#I think I need a second to process this
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I knew Caleb’s storyline was going to be dark but HOLY SHIT. I am shook??? He’s so yandere. This man is POSSESSIVE and OBSESSIVE over MC. Definitely not the Caleb before the blast. I personally have always had a soft spot for morally grey characters. Like Guy Fawkes from V for Vendetta, Jin Sakai and Vincenzo are some of my favorite characters of all time. But I’m still reeling from the new main story chapters. Ngl he’s was scarryyyyyy. The trailers hinted at some more darker themes but WOWWW. I’m kind of impressed that infold delved straight into a true yandere trope. I love myself a good dark romance, so I’m interested to see how this plays out and how Caleb’s storyline will advance. But my guy is unhingedddd.
edit: I MEANT V FROM V FOR VENDETTA
#I think I need a second to process this#He’s a true yandere that’s for sure#He’s everything I thought sylus would be#caleb love and deepspace#caleb#love and deepspace caleb#valynyaps
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dungeon lord marcille ft. timelapse
#marcille#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#my art#thought it would be fun to upload a process vid teehee#love the 0.2 seconds where i tried the pink color scheme & then immediately abandoned it#i still =kind of like it but i think id need to lean harder into the orange rim light#and i really wanted to keep her bloodstained feet bc thts why i drew this. TBH!@!! i love that aspect of her design so much#and her cowl.^__^ <3 sooo cute. I CANT BELIEVE PPL IN UNIVERSE THINK ITS UGLY AND WEIRD .??? DIEEE#also srries for starting the recording late . i dont have it auto checked bc of storage n i always FORGET!!!!!!#until its too l;ate but whtevers i actually kind oif remembered this time
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My sun 😔🤲🏼
#fuck my lifd#i- if i think about him for more than 5 seconds ill die because i remember why i love him#GOSH WHAT A GREAT CHARACTER#in the process destroying himself too.....#THIS PICTURE IS CALLED “goodbye one for all” ON PINTEREST I CANT KEEP DOING THIS#EVEN THAT#EVEN THE FACT THAT HE SAID GOODBYE TO THYA POWER#THAT BEAUTIFUL AMAZING POWER#ARGHH THE THING HES DOING NOW#AND HE DIDN'T EVEN STOP HERE#GOSHHHH TOSHINORI 👹👹👹👹👹👹#he needs more fans jeez#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#toshinori yagi#all might
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THE HEART KILLERS (2024) episode three
#the heart killers#thkedit#kantbison#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#may.gifs#the third- and second-to-last gifs are everything to me#where he hears what bison says. processes it. picks a strategy#you can Watch the...reluctance? frustration? trepidation? and then it all gets wiped away before he turns to look back at bison#like this is thee moment to me. where he considers the options and decides he doesn't actually have any#other than to throw himself in completely. and by god does he#also thinking about bison moving to stand behind kant#which i read as a self-protective measure on his part: kant can't see his face and he doesn't have to look directly at kant's#but from kant's perspective it's also dangerous....#and of course it means he can't see the journey kant goes on that is so dear to me <3#this scene was bafflingly difficult to color i don't understand it at all#but sometimes if there are seventeen layers in there you gotta admit that you are not actually improving the situation. we move!#gifs Huge but i did in fact need every frame of kant's expressions....
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A thought: Stan wasn't a booksmart kid, but he was great at reasoning. Meaning, he wouldn't understand the usual explanations or memorize definitions, because they're just a bunch of words put together. However, some things just seemed to click for whatever reason or they would just make sense all of a sudden when he gave them some thought on his own.
This is: Stan at an art history class.
“Stanley?” “Yeah?”
“Do you think you can tell me the answer?”
“I…” I don't think I could even if I knew what you're talking about. “I didn't get the question, sorry.”
“I asked, anyone knows why art movements occur? Why does art change?”
“I mean…” Don't embarrass yourself any further. They're already laughing. “No, nothing.”
“Come on, say it.”
“No, it's stupid. I don't know.”
“Stanley, I've heard a lot of different things over the years. I doubt anything you say will be stupid.”
“Well, I'm a box of surprises, what can I say.” That's it, make them laugh at your jokes, not at you.
“I insist. Go ahead, please.”
“Fine. I mean, the way I see it, it's pretty simple, isn't it? Their parents and grandparents do things a certain way, and doing the same is just more of the same boring stuff. After a while it becomes like... imposing? And art isn't meant to be imposed, 'cause there's the fun in that? So they create something new, something that will make them stand out and as different as possible from what they know. A new style of art, or writing, or… I don't know, architecture? Whatever it is to make them free.”
“…”
“Or, I don't know, maybe they are just petty. I don't know.”
“No, Stanley, you're right. That's a perfect way of explaining it.”
“… it is?”
“Yes. Art evolves because it's creation, and creation is a living thing. Just like you kids don't dress like your parents did because you find it outdated and not personal enough, right? Art evolves because people do.”
“Right.”
“That was a brilliant explanation Stanley, congratulations.”
“T-thank you.”
Stan is wide-eyed as the teacher continues explaining something. He's awoken by his brother's elbow on his side. When he turns, Ford's eyes are shining.
“Stanley, that was amazing! You nailed it!”
“I… did?”
“Yes! She said you did great! No one was laughing, they were so impressed. And so am I, that was incredible!”
“Silence over there.”
“Sorry, miss.”
Stan feels so happy that when he goes home and Stanford tells their parents about him leaving the whole class speechless with his answer, he can't stop smiling. Not even when his father mutters something about it being a stupid art class and not something actually important. He doesn't care. His brother is impressed! What the hell!
#this is such a small thing but i genuinely think this is how stan operates#he doesn't have the ability to memorize things by heart#but the moment everything clicks he can improvise all kinds of explanations because now he understands#but he NEEDS to understand it otherwise he is absolutely lost#ford on the other hand he understands almost everything the first time he hears an explanation#because he can memorize every word and process them at high speed#but he can only explain things the same way he learns them because he never needed to give them a second thought#which then manifests into his habit of explaining things in very technical terms even of the other person doesn't understand#ford memorizes: stan rationalizes#i hope i made myself clear lol this turned into a big paragraph#gravity falls#stan twins#stanley pines#stanford pines#my silly little headcanons#hells originals
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It's actually so hilariously hypocritical of Zuko to scoff at Aang when he talks about not taking revenge and not wanting to kill, when he went out of the way to try to save Zhao right after the man nearly succeeded in killing him. And also spared Zhao's life during their little Agni Kai. He repeatedly refused revenge and murder. I hope Aang finds out about it one day and gets his ass.
It honestly almost seems like he became MORE pro murder post-redemption, which is funny, but it's more like he'a pro righteous murder as long as someone else does it. Not him.
Notably he's all "Aang you have to kill my dad" but he didn't actually kill Ozai when he had the opportunity. He's all "it's the Avatar's destiny!" but come on. that was an excuse. He just didn't want to do it. Which is understandable, even though he knows Ozai deserves it, it would still be extremely traumatic for him to kill his father. So he passes it off to Aang. And then berates Aang for not wanting to kill his dad, the exact thing he didn't want to do, like a loser.
And fittingly, only time he seriously tries to murder someone was when he hired Combustion Man to kill Aang in peak desperation and even that was "someone else should do it. I don't have to be there or think about it. I didn't technically kill him someone else did"
(You can also argue that him being so passionate about helping with the righteous murder of people who were agents of the genocide is driven by a sense of guilt too, which is why he's so extra about it. It probably is. On top of that, I think he very much dragged his own mom issues into helping Katara specifically)
So yeah I also hope Aang finds out about his opportunity to kill his dad and roasts him like he deserves. Man who says murder is okay really means "it's okay if you do it".
#you can tell i just watched the southern raiders ep#zuko is such a disaster we need to study him#avatar the last airbender#zuko#aang#i do enjoy that like...the way he mocks aang about “air temple preschool” is horrible considering you know. your family killed them all.#but it's also shows he's not going to conveniently expunge all fire nation attitudes from his brain the second he switches sides#he's not used to thinking about what happened to the airbenders or grasping it. it's been considered 'unimportant' his whole life.#so I doubt he even considered what his words mean there. he just still has that impulse to be a jerk.#i'm mostly having thoughts on zuko this watch I notice. but Katara was so interesting in this ep too.#the way she and sokka process grief differently and don't seem to quite understand each other about that is so interesting.#it's nice to imagine them actually talking about that one day
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↠ Tim & Lucy scenes ↳ 5x10 - The List
#jesuis assez edits: Chenford#jesuis assez edits: Chenford scenes#Tim was so nervous#When they reached their second date.. They were in their element. It was more them as opposed to the fancy setting.#He could breathe with ease. Just be there in the moment with her. They could just be them. Just Tim and Lucy.#He could melt into her the way he always does.#Whether that be in the form of a kiss / hug or a touch of any means.#or even gaze at her intently the way he did here in this scene [ok the whole episode. ] [ok just about every time he looks at her]#Even touching her with his fingertips brushing over her skin \ hearing her voice \ a single look that#communicates what words cannot say is enough to quieten the anxiety.#or the emotional storm raging within Tim. Even for a fleeting moment as they have done so before.#Tim has this way of giving Lucy his full and undivided attention. Listening to her attentively. He takes in every word she says to him#Hanging onto every word and holding a space for those words in the doorways of his mind. and allowing her influence to wash over him.#Because he values her opinion just as much as she values his. So when she expressed a [need] for him to reset his expectations#he switched on instantly to meet that need. He too wants for them to take their time and explore this slowly.#They're on mutual ground with this and maybe it's something Tim didn't realise he wanted until Lucy voiced it.#The way he begins to process what she is wanting from the relationship right now and needing from him#and how it sinks in that he wants that too#I think Tim could've been content to sit in silence with her all night despite the nerves bubbling up inside of him.#Just completely content with beaming at her all night. Content to admire her through tender eyes.
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Ash via Perola Navarro's IG Story
#yes i accidentally screamed when i clicked on this we really don't need to talk about it#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#other ig#kh4f post#he is just sooooooo#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 👹👹👹👹👹🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️😭😭😀😀🥰🤩🥲😘🤪🫠💅🏻#so that's that on that#he sure has a face#it definitely has lips#and a chin that sure has a dimple#that's the last tag actually I can't do this actually#have i mentioned yet today that i got like 2 hours of sleep last night lmao#so I'm definitely in the right place to process this#godddddddd#i think in the name of self care i need to commit myself to writing again these feelings need to go somewhere jfc 💆🏻♀️
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#I really hope 2025 is the year that I can let go of and leave behind all the people that fucking ruined and took advantage of me#and that I don’t even think about them anymore. I just want this shit to stop haunting me.#she doesn’t give a fuck about me and never did. but it still fucking hurts.#and I just keep ripping old wounds open because I’m always thinking about her but I know I don’t even cross her mind#especially not with how easily she just fucking discarded me once I’d served my purpose to her.#fucking almost 10 goddamn years literally fucking thrown away and looking back I realize all the shit I should’ve left over before#and just let her ruin her own life instead of taking me along for the ride and fucking me and my life up more in the process#I hope she fucking rots. I hope BOTH of them fucking rot actually. I fucking hate them for what they did#lying to me so id move in with them and then pulling all the shit they did so I’d stay only long enough to be beneficial for them.#fucking entitled cunts. fuck.#at least I’ve found a new bestie that isn’t a fucking asshole to replace the one that was#I’m so thankful for her but still so angry and upset with how I was tossed aside by the old one because of her insecure ass fucking fiancée#ugh. anyways. I’m gonna shut up now.#I just needed to vent for a second. I’m hoping this helps me detach more and leave that shit behind.
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when will Catholic Instagram influencers realize they can’t “sis you are infinitely worthy” their way out of everything
#laksksksksjsjsj so sorry I’m back on my criticizing the Catholic social media influencer culture again#but damn do they ever let a thought breathe and exist for one second#(Anne Marie thecatholichypewoman don’t listen to this you’ll make a reel about letting our thoughts just ✨breathe✨ sometimes)#but like actually. the reels are turning cannibalistic#every thought and half-emotion is endlessly dissected to point to the Great Conclusion#and it’s like girl. yes God loves us just as we are. flaws and all.#but when you’ve said it once why are you not just repeating it to yourself as needed and/or saying it to your friends#WHEN APPROPRIATE#why are you trying to teach at every opportunity#as someone also cursed with the desire to teach you know where that instinct belongs????#A CLASSROOM#as my siblings remind me daily#anyway like. sorry it is so upsetting to me because I think a lot of hearts are in the right place!#though where money is involved I WILL be cynical#but also like. you can’t make the pain go away through endless processing/rationalizing#yes God speaks in the silence. so let Him speak! why are we trying to speak for Him at every opportunity#ANYWAY GO TO BED MARIA CHALLENGE#I am doing what they’re doing BUT TO THEM SO It’s NO BETTER BUT——-#S TILL#when will they REST
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been thinking a lot about Dakota and autonomy and heroism lately
#he arts#dakota#So . It’s like the thing abt dakota and the Dr is that despite the medical malpractice . Despite everything . He doesn’t see it that way#And most people around him also don’t see it that way . In part I think beacuse his friends jsut want THIER friend to be#Alive and ok. And if that’s what it took to do that then ok. And then also there’s so little people !! In pd !! With normal senses of what#Autonomy is and control is because a lot of being a hero = needing to give that up. Cause u need to be able to put urself second or last#If u can save someoneelse. that’s part of the job description . So no one will ever really look at that much harder than maybe they should#But from dakotas pov i think that’s fascinating beacuse this event MASSIVLY Changed and shaped who he is . So jsut ! Idk it’s complicated#I think 21-22 are really intresting eps for that reason and to me it his descicion to go under surgery again despite obviously also being#Terrified of it but this time with William is jsut a really cool charcter desciion made and also to me always felt a bit like#Reclamation In a way I can’t fully explain. Like look here’s this thing that happend to me that I still haven’t fully processed#Here’s one way I can make myself into my own hero . Here’s how I can be someone who i needed when I was a kid#jrwi pd#SIGHSANYWYAS#idk if I should tag this as gore maybe !? Probaly#tw blood#Tw gore#<- I’d rather be safe than sorry idk if there��s a better tag I shoulda used but
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okay. collection of disparate thoughts on the good hal/bad hal thing:
-> I get, mechanically, why they went for it as a creative decision. I can buy the hal we see in the cutler flashbacks and the hal we see in the present day as being the same person because they're separated by sixty years, people change with time, but clearly what they wanted was for hal to go full villain mode in the last episode, and simply making him have a breakdown and do a heel turn on his personality wouldn't make sense. and like, last episode evil!hal is really fun, he's a smug villain who does dance numbers and is blunt enough to deliver the show's thesis as parting wisdom, I see the reasoning.
-> but I'm not sure how much of that was planned from hal's introduction? he says things like "I've been so many people" and "you've got the wrong man, I'm not him anymore," but it always reads as more metaphorical until s5. hal always says "me" when referring to his Evil Self, up until the middle of s5 where he starts saying "him."
-> and because (in my opinion) this element was added for a mechanical function, it overwrites thematic ground we've already covered before. when george split his monstrosity off from himself and called the wolf "it," that was a problem he had to overcome; when mitchell tried to deny his own agency and say he wasn't in control when he hurt people, that was a flaw that got corrected. then in hal's case they flip the script and say it really isn't him who does the atrocities. they try to work around it a bit, having good!hal kill someone and feed in secret so he does have things he's responsible for that lead into the change, but it still feels weird.
-> I also get where this comes from, metaphorically. there is a trend in sci fi/fantasy of portraying addict characters with this sort of jekyll-and-hyde dualism, literalizing internal struggles and the way people change while under the influence of mood altering substances, you find shades of it as far back as medieval morality plays where an everyman's vices and virtues manifest into physical form to duke it out. I don't love it, but I see where the emotional core of it comes from, and I also think it works best when (like with jekyll and hyde) the story comes to the conclusion that the two aspects aren't ultimately different people, and that's not really what they do with hal. unless...
-> how different are good hal and bad hal, anyway? obviously their moral codes are different, but are they different people or two aspects of the same person? bad hal isn't a neat freak, but he shares good hal's passion for vintage showtunes and werewolves who visibly want to do him harm. he's genuinely distraught when lady catherine dies, he keeps up appearances with lady mary for 250 years, young leo gets right under his skin, and he was willing to let let tom and alex have a nice send off from him. and, as should probably go without saying, good hal can also be a bastard, too. he almost attacks people several times, he says awful things to tom, he recruits ian and hides it, he kills larry and hides it, he feeds and hides it even when directly asked, etc. if the show had had one more season, I think the obvious next step for this arc would be bad hal joining the gang and everyone realizing that he's still just hal. this isn't a stranger, their friend hasn't died, this is the same man they've been living with for months and he still thinks the lute is the coolest of all medieval stringed instruments. the only real difference is that now he's decided to stop trying, but he's perfectly capable of changing his mind back.
-> what actually is his deal? what, specifically, is the good hal/bad hal thing? other vampires don't do that, other old ones aren't like that, the closest another character comes is herrick's whole amnesia arc but that was because he came back from the dead. I've seen other people go through and track how hal does actually show a good number of symptoms of a dissociative disorder (traumatic early childhood, out-of-body experiences, some amount of amnesia, etc.), but given that he says he feels like "both" and "neither" of himself when the devil tricks them all into thinking they've been un-cursed, I think we're supposed to read it as something supernatural. the best headcanon I've got is it is a dissociative disorder but hal thinks it's supernatural so the devil took it away as part of the whole too-good-to-be-true thing, but I don't think that was the intention and the show leaves it super unclear, they just drop it in and expect us to roll with it.
#I think five seasons was as long as this show needed to be but I do kinda wish they'd gotten like. a last ninety minute wrap up special.#there are just enough unfinished threads in the second trio's arcs that I want to reach through the screen and tie them up myself#the bad hal stuff as mentioned above#the gang processing their absolute mess of miscommunication that went so badly that it summoned The Devil From The Bible#tom's 'I've killed loads of vampires. it don't change ya.' from the penultimate episode really feels like it needs to be addressed#as a parallel backslide from the ideal of humanity#alex's unfinished business. ik the webseries had her deciding it must be to defeat the devil#but that wasn't in the main show and it's still left hanging from the last we see.#let me go back in time and petition the bbc for a wrap up special or a half-season. I could pitch them my musical episode.#being human#marina marvels at life
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It's so funny editing the last few chapters of my first draft because it's so obvious I was rushing to get to the end. Take a look at the difference between my first attempt and my second draft.
First draft
It took several minutes for my morning haziness to wear off the next morning. I was dressed and ready, waiting for Maya. Then I remembered what she had done and that she was not coming. I was almost late to class. Catalina pulled me aside after class to update me. She said there was not much her mother could do since we were attacked outside of school, but she was going to announce later that we are all to stay on campus for the time being.
Second draft below cut
Maya did not show up to my room the next morning. I did not wait for her. Dressing was harder than ever with only one completely functional hand. I struggled with buttons and tying up my hair, and the strain I put on my hand worsened the pain so badly I had to stop multiple times. It took almost the entire morning to ready myself, but I could not rely on my attendant. Not anymore. I pushed Maya to the back of my mind on my way to class, having decided the night before that the best course of action was to discuss this issue with Madame Spiritwalker. As the highest authority figure in our clan, she had the right to know. I trusted her to make a decision that deep down I knew I could not. A month with Maya as my attendant made me emotionally involved, and that was the last thing a Spiritwalker needed. My mother taught me how to be just. I did not want her to see how I fell short of that quality in this situation. By the time I made it to the hallway, classroom doors were already slamming shut. Catalina waited outside one of them, her concern placed elsewhere. She frantically glanced around the hallway, visibly letting out a breath when she saw me. When I came close, she pulled me off to the side with her. “Are you alright? I’ve been waiting for you all morning.” She was thinking about last evening. I knew because I was too. Placing Maya out of my thoughts left room to be filled, and the knowledge that someone tried to kill me demanded that space. I realized that in the chaos of the event, I never did get to tell everyone that I was alright. I reassured Catalina then, making sure she knew my lateness was about my hand, not the attack. The bell rang mid-sentence, but from her softening features I knew she understood. “I wanted to tell you,” she hurried, “that my mother said since the attack happened off campus there is nothing she can do, but she is going to address it.”
Spiritwalker taglist (ask to be added or removed): @the-golden-comet @pixies-love-envy
#it genuinely took me hours to write the second version#i still think it needs work but maybe i'm extra critical because it's my own writing#spiritwalker wip#wip#writeblr#writers on tumblr#creative writing#my writing#writing process#writing snippet#wip snippet#original writing#writers thoughts#writing things#writerslife#fantasy writing#fantasy
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I just realized that Yaz was supposed to be a red herring in the third episode.
They probably would have advertised it in weekly format as her being a spy (like we hadn't just seen Sammy sneaking around in the prior episode)...she's over there writing in her notebook, not hanging out with everyone, she was complaining in the first episode about not being able to keep her phone, she's bullying Sammy and hates being around people, didn't want to be filmed...girl was being set up!
#if they'd had the episode beforehand I wonder if it would have further set her up#had the whole original episode three revolve around a “who's the spy?” mystery with no definite answer#maybe set up brooklynn in the third episode and then have her step out as a shadowy figure walks out into the woods#but when they cut that ep out because they didn't need Main Character Cameos they also dropped the whodunnit aspect#but the ELEMENTS ARE THERE#jwcc#camp cretaceous#the cattle drive#maybe the kids get suckered into it and I'm just too old#maybe I didn't have time to process#maybe you're supposed to think Sammy's the spy in the second and then realize in the third that it's Yaz#only for THE TWIST
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i really need to take a stab at writing a kanera first kiss fic
#i have a couple ideas about how i think it could've happened#but it's strange. idk that i've ever had a thought about their first kiss that has felt 100% right#like i def think hera made the first move (bc i think kanan would've backed off once he knew hera wasn't looking for a relationship)#but was it a slow quiet thing? like sitting in the cockpit or around the dejarik table one night?#and she looks up and realizes she wants to kiss him?#or was it a heat of the moment sudden thing?#or a rushed 'accident'? where she just kind of does it and then realizes as she pulls away?#and maybe runs off bc what does she do with these feelings? (she just needs a second to process and figure out if she's all in)#regardless of how it goes down. they're young and in love and they definitely have the mushiest sickeningly sweet honeymoon phase#kanera#swr
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Here's the back panel of the christmas cardigan! well. part of it anyway, needle isn't long enough to lay it out flat haha
#other#t talks#knitting#i think. it looked better in my head.#or maybe im just second guessing the process n just need to wait till its blocked to fully see it#maybe even need to wait till i attach the front n back panels to judge it.#we shall see regardless. if i dont like the end product then my sister shall receive a gift 😌☝️
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