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#just here to schedule some posts#but I’ll probably stay logged off after that until at least New Years#fandom is just very bad for me rn#I hope this doesn’t look like a flounce I’m just bad at not over sharing#I’ll probably be back but idk when#I’m just so drained and I will stop there#but thank you for the love and attention for my fic this year!!!#it’s so much more than I deserve 💜💜💜#and I’m sorry for a lot of things lol but I won’t get into it#just thank you and hopefully see you all in 2024!!!#misc#vent#negative#(partially)#tbd
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Something really just. Nice that I noticed with the bros is that each of them has shown off some pretty interesting skills.
Raph is the one who fixes April’s ceiling fan for her, Mikey takes on half the work when making the new puppy rescue for Todd, and Leo is outright able to reprogram Shelldon’s AI (he messed up, but the fact he was able to do this at all is like??? Raph and Mikey were there too did they know Leo could do that because they were not surprised-)
Of course, this is nothing compared to Donnie’s own immense talent and skill for inventing and science in general, but it shows that the others are not incapable of assisting in his field if need be.
What I like to think with all of this is that they listened to and likely helped with Donnie’s various ideas growing up. Sure they may not get the specifics, and complex science talk goes right over their heads, but in a pinch they’d be able to get Donnie the right tool or set a wire back in place. It’s not as necessary now that Donnie is much more independent when he makes things, but it’s cute to imagine there being a time where the others had to pitch in and learned some stuff because of it.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise raph#rise mikey#rise leo#rottmnt headcanons#idk I know we call these boys dumb a lot but they all have smart moments#okay fr this time I’m going back to avoiding tumblr for a bit haha it’s too addicting#rip my mental health#I’ll see you when I finish that comic#actually all of them have a lottt of skills under their belt#and they learn super fast#probably because of Draxum making them to be super engineered or smth#but it’s fun to witness#April too is super superrrr skilled#so is Splinter#honestly they all are awesome and losers at the same time I love
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actually since my computer is out of order would y’all like to send in some sketch requests? :] i wanna draw so bad but i open to a blank page and my mind goes blank asw shdjfkd i’m out of ideas 🥲
#all the art i was planning to do i wanna do digitally…#so idk what to do rn lol#also doing this to celebrate 5.3k thank you guys?! no idea how i got here haha#to the jesstra request i’ll see if i can get to that too! if not by sketchbook then probably when i get the laptop back
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Tell me why in the comments or tags!! I think either Galar or Alola. I lived in Scotland for a bit and would love to move back so I LOVE Galar for that!! But something about the Alola region is so appealing! It feels so peaceful and like there’s a lot to do!!
#I’ll probably vote Galar myself#very curious about others opinions though!#I was born in Scotland but I moved to the states pretty young#but me and my bf are pretty set on moving back when we can#I love Scotland#also my cat has the biggest zoomies right now#pokemon#pkmn#pkmn smash or pass#smash or pass#pokemon smash or pass#markiplier#pkmn poll#pokemon poll#pkmn posts#poll#pokemon region#polls#fandom polls#I’m a pale bitch though idk if my skin could handle Alola#I will say that Galar was disappointingly not Scottish#it was very English and aside from some tartan and a unicorn? I didn’t see a lot of Scotland there
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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So, I’m working on it…
Guys…ngl this oneshot is taking too much effort for me to write (I’ve been feeling unwell lately ngl) so unfortunately there won’t be a “Love Me Like A Rockstar” update this week because I really want to finish up this story. I’m sorry and I hope you understand! 🫶🏻
#just bvidzsoo things#i love the plot I have created for this story and i really want to finish it as fast as possible#so i won’t be updating anything else this week…as in the greek series and lmlar…so i hope you can understand#i feel bad for not updating lmlar but i just feel so stressed and tired and like…just mentally exhausted#and i don’t want to lose my creative streak bcz i absolutely love writing and writing with ateez has brought out the best in me#but idk…the stress i felt when i was close to finishing university had returned really BADLY probably bcz i applied to a master’s degree#and idk i just…i need a break but i also need to find a job and life feels a little too much atm#but don’t worry…my interview for the master’s degree is tomorrow so i’ll bounce back once this is over and i’ll be sort of stress free lol#ateez#ateez seonghwa#park seonghwa#seonghwa x reader
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Couldn’t let pride month end without posting namivivi
#one piece#nefertari vivi#cat burglar nami#namivivi#my art#one piece fanart#veil#veil manga#I did this back when redrawing this was still a trend#idk why I drew Nami with the East blue outfit probably just muscle memory atp#and sorry for nerfing Vivi’s forehead I’ll draw her with her giant ass forehead next time
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Istg there’s actually something so surreally heartbreaking about remembering a friend you lost. Like. I don’t even know how to express it in anything but questions: do you miss me? why don’t we talk anymore? how could you do that to me? couldn’t you see I needed you? do you remember how it felt to love me? It’s never a good enough reason, always a stupid fucking thing to lose a friend over, but I don’t think there’s anything worse than knowing you can’t have that back.
#Idk guys#i guess I’m sad today?#I just can’t fathom the fact that I can’t just#Be eleven again and make everything work out#And IK it sounds so dramatic#But that’s got to be worse than a breakup?#Right?#because you know a high school girlfriend won’t be there forever#But a friend could’ve been?#And then idk#it just kinda hits you#That you really can’t have that back#And now it’s just#Avoiding eye contact#And remembering someone hates you#When you never thought they would#FUCKKK sorry for the depression#I’ll probably delete this later lmao
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thinking about this post i saw the other week where this person was saying how badly they wanted to be able to buy a nice mug without thinking twice about it. and all the comments were saying how they could just buy a cheaper mug. and they were like jesus fucking christ ITS NOT ABOUT THE MUG. because yeah
#i’m so fucking. Exhausted#having to so carefully budget every single dollar#and feeling like a failure if i want to get like. some fancy cookies or something#or a nice blanket#and i am paying back my debt but also taking on more every year#and i personally don’t even feel that bad about it. like as long as i can afford the monthly payments idc#but then i see like three million tiktok/youtube videos shaming people who have less debt than i do#and im like. well ok.#like i am Trying idk what else to say😭#but i don’t want to try this hard like i’m not strong enough#i don’t have the work ethic or desire to scrape every penny into my savings like.#i just want to be able to buy fun things and see my friends#not even like. anything crazy expensive😭#i want to go out to a bar for karaoke without feeling guilty about the drink prices#it’s just. sooooo fucking frustrating and i’m worried it won’t ever end#sorry for the rant i am just spiraling a little bit😭#i’ll probably delete later#like i am Fine and actually doing really well rn#but i am so sick of not being able to afford to eat#and even when i start getting paid i still have to be so so so careful with my money#which i am. historically not good at doing#UGH#sorry😭#will delete#personal
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pov you’ve just reread the yi city arc… except that clearly wasn’t ENOUGH because of course your analysis brain had to take over and search for parallels, so you have to go and reread and save the most depressing WWX scenes right after…
i’m fine :))
#catalyst was “at that momrnt wwx saw himself in xxc”#brain: but was there a specific moment on wwx’s end too (or was it more general)? which instant?#(the description made it seem more like a specific moment but it doesn’t ABSOLUTELY rule out the other option)#my money’s on nightless city just post jyl death but it’s not 1:1#of course seeing as it’s describing a feeling. it does NOT have to be 1:1#but you have the parallels between xxc finding out he killed the person he was closest to (sl)#and then wwx seeing i’d say the person he was closest to (jyl) die for his sake#while accusations from others are being thrown#and they’re currently not denying#i was wondering if it could be referring to some time during the siege as well but i’m not sure wwx would be-#unable to “do anything except silently acknowledge the critiques and accusations” then? since he does have sth he’s fighting for there#unlike nightless city#(though that specific wording is partly why i doubted nightless city as well…? since it doesn’t seem like he’s silently acknowledging them)#(instead “he could no longer hear any of them”)#not sure that’s a big enough point of contention though bc context around NC definitely fits the best#of course it could be right afterwards (when he came back to proper consciousness anyway) too and it’s thinking ABT the accusations???#but idk#i do think referring to that moment is most likely#…anyway pictured above is the brain that MADE ME REREAD NIGHTLESS CITY (and “what am i supposed to do now” + wn wq giving themselves in as-#(-other points of comparison)#so thank you very much for that brain….#i’ll probably write sth short about it when my thoughts are less scrambled#or i may keep it to chapter by chapter analysis when i do that#but right now it’s too late#skye rereads mdzs
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“who put the baby in charge” but it’s sirius being treated like he’s grown basically from the time he starts speaking
#when i made this account last summer and dumped it after 2 days it was to put my sabrina marauders thoughts somewhere#idk how i got back here and like to the point of never not being here i had midterms in may and was feeling isolated#help#it’s ok i like it here i think there’s no way back now#and when school starts i’ll probably just post more#what was i going to say again#exhale by sabrina carpenter
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The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.
#“Gio did you seriously spend 200 dollars on the aigis deluxe addition and then pay 35 dollars for a dlc are you fr??’’#“Gio they are practically stealing ur money away from you at this point what on earth are you doing’’#IDK 😭😭😭#nahhh I’m actually kind of broke now I’m getting worried abt my money supply ☺️ especially considering I’m still jobless ☺️#I might be getting a job at a dishwasher soon tho 😯#urgh I can’t believe people actually have to work….society….#tbh I’ll probably end up backing out last second as always bc I don’t want to wash dishes :(#why would I wash dishes when I could be writing or drawing :(#urgh#agghhhh#persona#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#If I actually do end up getting the job (doubt) I genuinely bet I’ll last a week before either quitting or getting fired#like fr 😭 I’m cooked#I have the worst work ethic ever it’s actually crazy#HELPPP WHY AM I RAMBLING ABT MY JOB TROUBLES UNDER A PERSONA POSTTTT#LMAOO#I lovveeee oversharing on the internet 💕🫶 🎉#anyways every days great at your Junes and whatnot#wish I could work at Junes smh#the junes theme song would make it bearable#BEARable haha get it haha bc teddie is a bear and teddies the mascot haha#persona 4#p4#persona 4 golden
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anyways I re did my grid tier list after a series of events so… don’t open read more if you don’t to potentially see your fave be sent to eternal damnation
annoying as fuck is a positive category because they know how to be annoying in style
#this is really just for me to maybe look back on in the future and chuckle when I probably decide to hate one of these people more#or love. i can be a lover too#did this before the dric news and I’m not redoing it because i can’t be bothered#idk what to tag this that I’ll remember#tierlist#I guess
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Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#I need to figure out a way to tag these guys#like with renny and dori I just put sotrl in front of their names and that works#but emran is technically an LaF character. though not uniquely tied to that verse. and idk what to do with Ila and Alasie#maybe I need to have some unique oc tag or smth. I’ll figure it out#if you’re wondering why I stayed up until half past 7 a.m to draw this it’s because I needed some way to cool down#after the kuviren smut absolutely broke my brain#and what better way to do that than by drawing my sweet baby boy?#yes lmao he went from baby girl to baby boy in like 24 hours. fucking sue me#but actually. actually!! they’re both. they contain multitudes :)#they probably haven’t even realised that at this point and are still in disguise#convinced that she’ll be punished for her deceit if anyone found out that she’s actually a girl#(okay off topic but the switching pronouns are really fun lmao)#but give them time. they’ll figure it out soon enough. in these pieces they’re slowly getting used to temple life#and that is the first step to self acceptance#I’m actually extremely proud of these. especially the one with the apple basket. I feel like the androgynous vibes are really there#and he looks like his brother the most in it#but the others are fun too. I loved doing the portrait. I should do them more often#and.. I will admit. I traced the lemur. I can barely draw people okay how do you expect me to draw animals#but I just think that Aiza would really love a little lemur friend#animals don’t judge and she doesn’t have to watch herself around them. she can just be. plus the lemurs are really cute <3#I want to eventually do a companion to this with Aiza instead. maybe from back before she ran away#probably something based on reflection from Mulan too bc the vibes are there. though.. to be completely honest#I’d say they have a lot more of Shurochka Azarova’s vibes than Mulan. but that’s just my love for Soviet cinema taking over#it’s essentially if mulan fought napoleon instead. and when discovered instead of left to die they promoted her to lieutenant 😁#I realise the comparison is completely incomprehensible to everyone but me but.. go watch the hussar ballad. it’s free on YouTube with subs#okay enough rambling. i shall now go to bed. @ Kat I hope this brightens up your morning at least somewhat. I love you!!
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Art challenge: color a characters hair without making the parts that should be in shadow / shaded / darker than the rest of the hair a lighter color instead.
Difficulty level: IMPOSSIBLE
#idk. when I started doing this. but once I started I never stopped. I can’t stop#I cannot shade hair normally I CANNOT make the behind the neck under ear area a darker color I CANT#I USED TO BE ABLE TO BUT NOW I CANT#even acknowledging it as a thing I do I still.. can’t#it’s always gotta be lighter#there is always some mysterious bounce light or spotlight shining upwards on the character or thru there hair iDK#there is no physical sense behind it I think I just saw other ppl do it thought it looked pretty and started doing it myself#and. I still think it looks pretty ! but also! I think it’s probably holding me back!#like surely there is a time and a place for this pretty thing and maybe that time isn’t ALWAYS#at myself… ghghg my refusal to think hard about lighting is one of the things I get disappointed about w my art a bit#like… I can sit there like. wow.. almost all my pictures have nebulous unclear lighting. maybe I should work on that#and then I do not ever work on that#I used to do lighting pretty well when I was younger but know a days I typically dont…#le sigh. it’s whatever tho#either I’ll eventually buckle down and get out of my comfort zone and try doing good clear lighting that makes sense#or I won’t! I’m not a professional artist me not being the best lighting doesn’t actually matter lol#pepper words#I mean. I think sometimes I have managed to color hair with the underside shaded recently. but it rlly is not the norm for my art#typically it mostly only happens if the character has a light base hair color. if they have a darker base hair color.#9 times out of 10 that shit is getting under lighting / nebulous highlights from nowhere lol
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Caysi Jons 🏒💥
#TMNT#casey jones#casey jones 2012#cassandra jones#I’m still not very confident with human faces so shoutout to the hokey mask#so so grateful my faves wear a mask#I hope rise gets to come back I want a cross over episode#so sad all the different turtles series have a crossover episode but my two fave series don’t#I’ve been procrastinating all weekend when I should have been working to do this so I should probably go offline now and catch up#the captain is wrong on purpose btw rena gets it#we have come to the conclusion all the Casey jones’ we don’t like are heterosexual and that’s why they don’t past the vibe check#also can I just talk about how I loved 2012 Casey as a teen but his design is so over the top#every time I draw him I add a bit more of his gear but idk if I’ll ever draw his full outfit#that big taser glove…. no thanks#now Cassandra#she gets it#less is more queen you are so right#also btw if you can’t tell any series where Casey is also a teen I ship them with their version of raph#I won’t apologise#also i am not sdmitting how much time i wasted shading and texturing these two images just to put a shadow over it#tmnt 2012#rottmnt#SaveRiseOfTheTMNT
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