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I'm so sick of having writer's block 😞
#I just#Wanna#Write the blorbos being idiots#Why is that so hard?!?!?!?#Mmmhhm yes ok fine maybe writing nonstop for so long with so many words ever day wasn't healthy or sustainable#FINE#but I want to write again#I wanna finished my projects and post them#I miss posting fanfiction#I really do
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im gonna be taking another phone break starting tomorrow 👍(╥﹏╥) im still gonna go on my computer (i need w101 to survive) . i just think my phone is bringing me down again. last time i took a break i was drawing and reading so much more, and i havent even finished the book i started on that break last year. ...
#this is not an april fools btw i forgot its the 1st. im being fr#still gonna post just only on my computer#so not as much. rambling and nonsense#i feel like i treat this like a journal when i have 4 journals i never write in. like this is just a worse coping mechanism than i already#already have#i bought an mp3 player lol. little cheap one off amazon. i miss them a lot#i wanna mod my 3ds . i want to finish sewing my projects. i want to read my book
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reposting winter azujamiyuu
#my art#I NEED TO DRAW THEM BUT LIKE#I HAVE A TON OF OTHER STUFF TO FINISH FIRST#OUUUGHHHHH#to the 1-2 people who always interact with my posts: i am going to release a vn at the end of the month pls give it a try#ngl i wanna make an azujamiyuu dating sim#ouughh too many projects in hand rn tho
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in lieu of having posted any writing/headcanons/asks in the past few days because i have been *so* busy and unable to do anything fandom-related which is terrible and evil, i have a poll out of morbid curiosity and self-indulgence. i've been meaning to ramble here about how i feel about DC's lack fo Deaf representation and which Batfam members i would personally make Deaf, but i am mildly curious about the larger opinion and now i will subject you all to the question, i would love to hear thoughts/opinions/headcanons on any specific choices. (would love d/Deaf/HoH opinions esp but i'm mostly expecting this to reach the hearing crowd, so opinions from hearing ppl are ones i'm very curious about. if you've never given it thought before you are going to now or else /lh)
#necrotic nuisance#<- new tag for nonserious shit like this#batfamily#batclan#deafculture#i think not including bruce in this poll bc i ran out of options is *so* fucking funny so i'm keeping it#bc realistically i could bump off more tertiary characters like harper or jpv to include him#but i won't.#hearing people are seriously invited to reblog and share opinions or headcanons i'm so genuine#just like. behave about it.#i have personal headcanons but i will save sharing them until the poll is finished#as not to skew results#i also have a hunch on who will lead. based on popular headcanons i see#but i will also not share that as to not skew it#i'm using the Deaf identity as an umbrella term that can include Hard of Hearing as well btw#so if your headcanon is more HoH leaning it is counted#i do believe this is something most fans haven't rlly thought about#but i *really* want to write fics with Deaf rep and i have been waffling on who to make Deaf#so. this poll is also a field test of who you would like to see me (a Deaf bitch) write as Deaf.#and i totally pinky promise not to project super duper hard on them. (i'm so lying)#i will get back to writing and the ask games i promse!#tomorrow i have the day off after 4 bc someone else is watching the baby so ic can just chill#also *please please* if you have disabled headcanons for any batfam (or DC in general) character#send them to me. i want to see them. i would love to talk about them with you.#as an anon ask as a message as a reblog idc#gimme.#this isn't my usual content but shhh lemme be self indulgent.#both bc i'm curious and bc i wanna write Deaf shit so. we take a break from my usual nonsense for this.#i'll post writing tomorrow to make up for it#also i have to remind myself this is my blog i can do what i want with and not just be a content machine. yk
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some stuff i’ve been workin on :] mostly schoolwork but a few fun lil personal wips as well
#none of these are finished they’re all wips. i just had to crop some of them cause the file names had my legal name attached lol#my naming convention for school work is x[lastname]_[description or project here]#so. yknow. i didn’t wanna doxx myself lol#anyways. look upon my work pretty pretty please#mostly posting this to prove 1) i’m not dead 2) i am still actively making art 3) school is a lot n personal project are on hold rn#but also i’m v proud of my work. esp my 3d modeling stuff. i think my props go kinda hard#esp proud of my staff. candelabra. and lanterns. i think i peaked w those ones ngl#oh for reference the wizard tower i’m modeling is athanasius’ old tower. like it’s gonna be his study :3#waaaaa i love being able to tie schoolwork into my ocs. very fun n makes me excited to do the work#and of course. buges make an appearance#hollow knight#dnd oc#penance (athanasius)#requiem (micah)#chrysalis (imago)#xav art#sketches n doodles
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markiplier fnaf videos have done more for me than the hungarian government ever has
#i mainly watch it as bg noise now but it's always so nice...#me in 2014 handshake me in 2024 drawing mlp while watching markiplier fnaf#ive been working on something absolutely massive for the past like 4 months now with some breaks and#having this huge playlist w long familiar videos that i can play on my laptop while using the wacom to draw is great#i just finished security breach for the millionth time and now im starting the playlist over😭#my favs are probably sister location and security breach but I usually rewatch all of them#and they last a long ass time i was on SL in july and i JUST finished SB so like yayy#I'm curious to see how far i can get w my project by the time i get to the end of SB this time#barking#like for context I wasn't home for most of august and most of september so i couldn't do much then#i havent been working on it non stop for 4 months i only got the chance to finally restart now#but im juggling this huge thing im finally doing after MANY years plus my stupid fucking hyperfix that i also make drawings for#and i havent posted anything anywhere which is a BUMMER but i dont wanna start posting til i have enough..aughh
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I regret to inform everyone we're back in the white space. Expect the fire alarm to go off periodically in typical fashion of whenever it detects a steaming pile of garbage on the way. Like me! [i'll give a cookie to whoever recognizes where the sfx is from!!]
#hand jumper#sighs#projected second taeho gyeon tag on ao3.....#where did i go wrong#we're so joever guys#we're so joever...#mandatory plugin for the hand jumper discord server because i think the culprit wouldn't want to own up#or even has tumblr idk#but just know they're on my hitlist and i hate[/pos] them#also yes it's more cell 3#if i had to summarise think of it an evil version of the halloween fic#except even worse#honestly though if you're able to JOIN THE HJ DISCORD SERVEEEEEER#SOMEONE WAS COOKING FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!#it's like that one bromie on discord said if 3 guys came to the same conclusion at radically different intervals then maybe it's something!#or eveyone's on the same drug#BUT I CHOOSE TO BELIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVE#and so in orderly fashion what do i do when i really wanna poke and prod at them more?#throw them in the torture nexus#granted it's not really a torture nexus because the bet is everytime cell three appears in a chapter i delete and start the draft over agai#it is.#but that's not my problem!!!#it's future me who'll fret over tuesday's episodes problem!!#also it puts it in a perpetual state of agony because if what if the day we say“i'll finish tomorrow p much done” is the day cell 3 shows u#ctrl+shift+del+seethe+mald+cope#also i'd say compared to finish in three days it's the most lenient artificial deadline ever#because either cell 3 or cell 3 mentor appears and i win by getting more food to improve the work#or i hand it in as is if they don't and shoot myself when they do after i just finished#also if you ever want to ask me to drop/drop the hj memes i made in the server just holler#because i forget to post here chronically!!!!!!!!
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WAFFLE WDYM YOU USE SCRATCH?!?!?!?
im using scratch just for vector art yea LMAOO
#adventures across the stars#my friend uses it for their vector art and i was interested in their work so i was like ''fuck it we ball'' and started makin my own stuff#also the first vector art i made was of my voidpet oc#and i also have like 2 other projects that are also voidpet related#also also im adding a voidpet to this one once im finished w eddas body#aven has one too#if yall wanna see those i can make a separate post w them
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when you make a silly thing u wanna post but it has an oc in it that u haven't posted anywhere yet and u wanna introduce them in a post with more effort put into it so u just have to wait. 😁
#♦️charlie's miscellaneous#the oc in question is another epithet oc... i wanna make a cool intro post for them like i did w jay but#i haven't finished their portraits yet :((#there's a 50/50 chance ill end up making a Project involving my epithet ocs so i hope u all dont mind me shoving them in ur faces a little..
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Maybe I made another oc.....
#original character#oc#dnd pc#dnd#but they're a rouge this time#my first non spellcaster dnd pc#i have three other one (bc im a fool and i keep making them and i even posted about two of them before)#yes their hair was inspired by a certain character i drew not long ago but shhhhh i like this hair style#anyway im thinking about posting more about my pcs but we'll see (in the meantime if anyone wanna ask about them pls do)#for now i have three projects to finish sooo i'm still not gonna post too often here :c but i try
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Hehehehehehe, very very recent artwork this time >:3c. I’ve been doodling some concepts for a game lately and trying to figure out RPG Maker 2003. Hopefully it goes well and I actually ever finish it oof, but here’s the main silly goober character. His name is Miran. :3
Awkward vignette on these cause Instagram and bad lighting lol.
#art post#my art#my ocs#original story#I genuinely don’t know what else to tag this cause I haven’t even shown my OCs here before wow#i completely forgor whoops#I’ll show you guys some of my other characters sometime later if I can find some nice art of them in my phone gallery lol#but yeah hehehehehe horror game man#I feel so bad about starting projects cause I never finish anything big like this ughhhhhhh#hoping this one does get finished tho I’m having fun with it rn#I don’t wanna spoil too much tho#just in case >:3#tw medical imagery#horror character
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Where is the clip of Jense kissing the camera?????? ☹️ I could've swore it was from Brazil 2009, no?? No gifs for this race yet from me then :/
#I NEED THE CLIP PLEASE SOMEONE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🙏🙏🙏🙏#i know there's gotta be more footage of his championship win???????#like the pics where does the win symbol to the camera :( is there really no clip of that?#im already fidgety and upset about some other things so this is really upsetting me 😭😭#im like oh yes finally! brazil 2009!! the championship wins!!! and the kiss!!!!!#and then its... just...not..there#even if im wrong and its not from this race i really really really desperately need the clip pls 🥺#but god you know when youre already upset and then smth minor jusy piles on top and makes ir even worse#no gifs tonight sowwy! i was dealing w some other things and its soooooo fucking late now#AND I WANNA FIND MORE CONTENT FOR MY POST OKAY??? :(#so uh someone pls lmk ? i just feel a bit uncompleted rn :/#and also just the approaching emptiness of being soon to finish a project#the post race is so funny#bcs its like jenson jenson jenson and them like oh yeah mark the winner exists too i guess....#catie.rambling.txt
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#periodical life updates#maybe when artfight is done i'll ask for avm art reqs; that seems fun. i wanna draw the colorful sticks#(<- has been mainly drawing the stickmin sticks for twitter)#wait i also mentioned i wanted to work on my selfship blog right? fck. and also my part for that map too.#jegus jace r.i.c.k.e.c. starlight youve got so many projects huh. well its good to write them down. ive got this thing i do where once i-#finish a big project i forget all other projects ive ever had. ''i was so caught up in the euphoria of not being busy with artfight anymore#''i forgot that my other projects existed!'' type beat. future jace check here when youre done artfight. you've also got a fic to write!!#and ecas to draw! you also wanted to do an oc sexyman tourney but you wanted to draw everyone portraits first so <3#stickmin comics (charles; randy; jegus we probably cant think of montana just yet) and also i still got the requests from there :'>#maybe a commission sheet. i might do kofi commissions they sound fun. real commissions stress me out hgkjh </3#infinite art project hell hfkjhf </3 didnt do much artfighting today due to dentist appointment. it was very unpleasant.#i need a lot of dental work done. i have to go back next week (RIGHT BEFORE SAHCON TOO LMAO) and i also gotta have my wisdom teeth removed#not then i think (hopefully i dont wanna be fcked up before sahcon :/) but eventually. ugh. mimserable.#my queue's running low again. im tired of filling it back up ough u-u#my new drawing tablet came in btw!! ive been drawing more comfortably again <3 gotta update my progress reports for artfight#ive been watching secret sleepover society though hjdfjkh they played a cute potion making game!! but i'll work on the spreadsheet now hdjk#okay done and posted! gonna take my dental meds and probably sleep or add more stuff to queue?#see ya! <33
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I'm gonna be real: probably made too many food miniatures for my niece. But I'm not done yet either.
#rae rants#i finished abt a page of the two pages of foodstuff i wanted to make from clay. i need to buy new supplies to move onto another category tho#ig i could start making mugs and plates and stuff. even tho i haaaate doing those.#cuz. i dont use molds. i dont own resin stuff. or a drimel. everything has to be done by hand and still be uniform.#and when i was a kid i hated that doll plates never has divets. ya know theyre just discs? always hated that.#but now that i make minis like. i understand why. its soooo annoying to make plates.#anyways. i have a mochi icecream tray im using to dry last night's batch. theyll probs be dry tomorrow. but i wanna keep working NOW.#... ig i could eat the last two strawberry mochi and take that tray too. that could work.#anyways 2. i didnt have my dolls eat a lot as a kid. i would have them have like. one meal together a day tho. if i could. tea time maybe.#but it always annoyed me that i only had like. one kind of breakfast for them.#or that i didnt have enough food for the family to have a realistic breakfast. like if one person has pancakes everyone would ya know?#i'll post pics when theyre painted. which is a while away.#and when i finish the project (which probs wont be until xmas) i'll post a bunch of pics on my instagram ig.#cuz this is a project that will be my niece's xmas present eventually.
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Planning out my outfit for my concert shit. I think I've got good pants for it, maybe got shoes for it. Gonna look for a blouse tomorrow + possibly some new shoes. Bc the maybe-shoes are those shoes I got for the suit that I HATE. They gave me such terrible blisters. And I think the pants I have would look better with some kind of heel. But if I don't find anything good I can just use those flats. And for the blouse, it's gotta be black and long sleeve and also have enough flexibility to not restrict my playing. Flexible Clothes. All the better to play a funky little tune in.
On top of that tho I've got several assignments I gotta do this week. Gotta make a wireframe prototype for my web app for web programming class. Tonight, really. Bc the official thing is due Sunday but I gotta get it reviewed by classmate(s) (and also review someone else's, too), so better to have that done sooner rather than later. There's also a lab for my C programming class due on Friday, which I need to have done before the end of lab so I can get it checked off. Gonna try to get most of it done tomorrow night, if not all of it, so that I can just go into lab and get it checked off and then LEAVE. Bc if I stay the full lab I will have less than an hour b4 I gotta be at the venue for sound check. And I really would prefer to have more time before that. Tbh the lab probably won't take TOO much work, since it's just using recursion to make a lil maze solver thing. Not too many lines of code, since the recursion does a lot of that. The tricky part is actually figuring out the logic for it properly. But I took good notes on it when my professor talked about it in class so MAYBE I didn't attend the last 2 labs and MAYBE I haven't even started the thing. But it's ok. Fuck it we ball. And ON TOP OF THAT... the assignments, the orchestra prep, etc... I also wanna clean my apartment some, probably on Friday morning, bc nonzero chance of visitors after the concert. Not for long if they do come in. But Still.... #Embarrassed. It's not as bad as it was b4 bc thankfully I did manage to do my dishes. But there's still some things I should get cleaned up.
AND THEN...!!!!!!!!!!
Well I mentioned the prototype thing. I gotta review someone else's prototype, and I also need to update my own prototype depending on what people say about mine. Tbh I'm kinda planning on doing a lower-effort version to start with (instead of trying to make it perfect from the start) so that it'll hopefully be easier to adjust the prototype to whatever the advice is & make it seem like an actual improvement. There's also a presentation over this thing, which thankfully I'm presenting on... Wednesday, I think? But I gotta have the slides submitted I Think Sunday night (when the prototype itself is due). So I gotta prep the presentation alongside prepping the prototype. AND I have a lab for this same class due on Sunday too, so I'm a busy bee!!
And ON TOP OF ALL THAT, I have a midterm exam in-class on Wednesday for my C programming class (same day as the web programming presentation, ugh 🙄), a presentation for my quality engineering in IT class on Thursday (over ISO 9001 quality standard), AND a paper for that presentation's content due on..Friday, I think? It's a group presentation/paper, same group I worked with last time, which Thankfully they can pull their own weight. It's just more to do lol.
God. I'm being worked to the bone, actually. Feels like everything is happening all at once. But then I remember that it's midterms time and I have spring break the week after next. And I'm like. OK, that makes sense.
Just gotta survive the next week and a half... lol...
#speculation nation#HOW DID A POST ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I GOTTA DO IN A WEEK AND A HALF END UP THIS LONG.......#well the good news is that bowling class is gonna do more fun practice things next week#so maybe i have a million and one things to do. but i will have fun things too!!!#anyways this means that i really cant slack on doing my work anymore. i keep putting things off.#but with this many things? every day has a Requirement and i Cannot afford to push any of them off to the next day.#id still find a way to do them but i'd risk losing sleep by that point. which i really would prefer to avoid.#especially tomorrow night. which is the night im most worried about turning into a sleep deprivation night.#if i cant finish that lab fast enough. bc that lab HAS to be at least mostly done before 2 pm on friday. it HAS to be.#and by god id fuckin do it. but with my concert being on Friday?? no time for a nap in between???#i play worse when im tired. so the best thing i can do for friday's me for the concert is making sure im well-rested.#also gonna do some practicing tomorrow. a lil before rehearsal (if i have enough time after going to the store for clothes)#and maybe some After too. depending on if theres anything i mess up enough during rehearsal.#but yeah so to make sure i dont have to stay up too late tomorrow i Need to do this prototype tonight.#even tho i reaaaaaally dont want to 😭😭😭😭#i got frozen like a popsicle on my way home from class today. biking in 28F windchill while raining. brr.#i was actually planning on going clothes shopping tonight. but after that? i didnt wanna go back outside lol#just went scrounging to see what clothes i already have. which the pants are old-ish but theyve barely been used#and theyre nicely flexible (which is good bc i tend to play my violin with my knees open. more room for bow movement.)#theyre a lil dusty and a lil wrinkled but i wanna do another load of laundry tomorrow evening regardless. so it works out fine.#spent my whole shower after getting home today thinking and planning out how im gonna make all this work.#not much wiggle room but it SHOULD be fine. so long as i dont act like a dumbass.#as that vash meme says: Can You Stop Fucking Around?#i will honor it. 🫡 i will. fuckinnnn manage-kit web app prototype Here i come#(stupid thing is titled manage-kit. or ManageKit? idk yet. it's a manager assistant thing. in theory.)#(i forgot about the project proposal thing until literally the last half hour b4 it was due. so i fell back on prior experience.)#(a little tool to make store management easier! my professor liked the idea at least 😂😂)
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i finally figured out a concept for rebooting my old comic idea i made when i was 13!! i wanted to make this story so bad but was never able to. i basically gonna keep everything the same as the old story except the main character is now a modern gen z teen and the rest of the cast get somehow transported from their original time setting to today and the new story is just them dealing with the aftermath of their original character arcs and learning about life in 2024. ill probably age up the MC to be my age now as well. the main character sorta aged up alonside me as the years went on, from 13 to 15 and then i kinda stopped delevoping them. i cant wait to make this
#2025 will be my oc year im calling it#strorb post#strorb text post#maybe ill talk about it as i develop the new version. it would be fun maybe#im gonna try to draw the characters and put them up on artfight if i find the time#im drawing a lot of my old ocs lately#idk why i guess Universe just decided this is the year ill make up for my younger selve's inability to make stuff with their ocs#btw feel free to send asks about the project#or any projects of mine#i wanna try to post more about my projects n stuff and not just things i deem finished and polished enough
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