#I was literally just thinking about this the other day 😭😭
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The Golden Raven Spoilers
This is a list of things I can't believe happened in this book and have questions on still or just feel are important to reiterate. This is super spoiler heavy, DO NOT READ if you haven't read the book yet, I literally talk about pretty much every major plot point and then some.
Jean's mother had his childhood exy team captain and their ENTIRE FAMILY murdered because Jean dared to talk to them
What did Joshua say to Jeremy?????
Jean corrects himself from saying he's spent five years practicing Raven drills to seven? So he was learning them before he went to Castle Evermore?
I can't believe Andrew came back to California, I also can't believe he came back without Neil
I'm ALSO shocked to learn Neil didn't tell Kevin or Andrew that he went to California in June
ALSO shocked to learn Neil didn't tell Andrew about Grayson? this one makes sense to me now that I've thought about it, Neil wouldn't want to trigger Andrew like that
BRISKET LUNGS 💀💀 sassy jean ftw
WAS KAYLEIGH DAY FUCKING MURDERED????
Jeremy's ringtone for Kevin is a fox bark lmaooo
Jean filling Kevin's glass with tap water instead of fridge water is such a funny random comment but so petty
I can't believe we got three descriptions of looks Cody had (neon green hair, fire engine red buzz cut, and they’re a natural blonde) AND a description of what Cat smells like before we got what she looks like
Half-baked baguette is a hilarious and wild insult
Jeremy's mom keeps his passport, social security card and birth certificate somewhere locked and hidden away from him and that's fucking crazy
Jeremy's dad is stationed in Korea, I wonder if there are any Moriyamas in Korea?
Jeremy LOVES to avoid things and change the subject and I hate love hate him for it
Jeremy Alan White Knox LMAO I can't un-think this
I love Cody, Pat and Ananya and I want only good things to happen to them
I was NOT expecting an orgy, I definitely thought sex was involved w the banquet night, but coke-fueled orgy was rough to find out. The guilt Jeremy must feel about that all. Fuck. This was rough.
Cat and Jean's friendship means so much to me and I love love love how physical they are with each other and how he starts kissing her temple and shit, adorable, spectacular gimme 14 of em
STUPID, BEAUTIFUL KEVIN 😭😭😭😭 man finding out Kevin is oblivious to Jean's feelings about him hurt
I want Jean to have a garden so bad
LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOX V RAVEN GAME HOLY SHIT I WAS GASPING OUTLOUD
I will personally track down and murder and kill the fucking Raven fans who burned their house down, it held EVERYTHING jean owned and loved and cared about (other than the people obvi)
Fireworks showing up on jeans list chapters later while and also adding Fathers (deliberately ignoring his own and attributing that title to Wymack and Rhemann)
Aaron driving the Mas because Andrew has a broken collar bone and Neil has broken ribs
RIP Barkbark, you will be forever missed
The way Browing is annoyed as fuck at jean for not wanting to be in witness protection and is like wtf is with this game, Jean and Neil being exy freaks fr
Warren Wilshire is a massive fucking asshole and can suck my dick
JEAN'S FAVORITE COLOR IS BROWN LIKE JEREMY'S EYES
JEAN BRAIDING LAILA'S HAIR 😩
JABBERWOCKY, bro that's Jean in dog form, can't convince me otherwise
#aftg#all for the game#jean moreau#jeremy knox#kevin day#neil josten#andrew minyard#aftg tgr#tgr spoilers#the golden raven#the golden raven spoilers#cat alvarez#laila dermott
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Summers With You | William Nylander
summary: when people think that you and William aren't spending summer together, you are quick to prove them wrong.
request: a social media post about a summer in sweden with Willy - anon
authors note: this is the first time that I have gotten a chance to write something really for willy before and we have a few soft launch requests throughout this event so I wanted to do something a little different for this one! a reminder that if you want to look at more of the one shot wonder event, you can see the rest of the event here!
willynylander has posted!

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willynylander: recharging
marner_93: the day that you give us more than a one word caption, I'm dead
↳ willynylander: don't go giving me ideas now
user974: have they really really broken up?
↳ user954: they were really cute too
↳ user781: hey we now get a hot willy summer!!
ella.nylander: you are never coming with me to another concert again
↳ willynylander: we both know there is someone else I want to be going with
liked by youruser
user920: willy is not with his wifey?
↳ user785: because he probably got bored of her ass?
↳ user668: don't look too hard now, your jealousy is showing
youruser has posted!

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youruser: stockholm
austonmatthews: your captions are literally like your boyfriends
↳ youruser: he has taken me over to the dark side 😔
↳ willynylander: it isn't my fault I influenced you 😙
↳ youruser: anyone want a boyfriend? I have one for sale!
↳ willynylander: you wound me
↳ marner_93: i'll buy you willy
↳ stephhmarner: anyone want a husband? I have one for sale!
liked by youruser
tatemcrae: gorgeous girl 💗
liked by willynylander
↳ youruser: love you 😘
user202: she has to be with willy, that is his sister!
↳ user585: she deserves better than him
↳ user452: no i am pretty sure he looks at her like she is his world
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user899: where is the couple content we all want and need girl 😫
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youruser: my world 🌎
morganrielly: you have just gone and killed half of willys fanbase
↳ youruser: a sacrifice worth making to show my man off
↳ user858: she is so down bad and I don't even blame her
willynylander: I love you
↳ youruser: I like you too 😆
↳ willynylander: anyone want a girlfriend? I have one for sale!
↳ youruser: we both know you would want me back way too fast
ella.nylander: you and your boyfriend make me sick
↳ youruser: me and my boyfriend are cute *
↳ austonmatthews: you now see what we put up with very day in the season
↳ youruser: okay then why are you always at ours 🤨
↳ user472: wait they live together??
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willynylander: somewhere with you <3
youruser: I loved spending this summer with you 💗
↳ alexnylander: so can we send her back to Toronto?
↳ youruser: and you want to still live in our spare room 🤧
↳ willynylander: äiskling I loved spending the summer with you too
↳ user697: lmao I love how willy ignored Alex 😭
austonmatthews: okay now can you bring back my best friend?
↳ youruser: you talking to me or him??
↳ austonmatthews: did you buy me those bubs?
↳ willynylander: first thing she did when she landed
↳ austonmatthews: then Will return my best friend back to me
↳ youruser: that should hurt a lot more than it does
↳ user926: I actually love their friendship
user592: and to think we almost lost this couple-
#ambers one shot wonder#william nylander blurb#william nylander x reader#william nylander x you#william nylander smau#social media edits#hockey social media edits#nhl social media edits#William nylander social media edits#amber makes smaus
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JUST FULL ON HEAVY SMUT WITH DOM NIKKI PLEASEEE😭🙏🙏🙏🙏
Warnings: Smut, soft dom Nikki, cockwarming, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!

You'd been craving Nikki all day, it started when you woke up and you were both still naked from the night before and he was playing with your hair.
More often than not when you fucked he wouldn't pull out, when you first started dating he would wear a condom and either leave it on or take it off and get comfortable behind you after cleaning you both up.
Now he'd just lay you both down, whether it meant spooning you and laying you on top of him. You kept wet wipes on the nightstand so he could at least wipe you down.
Like always, Nikki was behind you, pressed right up against you and buried deep inside you. He had one arm around you and the other was under your head, letting you use his bicep as a pillow. You looked over you shoulder at him, it took him a second to realize you were awake but he smiled at you when he did.
"Hey, sweetheart, how'd you sleep?" He asked, voice rough from a lack of use. You almost wished he hadn't realized you were awake. The look on his face when he was just mindlessly playing with your hair, that far out look in his eyes as he blinked slowly, his soft breaths you felt against your back, his chest rising and falling.
You mumbled something about not wanting to wake up and he chuckled, continuing to play with your hair. You didn't want to get up, it was so warm and comfortable in bed, but you had work.
Nikki smiled and teased you while you got ready for work, laying in bed spread out, the blanket barely covering him.
It didn't get any better when you got to work, he called you at lunch and was breathing heavy, it took you a second to realize he was jerking off and using your voice to do it. You were barely allowed to have private calls, if anyone heard you were fucked.
You really needed to be fucked.
Nikki knew how you'd be feeling when you got home so he waited, just as naked as when you left that morning. You dropped your bag by the door and went straight to him, not wasting any time in getting naked and straddling his lap.
Your lips were on his in a second, arms wrapping around his neck. Nikki's arms went around your waist and held you tight to him, hands rubbing up and down your sides. His tongue slipped into your mouth, drawing a moan from you.
Nikki chuckled against your lips and pulled away slightly, trailing his kisses up your jaw. "Still so desperate?" He teased, lips caressing the shell of your ear. "Whore, let me help you." He was an ass at the best of times, he knew how needy you were and would abuse that advantage, but he would give you what you wanted with no qualms.
A low groan left him as he pushed into you, eyes on your stomach and watching that familiar bulge form. He smiled wickedly and rolled you both over, laying you down and holding himself up on his elbows. He pulled his hips back and snapped them back into you, setting a harsh pace.
His low grunts and groans filled your ear, mixed with backhanded praise. "You're such a good slut for me, taking me so good, you were fucking made for my cock." He'd purr, sucking and nipping at your neck.
You clawed at his shoulders, finally getting what you'd been needing all day. Your moans filled the room along with the sound of skin slapping skin.
Nikki sat up, taking your hands in his and continuing to ram his cock into you, angling it perfectly. He knew your body inside and out, literally, he knew what made you cum, how to get that extra high whine from you.
You stared right back up at him, his broad shoulders and tatted arms, messy hair, a few strands clinging to his soft face. He had such sharp features, the jaw and nose, but his skin was smooth and his eyes were piercing.
His thighs were thick, muscular. Your legs wrapped around him, pulling him closer as you felt yourself nearing your high. You didn't have to tell him if you were close, he knew, your gummy walls clenching around him, sucking him and making it harder to pull out.
Your body bounced up and down the mattress, tits bouncing with you. Nikki's eyes flickered from them to the bulge in your gut, then to your face, your eyes fluttering and your nose scrunching.
At times Nikki made you want to wring someone's neck, usually his, but times like this reminded you why you loved him. He could be sweet, usually he was an ass, but when he took control and just had you lay there while he did all the work in making you cum. He wasn't big on giving oral, but he had no problem focusing on you so long as he got to fuck you.
He let go of your hand and pushed down on your stomach, making you feel just how deep he was, exactly where he was hitting inside you. His thumb stretched down to your clit, rubbing it in small circles. "Such a good girl." He mused, smiling down at you. "Gonna cum for me? Make a mess on my dick? Bet that's what you were thinking about while you were at your desk, huh?"
You nodded helplessly. "Needed it so-so bad." You said through moans, reaching for his hand. It was overstimulating but it felt so good.
"Maybe I'll just have to come with you tomorrow, huh? See how you do cockwarming me all day with everyone watching." You moaned loudly at that, head rolling back. "Oh, you like that, huh? The thought of getting off in front of all those people~" You couldn't take it anymore, back arching off the bed as you came. "Fucking attention whore." Nikki grunted.
He leaned back down again, caging you in under his. His thrusts lost their rhythm as he humped into you, his own noises getting needier and more desperate as he chased his high.
Nikki pushed his face into your neck as he came, placing a few soft kisses there as he came, painting your insides with his cum.
He waited a moment, keeping most of his weight off of you but letting you feel the pressure of him on top of you. He pulled away to look at you, smiling at the fucked out look on your face. "How about I order something, huh?" You smiled tiredly and nodded.
#motley crue smut#motley crue rp#motley crue x reader#motley crue fanfiction#motley crew#motley crue#nikki sixx x reader#nikki sixx smut#nikki sixx fanfiction#nikki sixx#nikki sixx imagine#nikki sixx x you
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Part 22 of Nonviolent Communication 🤭
GIRL LISTEN
The moment I saw this ask, I started TWEAKING, but in a good way. I was this close >< to learning how to do somersaults out of happiness and excitement, giggling like a schoolgirl! The scream I scrumpt! 🤭🤭🤭 LIKE SSJSJSJSJS I'm giddy looking at it!!!
The "kiss" to the “almost kiss” (Peter B. when I catch you 🙄) is so, so sweet to see visually! Thank you for drawing those moments, pooks! 🥹 And then, the last one with the “low-key wouldn't have minded if it happened” kiss - GIRL, I'M SCREAMING!
THE SHARED STRING OF SALIVA -


I’m probably weird for this, but I find that hot, and yet so sweet and vulnerable. 🥺 I wanna say more, but I will refrain. I must be strong, pookies. 🫡 The ideas in my mind since I laid eyes on this ask, though? 🤭 If you could see into my brain…
Miguel on Dulzura's neck — Lord have mercy!

GOD, I WISH THAT WAS ME! 😩🤭 Girl... The plans I have regarding this aspect... 🤭😌😈😩 I’m telling you now, I have plans that I cannot share with you rn because the haters will sabotage me… but I got some stuff in the works. 😌 sighs Dulzura... 🧛🏽♂️🤭
THE LAST ONE — LARA!


(my literary kitchen as one lovely reader said once)
I'm giggling and kicking my feet (and plotting 😈)! 🤭 Imagine if their kiss had escalated to this? (actually, just remembered Mayday was in the room so nvm but if she wasn't, and it did escalate?) Is it getting hot in here, or is it just me? Ok, I’m typing rn and I literally just got this idea because I remembered the main bedroom’s bed (Miguel's room) breaking since they were staying in the Lovers’ Cabin🤭🤭, but… imagine if things had escalated… the other bed (Dulzura's) would’ve broken, too because when they - That’s all I’m gonna say about that, actually! For now...
But, EEEE, LARA - MY BELOVED POOKS! I hope your pillow is cold on both sides every night. If you drive, that every traffic light is green for you. Thank you for drawing this!!🥹🥹 I know it's been in my inbox for a hot minute (month), but thank you so much for drawing and sharing it!! It's been on my mind every day since I came back and saw it, haha!
Thank you so much, Lara, and I hope you're having a great start to your week, pooks! 💖💖
Alondra❤️
p.s. still thinking about how Miguel and Dulzura were really like, "I wouldn't have minded a kiss from you" - they're so blind 😭
#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#nonviolent communication#miguel spiderverse#miguel spiderman#nonviolent communication fanart#miguel o'hara fanart#atsv#alondra's answers 🍁
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i (foolishly) decided to step out of my little side pocket of the arcane fandom to see what people are saying about mel in regards to jayvik... and bruh. i wasted like... a couple minutes of my life reading a jayvik shipper's long ass take dismissing the misogynoir in the arcane fandom and i just need to rant.
there's nothing wrong with jayvik. there's nothing wrong with YOU if you like jayvik.
but having your head so deep up a ship's ass you don't notice the people around you being anti-black? then pretending like black fans are just making shit up to “spite your ship” or whatever bullshit you believe to make yourself feel better after pointing out the misogynoir that the fandom isn't even trying to hide? it's shit like this that prevents me, and a lot of other black fans from enjoying certain media in general.
and i just wanna say i don't think a lot of people are anti-jayvik because they're "butthurt" or whatever the fuck y'all say. IT'S BECAUSE Y'ALL ARE FUCKING WEIRDDDDDD WHEN IT COMES TO MEL.
ntm a couple days ago i saw a goofy ass Instagram reel saying "y'all couldn't even handle jayvik" nigga WHO? WHO IS Y'ALL? let's be so fr, jayvik is the most popular, well received ship in the whole show. go to the arcane ao3 tag right now and you'll see that shit in the top three up there with timebomb and caitvi (we also need to talk about how common it is for interracial relationships in media and fandoms to only be mainstreamed as long as one of the partners is white... but i digress, i digress.)
we can't handle a fandom doing what it does best; pairing the two men together and shitting on the woman? gtf 😭 this has been happening since the birth of the Internet. Hell, probably even before.
And the real kicker is, you don't HAVE to like Mel. I can understand why some people may not like her, and I'm not gonna sit here and say you have to like her just because she's black. But a lot of people are just regurgitating nasty anti-black talking points to justify their hatred for her instead of ACTUALLY having a valid reason to dislike her character.
mel is a colonizer. i won't deny that in the slightest. but the mass majority of the fandom don't care to dig deeper than the surface level representation she's given. it's always "she manipulated jayce!"/"she called them investments!" nigga go bathe.
i knew as soon as viktor appeared on screen the fandom was finna show they ass over that white man. i just KNEW fujo brain worms would takeover and all logic would go out the window. but trust me. you jayvik niggas aren't oppressed for wanting these men to kiss. y'all aren't even a minority. quit acting like you gotta protect yourself from big bad mel medarda and her stans.
and it's not even ALL jayvik shippers, but it's too damn many. they saw black woman near their fave and immediately decided to lynch her character. i'm saying lynch metaphorically and literally because of that disgusting jayvik serial killer au floating around in mel's tag. i have something to say about that to but i'll make another post. i'm disgusted, not shocked, and disappointed that this behavior is so normalized in fandom spaces.
since arcane season two decided to be more ship driven than narrative driven i feel like a lot of y'all feel... entitled, and people feel like they finally have the opportunity to express their anti-blackness in an environment where they can pull the homophobia and ableism card once you call out the weird shit they're doing.
tl;dr i don't wanna hear a jayvik shipper, nay, a NONBLACK person speak on fandom misogynoir ever again because y'all are just loud and wrong every damn time, and stop acting like black fans are fucking stupid for addressing it.
#arcane critical#mel medarda#this was longer than intended#tumblr on mobile crashed and just... uploaded this from my drafts unfinished#arcane
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your characteristisation is sooo good its so yummy... and the art GRAHHHH
also I LOVE SPROUT I LUV HIM AND THE WAY YOU PORTRAY HIM >>>>
also also your human designs?!?! they r so cute (and suit so well)... honestly i do just really really like your art its so good (esp sprout and the way you draw/portray him lol bc im Normal) and i rlly like looking at it. fair to say it's a source of inspo i think
what's your fav skin overall? (mine is star-time sprout)
have a great day!!
ARJDNDKD THANK YOU 😭
Sprout is my most fav dw character(I literally made a character analysis on him), dunno why I like this berryboy so much. I am hoping I don't mischaracterize him way too much cause it's usually difficult for me to write characters that I don't share common traits with.
Also lol about the human designs ironically I am not proud of a lot of them other than Cosmo so thank you for that too haha..
As for skins? I'm honestly fond of his default skin. There's a charm to it.
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@ DANIEL!!!!!!!!

#i know it's for max but fUCK#i was just thinking the other day how much i miss this and the community and all that#then this happened and actually no i'm not over it and i can't be normal about it and i don't know how to reconcile those two things 😭#he's out here watching races while i LITERALLY CANNOT like daniel please 😭😭😭😭😭#happy for him and his closure or whatever but WHAT ABOUT ME BITCH!!!!!! WHAT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!#anyways. lmao.#rbr hate blogging
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i’m so serious i need these lyrics tattooed on the inside of my eyelids

#i can’t stop listening to this song#i can’t formulate my thoughts rn but this song and honestly the whole album#have such an interesting take on where modern day feminism is heading and how we’ve traded in genuine activism for this girls girl#aesthetic that has no deeper meaning or messaging other than omg i love being a woman and i love buying makeup and i would never shit talk#another girl or be insecure#because it’s literally impossible 😭 you’re not gonna get along with everyone! a friend to all is a friend to none!!!#and you’re not gonna magically lose all of your insecurities and low self esteem just because some girl on tiktok told you that thick thigh#s save lives#idk like there’s so much pressure on us to be perfect all the time and be this weird caricature of a girl#when in reality this girl doesn’t even exist!#it’s crazy that people honestly think you’re some kind of an anti feminist if you don’t like following tiktok beauty trends or if you have#beef with other women or you struggle with low self esteem#like at its core femininism is about women’s rights! it’s not about shaming women for being real complex people 😭#you can’t girl boss your way out of body dismorphia and serve anxiety#you can’t self care and retail therapy your way out of depression#anyway i love this song and i love being a gross weird women#mari.txt
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I've been wondering what is it about January 29 that I'm forgetting, the date sounds familiar.. important even.
Well, it's The Anniversary. 15 years of the iconic "Afghanistan or Iraq?"
15 years of the eternal duo meeting for nth time in a fresh universe, with the same magic from a hundred and twenty (three) years ago.
I think I deserve a rewatch of A Study in Pink, today. :)

#sherlock#bbc sherlock#january 29#important day indeed#i literally asked my parents about it yesterday#i thought it was someone's birthday/anniversary in the family that i was forgetting 😭#well turns out it *is* an anniversary in the family :')#btw just saw sherlock trending on this website. wow. good day!!!#on another note: john and sherlock have known each other in the bbc universe for a decade and a half now#and i think i might cry if i think about that too much :')
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what he’s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever he’s doing#I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of can’t#or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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#talkys#forget that whole essay i wrote the other day this is just it + i cant stop thinking about dis 😭#video#tiktok#THE TEARS. LITERALLY
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whump wednesday - part iii
tw / tags: concussion, blood, bleeding out, loss of consciousness character: Rook (who else?) status: canon (took place several irl months ago as part of Rook’s first “Horrible, Very Bad, No-Good Weekend”.) wordcount: 525
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Another continuation from earlier. The party has now made it back to the Winters' manor. Having lost a lot of blood since being revived (on top of his concussion), Rook is in pretty bad shape. His mentor, Sigmar, is attempting to get him to the Winters' healers.
Rook’s eyes drifted closed, the oblivion of sleep calling to him. A sharp prod at his side dragged them reluctantly back open. “Rook, you need to stay awake. Just a little bit longer, until a healer can have a look at you.” Sigmar’s voice was serious as he half-dragged, half-carried Rook down the hall of the Winters’ manor. Rook groaned in response. He was exhausted, and every inch of his body ached. He wanted nothing more than to close his eyes and fall headlong into unconsciousness. Sigmar prodded him again. “Tell me what happened to you. How you ended up in this state.”
Rook thought hard for a moment. How had he ended up like this? He remembered Celestia, and healing the party, and then- Oh, right. He started to explain, his words running together as he spoke. “This werewolf guy showed up. Deadringer?” Sigmar’s body tensed but he said nothing. “And he wanted Warren. Warren and Cherry, I think.” He paused, trying to remember what had happened after that. “He… he wanted to hurt them. So I told him he’d have to go through me first. And he said ‘Deal.’ and threw me across the room. I… I think one of his werebeasts killed me.” He felt rather than saw Sigmar shake his head. “I should never have left you. If I’d known she’d bring Deadringer into this… I shouldn’t have let you go off to fight someone like him without me.” Once again, Rook was surprised at the weight of the emotion in his mentor’s voice. He wanted to say It’s not your fault. Or maybe, I would have done it anyway, but his mouth wouldn’t cooperate. So instead he just rested his head on Sigmar’s shoulder. The damp chill that had come over him on the way here was getting stronger and he leaned into Sigmar’s warmth. “‘S cold,” he mumbled. Sigmar picked up the pace a bit, a worried edge creeping into his voice. “Come on, come on. Just a little further.” Rook’s eyes were heavy, and his awareness of the world was fading. He heard a door open, was vaguely aware of a brightly lit, white-painted room, of being laid down on a bed. He could hear people talking urgently, unfamiliar voices joining Sigmar’s. His muddled mind only caught fragments of their words. “Concussion… Severe… Significant blood loss… Not enough… ” Sigmar’s raised voice cut through the fog. “Help him, damn you!” It sounded very far away, as though coming from another room. Multiple sets of hands touched his skin, and the familiar warmth of healing magic (when had being healed become familiar again?, he wondered dimly) flooded his body. The cold, clammy feeling faded away. The constant pain he had stopped registering some time ago subsided, leaving blissful neutrality in its wake. His head cleared slightly too, blurred reality coming back into focus for a brief moment. Distant voices reached his ears, borne by that momentary clarity. “It’s safe for him to sleep now. He’ll be fine after some rest.” As if his body needed no further reassurance, Rook’s mind relaxed, and within seconds he sank into a deep sleep.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#whump wednesday#whump#it's the ''I would have done it anyways.'' that gets me. 😭#Rook would do anything for his friends. And I do mean ANYTHING. Literally the DAY BEFORE this Sigmar lectured Rook about his recklessness#and told him that his utter lack of regard for his own safety was borderline suicidal. And then barely 24 hours later he's trying to fight#a major villain on his own.#Sadly this isn't even the last time he basically dares a major villain to kill him and dies.#And the second time Warren died (permanently) trying to revive/save Rook.#just one of the many many many things he feels so insanely guilty for in the campaign.#the other big one is getting close with Sigmar bc he turned out to be a a corpse being controlled by the BBEG.#So Rook blames all the suffering that came from that reveal (including his own pain about it) on himself.#And the biggest tragedy is that Sigmar/Dr. Purity truly genuinely does love Rook. In his own fucked-up unhealthy way.#Rook found this novel that had a mentor character and Sigmar had filled every inch of the margins with notes of like ''apply this to Rook.'#and I will admit I absolutely lost it when the DM described it to me. I was like ''I THOUGHT YOU COULDN'T MAKE ME LOVE HIM MORE. I WAS WRON#and then just last week I was minding my own business eating goldfish crackers not even thinking about dnd and my brain was like:#''what if Rook told Purity that he found the book. What would his reaction be?'' and I was like oh shit. That would be heartbreaking.#and then my brain was like ''what if Rook revealed that right before he killed him?'' and that broke me.#because it's a simultaneous apology and acknowledgement of who Purity COULD have been and Rook admitting he does care about him.#but at the same time it's not going to change how things are going to end (Rook killing Purity himself as a mercy to both of them.)#And what makes Sigmar's betrayal so much sadder is that according to the DM the persona he played as Sigmar is the closest to the ''real''#man he was before he became Dr. Purity. Augh it makes me SICK.#these two are literally perfect mirrors. And it was 100% by accident.#I'll shut up about them now. But not for long. Everything circles back to these two eventually.
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I wish language was universal so you all could know how this song genuinely makes me want to jump on a cliff and spread my limbs facing a sunset as I think of kiawren (if anyone wants to listen to it... I hope the Vibes are universal at least)


I always look forward to the summer evenings after it rains.
The singing cicadas (hey!) wake up all the stars. The moonlight is so cooling.
Just like that, I think of the first time I confessed.
How embarrassing I was. See, the way you make love sound so philosophical, is actually really cute.
You talk about living in tomorrow and living in anticipation. What about living in today naturally?
I said I understand, is it too fast? The future, the first day is unfolding.
#Kiawren#IT'S SO KIAWRENRGGHK#It's so me becuz the first time I confess. You bet it was embarrassing. But out of the two of us I'd have done it first.#The way this band makes sings about love so relatably#Not just young love#But also love for people in general#And the themes of nature the summer rain the cicadas#And later on in the song#Watching the ocean together. Watching the clouds unfurl#Watching the day unfold together.#The title is just 'First day'#There's a sense of excitement#Thinking about kiawren's first days. They don't knowwww THEY DONT KNOW. GUYS YOU WILL BE SO INSEPARABLE.#GUYS YOUR FATES ARE LITERALLY TIGHTENING AROUND EACH OTHER RN 🤣🤣#I keep imagining hazes of me in alol.a looking up to the volcano and the sky#The feeling of anticipation being in such a beautiful place. And there's this boy you want to see again.#IT'S JUST THE FIRST DAYS#I don't want to wake up in the morning and face the dread that is my studying KIA.WE SAVE ME 😭 FUCK MY SYUPID BAKA LIFE#Wren chirping
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bruh. how come nobody has ever called me out for taking too long into uploading something? 😭 if I was following myself, I would’ve asked like “girl where tf are your stories?” lmaoosjsjsj
#remember when I said I was gonna upload a jk fic based on#igora hills by dojacat??#I do have it on my drafts and literally have the entire thing going on but I don’t seem to like it even when the plot it’s good 😭#like I have soooooo many fics I haven’t upload bc now I feel like it’s been a long time and I don’t sort of like it no more 😭#(those fics ofc)#so now I’m like.. writing new stuff but idk if I should delete these old fics or upload them???? 😭#I’m always so indecisive……#I also have a new mini series I want to start about military jungkook…#sort of similar to ITS!jungkook…#I also have ideas to post some fics about txt soobin..#and san from ateez…..#and I’ve been thinking If I should also do for enhypen heeseung….#my main focus will always be jungkook tho lol#but I’ve been wanting to writer about those other too…#*sob* *sob*#anyways#I’m going back to writing#I just wanted to sort of update y’all????#I’ll upload something these days if I don’t do it later..#hopefully it’ll be one chapter of that one military fic I just mentioned…#*sob*
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realizing i’m so funny and talking a lot and making a million plans right now is not because i am healing for a new year new me era but because i am entering a state of ✨hypomania✨
#i am still dealing with the consequences of my last hypomanic state#i literally just received money to help pay off all the credit card debt from my last reckless era#i need to pay off these debts and bills TODAY before i start booking trips to all these vacations i’ve invited all these ppl on in the last#24 hours 😭😭#the other morning i woke up and immediately went into full detail explaining to my mom how i could survive a zombie apocalypse#and today i drew a rectangle to represent this house that i remember and wanted her to remember it too bc i couldn’t remember whose house#it was#deadass i draw a rectangle and i was like ok so this is the house and i draw an oval to represent where we would park the car#that is it. that is the image and i expected her to remember where this house is 😭 she was like hey maybe we need to think about if youre#in a manic state because you’ve been on 10 for a few days now and going from rotting in my bed for weeks to THIS is giving ✨hypomania✨#hypomania#hypomanic#bipolar ii#strawberrybyers text post
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Is that character gay? *points at Mine*
Allegedly.
#snap chats#depends on what day you check the wiki. schrodinger's homosexual#i couldnt FATHOM showing mine to my mom i know she'd be so annoying 😭😭😭#actually i cant even imagine what'd happen. 'is he gay' 'yeah' 'oh-' LIKE WHAT. WHAT NOW MOTHER WHAT HAVE YOU SAY TO THAT#like i think my mom asks that so much as a cope for my existence when i dont even like men mom As Per Usual mother you got it wrong#she's so weird because her. 'best work friend(? boss?)' is gay so she doesnt care about gay people she just doesnt like. me LMAO#but my moms selective hating aside i do wish i could show her characters i like#not because i want to bond with her but because it always seems funny when everyone else does it with their parents#but id just be too embarrassed ... or i can just imagine her saying like. every other chara is scary lookin. or ugly. liek my grandma did 💀#my sisters keep telling me to show her daigo since they think he looks like our dad and im always tempted to#god wait that just reminds me how when i did a daigo cosplay last year my dad saw me and he was like 'you're like a mini me :)'#like .... cmon dawg youre not helping LCKAEJLKCJAE love him. hope to see him again soon <- literally just saw him#wait while im rambling my dad came over and our 'uncle' (no actual relation just dad's friend) gave us. 12 fucking bottles of wine#when no one in this house drinks enough to warrant TWELVE BOTTLES ?? so funny. at least my sis and her husband drink#and i have one (1) friend who drinks LOL so thats cute. do i have any other unnecessary lore bits to drop before i disappear for a week#our ac broke and its been hot as balls. yeah thats it thats the end of it see you guys next week
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