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I’m not saying you have to love Laios, I’m not saying you have to even like him, but a lot of the things people say about him are just incredibly mean or straight up ableist. Yes he’s a fictional character but many people, including my self, strongly relate to him due to autism and trauma. Things you say about him being weird or insane or unhinged or stupid or now people are calling him a psychopath?????? Autistic people see these and they won’t hurt the fake anime knight but they do hurt me and other people with autism.
#Victor beeps#I want to blow you all up with my mind#can I say something? mean?#I don’t think many of you care about falin as her own character#you only like her for shipping purposes or to pit against Laios#a post that pissed me off so I block both post and op was#‘’falin is gay and autistic (affectionate) and Laios is gay and autistic (derogatory)’’#it rubbed me the total wrong way
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Horse Yaoi trotted so Horsegirl Yuri could fly.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#equineswap au#wei wuxian#lan wangji#little apple#xiao pingguo#lan wunian#This is the first and second kiss I've ever drawn. And its horse yaoi and horsegirl yuri. Wouldn't want it any other way tbh.#And with that...Horse week has come to a close#Not the end of this AU mind you; I'll still throw some doodles in here & there and reblog any fanart#The concept behind this was to make something with the vibes of that one picture with the guys holding girls up on their shoulders#so the girls can kiss. And the guys are kissing too. I hope someone knows what I'm talking about.#Maybe one day I'll draw the unswapped version. Ill flip a coin to decide whether or not wangxian are carrying their equines or riding them#Thank you all so much for the extremely enthusiastic reception to my equineswap AU#The love for both sides of the swap has blow me away. These designs have been sitting around for a while and I wasn't sure I'd post them.#In the end it became a way to celebrate a follower milestone *and* this blog's 3 month anniversary#also...It has been a hard few weeks and I needed something light and fun. I really mean it when I say “you guys helped me pull through”#Love you all B'*)
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my hands are on my head. look at the caption.
#this caught me off guard#first i was like ‘okay maybe it’s a misunderstanding’ and then i saw the caption and i was just stunned#all of it is red flag after red flag#the dad gojo stuff i don’t really mind it’s just when people ignore tsumiki’s role in megumi’s life then it gets to me#gojo financially supported them but he didn’t really raise them he did have a life (shockingly)#and then i saw ‘(rizzing up women’) and was a bit like… okay…#and then ‘his playing ass’ was the final blow. the finisher.#say what you want about whether gojo is bi or full faggot but his ass is not a player 😭😭😭 where do people get this idea from#this is my first time seeing gojo mischaracterisation first hand and not just hearing about it#absolutely harrowing#how is it even possible to think like this#zad talks#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#satoru gojo
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I will never understand the hate for nonsharing self shippers. We are literally just sitting here
#okay to rb.just not putting it in any tags lol#anyway ummmm I think if you're mean to nonsharing self shippers you suck 👍#like of course it goes without saying you shouldn't harass or go after others for having the same f/o as you#but like. when will people realize that having boundaries is Not the end of the world#I don't want people woththe same f/o as me to interact. I filter out and block others who self ship with them#and that's okay!! isn't that literally the best possible thing you can do???#like i'm sorry nonsharing self shippers killed you grandma or something but like. what the hell I'm just staying in mt own space#I don't go out of my way to look for other Zooble self shippers. in fact I have all the ones I know of blocked and filtered out#anyway shoutout to nonsharing self shippers. blowing up all the haters with my mind <3
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Alfonse King of Minding His Own Business. Kiran Monarch of I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING BAAAAAADDDDDD
Kiran drop your fursona NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#fire emblem#feh#sorry i had to make my own post. because these are the most important things to me actually.#ofc sharena i love you sharena queen of winning the hearts of women everywhere.#but like. the way alfonse when presented with a cute or hot girl is just. ignoring that shit. staying out of it.#he's got other shit going on (demisexuality and homoerotic deeply devoted bestfriendships)#ALSO. I WANT A TAIL. OR A BEASTIE SYMBIOTE. PEAK STIM TBH#ALSO ALSO. THE FACT. THAT KIRAN IS CANONICALLY VERY TOUCHY LMFAOOO THAT'S SO FUNNY#like i talk about it w sharena all the time but kiran is also Right There. and they are just LIKE THAT#which is the funniest thing in the world that's like one of their defining characteristics.#if you touch my summoner oc unprompted its going to fucking bite you.#or silther away and hide. goodbye forwver blowing you up w my mind.#SOME charas. have ask to touch rights but overall moe is just a cat. actually.#fe alfonse#sharena#fe kiran#ratatoskr#SHE'S SOOOOOO CUTE IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE HER#fe ash#gullveig#BOTH BELOVED#day in the life#official
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#on Friday one of my students was like 'are you a swiftie' and i said yes#and this one boy was like i have never heard you mention her#and i gave myself a mental high five for my own restraint#i have really tried to tamp down on that this year because things just get out of hand too fast otherwise#then of course 6th period came around and my defenses were gone and it was Friday and several students were gone#so I spoke on her and what I believed her legacy would be lol#and then I felt really bad about that decision :((((( for some reason#the kids loved it. but that is no sign that it was the right call!#anyway still reflecting#i did love that the student didn't know#i really want to be restrained both in general but especially about Taylor in my professional setting#and just. not be opening myself up to needless barbs about her but also not alienating people?#i HATE alienating people i want to reach all of them and the less I have standing in my way the better#so kind of constantly diffusing what threatens to blow up out of proportion#is like. half of my job#another student asked me immediately afterwards if i liked Kanye and i said gently that i did not know Kanye's music so i couldn't tell him#but like. i'm not getting into it you know? i'm not getting into the Taylor Culture Wars or whatever. I will not fan the flames of that#with students especially. but also i do care about her she's such a real part of my heart and my outlook#that sometimes I feel compelled to speak!#and just let them know what's going on in my heart#but yeah. as with many feelings relating to Taylor i often feel bad or foolish immediately afterwards for being vulnerable#kind of no position more vulnerable than taking the side of a millionaire pop star that people love to hate on#kidding!!! but I mean it's not wholly untrue#i like to think i try to move the space of the conversation immediately into something both grounded and relevant#when I do bring her up. and hopefully away from the worst bits of the inflammatory nature of Taylor discussions.#i hope it's healing for somebody/does any good.#but i have no way of knowing#i'm just rambling. it's saturday night and i had half a very strong drink#so my mind's just mulling.
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YAYYYY oc posting :) anyone remember old fnaf fandom days? handing you heavily revamped and redesigned ocs of Vincent and who TECHNICALLY counts as Henry before Henry was even revealed??? >_<
ik the pride flags are a little "modern" for 1998 but idgaf this is for fun and sillies. yapfest in tags my bad
#carn1eposting#art#fnaf art#fnaf ocs#fnaf oc#fnaf vincent#it feels criminal to tag that oml#i wasnt really on tumblr during og fnaf fandom days i was on dA instead. i miss you old dA. i miss you FuzzFoxy rp chatroom#this also counts as an au sort of? vincent is william's nephew in this au and also has a younger brother around michael's age (10-12 diff)#i had originally split vincent and xander (the brother) into like#so xander is kinda more the flirty sexy fanon pg and vincent's more the laid back/depressed “heh... you can't *smirk*” fanon pg#so ig i should add these tags#fnaf au#fnaf fanart#fnaf#fnaf redesign#other oc is almost fully original and doesn't TECHNICALLY belong to me. im more like his foster parent HAHA#his name is gary my bestie at the time (we're still close :3c) made him just bc we wanted to be silly and also we were in like 5th grade#his name is funny. bc i remember it was originally just “Gary Guy”. which was supposed to be a joke calling him “Gay Guy”. he's gay. idk#he was created before the name william was revealed and before henry emily was sort of a existing character in people's minds at the time#we had a separate oc for “phone guy” and it wasn't gary#whoahhhh lore i love lore i used to think about these guys all the time oml LOL#if i hear shit about gary being gay and vincent being a she/they nby and blah blah IDC suck my peanits it literally doesnt matter blow up
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Learning against my will about ozempic and actually got a little pissed off when the lady describing it said once you take it youre basically on it forever to maintain results. Like i wonder where all the "concerned" people that have been fearmongering about hormones for years are now. Why are we not concerned about the potential side effects of lifelong use of these specific drugs, or is it fine because theres an outcome society considers favorable
#Genuinely irked me that all of the reactionaries and tphobes and self described feminists have been medically abusing trans ppl#But the second theres a drug being passed around like candy marketed especially toward insecure women its crickets#Like ohhh so you guys werent actually worried about 'side effects' or 'being a lifelong patient' if that werent already obvious#Blows my mind that i have to entertain these peoples nonsense on a legal level threatening my access to healthcare#emf#And before anything else: I am a firm believer in informed consent and tailoring your body to how you want it to look in any way#However i think the same arguments to dissuade trans people can be thrown back tenfold at literally any other surgery or form of care#Especially those in reference to 'social pressure' and 'social contagion' like lol#Also btw ''lifelong patient'' shit is a deeply fucked up and evil mindset that discourages people who need meds from getting them#Im just focused on that argument specifically because ltierally everyone in my life used it to try and tell me i shouldnt transition
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Honestly still salty about my 22 y/o sister who last night called asking to kiss someone the first time “weird”, “cringe”, and even “millennial”??? And it’s so wild to me for a young woman to have such an anti-consent standpoint.
Like you’ve said you don’t get accosted at bars, and hooray for that. But as someone who’s been groped in what can barely be considered a crowd once or twice, I’m partial to establishing that someone respects and considers me early on.
And Ik you’ve only dated from your friend group (I do not), so you feel more comfortable reading each other, which once again, great. But that doesn’t guarantee safety or that they’ll magically know what you want in the future when you’ve established that it’s cringe to ask and better to guess.
That’s how people get it wrong and cross your boundaries without knowing. And then you’re hurt but feel like you can’t blame them because you didn’t say anything and how would they know? Misunderstandings that can often be avoided by establishing clear and open communication about consent from day one.
Starting off your very first physical and sexual interactions with clear verbal consent is an easy way to set the precedent of asking for consent. Like cool you’ve been going out with this dude for 8 months and never seen a dick. Regardless of your pace, you should be thinking ahead and establishing how you’d like to be treated in sexual scenarios as soon as humanly possible.
I guess I thought society had moved past “it’s just kinda weird and awkward to ask though”, “you don’t have to say anything to know”, “just feel it out”, etc.
It’s also so clear how this prude, sex-negative culture makes it so that you can be comfortable engaging in an act but still feel icky about asking about / for it.
#this is such a long ramble and making a mountain out of one example#but from what I’m seeing from her friends#other people in their early 20s on the internet#and the reason that this conversation came up in the first place#which was love island contestants#there are people not more than 6 years younger than me and my peers who are almost illiterate about sex consent and intimacy#it’s mind blowing#and like on a more personal and subjective note they’re missing out on so much#there was nothing hotter to me than when we were making out and he’d look at me all lusty and ask do you want me to fuck you?#I would turn into a puddle and lose capacity for coherent thought lmao#there’s a huge part that’s about HOW you do things#and these inexperienced children will see one awkward example and be like yeah no consent is weird and cringey actually#like stop and use your brain for a second dude#vent#mine
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im so fucking done with school i hate this shit so much
#the only reason im not droppingg out is bc 1) i would immediately regret it and 2) i have like 2 months left. then im done Forever#and by forever i mean until i fucking decide i need a masters. jfc someone remind me to not get a masters i can be a hobbyist#or smth god i hate school#also srry for not posting shit for kinktober im behind on like 3 submissions i meant to do already but Unforch everything w school#is making me have no time to do shit i actually care about.... it's tragic.......#and fuuuck my fics. i do not have time for them :(#i might in like a week though if i really go hard on some shit but oughoughhh#i hate school. and by school i mean the specific combination of classes i have and the projects they all want done at the same time#and also the way academia drains you and takes up so much of your time#and also GROUP PROJECTS!!!!!! I HATE GROUP PROJECTS!!!!!!!!! I AM BLOWING UP MY GROUP WITH MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am stressed, and I am on edge, and I feel like I'm actually, legitimately reaching my limit. It's kinda funny how my mom was the one to push me there
#she seems to think i have all the time in the world#but i don't think she realizes just how much of that time is spent mentally recovering from#or preparing for#something#i also don't think she realizes she is a huge part of the problem#on top of the general school and work stuff#she's been badgering me to do things for a while now#it's cleaning my room#or applying to jobs#or going to church#or reading the bible#it's always something#there's always something im not doing well enough#then she'll go behind my back and make plans involving me without telling me and then blame ME for not being considerate of those plans#she had the fucking gall to say “there's something going on that you aren't telling me”#like no shit it's almost as if any time i talk to you about something you either blow me off or turn it against me#apparently im getting pretty good at hiding when im having a shit time when im not actively trying to make sure the person knows#to the point when i had an actual panic attack before a surgery once it supposedly came out of nowhere for her#like im starting to realize just how disconnected from my life she actually is at this point and i don't think i care to fix it#i shouldn't fucking have to#i shouldn't have to deal with that on top of school. work. my social life. my finances. hygiene. self-care. etc#not when i don't think she's willing to put through any effort towards improvement#not when she's “the grown adult”#not when her reaction to me making a mistake or losing motivation for something is often along the lines of...#“do you want to end up like your father?”#im so unbelievably fucking done#im about ready to give someone more than just a piece of mind. they're about to get the whole fucking mess of a thing.#the best part? this week's all downhill from here#gobby rants
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my two cents from a long time comic book fan:
I thoroughly enjoyed the marvels!! it’s for the girlies and the gays and not twitter incels. but you know what else? they’re just fun. they’re not that serious. not every movie HAS to be profound, sometimes they can just be a good time. I just love being able to see my heroes on screen doing silly good things. it’s cool to see things come from page to screen. because at the end of the day, it’s not that serious. it’s a movie, and it made me happy, and that’s all that matters.
#the marvels#marvel#kamala khan#carol danvers#monica rambeau#my dad grew up with marvel comics#and he loves every single movie because for him it’s just COOL to see them on screen#it’s blowing his mind#that’s really all that matters#you want a profound movie? go watch an Oscar nom or some shit#but I just want cats and lesbians and a good time
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they really have the gall to say they aren’t biased against byler when these are their reactions to both of these posts:
like c’mon bffr
#byler#not gonna tag this as anti m*leven because the last time i did that my post ended up on the actual m*leven tag#so tumblr clearly can't be trusted#but lol I don't much care for m*levin romantically but it just blows my mind how…#idk…let's say…passionate the st subreddit is about ensuring it's sanctity#like they're always like ‘i have no problem with people who ship byler my problem is with people who want mike to break up with el for him’#and idk it all just seems like a cover for what the actual problem you have against byler:#it's a gay ship involving a character you've projected all your straight fantasies onto (mike) and you feel that#because byler shippers ‘force’ people to admit it will be canon#it says something about your own sexuality#like please touch some grass and work on your homophobia because you can relate to a character who is gay#it's okay#you're not going to magically turn gay if mike ends up being gay#now I'm not saying byler shippers are all little angels btw#(we could probably do better if we just focused on enjoying the ship and the characters instead of arguing with homophobes)#but i definitely think the hate towards byler shippers is queerphobic (it's no secret most of us are queer in some way or another)#where the hate towards m*levin shippers (simply by the fact that it's a straight ship) is just not#and no I don't buy the argument that it's misogynist to want mike to leave el#(as if el's character arc hasn't been intrinsically tied to how misogyny and heteronormativity are#tied together under oppressive systems like the patriarchy#and that her idea of romance and boyfriends under it has been harmful to her independence and sense of self)
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Also thematically the body swap could go crazy. Moe in Alfonse's body and persona being surrounded by people he's close to in varying contexts, but close to nonetheless. The only significant person missing, is Moe itself. Also new allies but stay with me
MEANWHILE. Alfonse in Moe's body is pretty much all alone. Searching for someone, and can't remember [Your] own name. The only company is Moe, itself. Memories and snapshots of the past. Also some unauthorized fucking Thing in a white dress that's relentlessly hunting him for sport.
LIKE. LIKE. THEMATICALLY.
Alfonse of course has all his complexes about letting people in ect ect ect. But he does have people he lets in. Varying degrees, varying contexts. Moe... kind of doesn't. Even though it learns to get along well with everyone. Even though Sharena proclaimed, they're Friends, so they must be friends. They're friends... for Sharena's sake, really. Moe likes her. Will even say it loves her. But not once has it actually let her in. Similarly, Anna. It respects her. It likes her. It learns to work well, with her. It learns to rely on her, just enough for practicality's sake. Knowing when you need help and how to ask for it is a good skill to have. That's as far as it goes. Anyone else, everyone else, it's very fair weather friends with.
The only person it wholeheartedly trusts is Alfonse. Moe's words to Alfonse, when they first were getting to know each other. "It's Important, that you At Very Least let One person in. It doesn't have to be me. But it's dangerous, to be completely alone. Especially in the emotionally precarious situation you're in, right now. No man is an island."
#moe tag#moe lore#book 4 lore#also moe voice 'you may pay for it in blood.'#and alfonse is just. hm. perhaps i ought to keep a closer eye on you.#cue them hitting each other w hammers and blowing each other up w their minds bc they both wanna help the other soooo bad#but NEITHER of them want to actually. let the other person in. about it. when that is truly the only way they're gonna achieve that goal.#they can escape the emotional vulnerability by doing it for purely practical reasons. with intent. to Kill#<- to get what each wants. to help the other.#in all of this moe ends up stealing his shirts and alfonse ends up sleeping better at night w it by his side.#no... it can't be..... this can't be happening.......#<- became friends. normal style.#my notes
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having been to vomas & comiket & now oe2 im wondering like. even if i dont have that big of an audience i wonder if anyone would be interested in my art as keychains or stickers or pins. shikishi too i love doing shikishi but those are one of kind by nature.
#id have to look into a lot of things. regardless if irl or online.#im really against doing commissions. thats an absolute last resort for me#but if i could draw whatever i want & people still want it. that seems more fun#not. aru sekai art. ik thats all i do but thats not up to me to sell. those are just some random persons ocs.#im not against drawing the isotopes or vsynth in general more. i love them lots. & fan works of those are a lot more acceptable#idk i usually just accept people look at my art for 15 seconds & move on with their life.#so if people came up to me like hey i want a trinket with ur art on it. that would mean a lot i think.#ive already seen friends i gave stickers & keychains using them & it still blows my mind?? u like them??? u USE them?????#u look at them lots??????? wild#with the exception of the tenshi arts on the keychain on my phone & my phone bg even /i/ barely look at my art once its done#so i dont expect others to. so when they do its like. you what (appreciative)#anyway. contemplating this again.
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current problem: I need to write some original fiction for my creative writing workshop. I am inspired to write. Unfortunately, I am inspired to write Skyblock Kingdoms fanfic. Skyblock kingdoms is too high-concept to divorce canon-setting fic from the source material. So I cannot submit that to my professor.
#CURSE YOU AVID AND MARMALADE FOR TAKING OVER MY MIND#I am going to blow up the moon#idea speaks#idea original post#idea's tales from academia#all I want to do is rotate that monkey man in my brain at mach speeds
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