#I’m constantly chewing on the

[salty-an-disco]

Thinking about the mirror

How much it scares the voice. How the Narrator can’t see it

Thinking about self-reflection

How scary it can be, to pick yourself apart and look at all your pieces individually. How necessary it is, if you want to know yourself

How to reflect, you need to be able to percieve. An Echo can’t perceive

How once you touch it, it’s just You and Her, on top of the cabin. Reflecting your own pieces at each other. Getting to know each other

It’s calm. It’s peaceful. Both your minds are quieter. You can rest, you can reflect

Just You and Her. Two being that only came into existence. Two beings that barely know themselves or each other. Two beings that recognized themselves on each other

The current route ended. You saw yourself; you’ve grown, you decayed, you unraveled, you became nothing at all

Time to reflect

[vampiremotif]

every time twelveclara show up on my dash i’m like… oh right. i have feelings about them that belong in the dsm-5

[samuraisharkie]

it is. VERY weird having two wildly different current interests both battling for hyperfixation status. lotr and sonic the hedgehog. what’s happening

[fingertipsmp3]

I wonder what it’s like to be able to kick a habit quickly and easily. I had to do four different things in order to stop biting my nails and I still occasionally fuck up (only when I break a nail but still)

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Can anyone recommend a good brand of grippy sock/tight slipper? No; not for that reason. I’m kinda eh mentally but not necessarily in crisis (yet)…

The fake hardwood floors in this apartment are literal sensory hell to walk on. I can’t take my socks off and walk barefoot on them for two seconds without getting the worst fucking joint cramps in my hands and feet I’ve ever felt in my life. It’s like insta-gout, just add naked toes; but I don’t actually have gout (thank god)… it’s SOLELY from the texture of the floor. I’ve been wearing the same vampire bat socks for four days because I can’t bear to remove them unless my feet have been soaked in hot water before.

Also, the vampire bat socks for your amusement because the little guy is cute:

[tohokuu]

my bestfriend cussing me out in the gc bc she thinks i want her man was the most devastating event of my night. especially after i do all that i can for her and she still thinks i want her man ?? especially after i told her i was really interested in someone right now 💀💀

and my boss talking shit abt me w her ?? girl bye.

[bluehexagone]

I drew my cat for fun!! Do not be fooled this is a monster that sits atop her plastic water bottle casing chair like an evil villain and will chew on cords till they look like fuzzy caterpillars.

[allthings-acorn]

“R+ training business owners learn to apply their training philosophy to their staff” challenge

[goldensunset]

gonna write an autobiography called ‘i’m not a vegetarian i just think you’re a bad cook’

[x-atlas-x]

went to the dentist— i now have chew toys

[bixy]

I know this isn’t much, but I’ve been watching a lot of videos on how to do digital detoxing/serotonin detox and man, I feel so much more productive with my time.

It’s even harder bc I go to an online school and there’s a good amount of work that I have to do for it and I get distracted so so easily.

I do think something that has helped me tremendously was putting my phone in black and white, it’s makes everything like 75% or so more unappealing

Like, I’ve been depressed a lot, but I also realized rotting in bed aimlessly scrolling for like, a third of my day or like any crumb of free time I have was amplifying my misery.

One guys video was talking about how tech/social media addiction isn’t even something you’d pay for and I think about that a lot, like he mentioned gambling addiction drives people to spend everything on casinos, alcoholics do everything to just get more alcohol, etc, and I’m like yeah, you don’t even get a brief moment of satisfaction, you just kind of feel like you wasted your entire day if anything, but man I do think reducing my online presence in general was the best thing I’ve done for my mental health in years.

I know I still go on tumblr and other things but this is such a huge fraction of what I used to be like. My main goal for 2024 is to finish school, get a job in tech (in school rn for a bunch of IT certs 😪), and just to move out of my parents place (I don’t think I can fix any of my mental issues while still living at home). And I do think my goals are attainable if I work hard enough.

Anyways, if you’ve read all of this, or even if you didn’t, just know I’m rooting for you as well. We all have personal struggles, it’s just how you handle and navigate them. I want what’s best for you and myself 🤝

[mars-ipan]

i sometimes think that in spite of my mental stuff i have a very good handle on myself and especially my impulsivity and then i look at how i consume media

[m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e]

Is it normal to be so obsessed with the idea of being a good or I guess even unproblematic person, to the point where you’re nit-picking every single little thing you say or do and feel like shit about yourself for not always fitting your own idea of being a “perfect” person? …what do you mean “no”?

[lousyboris]

I don’t have the ‘lock your doors six times every night’ type of undiagnosed mental illness, I have the ‘YOUR TEETH ARE FALLING OUT! YOUR TEETH ARE FALLING OUT! YOUR TEETH ARE FALLING OUT! YOUR TEETH ARE FALLING OUT!!!!” type of undiagnosed mental illness that convinces me every second that I’m alive that my teeth are just slip sliding around, shifting around in my gums, rattling around, ready to eject at any moment

[latinokaeya-moving]

sorry to all that its become a joke for now but i for one was always upfront abt my crazy oral fixation and in thinking that cannibalism was pretty cool n interesting so <3 lov n light on planet earth…

[zervem]

If u are autistic and are thinking about having a roommate in college- don’t 🫶🫶.

I’m constantly having sensory issues lol. I’m most definitely living by myself next year.