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I’m not saying you have to love Laios, I’m not saying you have to even like him, but a lot of the things people say about him are just incredibly mean or straight up ableist. Yes he’s a fictional character but many people, including my self, strongly relate to him due to autism and trauma. Things you say about him being weird or insane or unhinged or stupid or now people are calling him a psychopath?????? Autistic people see these and they won’t hurt the fake anime knight but they do hurt me and other people with autism.
#Victor beeps#I want to blow you all up with my mind#can I say something? mean?#I don’t think many of you care about falin as her own character#you only like her for shipping purposes or to pit against Laios#a post that pissed me off so I block both post and op was#‘’falin is gay and autistic (affectionate) and Laios is gay and autistic (derogatory)’’#it rubbed me the total wrong way
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Horse Yaoi trotted so Horsegirl Yuri could fly.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#equineswap au#wei wuxian#lan wangji#little apple#xiao pingguo#lan wunian#This is the first and second kiss I've ever drawn. And its horse yaoi and horsegirl yuri. Wouldn't want it any other way tbh.#And with that...Horse week has come to a close#Not the end of this AU mind you; I'll still throw some doodles in here & there and reblog any fanart#The concept behind this was to make something with the vibes of that one picture with the guys holding girls up on their shoulders#so the girls can kiss. And the guys are kissing too. I hope someone knows what I'm talking about.#Maybe one day I'll draw the unswapped version. Ill flip a coin to decide whether or not wangxian are carrying their equines or riding them#Thank you all so much for the extremely enthusiastic reception to my equineswap AU#The love for both sides of the swap has blow me away. These designs have been sitting around for a while and I wasn't sure I'd post them.#In the end it became a way to celebrate a follower milestone *and* this blog's 3 month anniversary#also...It has been a hard few weeks and I needed something light and fun. I really mean it when I say “you guys helped me pull through”#Love you all B'*)
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my hands are on my head. look at the caption.
#this caught me off guard#first i was like ‘okay maybe it’s a misunderstanding’ and then i saw the caption and i was just stunned#all of it is red flag after red flag#the dad gojo stuff i don’t really mind it’s just when people ignore tsumiki’s role in megumi’s life then it gets to me#gojo financially supported them but he didn’t really raise them he did have a life (shockingly)#and then i saw ‘(rizzing up women’) and was a bit like… okay…#and then ‘his playing ass’ was the final blow. the finisher.#say what you want about whether gojo is bi or full faggot but his ass is not a player 😭😭😭 where do people get this idea from#this is my first time seeing gojo mischaracterisation first hand and not just hearing about it#absolutely harrowing#how is it even possible to think like this#zad talks#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#satoru gojo
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Alfonse King of Minding His Own Business. Kiran Monarch of I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING BAAAAAADDDDDD
Kiran drop your fursona NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#fire emblem#feh#sorry i had to make my own post. because these are the most important things to me actually.#ofc sharena i love you sharena queen of winning the hearts of women everywhere.#but like. the way alfonse when presented with a cute or hot girl is just. ignoring that shit. staying out of it.#he's got other shit going on (demisexuality and homoerotic deeply devoted bestfriendships)#ALSO. I WANT A TAIL. OR A BEASTIE SYMBIOTE. PEAK STIM TBH#ALSO ALSO. THE FACT. THAT KIRAN IS CANONICALLY VERY TOUCHY LMFAOOO THAT'S SO FUNNY#like i talk about it w sharena all the time but kiran is also Right There. and they are just LIKE THAT#which is the funniest thing in the world that's like one of their defining characteristics.#if you touch my summoner oc unprompted its going to fucking bite you.#or silther away and hide. goodbye forwver blowing you up w my mind.#SOME charas. have ask to touch rights but overall moe is just a cat. actually.#fe alfonse#sharena#fe kiran#ratatoskr#SHE'S SOOOOOO CUTE IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE HER#fe ash#gullveig#BOTH BELOVED#day in the life#official
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Learning against my will about ozempic and actually got a little pissed off when the lady describing it said once you take it youre basically on it forever to maintain results. Like i wonder where all the "concerned" people that have been fearmongering about hormones for years are now. Why are we not concerned about the potential side effects of lifelong use of these specific drugs, or is it fine because theres an outcome society considers favorable
#Genuinely irked me that all of the reactionaries and tphobes and self described feminists have been medically abusing trans ppl#But the second theres a drug being passed around like candy marketed especially toward insecure women its crickets#Like ohhh so you guys werent actually worried about 'side effects' or 'being a lifelong patient' if that werent already obvious#Blows my mind that i have to entertain these peoples nonsense on a legal level threatening my access to healthcare#emf#And before anything else: I am a firm believer in informed consent and tailoring your body to how you want it to look in any way#However i think the same arguments to dissuade trans people can be thrown back tenfold at literally any other surgery or form of care#Especially those in reference to 'social pressure' and 'social contagion' like lol#Also btw ''lifelong patient'' shit is a deeply fucked up and evil mindset that discourages people who need meds from getting them#Im just focused on that argument specifically because ltierally everyone in my life used it to try and tell me i shouldnt transition
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Honestly still salty about my 22 y/o sister who last night called asking to kiss someone the first time “weird”, “cringe”, and even “millennial”??? And it’s so wild to me for a young woman to have such an anti-consent standpoint.
Like you’ve said you don’t get accosted at bars, and hooray for that. But as someone who’s been groped in what can barely be considered a crowd once or twice, I’m partial to establishing that someone respects and considers me early on.
And Ik you’ve only dated from your friend group (I do not), so you feel more comfortable reading each other, which once again, great. But that doesn’t guarantee safety or that they’ll magically know what you want in the future when you’ve established that it’s cringe to ask and better to guess.
That’s how people get it wrong and cross your boundaries without knowing. And then you’re hurt but feel like you can’t blame them because you didn’t say anything and how would they know? Misunderstandings that can often be avoided by establishing clear and open communication about consent from day one.
Starting off your very first physical and sexual interactions with clear verbal consent is an easy way to set the precedent of asking for consent. Like cool you’ve been going out with this dude for 8 months and never seen a dick. Regardless of your pace, you should be thinking ahead and establishing how you’d like to be treated in sexual scenarios as soon as humanly possible.
I guess I thought society had moved past “it’s just kinda weird and awkward to ask though”, “you don’t have to say anything to know”, “just feel it out”, etc.
It’s also so clear how this prude, sex-negative culture makes it so that you can be comfortable engaging in an act but still feel icky about asking about / for it.
#this is such a long ramble and making a mountain out of one example#but from what I’m seeing from her friends#other people in their early 20s on the internet#and the reason that this conversation came up in the first place#which was love island contestants#there are people not more than 6 years younger than me and my peers who are almost illiterate about sex consent and intimacy#it’s mind blowing#and like on a more personal and subjective note they’re missing out on so much#there was nothing hotter to me than when we were making out and he’d look at me all lusty and ask do you want me to fuck you?#I would turn into a puddle and lose capacity for coherent thought lmao#there’s a huge part that’s about HOW you do things#and these inexperienced children will see one awkward example and be like yeah no consent is weird and cringey actually#like stop and use your brain for a second dude#vent#mine
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im so fucking done with school i hate this shit so much
#the only reason im not droppingg out is bc 1) i would immediately regret it and 2) i have like 2 months left. then im done Forever#and by forever i mean until i fucking decide i need a masters. jfc someone remind me to not get a masters i can be a hobbyist#or smth god i hate school#also srry for not posting shit for kinktober im behind on like 3 submissions i meant to do already but Unforch everything w school#is making me have no time to do shit i actually care about.... it's tragic.......#and fuuuck my fics. i do not have time for them :(#i might in like a week though if i really go hard on some shit but oughoughhh#i hate school. and by school i mean the specific combination of classes i have and the projects they all want done at the same time#and also the way academia drains you and takes up so much of your time#and also GROUP PROJECTS!!!!!! I HATE GROUP PROJECTS!!!!!!!!! I AM BLOWING UP MY GROUP WITH MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my two cents from a long time comic book fan:
I thoroughly enjoyed the marvels!! it’s for the girlies and the gays and not twitter incels. but you know what else? they’re just fun. they’re not that serious. not every movie HAS to be profound, sometimes they can just be a good time. I just love being able to see my heroes on screen doing silly good things. it’s cool to see things come from page to screen. because at the end of the day, it’s not that serious. it’s a movie, and it made me happy, and that’s all that matters.
#the marvels#marvel#kamala khan#carol danvers#monica rambeau#my dad grew up with marvel comics#and he loves every single movie because for him it’s just COOL to see them on screen#it’s blowing his mind#that’s really all that matters#you want a profound movie? go watch an Oscar nom or some shit#but I just want cats and lesbians and a good time
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they really have the gall to say they aren’t biased against byler when these are their reactions to both of these posts:
like c’mon bffr
#byler#not gonna tag this as anti m*leven because the last time i did that my post ended up on the actual m*leven tag#so tumblr clearly can't be trusted#but lol I don't much care for m*levin romantically but it just blows my mind how…#idk…let's say…passionate the st subreddit is about ensuring it's sanctity#like they're always like ‘i have no problem with people who ship byler my problem is with people who want mike to break up with el for him’#and idk it all just seems like a cover for what the actual problem you have against byler:#it's a gay ship involving a character you've projected all your straight fantasies onto (mike) and you feel that#because byler shippers ‘force’ people to admit it will be canon#it says something about your own sexuality#like please touch some grass and work on your homophobia because you can relate to a character who is gay#it's okay#you're not going to magically turn gay if mike ends up being gay#now I'm not saying byler shippers are all little angels btw#(we could probably do better if we just focused on enjoying the ship and the characters instead of arguing with homophobes)#but i definitely think the hate towards byler shippers is queerphobic (it's no secret most of us are queer in some way or another)#where the hate towards m*levin shippers (simply by the fact that it's a straight ship) is just not#and no I don't buy the argument that it's misogynist to want mike to leave el#(as if el's character arc hasn't been intrinsically tied to how misogyny and heteronormativity are#tied together under oppressive systems like the patriarchy#and that her idea of romance and boyfriends under it has been harmful to her independence and sense of self)
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having been to vomas & comiket & now oe2 im wondering like. even if i dont have that big of an audience i wonder if anyone would be interested in my art as keychains or stickers or pins. shikishi too i love doing shikishi but those are one of kind by nature.
#id have to look into a lot of things. regardless if irl or online.#im really against doing commissions. thats an absolute last resort for me#but if i could draw whatever i want & people still want it. that seems more fun#not. aru sekai art. ik thats all i do but thats not up to me to sell. those are just some random persons ocs.#im not against drawing the isotopes or vsynth in general more. i love them lots. & fan works of those are a lot more acceptable#idk i usually just accept people look at my art for 15 seconds & move on with their life.#so if people came up to me like hey i want a trinket with ur art on it. that would mean a lot i think.#ive already seen friends i gave stickers & keychains using them & it still blows my mind?? u like them??? u USE them?????#u look at them lots??????? wild#with the exception of the tenshi arts on the keychain on my phone & my phone bg even /i/ barely look at my art once its done#so i dont expect others to. so when they do its like. you what (appreciative)#anyway. contemplating this again.
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current problem: I need to write some original fiction for my creative writing workshop. I am inspired to write. Unfortunately, I am inspired to write Skyblock Kingdoms fanfic. Skyblock kingdoms is too high-concept to divorce canon-setting fic from the source material. So I cannot submit that to my professor.
#CURSE YOU AVID AND MARMALADE FOR TAKING OVER MY MIND#I am going to blow up the moon#idea speaks#idea original post#idea's tales from academia#all I want to do is rotate that monkey man in my brain at mach speeds
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You know I thought for awhile that I was just a rare type of person who sure, liked people well enough but was okay being alone didn't necessarily need anyone and NO. NO. NO. OH MY GOD . YOU GIANT DUMBASS. NO HAHAHA NOOO NOPE
#tide of consciousness#See what was confusing me is usually when people talk about life partner they mean romantically sexually#And also I have yet to meet someone who gets me in the way I want someone to get me <- I think <- good chance I have and squandered it#<- that may be the evil brain talking though#But anyway so I was misconstruing the fact that the people I know and like currently are not people I want to spend my life with#With the idea that there is no one and no chance I will ever want that#And also heteronormative allo society despite my best efforts Is in my brain#And I'm only just realizing how badly I would really like to find a person or maybe people who do make me feel like. I could want that#The idea that there could be someone out there that I would want to spend my time and space with forever is mind blowing#Because honestly and this is of course the mental illness but I have kind of been under the assumption that maybe I am just like. Weeell#Evil and broken and cruel and selfish and HAHA. you know. The usual#Because you know only recently I got my first taste of 'a person is actively choosing you and wants you over all things'#And then I fucked that up because that was my first time believing anyone could care about me and you know you always fuck that one up#And that sucked and is still in the process of sucking but it has also made me realize#That there is actually a way that I would want that. Maybe#Like in a way that worked. I'd really like to have a person like that maybe#And honestly that's a nightmare to have to realize#Because before it was like hey! I guess I just don't have to worry about that!#And now I'm like FUCK. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THIS#because special secret I've never actively tried to connect to people in my life ever#I don't know how you do that! I don't know how to actively form relationships!#I just wait for someone to grab me and pull me along! It's terrifying to think about trying to discover that#AT 20!#I know it's not unusual especially in this day and age in fact it's kind of an epidemic#But you're supposed to learn how to socialize when you're a little tiny baby!!! I don't want to figure this out now I can't even get a job!#Fucking shit that's a lot of words um#Every 6 months I remember that I'm deeply deeply deeply lonely and it's the worst and then I wilfully ignore it until I rediscover it again#Every day I discover a new layer to how utterly wretchedly self loathing my brain is and its the worst#Peeling back a layer of paint and surprise! You've subconsciously thought you were fine being alone because secretly you believe#That it is impossible for you to be anything but alone! Yay!
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I'VE GOT IT. In that first What If hypothetical timelines scenario Moe gets forcemasced by Alfonse and they live happily ever after. Moe may even have (MARGINALLY) less emotional baggage on account of not immediately internalizing it's undesirable upon being broken up with when it came out (compatibility issue) and harboring that for years (in conjunction w having a largely unaccepting family) and eventually developing a whole ass complex about it. However, this does make them immensely less narratively compelling as a pair because you lose that direct foil (Moe's whole ordeal about Desirability = Safety pre-transition if I'm everything you want me to be you'll love me you'll keep me vs Moe's Brand New Definitely Not Repackaged Undesirability = Safety bc Nobody FUCKING Touch Me -- I mean um because you don't even want me in the first place. Idiot). Also might make Moe a cheater in this timeline. Pobody's nerfect 😔 (but again, to be fair, ambiguously romantic best friend/partner in question was straight, therefore doomed from the start, no one is at fault he was actually very kind and understanding about it, just extremely unfortunate circumstances, it's almost just like a Bloodline Curse if uou thiunk about it,
#moe tag#moe lore#THERE IS. SO MUCH. GOING ON HERE.#wrote this one up last night and that was the end of me. knocked the fuck out.#BUT LIKE... there are a few stories about moe i don't think i can ever tell bc they heavily involve other people#moe isn't a Direct reflection of myself... but it holds a lot of my experiences.#and i kinda make a point to keep everyone outside of moe ambiguous. if they're ever mentioned at all.#but there are... so many things about moe. that suddenly make a lot of sense. when you factor in this background info.#one big thing though i will say. is moe is the ghoster. which makes alfonse want to fucking blow it up w his mind.
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing — texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely 💯 consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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⚡️ got my lightning mcqueen crocs today and now i'll just be ka-chowing all over the shop ⚡️
#the only way you could buy them was through a random 'raffle' system and i lucked out!#i've also been using one of my best friends here as my personal mail box (with all the moving around coming up idk where to ship stuff so#she doesn't mind bringing packages to me at work lmao also it's not a ton of stuff just an occasional impulse buy 😂)#BUT she brought them to me today and MAAAAN they're good#they light up!!! more light up shoes for adults please!#my inner child is doing great today tbh 🥰#hope you're all having great weeks! ❤️#i'll be dogsitting from tonight until tuesday so i'll actually be a bit more available on mobile / discord and stuff!#if anyone wants to chat or plot or write! i'll actually be enjoying like 6 days of alone-time with a doggy and quiet away from the office#and the moving chaos at home rn#*blows you all kisses*#00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )
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Outside of all of… that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eek……..
#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro#but I can’t deal with what happened to Franklin bro that’s one of the worst character endings ever omg my chest….#i meant it in a ‘that’s so fucked up’ way not ‘this is badly written’ because it really does fit his character….. even though witnessing#such a strong and ambitious character turn into……. THAT in the end… bro…………. not Franklin 😭…#his pride left him in ruin… the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he#couldn’t accept it because in his own words ‘I built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-‘ like he was#so used to being in charge.. the boss… never taking orders from the people who worked for him… and whenever any other character would make#suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off he’d completely lose his shit because in his mind they’re all stronger together and he#felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that ‘if only they would’ve listened to ME then everything would’ve#been just fine-‘ and the crazy thing is… Franklin was usually right 😭 like 90% of the time but it’s just he couldn’t communicate with his#friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao#especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure#so many awful things wouldn’t have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired#of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it#so many things were going to wrong in the end 😭… also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro#the fact that Franklin willingly decided to become…. I can’t even say it…#in the end over receiving what he’d consider a handout is insane…….. living like that? in filth because he’s too prideful to ever work#under anyone ever again even if it’s with a trusted friend… the money really blinded him but I get it#if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didn’t want to do business with him anymore#in the 80’s then I’d lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like this…#he kind of character you’d just watch and instantly think to yourself ‘this guy could go anywhere he wants. he’s no caged bird…’#so it makes his ending even more devastating……..#rambling#if you ever watch snowfall don’t watch the last episode 🥺 please promise me you won’t?
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