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I’m actually so ready to just combust into flames rn
#this poor boy#THIS POOR LITTLE FUCKING MAN.#I’m crying too damn#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sxsh generations#sxsh spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#Sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sonic spoilers
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whose not fucking ready for the emotional repercussions of Epic the Musical ending?!
MEEEEE
#epic the musical#odysseus#mr jalapeño#epic#jorge rivera herrans#arcane is over and now I gotta let go of this too damn#crying already I’m not reeeaaadddyyy#also Jorge cannot keep getting away with releasing on holidays WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL MY FAMILY WHEN I DISAPPEAR FOR THREE HOURS#the ithaca saga#epic the wisdom saga
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Ah yes, another reminder that Ivan suffered from the beginning of his life to the very end of it and was never loved and always felt alone and never felt worthy of anything cAN WE PLEASE TAKE A BREAK DEAR GOD
#being an ivan stan is the hardest thing to do in this fandom and i am NOT JOKING#it’s so fucking difficult not to just cry after every new thing you learn about him because it’s all so depressing#putting ivan up on a high shelf until vivimeng calm the fuck down#nowhere is a lovely song but DAMN#WE GET IT#HE LIVED AND DIED A SAD PUPPY IN A WET CARDBOARD BOX#ENOUGH!!!#sorry guys i’m just feeling a lot about ivan rn#he really thought he wasn’t worthy of love or care and that genuinely makes me ill#might delete later#if it feels too whiny#idk idk#vant put the phone down i beg#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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Guys if DreamWorks doesn’t release a deluxe edition of The Wild Robot soundtrack specifically with the orchestral version of Kiss the Sky I will actually flip my lid
#the wild robot#dreamworks#deadass the best new movie I’ve seen in a LONG damn time#bring tissues though#like#a lot of them#you will cry#I don’t trust anyone who doesn’t cry at the last five minutes of that movie#absolutely beautiful#the score murdered my emotional state let alone the story#I’m seeing it again later this week with my friends#gonna sob there too#dragon speaks
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Blyke in Season 3.
This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.
Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.
Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.
Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)
#blyke unordinary#unordinary#Prediction#Drawing in my diary again#art#unordinary spoilers#normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post#I changed his expression so many times#I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look#At first it looked too angry#and then it looked just like nothing#totally nuetral face#then it looked too sad#like he was gonna cry#and then I got this#many more iterations along the way#Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows#Tbh I think I still fucked it up#Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it#could’ve just made it gray ngl#I also spent a long time on this band of light on him#like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through#but I got rid of it#Waste of my DAMN time smh#I’m rlly proud of the hair though#Shit happens in Lovun Prison#Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me#This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day#Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this
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I need to draw all my favorite characters having a good CRY. Just a moment to fucking CRY. Ugly cry. Let it all OUT. Cause GOD FUCKING DAMN do a lot of them NEED THAT SHIT.
#I’m so dead ass#they really do need it#they just need to cry#especially Spider-Man Noir#that fuck#peter benjamin parker#just needs a good god damn cry#and Kurt Wagner#and Wolverine#and literally any Spider-Man tbh#and rouge#and Moonknight#and spawn#and jinx#and vi#literally any of the arcane characters#and rocket raccoon#and Nebula#god any of the fucking Guardians of the Galaxy#and the avengers#and Optimus prime tbh#and the Mandolorian#and who else#fuck I know too many characters that won’t fit in these tags#but god damn I’m gonna draw some of my babies just having a big cry#BECAUSE THEY NEED IT.
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Who do you wish to be?
He was not any of them. He was—he was nothing but himself.
A man who had known loss and pain, yes.
But a man who had known friendship and joy.
The loss and pain—they had not broken him wholly. Without them, would the moments of happiness be as bright? Without them, would he fight so hard to ensure it did not happen again?
Who do you wish to be?
A king worthy of his crown. A king who would rebuild what had been shattered, both within himself and in his lands.
#Dorian Havilliard#King Dorian#King Dorian Havilliard#Dorian Havilliard quotes#Kingdom of Ash quotes#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Chapter 77#character arc#no spoilers please#And he let his hand fall away from the blade entirely as he stared down at the weeping girl.#Manon would have ended it. Freed her in the only way left. Chaol would have taken her with him and damned the consequences.#Aelin ... He didn't know what she would have done. — Perhaps fate too?#Kaltain had endured like the children of Terrasen and been strong enough to break the collar#I’m crying — beautiful — I love him — he’s a good man how it should be#he’d make Adarlan the best it could want to be
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it’s been years since the first time i read tcoti and i’m rereading it again tonight and BOY this line never fails me i felt the same chills i did when i first read it all those years ago like
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UGH !!!! goddamn i resonate w ink’s shock and horror in this scene so much like i just
i Can’t do this bestie i need to see them happy again
#i stopped reading it after i lost my previous phone lmfao#and it only had like…..#26 chapters i believe#and ended with a crazy cliffhanger too#anyways#damn it#this line#makes me fall to my knees and cry a river#URERURURURURRGGGHHHHGGHH!!!!#one day i’m gonna draw a fanart for this bruh#the council of the inevitable#tcoti#also had trouble looking for the fic again cuz i wrote court instead of council and i was like ?????#zshitpost
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some people are so mean for no reason. which i knew. but still.
#specifically. as a bug lover. people go out of their way all the time#to squish a bug in front of me or tell me about all the bugs they like to kill and things like that#knowing that it upsets me to hear things like that. and then they make fun of me when i cry#i don’t get it i really don’t#one of my other coworkers called me down to look at the ‘giant scary bug’ that was allegedly ‘chasing’ her (it was a pill bug)#so i escorted the bug outside and she was like making fun of me the whole time#she then proceeded to tell me about all kinds of bugs she’s killed lately and even a baby snake#i thought i actually about to start crying again i couldn’t even politely excuse myself i haf to just walk away#and then she calls after me and i was like what. thinking maybe she might apologize for how upset she obviously made me#and she just starts complaining about how her foot hurts#maybe it was mean but i said i don’t care and kept walking away#and then she said she was going to go out and squish that bug just to spite me#like??? that’s just not funny. it’s literally so easy to be respectful of other people#like you wouldn’t make those jokes about a cat or a dog so why is it okay when it comes to bugs or worms or snakes or rats or any other#creature that isn’t ’appealing’ to you#it just really upsets me. the way people treat bugs and other animals#and then use it against me knowing damn well how much it upsets me to hear that stuff#and make fun of me for getting upset? i’m the ‘weird one’ or i’m ’too sensitive’#like it’s not funny. it’s just not. it’s fucking rude and it pisses me off#people like. my sister. are okay#i know she doesn’t like bugs but she respects that i do#so i try to be respectful in return. she lets me talk about my favorite bugs to an extent#and i leave out the details i know she’s especially sensitive to#i never just send her a picture of a bug i always ask if it’s okay first#it’s so easy to just not be an asshole i don’t know why it’s so hard for some people..#anyways. if you don’t like bugs that’s fine. i encourage you to learn more about them#because i think a lot of people just don’t like that they don’t understand them#but if you can’t then that’s also fine. please just don’t be a jerk to those of us that like bugs#this has been my rant for the evening thank you everyone for coming. dies.#snow.txt
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i think above all else, i tie my aro identity to my autism. like sometimes i wonder if i’m aro just bc i’m autistic, and ykw that’s totally fine for me lol
and while we’re at it, that might be the case for my gender too. being non-binary is quite literally rejecting the binary, and being aro basically subscribes you to relationship anarchy, which also inherently rejects societal norms
that’s so peculiar to me now looking back on myself as a child. i knew romance and gender weren’t fake, but they definitely didn’t feel real lol. i wonder if other queer ppl felt this early on too, and if being neurodivergent makes a difference
i remember being incredibly frustrated every time gender was brought up with validity. “boys and girls” was like saying “cats and dogs.” it’s a phrase to communicate an idea, but we all know they’re not the only ones. romance didn’t rly frustrate me so much as it felt like participating in a game. it was fun choosing ppl to have a crush on, until i was on the receiving end. like, we’re still playing, right?
ppl always say autism means you don’t get social cues, but i don’t think i was misunderstanding anything. i think i was just questioning their value
#one time in kindergarten i was asked if i loved my mom#it was meant to be a given but i didn’t respond immediately#i just pondered it rly deeply bc i understood that ‘love’ was a strong word and i didn’t wanna just answer unthinkingly#but i was just met with a concerned look and suddenly i was overwhelmed w guilt and just started crying (damn i cry a lot dont i)#bc how dare i make my mom look bad by not saying i loved her? why did i have to think abt it shouldnt it be obvious?#idk why it translated to shame. i didn’t hesitate bc i didn’t love her i hesitated bc i wanted to make sure i meant it#i think from that day on i always questioned this idea of love in every sense of the word#that might be why i’m so obsessed w lovecore and fictional romance too. aestheticizing it naturally invites analysis#and ofc fun lol i do just love love at the end of the day#aro#genderposting#autisms#danbles#hmmm#lovecore
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this week has been fucking awful I just wanna lay down somewhere quiet w my gf and cats. holy shit
#1. my painful wisdom tooth was found to have gnarly intricate hook that’s already grown into my sinus cavity.#so. removal and recovery and cost are going to make me explode already#2. my cat the next day was diagnosed with an aggressive type of cancer after we found a mass under her tongue that can’t be removed.#and is not realistic in cost vs the fact it’ll probably keep returning since it’s an area that’s difficult to fully remove.#she’s having a harder time eating and it’s just reminding me of the same thing that happened to my extremely beloved childhood cat.#same thing happened to her until she was just bones and couldn’t stop drooling. it’s so painful to feel the life leaving something you love#3. our motherfucking upstairs neighbor’s god damn water heater broke and flooded all the apts under but we’re directly underneath.#bro I woke up to water pouring from our CEILING LIGHTS and cracks all over the ceiling. I had to physically smash the smoke alarm#ripped it from the ceiling since it’s ceiling socket was LEAKING but it shorted out and wouldn’t stop so I ripped the battery out#our carpet and shit is all torn up now with industrial fans and dehumidifiers. but it’s scaring my sick cat to not eating. it’s so sad#4. a towing place I forfeited my old ruined car to keeps sending notarized legal letters about it ending up In Situations.#despite the fact I signed it all completely over and it’s no longer my responsibility#there’s more but I’m tired of typing all this shit#coffee shop forgot to give me my donut and the coffee tasted bad too. that part isn’t any big deal at all lol it just made me start crying
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The canary in the coal mine for my burnout is usually being oversensitive to everything but then what follows is what I can only describe as a total loss of being able to mask. My social skills battery died yea sorry I can no longer access the metaphor understanding feature it’ll be like this for a while yea
And ngl it’s a bit funny
#I definitely pushed myself too hard#which. I always do but damn I have a real understanding of where my limits lie now#that said props to me I’m not crying
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just finished (re)reading nona the ninth bruhhhhh
#i’ve read it like five times i’m i shouldn’t cry again but god damn#she packs a PUNCH#free us from the alecto purgatory omggfsjsjh i swear the date has been pushed so many times#but i’ll also be sad when it does come out bc i don’t want the series to end so there’s that factor too#anyway i miss Nona
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guys. ofc we decide to shit talk one person we (me and my friends) don’t rly like but put up with today.
ofc we decided to shit talk the one guy that made me feel like shit over my body. again. as soon as i was starting to get okay again. ofc.
#tw: ed#tw body issues#okay so basically#during newspaper we start talking abt genetics#(we get off topic a lot)#and he goes#yeah you know. some people have genetics like emi (not irl name) and are mid/plus size and some people have genetics like jordyn#(she’s my good friend. and she’s like. skinny yeah but we both don’t rly care)#and literally that point in my life i almost developed an ED#i was milliseconds away#and i had just started to feel okay abt it#and then he said that#and it pissed me tf off#rightfully so#and today we were talking abt things that made us mad abt this person and it was all mostly small stuff#and then i said that#and everyone went#ew wtf. like. what the hell.#he’s like. mid size too so my friend went#i wonder what he feels about him.#and i’m over here like semi crying bc that wasn’t a good point in time for me#and i like sorta chuckle but like not really#and i’ve been thinking abt it all day bc this happened in 2nd period#and i’ve just been like.#damn. i want to de-friend him#but i also see him all the time.#and he would probably twist the story against me but#idk#idk if i can do it. it’s only a couple more years and then i never see him again
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tired of being the guy who reaches out first consistently & keep getting rejected of “let’s catch up later” makes my heart hurt man
#& yet i keep doing it#rock & a hard place… i think if i didn’t they’d just be fine letting it all decay & fade & that hurts my heart too#& i’m bad a reaching out too but damn bruh#they’ve been like this since high school#but they also mean (meant?) a lot to me…#she feels like a stranger now#makes me wanna cry#i feel so conflicted and sad i can’t quite articulate it all#that being said i’m glad to have friends who do reach out first#& its nice to reach out first too#if i don’t do it no one will#but it wears on the soul after a long time#man….#why have i been feeling so fucking sad all week#scared i’m j gonna be depressed and suicidal for my birthday#whatever time will tell
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i’m just loving having emotions again
#i’ve been feeling the empty for way too long oh god#i’m finally laughing and crying again#and doing art#it’s so wonderful#muddi thoughts#the past few weeks have been pretty good ngl#and i’m also commenting and posting again???? so wild#like damn i’m out here communicating with people like it’s nothing
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