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cleabellanov · 2 months ago

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In the shadow of the tree, I find myself wondering. Was it worse to lose you or never know you at all?

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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licorishh · 2 months ago

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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh

#star wars #clone wars #star wars fanart #ahsoka tano #captain rex #anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly #as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design #cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy #read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think #yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore #but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars #artists on tumblr #i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo #signature got cropped sigh. whatever #if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill #also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye #someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating #does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka #i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all #no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo #ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me #one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art

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itsaymylove · 3 months ago

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The Space Between Two People

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thewardenisonthecase · 2 months ago

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I FOUND IT. I FOUND THE FUCKING THING I WAS LOOKING FOR.

THIS. MAKES ME. SO. FUCKING. MAD.

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#I'm gonna like. try and organize my thoughts on it.#but like dude. YOU DON'T GET MORE 1ST WORLD WHITE THAN THIS #“i don't see how they're opressed” THEY ARE TAKEN FROM THEIR HOMES AT A YOUNG AGE #THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED OUTSIDE CONTACT #THEY GET TOLD THEY'RE CURSED. THEY'RE DANGEROUS AND EVIL.#ALSO THE MAGE PC IS NOT THE ONLY “NOT EVIL MAGE”???#WHAT HAPPENED TO WYNNE #NIALL #LITERALLY EVERYONE

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crossbackpoke-check · 2 months ago

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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)

"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie

#liv in the replies #if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect #THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i #went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO #regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me #as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's #james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he #will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who #love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs #hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic #next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the #elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost #tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on #tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for #the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc #so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many #photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate #and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets #okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o #i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul #u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh #start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last #blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee #& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost #joel farabee #philadelphia flyers #calgary flames

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ratatatastic · 9 months ago

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"(confident)woo! (unassured) woooo!" "[unspeakable horrors]" "letsgo panthers 😃"

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#ryan lomberg #carter verhaeghe #niko mikkola #brandon montour #florida panthers #@/seaquestions this ones for you ☝️#sandwiching mikksys clear joy in between lomboswaggy and monty is so funny #theyre having fun and mikksy is 5 seconds away from cursing the camera in his mind #if you handed me a phone and told me to go speak i think i too would want to explode it with my mind

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kirby-the-gorb · 11 months ago

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#kirby #cursed image #(for the reagan trace)#ronald reagan #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #my partner has been asking for ages for a gorbachev pun #my friend sent me a different gorbachev pun yesterday #when I told her about my partner's request she was like 'well obviously you have to'#which shook loose this uh. thing.#I think it's funny so whatever #it kind feels like it needs a third panel but I lost an hour to managing a crisis #so I don't wanna waste time thinking of one -n-#(everyone is fine)#this reagan trace is extremely cursed honestly.#what have I wrought.

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bl-bracket · 2 months ago

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Deserved Better in a BL Bracket

Round 1

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cozystars · 2 years ago

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the bros now have a new passion to share :)

bonus!

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#cosmo creates #doodles #comics #super mario bros #super Mario #jp&e #I’m glad I drew this for my own enjoyment (and others) cause I’m starting to see more people #see elephant Mario as cursed #shut up.. thanks #anyways #maybe I’ll draw a full on illustration with Mario painting with peach! the two of them bonding as artists makes me very happy #I stg I’ll get to bowser. some time.#also since this has only come to my attention now!! maybe I’ll draw fox Luigi too #no one told me…until now ig lol #mario being the most likey to be the furry of the cast came to me first cause well #he is the main man #also be weird on this piece and i will kill you!!! lol

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npd-goro-akechi · 5 months ago

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had their outfits from that one danganronpa and brand collab stuck in my head. had to draw them

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etirabys · 6 months ago

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I am automatically on edge when dealing with family because they tend to do me favors (ranging from inviting me over for dinner they cook, to giving me expensive wedding gifts) and I know the contract is that I will do those favors back. But you see, I do not want to.

The type of favor that families tend to do are, to me on a -10 to 10 scale, 3 pleasantness to receive and -7 pleasantness to give. I don't much like being a dinner guest, going to weddings, staying in other people's homes, and actively dislike being on the giving end of these things. I feel much better about people I vet for compatibility but the whole point of family is that you're like an insurance company about it.

Invitations to draw me deeper into this network, like reunions or holidays, fill me with distrust that to accept is to rack up debt I can repay only with so much misery and guess culture torture that it cannot possibly be worth it to take it on.

#rambl #not my biggest complaint about family but probably second or third #I'm not built for this! if family offered to come fetch me in a disaster scenario to hunker down w them i'd be seriously tempted to decline #i will take my chances alone. thank you though.#you are not one of the ~50 people I feel comfortable communicating daily with #still haunted by the pending obligation to attend the weddings of the children of relatives my mom told me to invite to mine.#(I don't know them and they seem like nice people I am fine continuing not to know.)#that wedding was like a fae curse.

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sensei-twinkles · 7 months ago

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Dadmight Week Day 2: Homework

Just a little study session with some Dadmight help of course ✨

@dadmightweek

#dadmight #dadmightweek #dadmightweek2024 #I really overcomplicated this when I told myself keep it simple #but when it comes to them #I gotta go the extra mile #deku #izuku midoriya #all might #toshinori yagi #yagi toshinori #my hero academia #mha #mha fanart #boku no hero academia #bnha #also I’m sorry I’m late #this will probably continue #curse you work JUST LET ME DRAW THE BOIS

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leviiackrman · 6 days ago

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SAEKA RIKIHISA - Jujutsu Kaisen [shibuya anime style]

more art || character page || commissions

Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @jacobseed @lasersinthejungle @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraesh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minthara @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @nokstella @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @mistrias @viktorgf @d-esmond @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol @auricfog

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gingerhastoomanyobsessions · 2 years ago

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when I was a wee bapy theater kid I used to think that you couldn’t say m*cbeth in a theater because it would summon the ghost of king macbeth himself like a beetlejuice and you’d just have this weird long dead scottish guy trying to ruin your show because you woke him up

#Macbeth #shakespeare #in my defense this was when I was like. 9. doing community theater #someone told me ‘NEVER say that word in a theater it’s cursed. it’s a play about a murderous king’#and so my baby brain naturally made the leap to ‘said murder king gets summoned when you say the name. of course’

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apolaskiart · 3 months ago

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oh so lady strahdanya did not just get sister-zoned, she got ELDER sister-zoned. To the people in this courtroom, I would like to argue that maybe she DID deserve to conquer Barovia.

Also I'll be typing it here, but my favorite characters are honestly Clayton "I don't care, your roll is now *insert low number*" Azran and Kana "I GOT A NATURAL 20" Soyokaze.

#apolaski talks #legends of avantris #curse of strahd #no because if my crush told me that I represented what they hate and then went off with my sibling rival #maybe I would also have gone mad and became immortal just to brood during a cloudy afternoon #Like okay ms. war criminal you can have your doomed yuri as a treat #if I ever get to play dnd with my friends I aspire to be like Maya just being excited with every nat 20 I get

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