#I wanted to explode. It sucked so bad

[victory-cookies]

The difference between my two jobs today was so jarring. The bookstore was three hours of consistent, fairly easy work, and the print shop was two hours of sitting on my phone and then one hour of the most hectic, insane, intense work. And it’s always like this

[imeriayapping]

I can't continue like that

I NEED ITALIAN INJECTED INTO MY BRAIN

[capricioussun]

☀️ and Boss, if you're still taking these?

Ya ya, always happy to ramble abt my guys <3

☀️ (sun) - What’s your character like at their best?

Hmmm, a very interesting one for Boss. I swear I'm not trying to be pedantic, but that largely depends on definition of 'best'. His idea of best? Snare's? Morally? Happiest?

I guess, in a general like, daily life sense, when all is going well and he’s at the top of his game, he's very...relaxed, seeming. Everything in his life is sort of like clockwork, it's down to a science, everything in its place how it should be, his own role etched out perfectly for him to step into.

With everything functioning so smoothly, he'd just go about business as usual, but he'd have a flow about him. Casual almost, calm, a little charming. He keeps up on work, exercise, socializing, "sleep", incredibly efficient and seemingly unfazed by any roadblocks that arise.

Really, he’s an unemotional guy, and that sort of 'just right' contentment is predominately what he and Snare strive for. Conflict or unexpected changes are just a headache more than anything, and it's especially a pain in his neck when it's a big enough deal he has to handle it publicly.

At his best, he’s unfailingly efficient, levelheaded, and well kempt.

But that's far from his own idea of best, and even farther still from his happiest. He’s incredibly smart, for better and for worse, and that means he gets bored very incredibly easily. That clashes pretty hard with being a mob boss though, because the only place he can channel it is work, and they're not usually the ones who stir up trouble of their own volition, never mind he wouldn't enjoy that anyway.

Snare keeps that in check, being the main plan guy and all, and Boss has definitely gotten a better handle on it as he's gotten older, but this poor dude is like a captive tiger pacing his enclosure. The guy needs some enrichment. That isn't crime.

[fellhellion]

Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

[mypeggableromance]

.

[dariasonlinedairy]

i wanna throw up when I'm thinking that there are tons of disgusting men on this app, stay away from me if you're one of those, pretty please or I'll lit get my ak47 out, thank you

[reminiscentrainclouds]

Personal Doodle Journal Day 3. Also today you get some rambles that I was just going to put in the tags but changed my mind:

Something wrong with me I think. Sou (Midori) is very much a bad person, and the things he does in the game suck and I kind of hate him, but at the same time, I see tragedy in him and it won't leave me alone. I need to put him in a situation where he can redeem himself or something. It's so bad. I need to give him the opportunity to escape Asunaro's clutches. I might have to write something eventually idk. He's a frustrating character because I want to find something redeemable in him because I know there has to be something but he's too good at being exactly what he needs to be. grrrrrrrrr

[companionwolf]

i don't even care anymore. siesta everybody go to sleep. 'but pr we won't make it thru the night later' i don't care.

[nyupuun]

Om

[dial]

I am going to be so honest with you right now I completely despise the way I feel that I can no longer share things dear to me with others I want to befriend out of the fear that those things I cherish so closely will become tainted to the point of seeing red when I’m reminded those things exist.

[pissfizz]

Why can’t I sleep anymore

[kandidandi]

looking at art: aw hell yeah this goes off! i love this! yippee!

looking at that same art when making a portfolio: yeah uhh ehh its a bit uhhh hmmm

[indi-glo-archive]

i hate imogen with a passion

[keeps-ache]

mm i Neeed to go the beach

[peri]

im so fucking dysphoric lately gUHHHH

[menlove]

like actually yes I am pretty pissed off about this whole thing. nowhere not once in my post did I mention anything about feminine women being the issue. not once. literally all I said was, essentially, "feminine men and masculine women are not accepted and adored by society" that's it. that's the post. and yet everyone and their brother is crawling out like weevils to go off in the tags about how as a feminine woman they feel attacked

listen very very closely. a post supporting one group is not automatically attacking the other group. if you feel left out, make your own positivity post. that's great. I will even reblog that post from you. but if a post says "I really love cats" you getting on there like "what did dogs ever do to you? dogs aren't the problem why do you hate dogs so much? I wish everyone could like dogs or cats and shut the fuck up about hating dogs" is doing literally nothing but annoying op