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depressedhatakekakashi · 1 year ago

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Kakashi himself may not be pretentious, but Kishimoto on the other hand, he really thinks his quotes sound profound, it reflects especially badly on Itachi.

"Becoming the Hokage doesn't mean people will acknowledge you. But when the people acknowledge you, you can become Hokage." That's basically the same thing, moron! It's just a series of words that vaguely sounds "deep" together!

And Kakashi I would argue is a bootlicker, but then again who isn't by the end of the series.

The only thing about ‘Kakashi is a bootlicker’ is that a bootlicker NEVER goes against the system. They fully and completly believe in and support the system

From day one Kakashi made clear that he does not fully support the system and see’s the problems within in. Dies he do anything? No but as you said with the pretentious thing, that’s a Kishi fault. Even Naruto see’s the problem and never actually fixes it, and Sasuke who did want to ‘fix it’ (in his own way) ultimately became a firm supporter of it.

It’s less ‘everyone is a bootlicker’ and more ‘kishi dealt with issue he did not have the knowledge or skill to deal with’

But like, Kakashi actively goes against the system multipule times

He goes against hiruzen’s orders and directly outs himself against a village elder (danzo) to save Yamato

He ignores Tsunade’s orders to go on an S-ranked mission asap when he finds out she sent genin and one chunin after the sound four and sasuke. He straight up turns his back on her and tells her that he’ll be back because saving his students is more important to him

When he became hokage he faced criticism and anger within the village to make some genuine changes such as just having a ‘no kill’ or ‘kill as a last resort’ order

He went against village law to take Naruto out of Konoha during a Kage summit so he could approach the Raikage and beg for Sasuke’s life

He agreed with Zabuza and Haku about being tools of the state and while he personally couldn’t fix it he recognized that it was a problem. (A bootlicker, a proper full bootlicker would NEVER recognize the problems because they think the state is perfect and can do no wrong.)

Kakashi is a part of a broken system. He recognizes he’s part of a broken system but he has been torn down by that system to a point where he genuinely doesn’t think he can fix it and instead tries to focus on making it better for the next generation by doing things like supporting Naruto’s drive to do better.

One can be part of a broken system and not be a bootlicker, and that’s what a lot of the character’s actually are.

Actual bootlicker characters would be Itachi (who even after everything he did and went through believed Konoha was right), Danzo and pretty much all root operatives, the elders, Tobirama (though he made the system so he’s less if a bootlicker and more of a large part of the problem the future has), Asuma (though at least his ‘will of fire’ is actually about future generations but he’s also the Hokage’s son so he was raised in a way others weren’t) and of course Hiruzen.

If you want Non-Konoha bootlickers, it would be Onoki mostly as he genuinly never thinks the system is broken and outright insults those who speak out against him and the system (his grandaughter could also be considered such as we never see her speak out against the system)

Edit: i did not forget about the original topic i swear XD

But yes, omg. Agreed that Kishi thinks some of his quotes are top tier best thing ever and he puts them through on the absolute worst characters to use them on. Even the most chill quotes can sound terrible, like Hiruzen saying Itachi age 13 ‘already thought like a Hokage’ like sir… no. That is a child you manipulated into doing your dirty work stfu

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canadianno · 3 months ago

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[[IGNORE: THIS HAS NO RELATION TO THIS BLOG AS A WHOLE]]

Sanguinius, The Red Angel

"Angel born in hell"

Also known as the "perfect child", the most beloved of all the primachs, atleast to the public eye, Sanguinius represent all that is pure and noble about humanity

His capsule did not crash against a planet, insted it was moon, "Baal Secundus" (strange name i know), the moon of the planet that later could be the base of the Blood Angels, his sons, but thats going to much into the future

Long ago the two moons of Baal were a beatiful place, even more for the standarts of the Dark Age of Technology, but as you can guess it didn't last during the Old Night, we don't know how, but both the two moons of baal were infected with enormus amounts of radiation, probably result of some kind of weapon against the man of steel

Soon the few survivors had to live in the leftovers of its monuments and cities, ending with horrible mutants created for the radiation, basically fallout in space

When a group of humans first found the "angel", the people of the place tried to kill him, why?, because this was perfect child only with a tiny defect, he had wings, yeah that part of being called and angel it was literal btw

The people thinking he was a mutant, the people was gonna end short his life. Now why did Sanguinius had wings????, some say it was for the radiation, some others said it was the design of the Emperor (maybe even the Chaos gods), the thing is that even the own Primach didn't know, he supposed it was some kind of "phych" manifestation cuz even him knew that it was completly imposible having wings due to his you know, 4 meters tall demigod-

I mean he was a Primach and all, so he thought that, but he still could feel the wings so he kinda eventually just roll with it, lets leave it there (that and the Emperor himself never really answer that)

In the end of the day it didn't matter, the people of baal couldn't put the child down due to feeling his "primach vibes" and being a motherfucking child, so they adopted the child and just ignore the wings that were there-

With time Sanguinius grew and so did his wings, and with time we was surfing over the skies like an angel, not only that but he grew up to became a nice person to knowing and understanding the necesity and value of the people of Baal that with each day they pushed forwad to live another day

Until one day, an army super mutants could attack Sanguinius campament to kill everyone in it, seeing how the people of Baal died to such beast Sanguinius entered in an blood rage, destroying the bodies of the mutants and eventually leaving nothing of them

In the end all that was left was Sanguinius in the middle of a battle and being covered in the blood of his enemy, any person would have been horrified at this vision, but when you live at a place like that, this was the perfect man to being at your side

Soon Sanguinius conquered his world and purged all the mutants out of it, soon the hope came back to Baal Secondus and soon came the Emperor and meet his son and his legion, the Blood Angels....

Who unlike their genetical Father

They were a bunch of super sociopaths cannibals addited to the blood traumatized from the wars on terra

"Ah" said the Primach, "lmao" said the Emperor

In the eyes of the Imperium, the Blood Angels were at par with legion of Angron, the world eaters, at least in how the were despicted, Sanguinius seeing this decided to send his legion to therapy but to change them all by himself

And he did it, Sanguinius managed to convert an entire legion worth of monsters into one of noble warriors with honor, from monters to heroes of the imperium

But with a small problem, the Blood Angels were had the called "black rage" (or something like that i forgot) which turned the Marines into monsters once again, Sanguinius did his best to hide this information from the public and even other primachs and the Emperor due to his fear of his legion being probably replaced with another

This genetical problem could never be resolved

Sanguinius, Primach of the IX legion, The Blood Angels for the Imperium

-alz, 13/18

-alz, also the Blood angels were extremly loyal to their Primach

-alz, the only other person that knew about the black rage was Horus Lupercal.

HELLNYEAH

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cutiepiemina · 4 years ago

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⚜ Aot boys ⚜ taking a bath with you hc

⚜ characters : Eren, Armin, Jean, Connie, Marco, Reiner,

⚜ warnings : None

⚜ genre : headcanon, fluff

⚜ A/N : This post includes you having hair, if you dont, just ignore those parts

⚜ e r e n ⚜

Eren was the one to initiate taking a bath together, because he doesnt even like showering and always feels lonely. He also wanted an excuse to see your glorious body naked. We all know that Eren is not the most hygenic person ever, the only time he truly gets clean is when you wash him and he loves it. He would want to clean you too in return, but he doesnt really know how to do it, especially if you have for example curly hair and a complex hair wash routine. He would help you regardless. Excpect to get splashed with water. He´d play around with the bubbles and the foam and makes you stupid matching foam hats and beards. I can also see him make a shark fin and pretend to be a shark, while making stupid noises, ignoring the fact that sharks dont even make noises. After all the goofing around he would hold you while still playing around with the bubbles a little bit and massaging your scalp. Give him back rubs and he will never get out the bath. When you´re done he´d wrap a towel around himself, then around you and carry you to the bed bridal style.

⚜ a r m i n ⚜

The first time you guys showered together, is when he one day said that he would go take a shower real quick and you asked if you could join. He was a little flustered, but he agreed nervously. Since he had never showered with anyone and is little insecure about himself, he was really unsure, but once you were under the water together he found himself enjoying your company. You dont take baths together that often, if you do though it always feels amazing and refreshing. I can see you just sitting infront of each other in the tub and talking about stuff, while playing with the foam a little bit. He admires how beautiful you look the hole time, but knows better than to touch you inappropriatly. He will kiss you from time to time though and he bashfully asks to hold you sometimes, but if you dont want to thats fine of course. He is very careful to not step over the line to prevent you from getting uncomfortable. He will aslo help wash you, but doesnt excpect you to do the same in return. If you do wash his hair though, he would feel so loved and safe. He definetly has a cute little rubber duck floating around the water.

⚜ j e a n ⚜

Jean would pamper you to no end while taking a bath with him. He is the type to ask you ´´without me?´´ whenever you go shower. When you actually agree though, he will get a little suprised, maybe even a tiny bit flustered, but then proceeds follows you to the bathroom with a smirk. When he wants to take a proper bath with you, which he does quite often, he´d prepare one without even asking you, so that you cant say no. He would use a bubble bath that smells really nice and put on some candles, as well as rose petals in the water. You both would each lean on one end of the tub, while wearing face masks and conversating and cracking some jokes. He wont ask you to cuddle with him, even though he wants you in his arms badly. He´ll wait until you ask and when you do, he will get all cocky about it. This is a nice opportunity for him to just relax and pour his heart out to you. He tells you what plans he had in mind for you guys for the future. Like where you´ll live after getting married, what pets you should get and so on, while nuzzling his face in your neck and enjoying the warmth of the water.

⚜ c o n n i e ⚜

BUBBLES. A WHOLE LOT OF BUBBLES. Connie will use the bathtub as a swimming pool and drown the whole bathroom. Unlike the others, he doesnt see this as a relaxing act, but a fun activity and tries to make the best out of it. Everything he does, he does to make you laugh, because he has to keep you happy and wants you to enjoy yourself. He would fake drown you and if you do the same to him, he´ll play dead just to burst out in laughter. Or he´d put foam on his head to make it look like hair to the best of his ability and start imitating you, even though his creation doesnt even match your hair ´´Hehe look at me Im (y/n) and caca is my favorite´´ just to earn a playful punch. Also he would try to wash your hair, poking your eye in the process and giving you a big hug as an apology. When you wash his hair, he´d almost fall asleep and brag about how ´´beautiful and long´´ his hair is. I can also see him enjoying quick quiet showers with you.

⚜ m a r c o ⚜

If you ask Marco to take a bath with him, he would smile at you in the sweetest way possible and give you a cute ´´sure!´´. He would ask you if you are certain that it wouldnt make you comfortable and then take your hand to lead you to the bathroom, if you agree that is. I can see him using bathbombs that look really pretty. He bought them once, because he thought you would like them (and also because he wanted to use them with you.) He´d make sure the water isnt too cold or too warm. He will chat a lot with you, which would include a lot of praise and reassuring. Marco is lowkey nervous the whole time, but tries to brush it off and acts like you´re just sitting on the sofa together. He appreciates how open you can be around each other. I think in the bath he would want to be held sometimes, while still talking with you and slightly joking around. The atmosphere would be kind of normal, with him being his adorable self. But since he respects you a lot, he is anxious that he crosses the line without noticing, so he is pretty careful, but not in an uptight way. He doesnt wanna ruin the moment.

⚜ r e i n e r ⚜

Reiner would act soooo smooth and casual about it, even though he is freaking excited. He never even acknowledged the idea of bathing together, but when you asked to do so, he found himself liking the sound of that. The water would be suuuuper hot, it just relaxes him and he would lean his arms on the sides of the tub and close his eyes. You sit across him, silently enjoying his presence and the relaxing water. You dont necesarilly conversate that much, except for the occasional ´´Is the water not too hot for you?´´or ´´We should do this more often, dont you think?´´ He would also give you massages and he is fucking good at it. His big hands taking care of your back and the warm water make you melt completly, there is no denying that. He loves the effect he has on you and also enjoys the feeling of your hands rubbing his back.

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clonewarslover55 · 4 years ago

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You say you like Boba?? Any chance for some Boba Fett SFW/NSFW HCs for a relationship with him??

Yes!!!! I love Boba!!!! I made this super long because I love Boba Fett too much lol. I also based this mostly off of legends Boba, because legends Boba is the best lol.

Note: Boba Fett is a true Mandalorian, just like his father Jango Fett.

Boba Fett relationship headcanons SFW and NSFW

SFW

Boba Fett is the galaxy’s most famous bounty hunter, so he is a very busy man

He lives on Slave I so if you ever want to see him often you’d have to move in with him

If you don’t join him on his ship then you’ll see him whenever he gets a chance to stop by

He’ll stop by at like your job or something, making sure to cause a scene because he’s dramatic

If you stay with him on Slave I you quickly learn that he owns like three t-shirts

Boba has no outfits at all, when he’s not in his armor he’s in a t-shirt and cargo pants

He only owns one pair of boots that are older than he is

If you even think of buying him clothes he won’t wear them

Boba is extremely stubborn, and you learn that early on

For example, Slave I is old as shit and is falling apart slowly. He fixes the ship by himself, he will not pay to get it fixed

Fixing Slave I while shirtless just to show off is Boba’s favorite pastime

He’s a big show off and will not admit it

Boba has a lot of money from his job, but he never really spends it.

He is also a very blunt man, he speaks his mind openly and doesn’t take any shit

This makes him sassy as hell sometimes

He plans ahead constantly, he always has a plan for everything

Boba even plans out what is going to happen with you both in the future

He just believes you’ll get tired of him and leave one day, which secretly worries him

He’s use to being lonely and miserable, so he never really tries to stop you if you ever want to leave

Being a blunt man, he isn’t very romantic.

He isn’t big into giving or receiving gifts. Sometimes he’ll bring you back little trinkets from his job

“This reminded me of you.” He mumbles out as he throws a pretty necklace that he stole at you

Speaking of mumbling?? Boba doesn’t like to raise his voice and he mumbles often

Boba doesn’t talk that much. Once you get to know him better you’ll learn that his body language is very readable.

Boba is terrible at showing any emotion besides anger and irritation, so you’ll have to work hard to get him to laugh

He is a very angry man, you can see it in his dark irises

Boba doesn’t like to talk about his emotions, instead he bottles them up

He hardly talks about his father, but if you ask he’d love to tell you stories

He obviously misses his father, and thinking of his death angers him greatly

Being such a detached man means that you’ll have to work hard for your relationship to work out

Boba is a workaholic, so expect him to always be working

Slave I often as has bounties in the cargo hold, just ignore them and you’ll be fine

Sleep? Boba has never heard of her. He hardly ever sleeps, and when he does he doesn’t sleep well

He has nightmares often, mostly about losing his father and his hard life as a teen

Please cuddle this broken boy when he has nightmares

You swear you’ve never seen this man eat anything but protein sticks/ration sticks

They taste like paper but carry all the proper nutrients so he doesn’t care

If you bring him sweets though he’ll act like he won’t eat them. Then eat them all in the middle of the night

He is a very very attractive man, but he doesn’t see it

All he sees in the mirror is his father, he hates his reflection

The clones? Boba doesn’t like them either. He doesn’t see them as brothers

Especially the clones trained by his father and the Cuy’val Dar

Boba Fett is a very miserable man, but you make him happier

Does he show it? Not really.

Boba is a hardass and doesn’t have the time to give any fucks

He does not care about anyone's opinion, sometimes he cares about yours though

Boba doesn’t know how to really show his love for you, so he shows it by being super protective

Possessive as hell. Boba get’s jealous super easily but won’t show it in any way but anger

He will kill a person that looks at you wrong. You’ve seen him kill a man in a bar with his bare hands over you before

He’s crazy but it’s pretty hot

He sometimes does trophy hunts and will bring you back a fur blanket or something. He thinks it’s sweet

Those braids on his shoulders? Wookie scalps. He’ll happily tell you about it

Boba had a wife and daughter when he around eighteen(18) but he had to leave them because his dangerous job made them targets of other bounty hunters

He doesn’t like to talk about them. At all. He’ll tell you he fucked up badly with them and that’s it

If you ever get pregnant with his child expect him to freak out badly

His dangerous job will make you a target as well, so be prepared for Boba to have a tracking device on you that you don’t know about

He has a reason to be so protective of you, he has many enemies

Boba gets injured a lot and knows how to fix himself up. It’s terrifying how he doesn’t really show pain

He’s obviously had a very difficult life, and it makes you sad.

Once he escapes from the Sarlacc and heals he is covered in acid burn scars, and one of his legs is pretty fucked up.

The leg will give him problems throughout his life, and that’s all he really complains about

You’ll have to say “I love you” first. Boba will either be like, “Ha ha cool.” Then disappear for a month or he’ll be like, “I think I love you too.” Then disappear for a month

Boba knows that everyone he has ever loved has either died or ended up in danger

So falling in love with you scares him pretty bad. You’ll have to talk some sense into him

Once he calms down and learns that feelings are a good thing he’ll be a little nicer to you

He’ll still be an asshole but he’s an asshole that loves you

Boba Fett would die for you, that’s how he shows his love

He isn’t the perfect boyfriend but he tries

NSFW

Your relationship starts out as only sexual btw

Because Boba is scared of falling in love with you

Boba has a lot of experience and it shows

He’ll find out what makes you tick and he won’t ever forget

His self control is terrifying, so you’ll have to work hard to make him snap

Since his self control is so good he draws out orgasm after orgasm from you

Like I said before, Boba does not give a fuck. So he’ll fuck you anytime, anywhere

Boba has fucked you in front of his bounties before

He is also extremely possessive, so he covers you in marks to prove that only he can fuck you

When his jealousy gets the best of him he basically turns into an animal and fucks away his frustrations

He absolutely loves having sex in his armor while you’re completly naked

Boba loves some good ol’ rough sex, but sometimes he’ll be gentle and slow

Sometimes he’ll fuck you painfully slow, mainly as a punishment

He loves punishing you, sometimes he’ll leave your ass bruised for days

Orgasm denial is his favorite punishment, that or overstimulation

Boba is surprisingly kinky and will openly tell you about his kinks

He does have a breeding kink, but he tries to control it. He doesn’t want another kid

Boba is on male birth control but he is still cautious

He’ll really do anything, so tell him your darkest desires and he may make them come true

He isn’t really into being submissive but there are some rare nights

Pegging? Absolutely. He’ll whine and beg like a whore

After you peg him once he’ll ask you to do it a lot more often

He’s pretty big into anal in general, so prepare for that

Boba is into choking as well, if you try to choke him then it’s game on

Sometimes he can be pretty rough, but he makes up for it in aftercare

He’s a sweetheart if you two have time for aftercare

He’ll clean both of you up with a warm rag then cuddle you, while whispering sweet nothings into your ear

Boba’s weakness is his neck, if you kiss him there he melts

Please mark this dirty man up, he loves it

He loves oral sex! Giving or receiving!

His mouth is magical and he knows it

Boba is a quiet man so he isn’t really into dirty talk, but he will mumble out some hot words here and there

His voice is gruff as hell, so the few words he does say makes you melt

He’s a little shit, so he teases the fuck out of you 24/7

Please fall asleep on his chest after sex and just cuddle him, he’ll sleep like a baby

#boba fett #bobafett #jango fett #jangofett #JANGO FETT AND BOBA FETT ARE MANDALORIANS #i love Boba Fett too much #Boba Fett is the sexist thing in StarWars #i’ve been thirsty for Boba for years....#boba fett x reader #boba fett x you #boba fett x y/n #Boba Fett x Fem!Reader

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lurking96 · 3 years ago

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Chapter 323 One step forward and one step back.

Like just before the following is my opinion onb the current chapter. It is tagged. You can choose to ignore it and it’s under a read more.

Like always first comes the summary. The chapter starts with Iida talking to Nezu before they go out to grab Izuku. We learn about what the schools barrier is about. The school is split into sections and each of these sections can move. They can move underground and be transported far away if needed. Kaminari exclaims that it sounds like a mecha anime. The underground is also protected by 3000 layers of strengthened plating. It is then also explained that Shiketsu has similar defense mechanisms and that if needed the tunnels would bring the shelters to Shiketsu. We also learn that Nezu is loaded as he paid for the security out of his own pocket. That Nezu is world wide renowed thanks to his contributions to quirk morality education. Nezu talks about discrimination and that humanity struggles to make true progress towards a world without it and that the barrier is a good argument to bring Izuku back. We then cut back from the flashback to the scene before UA. The civilians dont want him to enter. Saying that he is a danger. They even claim that having one for all makes him a nomu. We see other characters. Inko is held back by Mizuki Bakugou because she tried to run to him. Monoma is inside with Class 1B and shields Eri from watching the scene unfold while trying to calm her. We see Ragdoll with Kota in the background of the crowd of course not screaming at him. A panel shows a phone with a youtube like app open showing theory videos about Shigarakis target and AFO and OFA. Best Jeanist tries to calm the crowd down. Tells them that they tried to use Izuku to find out the enemies location. But now Izuku needs to rest because while he was used as bait he is also their biggest resource and not letting him rest would lead to a fatal loss. He tries to convince them to let Izuku rest so he can fight again in peak condition. This does not convince them. The civilians claim that they failed before and that they don’t want to pay for “their” mistakes. That all they want is a safe space to sleep. This unease. This anger even sets Izukus danger sense off and he takes a step back. Ochaco jumps on a roof after grabbing a megaphone. She stops herself from using the name Deku. And tells them that Izuku Midoriya has a special power. The civilians dont want him to rest here. Ochako tells them that he left because he didnt want to cause trouble for anyone. Izuku stares up at her and softly calls her name. She tells them that his power is special and there to beat All for One. That he went through incredible pain and needed to leave because they are after him. She wants them to take a good look at him. We see Izuku dirty and in his almost destroyed costume. Inko is stilly crying. Uraraka says that Izuku wants to fix the problems more than anything that he still continues forward even when he gets hunted down. She wants them to look. We see the woman with the fox mutation from before. She recognizes him as the person that helped her. Uraraka says that special powers are one thinhg but there is no such thing as a special person. Bakugou says that they are there to handle things when he can’t do it alone. Izuku keeps looking at Uraraka. We see a look in Nezus mind. Him thinking that it only needs one step in the right direction to carve the path. The path on an impossible feeling journey. That a hero even better than All Might will rise up. We see Ochako surrounded by those words.

Okay. With the summary done now my opinion.

I honestly expected less from the barrier. To me it seemed sort of like something easy to break last chapter. I don’t want to know how much money must have been spend on that. Kaminari sounds right. It feels like some mecha anime. It is also nice to see Shiketsu being talked about again. It´s also nice to see class 1B and see Eri with them. See her bonding with Monoma who is not made out to be the comic relief hate sink. It´s nice to see Kota and the fox lady. Three people that Izuku rescued. I can somewhat understand the Civilians. However they are not completly blameless and rather selfish. They have been relying on the heroes for decades. Seeing them more as demigods than simple humans with powers. We saw this with the pedestal that All Might had been on. Nobody saw the man Yagi Toshinori. The man broken down by rescuing them over and over again. They only saw the shiny symbol. When they saw the true man behind the mask they of course were shocked. Same with Izuku. Uraraka needed to make them look because while they glare and want to attack Izuku they have not been looking at him. They have ignored that he is also just a human. A human that needs rest in a safe place. They probably haven’t seen heroes as human in a long time. It´s a problem of a society that puts heroes on a pedestal. A society obsessed with them that as soon as mistakes happen the ones that formerly followed their saviors will suddenly want them dead. Yes. They are scared. But so scared that they will throw anyone out. That they won’t even let their savior inside. That they won’t let him rest because even now they still think “They are heroes. They don’t back down. They don’t need rest”. It´s so much unease and anger that it sets off danger sense and makes him step back. Danger sense notes the intentions of other people. As far as we can tell they were not trying to go for a pacifist solution. Honestly I don’t like the civilians in this chapter. Izuku left at first to protect them. But now when he needs something they won’t give it to him. It´s simply not a healthy relationship. One just takes while the other keeps giving. Uraraka shows herself to be a hero. This is her chapter. Uraraka wants to be a hero that saves heroes. and this is what she does. She seemingly calms down the civilians. Her words not only reach them but from the looks also reach Izukus mind. His eyes are fixated on her and as far as I can see she makes him take a step forward. Just like the chapters title “That single step”. Thanks to her Izuku takes that step forward again. She shows herself to be a hero ready to rescue heroes. The one to bring in the era of the ultimate hero. Izuku needs to rest. And yes while they may have found a different place this one here is the safest for him. He is a target but that doesnt mean he should get less safety. I just hope the civilians will have learned and let him inside. Still think some might try to get to sell him out to AFO. IzuOcha is thriving with this chapter. This is one of Ochakos moments and I hope there will be more like this in the future. Again this is an opinion. I do not claim it to be a complete fact.

#bnha chapter 323 #izuocha #izuku midoriya #ochako uraraka #Opinions are Opinions

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starr-fall-knight-rise · 5 years ago

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Humans are Space Orcs, “Family Drama.”

I did not sleep in today, and have written you a story.

Warning: there are a few mentions of drugs and addiction, but not a ton

He had never felt so defeated.

As the Taxi door opened, and he stepped out onto the quiet residential street he had to hold back his shame and kept his head high. What would his family think? Should he even tell them? Well of course he should, that wasn’t an option anymore. If he wanted to make them proud he was going to have to make himself ashamed for a little while.

Waffles whimpered at his heels.

He looked down at her with a small smile, “Alright, alright, you’re right, I’ll shut up.”

He rubbed her ears and walked up the concrete stepping forward onto the grass as a group of kids whirred past on hover-skates. They turned upon seeing them, voices suddenly raised pointing and waving at him as they rolled past.

He raised a hand to wave back, but quickly turned to the front door.

There was no way he was ready to interact with people that weren’t his close family.

He walked up the step and held out his implant to the door, it would open when it knew it was him.

The lock clicked, and he reached forward ready to finally relax and let off some steam.

The door clicked open, and he was immediately assaulted by a wave of sound.

“ADDIE!” He was grabbed around the shoulders and pulled into a massive crushing hug. It took his brain way longer than it should have to figure out what was one person, but then again, there was only one person he knew who called him Addie…. Like a fucking dog.

“Uncle Ben?” he grunted

The man set him down on the floor and slapped his back. Below him Waffle growled nervously, but she was ignored, “It's been YEARS. We had no idea you were coming.”

The sound of kids screaming reached his ears and a t least five of them came rushing into the hallway.

“Hey that’s not fair, I wanted to be a pony too!”

“But I was one first, you can pick something else.”

Uncle Ben turned, “Hey everyone! Guess whose back!” His legs swiveled uselessly under himself as he was dragged through the hallway and into the living room, where the entire extended family seemed to be crammed.

He blinked as the group turned into an uproar upon seeing him.

“What is that on his face?”

“Did you really lose a leg?”

“It’s been so long?”

Aunt Marry got up, “Lost all your baby fat finally.” He winced as she grabbed him and pinched his cheek, which wasn’t really for pinching anymore, or honestly had never been, but when he had more of a baby face she had always done that.

“Tell us about space!”

He was shoved onto the couch with Jeremy on one side and Grandma Vir on the other.

Jeremy gave him a look.

He grimaced back as Waffles crawled under his feet resting her head on Jeremy’s shoe.

“Where is dad?” he muttered to Jeremy, and his older brother leaned in to whisper, “where do you think. Hiding in the garage while mom entertains.”

“Coward.” Adam replied with some amusement.

That was just like their dad to avoid all extended family, even his own.

“Wait, wait, everyone calm down, our little Addie is Commander of the UNSC. You all remember when he was just a little guy who used to believe in flying saucers.”

Adam crossed his arms over his chest. Uncle Ben had always made fun of him as a kid.

His grandma looked at him from across the room, “What is that on your face?” She repeated.

He sighed, “An eyepatch grandma.”

“Why are you wearing an eyepatch.”

“Because I lost my eye.” He sighed.

She put a hand to her chest just as his mother came walking into the room, a Trey in one hand an apron tied around her waist and her hair pulled back in a messy bun. She looked more than a little frazzled.

“Martha, why didn’t you tell us he lost an eye!” She sighed, “Because I didn’t want to worry you mom.”

“How is the army still allowing you to command a ship with a missing eye?” Uncle Andy wondered

“He flipped up the eyepatch and the mechanical tech hopped to life nearly freaking out as it tried to track all the faces in one place all at once.

Gasps, “IS that a mechanical eye!”

“Yes.”

His other grandma put a hand over her face, “and he used to have such pretty green eyes. Now look at them, he looks like one of those cyborgs! Did you know some of those people intentionally cut off their limbs to look more like that.”

Martha sighed, “That’s not how it works mom.”

His Mother’s sister waved at him from across the room. He smiled back, he had always liked her, “I love your eyepatch, it looks cool.”

Her husband grinned, “Space pirate.” he nodded sagely.”

Adam tilted his head across the room where he found David and Jordan squished against one wall sitting on the floor Jordan mostly sitting in David’s lap as they tried not to take up any space.

His brother grimaced at him, he grimaced back.

His mother's father leaned forward his steel grey hair and serious face set, “So tell me Adam, what are exactly your duties in the UNSC.”

The entire family rolled their eyes at once, some not even discreetly. He only got involved in conversation if he considered it “useful” and that meant all of the thing other people didn’t want to talk about, money, religion, politics, family history……

“Er, well Uh.”

“After commanding an entire fleet of ships you would think he’d be better at public speaking.” Uncle Trevor announced from where he was hidden behind the piano.

Adam frowned and cleared his throat, “I am fleet commander of fifteen UNSC deep space vessels for both exploration and military combat, but my primary directive is to foster good will with alien races , and save others from destruction, subjugation and slavery while expanding our knowledge of the universe through prolongued deep-space exploration.”

“Ohhhh his directive!” The rest of the family oooooed as well, but it was mostly sarcastic in nature.

His niece, Kimver walked into the room and crawled up to sit with him and Jeremy leaning against both of their arms as she played on her handheld. Kimber’s new obsession seemed to have shifted into vintage gaming. Glancing over her shoulder he could see her throwing tiny white and red balls and strange looking animals and a very pixelated screen.

“Have you met any sexy alien ladies.” Ben butted in

The rest of the family raised their eyes to the sky. Grandma looked almost offended.

“Ben would you stop with that.” His wife muttered from where she sat on a chair in the corner.

“What the whole LFIL thing is legal now, so he totally could have met some sexy alien babes.:

“It’s not a joke Ben, those people had a rough time of it the past few years.” David piped up from the other side of the room.

“Why the GA decided to legalize that behavior is a mystery to me. The world really is getting more wicked.” Grandpa muttered,

Adam clenched his fists, “Actually, Grandpa, I convinced them to lift the ban.”

The room went very quiet very suddenly.

Adam wished he had just shut his mouth.

“You what!”

“Look I spent a lot of time around LFIL members when I was securing the GA hall from protestors. I met a lot of them, and they are just good people who want to be left alone to do what they want. So yes, because of my position I was able to walk into the GA council chambers and convinced them to lift the ban.”

They stared at him.

“But what they are doing is wrong, it’s like bestiality.”

He felt his fists clench, “Grandpa if you ever met an alien you wouldn’t say that. They are sentient being that can consent, and if they can do that than it isn’t bestiality, and also stop calling my friends animals. My ship is staffed by some of the best alien crewmembers I know, and I wont have you comparing them to cattle or dogs or whatever else you want.”

The room went quiet.

Grandpa stepped out in a huff.

HE sighed and leaned his head back against the wall with an audible thud.

His mother walked over and handed him a stack of cookies with a smile on her face that said: Sorry about that.

He took the cookies greatfully shoving one completly into his mouth to avoid saying something else stupid.

“So, does this mean you DID find a sexy alien girl.” Ben wondered and was immediately elbowed in the ribs from two sides producing a grunt of surprise.

“So Jeremy, how long have you two been dating.” Adam looked over Jeremy’s bulk towards where a petite red haired woman with grey eyes and a sprinkling of freckles across her face was squished into the other side of the couch.”

Sensing him looking, she waved a hand with a bright smile, and he waved back.

“Almost a year now.” Jeremy beamed putting his arm around her.

“Should we be expecting an announcement from you two soon?’

Everyone groaned, “Grandma!”

Jeremy’s girlfriend took it like a champ and continued to smile unaffected.

“Speaking of relationships.”

Dear god please descend from heaven and rapture him straight to hell, not that, that's how it worked but anywhere but here would have been great

“Adam, when are you finally going to settle down, how old are you now 25?”

He wondered if he prayed to satan hard enough he could summon a demon to swallow his soul whole.

“I know have you ever even dated anyone”

“Kissed anyone?” “Kissing is fun, you should definitely try it sometime.”

“You're grandmother definitely needs more grandkids.”

Oh the irony, the thought bitterly to himself.

At his feet the dog whimpered.

“You know there is this really pretty girl who works down at the corner store, I think she might do really good for you, a very down to earth girl. You could get promoted into a better paying desk job at the UNSC work 9-5 it would be a dream.”

Jeremy placed a hand on his shoulder, “Actually, Adam is more of an action guy, right Adam/”

Adam gave a weak smile, “Yeah.”

“Oh, he’ll grow out of that, besides you wouldn’t want to put a family under that kind of stress. It’s like you’re never home.”

“Space is my home.” He grumbled

“Don’t be silly, humans weren’t meant for that sort of thing, besides your obsession was cute as a kid, but now that you’re older, you really need to start thinking about the future and having kids before you’re too old.”

He wanted to scream and bash his head against the wall.

“You know what though, how about that cute younger guy that works at the DMV, he looks about your age Adam.”

“I’m not interested in having a family right now!”

The room looked at him quietly, “You asexual or something?” Uncle Ben piped up awkwardly.

Adam felt his face go red, what kind of question was that? No, no uncle Ben I am not horny, or yes, yes uncle Ben I would love to find some hot person to plow just not right now.

And in front of the entire family?

Because he really wanted to have an extended discussion about his sex life with his entire extended family.

Waffles whimpered at his feet.

And then like an angel she descended from the sky to save him, either that or a billowing superhero cape like the saint she was. He couldn’t decide, angel or superhero, but decided on both.

Supermom, and part of her costume is angel wings and a halo.

“Adam why don’t you take waffles outside, she sounds a little nervous. Maybe take her out through the garage?”

He nodded and bolted to his feet like there were rockets firing from his ass, and hurried towards the door with the dog trailing at his heels.

Voices faded behind him, and he quickly hurried through the door and into the garage, where he found his dad sitting with Thomas on a set of lawn chairs drinking cold sodas and watching the clouds pass overhead.

They turned as they heard the door open.

“Adam! We didn’t know you were coming, pull up a chair.”

He did so and unfolded it between the other two men sitting down as Thomas handed him a drink.

“They drive you off too?” Thomas grumbled

Adam looked at his brother. Thomas was looking a little better than usual. His hair was only a little bit scruffy and his scraggly beard was at least trimmed. The tract marks in his arms had faded to pale scars on his arms.

“Yeah, uncle Ben asked about my love life in front of god and all his creatures. You?”

“Rehab. “

“I thought you were out of rehab.”

“I am, which is why I would rather not talk about it.”

“You doing good?”

“Yeah, got a stable job now, so that’s nice, go to meetings twice a week. One more month and I'll be six months sober.”

“Awesome, congrats.” He paused, “You know what, bet I could get you a job as a stuntman if you wanted.”

Thomas laughed, “Maybe I'll take you up on that. Once this job bores me to tears, which it will.”

“Did grandpa bring up LFIL.” Dad asked turning to look up at him

“You know he did.”

“He’s been meaning to ask you. He’s worried that spending so much time up in space has confused you.”

Adam snorted, “Don’t stargaze to long dad, the stars will make you extrial.”

“So that’s what dark matter is.” Thomas muttered and the three of them laughed. Waffles had climbed up on the chair with him and curled up on his legs to fall asleep.

“So what are you doing back here?” Dad wondered, “I thought you had just taken time off.”

He sighed, “Yeah… but things got complicated….” He paused, “Ever feel like no matter what you try to do you keep failing at it.”

Thomas raised a hand “You mean my life.”

More laughter.

Then he got serious again, “Been so stressed lately that I can barely function as a person, has the UNSC questioning whether they should ground me or not. My friends set up an intervention, and it turns out that I am a raging control freak.”

“Could have told you that.”

“You got that from your mother.”

He glanced over at thomas, “What do you mean, could have guessed that?”

He shrugged, “Come on Adam, did you ever do anything you weren't sure you could do properly. Like riding a bike, or swimming, or how you threw a fit if we moved literally anything in your room, or how you had to have everything arranged on your plate before you ate it, or….”

“Yeah yeah ok. But I’m a fighter pilot, that's kind of not-”

“Yeah that is the most control freak job ever. You have to be in so much control that traveling at more than three times the speed of sound won’t kill you. Imagine the amount of control you need to fly in formation without killing everyone.”

“Alright I get it.” He grumbled.

“So what, you try to do everything yourself?” dad grunted

He turned to look at the older man, “how did you know?”

“Every school project you ever worked on in a group, but you just ended up doing the entire thing.”

“I thought that’s just because the other kids were lazy and weren’t going to do their jobs.”

“Or because you wouldn’t let them and they just gave up on trying.” Dad responded

Adam sighed and sunk back against his chair, “I had no idea.”

“Welcome to personal growth, how may we kick you in the balls.”

He sighed, ‘I just, how can I be a leader without losing my identity and becoming boring and stuffy. How can I still… I don’t know, be happy and have fun when I have a job like this…. Or am I just not meant for it.”

Dad waved a hand, “You were born for it, but you need to remember that while, most of the time, you can be friends with the people you work with sometimes you need to stop being their friend and be their commander, which entails doing some things that aren’t so friendly. At the end of the day it is a ship, so you have to make them and allow them to do their jobs, fun comes later.”

“How am I supposed to reduce the stress?”

He glanced at thomas who shook his head, “If I knew the answer to that, I wouldn’t be a recovering heroin addict.”

“You just have to find something you love doing, and then take a little time every day to do that thing which you love. Don’t worry, you’ll figure it out.”

He sighed and looked out at the deepening sky.

He really hoped so

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Heya! I hope you’re not too swarmed by requests and that you’re staying healthy 💕 I was hoping for an obey me matchup if that’s okay?

I’m a cis bi girl, ENTP/ENFP, Capricorn sun, Virgo moon, Sagittarius rising (if you’re into astrology these are helpful otherwise just ignore uwu) and a Gryffindor. I have short blonde-ish hair, kind of a golden color ig, with bangs and hazel eyes. I’m a bit tanned and very VERY buff because I do loads of sports, and so I’m also not curvy at all unless you count in *cough* 🍑 My clothing style is kind of a melting pot of cottagecore, dark academia and goth, it makes no sense ik. Also I may have light autism according to my parents, but I’ve never been taken to get diagnosed because my brother has a therapist and two would be too ✨expensive✨

I have two very distinct sides to me that are complete opposites. The only way I can describe it is a goblin qkfbkafjwk. At first glance lot of people think I’m scary looking because I’m quite tall and have a light case of RBS but they dont know it’s just because I’m really tired all the time :) I can appear as a bit stuck up, emotionless and as a big pp energy type of gal, which isnt necessarily false but it’s not completly true either. I would never hurt anyone or anything and if I even see a squashed bug I will absolutely cry. Besides that I am quite emotional but i keep it to myself to my best abilities. Although when I’m happy, I’m really hyper and do little dances/ hug and kiss everything in my proximity. I’m dirty minded, subconsciously flirty and not afraid to talk to people I like. On the other hand, if someone makes an advance on me I’ll assume it’s for a practical joke or that they’re not serious because why would you do that, I’m kind of shit 💫🧚‍♀️

I do tons of sports, mainly swimming and I was close to going to junior Olympics last year (I didnt manage it because I overworked, didnt tell anyone and ended up with an injured shoulder and knee whoopsies). I also pole dance and I love high impact sports like boxing and such even though I don’t have a lot of time to practice those. Some other stuff I can do is horse riding, archery, singing, writing, drawing, stuff like that.

I actually have good grades even though I dont really study. I procrastinate every single thing and end up with better results than the people who worked hard which always makes me feel guilty. I really want to study English literature at Oxford but HAHAHAHA dream on, it will probably never happen, my family isnt exactly the rich kind lol. I’m also Slavic so it isnt even my first language. The only subject I could never do in high school was physics because what the hell is that.

Some other stuff about me is that I’m a foodie and a good cook. I really like taking care of people and comforting them. In my friend group despite being the youngest I’m the eldest sibling friend, aka I enable chaos but never join in, just stirr up a mess and observe from afar 🤠I’m really calm in situations that freak people out, for example I had an infection and was in a lot of pain but i laughed my way through it and while i had my surgery i chatted with the nurse which was overall a good time even though I was half naked and numb from the waist down oop

Relationship wise, not to be horny on main but I just wanna hold hands and make out 🥺🥺 Feelings are terrifying and I may be demi/aromantic which makes me feel really shitty about myself, but maybe I’m wrong. Although to be honest, all I really wanna do is make people happy and pamper them and maybe get some cute jewelry every once in a while because I’m a crow and I like shiny things that I cant afford ✌I’m kind of submissive (not exclusively in a sexual way) in the fact that if my s/o asks me to do something, ANYTHING, I will do it if it kills me.

Anyways, I know this is a lot but I hope it’s okay and I didnt forget anything. Take all the time you need and have a great day 💕💕

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Hiiii, thank you for sending in a request, i’m sorry for being like half a year late!! :( :(

I decided to match you with Diavolo!

Both of you being extroverted is a good combination as he is a very curious demon, meaning there is always something to talk about. Both of you enjoying others’ company is a huge bonus - no need to worry about boundaries!

big booty couple

Don’t worry about therapy being expensive, if anyone then a prince can afford that for sure - not just that, he is as wholesome as it can get so you wouldn’t have to metion it. He wants the best for his princess!!! don’t mind the cost!!! (unless him paying for you would make you uncomfy… just be open about it darling)

You mentioned that you have a sibling. In a healthy relationship it is important that your partner and your sibling(s) can get along, which might lead to conflict in some cases - BUT NOT IN THIS ONE i mean Dia might overwhelm your family (being a prince and a demon u know) but he would really try his best for you and that is what matters!

(i feel appearig tired all the time fghjk)

Anyways your appearance wouldn’t like scare him off ar anything. Man is huge and strong but also a very sweet himbo

He falls for your soft side ngl. Like you crying over a bug is just so cute how could he not-

Oh darling he knows how to deal with ppl who keep to themselves.. have you ever heard about his 2 best men? 👀 you wouldn’t have much chance at keeping your emotions from him. He wants this relationship to be healthy!! he cares for you so much!!! also who couldve hurt you emotionally i mean who wants to mess with a future queen… it’s his personal job to make your feelings be safe!!!!

its all worth it because spending time with a happy you is the best thing that has ever happened to him

you’re fun and he’s fun and its unlimited fun!!!!!

your confidence when it comes to talking to ppl you like is great!! not everyone dares talking to him, which makes him lonely

but yea he is going to be the one to make the first move

you have the range when it coes to sports which is, again, nice as he is curious. you are going to have to help him try out all that!!

super interested in your hobbies and activities, which is a green flag! definitely indulging.

i think he is very supportive of your studies and he is going to do his best to support your studies at RAD. you could definitely impress him with your talent!!

hopefully studying at his academy is as good as your dreams of oxford

he can only hope that

i think he would appraciate your calm approach to life! he is also the same, although he has some baggage hidden under the surface - but no worries, he is going to open up when he realizes that he can trust you with his emotions.

you beig dependable is also a nice bonus, but he will have to make sure not to ask too much from you - knowing you are going to push yourself too much if needed.

you two would do like healthy couples do - every week there is a date; either a chat over tea which he likes and wants to share with you, or doing sports with you, or going go-karting, honestly the options are unlimited with this combination.

its imprtant that you both can depend on the other emotionally as well

one conflict might be because of his title, and also because you both tend to keep emotions to yourself. once you two can overcome these i think it should be a very healthy and mature and fun relationship! i think he would definitely fall for you but if you wanted to stay just friends he would be down too. he just can’t lose the one living person he can actually be himself around, can he ?

#obey me #obey me swd #om! diavolo #obey me diavolo #obey me matchup #obey me match-up #obey me swd matchup #obey me shall we date #submission

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fallen-gabrielle · 5 years ago

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Do you have any headcanons about Ben and Monty? Silly or angst :3

You asked for this, Anon. Be ready to be stabbed in the heart.

Headcanon about the two bros after Monty's victory.

Before that, I am convienced that Monty always tried to cheer up Ben whenever he was feeling down (and it was a lot) by saying proverbs he made up, such as this one :"If you're scared in the night, remember: there will awlays be a light that shines through the darkness. It's the moon, and it will always guide you." And that would be the reason why Monty put Global Command on the Moonbase : "the moon doesn't belong to anyone or any nation of the world: it belongs to all kids who are lost in the night.", because there wasn't any Moonbase before (19th Century was amazed by vehicles flying in space, so no moonbase during the 6th age).

Ok, the main stuff now.It is clear that Grandfather is old, extremely old. After his decomissioning, he becomes so helpless that he can't take care of himself.If he can't take care of himself, how can he take care of his two sons?What do you think happens to kids with no parent to take care of them?

Social services.

I'm going to antagonize them, because why not, and i had a bad experience with them, sooooo ... they're evil adults to me.Basically, they would come (how, i don't know: with Grandfather's influence on the world gone, "normality" would return, as if nothing happened), and see the old man completly useless, and decided to do their job. The old man went to a retirement house, and they would see Monty as a disruptive child, therefore, a bad exemple for his younger brother (which is total bullshit because see below). So they would do the simplest thing in the world : they separated the two brothers from each others (thing that almost happened to me and my sisters, so I know the social services can do that i have the best mom ever).

While the social services are taking them away, Monty's team came to save him first (because he saved them from the factories so naturally they would do the same for him) but didn't go for Ben immediatly, because, you know, he didn't join his brother and they thought he wouldn't be as valuable as Monty for the future of the Kids Next Door. What would a coward do to help them? (they were four, two of them could have helped monty and the other two ben, but for the sake of the angst, let's ignore that). The cars of the social services started to leave (yes, they came in cars) and since it was pretty much right after Zero's revolution, Monty and his team didn't have 2x4 tech vehicles yet to catch up with them. While Monty was freed from the social services' grasp, Ben was taking away from Monty and that destroyed him. As an older brother, it was his duty to take care of him but failed. (bonus thought : that's how their last names are differents, the social services would change Ben's, making sure Monty won't find him, persuaded he wasn't a good influence for his younger brother, and because as evil adults, they're dicks, and that's a dick move in my book)

Monty is the one that always made sure Ben had something to eat, drink and stuff. He was consoling his brother whenever he had a nightmare, healed his wounds and conforted him. He was a better parental figure than Grandfather would ever be. So Monty would actually be really pissed off whenever an adult would tell him he "couldn't be a good exemple for his brother". *BULLSHIT* What do these idiotic adults know about their family? NOTHING. These strangers came and fuck things up. Let me shoot those people. I hate them.Okay, technically, since Monty was like, 10-11 years old (my guess and headcanon), legally he couldn't have done anything (evil laws made by evil adults, what did you expect?).

Monty would start improving th eKND organization to make sure that what happened to him and his brother would never happen again. Then, Monty would spend all of his free time trying to find his brother, with no big success. He would look down the Earth, wondering where his brother might be, and on his side, Ben looked up the moon remembering his big brother's words about the light in the night.

And i just made myself cry. Literally.

I know the social services act for the best of the child, but sometimes, it doesn't work out well. The kid might be sent to an awful family, or changes places all the time or stuff like that. I may be a little biased on the social services, it's probably due to the fact that they took me and my sisters away from my mom around 2003 (my parents started the divorce, that's why the social services were after us). Yes, you heard it, the lady in charge of our case went to my primary school and took me to a children's home. My mom had no idea and she FREAKED OUT. I was lucky she fought like a lioness to get our custody back, but unfortunately, not every kid is that lucky.

I also know that it's not because Father had a crappy childhood that it excuses his actions in his adult life. NO. That doesn't give him (or anyone else for that matters) the right to make others suffer. But hey: he didn't really have a better adult model, so maybe he unconscioulsy thinks that's how things are supposed to work (i wanna punch the shit out of him, but i would hug and protect his child self with all my might).

Also, if i had to choose a music theme for the uno bros, it's definitely Roxas' theme of Kingdom Hearts. Always listening to it while i draw them.

I had trouble writing this down, because it gives me the feels by just thinking about it (and roxas' theme doesn't help).

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snkpolls · 6 years ago

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SnK S3E13 Poll Results (Anime Only Viewer Version)

The poll closed with 130 responses. Thank you to everyone who participated!

Please note this is the anime only viewer version of the poll. Manga readers, please click here for the results of the manga reader poll!

RATE THE EPISODE 120 Responses

With only one person voting negatively about the episode, it’s safe to say that the hype is back up for the next arc of the series!

H Y P E

shinzou wo sasageyo!

RATE THE OP 118 Responses

Overall the new opening is well liked among viewers, although perhaps not everyone’s overall favorite.

I know the OP teased the basement but I swear to Sina if Season 3 ends with them walking down to the basement or not revealing what was in there I’ll lose it. Like it could be fucking nothing in there and I’ll be (somewhat) okay, JUST GET TO THE DAMN BASEMENT!

RATE THE ED 117 Responses

Similarly to the new opening, the new ending is well liked enough, but doesn’t stand out as an overall favorite as a whole.

WE GOT A FEW NEW SAWANO TRACKS. HOW ARE YOU FEELING ABOUT THEM? 119 Responses

Overall viewers are hyped up for new tracks by the series’ composer Hiroyuki Sawano! A few feel they need to hear more of the new music to decide how they feel.

godworks

WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING WAS YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT? 118 Responses

The largest group of voters (at 33%) favored the scene which kick started the action-filled cliffhanger when Levi attacked an emerging Reiner on the wall. Followed behind that at nearly 20% was the Beast Titan appearing with a titan army around him. 10% of respondents loved so much of the episode it was hard for them to settle on just one scene to favor.

ON A SCALE OF ARMIN TO ERWIN, HOW GOOD ARE YOU AT GIVING ORDERS? 118 Responses

The largest group of respondents fell somewhere in the middle between being timid about giving orders to feeling confident in what needs to be done. Although overall respondents lean more toward relating to Armin on this front.

ON A SCALE OF 1-5, HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT TO GO HORSEBACK SURFING? 117 Responses

Honestly, we didn’t expect a serious response to this question. But 32% of voters would be willing to give horse surfing a try, while 29% are in the “hard no” category on that one.

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE ANIMATION QUALITY IN PART TWO SO FAR? 119 Responses

Nearly 70% of voters are feeling good about the animation quality of the first episode (and we hope that WIT keeps it up). 27% fall somewhere in the middle - not great, but not awful. A small amount of respondents don’t think the animation is all that impressive.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE CG COLOSSAL TITAN IN THE OPENING? 119 Responses

The majority of respondents don’t care whether the Colossal Titan is in CGI or not. 19% are certain it’s the worst thing WIT could ever do with it, while 16% actually find the CGI effect pretty rad.

WHAT DO YOU THINK DIFFERENTIATES THE TITANS THAT CAN MOVE AROUND AT NIGHT? 115 Responses

61% of respondents, plus one write in, believe that these new types of titans are connected to the Beast Titan in some way or another. 20% feel that they are simply just a new type of titan that the Survey Corps had not discovered previously, and 14% believe that all titans have the ability to move around at night under the right conditions.

Beast titan can summon these special titans

DO YOU THINK THERE ARE MORE ENEMIES OTHER THAN REINER, BERTOLT, AND THE BEAST TITAN? 117 Responses

The overwhelming majority are certain that there are more enemies involved in this battle than just the three we have seen so far. 6% are unsure about it, and even less are certain that we’ve seen every enemy that will be present.

WHERE DO YOU THINK BERTOLT IS HIDING? 116 Responses

42% of voters believe that Bertolt is likely hiding in an object somewhere. 20% don’t want to say for certain where he may be. 19% feel confident that Bertolt is in another area of the walls like Reiner was.

I think Bert is inside the backpack,ready to be thrown and to completly annhilate the scouts

HOW DID REINER SURVIVE LEVI’S ATTACK? 117 Responses

The majority of respondents are confident that Reiner used another titan ability, as Levi suggested, to avoid certain death. 20% believe he just got lucky and wasn’t hit in just the right places. 16% don’t want to say either way.

WHERE DID ALL THE TITANS COME FROM? 113 Responses

37% of respondents believe that the titans fighting with the Beast Titan are additional forces from beyond the wall. 23% are unsure, while 15% feel that they are more victims from inside of the walled territory.

SOME PEOPLE NOTICED A TITAN WITH A BACKPACK BEHIND THE BEAST TITAN. THOUGHTS? 115 Responses

At 42%, just under half of responses feel that this strange titan is another intelligent titan like the Beast Titan. 23% are just horrified and believe it’s nightmare fuel. 18% of respondents didn’t even catch this detail at all!

Backpack Titan was called best girl several times by manga readers, so it's obvious who it is or what's inside it. The only logical character that is called best girl and is not here shinganshina.

WHO DO YOU THINK WILL HAVE THE UPPER HAND IN THIS BATTLE? 114 Responses

43% of voters feel that the Warriors and their titan army are going to have the upper hand in this fight, while 31% believe it will at least be an even match. With the least amount of votes, only 12% feel that the Survey Corps will have more of an advantage this time around.

I think the Scouts are gonna suffer a fuckton on losses again. The post credits scene in S3Ep12 is a disagreement over who will use that Titan Turning Serum. Just a guess

WHO OF THE FOLLOWING, IF ANY, DO YOU THINK HAS A CHANCE OF DYING IN THIS BATTLE? 106 Responses

Erwin being down an arm has the majority of the fandom on edge about his potential fate in this battle. Falling closely behind is Marlowe, likely due to his minor character status. Bertolt is another popular option, with Reiner, Connie and Sasha falling closely behind him. A small 7.5% of optimistic voters are confident that this battle will not have any casualties at all.

ARE YOU SURPRISED AT HOW QUICKLY THE WALL WAS SEALED BY EREN? 115 Responses

Just as Eren was, the majority of viewers were legitimately thrown off guard at how quickly and easily Eren was able to seal the hole in the wall. Perhaps we should listen to Mikasa and believe in Eren’s strength!

HOW DID THE CLIFFHANGER MAKE YOU FEEL? 116 Responses

Unsurprisingly, the cliffhanger left viewers feeling hyped and excited for the arc to unfold! 11% were simply just pained that the episode was over and waiting for more. A small amount didn’t care much either way and one person could only scream at us:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS ON THE EPISODE OR THEORIES ABOUT WHERE WE GO FROM HERE?

We know Eren ends up on a beach somehow, so whatever's inside the basement must be reeeally important to make our crew want to venture beyond the Walls afterwards. That or Eren gets kidnapped yet again, business as usual.

Thoughts// Levi is about to go fkn off

We go to the damn basement, then the ocean.

better and longer battle than battle of winterfell

WHERE DO YOU PRIMARILY DISCUSS THE SERIES? 109 Responses

We asked manga readers if they had any parting words or advice for the anime only viewers. Here’s what some of them had to say:

You're in the Endgame now.

Good luck make sure you have tissues

Avoid spoilers and don’t over think what others say, enjoy!

They're in for a wild ride, and I really hope they all come to appreciate this story as much as we do ♥

Baseball is an okay sport, I guess.

SUSUMEEEE!!!

Good Luck.

Do you have a glue? My heart condition is about to worsen

stay safe be strong drink water and sasageyo

Do your best to not get spoiled for this season and the future events. What should you do? Avoid using websites that has AOT (especially YouTube, don't check there)? Get yourself an another account for non-AOT related stuff? Whatever you do, don't get spoiled

just ignore it every time a manga reader says "you're not ready for this" because you are ready for this

How have you held back for so long?

Good fucking luck

Like Dead Pool says: everything will go sideways in the most collosal way. Enjoy while this ephimeral "easiness" lasts, because you will suffer. A. LOT.

You may be super stoked for the next episode, and want it all as quickly as possible. but remember, once the 10 episodes are over, they're over, you'll never be able to experience them for the first time again. Enjoy the time you have with the show, rather than getting frustrated over the weekly wait.

Good luck, have fun. It's gonna be a rollercoaster.

This isn't even as wild as it gets. The real Attack on Titan is about to start.

Who do you think the real enemy is?

Good luck. Be glad you will only need to wait a week for a conclusion to each new cliffhanger unlike the many months us ol' manga readers hadda endure.

Have a comfort item nearby

Good luck lmao

Thank you to everyone who participated! We’ll see you again in a few days!

#snk poll #snk polls #snk s3 #snk spoilers #poll results

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I know Star and Marco are feeling way more comfortable around each other since Booth Buddies, but isn't Marco still a bit hurt about how he wants to be something more than just best friend for Star? I mean, that's what Booth Buddies showed us, how hurt is Marco when he's spending time with Star as her bestie because he wants more, but as a squire he's able to not think about it much. I know they talked things out and said what was hurting them, but did that talk break the tension completly?

You’re not wrong, because if the current situation were to last for months in-universe, with Star never breaking up with Tom, things would probably get worse again, but right now my impression (we’ll have to wait for S4 to be sure since the season finale presented an unusual high tension situation) is that both Star and Marco are riding the high of their “reconciliation” as besties, basking in the warmth of their rekindled friendship & all the new feelings that came with it, now out in the open for both of them (to an extent, I’m sure Marco still doesn’t properly know that Star still likes him and Star herself probably doesn’t completely know just yet what she wants to do). A temporary solution, certainly, because Marco can’t know if Star reciprocates or if she’s going to talk with Tom and change things in the near future, but one that allows them to operate to the full extent of their dynamic, as opposed to the crippled one that permeated most of S3.

As a whole, at the very least, even ignoring how things have to change more for everything to be truly fixed and happy forever and not just for the time being, the moment shared in the Booth and during the finale helped both of them ease a lot of tension, and talking about his feelings for Star, even if not reciprocated (yet), certainly helped Marco ease some of the pain he bottled up over the month, while keeping them a secret.

Or, as Ngame put it since I wasn’t able to properly word it:

#seddm answers #Anonymous #svtfoe

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The Musical Touken Ranbu : Story Asks

So, I saw on my Tumblr dashboard a survey about our opinions and feelings towards Toumyu franchise’s stories and I wanted to answer it. You can find the survey here. Thanks to @rz-jocelyn !

Next, I will answer Song Asks !

1. How did you get into the Musical Touken Ranbu franchise ? What was your first impression of it ?

First, I only knew TKRB through Hanamaru anime, and I remember I didn’t watch it to the end, because there were too much characters with too complicate names, and no real storyline (I discovered next there is one, with Yasusada development). With that, during my very first travel in Japan, I entered a anime goodies shop, and there was a DMM Nitro+ event, because of the 10th anniversary of the studio, with some Dramatical Murder goods, and TKRB as well. I bought some of both, because even if I didn’t know TKRB very well, I had already some attachment to it.

Then, it was last year, during a japanese exposition (Japan Expo) in my town, I saw the Toumyu stand with some live outfits, and I remembered right away I saw once TKRB has musical. And since I was once a J-pop fan, I couldn’t ignore that. So, during my travel in Japan last year, just after Japan Expo, with the rest of money I had at the end of the trip, I bought Tsuwamono triple CD (though I hadn’t listen any song yet !). Then, I came back home, I listened it, and I searched for Toumyu shows. When I found them, I began with Atsukashiyama, and I was « Oh my gosh, this is so cool ! », though sometimes I thought the storyline was a little slow (for example, Imanotsurugi’s scenes. Sorry >_<). Then I watched other musicals, in the right order : Bakumatsu, Mihotose (which I loved a lot because it was so emotional), Tsuwamono (my fav), etc. And I quickly slipped in TKRB hell. Far enough to pull my best friend into it too.

My only regret was I couldn’t see AtsuIbun team’s live at Japan Expo because I was working this day ToT

2. Rank the musicals from the one with the storyline you liked the most to the one with the storyline you liked the least. Why have you chosen to rank them in this order ?

Musical : Tsuwamono > Mihotose > Atsukashiyama 2018 > Atsukashiyama > Musubi > Bakumatsu

SRS & more : SRS16 > SRS17 > SRS18 > Itsukushima

Musical explanation : Tsuwamono was my fav right away, maybe because I listened a bit the songs before to watch the show. I watch it in last, because I wanted to watch the musicals in the order of release, and though I didn’t know Higekiri and Hizamaru yet (I didn’t play the game at that time and I hadn’t watch Zoku Hanamaru yet), I discovered them there, and I loved them right away. I already loved Mikazuki, and the show showed him under a new light. The story was, in my opinion, more complex than the others and it’s why it’s my fav.

Then, there is Mihotose. I cried a lot watching it, especially at the end, and there is my ultimate fav Toudan (Nikkari) in it, so I couldn’t help to like the show o// There were less fights, but more character development, especially Ishikirimaru and a bit Ookurikara.

AtsuIbun 2018, then, because there is the hypothesis Mikazuki acted before the storyline to push Yasuhira to kill Yoshitsune (you can see the lotus flower during the first song, which is a Tsuwamono’s song). I loved that, because it reminds me the loop in Tousute, and now, the fact that Toumyu’s Mikazuki lived a similar things is very high. Poor him ToT he isn’t my fav anymore because Nikkari and Kasen are above him, but I like him a lot. For all of this, I prefer AtsuIbun 2018 than AtsuIbun 2015.

I liked Musubi, the story is quite good, but somehow, I’m not found of it. I like the fact Mutsunokami killed Hijikata to relieve Izuminokami and Horikawa’s soul, I like all about Mutsunokami in it, his energy, his joy and how he didn’t mind when Izuminokami is wrong about him. But that’s all. I don’t really know how to explain it, I like Musubi, but not a lot (you can see it because I don’t talk a lot about the storyline). Just, I really dislike when all the Shinsengumi’s swords cried at the end, when Hijikata died. It’s far too much

And finally Bakumatsu. The storyline is good, I can’t tell the contrary, but I’m not a Shinsengumi’s fan. I like Izuminokami a lot, and Horikawa as well, but when I watched the show for the first time, I was very neutral towards the others. Yasusada annoyed me already because of Hanamaru and in the show I hated is glossy lips xD Sorry, I watched the show only once, and I don’t really remember what it happened.

SRS & more explanation : I will make it shorter it, don’t worry ! My fav SRS is 2017 I think, though I like a lot 2018 because of so much things in it, but if I keep only the storyline, I think the best is 2016. The battle between the two teams is very good, funny and interesting, while in the others, we only have a story telling game and a matsuri battle. There is no real storyline in them. Itsukushima hasn’t either, only a picture of praying in a sacred place.

3. Storyline that you would change ? Why ?

I don’t know at all, because I don’t know what to put instead. Maybe I would change Musubi to add more Kane’s character development about his feelings towards Mutsu. I mean, at the beginning he hates him, and despite the fact that Mutsu killed Hijikata, we don’t have a proper dialogue between Kane and Mutsu after this. Does Kane still hate Mutsu or not ? Does he begin to understand him ? We could say he doesn’t, because he still argues with him in SRS18. What a pity D:

4. Favorite scene or moment ? Why ?

Ah, there are so much scenes I love, it’s hard to choose only one ! Okay, I will pick some of them.

First, there is the departure scene in AtsuIbun (2015 and 2018). It’s so funny when all the Sanjou did so much useless things, with Mika who drinked his tea, Kogi who chased after his hair like a dog after his tail, Imano and Iwato who played together… I laugh so hard each time I watch it !

I also love the little moment when, in Tsuwamono, Kogi didn’t agree with how Mika split the team in two. « Why you chose to split like this ? Why am I not with you ? » « Kogitsunemaru-dono, don’t tell me… ! » I like a lot this BL implied, because I’m a fujoshi >//o//<

The last one is during SRS17, at the end, when Nikkari came to tell a ghost story, and he told his own story instead. But he couldn’t finish it, because of Imanotsurugi and Ishikirimaru, and they ended to sing « Te no Hira », while they hold each other hands, with Imanotsurugi between them like if he pictured the spiritual world which links Nikkari and Ishikirimaru together. Gnnff my heart… <3

5. Least favorite scene or moment ? Why ?

When Toudans are going crazy to want to meet their former master, without consider the mission, like Yasusada and Imanotsurugi did… At least, Imano was cute and happy when he discovered Yoshitsune was alive, so I can deal with it, but Yasusada is a big NO. Sorry for those who like him.

6. Scene or moment that you would change ? Why ?

Why do you ask me to change so much things ? I don’t want to change anything in Toumyu xD Even what I don’t like ! Well, okay, I will answer. The only scene I would change is when Ishikirimaru and Nikkari were talking together in Mihotose, during the mission (when Ishi apologies because he said once if Nikkari isn’t a sacred sword, it’s because he killed a child), I would like a deeper development about Nikkari. I think, for him, his nature is like a complex, though he looks like to really accept it and manages to live with it. He doesn’t mind when others consider him as a ghost sword, but a complex is a deep thing hidden inside of us, and a few words can’t just make it vanish. At the end of the scene, Nikkari smiled and said Ieyasu couldn’t become a god without help, so he joined the family, but his complex is still there, I think. I need something more detailed about it.

7. Which storyline would you want to see adapted in future musicals ?

I would like to see a storyline in modern era, for example. Maybe when swords will interact with modern people, who could ask why they are dressed like this, or why they hold swords, etc. I think it could be interesting !

Moreover, more History about Nikkari will be really fine o// (okay, it’s because I love him so much, sorry ! :D) We could have a real character development, maybe we could see his former master slays the ghosts with the ootachi who was Nikkari before to be a wakizashi. And if the HRA attacked the samurai before it killed the ghosts, how Nikkari would have react ? If he didn’t kill the ghost, he could be a completly different person, and maybe Ishikirimaru (I want he is there) could try to correct History in order to make Nikkari who he usually is.

8. Favorite Musical Touken Ranbu character ? Why ? How is the musical version of him different from how he is portrayed in the game and other media ?

Nikkari. I love him whatever the version. In the musical, he is portrayed cuter than in the anime or in the game. He could make cute moves and it makes my heart squeeshed so hard >//o//< I love too how he could looks scary because he doesn’t blink at all sometimes and he has a monotone voice, just like a ghost. I think he is pictured more like a normal person in the anime (but with some eccentric moments though).

9. Least favorite Musical Touken Ranbu character ? Why ? How is the musical version of him different from how he is portrayed in the game and other media ?

Nagasone, but I don’t dislike him more in Toumyu than in the other media. It’s just I’m not found of the character, though sometimes I can think he is cool or cute with Hachisuka or Mutsu (in Musubi and SRS18), but that’s all. I’m very neutral towards him.

10. The Top 3 actors whom you like best and whose portrayal of their character you like best.

T3 best actors : Sakiyama Tsubasa > Kuroba Mario > Kitazono Ryo

I don’t really know the actors beside Tsubasa and Mario since I read some translations of their blog (thanks to the translators ^-^). Tsubasa is really, really cute, and I love how found he is of TKRB and his own character.

T3 best portrayals : Oota Motohiro (Sengo) > Araki Hirofumi (Nikkari) > Oohira Shunya (Imanotsurugi)

All the actors do a great job, but when I see some moves of them sometimes, I think they worked a lot to understand the character and bring it to life.

11. The Top 3 actors whom you least like and whose portrayal of their character you least like.

There are a lot of actors I don’t know at all, but the only one I can say I’m not sure if I like him or not is Araki Hirofumi. Sometimes, he looks so much like a bad guy ToT But the fact is, I can’t say if I dislike him or not because I don’t know him well and personally, I named him here only considering his appearance.

Then, there is no-one I don’t like the portray in Toumyu. I think all the actors are very good and well chosen for them. Now, it only depends on if we like the character or not.

PS : I’m sorry, Araki-san, to named you here ToT

12. A Touken Danshi character that you would like to see in future musicals ? Why ?

Kasen Kanesada ! I want to see him interacts with his brother, and I think the character suits very well to musicals. The best is Kasen and Shokudaikiri together, of course ^o^ But since Osafune swords appeared in Tousute and Kasen is in Tousute too, I think it’s only a dream 

I would like to see Hotarumaru too, but, again, I think it would be impossible to portray him on stage, because he is a child with an ootachi on his back… Though he is so cute…

Then, I think Kotegiri Gou suits a lot for Toumyu, because he talked about modern sing and dance in his recollection with Kasen.

13. An actor you would like to see in future musicals ? Why ?

Shokudaikiri’s actor in Tousute is a so good singer, I would like he portrays him in Toumyu too ! And with Kasen as well ! If Wada Takuma is a good singer, I’ll take him too, if not, I’m fine with another actor, like they did with Ookurikara and Mikazuki.

14. Favorite in-story Touken Danshi pair/trio/quartet dynamics ? Why ?

Ah, again, it’s really hard choose only one. Here are several ones :

Higekiri/Hizamaru pair. I love their dynamics, how Hige always forget his brother’s name, but sometimes he picks the right one, and how Hiza wants to make his brother proud and be valuable for him. I also love how Hiza is very reliable though he is the young brother and how Hige is a free-wheeler (like a Sanjou !).

Nikkari/Ishikirimaru pair. Of course ! I’m an IshiKari fan, after all. I like their friendship, the fact they are linked to spiritual world. They are really different, but they really like each other. Ishi always thinks to Nikkari, to add him in the dynamics (like in SRS18, when he decided to join him in matsuri battle). I like them a lot ^-^

Mikazuki/Kogitsunemaru pair. Mikazuki is like a king, or a queen, with so much power, and with something like a etheral presence. He seems to be, to live, to watch upon and beyond the world, and that makes him act strangely sometimes. Kogi is like a valet. He watches on Mika in the darkness, behind him, so Mika can’t see it (but he sees it !), and he tries to understand him and watch on what Mika does. They are really different, it’s why Kogi sometimes doesn’t understand Mika and why they fight each other in Tsuwamono. Each time Kogi tries to understand Mika, Mika keeps things in his heart because he is watching to far. I’m waiting for the time he will be honest with Kogi. For me, their relationship is like a fate love ^-^

15. Least favorite in-story Touken Danshi pair/trio/quartet dynamics ? Why ?

Maybe Shinsengumi’s swords ? Kiyomitsu with the Sanjou was really fine, but all the Shinsengumi’s swords was too much for me. I’m not found of this storyline, not found of Nagasone nor Hachisuka (even though I’m able to like him in SRS), not found of Yasusada in Bakumatsu. They are too much versed in fight and in honor, but I’m not mad with it, after all, they are Shinsengumi’s swords.

16. Favourite in-story overall Touken Danshi group dynamics ? Why ?

Sanjou. I like all of them, Imanotsurugi and Iwatooshi’s energy and cheerfulness, Ishikirimaru’s calmness and peaceful personality, KogiMika pair (with Kogi who always calls back Mika, who wants to do what he wants). They look very close, and they always watch upon each other.

And we could add to them Higekiri, since he could have been smithed by Sanjou too, and Hizamaru, since he is his brother. What a lovely group, there ^o^

17. Least favorite in-story overall Touken Danshi group dynamics ? Why ?

Nobunaga’s swords. I’m not found about Nobunaga in TKRB, because there are so much Toudans who speak about him, there are several stage who speak about him, and a movie now. Enough with Nobunaga D: I know, he is one of the most liked historical people in Japan, but there are already too much things about him. Because of that, I don’t really like Nobunaga’s swords dynamics. Though I like Hasebe, Souza, Yagen and the others as well, when they don’t talk about him. When they talk about Nobunaga, it’s like a dramatical dialogue which isn’t really a dialogue because no-one wants to talk about him. Meh.

18. Based on the existing characters in the Musical Touken Ranbu franchise, who would you select to be on your dream Touken Ranbu 6-swords team ?

Nikkari Aoe, Ishikirimaru, Kasen Kanesada, Izuminokami Kanesada, Mutsunokami Yoshiyuki, Gokotai.

They aren’t really the strongers of their types but I like them a lot. I can’t pick Kasen without his brother, and Kane without Mutsu (BECAUSE I SHIP THEM). I can’t pick Nikkari without Ishikirimaru (for the same reason), and Gokotai is so cute ^o^

In my dream team, they are all kiwame. Great job, everyone !

19. Favorite Human character ? Why ?

Hashiba Masanobu Sorry, sorry, it’s an OC xD

I don't really have a favorite, but I like Gohei and his story. I wants to learn how to fight in order to be able to protect his sister, but even with that, he couldn't save her. He lost all his family because of war...

20. Favorite overall Human team dynamics ? Why ?

Well, it’s strange, because I don’t like the dynamics of their swords, but my favorite Human team is the Shinsengumi, I think. I like their relationship, how they care about each other, their jokes, etc.

21. Favorite Touken Danshi-Human character dynamics ? Why ?

I really like the relationship between Mikazuki and Yasuhira in Tsuwamono. Mikazuki came a lot to visit him, and he said Yasuhira and him are similar (though I don't understand why). He has a lot of respect for him, and some feelings as well, we can see it when they made their farewells. They are on the verge to cry. I would like a deeper development about them ^-^

22. Least favorite Touken Danshi-Human character dynamics ? Why ?

I don't know at all, I skip.

23. Favorite quote(s) and/or character dialogue from the musicals ?

I think one of the dialogues I like the most is, during Musubi, when Tomoe asks to Horikawa if Retrogrades are swords with no story. Horikawa says he doesn't have to think to this, without really answer the question, and I like that kind of dramatical mindfuck.

24. Quote(s) and/or character dialogue from the game that ou would liked to see adapted in the musicals ?

I would like to see the recollection n°49, when Kotegiri says to Kasen he wants to sing and dance in the modern style. It suits very well to Toumyu, especially during live !

25. What is you overall opinion of the Musical Touken Ranbu franchise ? Has your opinion changed from your first impression ?

I love Toumyu. I like the characters, the stories, the songs. The stories aren't as complex as in Tousute, so the both stage are complementary. The screenplay is always very good, and the fights as well. I like the fact they make concerts every year (SRS) to gather all the characters, it's the best way to enjoy a lot of songs and their dynamics as a group.

My opinion didn't change a lot, I'm just now more into it, and I know well the characters and the stories.

#touken ranbu

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futurewriter2000 · 7 years ago

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Home ~ Part 1

A/N: Another one coming out. I’m sorry I keep writing new ones and not finishing the old ones but I’m trying to empty my drafts and this one is also kind of personal to me. It was not requested, just written when times get rough.

SUMMARY: Reader (Slytherin) has a lot of home problems but mostly hides it away, distancing herself from others. That is until one of the Marauders can’t ignore the unseen.

PAIRING: James Potter x reader

TAGS: @shadyladyperfection, @nadinissavage, @geeksareunique, @loserslytherpuff, @siriusly-loves-snuffles, @ashkuuuu, @xinyourdreamsx, @maralisa124 , @slither-in-a-half

(REQUESTS ARE CLOSED)

Every sound there was ever made in this house was the sound of yelling, shouting and screaming. It started in the morning where you couldn't sleep because your sister kept blasting music. She was smart, she wanted to silence it.

You? Well you simply had to wake up to either shouting or the music. To be honest you always preffered the music, even though it was the worst kind of them all.

Today was the day, wasn't it. The day before your last train to Hogwarts. Last day.

Were you happy? Yes.

Were you sad? Yes.

Were you torn? Definetly.

You were torn because you couldn't trust your sister to herself. You couldn't leave her alone. Not in this house at least.

"So? Last year." she smiled through the pain and sat down next to you. "I'll miss you. "

"Yeah...I don't think I'll be going." you mumbled, trying to avoid her gaze.

"What? Of course you'll be going." she argued, her smile turning into a frown.

"No. I can find a job and we can both find a place an-and then we'll finally be free." you smiled and took her hands, signalling her how serious you really were.

There was a small moment of hesitation before she finally stood up and looked down at you. "No. You're going. You are the only member in this family that has a good future ahead of her. You graduate Hogwarts and then we'll see about our little apartment we always talked about."

"But-"

"But I'll be fine. I waited 21 years, I can wait another one." she reasured and left the room.

"Oh, Hannah ! " you shouted and made her turn around.

You sent her a smile, a signature smile meaning only one thing. "Closing the door. Turning off the music!" she shouted behind closed doors.

"Thank you!"

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You were already running down the stairs, the only thing missing was your jacket. "Dad! I'll be there in a second, I'm just grabbing my jacket." you shouted and walked into the living room, finding your jacket laid on the armchair next to the lamp. But it wasn't just the lamp that you saw. Your father was laying on the couch next to the armchair, long snores escaping his mouth. "Dad!" you shouted and walked over, shaking him by the shoulders.

He opened his eyes tiredly, blinking a few times at you before turning you his back and snuggling back into the blanket. "What?"

You put on your jacket and flipped your hair behind. "What are you doing? I'll miss the train."

"What do you mean?" he replied, still not bothering to get up.

"I mean you said you will drive me to the platform and yet here you are, undressed."

"Just tell your mother to drive you." he muttered and turned back around, pulling the blanket tighter around himself and taking another long snore.

"Un-freaking-believable." you sighed out and ran to the phone.

You couldn't call your mother, she always leaves in the morning. It was mostly because of your dad but you knew there was something so much more than that.

Hannah was at work and she definetly didn't have a drivers license.

There's only one more person left. Your cousin. You picked up the phone and started typing the number and he picked up immediately, letting you know he'll be there in 10.

As for your father. "You know I only asked for a ride and you couldn't even bother to care driving me to my first day in my last year of school. A father you are." you snapped harshly as you waited for your cousin.

His eyes immediately opened wide and he turned his head to you in a milisecond. "Oh and this is how you respect your father? The one who gave you a roof over your head and hot water running through the pipes?" he slowly stood up, dangerously approaching you.

"For all I care you are just another stranger in this house. I'd rather live under a bridge than here with you." you spoke boldly, finally after 18 years of life speaking your mind.

He was silent. Only his round, drunken eyes were staring back at you as if you have sinned.

"Isn't that what you always say? How we would be better off without you? How one day you are just going to leave us and live under a bridge for what you care?"

"Watch your mouth, girl." he tried to warn you but you only stood up from your chair.

"Go. You would be doing all of us a favor by doing that. But a coward as you are -"

The sentance was interrupted by a strong hand against your the cheek and a horrible pain spreading through your body.

" I am your father! You will respect me!" he bellowed and firmly gripped your hand.

You struggled your hand out of his grip, grabbing the trunk and walking towards the door. "Respect is earned, you prick." you sneered at him before shutting the door behind you.

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Last year. Finally. Nobody could be more excited than the four friends running down the train to their usual compartment.

"I'll become an auror! Fearless, strongest, feared by all the creatures!" shouted Sirius and stopped in front of the compartment. "Sirius Black, the auror. Sounds bloody brilliant." he beamed and looked at his friends.

"First you'll need to pass Herbology." smirked Remus and pushed pass him to open the compartment door.

"Oi! Last year was only one T. I fixed it immediately." he argued back and tried to push pass Remus as he stood right at the door step.

"Why aren't you moving?" wondered James as they both stood there like stone.

"There's a girl." spoke Remus, his eyes turning to James and back at the girl.

"So?" said James.

"She's sleeping." whispered Sirius and glanced at the sleeping girl in the compartment. Her hands under her head, her body covered with her jacket.

James finally pushed through Remus and fell right into the compartment. He turned his head towards the girl and knelt down. "I mean there is still enough space left." he looked up to the boys.

"I'm not sitting in the same compartment as her." spat Peter, crossing his arms over his chest and frowning at the girl.

"What? Why?" asked Remus, lifting an eyebrow at him.

"That's (y/n)(y/l/n). Muggleborn, Syltherin, weird." he replied. "She's always alone, always with a pack of letters in her hands. Spends most of her time in the owlery or library." he continued.

"It's just a compartment Wormy. Its our compartment. I'm meaning to take my last ride to Hogwarts in it just as I did my first. " replied James and sat on the seat in front of her. "Now you can either join me or go find some else a compartment."

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You woke up to the sound of yelling, again. But it wasn't the one you usually wake up, no, it was the one full of laughter and positive vibes. It was something you weren't used to.

Slowly opening your eyes, you now faced three boys in the compartment, throwing jellybeans in their mouth.

The headache was still strong but you managed to sit up and know your surroundings.

"Good afternoon Sleeping Beauty." grinned the boy in black as he saw you slowly get up.

The boy sitting next to you only grinned, his hazel eyes looking at yours before noticing the red mark on your left cheek. Their stares were clear and pitiful and you knew you were not about to deal with this right now.

Without saying a word you grabbed your jacket and your backpack, leaving the compartment of four.

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' One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three Mississippi, four Mississippi, five-'

"Hey. I just-" he tried to speak but as soon as you heard his voice you turned around with a glare and boiled up rage.

"What the hell were you thinkinking, taking that compartment as you saw that it was already taken! If you see someone sleeping you don’t just join in and watch them sleep!" you snapped at him.

"Because-"

"You know what! Just leave me alone!" you didn't bother to give him a chance to speak before storming pass him and hoping to find a seat somewhere else.

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There were laughs coming behind the door. The door that was decorated with yours and your dorm-mate’s drawings since 1st year.

“OH!” you heard a scoff behind the closed door. “You think I won’t do it?” she scoffed once again. “I will show you who can’t eat the whole two boxes of pizza by herself.”

You chuckled after hearing one of your closest friends being too ambitious again. Her mousy blonde hair always put in a tight yet messy ponytail completly matchnig her personality. A tomboy, with amazing taste in music just as in her style. She was the best out of them all. Fun, care-free, self-preserved, ambitious, bright, kind and with a dash of crazy. She was the only one not fraid to show her true colors.

Slightly opening the door, you peeked in the room and all heads turned to you. The girl’s smile turned into a wide beam and she imediatelly ran over to give you a big hug.

“(Y/N)!” she screamed as she walked over and almost knocked off your feet.

“Hey, Max.” you smiled and hugged her back. “Missed you too.”

She pulled away from the hug and her eyebrows immediately furrowed at you. “Where were you in the train?”

“Oh? yeah that...” you avoided her gaze and ran your fingers through your hair. “I wanted to get some rest, you know. ”

She frowned as the words left your lips. She knew about your situation back home and she knew why were you so exhausted all the time but through everything she heard from you she still had hope it would get better for you. “You know you could have always come to my place over the summer. Dear brother moved in with his girlfriend and there is a spare bedroom. “

You smiled at her and gave her another hug. “I would love to but you know I can’t leave my sister. Plus, watching you snog Regulus all summer, please.”

“We wouldn’t be snogging, we would simply just cuddle.” she started to defend herself.

“Oh, cuddle? Does cudling include putting your tounge down his throat?” commented one of your other roomates, her head popping out of the curtains of her own bed.

You chuckled to Max’ sudden change of color on her cheeks, wrapping an arm around her waist and leading her towards your other roomates. “ Come on. I need to tell you about my summer.”

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James was never the kind of guy who overthought about a stranger. The kind of person whose thoughts only revolved about that raging girl he met on the train.

She looked peaceful, so restful and soothing to watch this beautiful girl sleep next to him, pulling in some small snores as she snuggled closer to the jacket.

And he thought it would be okay. That she would wake up, smile at the three boys in the compartment and start befriending him.

It wasn't okay. It was far from okay because as soon as she stood up, showing the red mark across her cheek, he knew it wouldn't be pretty.

It was happening, just like it was happening with Sirius. When he came scratched and bruised the first time he ran away. It was a horrible scene and James felt weak and useless that not a single thing couldn't have been done.

But Sirius was now happy. Stomping proudly before James, chest out, head high and a wide beam stretched across his face. And he did that. James did that.

But you. You couldn't get out of his head. For some odd reason you were able to push Lilly out of his thoughts and now, you were the only person he ever thought about. The only person he seemed to care the next few days.

"Woohoo!" whisteled Sirius, waving his hand in front of James and causing his eyes to flicker back to his. "You in love, Prongs?" he cooed.

"No. It's just that...don't you think about it. About what Wormy said, the red mark on her cheek, the sudden burst of anger..."

"It's not our place to interfere, Prongs." scolded Remus and started buttering his bread. "Besides she has a few friends. Maybe not much but I know the closest one is dating Regulus."

‘Regulus.’

One name and Sirius was gone. At the mention of his brother, Sirius smile quickly faded away. Upset as the name triggered the feeling of betrayal as if he he made a mistake leaving his home. Regulus was his best friend since he was brought to this world and now he has a girlfriend and Sirius is practically the last person to know. It's like he's missing out on so much with Regulus.

Remus noticed that they both were stuck in their own world. James was with his own thoughts as Sirius was with his, but one thing sure made them break from it soon enough.

"James." you spoke confidently through your shyness.

It wasn't normal for you to sound confident because usually your shyness got the best of you but once you had a goal in front of you, confidence was the least of your worries.

He turned around, his eyes turning wide as the sight of the girl who couldn't get out of his head stood in front of him, saying his name. A Slytherin, the ones he despises yet green has never looked better on any other house member.

"Uh-uhm." he blurted out, his tounge tied from the shocking appeareance of the girl who snapped at him few days ago.

Shyness was soon taking over the control of your brain fucntion since the moment his eyes landed on yours. But you shook your head, remembering the goal you set for today.

"I want to appologise for the way I acted on the train. I was childish and having a bad day and the compartment is free to anybody." you forced a laugh, trying to loosen up a bit. " I just don't want to be on bad terms with anyone, especially not because of my bad-temper." you finished and finally looked up at his gaze, which you tried to acoid most of the apology.

He was smiling. The boy was smiling and he kept this look in his eyes. A bit of joy and a bit of mischief but enough to confuse the hell out of you.

“Sooo...” you dragged the word with your voice, swaying your arms along with your feet.

“So.” he smiled at you, nose crinkling and standing up. “ I believe you will be forgiven on Friday ...” he looked up the ceiling, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment before looking back at you. “Around 5pm.”

“ Are you asking me on a date?” you snort.

“ I believe I am. ”

“ Well then. I politely decline your offer because I don’t date.”

“A friendly hang out than.” he winked at you, getting on his feet and taking a few steps forward.

“ James Potter wanting to befriend a Slytherin. Odd.” you teased, narrowing your eyes at him.

“ Imagine how odd it must be to actually ask her on a date, like..” he lifted his left arm, twisting his wrist and looking at the time. “About two minutes ago.”

“ I just came to apologise for my act the other day not to score a date.” you simply stated, his grin seemingly to stretch even wider.

“So I believe that’s a yes?”

Wanting to reply to this foolish boy, you were soon interrupted by a familliar screech coming from afar, causing your gaze immediately to fall on your owl.

“Mail?”

“But it’s supper.” you heard one of his friend behind.

The owl dropped you the mail and Max ran to your side as soon as it landed. Giving her the package, you turned the envelope, reading the first two words in your sister’s handwritting.

‘ (y/n) (y/l/n). ‘ and as soon as your eyes scanned the name you looked up at James, giving him an apologetic look before turning your way towards the exit, your friend following right behind you.

“ Who gets mail on supper?” James heard Sirius wonder with a carrot in his mouth. “ Can’t it wait for the next day.”

“Must be important.” replied Remus, his eyes not bothering to look away from the book laid in front of him.

“ Something is not right.” added James as he continued to watch you leave the Hall.

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As soon as you entered the door, Max behind you quickly locked it and joined you on the bed. “I’m here, don’t worry.” she squeezed your shoulder. “Whenever you’re ready.”

And you ripped it away, your fingers slightly shaking, curious but not wanting to know.

‘ Dear sister,

I’m sorry to tell you this in a letter but I left. I left home, mom, dad and I left you too. I won’t be coming back, I just can’t.

Love, Hannah.

P.S: Don’t go looking for me. ‘

#James Potter #james potter imagine #james potter x reader #Remus Lupin #remus lupin imagine #Sirius Black #sirius black imagine #peter pettigrew #peter pettigrew imagine #the marauders #Marauders #marauders era #sirius black x reader #remus lupin x reader

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syinisuga · 6 years ago

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☆Forbiden Fantasy☆

NamJoonxReader

Warewolf x CEO'sDaughter AU

Genre: Angst→smut→fluff

Word Count: alot of words

Warning: there is angst present in this story so prepare your heartue. The smut in this is kinda extreme rated 21+ and the fluff part is well.... fluff.. lol im sorry i'm not good with the warnings

A/N: so this one was requested by my babygirl and i love her so much!💕 this one is specially for you so hope you and everyone else enjoy this one! Thank you all so so soooo much for all your love and support for my fanfics im so happy!😊

SyiniSuga originals

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"HELP!! aaaahhhhhhhh!! Pllleeasseeee!! Daddyy help me!!!" I was screaming as i ran through a dark forest away from pale skinned, dark red eyed, sharpe fanged and crazy blood hungry zombified vampires known as HellVamps. My five year old legs could only carry me at a certain speed but thanks to my tiny body i was able to squeeze into the gap in between a tree, hiding in it desperately trying to get away from those monsters. They came closer to where i was hiding and it had seemed that they found where i was hiding. I crouched down in the tight gap hugging myself thightly, shutting my eyes as i heard their footsteps creep closer and closer, every sound of twigs and dry leaves cracking and snapping getting louder as they step closer.

I hugged myself tighter burrying my head in my knees in attempt to muffle my terrified cries. The image of my mother being murdered and ripped apart by those monster before my eyes kept replaying in my head. The words; "Run! Get as far away as you can little one!!"

Were the last words my mother let out before being devoured by them. My thoughts were interrupted and extreme fear washed over me when one of them spoke;

"Come out come out you little abomination, we just want to drink all your blood and eat your heart.. trust us it will be over as soon as it starts. We know you're hiding, so you better come out before it gets worse.."

The tone in his voice and his words made my heart beat so fast and intensified my cries. All of a sudden i heard the sound of loud thuds and bones breaking.I covered my ears and squeezed my eyes shut as i screamed out loud in fear at the horryfiying and grousome sounds coming from outside the three trunk where i was hiding.

After a while i could a hear a voice calling out my name and my body was being shaken, the voice all too familiar as i was shook awake.

"Y/N-ah wake up! Stop you're not there anymore! Wake up you're safe. Wake up!"

I shoot up awake on my bed, face messed up with tears and breathing heavily. I take a minute to compose myself before turning to the direction the voice was coming from.

"Hey you okay?" His voice spoke a little low and raspy, one hand rested on my shoulder for reassurance.

"Yeah Joonie i'm fine.. just...you know.."i spoke softly and looked at him with weak eyes thinking of the incident that day.

"If you hadn't passed by that part of the forest and saved me that day... i... would've... been..."

"Sshh~ it's okay Y/N.. dont keep thinking about it.. the important thing is 12 year old me saved your sorry 5 year old ass"

He made a harmless joke in attempt to make you laugh a little and of course it worked. You laughed and hit his hand playfully before shooting back it him.

"Watch your mouth WereWolf Boy, you work for my dad now, not only that you're my bodyguard. Which means i can fire you anytime"

"Woah okay sorry ma'am" he playfully raised his arm up in defeat as you both sat there laughing with each other.

Kim NamJoon. A Hybrid Werewolf. Tall, tanned skin, body well built and muscular, eyes a beautiful dark brown full of light, lips pink and full, hair jet black and smooth and the best part is he has a dimpled smile. Oh how i melt at that gorgeous smile. He was the one who saved me from the HellVamps, eventhough he was only 12 years old at the time he had incredible strenght and speed. He was immedietly taken in by my CEO father, yes a very famous and respected CEO of the City Protection Agency. He trained alot of WereWolves in order to protect the city and all its livings from the dreadfull HellVamps.

Namjoon was trained under the agency seeing that he had an incredible skill and natural born traits. Namjoon and i often spent alot of time with each other during his trainy days. We used play with each other alot, go out to eat, watch a movie at my house, play video games and all that. Joonie and i became really close as we grew up and it became permanant after he finished his training and was appointed as my personal bodyguard by my father.

Joonie became my bestest friend and we've grown up together. But as i grew up to become a little more mature now, i can't help but feel that i have developed feelings for him. Not the kind of feelings you feel when you see your best friend but something more. I loved him. I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life, i wanted to be what you call his mate for life. But as always, there was a problem. Though we co exist in a world with other mythical beings, it was considered an abomination if us mortals and mythicals came together in life. Not because of the relationship itself, but because of the fruit that will be produced in the future. That's right, if a baby was born between a mythical and mortal, it was told to be a great disaster, but no one would tell me why. But of course me being me, i will find a way to make him mine.

Everything was going great,i was happy hanging out with Joonie as asual. Our everdays seemed beautiful as always. But it all changed after that one day after a weekly meeting with my father.

"Hey Joonie wanna go out for ice cream?" I asked excitedly

"No y/n, i can't. I have work to do" to my suprise his answer was cold and blunt. And he used the word miss?

"Huh? Really? Oh.. well okay then.."

I thought it was just that one day, but he proceeded to behave that way. Always ignoring me and behaving really blunt, cold and stern towards me, he would'nt even reply my texts.

Finally i lost it, i could'nt take it anymore. I saw Namjoon walking back to his quaters and it was raining heavily tonight. I ran towards him in the rain, getting soaked completely as i reached him and grabbed his arm from behind causing him to turn around in suprise.

"Miss what are you doing out in the rain you better go inside before you catch a cold" he spoke still sounding blunt but with a hint of concern in his voice.

"Cut the miss bullshit please? Since when do you call me like that, huh? And why are you ignoring me? Why have'nt you replied to any of my texts?" I asked him, maybe sounding a little rude but mostly annoyed.

"Simply because i dont want to" he answered bluntly with a straight face.

My heart started to ache a little at his sharp words.

"W-what do you mean you don't want to?"

"I work for your father y/n, he's my boss and you're his daughter. I'm your bodyguard and that's that. I have to maintain my place and that place is proffesionally" he spoke ever so clearly which made you feel even more hurt.

"W-what?! Did my dad say anything to you about this,huh?" My voice now sounding a little pissed.

"He didn't have to say anything. It's what it's supposed to be. And we shouldn't be like how we were. It's for your own safety" he finished simply.

I couldn't take it anymore, i needed to tell him, i need to let him know now before it's too late.

"Joonie no. I wont allow that. I miss hanging out with you. I miss playing games and being silly with you. I miss making fun of everything and being happy with you. I felt hurt when you started ignoring me, i felt empty, alone, depressed and i started to hate myself. I felt all these things when you started to be cold towards me because i...... i love you Joonie.." i finally got out everything i wanted to say and stood there in the pouring rain, standing in front of him looking at him and awaiting his reply.

"No y/n we can't be like that. You know it's wrong. Its utterly imposible and crazy. Its dangerous not only for you but for others as well. You know that. Just... forget this ever happened go get yourself warm y/n" he sounded so cold,so blunt as he started to walk of. But that didnt stop me, i ran back after him.

"Joonie wait! Please listen to me. We can work something out, i love you i really do... i can't think of anyone else that would take care of me like you do.. please Joonie you mean alot to me and-"

"Don't you hear me?! I will never love you! We can never be together, i don't want to be with you! I see you as my bosse's daughter and nothing more you hear me?!" He yells out and walks away taking huge steps towards his quaters.

I can't believe what just happend.. he just... i couldn't keep myself together anymore. I broke down crying on my knees, rain pouring down on my drenching me completly. I could feel the aching pain spread all throughout my heart and the warm tears flow down my face despite the cold rain. I cried out loud, my cries being muffled slightly by the rain as i pour out all the pain that had been inflicted on my heart by the one guy i loved. Father had warned me long before, he had warned me that should i ever fall for a mythical being it will bring me great pain, almost unbareble.

My thoughts were flying all over the place but was soon interrupted when i felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up thinking it was my father or one of the other Werewolf guards, but to my extreme horror i could only wish it was someone i knew.

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To be continued....

#bts fanfic #bts #bts smut #btsnamjoon #btswerewolf #btsrm

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rosebudmendes · 7 years ago

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Nothing To lose

Author’s Note: I was just scrolling through the ‘13 reasons why’ tag and saw this gif alot and for some reason I got an idea for this dramatic imagine. Personally, I don’t ship Justin with anyone so this is gonna be a clay and justin bromance but feel free to imagine your ideal ship in place of clay.

Warnings: spoilers, suicidal thoughts, drug use, swearing, ptsd/ panic attack,

This is my first writing piece so pls be gentle :)

Do you ever think it is possible to be so far gone, that even the darkness forgets you exsit? The months of living on the streets really affected Justin. Even though his home life was complete garbage, living with an abusive drug dealer and all, he still felt as though he had a purpose. But now he felt like a waste of space, like a mistake. A forgotten worthless piece of shit who was made to rot in the shadows of his demons.

Before being taken under the Jensen’s wing, Jusitn felt invisible. He was severly depressed and would do anything to turn it all off temporarily. Not having any money made it near impossible for Justin to continue supporitng his herorin addiction, which forced him to become creative in the ways he could escape.

Most of the time he was able to convince dealers to cut him some slack, but other times he had to go to unfortunate measures just to make a few bucks. One dark path lead to another, and soon Justin found himself working as a male prostitute in order to stay alive. In high school, Justin promised himself that he would never fall into the path everyone told him was his destiny. He witnessed the affect of drugs on his family, he saw just how dangerous that lifestyle is. But, destiny cannot always be avoided.

Even though Justin was now living with the Jensen’s, he still felt like he was in hiding. Clay tried his very best to make Justin feel welcomed into the family, despite the annoyance of having to share everything with him. Justin truly believed he was accepted too, unfortunatly he couldn’t let go of his past.

The week before Justin was going to give his testimony, he noticed Clay was having a hard time. Although Clay would never would admit this, he was incredibly sad. Because of his mental state he wasn’t eating and was becoming sleep depreived and disconnected from everyone. With all that Clay had gone through these past few months, Justin felt as though he would just become another burden if he mentioned how he was feeling.

“Hey dumbass, are you doing okay?” Justin asked clay while throwing him the gatorade he asked for.

Clay avoided the drink and continued to stare at the blank ceiling. “Just peachy, Justin.”

Justin could tell he didn’t really want to talk about anything, he never did. But Clay was family to Jusitn now, for the first time he felt responsible for someones emotions.

“Clay, you know you can talk to me about this stuff right?” Justin felt stupid asking him such a sensitive question like this. Both of them were pretty reserved people, and never really had an emotional conversation before.

“Damn it Justin, of course I do.”

“Good, I just...I know what its like to be alone and,” Justin felt his throat get tight “well, you aren’t alone in this.”

“God, Justin will you just leave me the fuck alone?! I don’t need to hear another sob story about how hard your life has been without Jessica!” Clay has been having outburts like this for awhile now, and Justin usually doesn’t take them personally. But this time was different. Clay never checks to see if Justin is adjusitng well, nor does he ever notice when he is sturggling. Hell, Clay has been so self-center that he doesn’t even know Justin has been having flashbacks from his past for the past week.

These flashbacks are crippiling for Justin. They usually are triggered by something, and he never can see them coming. Sometimes its a sound that sends him into panic, othertimes its a movie during family movie night. One thing is for sure, when he is having a flashback he forgets where he is, and completly blacks out. Reality becomes a blurr, nothing seems worth it. Now that Clay is being selfish in his own problems, he is all alone once again.

Despite what he wanted, Justin knew he was best to just leave Clay alone. So he decided to go for a walk that night, try and clear his head. As he was walking, someone sped by him and threw out a glass bottle. When the bottle hit the pavement, it shattered instantly. Justins heart began to race, andhis breathing became shallow. He started running. He didn’t know what he was running from but he couldn’t stop. As he sprinted down the road he heard someone shouting “you have nothing to give! You are just a piece of shit on the roadside!” and the rest of the memory came flooding back.

The more he ran, the harder it became for him to breathe. He stopped running, and sat on the curb. He hide his face in his legs, that were drawn tight to his chest. The flashback was from one of the nights he was home at his moms. Her boyfriend was drunk, and started fighting with his mom. Those words weren’t being yelled at Justin, but rather his mom. He did nothing to stop him from shouting at his mom that way. He just let the fight unravel. He blamed himself for any harm she was in. He could have done more, but he didn’t.

After about twenty minutes of the panic attack, Justin was able to stand and continued walking. He was walking to the famous bridge in town. He never went out onto the bridge, but tonight he was ready to make it all stop. He was ready to finish his destiny. He was ready to die.

He walked out onto the ledge, and looked down at the drop. It was bitch black outside but the water was blacker, if that was even possible. He didn’t want to do it. He didn’t want to die, but he didn’t want to keep living the way he had been. He wasn’t getting signs not to jump, so why shouldn’t he go through with it?

He convinced himself that he was too far gone, that this was as worse as it could get, that no one saw purpose in him. He didn’t have Jessica, and tonight confirmed that he didn’t have Clay. Just when he thought he found a home, when he really just found more peple who didn’t reallycare about him. If he jumped, he’d lose nothing. He’d be permanetly forgotten, and no one would need him to come back.

Before going though with it, he set his phone by a tree nearby. He had a note written up already, which was originally a letter for Jessica when he decided to leave town. Whoever found his phone would know the truth. They would know that, according to Jusitn, his purpose was Jessica.

Justin closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and just before he took that step to his future- Clay was calling him. Justin was crying uncontrollably now, thick tears that might as been blood. “Don’t answer it,” he told himself but his actions ignored his command.

“Foley where the hell are you man? Mom wants to talk to you about the trial.” Clay’s voice was deadpan and not sincere at all.

“I’m sorry Clay, I won’t be coming home,” Justin swalloed, “like ever.”

“Justin, I fucking swear if you run away agai-”

“I’m not going to be a problem for you anymore. Goodbye Clay.”

Just before he hung the phone up, Clay screamed at him. “Justin! Don’t do this! Where are you? I will come pick you up!”

“Clay I-”

“Its not your choice Justin!” Justin could hear the door slamming through the phone. Justin took a step off the ledge and screamed at the sky.

When Clay arrived Jusitn was passed out on the road, either from a panic attack or just plain exhaustion. “I’m sorry I didn’t see you were hurting. I’m your brother now, and I care about you.”

Even if Justin wasn’t awake to hear Clay’s compassion, he was given a new purpose that night. His purpose was no longer Jessica, it was to be a loving brother to Clay. Clay realized he was being selfish, and owed it to Justin to be there for him. No matter what because, he is his brother after all. Justin and Clay, both have so much to lose.

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atomicpizzaandoneshots · 7 years ago

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What Happened To Harry Potter? Part (2/2)

Imagine Harry Potter being kicked out of his home the night before the Order of Phoenix comes to get him.

Part 1

Arthur grasped the paper in his hand being running back to the fireplace. Within minutes he was back at Grimland place holding the paper above his head with a large smile on his lips.

“He’s in London!”

Harry Potter sat with his legs propped up on his trunk sitting on what he thought was a bus stop bench but in the few hours he had been sitting there, there had been zero busses to stop there. Harry didn’t care though, it wasn’t like he was going to get on the bust anyway. He had no money and no destination. Harry had nothing but the books and few clothes in his trunk and that was it.

Once the sun started to set Harry had realized how long he had sat there. He thought that maybe he should walk around a bit more or maybe find a safer spot for the night to sleep but his legs hurt so much that even he wanted move he couldn’t force his legs to. Harry had walked several miles, hitchhiked, and did everything he could to get to London. So, he just there and hopped someone with a familiar, nice face would find him.

Mad Eye and Sirius were the ones to split the Order into groups to scour London from top to bottom. Sirius, despite what everyone warned, was to go out with Remus in animagus form in hopes of catching Harry’s scent like a dog (to which Severus snorted to). Mad Eye and Sirius yelled for quite some time before Molly stormed in the main room with a roll of newspaper and proceeded to hit both the men, scolded them about the lost boy in London who could be hurt and was hungry. They immediately stopped and from there spilt the Order into groups that would cover ground and air.

Madeye, Kingsley and Tonks, Bill and Charlie would be the groups in the air.

Remus and Sirius, Arthur and Molly, and lastly Severus (who opted to be on his own saying that being with someone else would distract him), would be on the ground walking the streets.

Molly and Arthur had put Hermione in charge knowing she would follow the rules laid down by Molly and Mad Eye and make sure everyone else followed them, including Fred and George.

And so, the search began.

Harry looked up at the partly cloudy sky and willed for the cloud to move so he could what little stars he could in London, which wasn’t much. Laying on his back with one leg still on the trunk and the there streched out on the bench, Harry looked up to the sky wanting to see the stars. He wanted to look at the night sky and see the stars like he could at Hogwarts or even the Burrow but he couldn’t. He wouldn’t be able to even in the unsure future he had and at this thought tears pricked at his eyes like small needles. All Harry wanted was something familiar, even if it was something as simple as a butterbeer from The Three Broomsticks.

Alone with his thoughts, Harry closed his eyes trying to find something positive in something so dark.

The order had only managed to cover barely half of the overwhelmingly large city before it got too early in the morning. Reclunctly, the order retreated back to 12 Grimmauld Place grim. Molly suggested getting some rest and food in themselves before heading back out the following night. Sirius, however, refused to do anything but argue. He wanted to go back out and search the city head to toe in every nook and cranny no matter the costs if it got his godson back to him. Remus too wanted to argue and continue searching for James’ son but even throughout their childhood, Remus had been the voice of reason and so he sent Sirius marching to his room for rest knowing full well that he wouldn’t sleep but instead pace.

Remus considered slipping Sirius a sleeping drought but when his keen ears only picked up level breathing and a slow heartbeat Remus decided that he didn’t need to drug his dog of a friend and then left for his own bed with worries of his own.

Molly sat up for an hour after retreating back to hers and Arthur's assigned room to cry. She sobbed and voiced her thoughts and worries over the boy. She wanted nothing more than bring him home, to the Burrow, knowing that he needed it, a home and a family, and that it was something she could give him. She cried for the safety of a boy she thought of as a son, who was her son.

For the day following, under the watchful eye of Mad Eye that was, the children were still left in the dark and so began to theorize what was happening and why Harry wasn’t with them yet. Ron thought that maybe the Dursleys has him locked up underneath the the stairs again or chained to his room not allowed to leave ever again.

Hermione thought that maybe something had happened, something more serious, and Harry had hurt himself. She thought that maybe the dementor had hurt him more than what was let on.

Fred and George said that he had been kidnapped by centaurs and the Order was trying to pay the ransom, a golden rabbit's foot that was cut on a rainy Halloween that fell on a Sunday at exactly 3:33 in the morning. It was oddly specific.

Harry Potter, on the other hand, was woken up that morning by an officer shooing him off and towards a homeless shelter saying that he had no reason to be sleeping on public property.

Harry wanted to shout at him and fight back but the depressive state he was falling into rendered him too tired to do anything but nod and apologise. All he wanted was a drink of water and something to eat, no to get arrested. Harry began to wonder how much he could sell his books for seeing as they could be passed off as fictional books. He knew he wouldn’t get more than a few pounds at best but a few was better than none.

Harry decided that if no one came today, then no one would come at all. He decided that tomorrow he would find a shop to sell his books and maybe even his robes in hopes for enough pounds for some water and food. He might even try and the shelter the office rattled on about.

As he walked along the streets in a haze, Harry began to plan what his next steps were. Harry Potter was now officially alone without a place to even call home.

Sirius Black was an impatience man to say the least. He paced the length of the kitchen with coffee in hand asking when they were to go back out and search for his godson. Most of the order ignored him after the fifth question and ate their food before changing into clothes more subtly for searching for their lost chosen one.

“Sirius,” Remus stood abruptly in front of the black haired man with a hard look. “Stop. Sit and eat your eggs or I will be going tonight by myself and you will be babysitting.”

“You can’t make that decision. I’m going to look for our godson, Remus. I’m going to look for the boy I promised a home but instead he’s gone and in danger.”

“Harry will be fine if not a little sore but he is fine.”

“How do you know that? How do we know he’s not in the hands of You-Know-Who right now!”

“Because if he was, Harry would be dead and the wizarding world as we knew it would be completly different. Harry Potter is alive and well but will not be if you don’t end this right now.”

“I’m going to look for Harry and no one is going to stand in my way.” Sirius may have sounded threatening but the man in question still sat down and began to hastily eat his eggs. Remus smiled knowing he won that battle.

Harry was still walking around aimlessly when the sun had set and the moon popped out to say hello for the night. As it was a Monday night, or so he assumed, it wasn’t as busy as the night before. Harry just continued to walk without thought or purpose thinking that maybe, just maybe, someone would be looking for him. His legs wobbled with exhaustion and his whole hand ached with pain from having gripped and dragged the weight of his trunk all over London for the past how many days he was out there. Harry was done. He was alone and done.

The groups parted ways once more that night with the unspoken task of finding Harry Potter. If they didn’t find him tonight tomorrow they would send word to Albus informing him of the boys absence and possible kidnapping. Before he was even out the door of Grimmauld Place, Sirius was already sniffing out the boy. Even with all the people at came and went through these streets he knew that he would be able to find Harry’s scent no matter what came threw.

It wasn’t until after they passed a posh looking cafe in the heart of the city that Sirius caught a faint whiff of his godsons scent. Stopping abruptly causing Remus to almost fall face first into the sidewalk Sirius sniffed and sniffed again and then once more to be sure that this was his godson and sure enough it was. Sirius barked and jumped all of Remus who could only gather that Sirius had found something.

Sending a quick spark into the sky, after making sure no one was watching, he set off after Sirius who was already down the street, his tail wagging.

Kingsley was the first to see the spark before speeding off towards it with Mad Eye and Tonks on his tail.

Molly and Arthur were only a few streets away when they saw it and smiled to each other widely before taking off as fast as they could towards the source.

Severus continued to search from his spot instead of rushing over knowing that the boy wouldn’t have been there for quite sometimes if he had kept moving.

Bill and Charlie didn’t even see the spark as they were too wrapped up in watching a muggle fix the subs in the back of their car.

Harry Potter had found his way into a local park before his legs decided they couldn’t take anymore walking. Leaning against a tree he sat his trunk down beside him and stared out into the open space of the park before slightly dozing off. A sudden bark of a dog shook him awake nearly scaring the pants off of him. The bark sounded again but this time closer. Harry thought that maybe it was some on playing with the dog or was out for a run but he didn’t know what to think. His mind was far too foggy for anything to make sense. And so Harry Potter slipped into a deep slumber that even the dead wished for.

Sirius had found Harry’s scent, much stronger this time, at a bus stop bench and then continued on to only find it much stronger as he went on. Running past Arthur and Molly, who questioned Remus on what was happening, and soon found his way to a park a few miles from the bench. Running into the park Sirius was distracted by a squirrel who ran past him causing him to growl and ready to lung at the rodent when -

“Sirius no!” Remus breathed heavily and furrowed his eyebrows at his old friend in front of him. Even if he wasn’t a real dog he sure acted like one.

“Remus look!” His head whipped around to Molly to find her point at something, a figure, in the distance of the park. Sirius perked up and stared for a moment before taking off full speed towards it. Remus, Arthur, and Molly took as off well, not as speedy as Sirius but enough to get there to find Harry Potter laying on the ground propped up against a tree. He appeared to be sleeping with Sirius now laying in his lap letting out small whines.

While Molly began to fuss over the boy Remus raised his wand a fire another spark into the sky before motioning to Arthur to pick the boy up carefully not wanting to wake him from his sleep knowing the boy needed it.

For the rest of the night and into the morning Harry slept on the cot given to him with Sirius, still in animagus form, slept at the foot of his bed making sure nothing or no one came into the room unwanted. Dadfoot Padfoot made a promise silently to himself that he would give Harry Potter the best damn home and best damn family he could ever ask for.

okay so the ended was a bit rushed and I may take it down and rewrite it later so let me know what you guys think

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