#I’m crying too damn
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I’m actually so ready to just combust into flames rn
#this poor boy#THIS POOR LITTLE FUCKING MAN.#I’m crying too damn#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sxsh generations#sxsh spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#Sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sonic spoilers
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whose not fucking ready for the emotional repercussions of Epic the Musical ending?!
MEEEEE
#epic the musical#odysseus#mr jalapeño#epic#jorge rivera herrans#arcane is over and now I gotta let go of this too damn#crying already I’m not reeeaaadddyyy#also Jorge cannot keep getting away with releasing on holidays WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL MY FAMILY WHEN I DISAPPEAR FOR THREE HOURS#the ithaca saga#epic the wisdom saga
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Ah yes, another reminder that Ivan suffered from the beginning of his life to the very end of it and was never loved and always felt alone and never felt worthy of anything cAN WE PLEASE TAKE A BREAK DEAR GOD
#being an ivan stan is the hardest thing to do in this fandom and i am NOT JOKING#it’s so fucking difficult not to just cry after every new thing you learn about him because it’s all so depressing#putting ivan up on a high shelf until vivimeng calm the fuck down#nowhere is a lovely song but DAMN#WE GET IT#HE LIVED AND DIED A SAD PUPPY IN A WET CARDBOARD BOX#ENOUGH!!!#sorry guys i’m just feeling a lot about ivan rn#he really thought he wasn’t worthy of love or care and that genuinely makes me ill#might delete later#if it feels too whiny#idk idk#vant put the phone down i beg#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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Guys if DreamWorks doesn’t release a deluxe edition of The Wild Robot soundtrack specifically with the orchestral version of Kiss the Sky I will actually flip my lid
#the wild robot#dreamworks#deadass the best new movie I’ve seen in a LONG damn time#bring tissues though#like#a lot of them#you will cry#I don’t trust anyone who doesn’t cry at the last five minutes of that movie#absolutely beautiful#the score murdered my emotional state let alone the story#I’m seeing it again later this week with my friends#gonna sob there too#dragon speaks
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I need to draw all my favorite characters having a good CRY. Just a moment to fucking CRY. Ugly cry. Let it all OUT. Cause GOD FUCKING DAMN do a lot of them NEED THAT SHIT.
#I’m so dead ass#they really do need it#they just need to cry#especially Spider-Man Noir#that fuck#peter benjamin parker#just needs a good god damn cry#and Kurt Wagner#and Wolverine#and literally any Spider-Man tbh#and rouge#and Moonknight#and spawn#and jinx#and vi#literally any of the arcane characters#and rocket raccoon#and Nebula#god any of the fucking Guardians of the Galaxy#and the avengers#and Optimus prime tbh#and the Mandolorian#and who else#fuck I know too many characters that won’t fit in these tags#but god damn I’m gonna draw some of my babies just having a big cry#BECAUSE THEY NEED IT.
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Who do you wish to be?
He was not any of them. He was—he was nothing but himself.
A man who had known loss and pain, yes.
But a man who had known friendship and joy.
The loss and pain—they had not broken him wholly. Without them, would the moments of happiness be as bright? Without them, would he fight so hard to ensure it did not happen again?
Who do you wish to be?
A king worthy of his crown. A king who would rebuild what had been shattered, both within himself and in his lands.
#Dorian Havilliard#King Dorian#King Dorian Havilliard#Dorian Havilliard quotes#Kingdom of Ash quotes#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Chapter 77#character arc#no spoilers please#And he let his hand fall away from the blade entirely as he stared down at the weeping girl.#Manon would have ended it. Freed her in the only way left. Chaol would have taken her with him and damned the consequences.#Aelin ... He didn't know what she would have done. — Perhaps fate too?#Kaltain had endured like the children of Terrasen and been strong enough to break the collar#I’m crying — beautiful — I love him — he’s a good man how it should be#he’d make Adarlan the best it could want to be
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it’s been years since the first time i read tcoti and i’m rereading it again tonight and BOY this line never fails me i felt the same chills i did when i first read it all those years ago like


UGH !!!! goddamn i resonate w ink’s shock and horror in this scene so much like i just
i Can’t do this bestie i need to see them happy again
#i stopped reading it after i lost my previous phone lmfao#and it only had like…..#26 chapters i believe#and ended with a crazy cliffhanger too#anyways#damn it#this line#makes me fall to my knees and cry a river#URERURURURURRGGGHHHHGGHH!!!!#one day i’m gonna draw a fanart for this bruh#the council of the inevitable#tcoti#also had trouble looking for the fic again cuz i wrote court instead of council and i was like ?????#zshitpost
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i think above all else, i tie my aro identity to my autism. like sometimes i wonder if i’m aro just bc i’m autistic, and ykw that’s totally fine for me lol
and while we��re at it, that might be the case for my gender too. being non-binary is quite literally rejecting the binary, and being aro basically subscribes you to relationship anarchy, which also inherently rejects societal norms
that’s so peculiar to me now looking back on myself as a child. i knew romance and gender weren’t fake, but they definitely didn’t feel real lol. i wonder if other queer ppl felt this early on too, and if being neurodivergent makes a difference
i remember being incredibly frustrated every time gender was brought up with validity. “boys and girls” was like saying “cats and dogs.” it’s a phrase to communicate an idea, but we all know they’re not the only ones. romance didn’t rly frustrate me so much as it felt like participating in a game. it was fun choosing ppl to have a crush on, until i was on the receiving end. like, we’re still playing, right?
ppl always say autism means you don’t get social cues, but i don’t think i was misunderstanding anything. i think i was just questioning their value
#one time in kindergarten i was asked if i loved my mom#it was meant to be a given but i didn’t respond immediately#i just pondered it rly deeply bc i understood that ‘love’ was a strong word and i didn’t wanna just answer unthinkingly#but i was just met with a concerned look and suddenly i was overwhelmed w guilt and just started crying (damn i cry a lot dont i)#bc how dare i make my mom look bad by not saying i loved her? why did i have to think abt it shouldnt it be obvious?#idk why it translated to shame. i didn’t hesitate bc i didn’t love her i hesitated bc i wanted to make sure i meant it#i think from that day on i always questioned this idea of love in every sense of the word#that might be why i’m so obsessed w lovecore and fictional romance too. aestheticizing it naturally invites analysis#and ofc fun lol i do just love love at the end of the day#aro#genderposting#autisms#danbles#hmmm#lovecore
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this week has been fucking awful I just wanna lay down somewhere quiet w my gf and cats. holy shit
#1. my painful wisdom tooth was found to have gnarly intricate hook that’s already grown into my sinus cavity.#so. removal and recovery and cost are going to make me explode already#2. my cat the next day was diagnosed with an aggressive type of cancer after we found a mass under her tongue that can’t be removed.#and is not realistic in cost vs the fact it’ll probably keep returning since it’s an area that’s difficult to fully remove.#she’s having a harder time eating and it’s just reminding me of the same thing that happened to my extremely beloved childhood cat.#same thing happened to her until she was just bones and couldn’t stop drooling. it’s so painful to feel the life leaving something you love#3. our motherfucking upstairs neighbor’s god damn water heater broke and flooded all the apts under but we’re directly underneath.#bro I woke up to water pouring from our CEILING LIGHTS and cracks all over the ceiling. I had to physically smash the smoke alarm#ripped it from the ceiling since it’s ceiling socket was LEAKING but it shorted out and wouldn’t stop so I ripped the battery out#our carpet and shit is all torn up now with industrial fans and dehumidifiers. but it’s scaring my sick cat to not eating. it’s so sad#4. a towing place I forfeited my old ruined car to keeps sending notarized legal letters about it ending up In Situations.#despite the fact I signed it all completely over and it’s no longer my responsibility#there’s more but I’m tired of typing all this shit#coffee shop forgot to give me my donut and the coffee tasted bad too. that part isn’t any big deal at all lol it just made me start crying
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The canary in the coal mine for my burnout is usually being oversensitive to everything but then what follows is what I can only describe as a total loss of being able to mask. My social skills battery died yea sorry I can no longer access the metaphor understanding feature it’ll be like this for a while yea
And ngl it’s a bit funny
#I definitely pushed myself too hard#which. I always do but damn I have a real understanding of where my limits lie now#that said props to me I’m not crying
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just finished (re)reading nona the ninth bruhhhhh
#i’ve read it like five times i’m i shouldn’t cry again but god damn#she packs a PUNCH#free us from the alecto purgatory omggfsjsjh i swear the date has been pushed so many times#but i’ll also be sad when it does come out bc i don’t want the series to end so there’s that factor too#anyway i miss Nona
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i’m just loving having emotions again
#i’ve been feeling the empty for way too long oh god#i’m finally laughing and crying again#and doing art#it’s so wonderful#muddi thoughts#the past few weeks have been pretty good ngl#and i’m also commenting and posting again???? so wild#like damn i’m out here communicating with people like it’s nothing
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Still laugh about when my dad brother and I went to Italy together and on the first day, after a flight that arrived at nine am italy-time and 2 am our time, my dad was watching the two of us stumble around Venice half conscious and incapable of mustering even an ounce of enthusiasm for anything because neither of us managed even a minute of sleep on the flights over, and what he took from this was ‘oh my god, my kids don’t even like Italy.’
#he was about to never take us anywhere again lmao#but seriously… it was so bad. my allergies kicked in horribly at the very end of the flight when i took my mask off to eat (i’m convinced#someone sprayed something i was allergic to because this was can’t-stop-sneezing-eyes-watering-so-much-you’re-basically-crying bad)#and between that and the zero sleep we got to saint marks square and i literally couldn’t look at anything because the sky was too bright.#like i’d try to look up at the buildings and i literally couldn’t see anything. and then i spent the entire walk back to our hotel on the#verge of passing out every few steps because i was That tired. and my dad just saw all this and went#‘damn my kids don’t know how to have fun at ALL.’
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Ya know what kinda scary? All the mynah unit you encounter are the commercial model and the thought of a combat model mynah scares me
Oh my 😅 that actually does sound terrifying 💀💀
If the Aras were enough to jumpscare me, I would not be able to handle a Mynah 😭
#thanks for the ask#autistic-dumbass#meanwhile I haven’t even met a mynah yet#I’m too busy getting stuck opening that damn nurse room safe 💀💀💀#(the one where that crying Eule is ya know?)#it’s such a pain I had to turn off 💀💀#but so far I’m enjoying the game#the brain scramblers are no joke 😆
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genuinely so proud of myself cause i was so sure that i wouldn’t like get to this age and now i’m here like i didn’t give up when i was twelve or fifteen or anything. like yeah, i’m gonna call myself a fucking star for getting here
#very personal#but like in three hours i’ll reach like a next milestone that i never thought i’d get#makes me cry a little cause like damn i didn’t give up and i’m fucking proud of myself for that#is this too much for tumblr—
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I neeeed to find a clip of that scene where Clara dresses down Woodrow as he’s hauling Gus’s body back to Texas. The one where she says that Gus and Woodrow were too obsessed with each other to have room for any women in their lives (normal thing to say) and that they did nothing except make each other worse
#these cowboys would do numbers on tumblr#they’re not gay for each other (not even a little bit) for the first three episodes#and then Clara says that and Woodrow doesn’t even deny it. He just looks sadly at the ground and then spends months crossing the country on#the back of a mule to fulfill his friend’s dying wish#crying as we’ve never seen him cry over the grave of his friend#this friend who is more important to him than his own damn son#😐😐😐#idk. I AM reading too much into this#bc I do think it’s genuinely a really moving depiction of an intense male friendship#you don’t see many masculine friendships like this in any media ever#so I’m honestly really happy for all the straight men out there who can fantasize about platonic emotional intimacy via Lonesome Dove
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