#I’ll probably edit this a lot

[alexei-home-fromthewar-at-last]

Here’s a little intro/pinned post that I’ll probably edit later.

Hey, I go by Alex on here sometimes Alexei since it’s in my username, but that’s just a silly little musical reference. Most info is in my header, but in short I’m a queer physics major with chronic pain and many niche silly little interests.

Here are my different tags:

#alexei’s silly little thoughts : any original posts of mine

#silly little thoughts : other people’s posts that give off the same vibe as my lighthearted “silly little” original posts

#alexei’s silly little ✨chronic illness✨ : chronically ill/disabled/chronic pain stuff

#alexei’s educational ramblings : original posts (or additions to reblogged posts) that are geared more towards educating others on a topic.

#educational ramblings : other people’s educational posts

#alexei’s… aro? ace? idk : I’m somewhere on the aro and ace spectrums (more ace than aro, but still somewhere). I only figured this out like a year ago, so me questioning stuff or just talking about being aro/ace-spec.

#alexei’s favs : My favorite original posts, so they’re not lost in the alexei’s silly little thoughts tag.

#alexei’s silly little art : my art

#🌸silly little art🌸 : other people’s art

#🌸silly little comics🌸 : people’s cool comics

#don’t you… forget about me : my “to reference/come back to later” tag

Others are pretty self explanatory like #quotes, #cicadas, #queer, #trans, #chronically ill, #disabled, etc. you can see them in my featured tags.

[edwinisms]

it’s actually so wild to me that this fairly quirky YA type show gave both of its main characters deaths that can, in one way or another, solidly be considered hate crimes. they were both flat out murdered as a result of being A) gay and effeminate or B) brown (south asian, specifically) and you could argue whether or not those kids thought of it that way in the moment or whatever but the bottom line is that they would not have been in the situations that killed them if they weren’t of their respective minorities. like legitimately that is a ballsy choice for this kind of netflix show, let alone for the two Main Characters, and i respect it big time

[katisbadatnames]

Sebastian thoughts go

assuming Sebastian does end up contacting a rival company and getting out, can things really go back to normal again? Zeal said that Innovation Inc was “the goat” and that they’d be able to change him back, however it wouldn’t be an easy or pleasant process. Like at all. It would be just like turning into the fish again. If urbanshade couldn’t reverse the effects after a couple months I doubt Innovaton would be able to after 10 years. I assume it would be harder to remove transformations and dna than adding it.

so what would Sebastian do? Does he have to stay in yet another testing facility while scientists run tests and procedures to figure out how to properly turn him back? And then he’d have to go through the ACTUAL process.

would Sebastian even be willing to go through that again? Surrounded by scientists and medical equipment and injections and tests. Would he mentally be able to handle it? Would it be too much for his already fucked up body? Can dna even be removed in a safe way??

he’d be right back at square one, learning to live in his body again, barely knowing himself.

lol I rarely write posts like these I’ll probably delete it I have more thoughts about him returning to the outside world and his family (he can’t) (not really)

[daffi-990]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️

It’s Sunday for me so here’s a small eight sentence tease of a snippet from the ladder truck bombing from Rival Firefighters 🚒 (I’m pretty sure it’s eight sentences … I don’t want to recount so we’re going with eight).

Gosh I really really really want to share everything I’ve written for the bombing because your girl needs validation, but I don’t want to share everything haha. The struggle is real 😅

Prev snippet here.

Collateral damage.

Freddie says the words with a shrug like he’s not talking about a fucking life and the fury burning inside Eddie grows hotter. This guy doesn’t give a shit about the people he’s hurt, so blinded by his stupid quest for revenge. Eddie isn’t aware his hands are clenched and shaking, nails digging into the skin of his palms, until there’s a hand on his wrist and Hen’s voice is drifting into his ear, soft and gentle like a trickling stream.

“I know you’re angry, I am too,” she slides her hand down from his wrist to slowly pry his hand open, “but Buck needs us to be calm and in control of ourselves right now, okay Eddie?” Her hand slips into his and she squeezes gently. Eddie can feel the stickiness of blood between their palms from his fingernails. “Trust Bobby, he hasn’t let us down so far, I don’t think he’s planning on starting today.”

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[aerospectrum]

“a mirrored picture of my old man… god the kid looks so sad… i’m seventeen going under….”

[deklo]

ok i’m working on the first very quick messy sketches of the bee short story comic and BOYYYY did i underestimate how long it will be lmao

[supercalime]

Honest question, why do yall care? I mean, if it’s real, good for them but like, this feels so gross. I’ve seen how fans treat them like characters, they deserve all the privacy they can get, relationship or not

[the-travelling-witch]

Hi hi holly! Hehe Can we hear more about Carmilla? (and if you’ve decided on who her potential partner is 👀)

hi tato!! omg ofc you can!! where do i even start though… probably by saying this is going to be messy ^^; i may have a lot of thoughts but that doesn’t mean that any of them are connected or possible to translate into words jshshs

first of all, i put a little thought into her name that i think sums up her vibe pretty well. carmilla sounds a lot like camilla (harmless little plant, also good for calming down) but it’s actually taken from the vampire carmilla (dangerous, seductive, draining people’s energy yk like her unique magic). her last name comes from the hawthorn tree (but with an e tagged on for aesthetics), which are also called fairy trees and i think the magical, whimsical and mischievous vibe of fairies is exactly what i want her to be ^^

she wasn’t actually twisted from a disney character at first but i’ve went and kinda assigned her the will-o-wisps from brave, which would also fit the fairy/fox fires i’ve described floating around her before; i haven’t settled on a definitive incantation for her unique magic yet but it’ll be sth along the lines of “I’m your light in the darkness, you’ll follow me blindly. If you take, you must give. Share the Love.” or at least that’s my last draft of a spell jshhsh

since she’s not a beastman but a fae, i was thinking that she gains an additional tail with every 100 years she’s lived like a kitsune (though she would always just show one anyway). i was thinking that she’s close to 200, kinda like malleus, and would get a third tail “soon”.

as for the partner i’ve picked for her, he has not changed since the last time we spoke (or well, i rambled). he shares her partially teal colour palette, he schemes and plots, he is… jade leech!!

dramatics is what they would want

my reasoning is still pretty much the same as it has been when i first thought of it. for one, jade is one of my faves, so putting him in more hcs is always a win in my books. but also, he’s mature and confident enough to handle a relationship with an idol who flirts her way into many hearts (that unique magic has to be fuelled somehow) without taking it personally. sure he might activate the fake pout for sympathy afterwards but both of them know he’s just being funny. also i just want to see what these two would get up to (sorry azul, sorry nrc)

i’ve already rambled about how i can see carmilla visiting mostro lounge after a concert. it’s already past closing time and jade is the only one still there, wiping down the counter and the glasses behind the bar. she’d slip onto one of the bar stools, watching with a smile as he’s already making her favourite drink, asking if everything went well (he can already tell by the way she’s basically glowing with her unique magic). they continue their small talk until they go to bed… how fortunate that jade always happens to be the one closing up when carmilla has a performance~

(yes floyd is used to it but if azul or jamil ask about where carmilla has been, neither of three know anything about it)

also, as an idol, carmilla is quite used to being involved in rumours and fortunately jade seems to find them amusing instead of getting bothered by them

i can see them chilling in bed, watching a movie or being on their phones after spending the day together as she happens across a headline trying to pin her in a dating scandal

carmilla, on her phone, snuggled up against jade: hey did you know i was spotted in a restaurant i’ve never been to with a male idol this evening?

jade, fake gasping: to think that you would cheat on the mostro lounge like this, dear, i’m very hurt

carmilla, wiping a fake tear: i’m so sorry, i just can’t help myself

your honour, i just think they’d be fun together. also going hiking with jade would be great for her to clear her head and get away from it all while still exercising <3

(+ she was born in a briar valley forest, she probably knows some whacky mushrooms and plants she can tell him about)

[inumbrapugnabimus-maybe]

this is my art account! My other account (random nonsense and reblogging stuff) is @whyoneartheven!

I go by Evie, I’m female, Catholic, and pro life! I do art for mostly TLOZ and Linked Universe, though I love other fandoms too!

If you’d like to use my art for anything (which i'm almost always ok with), please ask me first, and be sure to credit me :)

oh, and finally, I’m glad to take art requests at any time, but I can’t promise I’ll get to all of them! (No nsfw stuff please!)

here’s the runover of what kind of requests I take :)

Ok here is my wild list of AUs and tags i try to use:

@margindoodles2407 and I are working on a Loz concept at @tloz-heros-spirit! I often forget to use the tag for it but said tag is #hero's spirit! I have another TLOZ AU going (sort of) which for now uses the tag #little link! It's about a little guy named Link and his first adventure! My dream is to make it a comic :) i also have a few other TLOZ AUs going... they aren't really big yet but feel free to ask about them! they should be tagged with #character design or #loz au ALSO the wonderful @uncleskyrule and I have a sort of casual Linked Universe modern au going!! Anything related to it is under the tags #different era same spirit au and/or #DESS FINALLY the tag I use for art is #my art, the tag for OCs is #evie’s ocs, and #character design is for my many designs that don't have a story connected to them!

Feel free to ask about any of these AUs (or anything else) here or on my main blog!!

[i-may-be-an-emu]

Is this getting out of hand? Maybe. Do I have regrets? Zero.

[athena-xox]

If I were to write a long eah rewrite would anyone beta read?

Edit: I’ve made another post that pinned with more details about this if you’re interested

[nami-moittli]

Made an Ace one for fun ft my headcanons (bi + ace)

[namisweatheria]

Remember how Yamato’s clothing fully covered his chest before his face/transgenderism reveal? I THINK ABOUT IT CONSTANTLY. Also I know he doesn’t pluck his brows or wear fantasy mascara. This isn’t a post op/hormones Yams it’s literally just him without The Anime Misogyny.

BRINGING YOU THE REAL YAMATO FINALLY FREED FROM ODA-VISION!!!!

♥️♥️♥️

Because he gets misgendered so rarely that he seems genuinely confused/unbothered when it does happen, I think that he’s comfortable with his body as is. Not that I don’t think medically transitioned art of him is cool, it extremely is, I just personally resonate with this version the most, so my edits reflect that. He's my dysphoria stress chew toy and these pictures have bite marks

(Originals under the cut for comparison- and like all my edits they only look good before you zoom in. Tumblr’s shitty app updates helped me on this one lmao.)

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

I have been exporting the audio wrong this whole time I- anyway. All posts from here on will have the correct setting :)

*edit. The post right before this does have the correct settings and the new equalizer stuff. If it sounds slightly better, that’s why.

[chelseasdagger]

WOOOO CHAPTER 3 IS DONE ITS A LIL OVER 9K IM SO SORRY :(

[javier-pena]

i’m more than halfway done with the novel i’m writing and honestly you guys (gn) ……… i have no idea who i’m supposed to be when i’m not constantly working on it