#I took my meds today
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the urge to ask everyone If we're on good terms
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My name is Doug Dimmadome owner of a dimsdale dimmadick
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just me and my nyx lip oil against the world
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im at my sisters to hang out with her cats for a couple days and i feel so dislocated
anxiety has settled beneath my ribs
#i took my meds today#i feel like im going stir crazy idk why#i could go get pizza from that pizza place i like#i could read this book#but instead im#?????#i hafta head home again tmrw so like#if i want that pizza i should go tonight#i cant identify this emotion#but its bad#its not depression#its like when im waiting for a phone call#so i try to distract myself#but the distractions arent distracting#should i just go get pizza?#have a nap?#maybe she has some booze tucked away
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i should kill myself i need to kill myself i am supposed to kill myself thats what i amsupposed to do and it will never change because that not how it works it was predetermined and there is nothing i can do to change that u are either supposed to live or you arent supposed to live and i am not supposed to live
if i was actually supposed to live and this was just mental illness then the medications and therapy and healthy habits would change this but they havent
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mrrrgh
#i took my meds today#so why do i still feel yucky?#i know thats a stupid question because meds dont heal everything but..#idk#i can hear pyro flicking his lighter. its quiet and calming#wanna go sit with him at the campfire#maybe i can have a turn with the lighter too
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Is it really Andreil if Kevin isn’t around somewhere in the vicinity, knowingly but uncaringly and aggressively third-wheeling?
(k)andreil moodboard
(it’s just normal andreil except with the acknowledgment that kevin is. Nearby)
#took my meds bc I forgot I’m not in work for another three hours today <3#so I’m wide awake at 7am with nothing to dooooooo#ask
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#ts4#the sims#the sims 4#simblr#bed time at the Nightengale's#Gen one#Gen Two#My anxiety has been so bloody bad for the past two weeks#I'm already on meds for it but my Dr gave me valium to try and take the edge off atm#taking some pictures has been a nice distraction#I already took one today so I don't want to take another unless i absolutely have to so I'm going to play s3#and catch up on all of the coleen drama
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Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos
Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)
#fe three houses#sylvain jose gautier#also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain#regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy#i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be#esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed#and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins#just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering#truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved#they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start#instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing
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Having a normal one
#I also sent this rant to my bf (but in less detail cuz he hasn't finished stormbringer)#and his only response was ''What's wrong with you?''#a lot. I also took my meds today and that makes my autism so much worse#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd wan#bsd chuuya#bsd stormbringer spoilers#bsd storm bringer spoilers#nsftish#original post#id in alt text#discord ramblings
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wooahh,, @jacenotjason how’d your guy get in my new sketchbook???
#ethan’s art#my boyy (ethan)#art#spooky month#sorry if i’m annoying today i took my meds#<- i get annoying when i’m medicated cause like. i actually have the energy to live and talk but i talk Too Much
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feeling like tumblr is a job BUT IN A GOOD WAY like i sign on after my actual job onto my work (tumblr haikyuu smau writer hobby) computer (my home computer on it's last dying breath) to answer emails (reblog all of my moot's wonderful works) and write up reports (my own chapters LMAO)
#(warning i went feral in these tags. open at ur own risk)#these parentheses are giving me a headache#having a dyslexic moment i do not know why#second matcha latte at 11 pm at night LET'S GOOOO#oh i forgot to take my meds#just realized that#that may also be it#me and the voices just went silent when we all collectively realized that LMAOOO#me wondering why i have problems and then remembering last night i didn't take my meds again and then decided better late than never#and took them at 4 am#(and couldn't remember today if i had taken them last night before i remembered doing that)#and my meds are on the other side of my room and i am very cozy rn so no way i'm getting up to take them rn#it's okay my matcha latte will keep me good until i get up again in like three hours#i don't think my meds are helping anyway but i refuse to go to the doctor until like whenever i scheduled my next appointment#um i think it's in three months that's actually kind of a while#idk we'll come back to that chat#can u tell i haven't taken my meds#om nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom#wyr if u see this thank u for reintroducing gnaw into my vocabulary#i love om nom nom#gnaw#someone sedate me#ness' brainvomit <3#tw meds
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just changed from my wonder tweek sweatshirt into my super craig sweatshirt
feelin like nina from black swan
#south park#i don't think i took my meds today#BWAAAA BWA BWA BWA BWA BWAAAAAAA BWA BWA BWA#^ to the tune of tchaikovsky's swan theme
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I made the dumbest fucking mistake of my life because of my pregnancy exhaustion and depletion. My God.
I was prescribed the generic version of Singulair in December for my asthma. I never opened it, left it where my meds are here in NY. First 5 letters of that medicine are the SAME as the generic version of one of my anti nausea meds. I had my SIL’s leftover bottle of this medicine so I stuck my new bottle with the rest of my medications for later.
They also had the same directions: drink 1 pill every 6-8 hours as needed. Guess who has been drinking ASTHMA MEDS like they would help my nausea the last 5 weeks?
This dumbass bitch right here.
I found my ACTUAL anti nausea meds yesterday and I almost lost it from embarrassment and regret. The last 5 weeks have been physical hell and it was my fault. According to Google singulair is not shown to be unsafe for pregnancy so I’m not completely drowning in self loathing but yesterday was pretty fucking bad.
I have never felt like a bigger idiot.
#my dumb pregnancy brain literally caused so much suffering#the meds have helped me so much today#I took Sky to the library for 1.5 hours#I feel like a different person
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It’s time to make coasters from a bunch of HSTs from the box of scraps I got!
I’m aiming for 4” ish square, and I’m making A Bunch so I can give them to my endocrinologist’s entire staff because they have hugely improved my quality of life. Like. By leaps and bounds. I’d make them all full quilts if I knew how many people worked there but that’s maybe a little much so quilted coasters it is! And maybe some quilted mug cozies!
#sewing#sewing wip#scrap management#coasters for endocrinology#I had a stress related flare up yesterday#that got to the point that would (prior to my current meds) take me like 2-6 weeks to recover from#and I am fine! mildly sore and I’m pushing water and salt a bit today to be on the safe side#but I’m not dizzy or shaky or nauseous or exhausted#as soon as I took my evening dose of steroids yesterday I was fine!#tired but fine and able to rehydrate with no problem at all#which is an absolutely phenomenal difference and I am so so grateful to this endocrinologist#who is my FOURTH endocrinologist#but somehow the first one EVER to bother to test my SED rate and for autoimmune antibodies#it’s been twelve years but hey at least he’s doing the tests#and the funny thing is it’s looking increasingly like my problem is not endocrine related like I thought it was#anyway he’s the best and I am envious of his flannel shirts
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being overstimulated feels like being electrocuted on the lowest frequency possible
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