#I want xmas over
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📸: Jordan Knight for Alternative Press
#why AP was holding onto WWWY content until xmas we'll never know but gladly accept 😛#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#calum hood#ashton irwin#Michael Clifford#all#when we were young fest 2023#kh4f post#smooch chomp etc#the question is#do i want to fixate on the way Cal has his arm draped over Ash#or the hole in Luke's shirt being exactly at tattoo height#🤸🏻♀️
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"Just do as you're told," Mogget said firmly. "Think of yourself as Abhorsen's sworn sword-hand, if it makes you feel better, though in this present era, you'll find common sense is more important than honor. "Very well", Touchstone muttered, humbly. He stood up and put on the underclothes and shirt, but couldn't get the trousers past his heavily muscled thighs. "There's a kilt and leggings in one of the chests back there," Mogget said after watching Touchstone hopping around on one leg, the other trapped in too-tight leather."
if you, as an author, aren't introducing your male love interests like this, what are you even doing with your life?
(from Sabriel, by Garth Nix)
#garth nix you were so real for this#if you haven't read these books for context mogget is (for the moment) an untrustworthy talking cat#guess who's back on her old kingdom bullllllllshitttttttt#the chokehold this book still has on me#(i bought my son terciel & elinor for xmas and then i read it and then i wanted to re-read the whole series)#(loved it btw the abhorsens have such dreadful kuchiki energy)#(also did not expect sabriel's mom to have like 12 ranks in clowning and buffoonery but you know what? based)#touchstone is a real fixer-upper of a man but he is trash for sabriel and that will win me over every time#the time he went into a berserker rage and used it to run up a hill with her crushed to his tits. peak.#i have a TYPE okay?#i have two types actually and if i had a nickel for every time i get an otp out of it i'd have two nickels and i can live with that
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clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...
#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage#my current one has 64gb#it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space#im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space#i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW#what am i the queen?#but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade#i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct#so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!!#you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ;#and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe#I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL.....#i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like#id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever#XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF#personal#txt posts
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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since merula likes thoughtful gifts I’d like to share my hc that merulas develops a lil baby crush on mc ever since the Christmas sq where mc gifts she the song book
#and it goes downhill from there#I’m just imagining sad angry baby merula spending yet another Xmas alone her parents are in prison#her aunt doesn’t give her the time of day#she has no one to go home to#she doesn’t rly have friends bc well. she’s mean#and so she’s just studying she doesn’t care about this dumb holiday anyways#but she sees mc and their friends having a nice time and there’s a part of her that wants that 😔#and then mc surprises her with a gift and it’s a songbook bc she likes to sing and it reminds her of her mother#it’s so thoughtful and nice and she can’t believe mc is being nice to her when she’s been terrible to them#and it’s like the first time in a while someone has truly paid attention to her and has seen her#and the lil baby crush starts from there and grows over time she’s doomed#she doesn’t know how to deal with it so she just gets MCs attention in the best way she knows how by bullying them lmao#aaaaand she’s prob in denial for a bit#ok I’m done#I wrote a whole fic in the tags#mella speaks
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i'm late to this year’s art review thingy bc I had a reeeally busy december and then left my laptop behind when I came home so couldn’t finish any drawings or get my files 🥲 anyway I’ve been reunited with it now so!!!
it’s been a weird but mostly good year!! i started my first proper job in the anim industry and moved house twice. there’s tons of stuff i wanted to make this year but couldn’t find time for bc of the amount of. everything. going on all the time. it was actually a bit hard finding art to fill the spaces this year, which is why i had to stretch my little amount of sketchbook week stuff over two months. it’s been a little bit frustrating - i feel like i’ve learned so much from my job but i haven’t had much time to do anything to show it, but i guess that’s the trade-off. it’s cool being a small part of someone else’s idea but that means i get less time & energy for my own. i want to try and strike a better balance between the two this year and i really hope that soon i’ll be able to share the thing i’m working on i’m literally gonna die of excitement 😭
it’s been really cool getting to make more content of my ocs and see ppl enjoy it, you guys and the nice comments you leave are everything to me. i hope this new year is kind to everyone and thanks for sticking around <3
some of these i haven't posted so to give due credit -
*feb was a gift for @ewwgene-fitzherbert of our blorbos <3
*september is fanart of @the-hilda-librarians-wife’s amazing OC meiri. there will be more
#looking at this it was a VERY oc centric year which is cool#the guys in august are also my ocs just not hilda for a change..i wanted to do a series of drawings to set them up and post em all together#and then the season 3 news came in with a steel chair#ill come back to them#that dec drawing of arwen i finished literally yesterday but bc i sketched it out on paper over xmas it still counts as last year ok!!!!#wife got me thinking abt what her winter outfit would be. her fault <3#im sorry to say i decided for some reason she still wears tights they're just probably rly woolly ones so she doesnt catch hypothermia#hilda the series#art tag
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I have this weird dead corner in the guestroom and turned it into a graphic novels nook!
Still a lot to do, but I am just happy to not see a sea of bins anymore. 😅
#my weird house#i sold over 100 bins over the xmas weekend it was wild#this room is pretty much what teenage me would want in a bedroom lol#there is my main nostalgia room#i have some little shadow boxes to make of random kid stuff I held on to
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considering making a few muse changes to this blog! see below:
im considering removing my arc.ana muses mainly bc i dont have as much muse for them anymore and it's a game i genuinely haven't played content for in years now. ( i havent played since i've touched this blog :( )
in the same instance, i might streamline my muse lists to be primarily love interests and remove some of the more background characters i have for various oto.me's because of how not well known the games are. probably kaz.uki, yasu.hiro and er.iko from cxm and marc.o, robert.o ( mayyybe oliv.er but idk i find him the funniest guy in pio.fiore i think he might just have to stay.)
dropping down to only 4 muses for cupip.ara: rau.l, gil.l, alla.n and shel.by! owen does not get the oliver level of respect, but ry.uki despite being the tsundere of the game i find myself with waning muse for either way!
on a more positive note there'll be additions in the future, the 4 from sdv i spoke about before, and now all is well i will most likely be playing virch.e evermore soon. i also think its about prime time i added mh.in and ai.s from touchstarved.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#THIS HURTS TO SAY BECAUSE ALSO THE AMOUNT OF PAGES I HAVE MADE UP BUT. i also think its good .#autumn cleaning!#vir.che ive had waiting since xmas im so awful so im hoping now with my room getting a total remake i can buy this charging thing i wanted#for the switch and then :)#im getting a bookshelf and making an oto.me shelf because i need place to hang my special editions of amn.esia and cupi.para.#if anyone knows any good places to buy oto.me merch lmk i might get some models or something.#when i find a good site selling the shi.n nendroid ... its over for me ....#its time to write though and i hope to be here until early morning! (with breaks ofc)#lets hope we get things done dash :')
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If I have Covid (again) to end the year, Imma Be Very Annoyed.
#hilary for ts#my dad had it over xmas and felt really bad (he is much better now but my mom has it instead)#(she is fine but just tired and i am surprised she didn't get it earlier)#(but i was with her yesterday and the day before so i probably have it since i have a bit of a sniff)#(otherwise entirely fine -- yay updated booster! -- but also nobody wants this)#(boo)
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i just thought of a weird idea for a christmas poll:
#personal crap#christmas#i don't think any of em are really good tbh but i'd say my favourite is i wish it could be christmas everyday just bc it's cute and upbeat#and before anyone asks i left out any of the really internationally known ones like happy xmas (war is over) wonderful christmastime#and do they know it's christmas bc they would win just because people know them#i want to torture non-brits with the shit we hear every year and they don't :p
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watched some of the available scenes on youtube but honestly forgot how often people commented to ku.ro about how 'normal' mahi.ru was for an eve which, at the beginning is rather easy to relate to mahi.ru's simple outlook of life but also equivalates to how, before this, ku.ros life has always been alongside other supernatural beings.
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#the main scenes on there that arent chara compilations are ku.ro and mahi.ru meeting when hes in human mode and#meeting lawl.ess and lich.t#and hearing lawle.ss say ' but your so normal ' as opposed to simple is so ....#damn the more you know everyone!! he really DID nail the nail in ku.ros coffin#deserved. i admit- man was already raging over the reminder of that day and now is forcibly reminded of the other person he left ... 5#stages of grief here.#but tbh early series kur.o is such an avoidant he just stays silent. and unresponsive and when the rage seeps out still looks dead inside#i forgot how powerful lich.t was tbh guys :(#me after seeing him slam ku.ro 5 times: yeah there was a REASON you got taken out early king you would have had them all crushed in no time#anyway happy wednesday i am fueling myself for the penultimate sv chapter that comes out this friday#( but will probs arrive for our records like next week )#the ending is. most likely going to be rushed but with this chapter being 40 pages and them getting that extra volume. i hope theyre able t#tell all they need.#if this is the end of the battle. im gonna sob ... if theyre all back with their loved ones ... im also gonna sob.#we will. ultimately see though!#were getting two more colour page spreads and an update TOMORROW on a drama cd#which might mean more canon voices for some of the cast????#EXCITED EXCITED.#i will probs finish up gaming and then message some people tonight#we've started hitting the xmas rush ( ppl want their teeth before christmas ... )#so its been busier and busier !
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went on a doll spree with all the xmas money i got hi
#so many dolls ive been wanting showed up for great prices.. like what the fuck so glad i waited a few days and didnt just go crazy on xmas#ive been looking for that final tiana doll for over a year for a price thats not like 150+ bucks and she was up for 60 bucks#also first shadow high doll ever but shes... so preddy.. also my first myscene#sorry yall are getting my hobby rambling x
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This is a start, anyway. Lots of research and work ahead.
#still unsure what i can do when adhd brain doesnt let me do my hobbies in the little free time i have#but in the other hand if i can be sure that if i got a health insurance plan thru the ACA on the state market#that it would still cover me even if the ACA gets slashed - including thru the following enrollment period (that they wont be able to drop#me due to 'preexisting condition'. then i can leave my job and have a lot more time to be active and involved with this stuff.)#like I'm gonna do what i can anywY and I'm not gonna assume i cant do anything bc i have a strong motivation w this so adhd brain might be#chill w letting me do something#it feels like theres no time left tho but I'm trying to ignore that#but i just got my work schedule for Thanksgiving week and between the wk before and wk of I'm working 7 days straight. bc I'm dumb and#volunteered to be the one to work on Thanksgiving Day (why. bc i didnt want to make the 60+ yr old do 7+ days in a row or the 20-yr old.)#(shouldve asked if the kid was willing tho tbh. I'm gonna be burned tf out so badly.)#and i shouldve asked for the rest of the week off tbh but only got the 29th and 30th off. boo.#anyway abd then its december and we're gonna be busy busy with stupid Xmas stuff plants decor etc...#I'm just. worried I'll blink and itll be january.#but lets try lets do..something somehow#id like to find a way to squeeze the eye dr. vaccines. and dental extractions and healing time in before January#as well as getting involved in this stuff#and trying to overcome my intense social anxiety to do so#and looking into health insurance stuff#and RESTING too. need to do that. somehow.#but my whole November is booked now bc of work.#id love a 4 day workweek instead of 5 at least tbh but cant be floral specialist if I'm not full time amd cant stay on the insurance thru#work if I'm not fulltime either#and somehwere in the midst is...thanksgiving hah. and hanukkah which is Very important especially noe#now*#one story of hanukkah is of a small group fighting back against oppressors and succeeding#so.#idk where I'm going with this. but this day off is half over and.. i did this list thing yesterday actually but added to it today.#today ive also...devoured all current pages of a miraculous ladybug fancomic. put up one load of laundry. and opened the door#dor some fresh air and commection grounding etc..#i should call the eye dr guy so i can get a basic eye exam sooner than later and get new lenses ordered bc my glasses are at least 2 yrs ood
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i dont like talking about when im making something while im making it because i feel like it ends up making me put pressure on myself to then put said thing out into the world as a finished project and for it to be worthy of being put out into the world
but thats stupid because i make it entirely for me and its always so self indulgent and it doesnt matter if its good or not lol
and anyway all this to say im finally writing something again and its so self indulgent and its so fun and it feels great
like instead of dragging my feet and getting distracted im looking up at the clock like 'ah fuck, how has that much time passed? what do you mean i need to get off and sleep?'
its such a relief. i feel like something keeps stopping me from just making things these last few years, so when i finally do, i feel like i can actually breathe. my hands were made to create, and i feel it every time i finally do.
#my post#im so sick of WANTING to make things and just not doing it#a few months back i even told myself 'stop playing games. no more games until i make more stuff'#and it temporarily worked#... and then halloween came around and every game ever was having a tempting halloween event and i had to partake#and now WoW is having its anniversary event and sigh#once november is over im going to try and put that rule back on myself#of course. some games will then have christmas events. but at the very least i doubt ill participate in WoWs xmas event#unless my brother tells me theres some sort of awesome easily obtainable mount or i find theres a cool easily obtainable pet#theres no fucking way im getting sub for december though#this got off track#video games fuel my fire but they are also sucking my soul. do you understand. does that make sense
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Idk if I shared this but I spilled coke on my 3DS XL and now I am using my girlfriends teeny tiny pink 3DS and my left pointer finger is so broken from holding down L so hard to aim in Samus Returns that I can barely play
#am i real gamer now that i have broken hands#speaking of things i havent shared#a couple weeks ago i was out at the straight clubs after a work xmas party and the club we were at had retro gaming posters everywhere#and i couldnt remember who i was standing with but when my eyes landed on the super metroid poster i got someone to take a pic#and then at the office for like a week i kept asking did anyone take any pics of me#and then we had a dinner with all these randoms and this random guy i havent worked with in over a year was like#hey do u want ur pic with samus ?#and he sent it to me#yay#mystery solved#i love typing in the tags novel length shit for the void
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