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mentallyillmindmeld · 2 months ago
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What I think: AOS Spirk are caught in some very destructive mindsets. They are young, they are dangerous, they are good but they don’t know how to channel that yet. Emphasis on the “young”! There are no simple terms to describe them, they are so complicated.
What I say: they fuck NASTY.
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bnnywngs · 8 months ago
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Shoyo is a famous actor/model, he's currently everywhere from the current popular drama airing prime time, to that big billboard in the city, he's also in some magazines covers and has a million followers on his sns.
He's also pretty infamous for his coming out during a live show earlier in his career, and his refusal to act in stereotypes/prejudiced works, and for calling out homophobic acts, talks and people.
Because of that, he's celebrated between the lgbt community in Japan, and his fans are not only loyal, but fiercely protective and active in protests online or in person, for many things - either lgbt, feminist, or just to get a better access for wheelchairs in the subway.
But recently, after years saying he was single, he came out saying he had a lover who was neither an actor or a model, but wasn't unknown. He didn't want to say who it was because it could be bad for them, as Japan still has a long way to go to accept lgbt couples.
People respected that, but not the paparazzi, as always, so they relentlessly followed Shoyo, who kept going from work to home, and home to work, with a few outings with his friends and colleagues, so the photographers were getting anxious and restless.
It all came down to one letter.
Every Christmas Shoyo sends a custom postcard to his parents and his sister (who's a famous volleyball player now in Turkey) before going back home for new years (if he didn't have anything in his schedule), and this year he decided to get a picture of him and his boyfriend in a Christmas setting as his postcard.
But it was intercepted by one of the paparazzi.
Shoyo's boyfriend was none other than number 1 japanese streamer kodzuken! It was a cute little postcard with a picture of both of them sitting in front of a big and full of ornaments Christmas tree, with matching sweaters and doing a heart with their hands together.
The leak was soon everywhere and Shoyo's radio interview was cancelled that day, together with all his schedule, so they could do a somewhat damage control and to write a handwritten letter to his fans not only explaining everything, but criticizing those who stole his family letter.
The truth was: Shoyo and kodzuken met each other in highschool, when they both played volleyball in their respective schools, and started a relationship early on, that kept going for years and years, both their families knew about it and accepted it, Shoyo's family loved Kenma and treated him as another member of the family, and kodzuken's parents are always inviting Shoyo to have family dinner with them and even going out together without kodzuken.
kodzuken just did a small update stream a week or so later, saying almost the exact same thing as Shoyo's letter, and also criticizing those who make money over these kinds of scandals, and that they wanted to come out some day as a couple but in their own terms and not like this - as kodzuken wasn't even out of the closet for his fans.
As the media was letting go of this and the fans were calming down (Shoyo's fans being more open and receptive of their relationship), a magazine with them at the cover was released, with a long interview where they shared one single picture of their teenage years, where they went a bit more deep into their relationship and why they gave up volleyball after highschool.
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theygender · 14 days ago
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Having a dermatologist-prescribed skincare routine after never really doing anything with my face for my entire life is so funny. Like did you guys know you can use more than one product on your face? Potentially even as often as once or twice a day? I feel like one of those cishet men being introduced to the concept of a wash rag
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mer-se · 3 days ago
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So much of anxiety is living in both the past and future and not being present so, I’m trying to make a conscious effort to stay in the present from now on because I literally don’t actually exist anywhere else. so whats that matter - we just have right now. Constant worrying doesn’t actually alter anything. If bad, shitty stressful things are going to happen they will, there’s no control in that. Just have to live. Just have to continue, adapt and do the best you can in the moment you’re actually fucking in and keep going. Gotta go through bad stuff to get to the cool shit. There’s always good stuff coming. Either way you gotta just keep going.
so presently I’m standing in my kitchen and it’s crazy foggy outside. I have the worlds most precious cat at my feet and i’m eating warmed homemade coffee cake.
#I also popped a b12 so that helps everything#my sleep schedules been really good lately too#I get up early and I'm busy until late so trying to slow my thoughts down to what's going on right in front of me#l tell everyone else to do that but don't always follow it myself because u know#the Disorders#haven't rly had my late night decompression I love but that's ok#I have that now in the morning for the moment#when I woke up my bedroom window was wide open and it felt and smelled like fall#felt cleansed and when I saw the fog immediately wanted to go to this little town near the beach that looks incredible foggy#but didn’t#went and made breakfast and lunches stupid early and been having a slow day since#I'm always fast and 5 steps ahead and I'm gonna ya know try not to do that anymore#I recognize that’s a survival instinct to be hypervigilant all the time I’ve been that way since childhood#and pair that with the last couple years health weirdness it's been a lot mentally#l've actually been thinking about checking out therapy especially for my ocd#I've gotten a handle on certain things but that's one thing that I still struggle with#especially because it latches onto real stressors and it can be a personal nightmare honestly#but with the right tools and time can get there#a therapist overall is probably a good idea too everyone needs one honestly lol#not me usually because I'm my own best therapist but maybe that's my problem#either way I'm a strong bitch it'll be fine#what’ll be will be#gonna drop the need for control on things I can't control and yeah! that's it#gonna look out the window about it#and take things as they come#and do scary and new shit#and push myself but also remember to be gentle with myself#and I'm gonna try not to be mean to anyone at work today but I can't make any promises#this coffee cake is the best thing in the world i'm sry you don't have it in your mouth too#wrote this hours ago but sentiment still stands and I haven’t been mean yet but there’s still time
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i-havenothingelsetopost · 5 months ago
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genuine question, do you like maths?? i have a vague feeling i saw your post of tags or something that said something about it but i cannot figure out if it was in fact you or if it was even positive ahahah
Yeah that was me! I don't go looking for math problems, but when I happen to do them, I tend to enjoy it. Wasn't always this way — elementary school math was about speed and memorization and I hated that — but I had a really good teacher in upper secondary school, and it became about creative problem solving. It feels the same as writing a poem in meter or managing to untangle a really bad knot in a ball of yarn.
#i can't do math in my head or memorize formulas#and i'm not precise‚ which is bad for questions that are only numbers. like. 5+6=? type of stuff#because if all you need to is write the final answer‚ then if that answer is wrong‚ youve failed. don't get the points for the exam question#but! upper secondary school math! my beloved! (specifically lyhyt matikka‚ idk what pitkä is like)#there's a book that has all the formulas in it and you can use it and look them up even during exams. no memorization#it doesn't explain *how* the formulas are used but still#and there was more time than there ever was in my previous schools. and finishing fast did not mean you were better. i could take my time#and there were so many... worded questions? like instead of pure numbers they present the problem to you in words. phrases. prose#here is a situation. solve it#and you get to choose HOW to solve it#sometimes i could not remember how a formula worked‚ or hadn't quite figured out a recently taught technique yet#and i just. figured out a different way to solve the problem#can't remember the answer to 5x8? let's count 5+5+5+5+5+5+5+5 instead#38/7? lets draw 38 little balls in the margin and separate them into groups of 7 and see how many there are and how many strays get left out#like that but applied to lots of stuff#and it was enougj! it was fine! it was a valid way to solve it! i got the right answer!#unless i messed something up! a + turned into a - by accident somewhere in the middle of the equation#but! part of this level of math was that it was encouraged to write our whole thought process down#and i‚ unable to do it off the paper anyway#i wrote down ALL OF IT#and the teacher saw where i went wrong and that it was little precision things but that i had the techniques down and#i still got most of the points for those questions instead of losing everything because of an incorrect number at the end#these differences have meant everything#math is puzzles. puzzles can be fun#some of my first memories of math class are of me sobbing under my desk#i cried a few tears in all my matriculation exams too‚ even for my favourite subjects. but not math#one of the most important questions was a geometry one. i shine in that area#i grinned doing it
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just-slightly-chayotic · 11 months ago
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✨ challenge: make a poll with five of your all time favourite characters, and then tag five people to do the same, and see which character is everyone's favourite ✨
i was tagged by @scattered-stardust and @alwaysandforeverlost <3 thank you lovelies <3
tagging: @live-from-flaturn @toppingjeffsatur @shou-jpeg @vegasandhishedgehog @eriingo @arewedoneyet
it's six people because i can't count and now i'd be too sad to untag someone :( SORRY
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buzzcat · 1 month ago
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it’s 2025 and I’m writing character study fanfic for Ouran High School Host Club
so to anyone who worries about being “late” to a fandom or embarrassed about joining a “dead” fandom, please understand as I report from the writing trenches: Fandoms aren’t dead. There is no such thing as “late” to a fandom. You get here when you get here and everyone who forgot about that fandom is so so delighted to be reminded it exists
Draw your fanart, write your fanfic, reblog and like and kudos and bookmark and comment on that fic or art or AMV because whoever made it is going to be delighted to realize people are still finding it
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unexpectedbrickattack · 2 years ago
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bobfloydpilled · 10 months ago
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man i enjoyed writing recalibrate so much i might just start a lil drabble collection in this universe... i already have some ideas, but if anyone has anything they wanna see please shoot me an ask and i'll see if i can write it in for you!!
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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 10 months ago
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i know that when carlo suddenly decided that he needs to marry guy made a whole list in his head n like had a deadlines n shit. like it was some kind of a task he needed to do
#whole fkin campaign. idk still not sure how it was but man was in his peacock era for sure#n it's like i need to find a wife i need to make it in 2 (or whatever) months etc etc#but its like a bg task n he didn't speak bout it w others. like he just said that he needs to marry#also idk if i mentioned this but i wrote lauretta/carlo first meet long ago n she was w her fiance#i just listened to “pretty music” again sorry. i like that uh governor or tf this character is#changes his behaviour from one woman to another so real. n that fkin “but im a lucky guy who gets to dance w u”#and “since u know what i need i'll even take your lead” <- fr like im sure lauretta screwed him for several times#just to see if he's really serious good old manipulations w men nothing new nothing superstitious#upd. he probably made a mind budget for this (i mean finding a wife)#n bout lauretta screwing carlo its like in this ukranian song Ти ж мене пiдманула ти ж мене пiдвела#but since he's a strategist he's patient (like i wanted to accent this quality sm i wrote#that carlo started thinkin bout taking moretti's place back in 1932)#anyway. “Challenge accepted” situation and idk fr for some reason when it's carlo eddie lauretta it's always bout playing#so lauretta started playing n he entered this play too. i don't even think he was exactly mad (maybe only for the 1st time)#at this point i have a clear image of how they met n their first dates (cringe word) n how he proposed#ie how it started how it ended. ending was fast i believe (deadline is approaching 🤯)#what was in between i don't exactly know but i wondered just now if he also screwed lauretta (i think yes)#bc i don't knooowwww frrr all this is so bout playing to me#but bout ending its like. boss fight (<- sex) game credits (<- marriage) ((speedrun))#also i was thinkin if he even ever met lauretta's parents (i always thought that no but idk)#can imagine lauretta calling carlo a good friend. i also hm ok#i started to write a comic like a month ago just bout falcone polycule n it starts w#carlo who says that he finally needs to get married n lauretta's mother askin (in a pushing way) why#her n her fiance still aren't married like girl tf. she jinxed it i guess#upd. carlo/lauretta is funny in my head bc right before marriage he did fell in love lauretta didn't but guy's profitable we'll take him👍#she did only after marriage i think bc it was the time when u can finally relief bc it's over#u don't need to think bout no yes no no yes yes will it work or won't etc#woman was able to fucking chill at last. she got the money sorry i mean the man#he's not runnin away let's finally look who the fuck is even this man. why he won't shut up bout astronomy can i get a divorce <- jk#but yeah “я тобi брехала” is so lauretta right after marriage to me (“i dont even know the color of ur hair”)
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orionauriga · 3 months ago
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Hi! If you’re still doing the Send Me A Fic prompt I was wondering about Just Pretend
Have a great day!
hiiii!
My favorite scene: the last scene of chapter 3, when shit starts to hit the fan
My favorite chapter: chapter 4! andrew's perspective tends to be the hardest but most rewarding for me to write, and while the majority of the chapter was a struggle (see below), i ended up being proud of the final product
Hardest scene to write: andrew and kevin's discussion in the snow that takes up like half of chapter 4. i had to approach it in chunks: outline the conversation points/turns, then write the actual dialogue in bullets, and then go back in to add the actions and scene blocking. it was a process. that scene alone took me longer to write than all of chapter 1 did lmao
Favorite character to write in the fic: ANDREW. his brain is so intriguing to me. him having to balance atonement vs his refusal to let kevin forgive him was such fun to parse out
Favorite dynamic to write in the fic: all of the major platonic dynamics -- kevin and katelyn and aaron; andrew and renee; neil and matt and dan (steph orionauriga enjoying writing platonic relationships the most??? fork found in kitchen)
Why I chose that title: i'd been listening to a lot of bad omens while brainstorming/outlining and thought the song was very fitting of the fic's themes :)
A fun fact about the fic: a big reason for the perspective symmetry (kev ch 1 - andrew ch 2 - neil 3 - andrew 4 - kev 5) was so i wouldn't have to write more neil pov than necessary because his is SO hard for me
i hope you have a great day too! <3
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apocalypticdemon · 4 months ago
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well. for all that i spent the last week going "how do people write so much," i realized that i also have written a not-insubstantial amount this year. after tallying all my wip documents word counts, discounting the stuff i had to write for school (~30k words this semester, and an unknown number for my finals last may), i still managed to write roughly 77.5k in fic. i only published one, rip, but that still means i had almost 44k words that i wrote otherwise. considering i was doing that all throughout the school year, with only the summer off completely? not too shabby
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lyricalambrosia · 2 years ago
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I love writing normal well adjusted men (aka another snippet of the final chapter of Can You Feel The Sun?, the first two chapters of which you can read here!)
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mer-se · 1 year ago
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I loveeeee having pets but the trauma that comes with having them that is inevitable . fuckin blows
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anthyies · 2 years ago
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For the Tim is a poor little meow meow and everyone in the universe hates him.
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i haven’t read tdr but ok yeah. like i have five million thoughts on tims home life and his parents on account of reading all of robin 1993. it’s relatively stable, except for the mother dying part, well-off, and most of his problems are NOT like the way people on ao3 try to spin them. like jack is a bad dad and this is because he is conservative and wants him to be an all american boy and there is a lot to think about wrt that and tim being canonically bi! janet does not deserve all that slander!!! dana is a good influence but also complicated on account of being written by a conservative author, and staying with jack. and i need everyone to be normal about everyone else’s family situations and be CORRECT about tim’s problems instead of making stuff up!
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ilajue · 3 months ago
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drew over something i wrote for a class and liked :] sorry the cars are lowkey ugly, its because I fucking hate cars and cant be bothered to learn what they look like beyond ominous hunks of metal
edit: transcript of the poem by itself under the cut
6 Tips for Crossing the Road
Look both ways
The road is for cars. 
Make sure to look for them before crossing. Even when you have the right of way, cars have a lot of safety features and you have none. 
Use designated crosswalks 
The road is for cars. 
So is the crosswalk but, under brief and temporary conditions, you can use it too! Never jaywalk, never walk in the road, just hope there is a clear and functional sidewalk. 
Cross at the light
The road is for cars. 
There are rules and signs for them, but that can only go so far. Walk quickly and hold your breath and hope that the light doesn't turn. Make eye contact with drivers as their cars teem with potential energy, rumbling with disdain at the inconvenience of your crossing. Try to ignore the cloud of exhaust that you are in and they are above. 
Leash your pets
The road is for cars. 
Obviously. 
To you, it may be natural to sacrifice so much space to them but to your dog, it is not. His instinct is to explore freely. You must curb it. Modern US car models have such high hoods that the average child, let alone dog, is obscured. Even on the sidewalk, hold the leash tight because the sidewalk (if you are so blessed) is next to the street and the threat still looms.
Look out for road kill
The road is for cars. 
And no one was there to leash the deer. 
Or the raccoon. 
Or the cat. 
Did you know that the most reliable sample method for wildlife in an area is looking at the roadkill? 
Remember these tips
The road is for cars. 
Cars are everywhere. In the city. In the suburbs. In the country. In the woods (the US Forest Service manages more roads than the entire Ministry of Transit in China.) Cars are everywhere because there are roads to bring them there, which is great if you are a car and want to get from place to place fast without worrying about the in-between. 
Unfortunately, you are not a car. 
You are an animal. 
You are in-between. 
So remember to look both ways. 
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