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oceanwithouthermoon · 2 months
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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aiieera · 24 days
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Misty-chp.4
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After getting ready for the party, you and Maki decided to pick up some snacks, when you got an incoming call from Yuuta.
“Hello?” “Y/n! Are you busy by any chance?” “Uhmm no? Me and Maki are just at the story picking up some snacks before we come over.” “Perfect!” “What’s up?”, Maki lifted an eyebrow. “Oh! I’m gonna put you on speaker, k?”
“Hey Maki! I was just about to ask Y/n. If it’s not too much trouble, could you guys pick up some ice on your way here?” “Sure,” Maki pushes the snack filled cart over to the freezer while you follow, “How many bags?”
“Just one is fine,” Yuuta replied. “We’re gonna be on our way soon. I think Maki’s gonna start scolding me if I put any more snacks in the cart.” “Alrighty, I’ll see you guys soon.” “Bye, Yuuta!” “See you in a bit.”
After checking out, it didn’t take you two long to get everything in the car and to Yuuta’s house. Once you got closer, you texted him you were outside just before Maki parked the car.
Getting out of the car, you see Yuuta closing the front door behind him. “Yuuta!!” you wave at him as he walks down the stairs to his house to greet the two of you.
“Y/n!! It’s nice to see you guys,” he hugs you while he continues. “Hey Maki.” “Yo,” giving him a little salute. “You guys are like really early,” he pauses to laugh, “no one else is even here yet.”
“Yn insisted we get ready early so we can get snacks on the way, they’re in the back.” Maki shuts the trunk after grabbing the bag of ice wrapped in a towel. “Where should I put this?”
“There’s an ice chest in the kitchen, are you sure you don’t want me to take it?” “I got it, you can help Yn with the snacks. She totally overbought.” She started walking inside the house without waiting to hear a response.
Yuuta turned to you while you opened the car door revealing four bags filled to the top with snacks. “Holy crap,” “What?” “Y/n…That is way to much stuff.” “I didn’t trust you to get good snacks! Yuuji’ll eat them all anyways.” “Ehh, I guess you’re right.”
“Exactly! So let’s just get these set up,” “Alrighty”
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-I wassss going to finish the chapter first but it was starting to stress me out a bit so i decided to just post it early
-now that i’m almost done with finals i’ll have more time to work on this so hopefully we’ll get a bunch of chapters out
-haven’t posted in forever(IM SO SORRY🙏) hope i didn’t forget anything
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confuseddipshit · 1 year
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its kinda far away from what i expected it to turn out, strayed a bit in the middle, but its here once again. as always, sorry for the lack of cut, mobile tumblr isnt that fancy. enjoy.
⚠️cw: few mentions of blood, nothing too explicit; maybe some emotional neglect? not much though. much lighter than my last poem. still have some grammar mistakes, but theyre there on purpose, i refuse to write I'm instead or im.
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i had a normal childhood, you know.
used to be that one kid that get an A and stay sad for an entire week that it wasnt an A+. used books to escape from reality since i read my first letter, so the first time i read romeo and juliet, i was 5 years old. it was an old copy with some eldritch language that i couldnt quite grasp at the time, too many details passed unnoticed.
but besides the introversion and shyness that appeared out of the blue when i turned 4, it was pretty common. my parents never laid a finger in me, nor threatened to do so.
how i wish they had.
of course, i never gave them reasons to do so, but many do it without reason, let alone a good one, so sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i wasnt too tame.
if i had questioned more. had complained more. screamed and cried and asked for more. i wonder how long would it be before they had lost their temper.
pretty long, thats for sure. they were always so controlled.
i guess, thats the entire point now. the stoicism to which i was exposed since birth couldnt make much good for a child. never experiencing the bad sides means the good sides were, too, hidden; never being hit also means that i never felt desired.
see, i did feel loved sometimes. when my mom brushed my hair before school. when my dad would let me mess with his hair while he was watching the news. when theyd both hold my hands when we were walking to the market to buy some bread for dinner.
but there was a time where it all would come to an end. i couldnt feel desired when mom decided she was done brushing my hair, and i had to decide between learn how to take care of it or cut it at the age of 6. and i certainly didnt feel desired when my dad wouldnt lift and carry me anymore at the age of 8. (he couldnt for health reasons, but of course my 8 years old self could never compreehend it).
now im 19 years old. since i was 14, ive been craving something, but could never get close enough to see what it was - or i was too aware of it, and therefore too scared of not being able to hide that side of mine. i took out the blanket that hid it, some time ago, and came to the conclusion that i crave suffering.
not the emotional kind, that i have a lot. you cant go unharmed from "gifted child, parents pride and joy" to "burnt out queer young adult".
i crave the physical counterpart of it. i crave a reason, a good one, something that justifies the intense unhappyness, this indifference and apathy thats always creeping around the corners, hiding in plain sight.
i crave broken arms and black eyes, i crave bruises and crooked noses and raw knuckles. i crave a few broken teeth and a blood-red stained record in school, with a few too many fights and a few too little good grades.
i crave the disappointment and the freedom it brings when no one expects nothing else from you.
i crave intenseness and adrenaline. i crave jumpscares and fist fights, and damn right, i crave pain.
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hope you liked it, all feedback is welcome, please like and reblog if you enjoyed, makes a lot of difference for the artist. tell me if i forgot some kind or trigger/content warning or tag, im kinda new to this.
-> you can request a story, if you have something in your head that you think its too weird to ask other authors, i love weirdness and will write for anyone and anything that i can read about so. pretty much every existent character :) thats it for today bye
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muirneach · 2 years
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i wrote this entire thing out and then my tumblr decided to refresh on its own and i cant remember what i said now oops
some of my favourite album covers r electric ladyland by jimi hendrix, heroes by david bowie, both speaking in tongues and remain in light by talking heads, scared to dance by skids, in the aeroplane over the sea by neutral milk hotel !!, london calling by the clash, basically joy division's entire discography, lionheart by kate bush, desire by bob dylan and let it be by the beatles (idk why when its like one of the least interesting beatles covers i just like it)
the first album that comes to mind with a cover i dont like is faith by the cure its just kinda boring and gives me nothing and it kinda looks like a toe to me (speaking ill of the cure physically hurts me but im sorry it had to be said). i cant actually think of very many other album covers i dislike actually but im sure i will probably think of some the minute i send this ask lmao.
my next questions for you are: do you collect anything? and if so, whats the thing in your collection that means the most to you and why?
sincerely
your secret rocker santa ( i think i had a dinosaur emoji the first time but i cant remember now.. anyways 🦕)
also you mentioned wilco and i wanna ask do u know the album they did w billy bragg of the unrecorded woody guthrie songs? bc thats one of my favourite albums of all time but i dont rly think ive heard much else of wilcos stuff so maybe i should check them out. ok bye
GOD I HATE WHEN TUMBLR DOES THAT!! so so annoying!! but great choices :)
and yes! i collect cds and buttons <3 it’s hard to choose a favourite cd but i guess the one that means the most to me is tim by the replacements (i know i just said in my last message that i hate the cover lol but the album is SO good) because it was one of the first cds i got and now like 4 or 5 years later i’m still insane about them. as for buttons it’s a really tough choice i have a lot of great ones. but my top ones are: ‘i’m an undocumented feature!’, my pink triangle pin, one with king arthur on it that i just am really endeared by for some reason, ‘they’ve had it!’, and a vintage virgo pin. i might have pics of these in my pins tag.
and yes!! mermaid avenue is one of my favourite albums ever!! it is SOOOO good i was obsessed with it for many many years. the rest of wilco’s discography is pretty good but tbh i mostly just like them cause i grew up listening to them. that said! if u want to listen to wilco their best albums are being there and summerteeth (i have had so many intense summerteeth phases good god). a.m. is also good. the rest of their albums are either really weird or mildly good. or both. yankee hotel foxtrot is their biggest hit but a bit overrated imo. sky blue sky is good! so that’s all my wilco opinions.
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i-consume-media · 2 years
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heres like an overview of this blog of whatever(sideblog, og is @letsa-go-wee-hee-hee)
WARNING i might have unmarked spoilers so watch out
i also dont like spellcheck(Mike>milk????????) so its turned off hence this and not grammar
anyways no one actually asked for this post but shall we continue?
i usually post about games(ddlc, danganronpa, yttd, exit/corners((usually pc games, or originally pc)) ...) but im not limited to that
my sense of humour is horrid
i sometime post edits
my discord is basically five nights at feddy's so if someone u talk to on there has a name similar to it, thas m
almost all my posts have no tags, they might have one or two but they usually wont be general tags such as yttd, game, so on so beware
There's a loy o stuff abt tags ere but lemme sum it up
im on mobile browser and the wifi hates me soooo
erm i cant think of anything else to say rn so bye ig!
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Listen Star Wars special Candace is amazing and I love her so I did outfits!! Also a long form explanation of what the heck I’m doing because it’s been a while!! :)
1. Imperial Candace
Not much to say about this design, just her in her stormtrooper outfit!
Btw I just want to mention how great of a job they did simplifying the stormtrooper outfit!!!
Oh and bun because military hairstyles and at this point, she’s more uptight (obviously)
2. Inbetween Candace (This is specifically for after Phineas Saves her!!)
Basically, I thought she’d want to get rid of anything that she thinks could’ve led to her fall
So that includes:
The knee pad shin guard because less friction for the slide The midsection because I don’t think she could bend to pull herself up when she fell The gloves and the little weird hand armor because less grip She would have ditched her shoes too but decided against it because walking around with no shoes seemed worse
then she obviously lost her helmet in the fall which would single her out so the other armor I got rid of was for sneaking purpose
shoulders so she could stick her head around corners without the bright white also sticking out That entire arm because I forgot to draw the armor ummm anyways-
Also, do you see that blaster? Took me FOREVER you should look at it and appreciate it because I’m never drawing a gun ever again
Oh and bun came loose into a braid because hair progression is obvious and therefore I like it :)
3. Rebel Candace
Okay just to get it out of the way!! Yes I find the plain tatooine/padawan shirts (maybe they’re just…. Shirts) that they have them at the end of the special boring!!!!!
Yes I also think they wore those for a bit before getting actual outfits but I digress
Anyways I modeled this outfit after Captain Panaka’s (because I’m replaying Lego Star Wars the complete saga and was trying to find inspiration from that and we only got through the first 5 chapters I didn’t have much to go on y’all)
And I think it could symbolize a return to the past where she wasn’t brainwashed by the empire
But also not a return to HER past (aka tatooine clothes) because it seems like she was unhappy on tatooine and left for a reason
I say this because of her “oh THIS planet” bit Also how “you can see exotic worlds across the galaxy” is a part of the chorus Also also Phineas and Ferb are SO into Tatooine and that might be because of Linda and Lawrence wanting to keep them close or something idk
Also finally hair down!! Mostly- because Star Wars usually doesn’t have the hair ALL the way down even when it’s down and she probably wants to keep it out of her face
Also she had slightly wavy hair in aya and I do think everyone’s a bit older than they were portrayed in the episode
Other details include cool boots with better grip!! Every Star Wars character deserves cool boots :)
Also I know her hands are behind her back (I didn’t want to draw any more hands) but she definitely doesn’t have gloves!!
I think that’s it!! :)
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new-xkit-discussion · 6 years
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Conversational Notifications
We’ve had a few people ask us about this, and now that this feature seems to have hit all desktop users, it’s time for a comprehensive post about it!
What is it? What’s going on?
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This can be nice for chit-chat on small/personal posts, since it allows you to see a reply to your own reply without needing to be tagged in it. If you get subscribed to a post with a ton of attention, however, it’s much less fun.
How do I stop it from flooding my activity page?
Easy! Turn it off on bigger posts. You can easily subscribe to or unsubscribe from any post you didn’t make, by pulling up the post’s notes, and clicking the circled lightning icon in the top-right corner.
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How do I turn it off completely?
Also easy - it’s in your Notification Settings. On mobile, you can find this setting under Account > General Settings > Notifications > Conversational notes.
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rionah · 3 years
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cream latte, cuz i love you a latte.
IN WHICH you fall for the girl who’s often behind the scenes.
sae-byeok x fem! reader
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you fussed through your phone standing at the front gates of the middle school, the college you attended held a week long program of which students would assist the people who worked there for extra credits.
attendance was optional and at first, you didn’t intend to go. but your friend mi-nyeo made a big enough deal about it to convince you to tag along.
now, the two of you WERE going to attend together. but that was until she called you last minute to say she couldnt make it.
“Are you kidding me?!? Come on i only came because you said you’d go!”
jumbled up words of whining came through the other line, you rolled your eyes at her.
→ “I KNOWW! lOOK my stupid co-worker just got sick and they called me in to cover his shift last minute and-”
“i think we both know you aren’t THAT kind to cover for someone elses shift..”
→ “okay wow thank you so much for that”
“was it that hot co-worker guy you were talking about before?”
→ “you- *cough* yeah what about it”
rolling your eyes at her through the phone, you sighed in defeat and succumbed to the inevitable.
“whatever you simping ass, be sure to attend tomorrow tho or else i’ll stop letting you borrow my notes.”
words of retaliation were spewed before she muttered something through the phone.
→ “your bisexual ass is gonna thank me..”
“what?”
→ “nothing! BYE”
the phone call ended before you could speak, shaking your head at mi-nyeo’s actions you shrugged it off and made your way to the classroom where the program was to take place.
apart of you wanted to ditch and just go home, but you felt too bad because, well. children.
there were a only about 2 other people and students in the classroom you were appointed, the teacher then introduced you to the kids before leaving to have you get to know each other.
all you had to do was get along with the kids, look after them, get them comfortable with you, and maybe teach them afew basic lessons, it seemed easy enough right? its basically just babysitting.
wrong, you just remembered that you didn’t know shit about getting along with kids.
approaching a group of energetic boys who were messing around with each other on their seats, you bent down alittle and made an attempt to have a conversation with them.
“hey there, my name’s y/n you guys look like you’re having fun mind if i join you?”
a boy stopped to look at you and stood there silently judging you. the way he didn’t say anything for a good five minutes got really intolerable.
your smile strained and you were about to say something, but the kid started laughing at you.
“HAHAHHAHA you cant! you’re a girl! girls are gross!”
he then took off turning away to his friends.
you scrunched your nose in annoyance at the boy, how rude of him. were kids always this anoyying? and damn i guess even kids could be sexist.
looking around to maybe find another kid to try and get along with, you spotted a little boy sitting alone at a seat by the door.
the boy had a bandaid on his left cheek, his head was lowered as he occasionally peeked out the window as if he were waiting for someone.
having felt that he was lonely, you walked towards his direction.
“hey there, are you okay?”
he lifted his head at you and said nothing, only shaking you off and peering out of the window. assuming that he was just shy, you took the empty seat infront of him and tried again.
“are you waiting for someone?”
the boy only nodded his head at you. goddamn now you felt nervous. maybe you really shouldve gone back home.
“um.. name, whats you’re name?”
turning his head towards you, it seemed like he noticed how awkward you were. and to give you the benefit of the doubt, he answered.
“…cheol. kang cheol.”
the kid tilted his head at you in amusement when you visibly perked up when he answered.
“thats a really manly name!”
“yeah.. people say that alot..”
remembering that you had some candy in your pocket, you brightened and offered some to him. you doubted that you would get along with these kids through a conversation.
so you were determined to bribe him into liking you.
“here have some candy, but dont tell anyone i gave it to you.”
skeptically looking at your extended hand, he eyed the candy before refusing it.
“my sister told me to not take things from strangers..”
“im still a stranger??!”
actually yes you were lmao.
“oh sorry, im y/n. there you know my name, were not strangers anymore right?”
tilting his head at you, he mumbled.
“i dont think it works like that.. youre weird…”
“hey! Im trying!”
he couldn’t help but let out a meek laugh, he didn’t know if you were weird or funny. but seeing you try so hard was funny to him.
sighing in defeat a smile made its way onto your face, i mean atleast he laughed right? eyes diverting to the bandaid on his face, you asked subconsciously.
“what happened to your face? you aren’t getting into any trouble are you?”
cheol casted his gaze down for a bit and hesitated to answer, you mentally scolded yourself for asking the question because what if it was personal???? damn did you just trigger a bad memory-
“i just fell, what are you doing here?”
“i- uh”
you got ditched by your simp of a friend and now you feel obligated to be here laugh out loud.
“oh, you know.. to be a good influence haha”
“you dont look like you wanna be here tho..”
“do i??”
“yeah.”
why is this kid so curt?? you didn’t feel like you were talking to a grade schooler at all.
“you said that out loud y’know..”
“oh- oH im sorry”
falling back in your seat you groaned, you had no idea what to do and frankly enough you started regretting attending.
lazily reaching into your pocket and poping a candy into your mouth, you offered him a piece once again. this time, he accepted your offer.
“oh hey does this mean im not a stranger anymore?”
“i guess so..”
another silence fell over the two of you, at this point you’ve given up talking to the kid. the two of you kinda just sat there watching everyone else do whatever.
nothing especially worth mentioning occurred for the past few minutes, that was until cheol caught a glint of something in your backpack.
“what’s that?”
raising your head up at him, you realized that he was pointing at the keychain that hung on the zipper of your bag.
“oh this? it’s a souvenir from jeju island.”
“you’ve gone to jeju island?”
your heart softened at the noticeable glint in his eyes. the boy looked at you eagerly as you unclipped it from your bag to have you take a closer look.
“yeah i have, it’s really pretty. have you been there too?”
“no I haven’t, but my sister talked about it before.. we saw it on TV and i wanna take her there someday..”
fuck that was so cute you could die.
thinking for a bit, you snapped your fingers after remembering something.
tapping the side of his desk, you reached for something in your bag before sliding another spare key chain towards his direction. the boy lifted his head up at you in confusion and all you could do was smile at him.
“you can have that for yourself and give this one to your sister. i’ve got a bit of a stash at home anyways.”
he looked up at you in fascination with a look that said ‘really?’ he shyly nodded his head at you after you gave him a thumbs up in confirmation.
shortly after that, the classroom door creeked open. only for you to be met with a tall and might i add GORGEOUS woman.
cheol’s mood seemed to brighten up even more after the lady came in, a ghost of a smile came across her face as he got up to great her.
“nuna, look at this. the girl over there gave them to me.”
he said, extending his opened palm towards her as she slightly bent down to inspect the little trinket.
“whats this?”
“they’re from jeju island, the nice girl gave them to me.”
you were bestowed upon a brain error when she came in, but the way she turned her head towards your direction after cheol pointed towards you?? dear lord is she trying to kill you? and you’ve only just met too.
the pretty lady was taken aback before she walked towards your direction, extending her hand and mumbling from beneath her breath.
“thanks for looking after my brother.”
snapping yourself out of your momentary daze, you took her hand and nodded maybe a bit too eagerly.
“oh its not a problem, he’s a good kid. but anyways, are you here to discuss something with his teacher? im afraid that were having a program right now but I’m sure she’ll be back soon”
shaking her head to the side, the girl crossed her arms and responded.
“no i’m here for the program.. i’m pretty sure i’ve seen you around at campus too..? your name’s y/n right?”
oh fuck wait why didn’t you know that a girl as pretty as her was attending the same college as you?? and what she knows your name? she pays attention to you?
“huh? oh- i’m sorry I dont remember aha..”
“you don’t remember your name..?”
waving your hand around in realization of the misunderstanding, you sheepishly apologized to her. dagnabit her attractiveness is getting to your head and now you’re embarrassing your self.
ah, the pains of being weak for pretty people.
“oh nonono i mean- yes im y/n i just don’t recall seeing you… ahahahahahaha”
man you wanted someone to drop from the skies above and slap you.
“its fine, i’m kang sae-byeok.”
“sae-byeok..? oh thats right! i’ve heard mi-nyeo talk about you from time to time”
she scrunched her nose at the mention of the girl, her hand making its way to the back of her nape and rubbing it sheepishly.
“did she.. say anything weird?”
“oh no, she didn’t. i can reassure you on that… i think”
a small sigh was heard from beside the two of you, cheol crossed his arms and grabbed onto sae-byeok’s wrist.
“you’re suppose to be assistant teachers, i dont even know why you signed up for this you suck at talking to people”
“cheol. shut up.”
all you could do was watch in amusement as the stone faced girl’s demeanor faltered for a second as she was dragged away by her brother.
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this is part one i kinda wanna make a series
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dirtangeldean · 3 years
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about me!
"first of all, through cas all things are possible, so jot that down" - me
hi! i'm ren. 30. queer/bi. trans (tme). Black. pronouns: he/they. femme (ish). outside of tumblr, i write on ao3 + vocal! feel free to tip!
fics: but i’m singin’ like a bird ‘bout it now. aka my self-indulgent hoziernatural communicationnatural 15x18 fix-it fic [ complete! ] + floorboards creak... [ch. 6/10!] aka my nycnatural brownstone!au with beekeeper/cat cafe employee!cas, mechanic/aspiring photographer!dean wip fic!
poems: long distanced kiss + what makes them fit to be king? + the hem of his garment
casual projects:
#dirtangel500 - 500 follower celebration!
#dirtangelrewatch - my thoughts/ramblings on my next go around
#dirtangelastro - gonna expand on this later when i have spoons but basically figuring out chart activation. what in each person's chart facilitated actions, not justifications (i dislike justifications)
#d.constructed - curated thoughts about dean
i’m tracking tag #da.tags & my url @dirtangeldean, feel free to tag me in anything! no need to ask. ✨
i'll also trigger warning or tag whatever is necessary for you to have a great time, feel free to message/dm/ask whatever you feel most comfortable with!!
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i missed spn fandom so i remade and came back, i heard there was a wedding?
but seriously, i'm not too huge on multilevel fandom labels bc i'm a deancoded cas gay with billie flair and jack sensibilities but i do ship destiel & deancassie plus deanbenny and i think samwena, saileen, casmick and drowley are all variably interesting. really i like most ships i just want people to be happy but no winstuff or kline stuff pls i cant no angels either for the love of all things pls they’re siblings
uhm, idk what else to share so i'm gonna end this by saying i may start writing poetry and fics. spn was my first ever fandom experience. and i've liked spn since the start of the live premiere so after my rewatch it'll be personally interesting to me to see what i create and share after folks have shared so much. idk! i'm excited ✨
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ongoing project: currently in the middle of cataloguing random heritage posts from/about spn tumblr. check it out! it's 2k13,2k12, & 2k11 respective from jail and here. various/misc/post 2013 lore will be here!
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i have a postlimit space which is a side blog aka @dirtangeldeanjail
currently jailed: yes [_] or no [x]
idk how to end this so bye
xoxo - dirtangeldean
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erenisms · 3 years
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NODUS TOLLENS : n. the realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore—that although you thought you were following the arc of the story, you keep finding yourself immersed in passages you don’t understand, that don’t even seem to belong in the same genre—which requires you to go back and reread the chapters you had originally skimmed to get to the good parts, only to learn that all along you were supposed to choose your own adventure.
you're staying in utgard for a few months to keep watch of your cousin who has tendencies of being utterly destructive and has the audacity to be proud of it. you're surprised to find out that hange already has a babysitter; levi ackerman.
pairing: levi x reader
genre: modern au, fluff, angst
CH. 00: uncle says.
masterlist. | you. | levi. | next.
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You had to cut your chat with your friends as your Zoom meeting comes near. But instead of having a few minutes for yourself before having to act professional, your home telephone rings. You took out the wireless telephone with a sigh and put it on speaker, already knowing who's on the other line.
“Hey, uncle. Is something the matter?” You ask, mindlessly sorting through the random folders on your coffee table.
“No, no!” The old man dismisses. “I just called again to tell you that I've already notified Hange about your visit. She's ecstatic about the news! She said she can't wait to see you again.”
They. Hange uses they.
“Yeah. Me, too, uncle. I'm sure we'll have a lot to catch up on.” You try to hide the annoyance in your voice that your cousin's own father can't even acknowledge his child's own pronouns.
“Huh? I thought I'm only supposed to check in about how they–” You emphasized. “–are doing with their clinic on Utgard?
“Ah, well– there's that, too, of course.” He trails off. “But it would really be great if you can encourage my daughter to come back so she can take over the hospital, you know? I'm sure she doesn't know what she was thinking when she refused!”
Your uncle laughs as though his child is truly crazy. You're surprised to know that Hange didn't want to manage the hospital even if they have a passion for medicine. You frown.
“I'll try. No promises though.” You boringly agree. “By the way, can I have Hange's number? I think I lost it a couple years ago.”
“Of course, of course! You'll need contact. I'll email it to you right away.”
“Thanks, uncle. Um, I have to go. I have an online meeting in ten minutes. Is there anything else?”
“That's all, child. I'll just call again when something comes up. Thank you again, [Name], I really appreciate it!”
“No problem. It's not a big deal. Talk to you again soon, bye.” You end the call without waiting for your uncle's reply, you have a conference to attend after all.
way overdue so ill double update today– if tumblr cooperates w me, that is. it's been messing w me since last week :/
likes and reblogs are really appreciated :)
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thr-333 · 4 years
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Drastic Measures- Part 5
@daminette-december2019-2020
~Sweater~
Shoves romance to the side and shoves friendship in your face!!!
Ao3
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“Marinette,” Adrien whines as she opens the curtain the second they get back, “Sleep,”
“Just a minute, I want to design Damian something,” Marinette takes up residence at the desk, throwing open her sketchbook, “I will be friends with him!”
“Wasn't he kind of a jerk to you?” Adrien flops onto the bed, Plagg rig after him, "I think we should go back to that point, maybe sleep on it,"
“You were a jerk too~” Marinette sing-songs finishing up a rough sketch of a sweater.
“I was trying to get the gum off your seat!” Adrien slams his hands down.
“Sure you were~”
“Mariiiiiii,” Adrien collapses back into the bed covers, muffling his whining.
“Come on you,” Marinette collects her sketchbook, “Come get material with me,”
“No, it’s time to sleep,”
“It’s midday,”
“Your point?”
"Ok, Plagg 2.0 should I get you some camembert while I'm out too?"
"I'm up!" Adrien sits bolt upright, "Never call me that again,"
Marinette ends up dragging Adrien out of the mansion he pouts as Alfred delivers them into the city she thanks him profusely.
“We were just in the city why didn’t you pick up fabric then?” Adrien walks by her side down the street.
“Because I’m stuck between 2 concepts and I need to see the fabric before going forward,” Marinette bounces along looking through the windows there are quite a few craft shops in the area which suits her just fine.
“Please don’t run off,” Adrien gently holds her sleeve, “Marinette this city…”
“It’s filled with a dark energy,” Marinette agrees, even in this nicer area had something ominous hanging over it, “It’s like it’s seeped into the city’s very bones,”
“And the Akuma aren’t helping things,” A child across the street starts crying and they both instinctively lookout.
“On the plus side at least hawkmoth doesn't send Akuma after every little thing,” Marinette forces herself to relax, moving on as the kids parents comfort them.
“On the downside, he sends them after emotions that are a lot worse,” Adrien follows along into a store as Marinette filters through the shelves.
“Maybe but we can handle this,” Marinette absent-mindedly raises her fist, meeting Adreins, “Do you think I should make something for everyone, you know as a thank you?”
“I haven't gotten them anything,” Adrien takes the armful of fabric Marinette passes him as she brings out her sketchbook to select old designs.
“I’ll handle the making,” Marinette ticks off a vest she thinks with be perfect for Bruce, “And you handle the finances,”
“I stole my father's credit card,” Adrien says with a grin, “He’ll probably find out where I am soon anyway so might as well start using it,”
“In that case,” Marinette pulls out a roll of incredibly expensive fabric, “We also need new phones,”
“And we should go out for lunch,”
“Get our hair done?” Marinette adds, looking at her half hacked off hair “I still need to fix mine from this,”
“I was thinking our room could use a chair?”
“And the bookshelf is looking a bit empty,”
“A nice expensive rug would really liven up the room,”
“Would it be completely inappropriate to get a motorcycle?”
“Yes,” Adrien agrees, “Let's do it,”
They stop to get new phones first, having destroyed their old ones when they ran away. Adrien finds the most expensive restaurant in town, but it's on the far end so they stop to get a motorcycle first.
“I didn’t know you could ride,” Adrien gestures for the waiter in their private room, “Yes can I please have the duck?”
“My Nona taught me,” Marinette sips at the most expensive drink she can legally buy, “I thought you hated duck?”
“Oh I do,” Adrien grins, which drops when his phone starts ringing, “How did he even get this number?”
Marinette looks over his shoulder to see Gabriel trying to call. Adrien purposefully hangs up rolling his eyes.
“We should go do our hair next,” Adrien leans over the table with a manic grin, ”I was thinking of dying it hot pink,”
“Love the concept,” Marinette cringes at the very thought, “But the execution is flawed, you need to dye it a color you actually like not one just to spite your father otherwise he's still just controlling your life, just in a different way,”
“You're right,” Adrien sighs leaning back examining his blonde locks, “What do you think?”
“A nice pastel or cherry blossom pink would look amazing,” Adrien perks up at the suggestion he can still keep the pink, “Actually I might do that too- oh wait! Will that affect our transformation?”
“Not unless you really want to deep down,” Tikki explains, her and Plagg gorging themselves on expensive cheese and treats.
“Well deep down I really don't want to give away our identities like this,”
“It’s a plan then,” Adrien smiles, “Now do you want to order anything else?”
“Thanks but I’m full,”
“What's that got to do with anything?”
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 “Looks great Nette,” Adrien gives her a side hug, the hairdresser shooing him away while he does the final touch-ups.
“Are you talking to me or yourself?” Marinette smiles at the new and improved shock of pink hair.
“Well obviously I look fabulous, but you look great too,” Marinette rolls her eyes at him looking back in the mirror. Instead of evening out her hair, they had made it look like her little episode was actually intentional giving it nice layers and even doing an undercut on the other side. Unlike Adrien, she didn't go all pink, instead the tips being white ombre up to pink and then her natural hair color.
“Thanks, you have to send a picture of your hair to Nino he's more invested in your teenage rebellion than you are, he’s probably also hurt you left him out of the running away part,”
“He has suggested, more than once, running away together,”
“Why what's wrong with Nino's family?”
“Nothing at all,” Adrien quickly covers, “I think he just really wanted me to run away, his mum offered to pack us lunches,”
“Well, maybe we could have used the turtle,” Marinette sighs, “But I could do that to Nino, you already had to leave Kagami behind, have you given her a call yet?”
“Oh um, about that-" Adrien points at her tapping his chin thoughtfully, "Never mention it again,”
“Adrien,” Marinette scowls, “Call your girlfriend,”
“She’ll kill me,” Adrien hides partly behind a seat looking meek, “Also you don't get to lecture me, you haven't called your parents,”
“That's different,” Marinette groans sinking into the seat, only to get told off for moving, “They’ll want me to come home, how am I supposed to explain that I can’t,”
“They’re your parents,” Adrien stresses, “I’m sure they’ll be happy enough to know your ok,”
“Maybe,” Marinette hums, the cloth being removed from her shoulders letting her get up, “I just feel so bad for putting them through this,”
“Maybe one day they’ll understand,” Adrien walks with her to the front to pay.
“Maybe,” Marinette looks down at the bill, “Wow this is a lot more expensive than the usual dye job,”
Made sense because they were in the higher income distinct of the city.
“Why Marinette,” Adrien grins swiping the card, “That's the point,”
Ten minutes later they were laughing as calls kept pouring in one after the other. They are only interrupted when they get the distinct feeling of an Akuma.
“Duty calls,” Adrien sighs putting his phone on silent.
“Seems so, at least we can call out skills multiple times," Marinette walks casually into an alley with him, “What are you up to?”
“About three,” Adrien shrugs transforming, “It takes about double the time for the transformation to drop now,”
“Same, wish I could say that gives us the edge but really it only keeps us from falling off the cliff,” Marinette also transforms, her new costume bringing a smile to her face.
“How eloquent my lady,” Marinette playfully pushes him, Chat catches himself catapulting over the building, she quickly follows behind.
The Akuma is standard, Marinette guesses the akumatized item is the wrist watch. The problem comes with their recurring thorn in her side.
“Ladybug-”
“Get out of the city,” She cuts Batman off, “Yeah, yeah let us handle this first,”
Marinette throws her yoyo out just in time to deflect an attack headed at Chat.
“Do you need any help?” Robin asks, Marinette smiles, partly at the aghast face Batman makes.
“Do you think you could tag-team it with me?” She asks formulating a plan, with the extra help she might not need the lucky charm, “Make your attacks big and draw his attention, grab the wristwatch if you can,”
“On it,” Robin gives her a nod jumping into the fray, Ladybug doesn't give batman a chance to object running after.
Robin does a good job they work in perfect sync falling back when the other moves to make an attack. When the Akuma focuses on them too much Chat swoops in and gets their attention giving them the chance to swipe at the wristwatch. It goes on she sees Robin get thrown back after another failed swipe at the wristwatch. Ladybug takes the chance to move forward grabbing for the wrist, she isn't watching out for the other arm, the impact hitting and sending her flying back.
“I got you,” Her momentum is stopped by a hand bracing at her back, saving her from crashing into the adjacent building.
“Thanks, Robin,” He helps steady her as she finds her footing again, “I’ll move in you follow me up,”
“No need,” He smirks brandishing the watch.
“You did it,” Ladybug beams, taking the watch and smashing it to the ground, “Great job!”
“Ah, thanks,” Ladybug doesn't pay attention to how Robin brushes, focusing on purifying the Akuma and fixing the damage.
“We made a pretty good team,” Ladybug turns to Robin when everything is settled, “Pound it,”
Robin meets her fist with some hesitance, which disappears when she smiles at him again.
“Ladybug!” Batman yells heading their way.
“Ops sorry,” Ladybug cringes, “Sorry! Cant stop gotta go, bye bye!”
They run from the scene faster than Batman can hope to catch them. They end up back at her newly brought bike stacked with fabric and protected by a bit of luck. Marinette races home to make everyone's gifts, knowing just who she wanted to start with.
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 “There you are!” Marinette exclaims, having spent the past half hour searching the manor for him.
“What do you want?” Damian snaps as if he wasn't just playing with the cat on the floor half a second ago.
“Nothing, I made something for you~” He continues to scowl but Marinette doesn't let it discourage her, “Here, I didn’t know your size so I made a baggier style, do you like it?”
Damian takes the sweater holding it up to where she put it on him looking down a little shocked. Marinette almost wants to laugh at the expressions trying to shift back from awe to disinterest, it’s cute. She smiles wondering what his face would look like if she made a matching one for the cat, and maybe Titus too.
“.... It’s well made,” Damian eventually allows, folding it over his arm, Marinette notices how his fingers linger on the soft fabric.
“Good to know,” She smiles, bidding him goodbye before the moment can be ruined. She bounces down the hall humming to herself.
“Someone's happy,” Tikki flies out of her bag.
“He liked it, why wouldn't I be happy?”
“Someones really happy,”
“Stop it Tikki,” Marinette giggles, making the kwami laugh in turn.
“Just like adrien~” Tikki sing songs floating down the hall ahead of her.
“Well then, keep Kagami far away from this one,”
“Don’t turn into a stuttering mess and we have a deal,” Tikki agrees.
“Please Tikki I’m not thirteen anymore,” Marinette brushes her off, ready to go make the others gifts, if she spent the whole time humming to herself Tikki wasn't going to explain why to Adrien.
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Taglist? nope don’t have one, horrible at keeping track of them sorry~
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dino--boyy · 3 years
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hi hi! :0
m about me
u can call me dino or griffin/grif!
m a minor n my little age is 2-5
m shy n have anxiety but i like making friends especially when m small :}
m transmasc n i use ny neos + it/dino/he/they/she prns 
i dont have a cg rn :{
i project onto my comfort characters n write agere fanfiction for fear street, criminal minds, stranger things, the owl house, scream, n yellowjackets ! my askbox is open if you want to talk or submit prompts :} 
edit: right now m only writing for scream + yellowjackets cuz i’m hyperfixated on it, and ive been struggling to find the motivation to write recently. 
m nd n overall a sensitive person so id appreciate tone tags n patience 
i cant think of nything else rn but ill add nything if i think of it!
before i go i just wanna say my blog is 100% sfw - plz DNI if you post nsfw content of ny kind, r racist, homophobic, etc, anti agere, post nything glorifying triggering content. 
edit: byf: while big and little i really enjoy horror movies, and am currently hyperfixated on them, so there is a good chance i will be posting a lot about them. i will put trigger warnings, and do my best to not show anything that could be triggering or upset someone, but i just want to put a warning just in case that makes you uncomfortable. :) 
bye bye!
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floatinginwords · 3 years
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Saved by the Devil (12/?) - Tommy Shelby
Summary: One week before Epsom you or tommy can get your minds off one another
Paring: Tommy Shelby x fem!reader (romantic)
A/N: sorry it took so long for me to post this chapter. this semester is just killing me. i really hate online school dude. oh and fair warning i did not proof read this so there might be mistakes please be forgiving towards them. Hope you enjoy and have a fantastic night.
One week before Epsom. A lot was going through your head as time seem to go faster and faster. Tommy hadn’t called you or seen you since you were last in Birmingham.
‘Probably busy with May’ you thought to yourself. You rolled your eyes as you recount her giggles and flirtatious behavior.
 “What was that?” Trinity asks. You almost forgot she was in the same room as you. You almost forgot you were in her house. Giving her the last of what you needed for when you were ready to runaway from the country.
 “Sorry, just thinking.” You say, going back to sipping your tea.
 “Okay, is there anything else I need to worry about or hide for you.”
 “Well hopefully I wont need to have so many fake ids, and I can get a legitimate one.” You say sighing.
 “Hows that going?”
 “Its going.” You say, though you weren’t really sure if helping Thomas Shelby ensured you for what you wanted. Its why you had a backup plan. You always did.
 “When are you leaving, (Y/n)?” Trinty asks.
 “next Friday hopefully.”
 Trinitys eyes almost pop out of their socket. “That soon?!”
 You nod. Right after Epsom you were gone. You needed to make quick moves and this one seemed the quickest and smartest. You were starting to recognize faces on trains and buses. Men were following you. You didn’t know who these men were and why they casually followed you places but it helped you make an important decision that it was time to leave. And soon.
 “What are you gonna do about Thomas Shelby?”
 “What about him?”
 She wiggles her eyebrows at you.
 “No.” You say.
 “oh cmon, you want him a little bit at least.”
 “Not even.” You lie.
“Oh cmon he calls you and you rush to him like a puppy and vice versa. Ada told me that when she called him when you were missing he dropped everything to help you, even rushed over himself.” She says
 “Trinity please drop it. Hes just someone good to have around.”
 “Yea he is.” She says suggestively.
 “No.” You say but the two of you end up giggling at Trinity’s antics as you enjoy the rest of your afternoon.
  Thomas Shelby stares across at the empty seat that not too long ago held a sitting Grace. It felt like years since he had seen her. And he thought that the same emotions from before, from every other time he saw her would brew back up and he’d be in love with her again. But as she talked about America and her new husband all he could see was the woman who betrayed him and his family. She left, nothing happened between them, though it easily could have. He sits and thinks about the woman in his life. He thinks about Greta how he held her hand as he died, Grace the way she had made him smile for the first time in years and then broke hi heart as if it was the first time ever, May who was charming but he knew he would never talk to her after (seeing as he was only using her). And there was you. No amount of words can describe you accurately. They wouldn’t do you justice. Tommy smiles as he recalls the last time he saw you. The flustered look as he said the word ‘date’ as you left the pub. Polly had demanded answers on what he was doing with you. Which he calmly replied, “Business pol, don’t worry about it.” He saw the tension between the two of you when he had walked in. He knew that polly would grow to love and trust you the more she got to know you. You were just that type of person.
Without thinking he picks up the phone, calling adas house. Lucky for him, its you that picks up.
“hello?”
“(Y/n).”
“Mr.Shelby. Are you calling for Ada?”
“No, I was calling for you. How do you feel about Charlie Chaplin?”
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 It was only two hours ago when you had gotten back from Trinitys when the phone rang in you and Adas shared house. You picked up naturally not expecting to hear the sweet deep voice of Thomas Shelby. He had invited you out, which you accepted without thinking.  He had picked you up in a car after telling you to dress nice which you did finding a dress you never worn. It was a lovely shade of green. A pity for it to go waste.
You kept telling yourself its just business as you applied a bit of lipstick to your lips. Its just business you think as you rush down the stairs when you see his car pull up in front. Its just business you think as you open the door and see him standing there looking amazing.
 “You look exquisite.” He says And a thought sneaks up through the cracks of your mind, ‘its not just business.’
When the two of you arrive at the party, the two of you have a grand time as you mingle with famous people and eat little appetizers on plates. You ignore the drinks and the bar not wanting to get drunk.
 “Would you care for a dance?” He asks you. The two of you were sat at a table when a slow song comes on and all the couples rush to the floor.
 “I’m afraid to say that I’m not much of a dancer.” You say embarrassed by your lack of skill.
 “Im sure we can remedy that with some practice.” He smiles, taking your hand and leading you away. And you cant help but follow entranced by the way he guides you and holds you gently. The music is lovely and awfully romantic. You look everywhere else but his eyes. Knowing that you’d just end up lost within them. You watch the couples dancing, wondering which ones were in love or not. You stumble a bit as you attempt to not step on his toes. You do a good job at following his lead although you’re incredibly stiff.
 “Hey, are you okay?” Thomas voice breaks you from your thoughts. You lock eyes a time seems to stop. For a moment you think he’s gonna kiss you.
 He continues speaking, “C’mon lets get out of here.”
 The two of you head back to tommys, the silence comfortable. Though you didn’t have anything to drink, you feel drunk off his presence. You wish  now that you have talked to Trinity or Ada about your conflicting feelings because at this moment as you sit down again on his couch you had no idea how to act.
 “So Epsom…are you ready?” He says
 “As ready as ill ever be.”
 “You’ll be there right?”
 “Of course. I said I would.”
 Another smile falls on to his face as he moves to his vinyl, playing a record that was on it. He holds hi hand out again like at the party.
 “What are you doing?” You ask
 “Asking to dance, do you not want the practice.”
 You smirk and grab his hand. He pulls you in closer than before. His hand resting on your hip and his other hand intertwined with your hand. Again you try to look away from him but then fingers guide your chin to his eyes.
“Keep your eyes on me.” He says.
And you do. And for a moment you feel this gravitational pull. You see him lean forward; you close your eyes. And then…
 RING the phone rings terribly through the apartment,
 “Fuck,” he mutters the edge of his lips barely brushing over yours, he leans back, “stay right here.” He leaves to pick up the phone.
 You take a deep shaky breath as he leave you standing by yourself. You hear him pick up the phone and quietly talk into the receiver end of it. You sit down on the couch replaying what just happened in your head. Your heart beats fast against your skin and you know no doubt that your flustered as can be. You sit to catch your breath and hopefully steady your beating heart.
 Two small knocks on the door. You think to get Tommy but he sounds aggravated you decide to not bother him. You open the door yourself revealing a beautiful blond woman. You blink confused of what she could want, she looks at you equally confused.
 “Hi is tommy here,” her Irish accent is clear as day, “You know what never mind that I just need to get something real quick.”
She pushes pass you and goes immediately to the couch digging her hand through the cushions. She pulls out a ring and sighs in relief.
 “Imagine going home without this.” She says to you.
 “Im sorry I-“  You  finally find the words to speak but she interrupts you.
 “Its okay he probably didn’t tell you. Im grace. I was here a couple hours ago. he’s always been one to move on fast.” She says with a tone of disapproval as she looks up and down at you.
 “Did you meet Chaplin? Hes one of my favorite actors.” Grace continues.
 You feel scrutinized under her gaze. She walks past you with a smile. She knows her words cut you deep even if you don’t show it.
 “Tell Tommy I said bye. Enjoy your time.” And then she’s gone.
 You stand in the same spot by the door. You finally met grace. The one he was with a year ago. The one he named his horse after, the one he kept unopened letters, the one he didn’t like talking about. She was here and she was beautiful. Were you just a second choice for him? And easy get since he couldn’t have what he wanted?
 “(y/n) why are you standing by the door?” you hear tommys voice from behind you.
 “I think I should go home,” Before he can ask why, you answer that question, “Grace came by.”
 “(y/n)..”
 “No this is good before we do something stupid, right?” You say trying to laugh it off, though on the inside your hurting.
 “Lets talk about this..”
 “Mr. Shelby we’re both drunk and not thinking clearly”
 “You haven’t been drinking all night and I’m as sober as I’ve ever been.”
 You shake your head, “Why did you bring me out tonight? Was it cause she said no?”
 “I-I” For the first time Thomas Shelby was at a loss for words.
 You sigh, “Ill see you at Epsom, Mr.Shelby”
 And then you left.
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acabecca · 3 years
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“Say that you wanna be with me too.” JAS AND BUCKY
I have no idea what this is I’m sorry. I wanted to make it longer and set it during THAT episode of fatws but it didn’t make sense to me to do it, even as an au because apparently I am very fussy when it comes to Jas and Bucky 🙄
(also the picture is not what happens in the prompt i just like is lol)
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Pushing her sunglasses up on top of her head, Jas kept hold of the brightly wrapped present and nudged the car door closed with her hip. She heard more than saw the kids playing somewhere over beside the cabin, and she made her way over to place the box in her hands on the table that was already crammed full of gifts.
Pepper had clearly gone all out and so had everyone else, trying to overcompensate for Tony not being around. It was Morgan’s first birthday without him, and Pepper had opted to invite everyone around instead of the two of them spending it alone, trying to distract her daughter with gifts and friends and games so she didn’t dwell too much on the fact that her father would never be at another one of her birthday parties.
“It’s about time you got here.”
“Yeah, sorry, I’m terrible at gift wrapping so I stopped by my aunt’s place so she could make it look pretty for me,” Jas patted the top of the gift and sent Sam a grateful smile as she took the bottle of water he handed to her.
“Uh-huh,” he hummed, peering at the gift tag. “What’d we get her?”
Jas blinked. “We?”
“Me, you, and Bucky.”
“I’m sorry, was this supposed to be from all of us?” Jas’ brow furrowed in confusion. “Because I’m pretty sure I’m the one who hauled my ass all over New York looking for the perfect present for baby Stark, and I don’t recall you or Bucky giving me any money for it.”
Sam groaned loudly. “Come on, Jas. I’ve been busy. I’ve been on a mission.”
“Yes, I know,” Jas nodded her head. “I was with you. I still made time to go shopping for a six year old’s birthday party. You’re terrible! Bucky didn’t get her anything, either?”
“It’s Bucky,” Sam shrugged his shoulders as though that was enough of an explanation and Jas rolled her eyes, lifting her hand to wave at Pepper, who wiggled her fingers in return before rushing back inside the cabin.
“Jasmine!”
Jas turned at the sound of her voice, grinning when she saw Morgan running towards her and crouching down just in time to catch the little girl as she flung herself forwards. “Hey birthday girl! Are you having a good day? Your mom’s done a lot, huh?”
“There are so many cupcakes,” Morgan’s eyes went wide. “Too many to even count! I tried. Did you bring me a present?” she asked curiously.
“I did!” Jas laughed, turning around just in time to see Sam inconspicuously adding his own name to the bottom of the gift tag. “It’s from Sam, too, and Bucky. But you’re not allowed to open it until your mom says so, okay? I think we’re doing gifts later.”
“I know,” Morgan sighed. “She let me open one, though! Well…” she paused thoughtfully. “Clint snuck it to me and told me to open it before anyone saw. He got me a bow and arrow set and Lila is going to teach me how to use it, and Bruce got me a chemistry set so I can learn how to help him in his lab and stuff like my daddy did, and- did you know Bucky can pick me and Nate up with only one arm?”
“He can, huh?” Jas raised her eyebrows. “That’s awesome! Sounds like you’re having a great day, kiddo.”
“Yeah,” she paused again, biting down on her lip. “I’m going to go back to play with Nate, now. Bye Jasmine, bye Sam! Thank you for coming!” she called, sending a wave over her shoulder as she took off running towards the other kids.
“Good thing she got her manners from her mom,” Sam snorted.
“Hmm,” Jas hummed, a soft smile on her face. “Don’t think I didn’t see you adding your name on the gift tag. You add Bucky’s, too? You better had or he’ll feel like shit for not getting her anything. Where is he, by the way?”
“Sitting down by the kids with Steve.”
Jas almost choked on the sip of water she’d just taken and Sam slapped her hard on the back. “Steve?” she squealed, coughing and wiping at her mouth. “Steve, Steve? Steve Rogers, Steve?”
“You know another Steve who’d be here?” Sam asked with raised eyebrows.
“Steve is here and you give me a poxy bottle of water? Dammit, Sam! I need something stronger,” she groaned softly, screwing the lid back on to her water and, spotting the cooler sitting on the grass by the corner of the cabin, she made her way over to it and reached for a beer at the exact same time someone else did. Looking up as her hand connected with someone else’s, she mer a pair of familiar blue eyes and couldn’t stop herself from grinning. “Hey, Buck! I hear you’ve been keeping Morgan and Nate entertained with your impressive strength,” she raised an eyebrow, unscrewing the cap off her beer and taking a long sip. “Have you been here long?” she asked, but Bucky didn’t reply.
Instead, he grabbed two bottles out of the cooler and straightened up, looking between Jas and Sam before sending her a tight smile and turning to walk back in the direction he’d come from, disappearing around the side of the cabin. Jas turned to Sam in bewilderment.
“What was that about?” she asked, but Sam avoided her gaze as he lifted his bottle to his lips. “Sam? He’s been ignoring me for days. What’s wrong with him, did I do something? I know you know something.”
Sighing, Sam ran a hand over his face. “Look, I don’t wanna get involved in whatever it is the two of you have got going on-”
“What?” Jas interrupted. “There’s nothing going on. What are you talking about?”
“Awfully quick on the defence there, James,” Sam smirked. “...I told him I wouldn’t say anything, and I’m not going to, but do you really not know what you did?” he asked, rolling his eyes when Jas shook her head. “Think back a bit. Day before we flew home, you were talking to your auntie. About Steve. About how they could never really replace Captain America, because he was irreplaceable.”
“Yeah…?” Jas trailer off in confusion. “But, I’m right. They can’t? They tried, and look how well it worked out. They’ll never find anyone like Steve.”
“They’ll never find anyone like Steve, or you’ll never find anyone like Steve?” Sam questioned, smirking when Jas’ face paled slightly.
“That- that’s what he- is that what Bucky thinks I meant?”
“Uh-huh.”
“That is not what I meant.”
“I know.”
“And- did you tell Bucky that isn’t what I meant?”
“I tried,” Sam shrugged. “S’not me he needs to hear it from. I’m not the one he’s got a thing for.”
“Shut up, he does not have a thing for me,” Jas grumbled, shoving at Sam’s face and feeling her cheeks heat up as he cackled beside her. “Sam!”
“What? You’re both too good at avoiding what’s been happening between you for months now and I, for one, am sick of it,” Sam pointed at himself. “I’m the one who has to sit in planes and in cramped apartments and shit with the pair of you and honestly? I’m done. I’m tired of it. We’re at a kids birthday party and the sexual tension between the pair of you is so unhealthy-”
“Sam!” Jas repeated, shoving at him again. “We don’t- that is not- there is none of that tension between us.”
Sam scoffed. “Don’t act like you don’t want Barnes to bend you over and-”
“SAM!” Jas shrieked, darting forwards and covering his mouth with her hand, her whole face turning red when she saw the looks Clint, Pepper, and Laura were throwing her. “Jesus, I- okay. Alright. So what if I do? He’s never made a move, has he? So this whole thing is probably just all in your head.”
“If you’re waiting for him to make the first move then you’re gonna be waiting a hell of a long time, baby. He thinks you’re still hung up on Cap and he’s also a 106 year old emotionally constipated ex-assassin. You’re gonna have to be the one who moves in first, or it’s never gonna happen,” Sam told her gently, reaching forwards and taking her drink out of her hand. “You can start by telling him he got it wrong when you said Steve was irreplaceable. Maybe drop in a little ‘Sam was right and you should listen to him more’, maybe make my life a little easier in future.”
Jas paused, chewing on her bottom lip as nerves filled her stomach. This was not how she had envisioned today going. She’d been expecting a lot of laughs, maybe some tears because she hadn’t been out here since Tony’s funeral, good food and lots of drinks, and now she was seriously contemplating dragging Bucky - her best friend - away from everyone so she could apologise for a misunderstanding that had left him brooding for the last five days. She moaned, pulling her sunglasses off her head and running a hand through her hair.
“I can’t just go talk to him,” she whispered. “He’s… He‘s with Steve. I haven’t seen Steve since… everything. It’s rude if I just go and drag Bucky away from an old man-”
“Either you drag him away or I do. I’ll come with you, I’ll keep Steve occupied and you go talk to Bucky. I am literally being your wingman.”
“Living up to your name.”
“Shut the hell up and get your annoying ass over to your equally annoying boyfriend,” Sam snorted, turning her round and pushing her towards where he knew Bucky and Steve were sitting together. Jas let out a squeak and reached behind her to swat his hands away, laughed as she turned the corner and saw Bucky sat beside Steve on a bench in the shade, watching Morgan run around with some of her friends.
Steve spotted her first and he sent a small, unsure wave. Jas smiled softly in reply and tucked her hair behind her ears, her sunglasses perched atop her head again as she came to a stop in front of them.
“Uhm, hi. Bucky, can I talk to you for a second?”
He looked up, squinting against the sunlight. “Sure.”
“Uh,” Jas glanced at Steve. “In private, maybe?”
Bucky shook his head. “I’m just in the middle of talking to Steve.”
“Oh, I don’t mind, Buck,” Steve looked between the two of them, a somewhat knowing look on his face. “You should go with Jas.”
“But-”
“I’ll sit with Gramps, don’t worry about it man,” Sam clapped Steve on the shoulder, not-so-subtly nudging Bucky out of his seat and forcing him to stand up. Huffing, Bucky placed his beer down on the grass and gestured towards the cabin. Jas nodded her head and followed after him, turning to shoot a glare in Sam’s direction when he called a quick “good luck!” after them.
Following Bucky inside, Jas glanced around the cabin, her eyes lingering on the picture above the fireplace, a selfie that Tony has clearly taken of himself, Pepper, and Morgan. Clearing her throat, Jas blinked rapidly as she tried to keep any tears from falling and ignored the way Bucky was watching her.
“You okay?”
“Yeah, you know, it’s just…” she waved a hand towards the picture and Bucky followed her gaze, frowning as he nodded his head.
“We don’t have to stay in here,” he told her. “We can- come on,” he pointed towards the kitchen and Jas trailed after him, coming to a stop by the breakfast bar as Bucky against the worktop opposite her, his arms crossed over his chest. “So uh, you wanna talk?”
“Yeah, I- listen, I didn’t- what I said, about Steve being irreplaceable?” Jas began meekly, and Bucky screwed his eyes shut as he muttered something that sounded suspiciously like ‘I’m gonna kill Wilson’ under his breath. “I think you took it the wrong way.”
“Jasmine, it’s- I- it doesn’t matter-”
“No it does!” she insisted quickly. “It does matter, Buck, because I didn’t mean it the way you think I mean it, and I don’t want you to think that I don’t- I didn’t mean that you’re not…” she paused, trailing off nervously. “You know you’re important to me, right? And I guess I don’t want you to think that there isn’t room in you for life because of my past with Steve, because that’s not what I meant.”
Bucky’s whole face was screwed up, his expression something Jas couldn’t decipher and she almost groaned when she realised he was obviously annoyed by something she had just said.
“You think I want to be a replacement?” Bucky asked carefully. “You think I want to take Steve’s place in your life?”
“No! I mean, I… I don’t know?” Jas replied meekly. “Maybe? I thought you were-”
“I want my own place in your life, Jasmine,” he cut in. “I don’t have any intention of being a replacement for anyone, especially not Steve. I know I could never replace him,” he gestured towards the kitchen window, where they could see Steve and Sam both sat outside of. The two men quickly looked away and Bucky rolled his eyes, pinching the bridge of his nose at his friends making it painfully obvious they were listening in. “I see Steve never learned how to be subtle in his old age.”
“Nope,” Jas bit back a smirk and Bucky sighed, grabbing hold of her arm and leading her away from the window. “Look, I thought maybe we - you and I - I thought that maybe there was something happening? That there was something here between us. Am I wrong?” he asked cautiously. “Tell me if I’m wrong and I’ll stop. I can just be your friend, I don’t need or expect anything else from you, not even your friendship if that’s something you don’t want-”
“…Bucky-”
“I want to be with you, Jasmine,” he admitted, his voice low and his cheeks a little bit pink. “I do. I have for a really long time. And if you say that you wanna be with me too, then great! I can take you out on dates, we can get to know each other beyond friendship. But if you don’t? That’s okay, too. Whatever you decide. I just need to know where I stand,” Bucky kept his gaze on her, his heart thumping so loudly in his chest he was sure Jas would be able to hear it. When she didn’t say anything, his stomach sank and he frowned. “Okay, that’s fine, we can forget that I said anything and-”
“No, wait!” Jas gasped, reaching out and grabbing his arm as he began to turn away from her. She tugged him back towards her, standing on her toes and quickly pressing her lips to his. It was a quick kiss, over in a few seconds, and Bucky had barely had time to respond to it before Jas was dropped back down on her toes and clearing her throat awkwardly, her face red. “Sorry, I… I was processing. I’d really like to go on dates with you, Bucky.”
He grinned. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay,” he nodded. “Good. That’s… That‘s good. I’d like that.”
“Bucky.”
“Yeah?”
“You gonna kiss me or am I gonna be the one doing all the heavy lifting in this relationship?” Jas raised an eyebrow and Bucky chuckled, slipping an arm around her and pulling her towards him. He leaned in closer to her, before freezing and looking at her with a furrowed brow. “What is it, Barnes? Did you change your mind already?”
“You don’t still have feelings for Steve, do you?”
“No!” Jas pulled a face. “Bucky. He’s old. Like really old.”
“So am I!”
“Yeah but he looks old.”
“Wow, never had you down for the shallow type, Jasmine.”
She groaned. “Just shut up and kiss me.”
“Okay,” Bucky hummed, finally closing the gap between them and doing as she asked.
Outside, Sam beamed as he peered through the window before he held his hand out to Steve, who sighed and begrudgingly shoved $20 into his waiting palm.
“Don’t think I didn’t see you talking to her, Sam,” Steve grumbled. “You hustled an old man.”
“Yeah,” Sam smiled widely, stuffing the money into the pocket of his jeans. “I did.”
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bangtanger · 3 years
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CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW
was thinking for 84 hours where should i post it but as its my creator blog i m doing it here <3 i was tagged by @taemaknae @suhdays @ynki @honsool @jjeongukie @taeyungie @dearbangtansonyeondan @lifegoesmon @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @yoongi-bts @jiminslight @hopekidoki @cowboyjinbop @yoonqiful @jcngkooks @pjmsdior @hobeah @balenciaguks​ @jinvant @hobibestboy @vjimin @yoongikook AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME T_T ik maybe its not a big deal but its a big deal to me and im touched :(((((((((((( also gimme some time to check all ur posts 👉👈 also im in a mood to say that ive collected many pokemons here djfksfhsakjddld ok nvm 
also sorry for a long post ik tmblr fvcks things up sometimes when there is keep reading so dont fight me plz <3
❀ first creation and most recent creation of 2020 
ok this is the fist one (still very pleased with colouring here T_T the stage lighting was,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well yeah as always lmao) and this is the most recent (TBH DKJSKDSDK I WISH MY MOST RECENT POST COULD BE A DIFFERENT ONE THE ONE I WANNA MAKE FOR A MONTH NOW THE ONE ID PUT A LOT MORE EFFORTS IN SO IM A LIL FRUSTRATED i literally just missed giffing but couldnt watch anything new so took an old vid i wanted to gif once I DIDNT EVEN USE MYCOLOURING PSD IT LITERALLY HAS ONLY COUPLE OF LAYERS uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :( but whatever,,, it just kinda doesnt show the difference -_-)
❀ a creation u r really proud of 
well 👁👄👁 there r quite few,,, and the main reason is colouring most of these r comps and i a b s o l u t e l y sucked at comps and esp at making the colouring consistent there lol so lets begin lol  1 (u have no idea how muchi love this set) 2 (i fucking mastered it i wanted to remake it for two years and i finally did!! 60 fps smooth good moments iconic performance iconic hair colour his attitude bruh and ofc the fact that i could do sth with colouring,,,,,, and chose such an unusual colour scheme that i doubted jckdckfdk and it still worked out 🥺) 3 (lol i had this idea written down since 2018 as well and this year i could finally collect all moments i needed and oh boi yeah,,, AND COLOURING I COULD ALMOST yeah almost do sth decent with it there r still couple moments id changed but im pleased) 4 (im so happy whenevr i see this CUZ IT ALL WORKED OUT it was such an impulsive comp i literally only saw couple moments for past few years as well where i could see three of them in one frame and suddenly I WAS LIKE I FUCKING MUST POST THOSE MOMENTS SOMEHOW and im so proud of colouring it looks so well T_T) 5 (the colouring ofc im still :o that i could get rid of that shitty shit dkksjkj AND THE MOMENTS ITSELF?????? AND BLACK SWAN???????? EVERY PERFORMANCE???? HAIR?????? OUTFIT???????? EVRERYHTIGNM???????? HIS FUCKING STARE? FACE??? DONT MAKE ME CONTINUE AAAAAAAAAAA also if im not wrong this set in particular made me start my before/after posts 🥺) 6 (i jujst love everything about it e v e r yt h i n g also i could made ppl believe that jin fr has purple hair here when in reality its brown djhfdhskdf one of blending modes or adjustment layers worked this way lol) 7 (i wont even comment this tried a great tutorial with great beautiful resuls for the first time ever and it worked out so well and i like it so much and the whole yoongi here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, also love me some borders that add cinematic feels to some gifs or just make them pretty in a dif way just like i did with prev post i mentioned imo lol) OK LAST ONE 8 (I USED A VIDEO OF STARS AND ADDED IT TO THE GIF FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I FUCKED WITHMASKING FOR 3 HOURS GRRRRRRRR THIS IS SO HUGE FOR ME!!!!! i cant even explain whew IVE NEVER DID ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE SO I WAS REALLY PROUD TOO even tho i fucked masking up on some layers lmao but lets not pay too much attention to it 👀)
❀ a creation that took u forever
ohhhhhhhh i think this one cuz the moments were long i couldnt decide what do i want to include + it ts file so u kno,,, the speed,,, of processing,, + somehow decided to put them all together + fucked with colouring + had to get rid of the logo and as we know japan likes a lot of big braight text around haha and draw hair in moments where logo made it look blurry + had to adjust the order and all that stuff but getting rid of logo was the longest part 
❀ a creation from 2020 that received the most notes
whew this iconic one im still amazed tbh they looked soso incredible and im glad how everything turned out here <3 (could change some colouring on bg tho so it could look better and more hq :c)
❀ a creation u think deserved more notes 
lol this one cuz i was so hyped to make it cuz their concert in saudi arabia is one of my fav things in the world and i waited for so long to have mood and energy to go throught it to find jk moments and i couldnt choose some for this comp for so long and just,,,,,, overall,,,, the way he looks here............................................................... its a special comp to me haha ill def gif more of it i have shit ton of clips left and also there r other members and i just want to sit and enjoy yhe whole thing to so may find more stuff to gif here lol
❀  a new fandom u joined an a creation u made for it 
i didnt join anything heurheru
❀ a creation u made that breaks ur heart
OKAY LISTEN DSJAKDJHFDKJ THIS ONE IF U KNOW U KNOW AND IM SURE IT BREAKS ALMOST EVERY HEART tbh whenever i see soft smiles or soft interactions or anything like this im just :’( <3 even my serotonin boost tag does it to me cuz its too precious T_T
❀  a ‘simple’ creation that u really love
this one cuz everything about it ah and this one 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
❀ a creation that was inspired by someone else
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe this one ? cuz i never did anything like this before and maybe i saw someones beautiful headers and decided to try one too ? i could do a lot better there is not enough depth but oh well,,, lol
❀  a favourite creatin created by someone else
oh its gonna be hard :) dear every conten creator i hope u dont mind if i wont go though the whole 2020 gif tag but choose form the most recent ones i loved? u know how much i appreciate ur content cuz i never stop screaming about it in tags but truly there r more content makers and i want u to know that i really love ur content :(
@syubb welllllllllllll i wont even comment this is iconique.....
@jinv T_T val i miss u but there should be bday comps with that BIG ASS IMAGE THAT HAS ITS PARTS ON EVERY SINGLE GIF I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN that icant even find dfjksfskj
@jung-koook i literally couldnt choose ehdskjdjksd but i decided this one cuz its sososososososososososososososososososososo well made every single detail here is chefs kiss
@kkulmoon i truly really cant get enough of ur colouring lately T_T
@minhope !!!!!!LITERALLY EVERY PANTONE COMP OR ESPECIALLY 7 YEARS WITH BTS PANTONE ONE IM AAAAAAAAAAAAA and lmao i think this is one of the most reposted things ive ever seen on internet T_T
@jjoon hng amy u know how i feel about ur content T_T decided this one cuz f l a w l e s s 
@hopekidoki stuff like this makes my jaw lie in the floor dsjkdj
@flipthatjacketjiminie idk whats up but it makes me scream like a madman every time i see it.........
@lifegoesmon i cant even explain why i chose this one but everything here is so incredible !!!!!!!!1
@hobeah one of those good fucking bye ones.....
@taeyungie this made me feel so many things and a whole ass a w e so cool T_T
@jiminfilter i will never shut up about bts core jungkook one should also be here
@seoksjin THE COLOURS I SCREAM OH MY GOD O HMY OGD I JUST WENT TO CHECK OUT AND SAW THIS AND IMMEDIATELY DJKSJD DECIDED THIS IS CRAZY THE PASTELS THE PINNKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYHTGIN but also those birthday posts ahhh T_T
@jinvant i wanna YELL but also u know how much i love ur quality and blacks  T_T and gfxs too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@yoongi-bts i love everything here with my whole heart!!!
@everythingoes SHOUWLD I EVEN EXPLAIN WHY
@hobibestboy THIS IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE COLOUR SCHEME
@joenns  I WONT EVEN EXPLAIN IM SO HURT HES SO THIS IS SO T____________________T 
@jjeongukie idk i cant get enough of skin tone!!!!!!!!!!!!
@chaylani i really love the colouring and love these posts with highlights T_T
@eklipxe COLOURING AND EVERYTHIGN
@oncupid cant get enough of every colouring ive seen <3
@jiminslight THIS WHOLE GIF RIGHT HERE
@6dis-ease COZY AND PRECIOUS T_T
@ofkimtaehyung I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS ITS SO PRETTY
@taee it was really hard to choose too T_T decided to go with this cuz,, u kno
@yoonqiful CUZ THESE COLOURS DRIVE ME INSANE
OK THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG KDSFJSAKDL I WOULD ADD A LOT MORE CUZ THERE IS A LOT MORE TO ADD BUT IVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THREE HOURS I BETTER CHILL 
❀  some of your favourite content creators from this year
ok i may forgot someone + in no order in particular + literally every creator that i follow/whose content i reblog @taeguks @tearuntold @cyphertaehyungie @love4hobi @kimnamtaejin @taejoon @jimiyoong @namkook @taeyungie @jinvant @jinv @6dis-ease @jiminrolls @daechwitas @syubb @syuga @jjeongukie @cowboyjinbop @hope-film @minhope @hopekidoki @joonie @namgination @jung-koook @faerieth @kooksv @lifegoesyoon @yoonqiful @j-sope @chaylani @jiminfilter @jjoon @everythingoes @varietae @seoksjin @dearbangtansonyeondan @ofkimtaehyung @yoongi-bts @gaypeople @seokjinyoongis @agustdfeatrm @joenns @houseofarmanto @namjoon (will miss forever) @thebtsgenre @honsool @vjimin @seokjinite @jiminswn @taee @hobeah @lifegoesmon @taemaknae @gukgi @kkulmoon @flipthatjacketjiminie @jintae @jcngkooks @ynki @yoongikook @yoongiandthebiaswreckers @jiminslight @gwkie @oncupid @eternalbulletproof and many more <3
OK SO i wanna say a special thanks to every content creator ever and also i wanna say that im really glad to be a part of this community all of u r so cool and creative and make such beautiful things and many of u made me feel EMOTIONS with ur sets or not only sets ill be forever grateful that i discovered bts and for everything they do to me without even knowing ALSO THANK U FOR STILL BEING HERE ON TUMBRLDSDFKJ yeah this year was less active there were few issues many ppl went on twt but thank u for still being here also happy new year <3333333 i think i sounded deeper and more emotional when i was commenting ppls gifs :| but its almost 2 am so i hope u will understand dkfjkfsjk im happy there is this corner on the internet that feels cozy and so welcoming <3 i love u i wish u a better year ahead <3 ok for checking notifications purpose ill tag my blog lol @eternal-bangtan
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sunsinrinn · 4 years
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Secrets Part 8.
Bakugo x reader, Bakugo x Uraraka, Kirishima x Reader
Fluff- ish, language, angst
Word Count: 1,520
Idea: Y/n has a secret to share with bakugo not expecting a secret from him. She leaves heart broken and attempts to move on. But how will she move on if her secret can no longer be hidden? She fakes a relationship hoping its enough to not expose the true origin of the secret. (This is a terrible summary but I cant say much without spoiling future parts. 🙃)
Earlier,
Kirishima was walking to the cafe to meet up with Bakugo. God he hoped Bakugo was actually wanting to apologize. He hated that he hated him. He wished he could hate him, but being his best friend for years, and *maybe* wanting to be more than friends with him just make it impossible to hate him. Yes, he was furious for treating you like he did because he loved you too.
When he arrives at the cafe, he takes a deep breath before entering. When he’s inside he looks for him but cant find him. Not until he sees a hobo looking man with oddly familiar hairstyle. He approaches Bakugo and notices he was not in the best place, mentally and physically.
“Bakugo” kirishima’s voice is soft but still causes Bakugo to jump.
“Oh its you Kirishima.”
“Yeah, what did you want to talk about?”
“Right to the point I see...
I- I just want to apologize for the pain Uraraka and I caused Y/n-“
“Shouldn’t you be saying this to Y/n?”
“I- yes but I wanted to talk to you first... Look, the day of the baby shower after I left I saw Uraraka fucking another guy in my house.”
“Seems like you got what you deserve then. Is this why you’re apologizing?”
“Kirishima! Let me fucking talk shitty hair”
“Fine. Continue.”
“THANK YOU! Anyways, I yell at her to leave and before she does, she said something about manipulating me into cheating on y/n. I asked how she did it but she said it was a secret. I was confused because i don’t fucking remember being manipulated in any way. But anyway, She said she only slept with me to hurt Y/n. And then she was the anonymous tip that told the news and everyone y/n was cheating on me. To hurt her.”
“Wait- URARAKA WAS THE LEAK-“ Kirishima looks pissed of as hell.
“Yes, and I did not know anything about it. After she left I fell into a depression.” Bakugo looks embarrassed to admit that.
“Shit Bakugo, is that why you look like shit?”
“I don’t look like shit, thank you very much.”
“You do.” Kirishima feels bad for Bakugo, and without thinking he asks,
“Why don’t you come live with us for a while?”
Bakugo looks taken aback and hesitates.
“Are you sure Y/N would even want me there?”
“I don’t know... but I doubt she would refuse you, especially in your state.”
Bakugo looks conflicted about the offer but finally speaks up.
“I’ll go... but only if she agrees first.” Bakugo says in hopes to be able to talk to you and apologize and take him back. No, you won’t you have Kirishima...
Kirishima, the man who stuck with him through thick and thin, until he didn’t. He really did miss you and he also missed his best friend. He knew that if he never knew you, he would have dated Kirishima, but Kirishima doesn’t like guys. And now he has you and his kid.
Kirishima nods and nervously dials your number.
When you pick up both men perk up at your voice,
“Hello? Kirishima? What’s up?”
“Hey Y/N! How was the appointment? Is Mina there? MINA WHATS THE GENDER?”
“IM NOT TELLING YOUR ASS ANYTHING, KIRISHIMA! YOU KNOW THAT!”
You laugh and shake your head, “What’s up Kiri, why’d you call?”
He’s silent and sighs, and he hears your voice ask nervously,
“Kiri?”
“Y/n.. I need to ask something of you.”
He hears silence and thinks you’ve hung up but soon hear a response,
“What is it?” You ask shakily fearing the worst.
“I- I don’t know how to phrase this but I finished talking to Bakugo.”
“How’d that go.”
“Well he told me a few things. And he does not look like he is in a good place right now...”
“Oh no...” he hears sadness in your voice.
“And I suggested him live with us for a while....”
He hears your hushed voice talking to someone else, who he assumes is Mina.
After a minute of silence he hears you speak up again and Bakugo listens closely for your response.
“Kiri... I- I- yeah, its fine...” you sound unsure.
“Y/n if you dont want him there you can say so...”
“No no, its fine...”
Bakugo’s face falls at her answer sensing how sad and unsure you sound.
“T-thank you so much Y/n” Bakugo says.
There’s silence but again you speak up, “Y-yeah anytime.”
“I gotta go Kirishima. I’ll see you and Bakugo when you both get home then”
“Bye y/n, love you and see you soon. Tell Mina I said good bye as well”
You hum in response and hang up.
Kirishima and Bakugo get up and leave the cafe and head to Bakugo’s house to pick up a few things.
When Kirishima enters his house, he notices how overwhelmingly pink it is, “I didn’t know you liked pink...”
“I hate the fucking color. That bitch decorated the house like this.”
“Oh, okay. Well if you want me to help you pack a few bags?”
“Sure, make yourself useful”
Kirishima sighs but goes into the bedroom and helps him pack clothes.
After a moment of silence Bakugo speaks up
“Thank you.”
Kirishima looks up confused and bakugo elaborates more
“Thank you for hearing me out and taking me in”
“Oh- yeah anytime”
“Did- did taking me in bother y/n?”
Kirishima thinks for a while before answering,
“I don’t think she was bothered but more taken aback by the news.”
Bakugo hums, “You asked about the gender of the baby?”
“Oh yeah- Mina and her were going today to find out the gender but Mina won’t tell us. She’s hosting a gender reveal party. But only because she wants to one up Izuku and Shoto, since they’re the god parents.”
Bakugo nods sad that you’re building a life with out him. He really misses you and misses Kirishima.
After finishing packing they head home. Bakugo pays close attention to where they turn so he remembers where you live and sees the apartments right ahead.
As they reach the apartment and walk inside, it looks two times bigger than it should.
“Oh yeah, forgot to mention, we knocked down the wall separating mine and her apartment so now its one huge apartment.”
Bakugo just nods and stares at you as you come out of the kitchen. He notices your wobbling a bit and thinks again about how you’re way to big to only be 4-5 months pregnant, but that would mean you were pregnant with his child.
“Hey guys. Do you guys want anything specific for dinner?” You ask maintaining eye contact with Kirishima.
“Um, I don’t know yet, Bakugo?”
“Huh- oh whatever you guys want...”
You purse your lips but speak again, “Here then, I’ll help take your things to your room”
As you reach for his bags he pulls them away, you glare and Kirishima hands you a bag, “Best not argue or resist against her Bakugo. She’s in the mood swing stage” Kirishima jokes and you send him a fake glare.
“Wow- Kirishima so fucking mean.”
You grab the bag and head to Bakugo’s room. Both follow you and notice you had already fixed up the room for him to his liking. You set the bag down on the bed and head out.
“I’m going to lay down for a bit Kiri, and then I’ll start dinner.”
“Take your time babe”
Both men begin to unpack and put away Bakugo’s things and once they finish they smell food and head out to see you setting the plate down.
“Good, you both are here. Dinners ready.”
They are about to sit but you stop them. “Did any of you wash your fucking hands?”
The look on their face as they get up and clean up is hilarious
As soon as they are done, the three of you sit and eat in silence.
After dinner you pick up the dishes but Bakugo insists on cleaning them as a thank you, you finally relent and sit on the couch with Kirishima. Once Bakugo finishes he lets you both know he is retiring to bed.
As soon as he walks out, you look over at Kirishima when he clears his throat.
As soon as Bakugo heard kirishima clear his throat he stands still and listened to what they were saying.
“So, Y/N does it bother you that he is here?”
You stay silent for a while before answering with a simple no.
“Y/n, are you sure? I can always tell when something is wrong...”
“It doesn’t bother me Kiri, I’m just afraid he will find out the fucking truth. I mean its not long before i POP out the kid. He will know that I lied about how far along I am... I don’t want him to know he is the fucking father-“ you says kinda loudly.
“I get it y/n, but he looked so vulnerable and alone, I couldn’t leave him like that...”
“I know baby, I wouldn’t either...”
Bakugo freezes when he hears your words
‘IT’S MY FUCKING KID SHE IS CARRYING’
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SERIES MASTERLIST — Part 9
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