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emeraldcreeper · 5 months ago

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Hearing just how badly my cousin is fucking up (really multiple cousins who are fucking up ones just more of a long term deal) doesn’t make me feel better it makes me want to walk into the sea

I’m not like as colossally fucking up, I’m looking out for my health and general wellbeing, I can’t work currently and by god I gave up on trying to get a real job that’s done from home I can’t think of words right that’s another great reason I can’t work

So clearly the answer is walk to the woods (the sea is very far i live in a landlocked state I could walk to a river but that’s not as poignant) and I keep thinking about what my (admittedly quite bad) therapist said about me not working, and not wanting it to be a fear thing, when I know how sick I get when I push through the pain and can’t get to my meds that make me also sick feeling

#vent #it means nothing and I’m not like #a real fuckup #just kind of one?#it’s not like I’m doing badly per se I’m just #yknow #not producing capital in the society where capital is important for general life #and I’m not disabled enough to get disability it’s fucking pointless to try it #I’m just #resting until I I don’t know what #I’m a fuckup #it’s hard to not feel it when it’s sort of true #I don’t know #there’s no jobs I can do because I need dark and days off whenever #and that doesn’t exist #because I’d get fired #snd if I got fired I’d be really scared to get a job and I need to remember my therapist was generally pretty bad at doing therapy at me #because she never quite knew my problems that well #I need to write therapy at myself again but the fic where I do it it’s not happening yet #so I can’t do the scenes if I don’t know where I’m going #I know the plot it’s a how I get there issue

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macksartblock · 6 months ago

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Your art’s yummy, Tysm for the meals <33

no thank you lol anyway shout out to the loser parents of all time

#some of my favourite fuckups #using your ask to share a sketch from work lol #lovesong #sparrow oak garcia #nick close #nicky swift #I’m not taging all his names that’s it #my artwork #dndads

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leclerc-s · 2 months ago

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oscar finally got the win he deserved

#f1 #formula 1 #baku gp 2024 #leclerc-s race thoughts #oscar piastri #i mean he apologized after his 1st win because of mclaren’s fuckups #this is the win he very much deserves #i’m so happy for him

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the-unseelie-court-official · 11 months ago

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Arent you that guy that burnt their grilled cheese?

So sad

Next time add some BUTTER to that PAN you FUCKING SAVAGE

Thank you, stranger, for helping me learn more about myself

#getting called guy as a trans woman DOES really suck who woulda thought #also #I’m saying this as nicely as I can since I don’t think you had purposefully bad intentions here #we are not friends and you do not know me #I was like let me laugh at myself real quick about the time I was drunkenly making egg on toast in the pan and I was so worried about the #egg when I flipped the bread it was terribly burnt on that one side #notably only that one side I took a picture of #bc I was hammered and talking to a friend the whole time #and just. chances are when something is every day getting closer to 100k notes I’ve already been dunked on enough no?#like do y’all genuinely think you’re above making notable mistakes like that?#because you’re not #and I really wish people wouldn’t act like I’m some sort of invalid because I had #emphasis on the past tense #the good nature to laugh about #my damn fuckup

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infinitelytheheartexpands · 19 days ago

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house is open.

HOUSE IS OPEN.

(also a member of the crew brought me flowers! 🥹)

#stage management #nice to know i’m not seen as a total fuckup lmao

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koifrog · 1 month ago

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#if every single fuckup I’ve ever made this year at work could not come to light all at once #that would be so fucking stellar #😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑#my mental health is really struggling to survive blow after weekly blow #mistakes are normal #but I get marked up on each one and if I have too many at one time that gets me in serious trouble with work #and these are all mistakes I made months and even in one case YEARS ago #this is kind of the fucking worst actually 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#talk #vent #ALSO it’s super fucked that this all happens THE MOMENT a position for the promotion I’ve been trying to get for over a year opens up #they never open these positions up for some reason and I was told at the beginning of the year I should be in that position #and then 8 fucking months goes by and they don’t offer a position and then!!!#when they FINALLY DO!!!!#error. error. error. error. error. error.#SO FUCKED UP #I’m so upset #I’ve been crying about this for like a month straight and it doesn’t stop #and I’m not making any NEW mistakes!!!#it’s all shit from earlier this year!!!!#it’s so awful knowing that even if I don’t make a single mistake for a full year moving forward I could still end up with my job on the line #because old shit keeps popping up #it’s a nightmare for real

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h0neyfreak · 3 months ago

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I wrote a paper in college for a children’s fantasy class on how PJO handles disability (specifically ADHD and dyslexia) better than almost any other book for kids that tries to be “about” disability. And rereading it now as more of an adult (I think I was 18 when I took that class) I was worried I’d spend the whole time cringing at my past self but like….I was correct and I’m glad I said it. “Your brain is wired differently and just because it’s a benefit in certain situations (fighting monsters or reading Ancient Greek) doesn’t mean it sucks any less the rest of the time. Especially in a world that doesn’t acknowledge the existence of monsters or write anything in Ancient Greek” is a based take on intellectual disabilities that genuinely meant a lot to me as a kid with (undiagnosed) ADHD.

#this is not to absolve ol Rick of criticism for some of the other not great choices made in the book #but like this point specifically is really neat and I think YA authors can and should learn a lot from it #when it comes to making fantasy allegories for the very real issues of their audience #it wasn’t comforting to 8 year old me because ‘oh I’m actually a superhero and these issues are just because no one appreciates me’#it was comforting because it meant I could be an annoying fuckup all day at school #and still be worthy of love and do impressive things and have fun etc etc #and ALSO get cool water powers #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo series #void screams

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library-whale · 1 year ago

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