#I’m about to be 31
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My birthday is at the end of the week I always have mixed feelings- I have accomplished a lot of my goals and am on a good path and going the right direction, but I feel like I’m starting to get old and losing my youthful glow. Plz reassure me I’m not an old hag so I don’t fall into a pit of despair 🙏💜
#I’m about to be 31#how is that even possible#I’m just a baby#me#selfie#bi girly#tatted#girls with tattoos
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Sometimes I forget how young Snape was in Philospher’s Stone, I always see people saying “17/20 years ago” when referring to Lily’s death or SWM happening. So I always immediately think of him as being in his mid thirties all throughout the books, while forgetting that he was actually 31 in the first book. Lily’s death had just occurred 10 years ago, and then he was forced to teach her child who looked exactly like the man he hated most but also had her eyes. Damn.
#like that man had just celebrated his 30th birthday a year before the first book 😭#we watched him go from 31-38 throughout the series#i think about this a lot#literally everyone in the marauders era was so young when everything happened#severus snape#also guys I PROMISE I’M ALIVE AND OKAY I JUST DON’T FEEL THAT STRONG OF AN URGE TO LIVE#pro snape#pro severus snape#snape#harry potter#hp
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howl kite first post of the new year let's go
+ crusty dusty process gif under the cut
if ur here i <3 u
also lmk if y’all like seeing the process gif and i’ll start putting them in more of my posts
#hxh fanart#hxh#hxh kite#hxh kaito#kite hxh#my art#howls moving castle#howl pendragon#he is so#i think about this a lot#art#this was supposed to be posted on jan 6#but bc i am a rabid animal and cannot survive without posting every two and a half seconds#i’m posting it early#yippee#completed dec 31#howl au
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To commemorate the anniversary of Partners and Paper Trails, I commissioned the wonderful, amazing @koreplus to depict a scene from the fic! It's so cool to see Harry's mural come to life!
I still can't believe it's only been a year since I posted the first chapter. I've met so many amazing people online because of it and I'm so thankful for all of you!
#I'm so happy with how this turned out it's gorgeous!!#Kim is about to mcfreaking lose it lol#disco elysium#commissioned art#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#my fic#partners and paper trails#disco elysium fanfiction#disco elysium fanfic#disco elysium fic#the date says sept 1 but I posted it before midnight on august 31#so I’m counting that lol
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Whumptober Day 27 - Voiceless, “I have no mouth and I must scream”
I feel like I’ve been mean to Wind a lot heh, I feel bad for the little guy. It’s better than the three arrows I put in his chest in that other fic! ...Maybe, anyway.
Warnings: redeads
Ao3 link
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Wind was not happy.
He struggled and kicked, tried to squirm out of the bruising hold on his arms, went limp and tried to just give the two soldiers dragging him along some underground passageway as worse of a time as possible. They’d already taken his weapons and only held him tighter as he struggled, but Wind kept it up anyway.
One of the Yiga grumbled in annoyance as Wind kicked at his legs, and he felt a glint of satisfaction.
“Rotten kid, that attitude will die plenty quick where you’re going,” the other Yiga snapped, ignoring Wind’s attempts to bite him. “This cell was for the hero, but what better way to lure him there than to dump his little brother in it first?”
“You built a cell underneath the outskirts of a village? Wow, that’s normal well-adjusted behavior,” Wind huffed, and one Yiga sneered.
“We merely adapted it for our purposes. And you’re the perfect person to test it out.”
Wind finally managed to clamp his jaws down on one of the soldier’s hands, and he yelled, gloves not thick enough to really protect him. The other one snatched at Wind and put a dagger to his throat before he could press his attack, and Wind reluctantly released the hand, getting the message.
“Link’ll never fall for your stupid trap anyway,” Wind said with a glare, and the Yiga both chuckled.
“Oh yes he will. Have fun, kid.”
A door was opened, and Wind was tossed through without any sort of fanfare, stumbling as he landed. He whirled back around to the door, but it was already closed and firmly locked.
Wind scowled at it, then turned to look around his prison, mind already turning towards thoughts of escape. Who did these Yiga guys think they were, kidnapping him off the street? He was the Hero of Winds! How had they even gotten the drop on him?
Wind scowled again and kicked at the floor of the cell. At least he’d been walking around with Four and Wild. Surely one of them would notice he was missing soon. And if not, well, Wind was pretty good at getting out of tight spots if he did say so himself.
No problem.
Wind put his hands on his hips, looking around the dark cell. There was a single tiny torch hung up on the wall, too high for Wind to reach that lit up the skinny space. A stone wall stood at the far end of the cell, but the two sides were open bars, darkness yawning beyond them.
It... kinda made his skin crawl.
Wind crossed his arms, feeling cold all of a sudden, but he shrugged it off with a huff. He needed to figure out how to get out of here, creepy darkness or not. The deep shadows beyond the bars suggested a bigger area, so if he could just find a loose one, he’d be set. Maybe he could even climb up and grab the torch.
Wind walked over to a side, starting at one end and giving each bar a solid shake. They seemed pretty firmly in the ground, but Wind worked his way across anyway, hoping for a loose one. He got all the way through without a single loose bar, and sighed, crossing to the other side to try there instead.
He’d gotten about halfway when he heard something, creaky and quiet.
Wind froze, listening, and the hair on the back of his neck went up as he heard it again. That noise was familiar. He couldn’t place it, but he knew it was familiar.
And that it was bad news.
A low moan came from somewhere in the darkness, and Wind slowly began to back away, nerves all alight. If he could just see he wouldn’t be nearly as nervous. Maybe the darkness was just freaking him out, and he was imagining noises because of that?
A bloodcurdling scream rang out, and Wind’s eyes went huge as a familiar sensation wracked through him, deathly cold and terrifying.
Oh no, he thought in a panic, his feet frozen to the floor, body unable to turn away from the shambling footsteps he could hear. Oh no oh no oh—
A face appeared in the flickering light of the torch, decaying and horrible, eyes glowing. A rotten hand stretched forward and wrapped around the bars, and Wind stared at the Redead, trapped in its unnatural terror.
It didn’t look like his version of them, taller, with a few ragged clothes on its lanky body, but the feeling it left him with was the same, sheer, unnatural terror.
I’ve got to get away, maybe by the door I’ll be far enough it won’t be able to—
A different scream rang out, sending another jolt through Wind’s chest, and he watched in horror as another redead grasped at the bars, reaching out to him, trying to pull him close. Beady eyes stared at him, glowing and malicious with hunger, and Wind might have whimpered if he could move his mouth.
He fought the paralysis as much as he could, but the moment it started to wear off, one of them screamed again, leaving Wind with no escape. More screams joined the first two, and Wind choked on his breath as a whole group of redeads shambled out of the darkness. Screams came near constantly from their lips as they grabbed at the bars and reached through, trying to get at him.
They can’t get through, they can’t get through they can’t hurt you, it’s just to scare you, Wind thought frantically, heart drumming in his chest. They don’t want you to escape that’s why they put them there you’re okay you’re okay you’re okay.
The screams just kept coming, endless and piercing and shooting Wind’s heart through with inescapable terror. He couldn’t even move to cover his ears, and he felt a terrified scream build in his own throat.
But it wouldn’t come out. Wind could only keep standing there, immobilized, tears trailing silently down his cheeks.
It felt like his heart was being encased in ice, frost shooting through his veins with every scream and grazing touch. More screams joined the agonizing chorus from behind him, and the terror felt like it would crush him, repeatedly crashing over him like a freezing wave.
Hands grabbed at him, nails grazing his skin. Wind couldn’t move, the torrential screams hammering at him, cracking him, filling him up with so much terror his mind couldn’t focus on anything else.
His world narrowed down to screams and beady eyes, Wind drowning in terror, eyes darting around wildly, mind screaming every time a hand grazed him.
If he could move he’d be curled up on the ground, but all he could do was stand here and sob in his mind as a deathly cold hand finally closed around his wrist.
Then a different noise rang out over the screams.
It was garbled in Wind’s ears, some sort of talking he couldn’t make out over the redeads’ shrieks. But suddenly music poured into the cell, cheery and bright, and the screaming stopped.
All of it.
Wind’s ears still rang with them, and the terror still pressed over him like a wet blanket, but there was finally silence, and the hand trying to drag Wind closer to the bars had stopped in its efforts, the redead’s mouth stuck open with its teeth bared.
Wind would’ve sobbed if he could move, and he heard footsteps and talking, his ears still ringing too much to make out. Strong arms pulled the hand off his wrist and cradled him to a chest, shouted something at the other sets of footsteps. The song trilled again, bright and warm, and though Wind still couldn’t do much as twitch his pinky, some of his panic eased as he felt a steady heartbeat against where his ear rested.
The others were here.
There must have been a trip out, but Wind missed most of it, still trapped in the lingering screams he could hear in his mind. Tears trickled steadily down his cheeks, and past the unnaturally sharp fear was a flicker of annoyance at crying so much.
But the terror mostly blotted it out.
Sunshine finally fell onto his face, warm and soft, and whoever was holding Wind lowered themselves to a knee. A face looked down at him, and Wind saw Twilight, eyes fearful.
“Hey Wind, you alright?” he asked, and Wind could only stare at him, heart pounding, terror still clenching like a talon around him. “Wind?”
“Is he okay?” someone else asked, and Twilight leaned back, Time and Wild’s faces both coming into view next.
“He’s not responding,” Twilight replied, and Time leaned in, studying Wind’s face with a worried look.
“Wind, can you hear me?” Time asked, setting a hand on his chest.
I can hear you fine, I just can’t move! Wind wanted to scream, but his mouth was still frozen shut. The only thing that he was still able to do was cry, apparently.
Time gently wiped his tears away, and if Wind wasn’t still so terrified, he was sure he’d be embarrassed. “Do we know how long he was down there?”
“An hour, hour and a half? No more than two based on when we started looking,” a voice Wind placed as Wild added anxiously. Oh good, he avoided the trap. “Is that bad?”
“It’s a long time to be around an attacking redead, no less dozens of them like he was,” Time replied, gently tilting Wind’s head around as he looked at it. “Usually the song fixes things, I have no idea why he’s still frozen like this.”
“Prolonged exposure I’d guess,” Four’s voice added, and Twilight’s hand combed gently through his hair. “It might just take him longer to break out of it. He’s so cold...”
“I still can’t believe we lost sight of him like that,” Wild said quietly, and a different hand touched his shoulder. “I’m sorry, Wind.”
Oh Wild, it’s not your fault, Wind thought, trying to look the champion in the eye and convey the sentiment. I’d tell you so if I could.
Some more footsteps pounded against the grass suddenly, and the amount of voices around Wind doubled, more faces leaning over to look at him, worried questions floating over his head. The other Links had obviously joined the group, and Wind struggled even harder against the paralysis making him nothing but deadweight. But he remained as frozen as ever, a scream still stuck in his throat, ice around his heart.
“Give him space, I’m pretty sure he’s aware of what’s going on and you all are crowding him,” Warriors’ voice chided, and the majority of heads pulled back from his view. The captain’s face appeared in his line of sight, full of worry. “Wind? Can you move anything? Even just something small?”
Wind started at his feet and worked his way upward this time, trying to move anything he could. Fear still thrummed through him, his body on high alert, tears tracking down his cheeks, but he finally managed to twitch his eyelids a little.
“Hey, there we go,” Warriors said with relief in his eyes. “Can you do it again?”
Wind focused, managing another twitch, and almost did a full blink when he tried again. Warriors’ face was still worried, but he looked encouraged by even the tiny movement.
“Here, let me see if this helps some more,” Time said then, and Twilight shifted Wind around in his arms so his head was a little more upright.
Time pulled out his ocarina, purplish blue in the sunshine, and he played the trilling song again, the one Wind finally recognized as the song of passing. Time played it through a couple times, magic falling over Wind like a beam of sunlight. He was surprised the time of day itself didn’t change, but maybe Time was stopping it from doing that somehow.
Suddenly the magic loosened something inside him, the icy terror cracking, thawing a little. Some feeling swept back into his body, and the scream that had been stuck in Wind’s throat this whole time suddenly burst out, loud and terrified.
Time immediately stopped playing, and Wind began to tremble as feeling slowly spread to the rest of him, his scream ending in a hiccup. It felt amazing to finally give voice to the horrible coldness in him, and Wind barely noticed when a thumb brushed along his cheek.
“Wind?” Time asked quietly, and Wind breathed in a shaking breath, firmly blinking tears out of his eyes.
“Th-thank, tha-ank y-you,” he managed get out in a miserable-sounding whimper.
Sighs of relief went up around him, and Time gave Wind a smile, even with the way Wind was shaking and still unable to stop the tears from escaping his eyes.
“You’re welcome Sailor,” Time replied, and brushed a few more of his tears away.
Wind managed a shaky smile back, then relaxed into Twilight’s arms, more and more of the ice in his chest melting away into bright sunshine.
#day 13 continuation tomorrow (or next anyway. might not be tomorrow)#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu wind#lu time#fic#whumptober#whumptober 2024#no.27#voiceless#i have no mouth and i must scream#writing from the floor#another one dowwwwn#I’m excited for 28 and 29!#...I also don’t have particular plans for 30 or 31 lol so we’ll see about those#maybe ill give in and do something with an oc Link
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Forging of the Ring/The Proposal/Reflections of Self
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Till death do us part? You’re not getting out of this that easily.
And with that I think I’m done with my little marriage series (as I have been calling my bigger Sauron pieces)! I will post them all together sometime. Happy Halloween and remember not to separate out parts of your soul for the making of cursed jewelry!
Bonus thing with some extra portraiture under the cut, idk
#my art#silm art#sauron#mairon#annatar#it’s like the holy trinity but really fucked up!#sometimes I think about Frodo in lotr going ‘be careful which names you take on’ and then about sauron. and then about fae rules#committed to the bit so hard he can no longer separate himself from it#wild#described in alt text#maybe one of these days I’ll detail all my thoughts about the ring and objectification and marriage but not right now. right now we post ar#not one of the pieces I’m super proud of but hey#guess it’ll have to look bad! rule still applies and I learned a lot#also had a lot of fun rendering fire! (got to do it twice because I accidentally deleted the canvas once)#inktober#inktober 2024#inktober day 31#<——tags 4 future me#there are two versions bc I like the extra portraiture but also#eerieness of being alone in space :)
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When i said get better by alt-j was for Corvo and Jess I wasn’t joking
A bittersweet little story about how the future empress of the isles met her loyal bodyguard (and immediately had a crush)
#dishonored#corvo attano#jessamine kaldwin#art tag#it was 31 hours in Procreate alone#and it took me about a week? to finish it#damn I’m kinda slow haha#nothing like a tragic love story am I right#i can't see mistakes rn but I'm 100% sure i will in a couple of days#i don't like how it came out but that's okay i guess. I'll get better
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“the tentacle curls around your inner thigh”
stares to the side like i’m in the office
#me sighing#knowing i’m going to be seeing some shit on ao3 and tumblr for the next few days#im not a smut reader so this is exceedingly funny to me#anyway uhhh this is about#malevolent podcast#malevolent#malevolent 31#lyrker unlurks: malevolent#aaaand#arthur lester#hey buddy that was in YOUR head
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he’s literally just a silly little bbg guy !!!✨…
#31 new TS songs & I’ve now drawn two memes from the same one🕴️#every song on TTPD is actually about Fyodor & BSD actually did you know actually#AND BC I MAKE THE RULES I declare that the birdie is okay !!!#don’t FRET🕊️😭#he was simply startled by the 🩸 that was already on Fyodor’s hand…😀😶🌫️#his potential 🩸-related ability…messy business is all😶#also this piece is great bc it shows just how inconsistently I’m able to draw one(1) man who I am entirely fixated on😀 pffft💕#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#ttpd#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#bsd fyodor#fyolai#anime#manga#bsd manga#memes#who’s afraid of little old me#meme drawing
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does someone (fusebox) wanna explain why the HELL kat and lyle/jude got dumped from the villa but UMA stays like why get rid of the only other official couple? make it make sense
#i just. have so many feelings about today’s volume. it started off good (as usual) and rapidly went downhill i’m so confused#litg#love island the game#litg all stars#litg s9#fusebox#AND DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON THE 31 GEM OUTFIT
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happy halloween marauders fans
#marauders#halloween#i’m sick#i can’t think about it or i’ll cry#october 31#james potter#marauders era#the marauders era#remus lupin#sirius black
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My boss was just talking to me about Supernatural being one of his favorite shows and I asked him about his thoughts on Castiel being sent to super hell for confessing to Dean (I have never seen the show everything I know about this show is from this hell site) and he had literally no idea about it.
Turns out he stopped watching it like right before that and he has also never heard of the ship before but by the end of our conversation he was invest and wanted to learn more sooo…I got a new Destiel shipper for y’all
#literally no idea how this happened#he’s like 31 so not old I’m like 28 but that was still wild to talk about#he had no idea#trying to explain this shit to his baffled face and trying not to just pretend I just outed my shipping habits was insane#welp happy Friday bitches#destiel#supernatural#spn
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biiiig personal question, feel free to ignore as i know you're super busy, but - how did you know you wanted kids? when did you make up your mind and was there a specific moment that helped you make up your mind? i'm very nearly 30 and i thought i'd just... know by now, but i feel more conflicted than ever.
I was pretty sure by my late 20s. I wasn’t always positive I even liked kids, but in college I worked at a daycare for a while and discovered that small children are SO weird and funny. it’s a lot of fun to watch them learn stuff. I also felt increasingly like the things I like most about teaching (like helping kids learn how to solve their own problems) would probably translate in some form to parenting. also idk I think by my early 30s I was looking at my life kinda like, is this all I want to do? I found teaching slash my job very rewarding and I liked having lots of free time to do whatever I wanted but I also am not like, someone who derives my sense of self from my casual hobbies, if that makes sense? I really like engaging in Purposeful Work and I am often happiest/most fulfilled when I’m doing hard things that require intense focus and investment. I feel like my parents have always talked about parenting like that, as this huge, time-consuming, often thankless project that is also extraordinarily joyful and purposeful work, which enriches the whole arc of your life in ways you couldn’t have predicted at the outset. it’s obviously not the only kind of purposeful work you can do, and I imagine that especially in the time-intensive early years it probably makes it harder to engage in other types of work that might be just as important to you. so there are tradeoffs for sure—like, I’m probably not going to write a novel in the next few years! and I might slow down some aspects of my career! and I certainly won’t get to travel as freely as I might have before. but I got to make this small person! and I’ll get to have this relationship with him that will evolve and change over the course of our whole lives. and I’ll get to have experiences and go places and learn things I never would have otherwise. and there will be other periods of my life where I will have more time to write or pursue my career more aggressively or travel or whatever else I want to do.
#I will also say#I wasn’t SURE sure until I was 31 or 32#and even then I was like ok I’ll start when I’m 33 or 34 lol I need a little more time#so you might find clarity later than you expect#I also feel like parenting in my mid 30s is going to be soooo different than it would’ve been in my late 20s#I just feel steadier and more secure in myself m#I think late 20s I would’ve had more existential crises about it#parenting#baby tag
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head canons that are so far removed from canon it turns into a different source material
(familial kaeya and diluc)
#I refuse to believe diluc is only in his early 20s in game that man is at least 31. It’s my account so I get to make stuff up 😕#the wat I talk about this game is like I’m talking about a completely different game#no one gets them like I do#genshin impact#原神#kaeya alberich#diluc ragnvindr#my art
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william tries to get vyncent to play doki-doki but they don’t even make it past the first traumatic event because vyncent thinks he’s supposed to kill the girls and william gets jealous and closes his laptop on vyncents hand and breaks his finger accidentally
#sorry i spent too long thinking about doki-doki earlier#this is the consequence#red rambles relentlessly#jrwi show#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#guys i’m coping with 31 let me simmer i’ll feel better tomorrow maybe#jrwi ghostknife#incase it was unclear william gets jealous because vyncent is flirting with someone other than him
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