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moving all my stuff to my main blog bc i dont even use my other sideblogs so byee to this blog lmao !!

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I keep seeing this on my feed so why not :3

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using the law of assumption to say my phone's fine after visiting a website tHAT MAKES YOUR SCREEN FLASH AND ACT LIKE ITS BROKEN TO TRICK PEOPLE INTO DOWNLOADING A VIRUS???

FUCK YOU WHOEVER MAKES THAT SHIT MY HEART IS IN MY BALLS. THANK GOD I DIDNT CLICK SHIT OMFG?? it was a fucking JUMP SCARE fuck this shit got my whole ass body shaking. I'm more mad at the jumpscare tbh. Doesn't help that my screen has been buggy lately bc there's a tiny chip in it since I drop it like all the time so now I'm paranoid :/

I JUST WANTED A HIGH QUALITY PNG OF MYMELODY.

AGHHH I'm fine my phone's fine and so is all my data and my passwords I'm safe I'm calm I'm normal everything is fine bc I say it's fine🌷💝☀️☺️✨🌿🌈 hehe <3

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REALL ‼️‼️‼️

I just wanna be friends first I don't wanna fall in love yet 💔 im weak to the childhood friend trope idcccc

when i finally get to see how fine my s/o is in person but we're only 2 minutes into the 1 year slow burn I scripted

edit : (idgaf how long ur slow burn is don't compare it to mine as if u didn't script it urself)

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☆ ideal reality 2009

⊹ theme ; childhood, safety, nostalgia

⊹ name ⭑ levi xx xx

⊹ birthdate ⭒ may 22 03

⊹ gender ⭑ transgender male

⊹ orientation ⭒ bisexual, biromantic

⊹ future s/o ⭑ junji jonas hoshizora

⊹ best friend ⭒ kaya vivienne hidenburg

★ my home

⊹ my hometown ⭒

big city, lively, walkable, artsy, trains and subways.

hipster vibes, niche cafes, dad's restaurant, thrift shops.

shopping, summer powwows, celebrating the holidays, parades, movies.

⊹ the exterior ⭑

green lawn, lots of flowers, sunshine, looking over the river, mom's dream house.

lovely neighborhood, big yard, chalk drawings on the walkway, porch swing.

running wild, backyard camping, sunbathing, the scent of incoming rain.

⊹ the interior ⭒

warm, homey, cozy, modest.

earth tones, incense, brown cat hair, hallmark movies.

jersey shore, playing wii games, rice crispy treats, napping on the floor.

⊹ my room ⭑

spacious yet cozy, lavender walls, fairy theme, big windows.

lots of toys, nightlights, drawing on the walls, spare bedding.

sleepovers, bedtime stories, disney channel movies, apple juice tea parties.

★ my lifa

childhood accessories

good for scripting, visualizing, manifesting… and touching them will make me remember shifting even as a child ! I won't be overwhelmed by the fact that I'm a master shifter either, thanks to them being comfort objects ♡

a couple of these are less meant for lifa, moreso for reminding myself of being a shifter.

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watching invader zim and being like damn can't wait to go to my childhood dr this shit is still fire

i also keep getting flashbacks to when i was a kid in the old reality. like certain scenes just hit me with intense nostalgia of sitting on my yaya's floor and watching this show even tho my yaya HATED invader zim so I had to be sneaky and watch it while she was in the kitchen

with that, i also keep thinking about the mall in my city, holding my big sister's hand as we walk into the "scary store" (hot topic 2009) and i get REALLY scared of the chucky doll hanging on oen of their displays. looking at all the alt accessories and staring at those spikey rubber earrings or studded belts.

spencer's, too. Those hats with the really big, flat bills and big neon writing with "bitch" or "slut" or something like that. belly button piercings, chokers, products with weird slogans I didn't understand because I was too little.

And then?? we go to the foodcourt to get some grub. My sister's probably getting panda express or pizza or something. I most likely get pizza too because it's the only thing I'd eat, but I'd probably also beg for a big cinnamon roll from cinnabon.

Then before we leave and head to ride the bus home, she buys me one of these bad boys:

FUCK yeah I'm suckin and slorping on this mf the whole way home like its something to do. Just thinking about the green apple is making me froth at the mouth GODDDD. I should just script that this is my whole first day there.

I gotta get outta here get me outta here get me out

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a collage of some sloppy doodles i did of my dr bf :D

i need to bite him i need to bite him i need to bite him <3

i hate that i don’t have photos of him :(( his face is so hard to draw grrr he’s too pretty

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Telling someone that you shift to a movie/ show/ book but then you have to explain that you changed the entire plot and half the characters

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something mildly inconveniences me in this reality and im like i gotta get outta here i gotta get outta here i gotta get outta here

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uhhh we listen and we don't judge

this got so long whoops

I have a hard time choosing whether or not to script out past trauma for my childhood dr (literally just shifting 15 years to the past with very little changes) not because of any special reason but bc I think it'll be boring without it x.x

we listen and we don't judge

I have some super sus drs. DDNE type shit. but I'm literally the only one getting hurt bc I love being a victim ig so it's okay 👍🏽

this might be a weird coping strategy but its fiiiiine

we listen and we don't judge

you can do anything in your dr. literally anything. and bc of that, I am a dog in one of my drs. I'm literally just some rich girl's spoiled lil lapdog that follows her everywhere and competes in dog competitions. idk what that says about my personality but whatever!!!

I might actually make a post abt it because its so cute and fluffy

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Fiction based realities where you take the artstyle of the source material (like an anime reality based on something like MHA being 2D) make me so uncomfy for no reason. Idk what it is, but it freaks me out. I know you're not flat in that reality, and everything is technically 3D in that reality and will go as smoothly as you intend but my brain CANNOT understand it. I'm so happy y'all get to shift to realities like that but I have to make everything the same style as this reality.

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I have a reality idea where I'm a stereotypical, popular, mean girl, highschool bully. I don't really have any desire to hurt people or be mean in this reality, but I am SUPER curious what it's like to be in that mindset of someone who can get away with shit without consequences and gets off on being mean. It's not an important reality and I probably won't be shifting to it anytime soon, but it's an interesting idea.

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I have a lot of realities where I'm a teenager. Discourse around age changing is so so so damn stupid and redundant and doesnt even make sense.

I didn't get to have cute teenage angsty romance in the old reality, so I want to have all of that. Realistic to this reality or some disney or riverdale shit. first kisses, making out behind the school, crushes, rumors, awkward first time, toxic boyfriends. GIMME. alexa play teen idle by marina and the diamonds

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i am up to FREAK shit in my wr. FREAK shit. i am a WHORE—

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shifting is still very niche, don't get me wrong... But I miss when the community felt much smaller and tighter with that little sense of wonder it had. I miss 2017 shifting culture on amino before it blew up on tiktok. It just felt more free, less rules. It still had its flaws, but I am very nostalgic for it in a way. I might be looking through rose tinted glasses, yk??

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I'm actually really happy I didn't shift when I first discovered shifting. I looked at old scripts and saw so many things that wouldn't make me happy. I was like, 13?? 14?? I'm 21 now lmao thank God I took such a huge break from it. I know what I want, and its already mine.

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This one isn't that unique, but shifting to be another race doesn't bother me. I don't care if what the person it doing is fetishizing or super offensive. I don't care if their view of a certain culture and what they're taking from it is super narrow-minded and fucked up. It's their reality, and I won't even touch that shit with a 50ft pole.

BUT the issue comes when they start crossing boundaries in the old reality. Definitely a bad idea to start acting a fool in a reality where you know you'll be taking part in harming communities that already receive enough shit as it is. All you have to do is... Keep that shit in your own script, in your mind, don't show it to anybody, and then you won't be part of the problem.

As a person who has a very otaku, animecore, redditbro "thing but JAPAN🗾😲" coded dr but not Japanese in this reality... Istg it's not that hard to separate your idealized version of the culture you're apart of in your dr from the version of that culture in this reality. The "Japan" in my dr is not the same "Japan" in this reality, and that will never effect my view and knowledge of this reality's Japan or its people. They deserve as much love and respect and care as literally everyone else. This mindset applies to literally any reality where my race or culture is changed to one that is already in this reality.

we listen and we don’t judge: SHIFTING EDITION !!

ill go first, i actually dgaf if you script a different age for yourself. Literally who the fuck cares??????????

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do I want to make a script for that reality or do I just want to make a self insert oc and make silly art for them

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its taking everything in my soul not to script to a Sally Face dr. Like okay little gay boy you have a crush on the 5'7" blue hair pronouns twink but you DONT need to script a whole new reality for it. you DONT need that. I DONT NEED TO. I have a reality I want to focus on, that I want right now, and I know I can get to simply just bc of how badly I want it.

but GODDDD I NEED THAT MAN. I NEED TO BE IN THE LATE 90s/EARLY 2000s. I NEED TO BE IN THE MIDWEST. I NEED TO LIVE IN A SHITTY APARTMENT WITH MY DAD NEXT TO SAL'S. I NEED TO BE ASH'S BEST FRIEND ARNGARNGARNG GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE.

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so jealous of u bitches that have pictures of your dr s/os here because my boy literally doesn't have anything like that </3 he's all in my memory for now until I buckle down and shift. I have to draw him if I want to "look" at something of him, which is fiiinee because he's so pretty but ughhh I can't wait to see his face in person :(( he's so cute I love him

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discovering shifting was like finding gold.

12 yearold me day dreaming that sebastian from black butler or england from hetalia would pick me up after school: wdym I can just... have that happen?? fr??

what do you MEAN Joel from the last of us could like, actually be my dad??

Wait you mean I could be BORN A BOY? AND LIVE LIKE A BOY FROM LIKE,,, THE START??

I CAN SHIFT TO BE A SHAPESHIFTING DRAGON??? WOAGH—

Me and the other shifters that used to just be maladaptive daydreamers after finding out about shifting

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I have so many things I wanna post here but uhhhh actually making the post is like. difficult.

like I wanna make a lil intro on my dr s/o and make moodboards of my friends and all my realities. but I feel so silly doing it for some reason??

and like I love sharing this junk but actually SHARING it?? ru crazy??? It feels like I'm revealing my diary or something.

obviously there's no pressure to do any of that, it's just for fun while I still choose to be in this reality........ but i wanna!!! I wanna post!!! I wanna gush about my lil bf and the stuff we're gonna do back at home. I haven't interacted with the shifting community in so long and seeing posts on shiftblr are so cute and make my belief so much stronger. <333

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I love shifting bc what do you mean after years of grieving my childhood/teenage years I can just go somewhere and go to high school and just do mundane things and heal…

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✎ᝰ introduction !

↝ my name is levi

↝ i am twenty-one years old

↝ trans masc, he/him

↝ black, native american

✎ᝰ my realities !

↝ childhood dr

↝ shoujo dr

↝ puppy dr

↝ better cr

↝ licca-chan dr

↝ plus more!!

✎ᝰ beliefs !

↝ you can do whatever you want in your dr, so I do support race changing, age changing, permashifting etc. if that's something that makes you uncomfy you're free to ignore me <3 !!

✎ᝰ other info !

↝ i'm not used to posting online at all (especially not on tumblr) so sorry if it looks like idk what i'm doing bc i really don't

↝ i've got social anxiety, sorry if i don't reply to you at all i'm jus weird and awkward

↝ i've known about shifting since like... 2016? though it's always interested me I've never actually bothered to try until these past few years.