#I heard it’s reeeeaally good

[redjukebox]

I finished reading volume 15 of Chainsaw Man and I just wanted to ask if reading volumes 1-4 is recommended? I got volumes 5-15 because the anime leaves off at 5 but after reading the whole thing I’m thinking about getting the first 4 volumes but idk cause this shit can get pricey

Just wanting to know if theres any info that got left out or if the volumes are just good reads

[bmpmp3]

one thing the musical isotope cevio voicebanks have on like any other vocal synth ive seen is how intensely moody and expressive they can be. i thought it was just kafu who had that gritty breathy seething sound but rime and haru are also both great for angrier or more intense emoting

[calibabii21]

|| Work Your Magic || k.dy

pairing: model!Doyoung x stylist!reader

genre: suggestive, smut, mature

warning(s): light exhibitionism, choking (y'all know I had to), mention of seduction, suggestion of blowjob

wc: 942

a/n: @neoculturecollectives @multifandomslxt @tinypink-macaron I just reeeeaally felt like fw y'all tbhhhhh🤭 hope everyone who reads, enjoooyyyssss. *respectful* feedback always welcomed and appreciated :))

"Alright now look this way" the photographer instructs one of the recently recruited D&G Ambassadors. You've been in Korea for a little over a week now, but never had you seen such an angelic looking man, not in person. At least, until today.

Kim Doyoung. You'd heard of him, and of course listened to his group's music, but never did you think you'd be in such proximity to him. Just a few feet away. Your eyes follow the camera's trail from his fingers playing with the crucifix swinging from his neck, to his pretty face. "Oh" a small squeak slips out of your mouth as his eyes briefly cut in your direction and meet your own.

Although this is the third segment of the shoot, you are still freshly enamored by his ease. You can't help but admire the way the warm-toned tan blazer attractively complements his lightly pink-tinted porcelain skin.

It wasn't until the last wardrobe change that you realize just how fashionably versatile the man was. You had also noticed that he seemed to be just as taken with you as you are him. His gaze had been set on you as his body posed effortlessly. Seeing as you were right behind the photographer, putting you in his direct line of sight, his eyes pierced yours through the entire final frame. "Great job everybody, that's a wrap on today's shoot!" you're broken out of your trance and move straight to the wardrobe rack.

Just as you return from storing the costume pieces back onto the truck, your co-stylist informs you that Doyoung is having a wardrobe issue before scurrying off. You frown in confusion as you think possible issues he could have with taking off a loosely fitting knitted sweater, but make your way to his dressing room anyway.

"Come in," he calls as you knock on the door. "Pardon the intrusion, but I heard you were havin-" you stop mid sentence as you walk in to see him topless, skin coated with a sheen of sweat. "A wardrobe issue?" he finishes the thought for you, amusement lighting his eyes, though he doesn't smile. "Oh, um, yes. a wardrobe issue.." the door shuts softly behind you "So..what's the issue?" you internally kick yourself as you notice the awkwardness you're radiating and he chuckles showing his *seemingly* innocent, gummy smile.

"The zipper on my pants is messed up, but I didn't want to ruin the nice clothes you put together for me." You can't help but smile and raise an eyebrow, for several reasons. "You called me in here..because your pants zipper is broken?" your voice oozes amusement as you stalk toward him. His head hangs as your words sink in, "I see how this looks now, but I promise this isn't a scheme to seduce you" he jokes.

You feign disappointment as you inspect his zipper, "aw, what a shame." tugging on the metal closer seems to only make it worse so you squat and place one hand on his hips to brace yourself as you rapidly wiggle the zipper up and down to get it loose. You hear a sharp intake of breath, not realizing the friction you're creating against his crotch, "now who's trying to seduce who, heh." Your hands halt as you look up at him, the erotic suggestion of your position makes heat flow throughout your body.

There's a beat of silence as the two of you eye where your hands rest. "do you-" "it's fixed" you speak simultaneously. "oh..good." Neither of you seem to have intentions to separate. Instead, his right hand moves to hold your cheek, thumb caressing your bottom lip. By instinct, your lips part as your tongue teasingly pokes out and makes contact with the pad of his finger. "ohh you're dangerous" he shakily lets out with a shudder.

The air is thick as you slowly begin to lower his jeans from his hips. He bites down on his lip, watching as you bring your face closer to his crotch, his once controlled breaths now heavy and deep. "What are you going to do, Angel?" you practically mewl at the pet name and nuzzle your face against the front of his underwear, the only thing keeping your lips from making direct skin to skin contact with him. You feel yourself becoming impatient with your own game and slightly lean back to look up at him, as if asking permission to proceed. His hand, once caressing your face, now moves to your throat, soft, slender digits encircle it, making your eyes flutter as an involuntary whimper escapes you.

"You want me in your mouth, Princess?" his rich, soft-spoken voice meets your ears. You nod with begging, doe-like eyes, willing him to add a bit more pressure to the hand collaring your neck. "Go ahead baby," his gentle command confuses you, as you've never been so naturally submissive with a man, but you waste no time hooking your fingers into his waistband, eager get a first look at his arousal outside of its confines. Just as you run your tongue along his peeking tip, there's a startling knock on the door, "Mr. Kim, we have to be out of this studio in the next ten minutes."

You recognize the voice as the photographer's and move to get off of the floor in case he chooses to walk in, but Doyoung squeezes your neck in warning not to get up and grits his teeth as he weakly promises, "alright, I'll be out soon." He bites his lip and looks back down at you, making intense eye contact, "you've got eight minutes, Angel. Work your magic."

*mdni banner made by @cafekitsune*

[ticklygiggles]

Hewwo may I get Albether for the ask meme 🥺

You may, good citizen 🥺🥺🥺

1. Who has the cutest tickle laugh?

DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE, I say both, both are so so cute!

Aether's laugh is bright and just slightly hiccupy and so bubbly!

Albedo's is light, but bubbly and it makes everyone's cheeks go pink 🥺

2. Who is ticklish in unusual places and where would that be?

IT'S MY TIME to throw this hc that probably has been posted before but I haven't seen:

Idk what's that star thingy Albedo has in his throat, but, if it's part of him, then that spot is reeeeaally ticklish to soft nibbles and kissies 🥺🥺🥺

Aether's is ticklish pretty much everywhere, so if I have to come up with an unusual place that'd beeee his fingers 🥺🥺 Albedo likes to trace then so gently to hear Aether giggle!

3. Who gets cheer-up tickles?

I think they both do, but mostly Aether!

He misses Lumine so much 😔 he sometimes misses his previous life and his wings and just over all everything! So Albedo is there to cuddle him and lightly tickle him to relax and help him light his mood a little bit. "Everything will be alright. I'll be with you supporting you and taking care of you for as long as you want me to." 😭

Albedo also sometimes gets sad thinking about his master, so of course Aether is also with him to light up his mood a little bit, "You've learned so many things on your own, you've met many people that love you. I bet she'd be really proud." *Cries profusely*

4. Who takes advantage of the other one getting their arms stuck while taking off their shirt?

Albedo, huhu~ he just can't resist, BESIDES, Aether is always exposing himself with his crop top so might as well~

Aether also sometimes takes advantage, but Albedo turns the tables on him too quickly xD

5. How did they discover each other’s ticklishness?

One day Aether and Paimon went to visit Albedo, he was a little busy and told them to relax a bit while he worked, a few minutes later he heard loud and rather cute laugh, so he looked over at them and found Paimon tickling poor Aether!

When they had some alone time, Albedo just had to try that discovery out!

Aether found out because he wanted to have his revenge! Albedo thought he wasn't ticklish because Klee had tried to tickle him and he didn't have a reaction, but when Aether squeezed his ribs and Albedo shrieked out a laugh, he knew he was so very wrong!

6. Who can’t take tickle bites?

Albedo can't take them in his star thingy, ribs and just over all his neck!

Aether can't take them anywhere xD

7. Who has to be tickle-forced out of bed in the morning?

Aether! Albedo is an early raiser, he doesn't sleep much either, but Aether loves to cuddle and even though Albedo wants to stay in, he also needs to do a few things an Aether told him he needed some violet grass the night before, so of course he has to get his cute Aether out of bed~

8. Who gives up in a tickle fight?

Albedo does! Aether is used to being ticklish and tickled and he also has stamina, but Albedo is still getting used to the sensation, so he gives up rather quickly 💕

9. Who is in danger of getting hurt when attacking the other?

Aether, Albedo really kicks when you're ticklish his worst spot!

10. Who always provokes the other into tickling them and how?

They don't exactly provoke each other, but Albedo says that Aether is just begging to be tickled when he's being a little annoying (which only happens when Albedo is overworking and Aether wants some attention, hehe)

[Send your OTP and I'll answer these questions~]

[againstpollution]

like most of the world i’m not american and don’t give a shit about basketball so ive never heard of kobe bryant before today. but i learned it’s okay he was a rapist because he was also reeeeaally good at throwing a ball into a net! and it’s very insensitive to remind people he raped a woman because he just died, can’t you wait a bit before you tell people this man was in fact a rapist???

[headoverjojo]

You were expecting a random post but it was IT, THE THIRD PRIZE OF THE CONTEST!! Yeah I’m, UH, like reeeeaally late and I’m super super sorry for this ç.ç This work had been studded with a series of unfortunate events, like firstly I lost the first draft I handwrote and I still don’t know where the hell it is -bet it will pop up tomorrow. Bet it.- I cried for two days and then stared at the ceiling for more than two weeks, then various things irl BUT! I finally managed to write something that satisfies me -and you know that I never publish something that I don’t deem worthy, I mean, maybe in the end it’s not but this is another story- and SO! @kidgoober, my dear, I apologize again for the delay and I want to thank you for your immense patience!! I hope that this would be worth of the waiting! 

It’s a comforting scenario with Giornoxfem!reader. I suggest to listen to “You are enough” by Sleeping at Last, before or after the reading -and the EP “Atlas: Oceans” always by Sleeping at Last during the reading-. Here we go! :3

You’re enough

(words count: 1695)

In all your past relationships and friendships you always seeked especially two things: respect and honesty. And in Giorno you found both of them.

People were always surprised by how similar you were, in your mature and careful behaviour. How you carefully studied others, in order to know how to behave. Sometimes, people who didn’t know you thought you were just a fake person, ignoring how you were almost brutally honest with each other and your friends. Your behaviour wasn’t a fake one, but more a self-defence system.

In Giorno you found someone who could understand you for real. He knew the struggle of keeping just for himself a reply, he knew how heavy and poisonous were the anger and frustration you had to keep inside, again and again, ‘cause you “were in no position to properly reply”. He was just wholeheartedly grateful that your parents never did to you what his stepfather did to him. You were the last person in the world to deserve this and, oh god, in case he would have liked to have a “talk” with your parents.

That’s why he always did his best to make you feel comfortable to talk with him about everything and to reply to him as you liked. With you he felt understood and at ease; he could, for once, lower his walls and not think about every reaction, every word and action. It was… freedom. And he wanted you to feel the same.

Together, you made so many steps forward. Together, you found that respect and honesty, deep and sincere, you both had searched for so long. You were not just partners, but also best friends, allies, supporters. Thanks to your developed ability to read others’ emotions, you both could tell immediately if the other was upset and act consequently. That was what happened also that day. The right moment you entered home, Giorno needed just a look to see you were deeply upset.

After quickly checking his mental agenda, he grimaced. Oh… you said that you wanted to go to see your parents, that day. Your relationship with them, well… wasn’t the best of the world, but, from what you’ve said, it had improved considerably in the last years. However, some issues were still ongoing and your face said that those issues had resurfaced, during your visit.

He didn’t ask you how you were feeling. He didn’t fake ignorance or a smile, acting as it was all fine. He got up, leaving back every paper, and walked straight to you, simply hugging you, tightly, safely. His fingers gently rubbed your scalp, as you sank in his embrace, sighing in relief. No matter how bad the day had been, Giorno’s hugs had the power to lighten at least a bit the weight on your heart… they tasted like home.

“Want to talk about it?” he asked, kissing your temple. You sighed, closing your eyes, relishing a moment more in his warmth, before nodding. He led you to the couch, gently making you sit down, and then put on the stove some water for a good cup of tea.

After returning to you, he kissed your forehead, sitting near you and watching you with calm eyes, giving you the time to recollect your ideas. For long seconds just the soft noise of the boiling water kept breaking the silence in the room.

“My mother did it again.” you admitted, sighing. Giorno closed his eyes for a second. Of course…

“What did she say?” you huffed, fidgeting, before Giorno’s slender fingers came in the way, gently holding yours.

“The usual. She used me to rant about herself and inflate her ego. I had forgotten about one of my aunts’ birthday, not even one of my closest aunts, and I apologized for my bad memory. And she? She went on ranting about how forgetful I am, how instead she always had such a sharp mind when she was young… let’s say, how in general she was better than me in everything when she was my age.” you took a deep breath, after that long tirade, feeling empty. Giorno’s hands never left yours, not even for a second.

“And what do you think about what she said?” he asked, quietly. You shifted a bit, pouting, feeling at unease. What did you think about it…

“Well, maybe she was right. And, like, after that I told her to stop this, to inflate her ego using me to elevate herself and she seemed… hurt for real? And… and maybe I am the wrong one, not her, and that, well… maybe I���ll never be good enough to be at the same level as everyone else. Maybe I’m just too screwed up to be saved.” you muttered, bitterly. You heard Giorno shifting and immediately after you found his face in your vision range. His eyes were serious, as his expression, and it made him look older than his age.

“Don’t ever say it. You are enough, you are more than enough. Do you know how much they hurt you? And look at you. Look at how strong you are. Look at how gentle and sweet and wonderful you are. What you lived could have turned you into a monster, but it didn’t happen. Your will has been stronger and you emerged from that darkness. And even today you still work on yourself ‘cause you want to be a better person. I am so, so proud of you.” he said, with utter sincerity, gently stroking your cheeks. You blinked more times, to keep back few traitorous tears, before taking a deep breath. Enough…?

“But if I’m enough, if I’m… strong, as you said, then… why do I feel like this?- Giorno’s heart broke, hearing how lost your voice sounded. -Why do I feel so small, why her words always make me shrink down? It’s like… it’s like I’ve done not even one step forward. It’s like I’m still that scared child who learned to lie and read emotions in order not to be yelled at. I hadn’t grown.” you concluded, slumping on the back of the couch, your head low. It was so… you hadn’t grown. All those steps forward, all those progresses… all lost in a snap. What kind of progresses those had been, if they crumbled down at the first difficult? You wanted to cry, but your eyes were dry. Even they didn’t want to cooperate, it seemed…

“I have to disagree.” Giorno’s voice was strong and determined, as he gently picked your head up, his fingers under your chin, to stop you from lowering it again. His turquoise eyes stared into yours, firm, serious, but also so gentle, so understanding. He could understand at heart what you were feeling right now… You were similar, all in all. You both, under the shield you had to build to protect your heart, were scared of the world. But, oh… since the moment he met you, Giorno felt like the world wasn’t so scaring anymore. With you it was all better… and maybe it was worth to open up to the world. As long as he was with you, the world was a less scaring place.

“You’re just having a small setback. It’s normal, you’re still healing… there’s nothing bad in it. But this doesn’t delete anything good you have done in this period, it doesn’t delete your progresses. Even if now you feel small and not worthy… you aren’t. I can promise you, you absolutely aren’t unworthy and not enough. I know it hurts, now, that you don’t feel motivated to go on… but please, don’t let this stop you. You’re not alone, now… we’ll face it together, as we always did, ok? Those words will fade, as the pain they gave you. New, positive things will replace this pain. We’ll build new memories, together… we’ll build a happy life, as I promised you. It will be better, tesoro.” he gently pressed his forehead on yours, staring in your eyes. A faint, sincere smile colored his lips and soon was matched by one on yours. You couldn’t doubt Giorno, when he was speaking with such a heartbreaking sincerity. You placed your hands on his ones, softly stroking their back and relishing in their warmth, feeling protected, as even your self-doubt couldn’t do anything against Giorno’s light.

You sighed, feeling the weight on your heart lighter, at least a bit. All in all… if Giorno, the person who more than anyone else understood you at heart, thought that you could do it, that you were strong and worth enough to achieve the happiness you deserve, then… then maybe it was so. Giorno wouldn’t ever have lied to you, even if the truth he had to say was ugly and painful. He wasn’t the type. Everything he said to you was exactly what he thought. And, well… this meant that he really thought what was saying to you.

His words slowly sank in you, as small drops of light, slowly chasing away the dark gloominess that had darkened everything you were seeing. You were enough. You were worth it. You will have make through it. You were strong. And you weren’t alone.

“Thank you, Gio.” your smile was more confident, now, and it made Giorno’s heart flip in happiness. He smiled back at you, one of his rare but, oh, so beautiful full bright smiles, and softly kissed you.

“I’m proud of you.” he repeated, sweetly, before getting up and going to take off the stove the kettle.

“Would you like a cup of tea?” you smiled, turning to watch him, leaning on the back of the couch. A rush of affection ran into your veins, as you were watching his elegant profile, focused on the tea bags and hot water, his golden hair… your Giorno, who made so many steps forward, just as you. He was proud of you, but you were so, so proud of him too, of all the progresses he managed to do in that period.

“I’d love it.” you fondly smiled at him, waiting for him. He was right… together you could do it.

Together you were unstoppable.

[romchomp]

Our Relationship is...(something about us/woori)

This webtoon made it reeeeaally hard for me to study last week. I would be studying terms for my history exam coming up in the next few days, and in the back of my head, I just kept thinking I need to read more chapters. I need to read more chapters. So when I thought it was time I should take a break. I would tell myself I was going to read one chapter. And then I’d end up reading like ten.

Our Relationship Is… is a perfect example of that you can have a cliche premise/plot and still manage to have a really enjoyable, good story. The two main characters, Doh Gayoung and Han Woojin are very likable characters. You know exactly what it is that they like about each other and you know when each started liking the other (at least friendwise). Gayoung at first thought of Woojin as intimidating. It wasn’t until she realized his genuine friendliness towards her and others that she warms up to him, which was hard for her due to being bullied by a close friend of hers in middle school. Woojin feels that Gayoung is someone he wants to be friends with after seeing her get along with and making his mom really happy. Something I admire the webtoon for is that it didn’t need to give Gayoung and Woojin personalities that contrasted to an extreme extent. They actually have a good number of similarities. I don’t know I just don’t see that a lot of these kinds of stories about romantic friendships.

You see how the way they perceive each other changes slightly as they get older along with their relationship dynamic changing. For example, at the beginning of the webtoon Gayoung described Woojin as carefree, however later in the story when they start dating she describes him as someone who doesn’t tell others about his issues because he’s afraid of burdening them and that he puts other’s problems before his own. It’s really interesting to see the two grow together and the problems they deal with feel more adult than one from a lot of romances. Like not having time for each other or taking their frustration out on one another due to work or familial issues.

I’m also very very very very happy that Our Relationship Is… didn’t turn into a story about an affair. When Han Woojin started dating Gayoung’s friend, which is around the time Gayoung realized her feelings for Woojin were more than platonic, I got worried that this would become a story including an affair, which would damage how much I liked Woojin and Gayoung. But to my happiness, it didn’t get to that so…yay.

I’m really surprised this webtoon isn’t more popular. It’s a really good read and I think I’d recommend it to just about anyone. The side characters are likable, the main characters are extremely likable, everything about the webtoon is likable. Well…aside from the last chapter which I have to say was underwhelming.

I heard it’s getting a live k-drama adaptation so I’m really excited for that. Maybe that’ll get it more notice.

[xuaryxth]

I was tagged by @baepsae-butterfly not gonna tag anyone and make my own questions because I'm lazy and have sort or been avoiding all responsibility the last few days.

1. a song that you hold close to your heart?

Oh jeez... um... I think I mentioned Would It Matter by Skillet... since I just related to it during my worst bout of depression when I was 13 or 14 when I was feeling suicidal. I'm fine(ish) now.

2. a movie / tv show you’re obsessed with?

Does anime count? Because the anime Orange made me fucking bawl my eyes out within the first 3 episodes? I binge watched that entire anime in one night.

3. did you ever have a one direction / 5sos / justin bieber phase?

I think I had like maybe a month long obsession with Justin Bieber in like 6 or 7 grade. I had bought his acoustic CD... and later gave it to a Japanese exchange student.

4. fave book / movie / tv show character/s? why are they your favourite?

Ummmm.... hmmm... I'm gonna go with Deryn Sharp from the Leviathan book trilogy. She's like, what, a young lady in Steampunk WW1 setting and wants to join the military to just so she can fly? And then disguises as a boy to do so? Yeah, I'll say that's pretty badass.

5. fave pizza topping/s? do you add more cheese on the pizza or nah?

Meat lovers. And I love cheese so yes, extra cheese. Feta cheese is reeeeaally good on a meat lovers pizza, I've discovered.

6. if you had one wish, what would you wish for?

To have a stable and happy life... I guess? Maybe I wish I actually liked myself in some capacity. It's not like I hate myself, I just don't like/love myself very much.

7. fave bts era/s? why is it your favourite?

Run Era since that's what made me follow them (I had found a cosplay dance cover of RUN and went from there) and YNWA since that's the era I joined the fandom in.

8. first kpop group / song / dance that you liked / heard / watched?

Group: First group I truly liked and really made me  follow them was BTS... i sorta liked SHINHWA... but only really the one song. Song: Sorry Sorry by Super Junior of Nilili Mambo by Block B Dance: I guess it would be This Love by SHINHWA

9. top five kpop biases of all time?

Kim Namjoon (you knew that though) Jeon Jungkook (I'm loyal to Joonie but this maknae keeps trying to sneak into my heart) J-Hoon of B.I.G (god I love this group. J-Hoon is just so cute and funny) Gunmin of B.I.G (have you seen him in Hello Hello? He slays) Daesung (giant dork. I love a good dork)

10. a quote that means a lot to you / keeps you going / motivates you?

Um.... I've never been big on quotes... so none?

[wingingittheblog]

Blog 3- I’m emotionally unavailable (lol)

Good evening chums, today I’m here to talk to you about love. And life. More specifically, my love life. Or lack there-of.

Now, I like to tell myself that my relationship status is by choice. I mean, surely I could have someone if I wanted right? I mean, sure, opportunities have presented themselves in the past. And should I have taken them? Absolutely. Did I take them? Absolutely not. Why is that you ask? Because I, my dear friends, am well and truly, undoubtedly, 100% completely fucked in the head. You heard it here first folks, I’m emotionally unavailable.

Now, this might make sense if I had some form of long, convoluted story about how people have wronged me in the past and now I have serious trust issues or something. But the truth is, I have absolutely no reason for my inability to let myself into a relationship. My parents aren’t divorced. I haven’t reeeeaally had my heart broken. I’ve lived a perfectly adequate and privileged life. So why? Why the actual heck am I like this?

And so, my friends, I will give you a brief history of my barely there love life, and perhaps you can decipher this for me.

It all began in pre-school. I was four years old and I had somehow managed to get two boyfriends. It all started with Zane. One morning Zane and I were the first ones at pre school and we were playing with shapes that you stick on a magnetic board. Zane showed me that you could turn the square shapes into diamonds by turning them on their sides. I fell in love with Zane. Then there was Angus. Angus and I used to play Mums and Dads in the playground. I loved Angus too. So what did I do? I let them both be my boyfriend. Yup. I was a four year old two timer. I reached my peak way too young.

Primary school was full of harmless crushes but nothing more. I was dedicated to my studies. (By studies I mean sucking up to the teachers in the hopes of getting a star to put on the sticker chart).

Then came high school. My first high school boyfriend lasted 2 days. The first day we held hands on the bus all the way home. The second day he found out I didn’t like coffee ( I was like 14, chill) and dumped me. I was surprisingly unfazed.

I got my second high school boyfriend in year 9. He had read hair and was a classic larrikin type. We dated for a month and didn’t kiss the whole time (because my mum told me not to get caught up with boys). I felt like dating someone in high school was irresponsible because it took away from my studies (note- this is the same person who was not responsible enough to look after so much as a goldfish). Then I got a crush on boyfriend’s friend. I broke up with boyfriend. Whoops.

My first kiss was in year 11. It was for a school play. I somehow managed to land leading lady and it was scripted that I had to kiss Mr McDreamy in the play ( I was in love with Mr McDreamy at the time). I hadn’t read ahead in the script one day, when we were blocking one particular scene. “Do I do it?” McDreamy asked the director. The Director granted permission. Next thing I know I was kissing McDreamy (RESULT). Little did I know that the kiss was supposed to be followed by me slapping him in the face (Like I said, I didn’t read the script). So, the following minutes were slightly awkward as McDreamy and bystanders waited expectantly for a slap whilst I stood there, doe eyed and blushing. Good one Bella. You’ve really outdone yourself. I will skip over the following years, but they were full of mindless crushes, the odd date and a few cheeky late night kisses. But what ever fire kindled always fizzled pretty darn quick. Each time someone gets close to something more, I run away faster than a fat kid runs to pizza without even realising it. (Yes yes very sad Bella. This is your impending doom.)

I may be as  emotionally unavailable as fuck, but I can offer you 3 pieces of advice: If you fall in love with someone you’ve never met and they have nice hair, its probably only because they have nice hair If you like someone, don’t get your friend to pretend to be you and send them a message, and then delete your entire social media profile so the message disappears, and then re-download all social media and do the exact same thing all over again. The result won’t change. I promise. If you’re trying to flirt with someone, do not- I repeat, do NOT- steal their microwave and try and sell it on gumtree.

[regular-lord-reckoner]

(music box meme; sorry i'd have done this when you sent yours to me, but I was playin' a Overwatch) 1, 2, 4, 6, 9, 12, 20, 21, 22

(Playin’ a Overwatch? Is that what you kids call doin’ drugs these days?? XD) 

1. A song you can listen to on repeat: “Daydreaming” by Radiohead (Like, it’s a decently lengthy song as is, but every time it gets to the end I always feel like I’m not ready to say goodbye just yet, so I start it over again. It’s also reeeeaally good for anxiety episodes, I’ve found) 

2. A song from one of your favorite albums: “Across the Night” by Silverchair (I don’t give Silverchair enough love. I remember the first time I heard this album and my middle school self being like :O It quickly became a favorite to sing along to in the shower) 

4. A song that makes you feel strong: “Stygian” by The Devil & The Universe (Makes me feel like I’m getting in touch with my ~witchy side) 

6. A song that cheers you up: “My Kingdom” by Echo & The Bunnymen (It just makes me want to spin around in a field somewhere. “Safe and Sound” usually works, too but you already knew that :D) 

9. A song that reminds you of yourself: “Raoul and the Kings of Spain” by Tears for Fears (I don’t remember exactly what you said about this one, but it was something to the effect of this song being so incredibly me that I needed to shove it up my ass or up someone else’s? Something like that. And you are correct! XD) 

12. A song that grew on you: “Dashboard” by Modest Mouse (I borderline hated this song back in high school and tbh I think it had more to do with the association I had of people who liked this band that I couldn’t fucking stand. Now that it’s been a minute, though, I actually really dig it. :P) 

20. A song for car rides: “Don’t Dream It’s Over” by Crowded House (There are like...a million good car ride songs, but this is always a good classic) 

21. A song for the rain: “Too Late” by M83 (I have a lot of these as well, but this song’s just so goddamn beautiful) 

22. A song for dancing: “The Pop Kids” by Pet Shop Boys (I specifically just wanna get perfectly tipsy and dance under strobe lights to this one) 

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Also apparently i love ”Post-rock”genre music! :D

I didn’t know before very recently it was specificely called that, since i’ve listened and like similar sounding music by other genres like dream pop/experimental/progressive/folk electronic/indie genres that have reminded- and sounded much like the post-rock music i’ve found the last two weeks.   But really, the music i’ve heard quite alot this year have been alot more or less a mix of those genres i mentioned above and at least those songs i’ve heard definitely reminded of the post-rock i’ve found on youtube lately.

I reeeeaally like it! And it makes me so calm and really inspires and prompts my artsy side~ UvU So moving and melodic slow music~ And there is so much emotion put in these kind if music! In the good way, i mean it’s not like sad but it’s SO MANY EMOTIONS IN THERE ! (I know i’m a bit high on this fantastic music now sorry) Currently listening to this album Paint the Sky Red - Not All Who Wonder Are Lost.

Two of my favorites are Aesthesys - Halfway out of the dark and Mono - Pure As snow