. generally not sure just how active i’ll be#we’ll see ig#in case anyone actually reads this especially if i know you: hey!! hello !! i missed you all :((#especially taku n anon z ofc !! <3#bc i mostly only rlly talked to you guys haha#i’m on anti depressants now n actually doing much better in case. anyone was wondering haha#and i’m once again neck deep in a tokrev phase bc i just got a friend into it (we watched the whole of s1 together)#(it took us 5 days)(we were on a school trip n didn’t have anything better to do)#so. uh. yeah#hopefully expect some tokrev stuff from me :3#glad to be back guys <3#really missed this tbh#☆—`elys rambles
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
reading 1984, why is there a whole section which is just a manifesto and explaining history i am so bored
#not intellectual enough for this book ig#i was interested but now i’m just bored get me back to the plot i bed#bookblr#reading#1984#currently reading#books and reading
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
turns out. i hallucinated that i read the first percy jackson book.
middle school me was wild.
#i think i got the idea from the movie and word of mouth. and then used that to read the next two books#and then i stopped#MMMM monkey i blame you for making me want to get back into percy jackson#im bringing my whole dnd group chat with me if i have to#i’m. so excited.#i gotta buy the first book ig#percy jackson#🐊#speck rambles
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated#can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all#tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump#hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much#and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context#it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten#literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch#which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed#literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is#it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night#I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired#and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled#in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout#and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do#it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back#I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them#and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe#and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos#but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications#both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking#and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me#I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it#this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening#just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours#PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends#this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this#personal#mine#vent post
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I have a week and a half of finals left and I am not making it through y’all 🙏
#I js finished my aps on Monday and ap studying is a whole different kind of beast#and so were finals last year#this year finals are light as fuck and that means I will not be studying much this week cuz I cannot get myself to take this shit seriously#like Monday? hell. ap gov and apah on one day#I had to cover 40 percent of apah on my own in the weekend before the exam cuz the teacher didn’t 😭#I also still had to review for gov#so I was spending like 18-20 hours a day on studying for those classes last weekend#and then taking the tests were fun but also horrible experiences#cuz of all the fucking writing#l got to near 20 pages of writing that day#and now I’m spending like an hour and a half max reviewing for anything#I have a final tomorrow and I’m so unserious about it#the only kinda stressful thing is Spanish and bio both being next Thursday#and ig math on Monday#but they’re still pretty light cuz I hv so much time to study#when we don’t hv tests it’s all study hall#so I’m just sitting in a room for 5 hrs working during school#and that’s more than enough time for those exams#like I just have to do 80ish practice problems and make flashcards for Spanish everyday until Sunday#and then I’m gonna check my math study guide on Sunday#and then continue studying Spanish flashcards every day leading up to next Thursday#other than that I have to make lang flashcards and study a bit for lang (prob like 2ish hours) next Monday#and like 6-7 hours of studying bio#like this is not that bad???#and I’m so excited for summer!!!#I alr have so many things prepped I wanna do!!#imma try to read for 24 hrs straight & draw more & get back into printmaking & do an internship & work on speech and debate#& volunteer at a library with my friends & study for next yr & learn to knit/crochet#& listen to music more & get back into piano fr & exercise#ares.txt
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
literally being an insane stalker on the Fraudulent Instagram i made … teehee
#stream#ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLALSLA#did i synch contacts ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) yes#literally girl …#i’m not even going to say it#basically stalked an ex by tracking down the number & then synching contacts to the ig so it’ll show me their ig but i just found it by#going to their business & then finding their follower then going to the profile [privated]: small follower small following - track down the#followers by going through the ‘recommended’ start cross referencing through THEIR recommended#i think i found 8/~30ish -> went through comments & likes to see what posts/when posted then eventually found this guy that was recommended#on a recommended ok so i was going through then i was like oh haha he has a dog anyways … keep going i see another post 👁️👁️ i Know that dog#I KNOW THAT ROOM ‼️#I KNOW THE GUY SITTING AT THE DESK#ok so go through this guys posts & start cross checking then ‼️ I KNOW THOSE STAIRS ok keep going#I RECOGNIZE THAT LANYARD ….#ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA#piecing it together …#then PIECING THE PIECES ?#ok so i start commenting#ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA#THEN I READ THE MOST RECENT POST: 5HRS AGO#OF THE DOG I KNOW - read the comment ALSKALSKLAKSALKSLAKSLA OKOKOKOKOK#now back track to my calendar to find out when i was crazy last#ADDING UP THE PIECES#ok so this his new man#( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)#time to play games#ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKLKALKALSKAL#i’m abt to invent a whole character#i was born in 1972 & i’m mexican … as is the new boyfriend ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)#ALSKALKSLAKSLA ILL ROPE MY FLATMATE INTO IT & GET MEXICAN SLANG
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
noping out li k e
#in other news i just realised that i do not have any clean bgs for lxl’s lesson room from honeypre and i. just. lolllll#i have like a million screenshots of literally every other place in honeypre b u t lxl’s lesson room. that’s just. lmaoooooo#ueueueurhdhchjdsjs w h a t e v e r no one’s gonna care about every single screen transition in ny aizo anyway#(as though anyone would even read it lol)#anyway. um. the chlorpheniramine isn’t working and my nose is still running from my allergies#soooo ig i’ll try to get chapter 1 of ny aizo done while i’m still unable to sleep lol. i really need to buy more antihistamines……….#or maybe i should just splurge on a vacuum cleaner to succcccc up all the dust so that i won’t have to buy allergy meds again…#y ea h that sounds like a plan. go me im so smart omg#i should totally get the one that looks like a bazooka… but hopefully i won’t get too lazy to use it lol#hm. anyway. i should get back to ny aizo. lmao.#染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
maybe im just very hard to please when it comes to media lately but I didn’t really like this bsd episode
#im a casual fan so not passionately upset but yea wasn’t really a fan 😭 but idk what could’ve happened since I’ve had concerns all season#I feel a little Ough 🤕 about being negative for bsd+csm+jjk in most of my recent posts ahdhdnsnfj#and it. MIGHT just be me bc it seems like no one has issues w bsd/csm but. idk all of these have felt shakier in their plot and characters#like all of these I’ve been like: oh wow I LOVE this character or scene but overall?? hm#still like all of them but trying to be more detached since I wanna enjoy what I can#im a firm believer of just dropping something if I don’t like it but the problem is I still like these enough 😭 but anyway#going to become a little more casual and just have fun without getting upset lol lol#oh but spoilers for bsd anime and the jjk leaks for chapter: kind of funny how these both came out#and I have VERY similar but different issues w them#and. I guess csm manga spoilers: I was spoiled on Quanxi coming back so that’s good ig. still waiting for chapters to stack until I read#the stuff wfumiko was :| so I’m not in the mood to read yet. i feel bad quanxi doesn’t have her gfs
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
The day I decide not to hold back on my art and draw with no fear is the day society progresses 🫶🏼
#like sometimes i wanna draw certain things but then u remember on certain platforms (cough insta cough) u have a certain audience ig#and then u stare at that blank canvas and overthink what u might draw#ok how do I word things#like I’m kinda a perfectionist so I’m slow at producing art#but everyone says that practicing everyday is better#and slowly u’ll get faster#if I drew something and posted everyday (which is something I want to do) I know I’m probably gonna see cool results#but also art is something u should do to enjoy and ik u don’t have to draw all the time for the sake of improvement#improvement vs leisure vs motivation in art is such a wacky edged sword#cause yeah motivation to draw is needed to but that comes from discipline#art is a mixture of discipline and passion#like yeah I’m passionate about what I create but I need more discipline to get better and make more art#cause I love creating#but I also like consuming#I’m a giant reader and like the inspo and enjoyment I get from reading and fics makes me happy#when I know I could also be using that time to do art#yet I’m still getting inspiration from what I consume#like a feedback loop#anyway where was I going with this rant?#I don’t want to hold back when I see a blank canvas thinking aboht what I like that my audience might like#like I love making Kirby art and wow so many of my followers came from those kirby art pieces I make I’m really happy they connected#but also at the back of my head the next time I draw I’m like should I draw Kirby again cause people like it?#I wouldn’t mind but also I want to draw a bit of everything <3#with no added pressure on myself lol#so yeah the day I get over this and draw with no fear is the day maybe not society progresses but me progressing the way I want to#cause I have so many things I want to draw and create and write#i’ll work on this soon I just needed to get my thoughts down#but one day the art world better watch out just saying#Bella rambles
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
man i have soooooo many thoughts abt the sasaki to miyano authors rules on reposting their manga panels 🥲
#because like .. at the end if that’s what the artist wants then there’s no way you can go against it because they Made the manga you Have to#respect their wishes because it’s their work and that’s obvious#but also . idk it diminishes all the excitement abt the manga#like you can no longer talk abt specific scenes or expressions or cute panels etc#this is what kinda made me lose interest in this authors works ngl it just .. doesn’t hit the same#but that is the artists wish so nothing can be done#like i get altering panels even by colouring and stuff but not being allowed to repost (without the official hashtag ofc) is rly sad. 😭#and i’m not talking like the entire chapter ofc but rly just little panels etc to help when you’re talking abt a specific scene#i do that sm with witch hat and jjk lol and it really elevates my excitement and love ?? and i love when other ppl talk back to me abt those#scenes#i think it’s also jarring because i’ve never seen other authors post abt this many specific rules but ig it’s common in japanese fandom but#we’re just not exposed to it#it’s like when you read a book and you wanna post abt certain quotes and lines#like how else do you reference that exact thing yknow other than showing it when it’s manga panels 😭
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
the more I describe the kind of stories I like reading the more my roommate tells me that orv would be perfect for me.
#I am really enjoying it dont get me wrong but I’m in the agonies and haven’t read anything not academic related in ages#I want to pick it back up cause I really like it and the brain goes BRRRRR#ig there is some hesitance cause what will I do with myself after I finish lol#someone should do a post on media like orv. also don’t mind me constructing an intricate plane of what the media I like has in common#when it gets filled out… you’ll see#also since I’m here talking to myself I might as well muse about the blame comic I want to do that in retrospect. will be pretty long#so maybe I should do it in like. zine format#jkb.talk
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Giving your main character amnesia for this long is such a gamble and I’m still on the fence
#you can argue that it’s about the nature vs nurture and who would she be without her trauma#but honestly I just really liked her for her fucked up morals#and now she doesn’t have them and honestly she’s become kinda basic#like how she keeps clinging on to uk caring even tho he’s straight up said no#and she just seems more meh#like she was really cool bc she was powerful (both with her powers but also her personality without them)#and I just don’t think the new actor doesn’t it for me#bc she’s played so innocent and pretty and more quaint it doesn’t seem like the same character to me#like I really liked the first season and couldn’t get enough#now I’m on s2 and I don’t have to same want to keep watching at all#but I’m still really curious about her getting her memory back so I’m gonna keep at it but still#it’s like I’m tda when Julian locked away his emotions#it makes sense plot wise but it really made him a boring character to read…..#me#alchemy of souls#yeah I just saw 2 minutes more and that’s what’s annoying me#she was a really interesting strong kinda fucked up /female/ character#now she’s just… kinda like every other female character ig….
1 note
·
View note