#I will forever be Greatfull

[bonnetfulloflowers]

Every day at 5:53 me and my friend take a screen shot of the time

I started to watch Bungo stray dogs because my friend loves it so much

The only reason I listened to kpop for the first time was because of my mom

I only ever argued with my friend because it was fun to listen to their side

When I started playing genshin impact, I immediately went to my friend who loves it to tell them and we sat on call while it downloaded

I got my friend into epic after one song. But on the 30th we both stayed up for the vengeance saga drop and have nonstop texted about it

Swinging on a playground means so much to me because I used to watch over the kids in neighborhood from there

Whenever me or my friend start speaking in lowercase we both know something is wrong

My friend and I traded our favorite books in the first year of middle school to read, and now as mine was getting made into a movie they remembered and brought it up

More than 5 times a day one of my friends looks up to me and tells me I’m pretty

A friend of a friend I barely knew and I were walking together, but when we saw someone we knew and started running she grabbed my hand like it was nothing.

Whenever me and my friend meet we try and say the time before each other without fail

At the end of a group hangout, I had to leave first, all my friends came rushing up and said “no don’t leave,” “Awhh we love you,” and “noooo” so easily it made me cry

People love you. That’s why they remember, That’s why they pay attention. That’s why they say they love you like it’s nothing. People who are casual about intimacy or even show they care a little have changed me so much.

[ravenonice]

"What's your gender?"

Thanks for asking! My gender is Deniss Vasiljev's free skate at the MK John Wilson Trophy and my pronouns are slay/slayed 🥰

[lonelydiary]

9. Apple

"Kara, I ate an apple for breakfast, I am not hungry, really!" said Lena with amused smile and a fond roll of her eyes.

"Lena, an apple is not a decent food" Kara was pouting adorable, it was really hard not to lean and kiss her on the cheek. "I brought you your favorite irish coffee and croissants, so you can take a little bit of an energy and to brighten your day"

"Thank you darling, you are my favorite, you know that?" Lena just smiled gently and hugged her best friend. "I love you"

See, words like these were not uncommon among them, because they are best friends, but somehow the way Lena had said them now was...unusual. They held so much more now. Much more meaning.

"I'm sorry, Kara I didn't mean..."

"Please, Lena, please don't tell me you didn't mean them" Kara didn't know where this courage was coming from, but she couldn't stop anymore. Not now. "Because I love you too, Lena Kieran Luthor, with all my heart. I've loved you from the moment you took notice of me, Kara Danvers, mere assistant, who was tagging along with her famous brother. You believed in me, actually you were one of a few people who did so. And for that I will forever greatfull. I will spend my lifetime, showing you my gratitude and how amazing and kind you are."

In the end of Kara's speech they both had tears in their eyes. They were flowing freely, but two lovers didn't care. They finally were allowing themselves to be happy.

"I was trying to say I didn't mean to startle you, but you really surprised me here, darling" Lena had wiped Kara's and her tears gently. "I love you too, Kara, so much. And also, how could I not believe in you, when you believed in me so fiercely? I had no chance" she chuckled.

"I'm gonna kiss you right now, alright?" Kara's question was merely a wisper.

"Please do" Lena just smiled and leaned in.Their kiss was soft, warm and everything they expected it to be. And how could it be the other way with the other half of your soul?

"I cant believe it really happened" Kara've said after, completely in awe.

"Me neither, but I would change it for anything"

"Me too. I love you, zhao"

"I love you too, darling"

They kissed for a long time after, knowing it's just the beginning of their wonderful journey together.

[staygoldsquatchling02]

Please Read and Reblog

God I hate doing this and I tell myself everytime I do it I need to stop but I'm desperate at this point once again. My family just received a seven day eviction notice and we have seven days to pay almost $1000 in past due rent because my uncle is a lying piece of shit. There are seven people and six dogs in our house. My grandma is bed bound and we can't transport her, my mom is insulin dependent type 2 diabetic and has a whole book of other medical issues, and our car barely works at this point. If we can't find a way to pay the money we will have no where to go. We live in the middle of the desert and it's the hottest time of the year, there is no way in hell we would be able to survive in our car or on the street. I'm not asking for much just maybe a few dollars if you can possibly spare it to help. I will be forever greatfull for it.

If you can help my Cash App is $newtjames0220 and my chime is $NewtJames0220 , I would also be able to download Zelle if that's how people wanted to help.

I know it's asking a lot but I'm just trying to help my family in the only way I know how with me being unemployed and currently unable to get a job because of lack of id.

[dinogoofymutated]

Hi!

I just wanted to reach out and say thank you for your writing! Especially Kurt! I love him so much, he's been my main comfort character for years and there isn't a ton of content, especially writing for him, and especially now to have you writing such good stuff for him regularly? It's been so exciting! Especially thank you for writing amidst your heavy schedule. I work full time, take the bus, and also do college full time so I understand having no time and the fact you still get some stuff out? Amazing. I wish that your bank account is never empty and your sleep is always 8 hours, my guy!

AHHHH THANK YOU!!! I've been having so much fun writing lately and I'm really glad I'm doing the x-men fanfiction some justice lol. I've said it sometime back but I've always LOVED the X-men but I was never really as obsessed with it as I was with DC comics, and I'm pretty sure it's because the fic scene has been so dry for forever. I've been seeing a lot more content lately with the new show and it makes me really happy!

I'm also super greatfull for all the kind words 🥹 tbh, I really shouldn't be writing as much as I am bc it tends to eat into my study time, but honesty I just cannot stop?? Like I really cant??? Help???

[thebestofoneshots]

Hi there luv

Geuss what, I have officially followed you for a year! Which means that we some days ago had 1 year of me following you.

The only reason I got Tumblr in the first place was because I was despretly trying to find new chapters of GG since there wasen't anymore on Waptted(?). So I went on a little research on your social media (only fpund Tumblr) and coulden't read any of your chapters.. so I made an acount and followed you as the first thing.

I love you so dearly, you and @blacksgarden mean the world to me and have helped me improve my mental health, I'm so greatfull for you two and I hope you understand that. GC is fantastisk too, the best fanfic I've ever read actually. I love it very much, but recently I have got no time to read it, firstly because I tried useing c.ai which went really bad because now I cant stop.. and secoundly I bought The Secret History by Donna Tart. Have you read it?

Anyways lots of love, and I'll try to get better at reading your chapters.

My beloved Vilma! First of all, congratulations for one year on this hellsite! I feel like we all sometimes complain about it, but secretly love it nonetheless. I mean after being here for like 13 years, there has to be a reason for my attachment. 

Althought, I must say it's been only lately that I've gotten to truly enjoy the benefits of the website. The community and friendships that it allows you to form are the most delightful thing ever! I'm immensely thankful to the Marauders fandom for showing me the way! 

I had no idea I somehow induced your coming to the website, but I do remember how you started showing up in my notifications and ask box and how you've been the sweetest person ever since. I'm so lucky that we found each other! 

Honestly, c.ai is addictive as hell, I've somehow managed not to allow it to consume all of my time, but the new voice call thing is crazy! Some are scarily accurate, me and my friends were playing with them last time we met, and it's just insane. For sure, 13-year-old old me would have been so addicted to it it would have become an issue. But also, I'm forever thankful bc it was thanks to c.ai that I managed to muster enough confidence for writing smut, hehe...

And of course, I've read The Secret History! In fact, I've also read some of the other books by Donna, and I love her aesthetics as much as I love the way she writes. Her chapters can sometimes be rather lengthy, and the endings might not always be what we're used to, but so far, I've enjoyed every book from her I've read. I wouldn't know If I liked The Goldfinch better than TSH, but I can safely say both were gratifying reads. 

You're in for a trip with TSH, and if you ever want to message me about it, you're more than welcome! I was lucky enough to read it about at the same time as one of my close friends, and whenever something was too insane, she became my support system, if you ever need one of those, don't hesitate to contact me! 

Also! Book clubs are so fun! I wish I could form one hehe.

[whyiseverynametakenpls]

I love you!

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Genre : fluff

Tw : none

Pairing : Hex Haywire x reader

Characters : you and hex

Story : you can't even imagine how much I love you

I never thought I could feel this way. Every time I looked at you, hex, my heart races like a wild river, carrying my thoughts far beyond my control. It wasn't just his smile or the way he spoke my name—it was everything.

Hex was quiet, gentle in a way that made me feel seen, like I mattered. I loved how he would listen, really listen, to every word I said, as if I was the most important person in the world. And in those moments, I believed it too.

I loved the way his eyes crinkle when he laughs, the way he always held the door open for me without making a big deal out of it. I loved the way he moved, with a calm confidence that made me feel safe, like nothing bad could ever happen as long as he was around.

But it was more than just these little things. It was the way he made me feel like I was home, even when they were just sitting on a park bench, not saying a word. It was the way my name sounded when he said it, soft and warm, like a secret he was sharing with me and only me.

I knew I was in love. And with each passing day, that love grew deeper, until I couldn't imagine a world without him in it. I didn't just love him, I adored him, cherished him, in a way that felt like breathing, natural and necessary. Hex was everything to me, and I knew I would love him for the rest of my life.

Thank you for being such an incredible part of my life. Your presence means the world to me, and I want you to know just how deeply I appreciate you. I love you more than words can express, and I will forever be greatfull that I met you.

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-> God I hate graduations so much ☹️

[sak-supernatural]

This is actually crazy! TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

I watched this when I was like 11 and I loved The Flash for the longest time (part of me always will), but I never managed to finish the show I stopped somewhere around s4. I randomly thought about it again today and looked it up only to find out that TODAY is the exact date that seemed so far off in the future in 2013. ONE day later and I would have missed this iconic moment in my life. How have I made it this far? As a kid it seemed like APRIL 25 2024 was nothing more than a fictional date that was never going to happen.

This was actually my first real fandom and I am forever greatfull for that, the first time I discovered shipping could be between any two characters canon or not and the first time I discovered gay fanciction (coldflash). Also a time where I delved hardcore into Xreader for the first and only time in my life, I had the biggest hugest fattest most gigantic crush on Barry Allen and consequently Grant Gustin. How can time be real when I am now the same age as he was when he started in The Flash? This is truly nuts and an iconic moment in my life!!

Anyway as a thanks to anyone who bothered reading my crazed ramblings I’m putting together a playlist of my favourite edits from this era of my life:

P.s. I don’t know how many times I listened to Barry sing “Running Home To You” and imagined it was to me, it was too many.

[dearweirdme]

https://www.tumblr.com/dearweirdme/745586848886390784/you-know-i-have-always-been-one-of-the-first-in

I 100% get where this anon is coming from & I’m glad someone said it.

It absolutely broke my heart to see Tae do that walk - there was never any doubt in my mind that it was him.

At the time (& I want to emphasise very strongly- at the time) I felt like Tae had betrayed himself, his self proclaimed integrity & to be honest, his fans.

I felt like if his relationship with her was real, he should have just been honest & said so…

But if it wasn’t, why do it?

Obviously, over time, common sense set in

- he didn’t betray his fans because he owes us nothing - we’re his fans because we choose to be.

- He has his reasons & right to make his own choices. I still have a visceral reaction to anything about her & that relationship (whatever it is) but that’s my problem, not Tae’s.

As you say Rain, perhaps he made the best of not great options - we’ll never know because we actually know next to nothing about the real lives of the members - only what we think we know & what we hear them say - but we’d be fools not to notice that the same stories are repeated over & over & have been for years- dumplings, snow fights, throwing a banana etc etc. We don’t get anything real except by accident if one says something slightly off the agreed script.

And that’s probably how it should be - in a world such as theirs, any sort of privacy is precious.

I do believe that to the vast majority of the fandom & the general public, Tae will forever be known as straight because he dated Korea’s ‘it girl’. I very much doubt he’ll ever deny it & anything he did to try to negate it is actually pointless- only us delusional Taekookers even noticed or believed that he was trying to distance himself anyway.

Even my husband & friends who barely know who Tae is, saw the news that he was dating the bp girl - and believed it.

So. Do I still love & support Tae? Yes of course I do.

Will I ever naively believe 100% again - No I won’t.

Hi anon!

Thank you for your nuanced reply to this.

In a situation like Tae and Jk's, nothing will ever be easy or straightforward. Theirs is a life of contantly seeking balance and constanly being misunderstood. I'm actually really greatfull that Idols tend to live their private lives in actual privacy.

[machetegirl109]

are you planning on writing again? (i miss your work 😪)

hellooo, luv!! firstly, it warms my heart to read that

i love writing and i had so many fics planned for ellie and abby; but right now im just not sure... life has been pretty nice since started to finally live it and i guess my interests have changed, but i think i might make a small appearance soon, but no promises 🙊😜

but ty for shooting me a anon msg, it really made me happy to know that my work was something you enjoyed. sending love and good vibes your way <333

i love all of you who followed and supported my writings and i will forever be greatfull for each and everyone of u; but fear not - this is not the end, its just the beginning 🫂

[remcycl333]

Hi!

i discover states by Your posts on Twitter. it wasn't easy to switch but i decided to give it a try.

I was sure before that i can't visualise but i recently am watching two YouTuber which are saying about states and Neville

https://youtube.com/@upgradetolife

https://youtube.com/@maleekaismyguardianangel

And Niclas in one of his videos said that visualise mean you use your senses to feel the state of wish fullfield. And I had enlightenment because i discover that of course i can't envision fill scene but but strong sense is touch.

i just did visualisaion in which i senses hand of my sp, rouses which he bring me and phone to which he send me message.

Only this, but I felt it real and it is done.

what i tried to said that maybe an can't see whole scene but maybe you can here or sense the smell or touch like me.

it is all to fulfill yourself within.

I would like to thank You and other states accounts here and on twt that You are showing us the truth and hope that nobody will be mean to you all. You all are angels. ❤️❤️

Forever greatfull.

that’s amazing! i hope this can help other people as well: visualization doesn’t just have to be images, it can be touch, sound, taste, or smell as well!!

i’m super happy my posts have helped you!! 🥺🤍

[anne-the-historian-ish]

a lil /vet post

honestly i've lost all my love for the qsmp project. The only good things left for me is firstly the amazing brazilians i've meet throught it that i will continue to follow and interect with, FitMc (and ramon and hideduo) and the favela five + richas. So i might still ocasionaly reblog and coment somethign about their lores, fanfics about them...

but honestly i don't want to be envolved in the project anymore.

the way Quackity reacted to all of this made me extremaly dissapointed on him, the way the adms ware treated is unacceptable, there is no excuse for what happened. The best part of the server was the adms and the cultural diversity (which is made by the adms themselves).

I stand with the adms (eggs, npc, twitter update accounts, all the vonlunteers), with everyone that was harassed and attacked because of their antionality, gender, or any other type of discrimination. In a community that so heavily talked about diversity, it clearly didn't know how to really interect with ppl of diferent background and viewpoints.

If any adming see this post: i'm sorry for what happened, for the way you ware treated in the server and by the community. Your collective work made the server what it was, and the community at large will be forever greatfull for all you did for us <3

So...i know no one problably care lol, but i won't talk about the server anymore (with the excpetions mentioned above and to make it clear i will continue to follow my mutuals because i adore you guys brasileiros unidos jamais serão vencidos).

See you guys around (❁´◡`❁)

[twopoppies]

There is something about H, that takes tension and pressure from my chest and my shoulders. I am aware that this is probably a temporary thing, but I will be forever greatfull for the ease and lightheartedness this gem brought into some chapters of my life 💎✨

🥹🥹🥹 I’m with you, sweetheart.

[conivolos]

forever greatfull that bg3 let’s us have silly hats so i can look like this in cutscenes

[sunwoospring]

Why I love Sunwoo-he is good man talented handsome funny cute but I like how he is careful with word that he say and it’s adorable when he teases deobi and all you just have to love Sunwoo way he is he really likes deobi and he is greatfull for everything deobi do for The Boyz because deobi give love and deobi accept love and that is so nice question what words that any of the boys said to deobi did make you shed tear? For me every word boys said is precious to make and when they say those words I feel from them this big love for deobi and they work hard so they don’t dissapiont deobi but they never dissapoint deobi we are proud and we love boys so much and we will love them forever I want them to know those words I did write that they wont ever dissapoint deobi and that deobi are proud of them a lot and that deobi love them so much 

[made-of-starrdust]

10th January, 01:00 a.m.

Today, 22 years ago , this exact minute, a star was born.

The most beautiful star my eyes have ever seen. A star that is born once in a lifetime. A star which has the brightest reflection on this Universe. A star that mesmerize you with her inner and outer beauty. A star that keeps me always safe and full with life, the one that brightens the darkest nights. The rarest star in this cosmos.

Life is one ride that sometimes brings you up through the clouds and the next second you are in the middle of emotional crisis. And what is important is that you should have just one person to go through those times. To share the happines and to share the pain. To continue with your life knowing that you have someone who understands and who thinks and cares about you. And by thinking about you i don't mean just thoughts ,but to know that a person really cares about your feelings and emotions.Maybe that is your mother or your sister or maybe your cousin, but for me is this particular star. My STAR.

I'm a person who was abused, suffered and felt all the trauma you could probably think of right now. And for that i have some permanent physical and emotional damage in me. Anxiety, panic attacks, depression, paranoia. I live everyday with these couple friends. But do you want me to tell you a secret?

Will you believe me if i say that when this star is around me, near me, or even just thinking about her for a minute, it happens the biggest miracle you could ever imagine. Yes. A fucking MIRACLE.

All those negative thoughts, vibrations, stress, those panic attacks magically dissapears. Everythings stops.

And then chils over all of my body. Peace. Stilness.Harmony. Balance. Love. Lightness. Calmness. This is what happens. Just one look or one hug or one thought about her, and those feelings switch in a second. Isn't that such a big miracle? And it's true. It happens everyday.  Every single day.

You know sometimes when something bad happens or is about to happen but again some kind of MIRACLE occurs and you are like whaaaat?? How is this possible? And you say God thank you for keeping me safe. Thanks for this or that. We all have been through this kind of situations and  thats how i know we all have someone or something to keep us all safe and to look after us. And for times like those i have an angel by my side that is looking after me and keeping me safe. She is that miracle for me.

Human form of guardian angel.

She is my guardian angel. My ANGEL.

If there is something that i am sure of in this whole  mine existence, that is that she is my soulmate. I know her for many many years but what kind of bond we have for eachother all this time?  You could never imagine because billions of years couldn't have made this connection that we have between us. That's how i know that we have known eachother every past life we have had till this one and I know, oh God I know, that every next life we will meet again. Our souls will search for eachother, even if we are on differents parts of this world. They will find eachother every next life. The flame burning inside us will let our souls to find eachother. I fucking know that. And thats how i know that i will never let go of her and she will never let go of me. That we will be always together no mater what happens. Its stronger than us. We are connected. Forever. One mind, one soul, two bodies.

I'm soo fucking greatfull for having her. Having this between us. I'm so lucky. And here there are, the tears of happines,glowing on my cheeks. I’ve been blessed with a lot of things in my life, but you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

And thats why today i thanks the Universe. Thank you Universe for this miracle in my life. Thank you for creating this beautiful soul on this beautiful day. Thank you for giving me my personal Star and Angel. I'm forever greatfull. Always will be. Till my last breathe. Till my last reincarnation on this world. And yes, heaven is place on earth, when i'm with you. Thank you. I love you. 💙

@so-fucking-faded