#I want to do so much but at the same time not x.x

[stray-tim]

Ooc: someone got to motivate me to do something. It's not even 22 o'clock yet and I'm laying in bed. I should answer some people or get on one of my games or read at least instead of turning in so early. I will wake up at 3 am again and be unable to sleep afterwards until shortly before I have to get up x.x

I need to stay up at least 2 more hours, but motivation is dead right now and I'm kinda eepy, but also hyped up on an energy drink that I sipped on the entire day v_v

[not-poignant]

Hi! I’m sorry if this has been asked before, but I was wondering if you’d be willing to speak to how writing Underline the Rainbow feels after writing in the Fae Tales universe? I’m reading both kind of at the same time, and even just approaching Efnisien in UtR or Gwyn in Game Theory feels crazy because I change tab and BAM the one that’s terrible has swapped. And especially with character relationships - was it hard to write Augus with Mosk after a whole universe worth of writing where he’s with Gwyn? And then follow-up question: if someone were to (hypothetically) write a one-shot where Efnision from Underline the Rainbow and Gwyn from Game Theory met by some weird wormhole - how would that go??? Hypothetically, of course.

Hallo,

I think the main thing to remember is for me, it's a 13 year difference. Well, like a 10-13 year difference, between these two characters.

And for me, Efnisien as a fae is not at all the same as Efnisien as a human. I had to change a lot to make human Efnisien work, because fae Efnisien was literally born evil, to a degree that even Crielle found hard to control. She didn't need to abuse him in the canon, she didn't need to brainwash him, he literally came out that way.

But humans aren't really like that, and I decided to give him a more foundational experience to sort of train him into what he becomes.

was it hard to write Augus with Mosk after a whole universe worth of writing where he’s with Gwyn?

If anything it was easier - again, I've had ten years of Augus and Gwyn! I've given Augus and Gwyn many, many happy endings across many different stories. They have had so many versions of meeting, falling in love, solving (some of their biggest) problems, and finding their found family and giving them closure.

So like, after a decade of that, it felt very easy and natural to start pairing Augus with other people, and playing around with Gwyn's character a bit more. Because I was ready for a change! Mosk and Augus also have chemistry in the canon, especially from The Ice Plague book 2 and onwards. So that definitely felt natural.

if someone were to (hypothetically) write a one-shot where Efnision from Underline the Rainbow and Gwyn from Game Theory met by some weird wormhole - how would that go???

That would be up to them!

If they were writing it they could decide how they wanted it to go. :D

If I were writing it, honestly, if Gwyn knew it was Efnisien he'd assume it was weird magic and probably give serious thought to killing him, or at the very least like, sequestering and probably tormenting him with magic to find the 'truth.' And if he'd never met any version of Efnisien he'd be like 'well that's a human and I could not give a smaller shit about any humans.'

(This is why I'm not good with hypotheticals. I feel like folks who write Fae Tales fanfic would do this way better than me x.x)

But yeah the TL;DR is mostly that like, time and millions of words on a character means it becomes a lot easier to change things up in bigger ways. For folks just discovering the stories, that's a very different journey! But for me, and a few of the readers around, it's been a slow journey that has tracked through some major life events in our lives, that has seen both pre and post-pandemic, that started when some of us were working other jobs, hadn't had children yet, were still in high school, were getting our diplomas or degrees, etc. 10-13 years is a long time from Game Theory to Underline, and there's a whole world of life in between that both for the characters and for me and for a few others, and I think that's when it becomes much easier to depart from something, because when you're slowly giving the same two characters a similar kind of closure every two years or so, one day you go 'oh I'm ready to do this for other characters now' and 'Gwyn would be fun as a villain and folks have been asking for dark!Gwyn for a while.' :D

[solvrized]

secret texts

୨୧ ꒰ pairing ꒱ : silver x f!reader

୨୧ ꒰ context ꒱ : au silver was asking for love advice and accidentally sent the text to you

୨୧ ꒰ tags ꒱ : smut, sexting

୨୧ ꒰ author’s note ꒱ : its me again writing content for silver, aged up ofc. idk how to write out texts so pls forgive the look if it’s ugly x.x

It was a normal night for you. You were laying in bed listening to music and studying when your phone flashed a notification.

silver: well how am i supposed to tell [y/n] when every time i see her, my brain thinks less than appropriates thoughts

y: um, i’m gonna assume this wasn’t meant for me?

silver: please forgive me [y/n]. can you pretend you didn’t read that?

y: aww silver don't apologize. i'll continue to think about it actually. so you like me huh?

silver: no... i was telling someone what someone else said about you.

y: yeah uh huh, sure you were. if that’s the case, can you tell me who said it? maybe i think less than inappropriate thoughts about them too, who knows?

silver: i seriously doubt that.

y:well we’ll never know unless you just tell me.

silver: well that’s never going to happen so let’s just leave this conversation where it is, sorry for disturbing your night prefect.

y: well, now i’m just gonna have to assume it’s you who thinks about me that way. and that has me really wet right now, believe it or not.

silver: i find that very hard to believe.

you take your pillow and set it up in front of you so that you can lean your phone it. you slide off your underwear and open you legs and position yourself in front of the camera. leaving your face out so it’s just you from the lips down, in your night jersey and your area on display.

you take your fingers and spread your lips apart so that he can see how wet you are.

y: attachment.image

y: believe me now?

he swallows hard. not expecting for this conversation to be happening and certainly not expecting to see you like this. his boner growing hard in his own pants.

silver is very much a traditional man and he never expected to be seeing this from you.

yet, he can't help his growing desire for you. not wanting to miss this opportunity, he slides his boxers down and takes a picture.

carefully checking the name to make sure he doesn’t have the same mishap.

silver: attachment.image

silver: i can't believe i'm dong this. look what what you’ve done.

y: can i tell you all the things that i want to do to you right now?

silver: please go ahead.

y: well first i’d love to see how you taste. your cock looks nice and big and i’d love to see how much of you i could fit. i’d pay attention to every breath and moan you make when my tongue glides over you so i know what to keep doing.

silver: i’d hold your head in my hands as i fuck your mouth. i’d push myself into the back of your throat making you take all of me. i’d cum in your mouth and watch you swallow every last drop.

y: my my silver, who knew you had this in you?

y: after that, i would stand up and bend over so that you could take me. you’d smack my ass really hard and you’d slam into me as i scream your name over and over.

silver: i’d grab your boobs for stability and play with them as i pound into you over and over. i wouldn’t stop until you were begging me to let you cum

y: i’d squeeze myself around you to feel you twitch inside of me

silver: and i’d make you let me fill you up so much that i’d be dripping down your leg

y: i think i'm cumming for real now

silver: yeah i’ve definitely made a mess on my bed

y: we should maybe do this in real life sometime huh?

silver: can i at least take you out on a proper date first?

y: of course. i can't wait :)

[magebunkshelf]

How did you figure out you were genderfluid I questioning my gender I didn't know if you had any advice on how to figure it out?

I am so sorry for the slow response. I wanted to take a day or two to figure out the best way to answer. I just spent two hours writing out a really long and thorough answer about my experiences and all the advice I could think of and then my page bugged or something while I was typing and I lost it all x.x Its 3am, and this is nowhere near as well written as I was trying :'(

I guess the super short of it, and sorry this is going to be super scatterbrained now:

I never cared how I looked, never felt comfortable in my own skin, and just dressed very messily - overly large t-shirts, hoodies, and never shorts because I never wanted to acknowledge my legs. I started growing out my hair during lockdown. I'd been trying to grow it out for years but it had to be kept short first because of very strict school dress code rules, and second for practical reasons for work. Having long hair, making a change to my appearance like that, caused to me to start to like how I looked and start to care about it more.

One thing that made me introspect on my gender was when I found audio roleplays. I'd discovered I was bi around the same time, and after finding F4M stuff I also gave M4F a go. I'd questioned things before, but finding that 4F audios would often feel fine and not uncomfortable like I was expecting, really got me thinking more about it.

I'd have called myself like a guy, but stronger words like "man" always made me uncomfortable. I think I'm pretty gender neutral most of the time, but there are definitely times where I feel I associate more with one gender or another. I never felt all that "manly" all my life, and people would just sum that up as like "he's just more sensitive," which didn't help. The times your gender more closely matches how you were raised can start to raise those doubts at the back of your mind, like "am I wrong? Am I faking it?" etc, and those really aren't helpful! Those thoughts started going away whenever I didn't feel masc at all, I held on to knowing that feeling and that it changes.

I started to cared about how I looked and try different things based on what I saw people/characters wearing that I wanted to try. I bought myself some skirts & thigh-highs, and also uh chest padding x.x, and honestly I felt great! For the first time in my life, the person in the mirror was someone I cared about. But it was only some of the time, sometimes the thought of wearing those made me uncomfortable, and I'd go back to jeans and feel much better.

I think for myself, my gender orbits around androgynous (maybe leaning slightly towards the fem side). I realise I've always felt very androgynous, but that it does change one way or another every now and then. There are times I definitely feel more boy-ish, and others like;

There was this one time, I'd felt either very neutral or kinda masc for maybe a week. But then I passed the hall mirror and - it felt like my whole body slammed into a wall, just WHAM! Suddenly F mode! It occasionally happens, and sometimes in reverse, or sometimes for feels very neutral, but this one time the feeling was surprisingly strong from the sudden change XD

I think all I can recommend is to ask yourself how you feel about it; gender is different from any person to person, we have labels for some common experiences, but those experiences are still personal, still going to vary, the only person who can make that determination either way is you. And it may change! Some days I wonder seriously if I may be trans, if that would be more who I am, but then other days I distinctly relate more to being a little more masc. So right now I don't feel that that's me, but I do now have an idea of who I think I am, and some changes I want to make to myself and what I wear to reflect that. But also my experience of being pretty neutral most of the time may not match another genderfluid person!

Look at people or characters you see online that you think look or dress in a way you really like, and ask yourself how you'd feel looking like that, or wearing that? I started to ask myself, do I just find that attractive, or is this more like jealousy? XD If you play games with character customisation, what do you find yourself going for? And if you're in the position to try it, is there anything about how you look or dress you'd want to try changing? I think that's how you can really assess it; having facial hair a few years ago made me super uncomfortable and I swore off ever growing it again, but now having shaved arms & legs feels great, it completely clicks for how I feel about myself even when I'm in a more M mode. And even if my F mode clothes don't feel right to wear all the time, the times that they do, that I'm in the right mode for it, feels great, and I'm not sure I would have figured that out without trying it.

At the end of the day, maybe you are fluid, maybe you're not, and either way is totally fine! It's an ongoing process of figuring out who you are, don't rush it! And maybe however you land you might not want to put a label on it, that's also fine too! I have my own little genderfluid flag attached to my monitor & a few other things, and these are all there because it helped me early on in discovering these things about myself. It can feel weird and strange in asking these things, but after I found a label I felt applied to me, I liked having the flag there as a reminder to myself: this is okay. This is normal. There are other people like me. I've always felt different, that there was something else up, but my whole life it was just dismissed as, I guess I'm just weird. But now I have a name for it, I have a better understanding for what's going on in my head, and I have a flag to remind me it's okay to be the way I am. But you dont need to find a label, that's also up to you!

Be yourself. Be awesome.

[cruyuu]

Something i keep thinking of is what if what mahito implied in the last chapter when he spoke to sukuna in the afterlife about him wanting revenge is true, and then a phrase comes to mind: "The child who is not shown the warmth of the village will set it ablaze" or something along those lines.

And with sukuna implying he was an unwanted child, you dont think they ostracized him as a kid because of heian era historical abelism. It would make sense because of japanese culture is to shame and shun anything different because of the village mentality. Do you think Sukuna is a vixtim who gor so screwed over that he became numb to it all out of surviving? And if thats the case, doesnt that, along with what he told that lightning fucker, imply that hes not actually 'living' just surviving and thatd why hes passing the time?

Sorry if this is worded poorly english is hard x.x

Hi anon and don't worry about your English.

It's a difficult question, anon. I can't really answer it away with facts from canon because everything we have is just an allusion and not a definite answer– especially when it comes to how Sukuna was and how he is. We can have fun at guessing tho because there's like 13487 different explanations for who he is, who he could be and what he had been.

To me, I think it's probable Sukuna always had that "I do this for myself" mentality and that he probably got it from early on in life, probably when he was a child. Not to go crazy on psychology but I do believe his instinct to survive led him to where he was. After all, he did eat his twin brother while in the womb and this was an action driven by pure survival instinct. But then... at times... he doesn't seem to be driven by just instinct. He seems reasonable and quite rational, so much so that it surprises even his opponents (take his fight with Jogo as an example).

We can assume he was shunned back in the Heian era by humans because he looked different but some curses did nearly worship him (feared or liked, he had it all). The same could've been with humans too. We don't really know, but we do know people practically made a legend out of him and that the sorcerers back then were extremely wary of him. As for his early life, the mere mention of it comes from Sukuna himself– that he was poor and that his mother was starving while he was in the womb. That's practically the only definite thing we know about his childhood. We can, again, only assume what happened after; how he gained knowledge, how he survived, how he had acted, what he had done and where he had been.

Do I think he became numb to living? That he was surviving for the sake of surviving? It seems reasonable. Despite seemingly having hobbies (probably poetry, eating/cooking *his DE is literally cooking like c'mon*, and flowers), all of that is not put at the center of who he is. He doesn't talk about himself at all nor does he give anything away. He mostly lets others do the talking for him- as example, how he doesn't call himself the King of Curses, but how others had bestowed that title upon him. You could say he lives like that- as his "role"- the evil spirit that cannibalizes and enjoys the thrill of fights who's extremely strong and that... well, that's it basically. There's more to know about him (as we all know), but he refuses to give anything of that up.

He's practically a mix of legend and real life. A curse and a human. Most of what we get of him comes from his role as the King of Curses- his battle experience, his unique abilities, his great knowledge of sorcery, etc. and I have to say Gege making Sukuna explain himself with "I live how I please" is quite neat because it can easily make anything he does or says not require any explanation because it is a definite statement. Ofc, it can still be defined, but only if the person who's saying it is willing to divulge.

I say it's fair to say that him being numb to life could be the case but also couldn't be. Like I said, it's not directly stated and it's very "up for interpretation".

And there you go anon. I'll tackle him in greater depth when I do my re-read of jjk because I do have to hunt for panels and do not really remember everything in great detail. Still, I hope this answer satisfies you! <3

[death-in-a-handbasket]

Edgar anon is back (＾ω＾) I'm still learning details about Edgar's backstory, it's definitely good to read into his stuff so I can't add much to my thoughts from there and won't elaborate too too much. He was extremely talented from a young age and receive the attention and praises from his family and people around him, but he had grown up to find he does not share the same views on art with anyone around him, including his mentor in his childhood who he refers to as a fraud and that nobody around him is worthy of discussing art with him ^^

He is portrayed as very stubborn, snobby and rude ,, which i *despise* how people either erase that from his personality, or make him change as soon as it comes to sexual exchanges. He feels as though everyone is below him so I see no reason why that wouldn't carry over to his intimate life yknow? Nothing wrong with being a pillow princess but every time someone erases big aspects of personality for their 'soft femboy edgar' I want to jump out a window

I don't know if I think he'd be a top by traditional standards, but definitely the dominant one. Power bottom or something, i don't know, just in charge. He has an ego and I feel hed love to feed it by having someone who'd listen to whatever he said even if it was mean/humiliating, so yeah definitely mean if anything. I think he'd like the power dynamic of having someone of higher status/taller height/stronger submit to him.

I also think he'd be into bloodplay, it's pretty much almost explicitly stated he started making paintings with his own blood and went to the manor to find and use other people's.

Aghh I have to go back to work but I will be back to talk about more if you'd like! Sorry I couldn't elaborate on much rn

no worries anon! sorry it took me a bit to answer this, I was finishing up the last of my finals when this came in and I had to lock in and study x.x but a 95 on on both of my last 2 finals was well worth it 🙌‼️ so slayyy also I wanted to sit down and read Edgar's wiki page proper so I could get a sex reading on him before viewing your take 👍

now that i have done that, I must say I do agree, he has a rude streak, not that it's entirely unwarranted, his family did die around him out of illness and negligence so I can't blame him for being distrusting in those around him. Whether his mentor was actually a fraud and whether the people around him were genuinely buttering him up because they wanted money and not because they liked his art....well jury is still out on that, unreliable narrators are a dime a dozen in this media so I'm hesitant to put full faith in his view of people and not just the ramblings of someone both paranoid and arrogant.

I digress though he does read as having quite the superiority complex with a for sure aura of judgement about him, so when people make him a bottom in canon x canon fics that just makes me feel that they want to humble that man professionally, in that case just write an x reader fic because I doubt his trust issues and personal arrogance would have him submitting to ANYONE in canon. soft femboy Edgar my ass. that guy's verbal jabs could kill a man, they just saw a guy who was vaguely twinkish and decided he was a whimpery sub. [LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER] hey fandom at large. did you know feminine/twink looking men can dom. or are we just going to act massively stupid and hit them with the fem = bottom stereotype. I feel like this is also a large indicator that people are NOT reading the lore. bullshit. they do this to Luca too who is also rude and stubborn himself. sighs head in hands

anyways !!!!! I fully salute your Edgar truth and think he would be into all sorts of powerplay, and his degradation would cut like a knife for sure for sure. I think with his whole thing of hating flattery because he thinks people are lying I think he would find it strangely enthralling to be insulted, like an argument could serve as foreplay honestly, or perhaps he would like to tame a brat. I could even see him enjoying degrading someone who would worship him as a form of ugly retribution for all the lies.

ALSO AMEN BLOODPLAY LETSGOOOOOO I just know that he makes the finest of cuts and is very precise with it, I mean his og weapon of choice was A LETTER OPENER. he means business.

thank you for sharing anon !! after reading his wiki your takes def make sense and this was so fun to answer :D

[flynncorvus]

New Species Maybe-

(Under the Cut is some Details)

This might be a Species, this might be just a story. Who knows, I'll encourage making OCs of your own either way (Read under the cut if you do want to make something) >:3

Just a Q's I think I should answer:

• What is the gold for? - Probably going to be blood, or maybe these cats have magic that'll do something with? - Might also be toe bean colour, undecided

Some (Looks) Details I can come up with Now:

• ’Mask’ is darker colour than Pelt ~The mask looks like it has a strap, but it's built into them ~It's techy! A tech mask >:3 • Pelt is almost always a dark colour ~There are certain cases where their fur is light, but I haven't figured that out yet x.x • The Marking on their chest matches their pupil ~Yes, pupils can be different shapes!!! ~Mine is like a plus sign without the middle bit :3 • The same Neon is applied to certain areas ~The neon is the colour they 'glow' in, and they also have the same 'colour' for the other details. (Ie; purple glow, purple pelt) ~I might change so they can be duotone or smth later     -Eyes+Eyebrow+Whiskers     -Tail     -Inside Ears     -Fade on Paws     -Fade on tail     -Antennae     -Symbol on Chest • Whiskers should be normal whisker rules for cats ~As in they help with determining where cats can fit in spaces n stuff ~They do regrow if they are chopped/cut! • No Mouths! They all talk with speakers or electronic connection ~Speakers might be in the mask or maybe the ears, I don't know yet ~This Species needs to do a connection on BOTH ENDS to have 'telepathy' together. It's like a constant video call, and one can 'block' the other as well. • Tail is around the same as body length, no matter the species they are based on ~Tail is pretty much always tapered, thicker at the base and pointy at the end ~The end of the tail, the fur, also glows! The entire cat is like a night light >.< ~The cat can be based on pretty much any species in real life! It doesn't really matter, it's just so we can get a large variety of body shapes, fur types, etc. • Antennae are any length and any ‘fur’ amount ~ANY length. They can be so long that they reach the floor, or so short that only some fur shows. They do have to be there though. ~The fur can be around the entire thing, at the very end, at the base, I don't care! Have fun with the fur (Until I change something) :3

Some (Lore) Details I can come up with Now:

• Meet Your Maker ~Yes, they were made by humans from the past (Humans are called The Others) ~These 'cats' don't worship The Others per say, they just have a high respect for such a species; especially since they made them. ~The Others disappeared mysteriously (I don't know how yet) • Setting/Time Era? ~Taking inspo from Final Fantasy (My dad is playing it), the time period will probably be something 'Future Past' ? ~These cats can live pretty much ANYWHERE ~Although they will need 'modifications' to their design based on where they live (IE; ocean, wider tail or rainforest more prehensile tail) ~This cat here probably lives somewhere in one of the Abandoned sectors, I'm thinking a city or a village somewhere with normal-ish weather (Basically the base setting x.x) • Why Were they Made? ~Uhhh The Others were screwing with AI ~And what better to put revolutionary no-human-required AI in, than a cat! (Who already acts like they're better than us) ~The Others are epic for choosing cats B) • Can they Die? ~Yes! They can die! ~I'm sure that they can die by bleeding out or by having all three of their antenne cut (the ones on the top of their head and their tail) ~The antenne cut cannot be solved so far. Once cut, death is certain ~Viruses are like colds and stuff to them, while not common, they do happen

[hydrangeachainsaw]

part2

some of these are so old i think they prob don't need answers anymore xD will tag everyone who asked so they can see <3

hii! idk if i got it but u need to separate each mesh to each group, like the mirror is a group the "structure" is another and the shadow another too. maybe that's the reason it's not workin. hopefully u figured it out by now x.x

hii tysm!!! i think it's more like maxis mix or something? idk lol hope ur having a great week <3

hiii thank youuu 💗🥰

if they credit me and don't paywall i'm all good

hii ty!! it's from sticker set extra :)

@2400fff hii thank you! if u wanna send my work to others you can redirect them to my tumblr or patreon page. i'm glad for ur support ty!!

@clarabaggins Hi Chiara! Thank you sm!! just saw ur blog you totally nailed it, the house is amazing!

hii! yep it's the antique set and statue conversions

hi tnx for letting me know! if u could explain what's happening i'd appreciate

dude yes😭i've been so behind on doing some stuff lol i actually made half of these in 2022 but march last year both my hd and ssd weirdly stopped working at the same time so i lost all my files and backup ): but i still wanna do that just doing another stuff first

@katrinbergling hii! tnx! ofc go ahead, just tag me when u do it so i can see :)

@elkaselka tysm!! <3 i use blender 4.0 for meshing and substance painter and photoshop for texturing! :)

ty too wish u the same😂😂

ofc! i'm thinking of making a part 2 for that set so i will add some other cc and update with more mangas! tnx for suggestion!

@saxonspud hii! just did it recently tnx for suggestion too <3

@loft-0f-bread tysm! i think you mean the tumblr theme i had before, it was indeed very pretty! but suddenly stopped working ): so sad its no longer working, i bought that theme :/

@bothebuilder @misskodaikasai 1º ask: aw tysm!! i love both games but i cant deny sims 3 is still my fave lol glad to know u enjoy my content <3

2º: hi ty! i will publish all eventually, but some were commission that i cant publish.

hii! u downloaded the wrong file for your game, my posts have sims 4 and sims 3 packages, you need to remove the ones that are for the other game and then your game will load normally.

@simsbytay same issue as ask above

ofc! tnx for suggestion

@mina-i @elliejoelskyrim thank you so much both of you, really glad you take the time to send sweet messages <3 about the sculptures its now uploaded on simfileshare iirc.

yess! ofc! tnx :D

@simul8r 1º: hii! if ur playing sims 3 then you need Arsil mod to make it work! 2º: yess x) 3º: you mean the old theme? i bought it but no longer works xD but if u mean like overall like idk the reason? idk I just began making worlds for sims 3 and wanted to share pretty screenshots

@k3rosenenehearts 1º: hii glad u like it! grl idk can't remember i have so many rugs lol but it might be tho 2º: same reason as the other asks above, you downloaded the wrong file for your game. I'm currently working on my own website and i'm gonna make it much easier to know if ur downloading a sims 3 or sims 4 set, hopefully these issues won't happen anymore xD

@jdacapo @usamarusims @m1lks 1º: sorry my lazy ass didn't reply before, thank you so much for your kind words! ur amazing <3 2º:tytyty!!💗🥰💗🥰 3º: aaah usamaru i'm so sorry didn't send it, but i am sending a big hug rn, tysm for taking time and thinking of sending this message to me, truly appreciate it a ton <3 4º: i know it's confusing sorry :S sometimes i think of re writing it but it's been so long i don't make caw stuff that i don't think i will do another tuto for it. please send me a pm so i can help 5º and 6º: ofc! i have a pinterest board for members if u want to feel free to add your suggestions! tnx!

@you-sir-nayem

1º: hii tnx for the interest! you know i think i should just say fuck it and release it already lol 2º: i think u mean that pastel something kit right? i mean it's the type of aesthetic that's all over pinterest so it only makes sense it's similar to mine bc i also take inspirations and references from there xD but i love that kit is very cute! 3º: since i converted that fireplace I havent used it in my game ever since so if some update broke it I wouldn't know lol but thanks for lettin me know will check it out 4º: sure! that's a cool idea, tnx for suggestin! <3 5º: i think i know what it was lol i got tons of hateful asks like the one that comes next. i shouldn't have stopped answeing all asks just bc of some sick weirdos but oh well, here i am now :) i got so many of these daily back at that time it was weird af 6º lol 7º: hii i do but i'd rather not make it public, hope u understand. ty for the interest tho <3

that's it! there were more asks but most are asking stuff that i dont feel like answering or just hateful shit (some i answered bc i find it amusing lol but i shouldn't :/) or just things that i already answered so yeah. will try to answer more frequently in posts like this so keep 'em coming, ty guys :)

[chiconisroc]

Any advice on writing a continuous story? How do you keep motivated, and should you write the entrie story / have everything planned out before you start posting it?

writing is like my life passion, has always been : o. So, it's easy for me to like push other things aside and dedicate my time writing (to the point friends lecture me how I should do other things, hahaha). I guess that's the same for peeps who love something so much, it's like an obsession. So, I guess I would say make it your obsession if you want to write a lot? hahaha, idk x.x, sorry, i am bad with advice.

I only have huge events planned out in my head, and even then those change at times. I already have the ending scene planned out for sure though. But I don't have the entire story planned out. Like... let's say I have point A, point C and point E planned out. I figure out while writing what point B and D would be without any sort of plan beforehand. So, yeah, I tend to figure out how to connect things while I'm writing things down. I sometimes also decide to leave certain things at the open so I can later have some use of them later : )

Yeah, again, i'm bad with advice cause i know other peeps like writing outlines and stuff, but I just go with the flow or plan things in my head. Or of course, I talk to @oxblooddraws and @asherisawkward about the things i have planned and they let me ramble on which helps me come up with more things : ). Without them, I don't think I could have gone so far cause talking about things make me more excited about writing things down

Also, what helps with motivation is readers telling me that they enjoy what I'm writing : ). Cause yeah, that totally makes me try to have an update for them once a week at least : D

[candiid-caniine]

genderfluid sub here (I have a dick, she/they/he) and my daddy is amazing but he's new to domming and won't be mean and controlling enough because he's not comfortable with it yet 😭😭😔

I don't want to pressure him so instead I'm asking you to edge however many times you want/can in one session and tell me how many, and I'll edge that many times. no cumming, not even after the last edge.

go as many times as you can, I want to be absolutely ruined and drooling having to edge over and over 🤤

aw bless his heart <3 mine was the same way...i corrupted him lol /j

today was an off day for me - i haven't edged in a bit because a lot's going on, so i only did 7. so you're lucky (or unlucky lol depending how you look at it), because usually my owner sets a minimum of like 24 x.x

you seem like a good edgetoy, so good job <3 i know you can do it...and if your dom consents to it, and you're comfortable with it, i highly recommend narrating the experience to him. talk about how you feel, how much you like it, the things you're fantasizing about him doing to you while you edge - that was really valuable to my owner because it made him feel more confident that it was what i wanted, and it gave him a good starting point on what i liked and how i wanted him to be involved!

[not-poignant]

hihi pia! youve said before that you like to leave a lot of the visuals up to the readers imagination with what you write, but i thought to ask can you explain maybe the layour of garys cottage? 😭😭 im so bad with stuff like orientation and space, and i struggle so much sometimes when i read and think ok, now where is that door they came from and where is that chair next to the table and that window. rereading the teacup incident & i just really cant make it work. its fine if not. ily!

Anon, very unfortunately, I am not an architect, and I just spent 30 minutes trying to draw this out which has highlighted to me that I know what the layout is but my job is actually writing and not...drawing the layouts of homes. (If only)

You can always just look up cosy cottages and then use that, anon!

The job of a reader (imho) isn't to imagine things exactly as they are, but go from the details they've been given and often relate that back to what they already know. Sometimes that might mean looking something up if it's genuinely something you've never seen before (karri trees), or relating them back to a tall tree you're familiar with (sequoias). In fact no reader imagines the same thing when they're reading. I could spend 1000 words describing a red cabinet and people will imagine 1000 slightly different variations anyway. Everyone has a different idea of 'red' and a different idea of 'wood' and a different idea of 'cabinet' and even if I lock down into the nitty gritty, if we're not living in the same country, our power sockets look different, our heating and cooling systems (and accommodations for them) are different, the fabrics we use are different (unless we all go to IKEA), the smells of the home are all slightly different.

I think even if I did draw it out successfully in two hours (which is not time I really have spare at the moment :/ I wish I did because I think it could be fun except that I don't want to download architecture software to make an actual blueprint of an entire cottage that's in scale but also shows exactly where the furniture will go which includes interior design as well x.x - and I do know exactly how it's laid out mentally, so I know I could make it work. (And I still might, maybe, but probably not while I have a 15 week old puppy I'm sorry anon D: ) But yeah doing it on paper has proven to me that actually writing out the location of like 50 different things means the blueprint becomes too small and messy to still tell what's going on. I wrote 'table and chairs' over the table and chairs and now you can no longer see the table and chairs in my sketch which is not useful!

There's a difference between the layout of a house and the layout of the objects and furniture in a house. I may have worked for an architecture firm, but I am not a house designer. *cries*

But! All you really need to know is that Gary can't see the kitchen cabinets from where he sits on the couch. Which means if someone crouches down and opens the cabinets, he can't see them either. There are a lot of houses that have layouts like this, especially houses that have a counter not just up against the wall, but in the middle of the kitchen.

For example in this image, if a couch was in front of the kitchen counter that's free-standing, and a person was sitting on the couch and looked at the free-standing kitchen counter, they would not be able to see the kitchen cabinets from the free standing kitchen counter, or what's in them. They can only see the counter. If the lounge was lower than the kitchen, they'd see even less.

In this image, if the couch was where the stairs are, you'd not be able to see what Efnisien was doing in the kitchen at all until he stoop and held up the teacup. If he kept the teacup low in his hands, you'd not be able to see it at all.

Because Gary's cottage is small, but open plan, the lounge has a view to the kitchen, but not directly into the kitchen.

There's lots of houses that feature this kind of architecture, so if you really want to go down that rabbit hole, you can just search different kitchens in cottages until you see one where if you sit on the couch, you can't see someone crouched in front of the kitchen cabinets.

Gary's free-standing kitchen counter is also multi-level like this is multi-level:

So someone could stand there and make a coffee and a person sitting on the couch wouldn't be able to see what they were doing. Ornaments and vases and notes etc. can go on the raised bit, and kitchen stuff can happen on the lower bit.

Ah marvel at my use of technical terms *cries again*

Anyway! I hope that helps somewhat. I'm mad that I can't draw this layout for you because I do wish I could just...mentally take people on a tour through this cottage. And it would be great to do that. But I am looking at the saddest most pathetic sketch in my sketchpad right now, and I used to work as an artist, but I'm just very very very very bad at this kind of technical drawing.

But maybe the teacup scene will make a little more sense now :)

[huckleberr1es]

dentist went ok

im getting my wisdom tooth out next friday since i just have the one thats causing issues (i have another one but its absolutely not where its supposed to be so ill get that removed at a later date if i need to. also my canines are in Tha Bone so ill prob have to get those removed too + get bridges over where my baby canines are but thats a future thing ill worry ab that later)

the place i chose to go to was super nice and understanding and were chill while i was Gagging from the xray lmfao. i felt so bad but they were all so nice thank God

my dentist also noticed my fma tattoo so we chatted about that. i think hes slavic? he has a SLIGHT accent and im like hmmm where u from..... he was chill tho and was like "do you want benzos" because i was in chihuahua shaking like a leaf mode

im not a fan of having male drs personally but this practice only has two dentists and both are Men unfortunately. the one i worked with was chill as i said tho so its okay i Guess

me 🤝 my cat

taking anxiety meds before medical procedures

i should probably just have both teeth removed at the same time but i am a baby and also not tryna spend That much money x.x

my gums are infected and the dentist thinks thats part of why im in pain so im taking pencillin every 8 hrs and using a medicated mouth wash + taking ibuprofen/tylenol together to help w inflammation

speaking of i need to go gobble some nsaids so imma go do that i just needed to talk about my day

[nommynams]

☆June wrap-up☆

I didn't really engage in a lot this month but!! I still have thoughts to share.

-Video games-

Final Fantasy X-2; I'm taking my time to get through this game! I'm about six/seven hours into it and but it is definitely growing on me. I initially did not like it at all because I started it hot off the heels of beating FFX and to say that these games have two different vibes is an understatement...Now, I definitely don't think I'm ever gonna enjoy it as much as I enjoyed FFX (one day ill talk about what FFX means to me) but that's okay! I think it's silly fun. I like cute girls doing fun and cool stuff and sometimes that's all something needs to be. Still getting used to the combat, I SUCK at it so I'm compensating by over-grinding before every boss battle lol.

Kingdom hearts 1-2; I'm replaying both of them at the same time :3 I wasn't big on Kh1's combat the last two times I've played through it but it's grown on me this playthrough. Kh2 is good as always! Noticing cool little details I didn't clock the first time in KH2.

Devil May Cry 5; Slooooowwly working my way through this. Delightful game, love the characters and the plot but the combat and visuals are a bit overwhelming for my poor sensory issues x.x

-Books-

Warrior cats; Yes, warrior cats. I haven't read in awhile so I wanted something easy to get back into the swing of things. Half way through the first book! It's good....it has cats....what more could a woman ask for

[shiftlevishift]

uhhh we listen and we don't judge

this got so long whoops

I have a hard time choosing whether or not to script out past trauma for my childhood dr (literally just shifting 15 years to the past with very little changes) not because of any special reason but bc I think it'll be boring without it x.x

we listen and we don't judge

I have some super sus drs. DDNE type shit. but I'm literally the only one getting hurt bc I love being a victim ig so it's okay 👍🏽

this might be a weird coping strategy but its fiiiiine

we listen and we don't judge

you can do anything in your dr. literally anything. and bc of that, I am a dog in one of my drs. I'm literally just some rich girl's spoiled lil lapdog that follows her everywhere and competes in dog competitions. idk what that says about my personality but whatever!!!

I might actually make a post abt it because its so cute and fluffy

we listen and we don't judge

Fiction based realities where you take the artstyle of the source material (like an anime reality based on something like MHA being 2D) make me so uncomfy for no reason. Idk what it is, but it freaks me out. I know you're not flat in that reality, and everything is technically 3D in that reality and will go as smoothly as you intend but my brain CANNOT understand it. I'm so happy y'all get to shift to realities like that but I have to make everything the same style as this reality.

we listen and we don't judge

I have a reality idea where I'm a stereotypical, popular, mean girl, highschool bully. I don't really have any desire to hurt people or be mean in this reality, but I am SUPER curious what it's like to be in that mindset of someone who can get away with shit without consequences and gets off on being mean. It's not an important reality and I probably won't be shifting to it anytime soon, but it's an interesting idea.

we listen and we don't judge

I have a lot of realities where I'm a teenager. Discourse around age changing is so so so damn stupid and redundant and doesnt even make sense.

I didn't get to have cute teenage angsty romance in the old reality, so I want to have all of that. Realistic to this reality or some disney or riverdale shit. first kisses, making out behind the school, crushes, rumors, awkward first time, toxic boyfriends. GIMME. alexa play teen idle by marina and the diamonds

we listen and we don't judge

i am up to FREAK shit in my wr. FREAK shit. i am a WHORE—

we listen and we don't judge

shifting is still very niche, don't get me wrong... But I miss when the community felt much smaller and tighter with that little sense of wonder it had. I miss 2017 shifting culture on amino before it blew up on tiktok. It just felt more free, less rules. It still had its flaws, but I am very nostalgic for it in a way. I might be looking through rose tinted glasses, yk??

we listen and we don't judge

I'm actually really happy I didn't shift when I first discovered shifting. I looked at old scripts and saw so many things that wouldn't make me happy. I was like, 13?? 14?? I'm 21 now lmao thank God I took such a huge break from it. I know what I want, and its already mine.

we listen and we don't judge

This one isn't that unique, but shifting to be another race doesn't bother me. I don't care if what the person it doing is fetishizing or super offensive. I don't care if their view of a certain culture and what they're taking from it is super narrow-minded and fucked up. It's their reality, and I won't even touch that shit with a 50ft pole.

BUT the issue comes when they start crossing boundaries in the old reality. Definitely a bad idea to start acting a fool in a reality where you know you'll be taking part in harming communities that already receive enough shit as it is. All you have to do is... Keep that shit in your own script, in your mind, don't show it to anybody, and then you won't be part of the problem.

As a person who has a very otaku, animecore, redditbro "thing but JAPAN🗾😲" coded dr but not Japanese in this reality... Istg it's not that hard to separate your idealized version of the culture you're apart of in your dr from the version of that culture in this reality. The "Japan" in my dr is not the same "Japan" in this reality, and that will never effect my view and knowledge of this reality's Japan or its people. They deserve as much love and respect and care as literally everyone else. This mindset applies to literally any reality where my race or culture is changed to one that is already in this reality.

we listen and we don’t judge: SHIFTING EDITION !!

ill go first, i actually dgaf if you script a different age for yourself. Literally who the fuck cares??????????

[whumpywriter666]

This isnt nice so dont read it

Im annoued af right now because the onlh people in this place i work are fucking foreign and fairly freshly so they are hard to understand. They are training me for a possition amd we keep maiunderstanding each other. I know its not exactly their fault that there is no actual job description or duties or anything like that but i am frustraited because they either dont explain and just do it and expect me to just figure out what they are doing. Which isnt my earning style. Ive worked in this feildbefore but somethings need to be stated. It has to be clear.

Abd whats more is some of them arent freshly foreigm and they are teaching the newbies bad habits. To just quit trying to elarn how to communicate well and just talk to each other and ignore the people who font understand them. Which is so much worse because I know enough of both languages to know they are just as frustraired at me as i am at them. They can get down right fuckong disrespectudl when they think i cant understand. I know thays a coping mechanism but it annoys the shit out of me.

Part of me whats to yell at them but i know it wont help. The other part of me wants to chase down management and demand they give me a detailed list of what i need to know but it didnt work last time i trief that they pretty much said your trainer knows the achedule and duties so back to square one. Ive written down to the best of my knowledge what i can and ill have to juat figure it out while i go but fuck am i tired of tht being the case. What a waste of fucking time and energy

And anothwr thing fuck i am faceblind as fuck and ita no much worse when you have family members workinf together and ita mak8ng me look fucking racist as shit because we jave twonpeople who look the fucking same they are cousins and they are of the freshly foreign. And they have similar names and i havent soent much time with them but i did find that obe of them has a fucking mole on her neck and that saved her from being asked completely wrong information x.x

[chiconisroc]

I would like to write a full length story, but at the same time I don't know if it'll get big like yours and I would hate to waste mine or anyone else's time. Also, I don't know exactly how the process of writing one works? Do you write the whole thing and post parts of it or do you make up everything as you go?

One thing my grandpa told me some years ago was to not let hesitation pull you back from doing anything you truly want (advice to me when I was scared to write again after years of not doing it). If something fails, try it again and again till you are happy with it.

Don't write to become popular. Write because you enjoy it or because you want to create something meaningful, either for yourself or to some people. Even if one person likes your story, that's honestly great cause you made that person's day.

The way I write is in different phases. I have a general timeline with big events in my story that I keep in mind while writing it up. When I write a chapter, I simply write bunch of dialogue and the events that take place for that chapter. It doesn't have to be perfect at all, and sometimes I write different versions too one after the other. Honestly, the draft is a huge mess at first, hahaha

Then, I open a new document and start writing the chapter from start to finish based on what I have in my draft/outline.

I have big events and small events already planned while writing the story and connect them with things I make up as I go

Sorry if my advice isn't great x.x. Everyone has their own way in writing things and I say for sure find what is best fitting for you : )

But anyways, writing should be fun. I legit enjoy it so much that my real life friends think is intense how much I write weekly, hahaha. Like, I'm not a great writer, but I enjoy it so yeah... hahaha