#I won’t apologize for my morbid curiosity and dark humor

[saltieststar]

Honestly Carl is forever my inspiration for Durge. *Chops off Gale’s hand*

What’s the matter with you?

Well I kill people and I eat hands so that's two things.

I think a lot of my love for the humor of The Dark Urge can be traced back to my love of Llamas With Hats.

"My belly was making the rumblies... that only hands could satisfy"

"Probably because I'm a dangerous sociopath with a long history of violence"

"That is what forgiveness sounds like. Screaming, and then silence."

"I'm making a meat dragon, and not just any meat will do."

[annimator]

CW: Mentions of Wilbur, Forever, abuse, grooming, venting

(Sorry about posting something like this, I know this isn’t what you’d probably expect from a blog like mine)

I’d jokingly say something along the lines of “AND THIS HAPPENED DURING PRIDE MONTH?!”

But like

Why the fuck did he decide to return to the internet like he wasn’t outed for being an abuser and doing horrible things to Shubble

Dear lord his apology was terrible. I’m glad everybody replied saying how shitty and was and being on Shubble’s side

I don’t plan on listening to any song from him anytime soon because of what happened

I was still having to deal with what happened back in January back when the allegations first seen in February.

…

I never really made an actual post about Forever now that I think about it.

I think that was the first time I felt genuinely betrayed over learning a CC was a groomer since most of the time I learn about something like this, it was an event that happens in the past.

I know he apologized for this live, but I most definitely won’t be forgiving him about this anytime soon since he did some terrible things even though it’s been years since what people cancelled him for actually happened

…

Honestly the more I think about it, there were a lot of screwed up things I learned about growing up. Even though my morbid curiosity was at fault

I’m still a kid

I’m still in high school

I was only 5 when I saw gore for the first time (it was from Happy Tree Friends, I wasn’t even phased by it when I was that age from my recollection)

I wasn’t even 10 when I learned about dark humor and other screwed up stuff from Smosh, SML, and SMG4

The pandemic really screwed up everything for my generation since we’re basically relying on the internet more than ever as an escape

Myself included

But at the same time…

I enjoyed taking personality quizzes and playing flash games

I still enjoy watching my favourite content creators

I enjoyed QSMP and Dream SMP

I enjoy my time spent here

And I most especially and grateful for all the mutuals friends I’ve met through this hellsite.

I’m glad you decided to be my friend

And I don’t plan on leaving this place anytime soon no matter what happens