#I’m actually crying this is so cute ooooh

[jungkxook]

STOP THIS IS DEVASTATING

[4wkjun]

daddy sim | sjy

Chapter 09: is it a ‘yes’? ➥ Contains: crying, mention of family issues, mention of pregnancy complications, mentions of needles (IV). ➥ Word count: 2.7k ➥ Taglist: @missychief1404, @riksaes, @simhinata, @lovingvoidgoatee, @lol6sposts, @kkamismom12

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September 26th, 2022 Monday

“Hi, mama”, Jake smiled at the phone. His mom smiled just as big, waving at him through the screen.

“Hi, Yun! Hi, y/n!”

“Hi, ms. Sim!”, you responded, waving with your free hand – the other one being occupied by the IV.

It was a little past 9 A.M., Jake sat down at your hospital bed to answer his mom’s call. He loved video calling her, especially when you’re around – he loved it even when you were just roommies! –, you and her got along so well, it made his heart melt.

“Oh, please honey. I’ve told you this a thousand times, there’s no need for you to call me Ms. Sim”, she laughed. “Call me Haejin.”

“I’ll try, it’s a muscle memory”, you chuckled, embarrassed. Jake caressed your hair, positioning his arm around your shoulder right after.

“How’s my lovely grandchild?”, she smiled softly.

“Good and thankfully still in the oven!”

“She’s growing well, mama”, Jake said, smiling at you. You nodded. “The doctor’s made a thousand tests, y/n’s on antibiotics and some steroids to prevent any further ruptures.”

“Look at you, showing your big words”, you joked.

Jake had a hard time understanding what the doctors were talking about at first, but after a hundred questions and Google research, he was finally able to explain properly how things were going with his girls. 

“So, it’s a girl, then?”

“We don’t actually know yet”, you responded, caressing your bump. “We think it’s a girl, but we’re willing to wait until birth to find out.”

“Ooooh, do we have names?”

“We do!” Jake smiled. He seemed so much like an excited puppy, your eyes looked as shiny as boba pearls looking at him. “If it’s a girl, Eunjae. If it’s a boy, Youngjae.”

His mom pouted through the screen, her eyes shiny.

“Gosh, this is so cute”, she mumbled. “Do you guys have a date for y/n to leave the hospital?”

“If the amniotic fluid keeps stable until Wednesday, I’ll be dismissed Thursday by noon.”

“Oh, thank God!” she exclaimed, relieved. “Please, call me once you get home. Dongmin and I are gonna plan a trip to Seoul once the baby arrives, does it sound good to you?”

“It sounds great, Haejin”, you said, sighing in some kind of relief.

“Isn’t your mom gonna be upset ‘cause someone else is trying to take care of you?”, she joked. Your smile faded a little.

Your mom doesn’t even know you’re hospitalized. The last time you called her, she made it pretty clear that she didn’t want to know about this pregnancy at all, so why bother?

“Mama…”, Jake mumbled, uncomfortable.

“That’s ok, I know you didn’t mean any harm, Haejin”, you scoffed, playfully slapping Jake’s thigh. “My mom’s not in the picture.”

“I’m sorry, I thought your father wasn’t in the picture”, she apologized sincerely.

“Oh, he’s not”, you chuckled. “He passed away when I was little.”

“Jesus”, his mom exclaimed, embarrassed. You laughed and Jake chuckled.

“Don’t worry! It’s fine, I promise”, you assured.

“Gosh, I think I might hang up after that”, she mumbled.

You and Jake laughed, and a few minutes later, she did hung up.

“I’m a little upset”, you mumbled.

“Why?”, Jake asked, lifting his eyes off his phone and looking at you from his chair.

“You’re missing a whole week of work.”

“So are you”, he pointed, confused. “I don’t get it.”

“You shouldn’t be stuck in a hospital because of me.”

“Oh, shut up, love.”

“You know, adding “love” in the end does not make it less hurtful”, you mumbled playfully. Jake laughed.

“Sorry, baby”, he said, getting up. He stood in front of your bed, holding your hands. “I told you this already, the school’s principal said I’m free to take care of my wife.”

You scoffed, rolling your eyes. Jake has not stopped calling you his wife ever since you referred to him as your husband in front of the nurse.

“I’m not your wife”, you mumbled, looking away and suppressing a smile.

“Yet.”

“I’m not even your girlfriend!”

“Yes, you are!”, Jake laughed.

“I’m not! You never asked me to be.”

“Ok”, he laughed. He cleaned his throat, staring at you. “Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?”

“No”, you smiled. Jake rolled his eyes, letting go of your hand. You laughed. “You’re only doing this because I told you so!”

“I don’t know what you want from me”, he scoffed.

You knew he was joking, but for some reason, your eyes got filled with tears.

“I want nothing”, you mumbled in a choked voice.

Jake’s eyes widened and his heart skipped a beat. His hands were fast to reach yours and you tried to pull them away, but his grip didn’t allow so.

“I’m sorry, my love. I was joking, babe”, he mumbled, kissing your hands. You looked away as a tear ran down your cheek. “I wasn’t thinking of you as my girlfriend because I’m too worked up on planning our wedding”, he said, pulling you in to hug you – careful not to pull your IV out of your hand.

You chuckled, closing your eyes as your head laid against his chest. He caressed your hair, kissing the top of your head.

“I’m sorry”, you mumbled back. “I’m on so many hormones right now, I don’t know why I’m crying.”

Jake shook his head, even though you wouldn’t see.

“Don’t be, honey. Your body is going through a lot, literally creating a new life. I should be more careful about what I say.”

“You’re already so caring”, you mumbled, eyes burning harder. More tears fell from your eyes. “I love you so much, Jakey.”

“Oh, Gosh”, he pouted, hugging you tighter. “I love you more. You and our girl.”

“What if it’s a boy?”, you asked, still crying.

“Doesn’t change a thing, then I already love him from the bottom of my heart.”

September 27th, 2022 Tuesday

“Oh, my God! Jake!”, you called, eyes wide.

Jake shuffled on the bed by your side, half asleep. Since the nurse told him he could use it, he has been doing it, because the chair was way too uncomfortable.

“Jake!”, you whispered-yelled.

“What, babe?”, he mumbled.

“The baby just kicked!”

“What?”, he asked, sitting up right away. “Really?!”

“Yes!”

Your eyes were glossy with tears as Jake got off his bed clumsily, walking towards you. His hands reached your bump with care and you placed them just where you felt the little kick. It took around 15 seconds before the baby kicked again, making Jake melt.

“Jesus Christ, I felt it!”

“You did?”

“Yeah!”

Jake looked at you, smiling like a cute puppy. A few days ago, he cried in the shower, afraid he’d never be able to feel his baby kicking for the first time. God did hear his prayers, allowing him to have this experience.

“Hi, baby!”, he said in a soothing voice towards your bump. “Daddy’s here, can you kick mommy again?”

“Hey”, you called, finding it funny.

“Shh, I’m talking to my daughter”, he mumbled to you. “Daddy’s waiting, baby.”

Almost as if the baby wanted to see him happy, you felt another kick. As you looked up to Jake, a tear fell down his cheek.

“Aw, babe”, you mumbled. He shook his head, smiling big.

“I love you”, he whispered before pecking your lips. “Gosh, I absolutely love you.”

You chuckled, caressing his hair. He spent the next forty minutes snuggling with you in your bed, caressing your belly, and talking to the baby. Not everything happened the way either of you expected, but everything seemed to be exactly how it should.

September 29th, 2022 Thursday

“It feels so good to wear my clothes again”, you said as Jake finished helping you get dressed. He smiled, leaning in to kiss your forehead.

He pushed your wheelchair through the door, stopping by the room to grab your bag. The nurse helped push you through the hallway while Jake had your bag.

Jake supported you as you got in the Uber and held your hand throughout the trajectory. The hospital was about fifteen minutes away from your apartment and you never felt happier seeing the building.

“You don’t have to support me like an old woman”, you chuckled as the two of you exited the car.

“The doctors said you are not allowed to make any kind of effort or sudden moves”, he reminded you. “Plus, I’m just holding your arm.”

“Baby, I know you want to take care of me, but I can walk. I promise!”

“Don’t care”, he smiled. “I am gonna take care of you.”

“Of course you are.”

Surprisingly, your house was clean. Turns out Chaewon and Yunjin invaded your tiny home and cleaned the hell out of it so you could get home and rest in a cozy environment. Your sheets were washed and ironed, not a single sign of dust on any surface, and your house smelled like cleaning products. It was nice.

You took a shower as soon as you walked in, washing your hair vigorously since you couldn’t do it properly in the hospital – the nurse did it for you, but it didn’t feel the same –, allowing Jake to detangle your strings, as he always did.

“Happy to be home?”, he asked softly, sitting behind you on the bed while gently passing the brush through your long hair.

“You have no idea”, you mumbled, eyes closed.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Of course.”

“Call your boss and tell him you won’t be able to work from now on”, he said as softly as he could.

“Jake…”, you warned.

“I don’t mean to be toxic or anything, it’s just… You shouldn’t be walking around, carrying boxes, and standing up all day long.”

You sighed, opening your eyes. His hands kept working on your freshly washed hair, so softly it almost felt like he was just caressing you.

“You want me to quit?”

“No. I want you and our baby to be healthy until the end of this pregnancy.”

Your heart felt heavy, for some reason.

“How am I gonna pay for our bills, then?”

“You know-”

“I know money was never a problem to you, Jake. But it was for me. Working and being able to pay for my stuff means a lot to me.”

“You know I can provide for us.”

“Your family sends you a lot of money, which is completely cool if you’re spending it with yourself”, you said, turning around. His hands were forced to leave your hair, otherwise he’d hurt you. “But I can’t let you pay for everything around here. I’m not that kind of girl.”

“I have a good amount saved”, he started, holding your hands. “Even if my parents decide they won’t send me a penny, I’ll still be able to keep things around.”

“Jake, that’s just…”, you shrugged. “It feels unfair. Like I’m using you.”

“Look, y/n, I’m gonna tell you something from the bottom of my heart: I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, it doesn’t matter how long we’ve been dating, I know it.”

“I love you too”, you mumbled.

“Wait, let me finish. I’m willing to give you every and anything I have, I want to share my life with you. I don’t care about money, status, or anything else, I care about you and our baby, that’s all.”

You pouted, eyes watering. These damn hormones, you cried all of the time!

“Please, let me take care of you”, he said quietly, caressing your cheek, and wiping the tears away. “I’ll give you a little something if you say ‘yes’.”

You chuckled through your tears, knowing he wanted to lighten the mood.

“You said it yourself, I can’t make any efforts”, you joked in a choked voice, trying to stop crying. Jake laughed, shaking his head.

“Stop being dirty!”, he joked. His smile was soft towards you, eyes glistening with care. “At least tell me you’ll think about it.”

“I will, Jakey. I promise.”

“Ok, close your eyes.”

“Why?”

“I’m giving you something anyways.”

You smiled and closed your eyes, expecting a kiss. You felt him shifting around on the bed for a bit and then a soft peck on your lips – while his lips were still on yours, he reached for your hands and placed a tiny box on them. 

You opened your eyes suddenly, pulling away. Jake also opened his eyes and smiled at you. 

“Go on, open up.”

You obeyed, looking down. As you opened up, you saw a pair of platinum rings.

“What-”

“I heard that in a lot of countries, there are these commitment rings. It’s not that popular in Australia, but I’ve seen a few while growing up”, he shrugged. “I wanted to give you these because I want you to be my girlfriend. Like, for real.”

You whined, throwing your arms around his neck and pulling him in for a big hug – the box with the rings lying between the two of you.

“Is that a ‘yes’?”, he chuckled, hugging you back.

“Of course!”, you mumbled, emotional. You hugged him tight, almost as if he was gonna disappear anytime soon.

“Good, ‘cause I kinda live with you, the atmosphere would be ruined if you said no.”

You laughed, only letting go of him enough to kiss his plump lips.

October 10th, 2022 Monday

“In three days I’ll be 21 weeks pregnant”, you told Chaewon, turning sideways and holding your baggy shirt tight on your body, showing her your bump. “A week past half!”

“What?”, she asked, scrunching her nose.

The two of you were in the classroom, pretty early as usual. There were only a few people with you in the room, none of them being friendly to you or Chaewon. She sat down on her stall as you showed her your bump, not caring if other people would see the scene.

“I meant week past the middle of the gestation”, you laughed. “Sorry, the pregnant brain does not work.”

“Oh, the pregnant brain fog is a real thing?”, she laughed.

“It is! I keep forgetting stuff and saying nonsense!”

Chaewon pouted, finding it cute. Your bump was a little more prominent now, absolutely everyone could tell by now. The doctor told you the bump wouldn’t be as big as other women’s, since it was your first pregnancy.

“That’s worthy, right?”

“Being dumb? Absolutely”, you smiled. “Every time the baby moves, everything becomes worth it.”

“Aren’t you cute?”, she pouted. “So, now that you’re showing more, Yunjin and I are planning the baby shower.”

“Really?”, you smiled. “I thought you gave up.”

“Never! We just forgot about it for a bit, since you were hospitalized and such…”, she shrugged. “But since you can’t work anymore and spend the whole day home alone, we thought about visiting you to plan the baby shower. Wanna help planning?”

“Ironic, you’re asking me if I want to plan my child’s baby shower”, you said, laughing. “But yeah, absolutely!”

“When are you free?”

“You said it yourself, Wonnie”, you scoffed. “I’m home alone every freaking day. It’s killing me, by the way.”

“Sorry to hear that.”

“Nah, I understand. I’m willing to spend another 19 weeks locked in my apartment if it means my baby will be safe and sound inside of me.” “Speaking of which, sit down.”

“Girl, I can spend two minutes up”, you chuckled. “That’s not what “rest” means!”

“I don’t even think you should be coming to class right now.”

“Don’t I deserve to graduate?”

“Don’t be stupid”, she rolled her eyes. “You could finish this semester online.” “Hell, no. I need to see people, otherwise I’ll go crazy.”

You sat next to her, turning your stall to face her.

“Speaking of plans”, you began. “The baby’s due date is somewhere around February 23rd. Do you know what that means?”

“You won’t be able to drink on New Year’s Eve?”

“That’s also correct”, you shrugged. “But it means I’ll be able to attend graduation!”

“Girl, you’re gonna be huge. Are you sure you want to do this?”

“You kiddin’? I’ve been waiting for this moment since I finished my application in high school.”

Chaewon laughed, holding your hand.

“I guess it’ll make a really cute graduation photoshoot.”

“Come on, not everyone has their child on their graduation!”

“Yep, Sim Youngjae will be a unique child!”

“I told you, we’re having a girl”, you showed her your tongue.

“You got the sonogram?”

“No.”

“No proof, no opinion.”

[jukipptx]

my youth is actually a song that jeno wrote about you ????? this broke my heart, i don’t know why I wrote it ????? and so many words????? i’m so sorry ???? This is a story about jeno’s first and only kiss 💔💔💔

jeno and you have been friends for as long as you can remember. You met him when you were both thirteen years old, and this is how it went…

you didn’t want to do it at first, but your mother insisted on you joining this entertainment company. you’ve been doing commercials since you were a baby, so she thought it might be a good career path and wanted you to at least try. turns out you could actually sing!!! you couldn’t dance, but for that there were people to teach you, and there was 💗jeno💗

you met jeno exactly on the day you were going to give up. it had only been 4 months since you’ve joined the company, but it had been enough to get you on your nerves (it had been more than enough!!! you were exhausted!!!). on that day, you were sitting on the practice room floor, the mirrors were foggy, you’ve been practicing for hours since the dance teacher scolded you for not memorizing the choreo, and still you couldn’t do it. you layed down facing the ceiling (so dramatic) and you cried and cried and cried (in silence). you were wearing headphones so you didn’t hear when he entered the room; you only noticed when he was standing next to you, his little head peeking in your vision. he was so cute 😭😭😭 his little emo black hair almost covering his eyes, his baggy sweatshirt and pants 😭😭😭

“i was wondering if you wanted this ice cream.” he said holding his ice cream closer to you. you couldn’t hear him because of your headphones, you barely understood korean anyways, but you understood what he was saying when he motioned with the ice cream.

you sat up, cleaned your face as fast as you could, you were now so embarrassed about crying, and you took the ice cream. it was a popsicle and it already had one single bite. “was it yours?” you asked, you didn’t care and gave it another bite.

he blushed and ignored your question. “i’m jeno.” he held his hand out for you to take and you took it. “i can help with the choreo. it made me cry, too.” you took his hand and stood up with its help.

and that’s basically how your friendship began. as rookies, you had to deliver a performance every friday, so you took jeno’s word and accepted his help every single week. you practiced together, you ate together, you laughed together, you practically lived together 😭😭😭 jeno fell in love with you exactly 7 hours after he met you that day in the practice room, when you were crying and when you thought you looked so ugly, he thought the complete opposite. he thought of you as the prettiest person he’s ever seen. oh the pretty brown eyes, he felt guilty for saying this, but you looked so pretty when you cried; eyes so puffy and crystal-like, cheeks and nose so red. the beautiful messy black hair, always tied up in two perfectly slicked back ponytails. he couldn’t get enough of your face and it was ooooh so obvious, he could cry just thinking about you 😭😭😭 but he was so shy???? he could never get too close before getting all red. you occasionally gave him a push or pulled him in for a friendly hug, but he would NEVER make the first move, only on your birthdays.

as soulmates go, your birthday was April 22, and his the 23. for the company it was basically the same day, so year after year, they opted to celebrate your birthdays on the night of the 22nd until the clock marked the 23rd. it was the only chance that jeno got to hug you without it being awkward. and he did. every year he held you for at least 30 seconds. everyone around you would always get so awkward, but jeno didn’t mind because “it was your birthday” 😭😭😭😭😭

one day you decided it had been enough. you couldn’t keep on waiting until the company magically gave you the opportunity you’d been training so hard for during 3 years straight. you were strong, but you were so impatient, not even jeno could stop you from leaving, and even today, he wishes he had tried harder, he wishes he had held on to you for longer💔💔💔

you were going to leave on the 23rd, but you couldn’t do that to him, so you left the day after. he even wanted you to stay for his debut, but you couldn’t resist any longer. you celebrated your birthdays like every year before, but this one was so different. it was so sad and so important to everyone. they all wanted it to be perfect because it was the last time you would celebrate together, but they didn’t know it was already perfect for you just by the fact that HE was there and that all of your dreamies were there as well 😭😭😭

it was the night of the 22nd, two minutes till midnight for the 23rd, when he kissed you for the first time. it was so innocent, it broke your heart and fixed it at the same time. it was all you needed to leave happily, but it was all you needed to make you not want to leave anymore. you were both sitting on the rooftop of the company, everyone left from the party already and it was only you and him, drinking soda with the tears falling from your eyes. music was still playing in the back, but all you could hear was him. you looked at him because you wanted to look at him all the time, but he was facing elsewhere. he didn’t want you to see him crying as well.

“you don’t have to leave, please keep on trying. i know they have something planned for you.” he said with such sadness and insistence on his voice. this wasn’t the first time he said it, and apparently he didn’t grow tired of saying it.

you couldn’t talk anymore because if you did, you would start crying like a crazy person (again).

“i can talk with manager noona.” he insisted. he moved a little bit closer to you.

“come on, we’ll talk with her now.” he held your hand and started to stand up, but you started crying. you wanted him to stop insisting because he only made you feel worse. he made you feel as if you hadn’t tried hard enough to stay, but you did, you reaaaally did; not only for you, but for him.

“please, stop.” you didn’t move, making him sit down next to you again, but this time a little closer. he didn’t let go of your hand this time, and he wouldn’t for a long time.

“i’m sorry.” he faced the ground, again trying his hardest not to cry. “i just don’t know what I’m going to do.” he laughed a nervous laugh, and he was serious, he really didn’t know how to live without you.

“nothing. you don’t have to do anything, jeno. just keep doing what you do and being you.” you looked at the clock on your phone screen, only five minutes left until your day ended and his started.

“i can’t keep doing what i always do because everything i do is with you. for starters, i can’t be happy on my birthday anymore.” he almost whispered, he was about to cry so if he talked normally, he would.

“jaemin would be so mad to hear that.” you tried to joke in hopes of raising the mood, you even pushed him slightly, but nothing helped at this point. “it’s almost your birthday. you should make your wish already.”

“i wish for you to stay.” he finally looked at your eyes, and you wished he didn’t. his eyes were red and shiny. he didn’t hold the tears any longer, he finally let go 😭😭😭 you’d never seen jeno cry, only once when he fell on his face back in 2013, but not like this, not with such sadness, with such impotence and desperation.

“i promise we’ll keep in touch, we’ll see each other every time you’re available. i’m not leaving the country, just the company.” you held your hand out to him, willing to pinky promise, and jeno took your hand, but instead on pinky promising, he pulled you in his arms.

he hugged you so so so sooooo hard. he thought that maybe if he held you hard enough you could choose to stay. he knew you weren’t leaving the country, but he knew that leaving the company would make everything so different and so hard. you would not be able to be close to him, the company would not allow it anymore, but he didn’t want to tell you that.

he hugged you for so long and you didn’t dare to move, you didn’t want to. you could feel the need and the desperation once again, you were scared to move, you were scared to break him and yourself 😭😭😭😭

“please, don’t do this to me, please, don’t leave me.” he said with the most painful voice you had ever heard before. and coming from him??? it was all too much, it was unbelievable and it all seemed like a nightmare to you. it all may sound a bit dramatic, but you were both so young 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 minutes away from being sixteen.

now you started crying like an actual crazy person in his arms. shoulders started shaking and face was as wet as it could be. his hoodie was getting wet from your tears, but neither of you moved. he let you cry out loud and whimper and all. you were almost sure that the people downstairs could hear you, but you didn’t care anymore. this was probably the last time you were going to be able to be this close to him, so you didn’t let go 😢😢😢 deep down, but really deep down, you were not only crying for him, you were crying because leaving marked the end of this era, the end of pursuing this big dream of yours, so you could finally let it all out right there in that rooftop.

jen was the first to break the hug. He did only to look at those pretty eyes of yours, so pretty when you cry as he always thought. your eyes were shining like bubbles and your nose oh so pink as always, he wanted to bite it just to see if it actually tasted like marshmallows as he always thought.

he looked straight into your eyes, and without even thinking for once in all the time he’s known you, he held you by the chin and brought you to what was your first and only kiss ever, the same goes for jeno. he swore that yours would be the only lips he would kiss because he didn’t think he could find anything close to the taste of yours. they tasted like cherry lip balm and like the cotton candy that you were eating before you started crying.

it was just a short and soft kiss, but it was full of love and of hope and of tears, it was full of him and his shyness. and when he let go, you could do nothing but wonder if it was possible to love him more and more and more.

and that was all there was. you didn’t keep in touch like you promised because, like he said, they didn’t allow it. and after finding out that he wasn’t allowed, you wish you had stayed, not for yourself, but at least for him and for all the love there was. you wish, you wished, you wished for months, you wished with tears in your eyes. you wished on all the songs he wrote about you. on all the clues he left for you everywhere he goes. you wish on his pretty moon eyes and on all the stars in them. you wish and only hope that he remembers and misses you just like you do (he does💔💔💔💔💔💔)

[owen-not-carvour]

OK LONG POST HERE WE GO!!!

i had the absolute privilege of seeing WVU/metropolitan theater ride the cyclone not once, but twice this week (opening and closing nights!!)

and lemme tell ya it was AMAZING. definitely one of my favorite casts/productions i’ve seen. so here’s the thoughts:

number one: it was overall very similar to 2016 original cast!! many of the actions were played very similarly to that one,, but it was also very different. bc script changes (i still miss ricky conceding, love conquers all and oceans line about not knowing/caring abt people in life and regretting it though) but also bc there were puppets. more on that later lol

-the set was AMAZING, here’s a picture i took from today before it started

i just love looking at this.

and going off of that. fuckin look at karnak!!!!! he’s so cool! reminds me of a muppet in the best way lol

-i also swore that virgil was wearing an ‘in case i make it’ by will wood shirt. i don’t actually think he was for a few reasons lol but i do think it was a very similar design fghgfd

-i love the uranium suite choreo so much. ocean put SO MUCH into those little scoop thingys fhsjhd but whenever they Died,, the round and round part,, the choreo looked more like the choreo from way back during waiting for the drop and i LOVE THAT. i miss that song a lot too.

-THEY ALSO DID THE WOO!! BEFORE THE END AND I LOVE THAT TOO!!!!!

-the layout of the coaster was cool: it was

ocean mischa

constance ricky

noel

which i thought was a great was to show their personalities over their friendships sort of :)

OK,, JANE DOE: i love her design in this one. she had pink ribbons on her pigtails and big ole eyelashes and i LOVE HER.

-she also had a comb for her dolly and used it to stab it while she was talking abt the lion thing. it was really funny fhsjhd

-her way of talking was also really cool. she broke off the sentences in different places than what i’ve heard before and just kind of had more of a sort of curious and clueless way about her. it was like “and so. i walk alone and wonder. why?” and just. her <3333 she was so good.

-during oceans little monologue (her speech) before what the world needs,, jane also put her head on constance’s shoulder and just. amazing. it was so funny she’s so sweet fhsjhd

-during the new birthday song (or. after it while they’re all talking) she was also super cute.. like played around w her party hat and ricky’s little xylophone thing he was playing for the song. i just think she’s great fhsjdh

ok back to The Rest,,

-seeing the upop bits was hilarious. like i’ve read them and seen a few performances of it,, but seeing it live was so good fhjshd also constance’s costume had such cute details!! she had rainbow details on her shoes and a couple enamel pins on her pinafore!

-constance and ocean also did their little handshake thing as part of their dance during its just a ride and that made me almost cry too fhsjdh

-they added “prestigious university” into oceans list of Reasons She’s The Best or whatever. it’s funny bc wvu is Not At All That lol hdjshdjs (edit: finally reread the new script and Yes that’s in there but it is still Really funny lol)

-ok what the world needs was so funny. love love love ocean (she’s the worst!!) but this one was like. manic abt it in the best way. her riff at the end was hilarious too. a lot of “ooooh i’m better than youuuu and youuuu and allllll of youuuohooooohohohooooo” it was great. also the turntable was super cool in this show bc it was like a mini stage which helped w levels and stuff too! (another note abt this ocean, she definitely made her own choices but she also rlly reminded me of tiffany which was fun!!)

-this noel was. SO gay. they all are. but This One. GODDAMN!! he was awesome. he did the intro monologue in a much more dramatic way than khobly (still referencing my 2016 thoughts) ..like kholbys version was kinda done like. noel was slightly embarrassed not abt who he was but like,, more so circumstancial stuff if that makes sense? he got excited abt the whole missing teeth thing and all, right. (just to give a reference on how these noels are different!!) this noel was drawn out dramatic through the wholeeeee thing. he was amazing.

-the taco bell picture comes up and mischa’s like hahahhaa the Fuck lol and noel starts like pouting. “what is That” “i was hoping you could tell me” “NO!!☹️” bro sounded like he was bout to cry dhshdh he was so good

-OK THE QUICK CHANGE!! y’all know how he kinda strips in 2016 and Other versions? NOPE THIS ONE WAS ALLLL TEARAWAY!! it happened so fast,, he was like FINE *RIP* and BOOM lingerie. it was incredible. he also wore on of those long fluffy flowy “i just killed my husband for the money” robes. y’all he looked so good

-today was especially great. noel’s lament was insane. i have literally never heard a louder audience for anything. every time he’d do anything people would scream (bc he was fucking killing it) and when he went down to “die” the first time. he just kinda sat and did the little wave to get people to make more noise. it was amazing. i wish i could’ve fuckin videod or some shit bc it was soooo good.

-mischa. mischa bachinski. this guy was perfect for him (i am so sorry i don’t know the actors names by the way). tbh i love when mischa’s short. and bouncy. his rage was a lot of jumping and punching air and just. i loved that for him. TSIA was hilarious as usual, it always is. i really liked how they Made a jet with their arms on that line,,, but TALIA. she was actually an actress on stage and they did the whole dance together and then she ran away on the last OOOOOHHHHHHHHHH and it was SO good wtf. talia Always gets me so this was so exception for sure.

-this entire cast is definitely one of my favorites for sure. but tHIS RICKY IS BY FAR MY FAVORITE ONE EVER. he was incredible y’all. like they all were but. ricky. his choices like. landed SO perfectly every time. “i’m tellin’ you right now, monkeylovedrop! :)” SHIT WAS AMAZING (not to mention i didn’t know abt ricky’s new background in the script so that was also fucking hilarious.)

-not to mention the way he did the very end section of the song the way alex did,, like melody wise?? i LOVE THAT (i just like hearing it that way more lol) so that made me super happy.

-oh and remember how i said there were puppets? i fuckin WISH i could’ve taken a picture of it. the zolarians were cat puppets that came out from the alcoves on the sides of the stage and they were fuckin NEON BLUE AND GREEN with holographic details. no one was ready for that but it was PERFECT DFGHJGFGH

-also the actual sabm costume??? he was glittery and neon and flared pants and heeled boots and neon green cat ears and he LOOKED SO MF GOOD HAHAHAHA

-the energy of the whole fucking show was so amazing. especially today (closing performance). people were cheering through the whole damn thing it was perfect.

-TBOJD: the way she said MY TURN!!! was so cute. it was like !! MY TURNNNN !! all excited and drawn out a little. good for her.

—but mainly. there were 2 things happening here. 1) the actress was AMAZING. i think she also may be one of my favorite janes ever. she did this Thing with her hands at one point,, and i can’t really describe it,, but it was like she was just trying to make sure she could still Feel. and it was rlly cool. 2) MORE PUPPETS!?!?!?! this time it was when the music kicked up,,, the rest of the choir was doing their own sick choreo but there were also uhhh big ass worms among them too. they were actually pretty cool.. big teeth and the way they moved was really fun to watch but it did feel a touch overcrowded at times 🙃

-THE OTHER THING WAS THE FLIGHT!!!!! SHE STILL FLEW!! she didn’t go upside down or spin but the fact she went up as high as she did (like above the spinny thing on the stage part of the set) was incredible. and yes ofc she absolutely MURDERED THOSE HIGH NOTES IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE. i was mentally taking notes on her techniques the entire time fhsjhd (fun fact,, after the song today when i cheered/screamed for my applause i did in fact hit the note dhjshd it was a surprisingly supported one too lol)

-sugar cloud: JANE STARTED THE CHOREO AND THEN THEY ALL DID IT AFTER HER <33333 i will always love how sugar cloud is just Them uninhibited. it’s so good that way. this constance was also SO good with the way she did the monologue too. there were a few strong hints of regret but overall it was just Acceptance and moving forward and just hnnnnnnn she was wonderful.

-AND THEN THERE WERE MORE PUPPETS!!!! legit just little blobs of color that danced a little bit too. very cute, very constance fhsjhd my friend said the orange one was her favorite character and stole the show even lol. they were very expressive hfjdh

-there were a LOT of points where the audience were clapping along too and it made me sooooo happy. there was a part in noel’s lament, talia, and sugar cloud and just <333

-another few points that i saw throughout the show,, noel and constance besties. they were always hangin around each other.. same w mischa and constance. she’d make her quips against ocean and mischa’d be like YEAAHHHHHHH!! legit heard constance go-after the upop drugs bit- “yeah! you liked that one!! i’d been working on it for a bit!” <333

-really maybe just noel besties with everyone bc he also gave jane like. a Good hug before she left.. <33

-last thing that had me Dying,, noel also went up to ocean and put his hand on her shoulder and stood real close to her after she made her final vote. and ocean looked at him and leaned into it. and just. the growth from them both for that <3333 they’re so special to me.

-legit i think the only remote criticism i have is that it’s just a ride went SO FUCKING FAST???? like i don’t think y’all are taking enough of a look around at that speed lol.. it just wasn’t enough time to rlly enjoy how good that song is yknow.

overall wvu rtc completely blew me away and i desperately hope SOMEONE has a slime tutorial of it because GODDAMN THAT VERSION WAS GOOD!!! i need more ppl to talk abt it dhjshdj

[screampied]

well, hello there. (read as lady dimitrescu’s voice)

ok, vegas, you interacted with my account…again. love, i think you’re ought to find out who i am before we can even smell october 1st. so cute that you think i’m sweet, because whenever i re-read what i wrote for you im like “oh, that’s not…that’s weird”. i also think you are very sweet! i’m intimidated with people, so indeed i took the opportunity of being high and loose and approachable to send you that first ask.

i think being a whore for ghostface is as easy as saying it’s name. the masks stays on!! do i mean sex or the killing? both? yes. hm, moving along, what’s you favorite ghostface? mine would be stu and jill.

oh, oHH. ok but toji removing the mask, slowly, and the first thing you see is his scarred lips with that smirk. like stfu, i’ll show him a scream. and geto. that man is my lawfully husband, and picturing him with that knife is doing stuff to me. blood on his face, like in hidden inventory, passing his thumb to try and clean it…mshdhdjdjdk fainted

sam as ghostface would’ve been predictable, but it would still be cool. i think they could take a different approach with her. while everyone is scared shitless because a knew killer has show up, she would be excited because-well, she can kill now. again and again, with the excuse of saving her friends and sister. maybe might even kill someone by “mistake” who knows. i think it would be nice, i like the idea of the good character going a lil crazy crazy.

the thing about sidney is that they won’t have the courage to kill her. literal mother of the final girls. but… dale? yeah, i’m bracing myself and praying for her poor little soul.

yes!! they were right in what they did and the ones that loses are the directors. the movie won’t do good at all without them, so must likely they will comeback, as we say in my country, “the sorry dog comes back” as in the directors are the sorry dog, with tail in between their legs.

between cars and bikes im more inclined to cars, but bikers and drivers? ugh, i’m sold to the bikers. sukuna is the type of guy to go to street races just for the fun of nearly dying (in a modern world, of course). i picture a red vintage car with black flames draw in it. oh he would so sexy, he is sexy. others i can see in street race is toji (of course, he bets all the time) and suguru. idk this trinity can have me anytime any day anywhere.

SHUT UP HUNGER GAMES IS SO FUCKING COOL

i used to be a divergent person, but hunger games has grow in my heart. finnick and peeta forever the best boys, suzanne collins cooked with them. and then she fucking burned it with finnick’s. still not over it, how come gale is alive???

jokes aside, i actually fuck with her writing so much, because it’s true, there is no actual victory in a war, we lose too much to be able to live through it. too much nightmares and death.

i’m reading a fanfic set in the hunger games universe, nearly as many words as in the bible, and it’s so fucking good. the author wrote the aftermath of the games perfectly, the rebellion, missions, the games itself. it’s everything.

yapping is done, question of the day is favorite movie and favorite music? see ya!!

nut anon

SLLLAAAY

nutty pook i rly enjoy our long chats i just wanna let u know that 🫡. also the lady dimitrescu voice ????? stawp. do you play resident evil oh now that game is my shit.

LOLLLL DID I. i swear it’s not intentional man. maybe it’s fate 🧿🧿 you think im sweet omg ty AAAAH.

sex with ghostface where the mask stays on is actually cry FUCKKK IM GONNA WRITE THAT. october is gonna bring out the slut in my writing istg. ooooh my fav ghostface ?? probably jill and roman. i love amber too, but billy ofc.

GHOSTFACE TOJIIII DONT DO THIS TO ME. he’s so do that, don’t mind me im writing this down 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️. real they can’t kill the baddest bitch, the whole franchise is nothing without mother.

sukuna as a street racer ID CREEWWAM. i literally saw a sukuna car at the race i went to. i had many interesting thoughts ……. kuna def bets ur so right, toji too with his broke ass.

KEKFLGLHL I LOVE THG ITS SO GOOD. do you like the movies or books better? i like the books but the movies slap

fav movie uhhhhh legally blond, fav music psychedelic pop and indie !!!!

[princeoftennis-scenarios]

ooooh, hi, it’s so lovely to see you back - i am glad i followed, even if just to bookmark your existing works, when i returned to this fandom.

if possible, i would like to request a matchup please. i’m 165cm tall, intj-t, female and a libra. i am very much a theatrical and artistic person - i have been a musician as long as i can remember, and i adore sewing and cosplay. i’m the immature eldest of two sisters… and somewhat insecure about it, though i know much of it can be attributed to burnout from being a top student in school and putting a lot of pressure on myself to be a good role model to my sister in my youth.

romantically, i greatly appreciate my independence (which may be the cause of my inexperience), but having one of these boys to lean on when things get hard would be such a godsend. admittedly, while i’ll accept that someone likes me quite quickly, feeling like i am allowed to pursue such a path is something i often struggle with. i have a tendency to be a people pleaser when i like someone, and i will go above and beyond for those i deem worthy of it.

i thank you for running this, and for returning to this account, and i look forward to seeing who you might pick for me ^^

It’s asks like this why we came back to this blog, thank you so much for your support! It makes us really happy and eager to write seeing how appreciated we are! We hope to see more from you in the future and that you enjoy this matchup!

For your matchup, it has to be Tanegashima.

He would see right through you from the beginning and would know you liked him, simply waiting for you to come and confess to him. He’d find it extremely cute and start liking you more and more because of the way you would cater to him while he teases you and makes you blush. Once you confess to him, he’d tease you even further, acting as if he is not sure if he should accept it or not. It would be an obvious act, even to nervous you, and he would soon accept your confession, giving you a headpat and messing up your hair because, as he says, ‘You look adorable with messy hair’.

When you tell him about your insecurity of being too immature, instead of reassuring you, he would suggest something dumb and act immature together with you. It would be unusual at first, but it would be his way of saying that it is okay for you to act like that and that there is nothing to be insecure about. In fact, he’d be there for you and match your energy when needed. All that pressure you put on yourself, he’d take away and make you smile on the daily.

Unlike with others, he’d love to listen to your music and would often just hang around while you practise. Not only would he support and listen to your music on loop, he’d also ask you for recommendations on old and new artists to listen to. On top of that, he would adore helping you sew and assemble cosplays… And if you surprise him with a cosplay for him too, you might actually see him cry. His favourite would be to do a matching cosplay with you. Also, if you ever make him something from scratch, he will cherish it forever.

Generally, he’d be very supportive and let you be most of the time, but you could depend on him when needed. He’d be there for you even when you least expect it, to be a shoulder to cry on or to share your happiness with you. Not only will he show you the path to take for a happy future with him, he'll build it together with you as you go. You being a people pleaser would be something he’d never get used to, as well as whenever you genuinely express your concern for him or are there for him in the same way he is for you, he’d be surprised by it every single time. When you show appreciation for him or that you thought about him, he’d be greatly touched. Though he’d never show it, instead teasing you about being cute, hugging you and smooching your forehead.

Your other matches: Atobe, Oni

[fangirlshrewt97]

D20 - Dungeons and Drag Queens Ep 2 Notes

Oh man, I am so far behind. I will try to finish the other two episodes within the next week if possible. Let’s see. 

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I love Jujubee placing herself in the middle of the group. No one will come at her first

"But you're the oldest one here trying to die bitch" LOLOL

"But I'm not dead. [...] And since I'm not alive...Bitch!" That is Jujubee's second retraction after accidentally eating the magical seed. Love the table just falling over themselves at these antics. "What did you roll a one?  A one on steath?"

"If you roll a one, we are going to end up with a guppy.: Bob with the incredible quips once again.

"Did she lose her sense of fashion" Brennan just losing it while Monet just looks so done and disappointed.

Alaska's expression whenever she goes into character is top notch, that growling face

"Dinner is served!" "Is she going to fucking eat us...we're rotting?!" LOL

Monet jumping into the explanation before Brennan even asks her to. So excited, so cute.

Gertrude's attack was so cool.

Here we go with Brennan making all his players cry again. This man's storytelling abilities are awe-inspiring

"What the going gets tusk, the tusk gets going." All of these character taglines are so on point.

Awww this uncle is so sweet.

Lol Troyan forgeting the spell letting them take characters across the river is so perfect.

Them rushing to write down the name of the Goddess is also very nice. They are great first time DnD players!

Damn Nyruth is handsome too. The character artists for this season really went all out (But then again, they always do at D20).

Oh my god Jujubee is so chaotic, the others spend half the show just trailing behind trying to clean up their mess. Brennan must love her for it.

"I wanna get wet." Brennan stop! God why does it always make me blush when he just says stuff like that!

Jujubee is so proud of the Monet X Change pun lololol

"I can disguise myself as a flashlight" Lol, I don't know how much jujubee genuinely wants to play, and how much she just wants to cause chaos, but I love her for it.

I kind of wish we had gotten a chane to see Brennan's expression as the Queens are discussing this double crossing plan.

Unbelieve Brennan, oh my god. Just playing on the Paula Abdul bit.

I like the flash cuts to Alaska's reactions to the antics of Bob and Jujubee, where she is just mentally rolling her eyes, like what is happening right now?/are you serious?

Oh my god, "Dispel his Dispel Magic". So convoluted

Holy shit, three ones! Oh no that jack that is going to eat them.

Did Monet just try to trick Brennan the DM abut what dice to use? Lol

"D'Hamia - Snatched and Thirsty" the captions are superb

"I pour your tea in a bucket" Glad to see them all remembering Princess's size lol.

All of them playing out what's the best plan is actually so nice. Like they are really leaning into the RP this season, because for newbies, a ton of combat would be heard. And it's nice seeing the Queens trying to logic out what would be the best moves to do. Even if their dice don't always let them.

"4" "Hundred" Twyla is so chaotic, my god, she always just does the most insane choice. ...I really want her to play with Emily (RIP their poor DM)

Ooooh Troyan's mom is only saving herself...

"She sounds like an alcoholic" Brennan has been wheeze laughing so much this episode, it's delightful

Oof, brutal revelation

"It wasn't like 'Hey girl!'" Brennan's expression is so funny

D'Hamia interactions with Princess are great

"We are going to pimp out our orc friend." Bob is just killing it with the one liners.

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Oh god this preview is so dramatic lol

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That was a good episode! I can see the campaign will likely be very light in combat, which makes sense, the Queens are making the RP and character choices that are so entertaining and fun to watch. Excellent season so far.

[royallygray]

stalked my own bookmarks for this lol

believing in the country of me and you by remrose [E, 10k, 1/1] idk your policy on shipping or nsfw but this is a scarian fic with some smut at some points. it's so heartbreaking and it is a fic that I tend to reread every two weeks or so because it's just so insanely good. the entire series (fireworks exploding in the distance) is just god tier and I cannot with it I love it so much. I named one of my AO3 pseuds after this fic. It explores Grian's issues really well. And it uses repetitive language to tell the story and I just. wjrjwkadhakbnaa. oh yeah also it's mostly canon compliant

closer to another shore by remrose [T, 56k, 15/15] This is again a scarian fic by the same author. Scar and Grian are exes, but Scar has to do this Vex dating ritual thingy that is required and he's really not comfortable doing it with anyone but it's required to appease the council (bastards). So Grian offers and Scar takes him up on it. They figure out more about themselves, how they knew/know each other, and just. they figure some things out. OH ALSO SCAR AND CUB BROTHERS AND THATS ACTUALLY THE BEST PART OF THIS FIC CUB IS AMAZING AND JUST. AGHHH I was there when this was coming out I love it so so so much. You can probably read my frantic comments on this fic lol

this is the death of beauty by weareallstardustfallen [T, 6.6k, 2/2] canon compliant. flower husbands. after session 7, Scott goes to Dogwarts to get Jimmys body. my note on my bookmark is "I feel like I’m crying but tears are not falling down my face" so do with that what you will

stuck in a lonely loop by atomicpixiedust [T, 7.8k, 1/1] sobbing screaming. this is a mumbo and Grian fic in the same world as closer to another shore and it is. one of the funniest lines (either in this fic or this one) that Mumbo is trans and he named himself Mumbo to rhyme with his last name and I died there

Wake the Dead by Kiki_the_kiwi [M, 62.6k, 10/10] I FOUND THE OTHER GOD TIER ONE. I have such a soft spot for time loops it's not even funny. I would marry this fic. Lim Life centered. Martyn centric. It throws you in the first chapter with Scott pov (I got rly excited about this and then the rest was Martyn and I was slightly disappointed but ultimately I love this) and then. minor spoilers bc it literally happens in the first chapter. Scott dies. And then you get yeeted into Martyn's pov and you get to watch as he tries to figure out what to do bc he's the only one that remembers the loop. :)

Chickenman, Hold My Hand by crystalrainwing [M, 30k, 5/5] desert duo. Scar is the menace-iest menace to ever menace. Found family by committing crimes. needst I say more. quite chaotic

Through the Sky-Blue Cracks by Amethystfairy1 [T, a series, 464k, 58/?] okay my brain is dissolving it's 1am but this is important. so. this is a superhero AU (Hotguy/cute guy) and it uses hybrid discrimination to tell half the story. and it's super cool. just. super cool. recommend. ALSO FLOWER HUSBANDS IS SO CUTE IN THIS. THEYRE SO CUTE AND SO AWKWARD AND JUST. I AM NOT NORMAL ABT THEM. it also has scarian and also some other ships and also there's a REALLY lovely soup group episode. I say episode. its a fic

bfop au by @insomnya777 it's superhero smalletho. and gem. rip Joel he's not having a good time. Joel and Etho are complicated af and just. stuff happens. I'm so sorry I am not doing this fic justice. literally cannot believe this god of an author is my moot but y'know. Joel is villain, Etho hero. enemies flirt but ooooh they actually care omg ~problems~

anyways I gotta sleep now so my brain works again

you know what I haven’t seen going around in a while, and could use some of myself? fic recs! so, consider this both a rec and a self-promo post: recommend some fics to me in the reblogs and I’ll reblog your recs! in general, try to include both a summary and why you’re reccing it (whether it’s a self-promo or someone else’s), and let’s get some eyes on fics!

[m1ckeyb3rry]

And yes Nagi and Reo would not have been bad! I know the E4 were on the volume of the first version I figured they’d switch it up this time ofc the double itoshi is a big opp move but yeah anyways just glad to see tabieita getting their moments LMAO wait you had a Kunigami stan era omg LMAOO what happened to the no ginger rule /j but yeah he’s chill I just don’t have any heavy investment in him

Justin bieberitis LMAOO YUKI the “my culture is not your costume” has me wheezing otoya would definitely break the fourth wall too it’s such a dumbass otoya vibey thing

I remember that scene of Reo losing his mind screaming at zantetsu it was actually so hilarious LMAOO I do love their silly little dynamic but Reo got roped into the L taking club LAMAOA

SHAJS OTOYA REPARATIONS yeah I guess he can’t be catching ALL the strays I definitely also forgot ampharos has a mega (probably didn’t help that I don’t think I ever really had/used on) I’m still salty that megas were never brought back or continued like they could’ve just expanded and added more megas in the future games instead of swapping up mechanics each gen….but WHAGEVER RRJHSJRH Karasu fr just being surrounded by electric types that can kick his ass LMFAOOO

LAZYTOWN BEING BLLK BORUTO this is too funny but SHSHS DW YOURE ALL GOOD yeah i didn’t realize tumblr sucked this much hopefully it fixes soon?? But also take all the time you need to respond LMAO

No serious young aiku….young aiku…….but alas the stubble exists guys if PxG can have that much hair gel why doesn’t Ubers have a razor…guys come one…..but I agree still in the oaeu bestie zone LMAOO I need him to be my wingman irl

BRO I KNEW IT ITS THAT ONE ARTIST im ngl their memes always have me teetering on conversion territory their art style also definitely evolved a bit since they last posted!!! I saw that and lowk I agree but let’s remain strong for now it’s not the time to fall….but FR we’re gonna be eating so well s2 im so excited to see the favs in action!! All the recent promo material has me losing it too bro THREE DAYS WE’RE SO CLOSE SHSHSKSNSJA you’ll be getting a lengthy ask in your inbox once it airs so you can trust that you’ll need to open it then LMAOO

OMG ANOTHER MIRA DRAWING I’m crying otoya would so say that also the fact that you write in cursive just makes it 10x better HAHAHAH but OOOOH hairstyles!!! Are you deciding between the two or are these two forms of Tullia that exist depending on scenario in pursuit? They both look CUTE THO

OOOOOOOH WAIT 1K EVENT REQ?? Very intrigued and very excited if it does come out by this week I fr will be so stocked on content between that and s2!! Actually wait either way it works because I forgot s2 will be weekly starting from this week (WAHOO) Also wait it HAS been awhile since I’ve been surprised LMAO “how long it ends up being” anytime you say that i know it’s gonna be on the heftier side /j

Also SPICY WHITE GOODBYE also spicy white what does that even mean I’m crying if he was drunk too you should’ve said yes and gaslit him into thinking you were speaking in irish

- Karasu anon

HAHHA yeah right when i started (like in the first couple of eps) i liked kunigami!! ig i was really determined from the beginning not to like isagi…in my defense before the match against team v my options were isagi, bachira, chigiri, the rest of team z who are lowkey irrelevant, niko who actually is rather pretty but is just a bit too little-brother-coded to be attractive, and barou but specifically barou in his UGLIEST era 😭 kunigami was the best in a bad lot SDLKFJ also in that time he was far and away the most talented of team z (esp pre-chigiri-awakening) so there was that aspect…as SOON as nagi showed up though i was like 😍 and never looked back (that’s a lie i actually didn’t think i was going to like nagi at first i was so determined to wait for rin but then i realized i was lowkey giggling at some of nagi’s scenes and rewinding to watch his goals again and shit and that’s when i was like oh…)

JUSTIN BIEBERITIS it’s fr spreading!! LMAOAO no poor yuki i feel like i shouldn’t bully him sm his illness is even worse in pursuit because he was supposed to be an elite four member (hence why chris prince is his mentor) but he was banned from proper competitive battling because the stress made his condition worse 😓 that’s why his team is crazy strong and lowkey not aesthetic-maxed?? like you would think the man would have a milotic or an altaria or some other such elegant pokémon but his starter is a breloom and his team has such stunners as steelix, noivern, and alakazam but it’s because he was meant to beat aspiring trainers’ asses 😭 he just switched to contests because they were less stressful on his eyes and body due to having more of a focus on artistry than sheer-force victory…that’s why he ends up being a good mentor for reader and co he really teaches them how to not waste any energy and be super efficient in every move instead of wasting time and effort!! he’s super cool actually i really do like him unfortunately he’s SOO easy to slander it’s insane 😩 otoya definitely looks into the camera like he’s in the office unironically while in blue lock HAHAH can you imagine one of his teammates does smth stupid and he just stares into ego’s soul with the most unamused expression ever…it probably starts as a joke w karasu and then they both start doing it without thinking because it’s like a habit

YESSS THAT’S THE ONE pls it has me cackling every time reo looks so silly and zantetsu is so miffed meanwhile nagi just looks so concerned in the background bro was fr met with a completely different side of reo than he was used to 😭 reo being roped into the taking l’s club because he was linked up with king of losers tabito karasu #real honestly i think a little bit of humbling is good for him…bonus points if tullia’s watching the battle and reo’s like “this one’s for you 😁😉🫵🏻” before proceeding to get his shit rocked by the biggest idiots on the planet KSDJHFSLKD the negative aura is unmatched it’s only salvaged because otoya is tullia’s number one opp so she’s still team reo and karasu even though they lost

I LOVED MEGAS imo they were the best gimmick because they were the first and truly felt original/well thought out?? like there was lore behind the megas and the designs were different and pretty instead of just being “pikachu…but BIG” it’s the same with the alolan forms like it was cool the first time but why does every region have its own forms now…anyways yeah i’ve never been a huge ampharos user (as in i’ve never used it) so i always forget it has a mega but it does!! it’s funny actually when i’m looking at it which characters can and can’t mega 🧐 of the main-ish (aka relevant to us) characters nagi, chigiri, and tullia all don’t have any pokémon with mega evolved forms!! meanwhile reo has gallade + mawile, reader has houndoom + gyarados, karasu has pidgeot + garchomp + lucario (i literally forgot about lucario until i checked my notion page w everyone’s teams lowkey this is a win for the karasu girlies??? bro is eating), otoya has ampharos + altaria, barou has houndoom + sharpedo, isagi has charizard, and even hiori has metagross 😭 ofc these are only options definitely not all of these characters will get megas let alone all of the pokémon for each character but it’s def fun to look at!! also wait it would be really funny if otoya can only evolve his altaria since mega altaria is even more fluffy cutesy “girly” as well as being a dragon FAIRY type so that would def make bro crash out just a bit (the coolness of mega evolution does ease the sting a bit though)

YOUNG AIKUUUU MY BELOVED no actually that’s so real should’ve switched rin and barou just so all of the hair product warriors (barou karasu shidou zantetsu) could’ve been on one team SDKLJFH lowkey i would love to see more zantetsu and barou interactions i think they’re so funny together 😭 fr though i know barou def has a spare razor lying around somewhere he’s too neat to NOT so aiku has zero excuse…okay wait actually can i confess that BAROU with the stubble in that one scene where he’s a depressed dilf was SO FINE SDLKFJHSDKLJ FHSL BROOOOO I LOST IT I NEED HIM TO FAIL AT SOCCER AND LIVE THAT LIFESTYLE (WITH ME)

hehehe barou just does it better SORRY aiku anyways yeah i need him to wingman for me HEAVY…IDEC WHO bro can set me up with barou karasu yukimiya nagi reo…i guess sae…otoya (i can actually fix him i know it) karasu karasu did i mention karasu??? karasu—

their art style is sooo pretty but agreed they post rlly infrequently (whenever they do it ends up on my fyp) and they always have a slightly different art style every time!! it’s cool to see the development in real time hehe anyways yeah trust i won’t fall!! although the character i’m writing a request for is pissing me off because they’re being too agreeable to it which is making me…not CONVERT but appreciate them yk (ig that’s process of elimination that i’m not writing a karasu rec but considering how the rest of the characters aren’t miraverse golden standard favs it doesn’t narrow it down too much)

SLKDJFHSD PLEASE i was between writing that or “‘humane euthanasia is the only option’ — eita otoya” for it HAHAHAH yeah i always write in cursive and i think it does add a layer of humor to things because it’s the most ridiculous nonsense written in my pretty handwriting LMAOO 😭 for her hair i was thinking it’ll be scenario dependent!! so like the base hairstyle is the one of her hair down but she ties it back in the messy bun (so #y/n of her) when she’s doing more gross or intensive stuff if that makes sense?? so like the bun is more of a rare find (kinda like no jacket rolled up sleeves karasu) but still present which is why i drew both hehe

1K EVENT REQ YESSSS i’m actually enjoying myself writing it idk if it quite fits with what the requester had in mind but eh wtvr i’m having fun so it’s okay!! it will all end up for the best…yeah unfortunately i do sense it getting to be to the heftier side we’re past 2k words and haven’t met the love interest yet soooo anyways…YESSS WEEKLY S2 I’M SO HYPEEE CAN’T WAIT TO CHAT ABOUT IT AND WATCH IT AND CONSUME EDITS NONSTOP!!

SPICY WHITE HAD ME HOWLINGGGG actually funny enough that was the same night as the coke dude that wicked game was based on as well as the linkedin guy SLDKFHSDLKFJDS anyways apparently spicy white is white but not like white anglo saxon protestant white??? so basically mediterranean and sometimes slavic i think…look i know i look really racially ambiguous and get mistaken for a lot of things (i’ve had people make fun of my parents to my face for not teaching me spanish since they think i’m latina and i have to be like “well they don’t know it either i’m actually indian”, almost everyone including other indian people think i’m either irani or afghani, and when i’m in europe i’m mistaken for spanish or italian quite frequently) so i wouldn’t have been as flabbergasted if he had just gone straight to greek (that was his second guess) but IRISH???? first of all irish is the opposite of spicy white regardless second of all i may be pale by indian/poc standards but irish people are on another level of whiteness typically…like NO ONE ELSE has EVER looked at me and been like “yup she’s irish” as you can tell that was just an insane night all around truly everything was happening

[hawkinsp0st]

omfg my new favorite thing ramen noodles are saying is that we’re misogynistic towards el bc we’re “saying that a woman can’t be badass and independent while also in a relationship”

ummm no i would love it if el had a significant other and i’m kinda sad there prob won’t be time for it s5. there is nothing i want more for my girl el hopper than to see her dating someone who treats her like max does—affirming, respecting her individuality, ardent and affectionate.

i’m gonna take off my byler goggles for this one just to prove a point.

i don’t want el to date mike wheeler bc:

1. she didn’t know what a friend was when she met mike. be serious

2. she thought he would be “like her brother” and he had to explain to her that she wouldn’t be his sister bc he liked her (lol that felt so gross to type out)

3. i adore mike but he was honestly a major dick in rink o mania—he hadn’t seen her in 185 days but mostly paid attention to how will was acting; knows she has a background of trauma but still didn’t do much to defend her from her bullies; and even knowing el’s trauma background & knowing that angela was an aggressive bully, he judged the shit out of el for attacking angela and didn’t even give her a chance to explain herself as to why it happened. he then exposed her for it in front of joyce for no reason like that was so unnecessary. like bro this was your first day seeing her in months please get your act together >:(

4. he invalidated her whole experience of being bullied: “you can’t let these mouthbreathers ruin you—ruin us!” huh???? this isn’t about u my brother in christ?? and el didn’t “let” anyone do anything she was a victim of bullying?

5. he couldn’t say “i love you” to her when she was crying and practically begging him to, and also, he can’t even write it and we still have yet to see him write it. it would’ve been cute to see a gift at the end from mike to el or a little note that said “love, mike” but nah, i bet you a million dollars this guy still cannot write it.

6. el was choking to death and he still couldn’t say it until he felt will’s touch and was reminded of will’s love confession in the van lmaoooo…..when ur bf’s homie has to support him thru your “big romantic love confession”

7. he doesn’t know a damn quality about her. “ooooh she likes eggos and purple and yellow” so does every other bitch on the planet. i like purple and yellow too but mike wheeler doesn’t know me. next

8. he emphasizes that he loves her powers, people are being careless with her powers, etc. he does care about her ofc but it’s always centered around her powers. “it helps her calm down and focus on her powers” was my favorite subtle s4 example of this. he’s proudly schooling argyle on el’s powers bc that’s the 1 thing he actually knows about el lmao.

9. “you’re squishing your present” shut up asshole you haven’t seen her in 180+ days just hold her tight 😭 oh right u won’t

10. mf had multiple chats while el was gone with his ~bestie~ about why he can’t say ily to el……sus

idk why i made this post i just had to get this out lol………to be clear i love mike wheeler w all my heart and he’s literally my favorite but his forced relationship turns him into the worst, fakest version of himself and he is always like that with el.

i literally love el so much, why would i want her to date this mf?????

[finelinevogue]

POV: you’re scrolling through li!yn instagram

(this is like a ‘what if they were allowed social media in the villa?’)

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yourinstagram another dress my mum created for me 🦋💕

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daminstagram oh daaamn

antigoninstagram GO GO BESTFRIEND😫

ariainstagram omg i can’t with them!!!!!!

harrystyles fuck me i’m lucky p.s. shoutout to your legend of a mum

yourinstagram @/harrystyles 💖👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

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yourinstagram you know he’s a forever kind of guy when he makes you pasta in the shape of hearts for date night🥂🍝

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harrystyles i know😌 i’m such a golden boy

yourinstagram @/harrystyles you’ve ruined the moment now….

tashainstagram andrew doesn’t do this for me wtf

gweninstagram a love like this please

ariainstagram @/gweninstagram i’m right here bestie🙋‍♀️

lucainstagram your man is whipped y/n

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yourinstagram i 💖 u

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gemmainstagram “y/n baby pretend to take some candid pics”

harrystyles @/gemmainstagram fuck off😒

lucainstagram hot

yourinstagram @/lucainstagram i’ll just leave you two alone…

harrystyles @/yourinstagram fuck off too😐

harrystyles i 💖 u 2

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yourinstagram my fave snack delivered by my fave snack 🍓❣️

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gweninstagram *crying*

ariainstagram @/gweninstagram *omw to make you heart strawbs*

antigoninstagram cmon harry ur setting everyones standards way too high here

harrystyles i ❤️ u

lucainstagram would you like some WHIPPED cream with those y/n? cause H has plenty😜

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yourinstagram felt cute might delete later🦄🍇

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antigoninstagram marry me like right now

indiyahinstagram DAMNN N🤩🤩🤩

harrystyles NEVER DELETE

harrystyles ARE YOU KIDDING ME.. YOUR MINEv??

yourinstagram @/harrystyles stop🥺🥺🥺🥺

harrystyles fuck i love you

harrystyles mine mine mine mine mine mine

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yourinstagram beach day with H🏝💛

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lucainstagram we were all there too🙄

daminstagram cute

harrystyles disclaimer: my muscles are bigger irl

yourinstagram @/harrystyles 🤨

antigoninstagram fuck im so single

ariainstagram @/antigoninstagram same

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yourinstagram it’s me hi🤗

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antigoninstagram AM I A JOKE TO YOU?!?!?

ariainstagram wooaahhh

harrystyles right. can you come here please? like urgently, thank you.

yourinstagram @/harrystyles 🤭omw

jacquesinstagram ooooh

harrystyles you’re actually perfect baby 💖

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yourinstagram happy happy happy☀️🍉

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harrystyles WOW

lucainstagram harry just started crying y/n….

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gemmainstagram queeennn

antigoninstagram you’re so pretty my love💛

harrystyles ur my yellow <3

[logically-asexual]

emotion.

what’s wrong with kagami’s ring? why did it bother adrien to see it? she has always worn it, why was he surprised to see it now?

…

im intrigued by amelie. first i thought that felix had only told her something like “oh the superheroes are going to come looking for me saying i did something bad to them! don’t believe them mom!” and then she totally believed him and hid him away. but a friend said that she took this moment as probably amelie knowing that felix did do something, maybe even know that he did steal a miraculous, but she thinks it’s not that big of a deal and that felix must be protected anyway. anyway i thought that she just lied to cover felix in that moment, but i didn’t expect her to arrive and insist once again that felix is missing. im intrigued what her and felix’s intentions are.

also amelie telling nathalie that there’s always a choice akfjslfjs and nathalie considering it akdjdkfjf pls nathalie… i believe in you… i believe you’re the key im sorry you’re in this position but you’re the only one who can take it and do the right thing. i don’t know what that is. but you’ll know. she’ll know she’s awesome i love her i believe in her.

…

holy shit hold on is that felix??? he’s being very weird with kagami. that would explain that he knows something about kagami’s ring, since adrien doesn’t seem to have minded all this time. also he looks like felix. goodness what are you planning you little … akfjslfjs

…

shit this is totally felix im scareeeed. marinette kagami…. please….. don’t fall for it 😭😭😭😭

..

OH MY GOOOD

HE SPREAD HIS FEATHERS OH MY GOD OH MY GOD IM GOING TO DIE

also the costume is so cool i thought it was going to look like master fu’s when he was telling the story of feast but it’s not it’s so cool and scary god i can’t.

…

WHATS GOING OON. what is this powereeerrrrr aaaaa

*i hadn’t understood it was a sentimonster. sorry i’m dumb.

…

why is he protecting marinette? why didn’t he hurt kagami? what does he want with them??

and he SINGS??

HELLO?? no lucky charm?????? how??

i said in another reblog that k thoguht they would let me breathe for four episodes and then they didn’t. they only gave me two. damn.

..

no way all felix wants is to free adrien. i mean. that’s so cute but also. he’s super evil? shouldn’t he be selfish included in that evilness? he doesn’t want something for himself?? feels a little anticlimactic but i guess i can believe it? i think? im not sure he never seems to put adrien first in his plans but i don’t know. he always seemed more motivated by hate for gabriel than love for adrien as far as i could tell. but hate for gabriel’s control of adrien is also hate for gabriel so i guess i could see the reasoning. im not sure.

…

okay okay i get it, it’s not that selfless. he wants to be free too and he doesn’t want to be alone. also it’s cute that the reason he left kagami and marinette is to keep adrien’s friend group. now i wonder though if a post redemption felix could pair up with kagami. doesn’t sound so crazy after this episode? she wants a version of adrien but bolder and braver. sounds like what felix could be if he wasn’t a villain. and im getting the vibes that felix likes kagami?

…

oh no félix crying on the roof 🥺

i genuinely thought that felix was going to be more heartless than gabriel. he certainly seemed more cunning. i didn’t expect to actually see him as .. as yet another broken hearted fourteen year old :( but yeah.. of course that’s what he is. now i feel bad about my judgement of him.

…

OOOOH so his mom DOES KNOW. i was wrong and my friend was right. this will make her happy.

…

now lila… should i learn from my mistakes and keep an open heart about her? see. this girl. she’s a bitch. i don’t know.

also. im like 99% she’s “the hawkmoth of the future” that they mentioned in time tagger. because they literally wonder who that might be and then the show cuts to alya and nino leaving lila babysitting chris. why would they add that scene if it has literally no other reason to be there other than bring attention to the fact that lila exists and is dangerous right after they’re talking about future hawkmoth no longer being gabriel.

so. i won’t trust her yet. and i will not trust that i will be ever able to trust her. or at least not in the near future.

live reactions to episodes 15 - 20 from miraculous season 5:

first. intuition.

WHAT the fuck. like. what the fuck. i saw that the summary said monarch was using second chance in this episode and thought “oh right that’s a very cool power. why hasn’t he been using it before?” and then the answer is that he WAS but it’s damaging him because the cataclysm keeps getting worse and ??? WHAT THE FUCK?? it’s all the way up to his neck?????

and nathalie said he must stop because his heart is damaged im losing my mind. and then he says what if nathalie uses it and uuh??? fuck you??????? god. good fucking lord. this fucking show what the fuck.

..

okay im crying. nathalie… saying they both only got a few weeks……. i can’t. i can’t believe it. and then saying to use that time to make sure adrien has someone once they’re gone… this is so fucked yo guys this is so unfair i can’t handle it.

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gabriel you keep fucking NOT LISTENING to nathalie and you keep going absolutely INSANE please STOP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.

..

what does tsurugi want im so scared of her. why does she want the miraculous too? how will that work? do they think that they can just take turns making wishes?? do they know that the world literally ends and starts over???

…

this show. is going to give me a heart attack. gabriel we get it you’re super evil now please stop 😭

…

i can’t take it. adrien is calling for his dad. im. im gonna die. i can’t. he’s going to die and nathalie is going to die and im going to die and i. cant.

…

in passion when gabriel threatened nathalie that neither of them had much time left i got scared but i didnt take it that seriously but now. now im freaked out. what the fuck. i already was freaking out about how the hell is all this going to get solved but things just keep. getting worse. im scared. im so so scared guys. i don’t want gabriel to die i don’t want anyone to die. please…..

[borathae]

↳ Index [Chapter 08 - One Date]

Genre: Fluff, Romance, smol tiny Angst

Warnings: a little bit of pulling away and fears of commitment, fuck they are bonding so much, soulmates much?, Jungkook is so nervous :( 

Wordcount: 12.5k

a/n: i’m ugly crying in sOFT

“Girl, why are you dressed like that? Also what the hell are you doing here in the first place?” Hyejin asks you as you strut through the dressing rooms with your mask off and your body wrapped in cute clothes on your free day on top of that.

“I’m going out and need to steal some makeup before leaving because my face looks terrible”, you explain to her.

“Your face is gorgeous. Also. You are going out?” she quirks up her eyebrow, “with whom?”

“Why do you think I’m going out with someone?”

“Honey come on, as if you actually go out alone”, she clicks her tongue.

“Rude?”

She chuckles and stands up from the couch.

“Here take my lipstick, it fits the colour of your eyes”, she says and hands you the red coloured lipstick.

“Thank you Bratty.”

“No worries Lucky”, she says and sits down on the dressing table you are currently using to put the lipstick on, “so who is it? Someone from the club?”

You stay silent, hoping that putting on lipstick would be enough of an excuse for her not to grow suspicious. But of course she does, she is clever like that.

“Oh my god it is!”

“Shush quiet”, you hiss.

“Okay this is exciting. Who could it be…” she drifts off as she thinks.

“It’s nobody. You don’t know him.”

“Is it Mister Grey?”

“Ew no”, you cringe, “hell no, I’m happy whenever that fucker leaves.”

She laughs.

“Fine then it’s not Mister Grey. Mister Black then?”

“Girl I’d rather eat my own toenails”, you say and gag, “I’m still traumatised from what he did last time.”

“Yeah now you know my pain. He has a really weird cock doesn’t he?”

“It’s fucking hideous, dude.”

You both laugh.

“Fine it’s not Mister Black then is it RM?”

“I have no idea who that is, so no.”

“RM is sweet. Businessman with a deep voice and with a body to die for, holy shit girl.”

“Sounds interesting, but no I don’t know him.”

“So it’s not him. Mhhhm who are your regulars…” she drifts off again, scratching her chin.

“I can’t help you, gotta go. Thanks for the lipstick Bratty.”

“Is it Bunny?”

You stop in your tracks.

“Nope”, you press out quickly before storming out of the room.

She follows you.

“Holy shit it is Bunny!” she exclaims.

“Shut up Miss Boss will hear you”, you hiss.

Hyejin grabs your arm and shakes it vigorously.

“Okay please, holy shit, please tell me about him once you had the date. Please girl I’ve watched the guy strut through the hallways and hot damn that ass is to die for.”

“It’s not Bunny”, you murmur, but too late you’ve been exposed.

“Wait”, Hyejin stumbles after you, “is he coming here to pick you up?”

“No of course not, let go of me.”

But Bratty follows you all the way out of the club, grasping your arm the entire time.

You can spot him. He is waiting by the bench, holding flowers. Please don’t let him see you, please don’t let him see you, please don’t let him see you. But you are unlucky, he sees you immediately and stands up.

“Hey!” he calls out.

Your entire body is burning up in embarrassment.

“Okay holy shit”, Hyejin whispers, “that man is Bunny???”

You watch him jog up to you and Hyejin with a bright smile on his lips.

“No he isn’t Bunny, that’s my…cousin”, you lie.

“Sure and you’re my grandma.”

Jungkook stops in front of you.

“Hey”, he says shyly, waving cutely.

“Hello”, you murmur, looking to the side.

“Hello Bunny”, Hyejin says.

Jungkook’s gaze flits over to Hyejin.

“Uh…hey I’m Jungkook though.”

“Don’t worry I’m not going to snitch. I’m Bratty by the way.”

Jungkook’s eyes widen, “ooooh.”

“Now you know my secret too in case I end up snitching, you can snitch me back.”

“Yeah ha”, he laughs nervously.

“You are literally so handsome, hot damn, are you a model or something?”

He scratches his neck, “no? Uhm, no I’m not.”

“Mhm sad, I could imagine you in my magazines as like an underwear model or something”, she says, “or maybe a skincare model because I’d be a shame not to show off that face.”

“Thank you?”

“Mhm”, she lets her eyes run along his body, “you’re welcome.”

“Okay, can you like? Leave?” you say, pushing at her shoulders gently.

Hyejin laughs.

“Alright, alright I am already leaving. You guys go on and have fun. Also”, she steps closer to Jungkook, “if you end up breaking her heart I’ll crush your balls with my teeth, you hear me?”

Jungkook nods vigorously, “yes ma’am.”

“Good boy”, she slaps his cheeks gently and finally steps back, “have fun girl, I’m waiting for updates”, she calls over her shoulder as she hurries back to the club.

You hide your face behind your hand, letting out a long groan. Jungkook sneaks a glance at you, scratching the back of his neck.

“So she is nice.”

“She is way too noisy.”

You make eye contact with him. He smiles shyly.

“Hey”, he says. 

“Hey”, you answer him, heart racing like crazy. 

“You look so beautiful and pretty”, he says and blushes. 

You lower your eyes, “thank you...you look handsome too.”

He giggles, making you look up at him because you greedily wanted to see how his eyes look like when he giggles. They look so pretty that your heart speeds up even more.

“I got you flowers”, he says, presenting them to you.

“I saw”, you accept them, “thank you, they’re really pretty.”

“Yeah? I spent an hour in the flower shop picking out the prettiest ones. I think I really annoyed the flower girl, because I was never happy with the result”, he says and giggles, scratching the side of his neck.

You snort and smile.

“Damn, you’ve always been that cheesy?”

“Ha”, he laughs nervously, looking at his toes.

You look left and right, fumbling with the flowers. They are so pretty and he hand-picked every single flower in this damn bouquet. Oh, everything in your body is screaming at you to throw the bouquet at his head and then run away. He wasn’t supposed to put so much effort into tonight. Why would he do that?

“So are we just going to stand around now?” you ask quietly, fumbling with the pink ribbon which is keeping the flowers together and which he most definitely also picked out himself.

“No, uhm I have something planned.”

“Yeah? What do you have planned?”

“Do you like bowling? It’s okay if you don’t because I have other reservations to offer.”

You snort.

“Yeah, what are they?”

He starts walking and you follow him. Your path takes you through the little alleyways to the main street. Jungkook is keeping his healthy distance, although you are pretty sure that he wants to hold your hand. He is reaching for it a few times before pulling back again in nervousness.

“Chocolate tasting at the K9”, he begins, “then I called an indoor skydiving place, then a karaoke bar in Hongdae or we could eat Udon in a cool rooftop restaurant, then I made a reservation at a cinema and I also made a reservation at a foot massage place but they wanted my credit card information so I don’t know about that.”

You laugh, “you didn’t give it to them did you?”

“Course not and they proceeded to call me something mean in a foreign language.”

“Sounds trustworthy then.”

“Yeah very”, he laughs and sneaks a shy glance at you. He steps just a little bit closer, but doesn’t quite dare to hold your hand.

“I also told my pilot to keep his phone close if you want to go shopping in Tokyo and if you want we can take my boat down the Han river and watch the fireworks”, he smiles shyly, “I also have a fireplace on the boat and the bed’s really cozy if you want to cuddle”, he adds, ending it with a shy giggle and a nervous look down at his feet.

You look at him, feeling your stomach twist in a funny way. Those words are the kind of words you never believed would actually be spoken by a real person.

“Didn’t you overdo it a little?” you ask him, feeling dizzy in panic. Why would he put so much effort into tonight??

His eyes widen.

“Do you not want to do any of these things?” he gasps.

“No but a coffee would have already been enough for me.”

“We can get coffee in all of the places!" he exclaims with big eyes, fumbling with his thumbs nervously.

He is so sweet. It's scary. You have this deep urge. The deep urge to turn around and run away because you are not used to someone putting so much effort in spending time with you. And he is so different from you. He is offering you shopping trips in Tokyo and food tasting in expensive restaurants like it was a normal thing to offer your date. You shouldn’t be in his world, let alone be close to it. Fuck, you are so scared and nervous and so out of your comfort zone. But you promised him one date, you need to keep your promise and then afterwards you can run away. Just stay faithful for the sake of friendliness.

“Let’s start with bowling alright?”

“Oh thank god”, he exhales loudly, “that was my favourite too. I was hoping you’d pick that.”

“Question is, how are we going to get there?”

“With this”, he says and points to a black Mercedes with its windows tinted.

A rich person's car. Of course. You hadn’t expected anything else.

“Is this yours?”

“Yeah, one of them. It’s my favourite.”

You sneak a glance at him.

Of course he has more than one car.

“I don’t get why you people need more than one car. What are you even doing with all of those cars? Jerk off in them? Or on them?”

Jungkook laughs, “sometimes yeah.”

You scoff.

“But there is my driving to the countryside jeep and my business stuff audi, then my going out car, my Porsche which I use for secret missions and my favourite which I use to show off, so I’m not only jerking off in them”, he explains, counting them all on his fingers.

“Damn what a waste of money.”

Jungkook furrows his brows and laughs nervously.

“Uhm…”

You open the door before he can and get inside. Jungkook is left staring as you slam the door closed on him, clearing his throat awkwardly because he actually wanted to open the door for you.

“Well fuck dude”, he murmurs, pinching his own palm. He rounds the car quickly and gets inside.

“Did I offend you?” he asks.

“Mhm?” you look at his worried expression, “oh no you didn’t, I just think it’s a waste of money.”

“I mean…I kinda agree?”

You scoff, “just start the car Bunny.”

“Yeah, uhm yeah sure”, he stutters, pressing a button and the car starts with a deep howl.

Purple lights flicker on inside, lighting up the dashboard and footroom. You let your eyes run over them, meeting Jungkook’s eyes in the end.

“It’s kinda cool isn’t it?”

“Yeah it’s cool”, you say.

“Do you like the sound it makes?” he asks and lets it ref.

You can feel it rumble in your stomach.

“Mhm it sounds cool.”

“Also check this out”, he says and taps a few things on his touchscreen.

Music starts, drowning out the sounds of the car.

“Huh?” he laughs, “that’s cool isn’t it? Surround sound with a subwoofer in the back. I let it be installed when I got the car.”

You roll your eyes before you look back at Jungkook. He is such a rich boy, it’s unbelievable.

“I told you it’s cool, can we just go bowling now?”

He laughs awkwardly, “sure, uh sure. Sorry.”

You don’t talk during the drive. Not because you didn’t want to, but because you felt so scared that your voice stopped working. He is so rich. He is so goddamn rich and you feel so wrong in his car and his world. Should you act cold to him? Maybe that will scare him away and you can stop feeling so scared.

Jungkook feels beyond nervous, sneaking glances at you every so often and staining his steering wheel with his sweaty palms. He regrets not taking a few sips of good luck before picking you up, his nerves are literally killing him. He can barely concentrate on the traffic, lights and street signs are blurry and his head is pounding. Fuck, he is so goddamn nervous that he wants to throw up.

The drive takes you over the highway, on which Jungkook speeds up and the car howls deeply.

“Don’t speed, it’s not attractive”, you tell him when you feel the exhilaration in your stomach.

“Sorry”, he murmurs, slowing down again with a pout.

Fuck he is such an idiot, he can’t do anything right. He hits the steering wheel secretly, grinding his teeth. He is literally ruining this with his stupid, fucking douchebag behaviour.

“Do you, uhm, like the music I chose?” he asks quietly and hopes that he made the right choice with slow pop songs.

You turn to him, keeping your knees turned to the door.

“Yeah sure, it’s a welcome change from the awful house music in the club.”

Jungkook agrees with a shy laugh, “I agree. Now don’t get me wrong, I do like a good house song from time to time, but it’s getting annoying in the long run.”

“Totally”, you agree and look back outside at the passing traffic.

At least the view is nice. Seoul is beautiful when it is just a few hours before sundown, it gets this very pretty pink colour to it.

He feels a little less nervous now. Conversation is going well. This is going better.

“It’s not too loud is it?” he asks.

“No it’s fine.”

“Alright, uhm if it is you can change it here”, he says and shows it to you on the dashboard, “and there you can change songs.”

“Thank you, I'll remember it.”

“So uhm did you have to work today? Are your colleagues still sick?”

“No they’re alright again, which is honestly a relief because my pussy needs a well deserved break.”

He laughs awkwardly.

“That’s good, I hope she can get it over the weekend.”

“Me too.”

“So uhm let’s say she needs more time to recover can you refuse sex or do you just have to get it over with?”

“It depends really. If it is really bad or I’m on my period I’m allowed to take a week off. But most of the time I just use numbing cream.”

“Okay damn. I don’t really know what to say to that.”

“It’s fine, we don’t have to talk about that if it makes you uncomfortable.”

“No it doesn’t.”

You sneak a glance at him.

“It really doesn’t”, he insists, “I just feel bad for you.”

“Why?” you snort, “you’re one of the paying dudes too.”

“Yeah but…”, he grows silent, “…I always made sure you were wet or not hurting”, he whispers.

“Yeah I know, sorry”, you murmur, looking back out at the world.

Conversation dies down afterwards again and Jungkook feels himself grow nervous once again. His mind is literally racing with possible conversation topics, playing them all out in his head and deciding against them when there was the slightest possibility that he could offend you with it. He ends up filtering all of them out, most of them he filtered out because he just didn’t deem them quite conversation worthy because as much as he doesn’t want to offend you he also doesn’t want to bore you. That would probably be the death of him.

The bowling hall is on the other side of the city. Jungkook finds a parking spot right in front of it, getting out before you and hurrying to your side.

You watch him with knitted brows.

“Why are you running boy?” you murmur.

He grabs the door handle and opens it before you could.

Ah that is why.

“M’lady”, he says and bows.

That makes you smile. He is a dork.

“Thank you”, you say and let him help you out of the car.

He grins, tilting his head to the side. You look happier than you did in the car. That is good. It means he did a good job with opening the door for you. Oh what a relief.

“Are you ready for bowling?” he asks.

“Mhm yeah I’m ready”, you say, inspecting the three story building in front of you.

“I’m so excited already”, he giggles, earning himself a fond look from you.  

“Me too to be honest. I’ve never bowled before.”

“Really?” he widens his eyes, “oh you’ll love it. It’s so much fun.”

He holds your hand as you enter the bowling hall, he never really let go after helping you out of the car. You let him because he is doing that really cheesy thing where he caresses your skin with his thumb the entire time and it feels a little bit nice to experience it.

“Did you go before?” you ask him.

“Yeah, you’d be surprised how many business meetings are held here.”

“Are they now?”

He nods his head.

“My American affiliates especially love it, we’re always meeting up here when they come over to visit. It makes the business talk less serious.”

“Really?”

“Mhm”, he nods his head, “and my Japanese affiliates always want to go karaoke singing, which just ends up being way too much fun.”

“I can imagine, me, Hyejin and a few of the other girls go karaoke singing sometimes.”

“Who’s Hyejin?”

“Bratty, the woman you met today.”

“Oh, her. The one threatening to crush my balls between her teeth.”

“I can tell you that she was totally serious with that.”

He laughs, scrunching his nose up.

Fuck he is adorable. You are feeling your promise to yourself to be cold to him faltering by the seconds.

“Honestly I believe you without a doubt”, he says.

You and him collect your bowling shoes and do one little detour to the food bar to get fries and cream sodas then you are already on your way to the bowling alley. He isn’t holding your hand anymore, instead he is holding the sodas.

“It’s so cool here”, you murmur, drinking in the view of the blinking neon lights and neatly waxed bowling alleys.

“Yeah right? It’s so modern yet retro.”

“Totally”, you agree in a chuckle.

Jungkook looks at you and clears his throat. This is his chance.

“Hey ___?” he breaks the silence.

“Yes Jungkook?”

“I’m sorry for my douchbag behaviour with my car, I just wanted to show off and never wanted to make you uncomfortable.”

“Hey, it’s fine. I’m just so not the car girl and showing off does nothing for me. You couldn’t have known.”

He laughs, “I realised yeah. Do you not like cars at all?”

You shrug your shoulders, “I’m just very indifferent about them. I don’t know, I never really thought of cars because I won’t be able to afford one anyways.”

“I can buy you one if you want to.”

You laugh, “don’t start with that shit again.”

“I’m not, I’m just offering.”

You and him sit down, sharing the fries.

“Well, I’m declining your offer then.”

“Alright”, he grins shyly before he raises his fries, “fry?”

“Are you trying to feed me?”

He nods his head.

You roll your eyes but open your mouth regardless. He touches your lip with the ketchup covered fry first.

“Oops”, he murmurs, eyes glued to your lips, “I’m so clumsy.”

You chew the fry and swallow it.

“You have ketchup on your lip.”

“I know, ‘cause you put it there.”

“Let me”, he says and cups your cheek to kiss your lips.

He sucks on your lower lip softly and flicks his tongue over it before pulling back. Your heart is racing, but you don’t let it show.

“I-it’s gone”, he stutters, growing nervous under the amused smirk you are sporting.

“You didn’t ask me if you could kiss me”, you say.

His eyes widen.

“What if I didn’t even want to kiss you?”

He pulls away quickly.

“I’m so sorry. God please forgive me”, he says, burying his face in his hands, “You’re right I should have asked you. I don’t know why I’m such a mess tonight. Fuck I’m acting like the biggest douchebag ever, please forgive me.”

“Just ask me next time and we’re good.”

He nods his head vigorously, “I’ll ask you even while we are kissing.”

You laugh, “don’t, that’d ruin the kiss.”

“Okay, okay”, he nods his head even more vigorously.

“Relax”, you say and nudge his arm, “I wanted to kiss you too, it’s totally chill.”

He sighs in relief, “oh thank god”, he laughs, “I’ve honestly been sitting on needles ever since the date started because I don’t want to mess up and it’s kinda weird because we’ve known each other for so long and feel comfortable with each other, but it feels so different today. So totally new and scary and I put so much effort into tonight because I really want this to work, but I feel like I’ve forgotten how to be cool and now I’m just one big mess and I always end up doing the wrong thing or saying the wrong thing and urgh I’m so nervous. And I realised that I’m literally not shutting up, so I’m shutting up now. Sorry”, he babbles.

You study his features. There goes your promise of being cold to him. He is just nervous and awkward, you shouldn’t be so harsh on him, especially when he is so goddamn adorable in trying his hardest for you.

“Maybe it’s because we’re just two people meeting today and not Bunny and Lucky having their talk after their paid sex session?”

“Most definitely like holy shit”, he points at your face, “I’m meeting you and, and can look at your face and”, he pauses to tilt his head to the side and rest it on his hands, “you’re so beautiful”, he whispers and smiles drunkenly.

You lower your gaze.

“Stop it you”, you murmur, reaching out to nudge his chest.

He intertwines his fingers with you tightly, thumb caressing your knuckles.

“I’ve dreamt of this so many times”, he confesses.

You sneak a glance at him. He is gazing. Fuck. He is so cute.

“Is that why you went way overboard with the reservations and almost got robbed by a foot massage studio?”

He laughs, squeezing your hand.

“I didn’t know what you would like so I wanted to have options.”

“I told you, coffee would have been enough”, you smile at him, “also I’m a sucker for scary stuff. Haunted houses, horror movies, murder tours or zombie survival arcades are my shit.”

“Interesting, I did not expect that.”

“Why? Because I’m a woman?”

“No, because I don’t know people who would do stuff like that voluntarily, but that’s cool I’ll take you there one day.”

“So you’re confident that I want to see you again after tonight’s date?”

He doesn’t say anything, he just merely grins boyishly and squeezes your hand.

“Okay I see”, you say with an amused smirk, squeezing his hand.

He flutters his lashes cutely and begins smiling softly, head tilting to the side as he gazes. Fuck, it’s making your heart race like crazy.

“Thank god you didn’t choose the cinema though”, he says, “I went with the cheesiest romance movie ever.”

“I wouldn’t have minded, but I’d take a good horror movie over romance any day.”

“Would you make out in a horror movie or are you one of those very serious watchers, who want to witness every jumpscare?”

You snort and laugh.

“I’d suck cock in a horror movie to be honest.”

He blinks rapidly and licks over his lips.

“That’s hot”, he murmurs.

“Yeah? Wanna do it?”

“Now?!” he squeaks, parting his lips.

“I’m only teasing you”, you laugh, “god Bunny sorry, but you’re so fucking adorable.”

You stand up, munching on some fries.

Jungkook presses his hands to his cheeks. Oh god he is burning up. You are flustering him so much that his cheeks feel like they are beet red. He is so scared that you can see how red they are. He takes a deep breath. Okay stay calm Jungkook, you can do it, he tells himself.

“So bowling, what do I have to do to get this to work?” you pull him back to his sweet reality.

“Do you need help?” he is on his feet in an instant, breaking the distance between you and him.

“I mean I’m confident that I’m good at handling balls, but if you want to show me how it’s done then sure.”

Jungkook stops and clears his throat.

“You’re so hot”, he murmurs.

“And you’re salivating.”

Jungkook licks over his lips and blinks rapidly.

“Sorry I just”, he touches your shoulders, “you’re real.”

“Last time I checked I was yeah.”

He touches your cheeks and squishes them once. It makes you laugh. Then he steps back and goes to pick up a bowling ball.

“Here watch me first”, he says and gets into position.

He furrows his brows, takes one deep breath and then does his shot.

“Oooh seven pins, not bad”, you say, clapping.

He turns around with a cocky smile on his lips.

“And that’s just me warming up, you should see me when I’m really serious.”

“Mhhm I can imagine”, you tease, “my turn?”

“Yup, don’t worry if it doesn’t work at first.”

You copy what he did. Brows are furrowed, deep breaths are taken and stances are widened then you do your shot.

The ball collides with the floor loudly.

“Oh dear”, you startle.

“It’s fine that can happen”, he assures you in a chuckle.

Score.

“Oh nice three pins!” Jungkook exclaims.

You turn around and shrug your shoulders.

“What can I say, I’m a natural. Almost broke the floor, but that’s just part of my trick.”

“You’re really good”, he grins cutely, “my turn again.”

“Yep your turn.”

You sit on the bench and eat some fries in the meantime, watching him play. He really put effort into his outfit tonight. Beige slacks and a skyblue button up which he tugged inside the pants and a red, yellow striped tie. The sleeves are rolled up too, showing off his forearms and the many bracelets he is wearing. He looks hot, like really hot.

“Ah crap”, Jungkook turns around with a pout, “you didn’t see that. The ball slipped out of my hand.”

“Hey two pins are better than none”, you say and change places with him.

You prepare to score.

“Oh daaamn”, you can hear Jungkook gasp behind you.

You turn around.

“Did you see that? Eight pins!”

“Okay I see that I’m having serious competition here”, he jokes and gets up.

You rest next to him as he plays.

“You’re right, bowling is really fun”, you say.

Jungkook plays and turns without looking at the points.

“Right? I like it too, especially here because the beer is good.”

You study his features. He seems sober tonight.

“I’m not really into beer to be honest.”

“Yeah? I like it. It doesn’t burn unlike other booze.”

“Bunny”, you nudge his chest.

He blushes in realisation.

“I’m not going to drink tonight”, he blurts out, “I promise you I want to stay sober tonight.”

“That’s better”, you smile, “I think you’re so sweet when you’re sober.”

“You think so?” he tilts his head to the side, “but I’m never sober.”

“Well tonight you are and I think you’re sweet tonight.”

He lowers his head and blushes. You reach out and pat his cheek before you turn to play.

You and him get the same score. Six pins, the same ones.

“The same pattern, what a coincidence.”

Jungkook is sitting by the table when you turn, munching on fries. He gives you a thumbs up and watches you jog up to him.

“The fries are really yummy too”, he says, pushing the basket closer to you. You take one, drench it in ketchup and eat it.

“True. Although I hate the way they put the ketchup on them.”

“Me too! I hate it so much when they put it all over the uppermost fries and then you use up all the sauce and have to eat the lowest fries all dry. It’s such a big pet peeve of mine.”

“Mine too. You know, I once got fries where the fucker put the ketchup under the fries and I had to dig for it.”

“No way”, he gasps, leaning closer to you, “what kind of demon does something like that?”

“I don’t know, but I can tell you that it was not a nice fry eating experience.”

“Understandable”, he nods his head with his eyes closed and brows raised.

“What food do you like next to fries?” you ask him.

He shrugs his shoulders.

“I’m not really picky. I like steak because I work out and need the protein”, he says and flexes his arms as a joke.

You chuckle.

“And I just generally really like Korean food, honestly our country makes the best food.”

“Mhm yeah I can’t disagree there.”

“And you? Do you have a favourite?”

“Yes god”, you groan, “there is this one auntie with her foodstand close to where I live and she makes this really delicious fusion of tteokbokki and ramen which just, dear lord, hits different. You can get cheese and eggs and kimchi and everything on top too and it’s to die for.”

“Okay that sounds incredible damn.”

“It is incredible and it’s really cheap too, which is always a bonus for me.”

“Mhm that’s important too.”

You pause and study his features.

“It is”, he insists, “don’t think I don’t like saving money too.”

“Yeah? Do you have to do it?”

He blushes and lowers his eyes.

“In theory I don’t, but I want to because you never know how business will look like in let’s say two, five, ten years and I want to be safe.”

“Sounds like something logical to do. I’d do it too if I had enough money.”

“Okay but serious question.”

“What do you want to know?”

“You get two hundred the hour and I stay with you for nine to ten hours which means you get around two thousand per week just from me. What happens with all that money?”

“Well, eighty percent belongs to the club and the rest is mine to spend freely. Expect for all the secret little on-hand bonuses I get, those just disappear in my bra before I leave.”

“That sounds like a terrible business relationship. What the hell? You’re the one providing the services and the company gets eighty percent? Did you let a lawyer look over your contract?”

You snort and laugh.

“You think I can afford a lawyer? I’m just happy to get money.”

You stand up from the bench then to get ready to play. You don’t want to talk about business to someone like Jungkook, it is only going to depress you and you just started to enjoy this evening.

You score two points, pouting as you turn around.

“Now all that talk about business ruined my lucky strike”, you whine.

“Message received, we’ll talk about something else.”

Jungkook does his round, scoring all nine pins.

“Nice”, he says.

“Impressive.”

He grins, “your turn, here have my good luck”, he says and wiggles his fingers in front of your eyes.

You accept it with your eyes closed and by making weird gestures with your hands.

“I can feel it coursing through me.”

Jungkook giggles.

You end up striking down nothing.

“What the hell?” you gasp.

“Maybe I sent you the wrong vibes”, he jokes and makes you laugh.

“Your turn now.”

Jungkook scores another strike.

“Well that’s unfair, you gave me all your bad luck so you can score.”

“Maybe I did yeah”, he teases.

Jungkook joins you by the bench and accepts the cream soda you hand him. You and him sip on it for a while. You know that it was your turn to bowl again, but you don’t want to stress yourself. You have time and sitting here with Jungkook on the sticky leather bench was nice too.

“I think cream soda is disgusting”, Jungkook says and shudders.

“Then why did you get it?”

“I kinda panicked because I didn’t rehearse what I would say in my head before ordering so I just went with what you got.”

“Sounds like something I’d do. Do you have social anxiety?”

He shrugs his shoulders, “don’t know? I’m just kinda shy around people I don’t know.”

“How is this going to work out in business situations?”

“Oh trust me, I’m downing like five glasses before every meeting because my nerves would kill me otherwise. I hate them and I mean hate them.”

“Well that’s a hell lot of alcohol, given how you’re the CEO. No wonder you became addicted.”

“Yeah uh, hah.”

“Sorry that was blunt.”

“No, it's fine. I like you because you’re blunt, god knows I need an honest person in my life.”

“So are you the actual CEO or the second in command?”

“No, I've been the big boss since last March. My dad retired early and I inherited the company.”

“Damn that’s a whole lot of responsibility for a what? Twenty something year old.”

“Twenty five in August, no wait, September. First of September yeah or was it the tenth? What the hell? Why can’t I remember my birthday right now? No it’s the first of September”, he looks at you, “god sorry, I’m a mess. My brain’s all scrambled because I’m so nervous.”

You give him a smile.

“International or Korean age?”

“International.”

“Damn you’re so young for a CEO.”

“Yeah”, he laughs, “but I’m definitely not selfmade that much is sure. More like daddy’s little boy.”

“Yeah well still, you still need to make sure that the company stays successful.”

“True”, he blushes, “but can we not talk about work anymore? It’s taking up way too much space in my mind already and I just want to let go when I’m with you.”

“Of course, I totally get that. I can let go too when I’m with you.”

“Really?” he follows you with sparkling eyes, watching you as you finally take your turn.

Strike!

“Holy shit strike!” you exclaim and turn around to jump on the spot, “did you see that Bunny? I just did that.”

“I saw, I think my luck finally started to work.”

“That could be it, yeah.”

He takes a bowling ball, but doesn’t play. He just ends up staring at you with a shy grin on his pretty lips.

“What?” you ask him.

“You can let go with me too?”

“Ah you want to dwell on that?” you cringe, “I just said it.”

“Yeah I’m gonna dwell on it. Can I really help you relax?”

“You know you can Bunny”, you say and nudge his chest, “you don’t judge me and that’s the best relaxation I can ask for.”

“Huh?”

“I’m going on dates from time to time you know? Most of them are dudes I meet online and you should see their faces when I tell them that I’m a prostitute. It’s either shock, disgust or anger.”

“Anger?”

“You’d be surprised at how many guys get angry at me when they find out I fuck guys for a living. They think they have some say about what I – a mere stranger to them – can do with my genitalia.”

He scoffs and rolls his eyes.

“That’s ridiculous. Those are probably the same guys that jerk off to produced porn or watch their female neighbours undress in their windows while jacking off their mikrodicks, but then want to open their ugly mouths when they meet an actual sexworker. Like shut up dude before I punch you.”

“I don’t know if you’re just saying this to impress me, but I can tell you that it’s working because I kinda wanna suck your cock right now.”

He laughs quietly, lowering his eyes.

“I’m serious. The last thing I’d find unappealing about you is your profession. It’s just a job.”

You smile and break the distance between you and Jungkook to kiss his lips.

“Hm”, he lets out, struggling to get rid of the bowling ball so he could hug you.

He ends up breaking the kiss from all the fumbling he is doing, staring at you with big eyes.

“I think the horror show date is a must”, you whisper.

“Yeah? Oh g-god”, he stutters and laughs breathlessly, “my heart’s literally going crazy.”

You touch his chest, feeling for his racing pulse.

“You’re right, it’s going crazy.”

“Yeah”, he laughs again, nudging your cheek with his nose, “you shouldn’t have hugged me, now I don’t want to let go.”

“Is that so?”

He draws closer and rests his cheek on your shoulder, he is rubbing it against you like a cuddly cat.

“I just feel so”, he pauses and squeezes your middle until you squeak softly, “you know?”

“Yeah I know”, you smile, petting his hair, “you smell really nice by the way, I never told you, but you do.”

“Thank you, it’s Jo Malone. I put it on for you.”

“You did?” you turn your head with a grin.

Jungkook nods his head, gazing at your lips.

“Can I kiss you?” he asks.

“Yes you can.”

He leans down and kisses you, fingers resting on your cheeks and lips tasting like cream soda and vanilla chapstick. He pulls back with a smile and sighs softly. His eyes stay closed longer than yours do, fluttering open tenderly.

“I still can’t believe that I can actually look at you after kissing you”, he whispers, “I feel like I’m dreaming.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah…you’re just so fucking beautiful ___.”

“Stop that.”

“I’m serious.”

“Urgh”, you push him away, “go on and take your turn I want to bowl.”

He can see that you are embarrassed and overwhelmed right now so he lets off of you for now and gets ready to bowl.

You and him stay at the bowling alley for the next two hours and then you leave to do the next thing on Jungkook’s amazing list of dates.

Karaoke.

You had the most fun you ever had at karaoke with Jungkook. It turns out that he had a beautiful singing voice and while there were those moments where you and him picked out a way too cheesy lovesong and he showed off his vocals until you felt goosebumps tingle on your skin, most of the time you just sang silly trot songs whilst wearing stupid wigs and big glasses, doing funny dances and hitting the wrong notes on purpose. You realised that Jungkook looks surprisingly good in wild red locks and he realised that you looked surprisingly good in pineapple glasses with sparkles on the leaves and also that you could down virgin coladas like no other. He also realised that during those two hours of complete and utter karaoke bliss he not once felt the urge to feel the twingey sensation of alcohol on his tongue. And it made him so happy that he wanted to scream out loud but instead he sang just that much louder and hoped that that was enough for the world to understand him.

He took you out to eat udon afterwards, both of you wandering up the streets with your heads dizzy in happiness and your fingers intertwined tightly whilst chatting over the possibility of living in a multiverse and what your first instinct would be if you ever met your clone. You both went with fuck them hard, which just made you cackle like idiots.

It turned out that the udon place was already closed for the night. He ended up shaking the door and cursing under his breath until you had to tell him to stop before it triggered the alarm.

He lets go and turns around with a pout.

“I’m so sorry it’s closed, I really wanted to take you there”, he murmurs, kicking an imaginary stone.

“It’s fine, I ate way too many crisps at the karaoke bar anyways, I just want something sweet to be honest”, you assure him.

“Sweet?” his eyes light up, “like chocolate? We can go chocolate tasting at the K9”, he says and looks at his watch, “nevermind. They’re closing in five”, he says and pouts.

“Ah, what a pity. Chocolate would have been nice.”

“I know”, he whines, “I’m sorry ___ I should have timed all of this differently, now everything sucks.”

“No it doesn’t, stop that.”

“Okay, okay but I can still offer you the skydiving and, and if we are fast we can catch the movie too and I can call my pilot, he can get the plane ready in an hour, also my boat’s not far from here, if we are fast we can catch the fireworks”, he babbles, staring at his watch obsessively, “also there is the foot massage place.”

You laugh.

“I feel like if we went there we’d leave with three organs less, so no thank you.”

“Yeah you’re probably right”, he agrees in a chuckle.

You hold his hand, making him look at you.

“It’s really fine Jungkook. I’m having lots of fun, so loosen up.”

He takes a deep breath and wiggles his shoulders to relax them.

“I just want this to be perfect.”

“I know and it’s been perfect so far”, you squeeze his hand, “do you know what I always wanted to do?”

He shakes his head.

“Drive to somewhere really high up and then eat ice cream on the backseat of a car while I look at the city.”

“Really? I have a car! I can do that! And I saw an ice cream stand back there, come on I’ll take you”, he says, tugging you with him as he hurries down the road.

 Twenty minutes later you are at your destination, parked next to one other car. The owners of said car are currently hidden on the backseat, doing whatever dirty thing they are currently doing.

“They seem to be enjoying the view”, Jungkook jokes.

“Yeah”, you laugh, “damn they really fogged up the windows.”

“They must be going at it.”

“Totally.”

You and him exchange a look before giggling like childish teenagers.

“God we’re so creepy”, he says to which you agree with a nod and then a content sigh as you turn to the city in front of you.

You fall silent and while you gaze at the view Jungkook is busy looking at you, amused smile slowly morphing into one of shy adoration.

“Do you like it?” he asks.

“Yes, I like it.”

“Is it what you wanted it to be?”

“Yes, I’ve never seen the city from so high up. It’s so,,,”

“Endless?”

“Yeah. Endless.”

Jungkook looks at the glowing city, eyes reflecting the billions of lights.

“Do you think it will ever stop growing?” he asks.

“I don’t think it will, humans are way too greedy for that.”

“Yeah. You’re right.”

You sigh simultaneously, both of you taking a bite of your ice cream and letting it melt on your tongue.

“Here check this out”, Jungkook says then and moves to press a button.

The purple lights change colour in sync with Jungkook pressing the button on his steering wheel.

“I can change colours, so neat. Do you want a specific colour?”

You sneak a glance at him. He is grinning at you, showing off his bunny teeth. Fuck, he is so adorable.

“I liked purple, it’s so pretty.”

“Okay, okay purple it is then”, he says and dims the lights a little once he changed them back to their original colour. Then he changes the music to something chill and turns the volume down enough so that it would be a gentle whisper in the background.

“Are you cold? I can turn the heater on too.”

“No Bunny, really it’s perfect.”

“Okay”, he says and settles back on the seat. He licks his ice cream, fingers drumming on the steering wheel to the melodies of his radio and legs fidgeting on the seat.

He is still a little nervous. You are next to him. You are spending time with him in his car, eating ice cream with him and he can look at your face if he wants to. Fuck, it’s literally so exciting that he is growing nervous. Or maybe he is growing nervous because you and him have now reached a point in your date where you went from doing activities together to sitting next to each other and having to talk and while Jungkook felt perfectly comfortable with you he also felt so scared to bore you with endless silence or weird conversation topics.

So he looks at you again, checking to see if you were yawning or something. You weren’t, you were flicking your tongue over your ice cream and gazing at the city.

“Are you comfortable?” he asks.

You sneak a glance at him, breaking into soft chuckles.

“What’s with you? Why are you making that face?”

“Am I making a face?”

“Yeah, like a frightened bunny in headlights. Pun intended.”

“No, I was just”, he lowers his head, “I’m not boring you, am I?”

“Of course not, why should you?”

“Because I haven’t talked in like ten minutes and I don’t want you to think that I don’t wanna talk anymore or something.”

“Hey it’s fine, sharing silence is really great with you.”

“It is?” his eyes light up.

“Yes it is.”

“Okay uhm”, he clears his throat, “do you want to sit on the backseat for that?”

You sneak a glance at it. It looks spacious and very comfortable.

“Sure that’d be great.”

“Okay”, he says, opening the seatbelt, “here hold that”, he hands you the ice cream.

“What are you doing?” you ask, watching him take off his shoes and then crawl to the backseat.

He grunts, sticking his little booty into your face on accident as he crawls back.

“I’m going to the backseat”, he lets you know, “oh damn, urgh I’m stuck.”

He wiggles, hips stuck between the two seats.

“Help.”

You laugh.

“How? I have like two ice cream cones in my hands.”

“True. I’ll do it on my own”, he grunts and wiggles more, “come. on.”

“Here wait, I’ll push you with my head.”

“Okay almost there”, he wiggles once, “now.”

He falls onto the backseat with a deep grunt, looking slightly dishevelled as he stares at you with big eyes.

“That was traumatic.”

You laugh. He is so adorable.

“Your turn, here give me the ice cream.”

You hand it to him.

“Okay and now be careful with your butt.”

You laugh and open the door, getting out of the car and getting inside in the back again.

“I could have done that too yeah”, he murmurs, cheeks burning up.

“You could have, but then I would have missed that adorable show. And I’d missed out on getting your ass in my face.”

“Oh? I’m so sorry.”

“It’s chill. Your ass in my face can’t weird me out, not when I’ve seen everything from you.”

He lowers his eyes shyly, “true, fuck I sometimes forget that you’ve literally seen everything.”

“Mhm”, you take off your shoes and get comfortable on the seat, resting your back against the door so you could look at him, “you know I have to lie to most of my customers when I tell them that they are handsome or hot, but with you I never lied.”

“Don’t say that”, he murmurs, scrunching his nose up.

“Well it’s true. Now give me my ice cream.”

“Yeah, sure. Sorry.”

He hands you your ice cream and pulls his legs up on the seat, mirroring your posture.

Your feet are touching in the middle and every so often one of you nudges the other softly.

“Do you normally get more dominant or submissive guys as customers?”

“My regulars are all subs, because I could not handle sleeping with a dom regularly. Just sometimes I get the guys who come in for one night, most of them are dom or just want a quick blowjob.”

“So are you a switch or a domme that’s just willing to sub for the job?”

You smile.

“What?” he asks.

“Nothing, I’m just proud. I can still remember how you came to me, not even knowing what a safeword was and now look at you being the complete pro.”

He blushes and lowers his eyes.

“But to answer your question. I’m a domme that’s willing to sub for the job or for the right guy. But don’t get me wrong, if I see that the guy is requesting a Master and slave roleplay I decline instantly because that’s a big no-no.”

“So you are allowed to decline?”

“Of course we are, that’s why you guys need to send in your request list beforehand.”

“Now I feel bad because I so often didn’t send it in.”

“Don’t worry I made an exception for you”, you say and give him a wink which flusters him to the point of him touching his burning ears and looking to the side.

“And you”, you nudge his foot, “I assume you’re a sub?”

“You’d be surprised. I’m a switch, who only likes subbing for the right woman.”

“I feel honoured then”, you caress the sole of his foot with your toe, making him flinch back as it tickles him slightly.

“Tickles”, he says, leaning down to scratch his foot.

“Don’t tell me you’re ticklish.”

“I’m hella ticklish.”

You smirk, “you shouldn’t have said that.”

“Please no, I safeword for the entirety of tonight”, he jokes.

You laugh.

“Fine, alright I will not tickle you tonight.”

You caress the inside of his calve instead, watching how he draws closer on instinct.

“So what made you realise that you could sub with me?”

“When you let me sit on your lap.”

Your eyes meet.

“I wanted that feeling of complete vulnerability for such a long time and you allowed me to feel it and something just clicked”, he smiles softly for only a moment before he frowns sadly, “I need to be strong in front of most people I know. I’m a man and on top of that I’m the boss of a company and being vulnerable is the last thing they want to see from me. But you allowed me to feel so…so…”

He inhales shakily before he laughs.

His eyes drift off to the outside world, seeming glassy in the lights.

“..you allowed me to be so fucking small and weak and vulnerable and I’ve never felt so…like myself as I did in the moment when I sat in your lap.”

“Well damn”, you sniffle, “I expected you to say something like I saw your tits and wanted to be smothered by them or something, not be so honest.”

He laughs, “I mean I did want to be smothered by those tits, don’t get me wrong.”

You laugh, looking back at Jungkook.

“Thank you Jungkook”, you smile, “for being so honest. I promise you that you won’t regret being vulnerable with me.”

He smiles fondly and caresses your foot with his own. Your eyes flit to his fingers.

“Your ice cream is melting by the way.”

“Oh crap”, he gasps, working tirelessly to lick everything off before it can drip onto his clothes.

“What flavours did you get?” you ask him.

“Mint and red bean. You?”

“Vanilla and Caramel.”

“Oh nice”, he licks his ice cream, “do you want to try mine?”

“No thank you.”

“Why? Do you not like mint?”

“I neither like mind nor red bean. Why should I get toothpaste and bean flavour when I get ice cream?”

“Hey don’t judge it before you didn’t have it.”

“Well I am.”

“Try it”, he sits up.

“It’ll literally taste like toothpaste covered beans.”

He pouts, “try it.”

“Urgh fine”, you groan and try the ice cream with tentative licks.

“So? It’s not that bad, isn’t it?”

“Fine, the red bean flavour is good, but the mint still tastes like cold toothpaste.”

“Okay I take that as a win”, he grins, “can I taste yours too?”

“Sure, here.”

Jungkook does a big lick of both flavours, enjoying them with a cute hum.

“They’re tasty, really sweet and creamy…what?”

“You have ice cream on your lips.”

“Really?” he licks over his lips, “gone?”

“Nope. Wait, let me help.”

Jungkook falls back against the door, moaning softly as you rest between his legs and kiss his lips slowly. His hand is on your lower back, twisting the material of your dress. He feels breathless and dizzy, he had expected everything but not a kiss.

You break it way too soon for his taste, basking in the breathless giggle he does as he tries to open his eyes but fails.

“Now you’re clean”, you whisper.

“Thank you”, he rasps.

His eyes open, sparkling in the purple lights.

“What?” you ask him, feeling dizzy under his gazing.

“Stay like this please”, he breathes.

“Dude, do you want my arm to break? It’s exhausting.”

His chest vibrates in a chuckle.

“Then flip over and rest against my chest.”

“Fine, I could do that.”

You follow his suggestion, finding your very comfortable resting place against his chest, caged in between his legs and with his arm resting across your stomach. You are lifting and sinking in sync with his chest as he takes long, relaxed breaths. Only his pulse is an indicator for his real feelings.

“Your heart’s still racing”, you observe.

“I am also currently screaming inside my head.”

You laugh, sneaking a glance up at him.

“Am I really that scary?”

“No, but I’m a nervous idiot.”

You reach up and pet his hair, making him lean into the touch.

“You’re adorable, Bunny.”

He closes his eyes, placing a soft kiss on the inside of your palm before he nudges it with his nose. His gesture makes you melt like a stick of butter in the microwave.

“Don’t be nervous with me Bunny, you’ve secured yourself like four dates already.”

“Yeah? God I’m so…”, he giggles, “…fucking excited right now.”

“Do you mind by the way when I call you Bunny?”

He shakes his head.

“It makes me feel really good.”

“Yeah?” you grin, “so it’s not just a business thing?”

“No”, he blushes, “I always liked that nickname so I chose it for myself.”

“Mhm, it’s cute. It suits you.”

“You think so?”

You pinch his cheek and smile softly.

“Yeah it does.”

You rest back against his chest again and turn your attention to your ice cream. Jungkook relaxes and eats his ice cream as well, enjoying the music with his eyes closed.

And while the radio plays a slow song about love, Jungkook has to think back to all the times she was lying on the backseat of his car with him. He hates that he has to think back to those times, but he knows that his brain wanted him to because it made him realise one important detail in all those stories. He rested in the backseat of his car with her because she didn’t want their families to find out about them. He rested in the backseat of his car with her because that was the only place where she felt secret enough to fuck him as if she cared and then hold him as if she would never break his heart.

And with you he is resting on the backseat of his car because you wanted to watch the city with him after wandering through said city for hours whilst holding hands. You rested on the backseat of his car with him because you wanted precious two on two time after growing tired from having to share him with the world.

Jungkook had to smile then and if the silence wasn’t so perfect he would have screamed in happiness as well. He hugs you closer to his body and buries his nose in your hair.

“Tonight’s so awesome”, he whispers.

“Yeah it’s awesome”, you agree with your eyes closed.

You had been lost in your own thoughts, thinking about how peculiar you had been acting the entire night. You wondered why it was so easy for you to be soft with Jungkook, finding your answer when you thought back to that one night in the club when you woke up screaming in a nightmare about your brother and he hugged you until you fell asleep again. You realised that as much as your presence allowed him to be vulnerable, he allowed you to be vulnerable in return. And the part most devastating was that he hasn’t even realised how big of an impact he made on you. He made you trust again. He made you trust in your ability to be gentle with other people and he made you trust in other people not to break your heart the instant they open their mouth. You realised that he made you be nice to a man for an entire evening, and while you were already aware of your failed promise to yourself, realising it in Jungkook’s arms and with his scent engulfing you, you felt your heart flutter in your chest. And in years, that flutter excited you more than it scared you.

And then Jungkook hugged you closer and smelled your hair, pulling you out of your thoughts and to the reality of tonight.

“I’m proud of you by the way”, you say.

“Because I didn’t drink?”

“Yes, I know how hard that is when you’re so used to it.”

“It was hard in the beginning of our date, but I don’t want to right now.”

“Yeah? Show me your hand.”

He shows it to you. It is only shaking a little bit.

“Wow, it’s almost steady.”

“I know”, he rests the hand on your stomach, “my skin is so itchy, I want to keep scratching it. Also my head is fucking me over. It hurts so much.”

You turn in his arms, touching his temples softly. Jungkook exhales shakily, eyes racing over your features in surprise. You dance your thumbs up and down his temples twice before tilting his head closer to kiss his forehead. He sighs at the gesture, touching your wrists tenderly.

“I know how you feel”, you whisper, kissing the crown of his head, “it sucks ass, but it will get better one day. I promise you.”

You pull back, meeting adoration in his sparkling gaze.

“___”, he breathes, cupping your cheeks.

Holy shit. You were just tender with him, you aren’t tender. You’re supposed to be cold and mean. Fuck. You feel so nervous and scared all of a sudden that you need to pull away. You lower your head and turn back around, swallowing down a sigh when Jungkook wraps his arms around you just that much tighter. He even goes as far as to bury his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent deeply. He releases his breath with a soft sound, melting closer.

You allow him, despite your racing heart.

“Do you know the moment you knew that you weren’t just drinking for the pleasure of it anymore?” you ask him, hoping that conversation can distract your racing mind.

“Yeah, I think I do”, he says.

“Do you want to share it with me?”

“When I turned twenty two I had this really big party with all my friends and affiliates and I literally fucked my brains that night. It was all in good fun. And then the next morning I went into my meetings, still drunk from last night and realised that I didn’t have to throw up afterwards. I always threw up after meetings because I was so scared of them and all of a sudden…I didn’t have to anymore.”

He sighs.

“I started with one beer, upgraded it to two, three, four, until I finally started with whiskey because the beer didn’t do it for me anymore. I kept it at the company first, told myself that it was only a little something to calm down my nerves. And I was good at keeping it a work thing, nobody suspected a thing.”

You intertwine your finger with him, because you felt his chest rise and sink quicker. His breathing slows down a little after holding your hand.

“I was sober in my private life or when I didn’t have meetings that day. I knew that my brain had serious issues, because I started imagining how it would feel like to die more and more, but I was able to handle that by working out or fucking someone. But then one night I had this really strong panic attack after my father told me that I wasn’t allowed to marry her. I felt like actually dying that night and, and I…calmed my nerves with a glass of whiskey that night and it calmed me down enough that I didn’t end up drowning myself in my bathtub. And it made me realise that booze works amazingly when your brain doesn’t want to shut up.”

He squeezes your hand.

“I just know that I started to drink more after that night, whenever I felt my brain acting up I reached for the nearest bottle of booze and then when I realised what I had done it was already too late because by that point not drinking made me more miserable than drinking.”

“Well fuck Jungkook.”

“Do you want to know the worst part?”

“Yes.”

“That nobody noticed, even when my drinking stopped being a work thing. Nobody noticed and when I acted suspiciously they just blamed it on stress and then handed me a glass of wine to relax. That’s the part that hurts the most.”

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s not your fault, why are you apologizing?”

“I just…feel bad for you because I know how much it hurts to seem invisible to other people.”

“Did people notice your drug habits?”

“Of course they did and you know what they did?”

“No.”

“They encourage it.”

“What the fuck?”

“Yeah”, you scoff, “I told you Bunny that we’re from different worlds. I grew up in a really shabby foster home after my parents got killed in a shootout when I was four. I started selling drugs when I was eight and tried my first Molly when I was eleven. I had to be drugged up, if I hadn’t been, the people around me would have just hurt me. Being sober was seen as fucking pathetic.”

“Well fuck.”

“Yeah”, you laugh painfully, “my brother wasn’t my actual brother. We met at the foster home when I was twelve and he was seventeen and we bonded”, you sniffle, “but he always felt like my real brother because he kept me safe from the really hard stuff and the actual dangerous assholes.”

You squeeze Jungkook’s hand.

“There was this one time where this one guy fed me three pills of some shit, which made me pass out and then he tried to fuck me. My brother came before anything could happen and punched him so hard that he had to be taken to the hospital. He told me that night that he will always keep safe from assholes like the pill guy. He-“

You rub at your eyes as you felt them prickle in tears.

“-he got shot the next day.”

“Fucking hell.”

You inhale shakily.

“I was so angry at him”, you confess quietly.

“Of course you were, I’m angry at the guy too. You were never supposed to lose your brother.”

“No, I was angry at my brother.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah”, you laugh painfully, “nobody has ever broken my heart as hard before as he did when he died. And for years I was so fucking angry at him for leaving me and for being stupid enough to start a fight with one of the dangerous guys and also for breaking his promise to me to always be there for me.”

You hit your own leg.

“I hated him so much. Why would he leave me? Why would he let me fend for myself? He was supposed to be the only thing that’s right in my life and he fucking left me like an asshole. That’s what I thought for years and honestly? Sometimes I still do.”

“Well shit ___.”

“I fled the city that night and came up to Seoul to look for work here, Miss Boss found me on the streets after two weeks and offered me a warm home, food and a steady job and that’s how I ended up in Paradis.”

“How old were you back then?”

“Eighteen.”

“That’s so young.”

“Yeah”, you laugh painfully, “the worst part is that I thought I was so grown up back then. Now I realise that eighteen is way too young to experience shit like that.”

“Honestly every age is too young to experience shit like that. Seriously ___ I’m so mad at the pill guy and the fucker that shot your brother and at the world because you never should have gone through something like this.”

You turn in his arms.

“Have I ever told you that you’re so incredibly sweet?”

“God”, he lowers his eyes, “don’t say that, I feel guilty when I accept the compliment after talking about such heavy stuff.”

“Accept it”, you nudge his chest, “I hate nothing more than people feeling like they need to be sad for the next three hours to show their pity or shit like that.”

You kiss his lips one more time then you pull back.

“So accept it, before I make you.”

He laughs breathlessly.

“Fine, I’ll accept it.”

“Good, now scoot up I want to make out.”

“W-what?”

A second later he is rendered speechless by your lips on his’.

You and him make out for a long time on the backseat of his car and it feels so amazing that you and him feel high on endorphins once your lips finally break apart. 

He drives you home afterwards with his hand resting on your thigh the entire time. The journey ends in front of a high apartment complex.

“So that’s your place?” he says, looking up at the high building.

“Yup, just up there on the eighth floor”, you say, pointing at a dark apartment window.

“Neat. How many rooms?”

You snort, “not many, let’s put it that way.”

“That’s cool”, he grins sweetly, “do you want me to walk you home?”

“Walk me home?” you ask, blinking rapidly.

“Yes, uhm”, he lowers his eyes shyly, “I’m a little greedy and want to spend more time with you.”

“And you think that feeling is mutual?”

“Is, is it not?”

You give him a smile, “no, it is. Don’t worry.”

Jungkook exhales in relief, letting out a breathy laugh as he scratches the back of his neck.

“Then I’ll walk you home.”

“No really, you don’t have to. It’s just up those stairs.”

“Fine, then let me kiss you on top of those stairs at least.”

You cringe and look at your lap.

“Yeah about that…I may have lied to you.”

“Lied to me?”

“That’s not my apartment”, you explain, pointing at the apartment complex, “my place is like two minutes from here.”

“Oh? Okay? Uhm, that’s fine we can walk.”

“Are you sure? It’s really not what you expect it to be.”

“Yeah, I’m sure”, he says, smiling honestly.

“Okay uh great”, you laugh nervously, “fuck now I’m acting like a complete idiot.”

“It’s fine, I’m sure your place is nice. Also wait.”

“Huh?”

He gets out of his car and runs to your side to open the door.

“My lady”, he says with a sheepish grin.

“God you’re so cheesy”, you say, letting him help you get out of the car.

He throws the door closed and locks his car.

“I watch too many romance movies.”

“Aaah I see.”

"You know what I always wanted to do?" 

"No, tell me." 

"When it rains -" he begins and gets interrupted by you. 

"- you want to kiss in the rain with the boy carrying the girl?" 

"Yes!" he exclaims and stares at you with big eyes, "how did you know?"

"Because you seem like that type of cheesy romantic." 

He blushes, "I know it's so cringy." 

You study his features. 

"You know what?" you ask. 

"Mhm?" 

"I always wanted to do that too."

Jungkook stops and turns, cupping your face between his hands. His gesture and awed gaze makes you chuckle fondly. 

"I want to kiss you so much right now", he whispers, "holy shit you are so perfect." 

You snort, lowering your gaze. 

"Stop that", you murmur, nudging his chest and swaying from side to side. 

He squeezes your cheeks. You look into his eyes. 

"Then do it", you challenge him. 

Jungkook obeys happily, kissing your lips with his fingers still grasping your face. And it felt amazingly tingly, making your heart race like crazy in your chest. 

He pulls back with a giggle, rubbing his nose against yours. 

"I want it to rain", he whispers. 

"You're so cute", you breathe and caresses his cheek, "let's meet up the next time it rains and then you can run up to me really dramatically and -" 

"-you jump into my arms and we kiss like we haven’t seen each other in a decade", he finishes your sentence and giggles. 

You smile softly, feeling your heart melt in your chest. 

"Exactly", you whisper. 

Jungkook opens his eyes and meets your gaze. He smiles.

"I'm happy." 

"Me too, really I am."

He giggles, "I wanna take you home now." 

"Yeah? Wanna have me gone?" 

He shakes his head vigorously, "I just feel like if I don’t walk you home now Imma throw you over my shoulder and kidnap you to cuddle." 

You snort. 

"Fuck you’re so adorable Bunny. Fine, let's get going before you end up kidnapping me." 

You hold hands as you wander up the street. There is almost no traffic on the roads at this hour of the day. The night is so quiet, it is so lovely.

“Hey Jungkook?”

“Yes ___?”

“I think you want an explanation as to why I lied to you.”

“A little yeah.”

“My place is really bad and I’m talking really bad.”

He snorts, “you make it sound like you’re living in a dumpster or something.”

“Basically I am, yeah.”

“I’m sure it’s not that bad.”

“Hopefully…”

Truth be told, you never invited anyone to your place before, let alone showed it to them. Most of your dates didn’t get to the point of the man driving you home and on the rare occasions that they did end with them driving you home, you were able to shake them off at the apartment complex before running to your actual place. And Jungkook is going to see where you actually live. Jungkook, the probably richest and most handsome man in all of Seoul, is going to see your dumpster of an apartment. You would honestly rather step on glass shards barefoot than go through that humiliation.

So as you have to stop and then turn to look at him, you are close to throwing up all over him.

"So we are here", you let him know. 

Jungkook furrows his brows in confusion and looks around. 

"You live in a store?" 

You laugh. 

"No uhm, it's behind there. Just down the stairs", you explain, laughter turning painful. 

He follows your line of sight. You can watch the concern in his eyes. 

"Ah I see, that's cool", he says however. 

"You don’t need to act like it is. I know what you’re thinking. You sure that's a place to live? And trust me it isn’t, but guess it can’t be changed." 

He blinks quickly and clears his throat. 

"So goodbye then", you spit and turn to leave. This is so embarrassing. 

"Hey, wait hey", Jungkook rounds you and places his hands on your upper arms, "I don't care how or where you are living. I was just concerned that you’ll get broken in or something, the door doesn’t look sturdy." 

"It's not, but trust me I can defend myself. I have a baseball bat in my room." 

He chuckles. 

"Yeah? Wanna show it to me?" 

You snort, shaking him off to take a step back. 

"You're not actually asking me to invite you in. Are you?" you ask amusedly. 

He grins and shrugs his shoulders. 

"Maybe I am." 

If he wouldn’t be so cute, you would most definitely have an easier time to tell him to go. Damn, you are going to give in. Great. 

"Fine. But if I hear just one word of distaste from you, that's the end of it. You can leave." 

Jungkook raises both his hands, "I promise, no words of distaste from me." 

"Good, I'll take your words then. Come on, let’s go. There are people watching." 

"What?" 

You raise your head and nod at a dark window. Jungkook does the same, watching how a shadow moves further into the darkness. 

"That's Old Guy. Don’t know his name, I just know he loves watching people." 

"Oh, okay. I see", he stutters, clearing his throat, “creepy.”

“Totally”, you grab his hand, "come now." 

Jungkook stumbles down the stairs with you pulling him, colliding with your body once you stop. 

"Sorry", he mumbles. 

"It's okay", you tell him, unlocking your door, "very well then. Welcome to my home. I'm warning you it smells of kimchi." 

"That's alright." 

Jungkook had underestimated the smell of it. He sniffles and rubs his nose, keeping quiet for your sake. 

You of course watched him. 

"I know, people underestimate just how strong it is", you say, hurrying through the room to light a few scented candles. 

Jungkook takes the time to look around. Small room. Grey walls with wet stains all over them. A couch at one side, a kitchen and a small one person table at the other. Next to it a door, he assumes to be the bathroom. Shit, people live like this, he thinks, hating himself for his way too expensive and way too spacious apartment. He has three rooms he has no use for and here you are, living in a room which is smaller than his toilet. He would gladly give up those three rooms just so you could have it more comfortable. 

"The restaurant next-door is keeping its food storage behind this wall and their kimchi fridge is kinda leaky and the smell gets into my room through this air vent", you explain, pointing at the metal grid above the dining table, "yeah I tried to stick newspapers to it. It worked a little." 

Jungkook nods his head, "I, I see. Clever idea." 

"Thanks", you snort, "you really wanna leave don’t you?" 

"No, uhm. No. I'm just wondering why you aren’t opening your window instead of lighting five million candles." 

You snort and laugh, “legitimate question." 

You walk to your window and open it. A wall appears in your view so close to the window that it is impossible for air to creep in. 

"Aaah now I see." 

"Yup exactly", you say and close it again, "it wasn’t always like this. A building company put this apartment complex next to the house and totally forgot about me." 

"Did you try suing them?" 

"Sue them?" you laugh hysterically, "and literally kill myself in the process? No thank you." 

"But that's against the law. They can’t just cut off air ventilation for other people." 

"And you think a poor prostitute living in a random cellar, who can barely afford food let alone a good lawyer, would have won against a billion dollar company?" 

Jungkook closes his mouth, lowering his head. 

"Exactly." 

"I'm sorry", he whispers.

"For what?" you ask and snort. 

"For being so inconsiderate." 

"Inconsiderate?" you chuckle, "it's fine. I know that you are so out of your rich boy bubble right now. It's okay, at least you tried." 

Jungkook cringes.

"I'm sorry." 

"Again, it's fine", you turn to get the baseball bat, "either way, that's the bat I was talking about." 

Jungkook studies it. It's a normal baseball bat, of course it is. Why had he expected something else?

"Do", he clears his throat, "do you play baseball?" 

"I did once. With my brother", you say and smile sadly, "he was so good at it. Honestly if we were just a little richer he could have made it far. Perhaps then he’d still be alive and wouldn’t have to suck stranger’s cocks to survive."

Jungkook knows that you are being your cynical self again. That you try to make it seem like you are joking while you were actually speaking the truth. Jungkook realised that this was the reason why you knew about “his voice”. Because you heard it on yourself a million times before.  

"I'm sorry." 

"You need to stop doing that", you say, sending him a warning look. 

"But I am. I'm sorry for asking and being so uneducated and living with my rich boy mindset, thinking that shit like building a wall in front of one’s window can be solved so easily. And also for having way too much while good people like you have way too little." 

You discard the bat and cross your arms in front of your chest. 

"You're not honestly giving me the sorry for being so rich speech are you?" 

Jungkook closes his mouth and lowers his head. 

"I thought so. You know what? I think it's time that you leave." 

"What?" he gasps, shaking his head, "no, please don’t send me away. I, I messed up." 

"Yeah you did", you say dryly, pushing him by his chest, "go now, we don’t want your thousand dollar jacket to take on the smell of kimchi and cheap scented candles." 

"Don't do that, please hear me out." 

"No. I'm tired." 

"___ please. I know I'm ignorant about your lifestyle, but I wanna learn." 

"You wanna learn? Oh give me a break." 

You push him outside. Jungkook steps closer again, desperation burning in his eyes. 

"Please ___ I'm not judging you. I promise you I'm not. Why are you being like this all of a sudden?" 

"Don't care, you got your one date. So be happy and leave." 

"But I'm not happy", he chokes out, "I'm miserable and lonely." 

"And I'm fed up and angry."

"No, you're embarrassed and scared."

"Fuck", you fall silent and stare at him with widened eyes. He just said that. He called you out. 

"But you don’t need to be. I don’t think any less of you now that I know how you live. On the contrary I think you are so freaking amazing and strong for still being able to smile despite your situation." 

"Despite my situation? What, you think just because I'm poor I can't be happy? You think just because us poor people have it so bad we never smile or have fun or enjoy life?"

"No, oh god no", he shakes his head, "I, I didn’t mean it like that. I just said that-" 

"Don't worry I get it. I fucking get it." 

"No you don’t you-" 

But you cut him off, closing the door on his face and locking it. 

"___!" he knocks on it a few times, "please let me explain. Please, I'm so sorry. Please open the door. I didn’t…." his voice drowns out before becoming inaudible as you lock yourself in your bathroom and cry on the floor. 

Fuck you never should have showed him your place.

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Virgin! Shinsou Oneshot: First Blowjob

Shinsou x F!Reader

Minors DNI

(Apparently I’m just making Shinsou my main thing now. Im planning on expanding into other characters I promise!) But for now:

You and Shinsou are just friends. You both watch movies together on Fridays, you go out to eat every other week, babysit Eri when Aizawa is off at work. You're pretty much the perfect duo.

One day Shinsou finds out you’ve been fucking Bakugo (You offered to fuck Bakugo once and he asked to try pegging thinking that this was a one time thing. He could live knowing that he asked you to do this for him since you’ve always been so chill and private. Let’s say that Bakugos “one time” became multiple. He loved getting fucked by you.) Shinsou didn’t care that you were with other people, he isn’t your boyfriend (yet) so he can’t demand anything from you. That doesn’t mean his curiosity isn’t peaked.

When you two where walking to your next class for the day, Shinsou leans a bit closer to you and whispers, “Hey, so you know how I don’t really have all that much... experience, right?”

“Yeah?”

“Well, I wanted to ask what a blowjob was.” You didn’t know if he was joking or not. He was great at keeping his face neutral but his skin complexion always betrayed him. He was incredibly red when you took your time to answer.

“Oh, and would you like to figure it out now or later?” Confused Shinsou shrugs his shoulder not understanding your question.

“Now? I did ask you right now and hearing it later would be a bit strange. It would also be a waste of time.”

“Alright, come with me.” You immediately drag him to an empty janitors closet (how do you know this, he’ll have to ask you.)

With that you shove him inside and in the cramped space push him to lean back on the closet wall the door closing once you two for inside.

"What?-"

"Shhhh shhhh, im showing you what a blowjob is. Do you want to continue?" Shinsou's whole face is red, you worried if he was going to pass out.

"yes...please." That was all you needed to get down on your knees and start to unbuckle his pants. Gasping and shaking a little, Shinsou was so nervous. This was his first blowjob and it was coming from you, his best friend. He couldn't wait.

You finally got his dick out of his pants and wow, he's hung. Heavy and full, you jumped on to the chance to suck it. Shinsou bucks his hips a bit, pre cum coming out in small drops hitting your tongue.

“Aaaah- uh...” Poor boy, he’s gasping just by being inside your mouth. That adorable flushed out face was too much, you want to make him cum his brains out.

The noise of students walking to their next class slowly fade as you suck and lavish his cock. Shinsou tries to stop his moaning with his hands but it doesn’t work, it’s too good. So good in fact that he starts fucking your face without knowing it.

“God, please~ah...ooooh more~! More, please make me cum, please~!” You grip his hips to make him stop, he whines at the lost friction. You pop off his cock to look up and smirk as you stroke him.

“You want to cum, baby~? How badly, hmm?”

“A lot, please, please, ple-please. I want your mouth back on me. Please make me cum!” Shinsou looks like he’s about to cry. His eyes are all glazed over with a trembling lip out of pure bliss. He was so pretty like this. So why not tease him a little.

You grab his hard cock and slap it lightly against your cheek, sticking out your tongue so he can feel the warm wet muscle graze his throbbing head.

“I’m not sure, it doesn’t look like you want it. Maybe we should stop and try another day?” That got a reaction out of him. He quickly tries to straighten up but his legs wobble out beneath him.

"NOOoo~! Y/n please don't be mean, please make me cum!" Shinsou's needy and panicked voice sends a sadistic shiver up you're spine. You've lost your patience, you need to see him cry his pretty head over how good your mouth feels.

You furiously start to suck, having his dick hit the back of your throat over and over again (Damn bitch, you deepthroating him and taking it like a champ.) Shinsou again starts to fuck your face and this time he won't and couldn't stop. His sweet noises giving you motivation to keep going. Out of curiosity you start running your fingers under his balls and to his ass.

"what?~" He doesn't hate the feeling of your hand and fingers touching him there, he kind of wants more but he doesn't know what more would be. You see the way his legs shakes and chest rattled, so when you see him take this eyes off of you for a moment, you strike. You pushed your fingers inside of him and slowly start fingering him.

Shinsou's eyes crossed and he tries, he truly does try, to uncross them but he cant. It's to good, your warm mouth and tongue taking his dick in while your fingers hit just the right spot inside of him. He thinks he's fallen even more in love with you. You finally bring up the pace and he can't take it. He cum's hard in your mouth and all you can do is swallow the salty liquid that was practically forced down your throat. You continue to finger him and suck him till he's empty. Once he's done and now getting closer to overstimulating him, you come off of him with a light pop and a quick lick to his tip that sends his legs buckling under him. You slowly pull out your fingers out of his ass and kiss his length as you smile up at him.

"You good, baby?" His eyes are still crossed but this time with tear tracks coming down his face with saliva coming out of his mouth. He's completely out of it, all because of a 5 minute blowjob you gave him....in a janitors closet.

He doesn't verbally replied but he did nod as you tucked him back inside his boxer and pants. You get up from your place on the floor and place your hand on the side of his face, cupping his face. Shinsou leans into the soft touch and purrs. He fucking purrs! He's so cute, you swear that he has to be part cat. He's so deep in his own mind that he doesn't realize he wraps his arms around your waist to hold you flushed against his chest. He breaths in your scent and hums happily. God you're perfect to him. He wants more sexually but he also wants to just to do this, hold you in his arms and forget about the rest of the world.

"We should get out this cramped space. It's not good for your back to be arched like that for to long." Shinsou doesn't answer to your concern but he straightens up and kisses the top of your head.

After a few minutes Shinsou finally regains some function when it comes to his speech and he tells you that he felt amazing.

"Thank you, that was...great. Thanks for showing me."

"You're welcome! Do you want to go to class?"

"Nah, lets go back to your place, i feel tired." You both check each other for... you know...stains. You grab your things, and head out of the closet. To think that he got a blowjob from genuinely not knowing what a blowjob was. He was such a lucky motherfucker.

"Hey, Shinsou. You good?"

"Yeah, im great y/n." Shinsou will never tell you this but he's been dreaming for the past few days about that little adventure in the janitors closet. He's actually jerked off to the memory more than once (10 times in the span of a day. He was painfully turned on, but can you judge him?)

"Your face is getting red."

"Oh, yeah. Im just... thinking about something that happened in high school."

"Cool man!"

"Yeeeaah." He's so fucked. He absolutely wants more with you.

Literally had a dream about this exact scenario but it was in an apartment where he was up against a wall while getting a blowjob, not in a closet.

[complexgods]

Hi! I saw you're reqs were open now, I was wondering if you could write a mattsun x m! reader x maki? Where the reader has a crush on both of them (they r already dating) where the reader confesses to them and they end up fucking or smth like that? with overstim and light dacryphillia? also can I be 🐝 anon?

Of course! Also, you’re my first emoji anon I’m chxjxkdk 🥰 of course you can! And whooo I’ve been meaning to write a Matsuhana x reader fic for a WHILE this is GOOD okay okay

18+, FEMALE IDENTIFYING READERS AND MINORS DNI

Warnings: Matsukawa x Hanamaki x M!reader, alcohol consumption, threesome, overstim, dacryphilia, praise, degradation, Mattsun has a monster cock

A/N: I'm really sorry this took so long! I just haven't been able to focus on a lot recently and I really went ham on the backstory but I hope you enjoy this! (not proofread because I am so tired)

"So glad you could make it!" Hanamaki greets you at the door with a hug.

"Yeah, sorry I haven't been able to hang out recently, I've just been super busy." You try to justify as you hand Matsukawa a bottle of wine.

It wasn't all true that you were too busy to hang out with your best friends recently, you just had… Issues to work through. Specifically the fact that you were in love with your best friends and they were a couple. It wasn't like you never wanted to hang out with them again, you just hoped that spending some time away from them, working through your feelings might solve the issue. But no, of course, the second Matsukawa flashes you that lazy smile or Hanamaki does just about anything, you're right back where you started. You sigh before joining the two in the kitchen, helping them get everything ready for the movie night you had been planning for weeks.

"So, tell us! What's new with you?" Matsukawa asks, opening the bottle of wine you had brought over.

"Oh not much, you know, work as usual. My boss has been on my ass lately and it's driving me up the wall but, you know." You smile, taking the glass that was handed to you.

"Oh, your boss drives you up the wall huh? Shame. I wanted to do that to you." Hanamaki says with a lopsided grin, and you can't help but blush slightly at the shameless flirting.

"Yeah, you wish." You try to retort, but it's too late. Mattsun and Makki were already exchanging glances.

"What's new with you? Find a job yet, Makki?" You divert the situation, and apparently, it worked.

"Nope. I'm happy to be a househusband as long as Mattsun here brings in the money."

The conversation goes on with no problem after that, and you all quickly fall back into your usual banter. You really did miss hanging out with them like this.

"So, what are we watching?" Mattsun asks, turning to you and Makki sitting on the couch.

"I was thinking Woman In Black," Makki says before downing the rest of his beer.

"Perfect." You and Mattsun say at the same time.

"After all, fear is an aphrodisiac," Makki says, giving you a grin. You turn away in embarrassment. Seriously, what has gotten into Makki tonight? Does he know? You clear your throat and try not to stammer.

"Uh- y-yeah I heard about that… as well…" You pour yourself more wine as you sit back. This was fine. It was fine. Makki just likes teasing, he doesn't actually mean it.

"So… You been seeing anyone lately?" You choke on your wine as Matsukawa just looks at you with a raised eyebrow.

"Um… Nope, I have not."

"Why? You're hot and charismatic. No guy pique your interest as of late?"

"N- no that's not it."

"Then what, you have a crush on someone?" Makki asks, his eyes shining with excitement.

Maybe it was the wine or just the fact that you couldn't hold your secret any longer, but you couldn't help yourself.

"Yeah, I do, actually."

"Ooooh who is it?" Both of them ask at the same time. You couldn't help but realise that they already know.

"You sure you want to know?" You turn your body to fully face the two, who are nodding with a smirk on their face.

"Fine. I have a crush on both of you. Satisfied?"

"Oh no, honey, we won't be satisfied until you are," Makki says, leaning closer to you.

"You see, we've been wanting to wreck you for a really long time," Mattsun says as Makki makes his way over to your lap, straddling you.

"Really?" You ask, looking up at Makki with big eyes.

"Mhm." He answers before leaning in to kiss you.

"God, you're so hot," Mattsun says from right next to you as Makki deepens the kiss, slowly starting to grind his hips into yours. When you let out a soft moan, Mattsun stops the two of you.

"Don't just hog him, Makki. I want some as well." Makki immediately gets up to let Mattsun take his place, pulling at your hair before kissing you deeply.

At some point, you must've walked over to the bedroom, because now you're lying naked on their bed with Makki on top of you, kissing and biting your neck and collarbone. You groan when Makki grinds down on your length, bucking your hips involuntarily, closing your eyes.

"Oh look at you, so needy for cock, aren't you? Prep him, won't you, Makki darling?" Matsukawa coos as you hear the clinking of a belt.

Seconds later, Mattsun taps the tip of his cock against your lips, and once you manage to focus your eyes on the absolute monstrosity before you, you can't help but choke out another moan.

"So big-" You say with wide eyes as you reach out to touch him.

"Hm. Wonder what it would look like stretching your throat open." Makki says from between your legs before adding a second finger to your hole, making you gasp. Mattsun takes this opportunity to slide inside your mouth, making you gag instantly.

"Come on now, take it, I know you can."

You obey, letting him thrust into you until tears were stinging your eyes.

"Oh, Makki, look at that. He's crying."

"Look at you! Cute boy." Makki praises as he swipes the pre that started to pool on your stomach, licking his fingers clean.

"You taste wonderful, baby. Gonna make you cum from my fingers alone." You want to respond, but Mattsun thrusts into your throat harshly, groaning as you take even more of him.

Once Makki finds your prostate, you are gone, rolling your eyes to the back of your head, cumming untouched.

"Wow, look at that. Such a slut just cumming untouched, aren't you?" You do your best to hum in agreement, which makes Mattsun's dick twitch in your mouth.

"God, your mouth feels so good. I wonder what your little hole would feel like, tightening around my cock."

As Mattsun says this, you feel lube coating your hole before Makki slides inside you, letting out a shaky breath. You whine, still feeling the high from your first orgasm.

"That's right, baby, doing so well for us." Makki coos, thrusting into you, filling you up to the brim.

One hand wraps around your dick and another starts teasing your nipples, and you are too far gone to notice anything else happening. All you know are Mattsun's dick in your mouth, and Makki's in your hole.

"Shit, I'm close," Mattsun moans as he pulls out, cumming all over your face. He kisses you deeply as Makki fucks into you relentlessly, pumping your cock in time with his thrusts.

"Are you gonna cum again? I can feel you twitching, you're close aren't you?" Makki says as he picks up the pace, slamming into you.

You both come at the same time, moaning loudly as you spill onto your stomach, your entire body twitching and feeling overly sensitive from the overstim.

Once you regain your breath, Makki slowly pulls out of you with a hiss, disposing of the condom before laying down next to you and Mattsun.

"Wanna watch Woman In Black now?"

[latte-fairytaekwoon]

𝑴𝒂𝒇𝒊𝒂! 𝑨𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒛: 𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑶𝒇 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝑩𝒂𝒃𝒚

Disclaimer: In no way am I condoning, justifying, encouraging or promoting mafia behavior or lifestyle. This is simply a work of fiction and not meant to represent real life scenarios.

❥𝓚𝓲𝓶 𝓗𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓳𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓰

"Ok ok stop fussing now. I'll get you out now."

Hongjoong walked over to the portable crib and picked up his son who was currently whining and kicking his legs around, hating being cooped up inside the contraption for too long. Hongjoong picked him up and looked at him.

"You know, not even the people we lock up in solitary confinement complain as much as you."

The baby reached his tiny hands out, gently patting at his father's nose and cheeks, making Hongjoong chuckle.

"Then again none of them have ever been half as cute as you are. It's a crime to be this cute. I should punish you."

Hongjoong nuzzled his nose against his son's, causing the baby to let out a happy squeal. A tiny buzz let Hongjoong know Yunho was calling him.

"Hey Hongjoong. Your boss is on the line."

Hongjoong rolled his eyes at Yunho's teasing, always saying how you were the real boss. Putting the baby down so he could crawl as he liked, Hongjoong picked up the phone.

"Hey honey." He greeted you.

"How's the baby doing?" You asked.

Hongjoong got a deadpan expression.

"Well hello to you too Mrs. Kim, I'm fine too thanks for asking."

Hongjoong was so concentrated on your conversation he didn't realize the door was open and the baby inadvertently went out.

"He's fine don't worry. And he's no trouble at all, he's currently crawling around my office-"

Hongjoong abruptly stopped when he realized the baby was gone.

"Hongjoong....? What's going on?"

He could hear you getting ready to scold him if anything happened to your child. He stammered as he began looking around for him. A beep on the other line let you both know someone else joined your call.

"I think an enemy spy has infiltrated our base, but honestly, I don't have the heart to fight back." Yunho's voice was followed an incoherent babble, belonging to none other than your baby.

"Oh my God! Yunho is he with you?" You were relieved to find out the baby was ok.

"Yep, and although I'd usually send out a ransom note, I think I'm keeping him hostage for a while." He chuckled.

Hongjoong fumed as he walked out of his office.

"Heck you will! Give me back my son!"

❥𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓴 𝓢𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓱𝔀𝓪

Seonghwa peeked his head into the room, 7 pairs of eyes staring at him intently. Hongjoong sighed softly.

"You're late." He told him.

"Sorry. Got caught up with something." Seonghwa apologized.

"Whatever. Just get in. You haven't missed much of the meeting." His leader assured him.

Hongjoong was about to resume speaking, but he, like the rest of the members watched as Seonghwa opened the door and went to take his seat, a baby carrier on his left hand with his baby daughter inside.

"Night light!" San exclaimed the nickname they all had for Seonghwa's daughter.

"Night fury got stuck with babysitting duty?" Yeosang raised an eyebrow.

Seonghwa glared at him, about to say something but was stopped by Hongjoong.

"Guys! Meeting! Focus ok?"

Hongjoong began talking once again, detailing about a government cargo ship that was soon to land in the city, containing secret weapons.

"Now, if our information is correct, it'll get here in-"

A soft and subtle sneeze interrupted him, followed by a chorus of 'aaaws' and 'ooohs'.

"She's the deadliest weapon ever!" San clutched his heart.

"Yeah! Who can resist that level of cuteness?" Mingi agreed, crouching down to poke her tiny nose.

"I know! Isn't she adorable?" Seonghwa beamed with pride at his baby.

"Guys, remember? Timeline-" Hongjoong tried to get their attention again.

"Has she started talking yet?" Jongho asked.

"No not yet. But she's babbling a lot more, mostly songs in movies or cartoons though." Seonghwa explained.

"Ooooh! Can she do the banana song?! Night light! Watch uncle Woo."

Wooyoung began singing the minions song, not really getting a reaction out of the baby and further causing Hongjoong's annoyance to spike up.

"One more interruption and I'm shooting you all in your legs!"

They all stayed quiet, not wanting to further anger their leader. Hongjoong let out a sigh of relief.

"Now, as I was saying-"

"Ba ba ba, ba na na." The baby interrupted him as she tried to sing the song Wooyoung was previously singing.

They all stared in shock and adoration at her.

"Ok, that's actually fucking cute." Hongjoong admitted.

Seonghwa only giggled as he picked up his daughter and kissed her cheek.

❥𝓙𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓨𝓾𝓷𝓱𝓸

Yunho tried shushing the whimpering baby underneath his desk.

"Buddy come on. You're going to get me in trouble. Now shush."

Having no alternative, he picked up his baby son, cradling him in his arms as he tried to keep him from making anymore noise. He cooed at him and even made funny faces, but the boy didn't seem to calm down.

"Why are you being like this?" Yunho pouted.

The baby nuzzled his face against his father's chest before opening his mouth against it. Yunho immediately pulled the baby a few inches off him.

"Ok I get it now. You're hungry. Please don't do that again. My body doesn't work like your mom's."

Setting the boy back in the carrier, Yunho reached inside the baby bag and got out the bottle and baby formula. He quickly mixed them together, careful not to spill any of it on his desk. He looked around and realized he had absolutely no idea how he was going to heat it up. When the baby began fussing again, he quickly stooped down, trying to quiet him down.

"Uhhh Yunho?"

Yunho hit his head as he quickly stood up, looking at Yeosang who was right in front of him with a folder. Yeosang noticed the baby bottle in his hand and snorted.

"Is that your new guilty pleasure?" He teased.

"I'm not in the mood Yeosang. In case you haven't noticed, I sneaked him in."

Yunho picked up his child and rocked him in his arms, trying to stop his crying.

"Hi junior." Yeosang waved.

Scanning the baby, Yunho and the bottle, Yeosang ended up deducing what was going on.

"Give me the bottle, I'll heat it up for you." Yeosang offered, taking the bottle away from him.

"You will? Thanks Yeo. I'd really appreciate it." Yunho thanked him.

"No problem..." Yeosang looked at the bottle, studying its structure and model.

"I kinda want to try out the new fire weapon I created and this might just be the perfect test subject..."

When he heard those words, Yunho quickly stopped Yeosang.

"A microwave will do Yeosang! Don't fucking use my son's bottle for one of your weird experiments!"

Yunho gasped when he realized he cussed in front of his kid.

"Don't tell your mom."

❥𝓚𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓨𝓮𝓸𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓰

Yeosang carefully weighed the powder into the brown paper bags, careful not to go above the amount he needed. His eyes trailed to the tiny hand that tried reaching up for the contents he had.

"No no no sweetheart. Don't touch anything."

He put what he had in his hands down and picked up his daughter, setting her down and making her rest on top of a stack of books he had.

"Ok. Here you go. Play with this. Your mom says you like it." He handed her the rattle that was shaped like a chicken leg before going back to concentrate on his task.

The baby shook the rattle a few times before becoming bored with it. Instead, she was fascinated by all the intricate colors and strange devices inside her father's laboratory. Looking next to her, she saw a display of assorted test tubes that had different liquids in them. Curiously, her hand reached out to grab the red colored one. At that moment, Yeosang had finished weighing the stuff out and placed them in a container. When he looked back, he saw his daughter pulling out the test tube.

"No don't touch-"

Yeosang quickly scooped the baby up and covered her with his body as the tube fell to the floor, not only splattering the contents, but immediately setting off a tiny explosion that spread a horrible smelling gas in the air. Yeosang covered his daughter's face as he quickly got them out of the room. At that moment, Jongho came running down the hall.

"What was that?!" He immediately asked.

"One of the test tubes I was working on." Yeosang explained, as he scanned his daughter to make sure she was all right.

"Seriously Yeosang?! We've told you time and time again to be careful! How did it even happen?"

Yeosang immediately turned to his daughter, who was merely sucking on her thumb, looking at him with the most innocent eyes ever.

"You're lucky it was one of the least deadly ones and I got you out of there in time. Otherwise we'd both be laughing ourselves to death." Yeosang chuckled at her and kissed her forehead.

Jongho shook his head.

"I swear to god, if your daughter becomes another crazy scientist like you, I'm joining another gang."

❥𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲 𝓢𝓪𝓷

The diminutive man strolled from one corner of the alley to another, sighing as he stared once again at his watch.

"Where the fuck are they?" He shook his head, hating people being late above anything else.

Finally hearing footsteps, he saw the two figures approach him. He smiled contentedly until he saw that one of them had a baby strapped to his chest.

"All right Changbin, we got the money now where's the drugs?" San asked, not yet giving him the bag of money.

Changbin looked at San, then back at the baby boy.

"Don't look at the baby, look at me." San gestured to his eyes.

Changbin raised an eyebrow at him before looking over at Wooyoung, who looked completely unfazed.

"Just don't even question it man." Wooyoung suggested.

Changbin hesitantly got out the package from his coat. He was about to hand it to them, but he stopped when he looked at the baby again.

"Don't look at the baby, look at me." San repeated himself.

"Look man! It's just feels completely unorthodox to make illegal transactions in front of an innocent baby ok?! Did you kidnap it or something?" Changbin scanned him.

San scoffed in offense.

"This is my kid! Can't you see the resemblance? He's as handsome as me."

Changbin raised an eyebrow.

"You're seriously bringing your kid.... you know what? Never mind."

Changbin opted for giving the package to Wooyoung and then taking the bag of money.

"Pleasure doing business with you."

San waved at him when he departed. As him and Wooyoung made their way back to the car, his son started babbling something incoherently. San looked down and patted his head.

"Yes I know he's a mean, grouchy dwarf. Don't worry about him."

❥𝓢𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓲

Mingi sat down on the stool in front of the bartender, setting down the carrier on the chair next to him.

"I'm here." Mingi told the man who had his back turned.

"Oh Mingi you've come. Tell me what can I get-"

The pink haired man stopped when he saw the baby and pointed at her.

"Just give me my usual and don't worry about her. She's covered."

Mingi opened his trench coat and took out a baby bottle before taking the baby out of the carrier so he could feed her.

"You got the info Hyunjin?" Mingi lowered his voice.

Hyunjin rolled his eyes as he prepared him his drink.

"Mingi you brought a baby inside a bar. Forget trying to avoid unnecessary attention, everyone is already looking at you weird."

Mingi looked around, noticing a couple people staring at him as if he was crazy.

"Oh...right."

Hyunjin set the drink out in front of him before pulling out a folder and sneakily handing it to Mingi.

"Even got a few of the members' names gathered for you. Don't be fooled by their small numbers. These guys are very deadly and are slowly gaining momentum in the criminal world."

Mingi nodded and stuffed the folder in his coat. At that moment, his phone started ringing and he panicked when he saw who it was.

"Do me a favor. Hold her and cover her ears."

Hyunjin obeyed and cringed when Mingi fired a gun at the roof.

"I'm gonna need all of you to be quiet for a minute or else I'll put a bullet in your heads."

Mingi then quickly answered the phone, suddenly changing his tone.

"Hey baby. Oh nothing. I'm with Seonghwa, he wanted to see the baby.....no! I'm most definitely not working at the moment." He laughed awkwardly.

Hyunjin shook his head and looked down at the baby girl in his arms.

"Mind sharing some of your milk with me? I think I need it."

❥𝓙𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓦𝓸𝓸𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓰

"Wooyoung? Do you see the target?" Yeosang's voice echoed through his ear piece.

Wooyoung casually tilted his head to the side.

"No. There's too many people. " Wooyoung answered casually.

He looked down when he heard his daughter sneeze.

"Bless you." Wooyoung cooed at her.

"I'm literally trying to put a bullet through a man's head and you're giving me your blessings?" Yeosang asked.

"Not you idiot! My princess just sneezed and-"

"Oh my gosh! What a lovely baby you have!"

Wooyoung turned to find a young woman standing in front of him, twirling her hair in her finger as she looked at him and his daughter.

"Thanks..." Wooyoung answered.

"Is she yours?" She asked, stepping closer to him, reaching her hand out.

"Yeah...mine." Wooyoung shifted in his seat, moving the baby so she wouldn't touch her wandering hands.

Wooyoung tried not to cringe as the girl didn't seem to get the hint and continued talking to him.

"Want me to put a bullet in her head?" Yeosang offered.

Wooyoung immediately declined the offer as quietly as possible, not hearing what the girl said until she repeated herself.

"I asked if there was a mom in the picture."

She tucked her hair behind her ear before sitting down next to Wooyoung, her hand brushing on his shoulder.

"Cause if not.....I could help out in more ways than one." She bit her lip.

Before Wooyoung could even respond, he was saved when you suddenly showed up.

"I'm giving you ten seconds to run before I pull the trigger."

The girl froze when she felt a gun pointed at her back. Wooyoung waved.

"Hi honey." He smiled.

"Don't 'honey' me. First you take our daughter out on a mission and then I find some skank trying to take my place?" You scoffed.

"Should have taken my offer when you had the chance." Yeosang poked fun at him.

❥𝓒𝓱𝓸𝓲 𝓙𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓱𝓸

Jongho kept his eyes on the road, occasionally looking at the rearview mirror to check on the little boy in the baby seat.

"Getting sleepy there buddy?" Jongho chuckled when he saw the baby's eyes open and close slowly.

"Don't worry. After we deliver this package, I promise I'll take you to get ice cream......just don't tell your mom I've been feeding you that before you're old enough."

Jongho began to sing softly, hoping it'll help the baby sleep faster. However when he looked at the rearview mirror again, he noticed a strange looking car tailing right behind him.

"Huh....strange..... very strange."

Jongho gripped the steering wheel tightly. Looking back at his son, he noticed he was now fully awake.

"Buckle up buddy cause we're in for a fun ride."

Shifting the gear, Jongho immediately pressed down on the accelerator before rapidly making a u-turn, momentarily confusing the car behind him. Jongho drifted through the different alleys, hoping to loose the car, but it still seemed to catch up to him. His son on the other hand, seemed to enjoy the fun ride.

"Oh shit." Jongho cursed when he saw you were calling.

Pressing the button, he answered your call.

"I just got off work, barely going back. Think you can handle the boy for a little bit longer?" You asked.

"Take all the time. I'm going to be late too."

Jongho made a rather sharp turn that had your son squealing excitedly. You immediately sensed something was off.

"You're on a mission aren't you?"

"Yeah and we kinda ran into some chasers." Jongho chuckled rather amused.

You sighed softly.

"Where are you?"

"Gangnam district. Near the old abandoned factory." He answered as he continued trying to loose the car behind him.

"Give me 5 minutes and I'll be there."

Jongho couldn't help but bite his lip at your words.

"God baby, I love you so much."

He then turned his attention to his son who was still having the time of his life.

"Hear that bud? Mommy is gonna be joining us soon."

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