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Rolly Romero's TKO of Barroso 😭😭😭
#Bro is 40 years old?#showtime boxing#Round 9 TKO#That was hard to watch#Respect to Barroso for taking the fight#boxing#I should really be studying 😭
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BSD 105.5 THOUGHTS + THEORIES
1. Dazai and Sigma:
I believe they'll be okay and Chuuya will help them, but I can't help and be a little scared. You know how irl Dazai's last work was titled "Goodbye", and ch 101 his last words to Chuuya weren't "sayonara" or sth, but "guddo bai". Also, irl Dazai killed himself by drowning with another woman, and now bsd Dazai is drowning with Sigma. After saying guddo bai.
2. Chuuya
We don't see his eyes throughout the whole chapter. This could mean he's not controlled by Fyodor anymore and that Dazai's speech in ch 101 really did give him his consciousness back. Additionally, he's holding his hat, which is a very Chuuya thing to do and he didn't do it in ch 101. So, there are two options: it's soukoku's secret plan or Chuuya is on Fyodor's side (since he's still helping him). I think the first option doesn't need much explaining (and is the one I believe in more). Also Fyodor's speech about how Dazai and Chuuya's bond is shallow is literally him begging to being proved wrong. The second option (from this post):
Also:
SIGMA LOOKS SO PRETTY I LOVE THEM!!!!! I loved how Dazai compared them to Kunikida (I hope the translation was correct 🙏🏻). The panel in which he grabbed Sigma's hair reminded me of this:
#I'm happy the cat lady showed up again#maybe not so happy she Fyodor points a gun to her head but yeah#also I think sigzai is my 2nd fav dazai ship after this chapter#like really I love them#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#sigma bsd#bsd 105.5#i should be studying#also I wanna read the actual translation and not a Google one 😭#bsd theory
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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Thinking about pre getting together sskk where Atsushi can sense Akutagawa is significantly more relaxed and affable with him when they're alone yet cold and mean every time there's other people around and he's deeply hurt by the change and them fighting over it and them telling each other “So you're mad I'm kind at you? What do you want Jinko” “I want you to hate me when we're alone too” because. yeah
#I don't have fanfictions in my mind I just have random line prompts that hit illegally hard#One could argue that Atsushi should be flattered Aktgw feels like he can drop the mean facade only when he's alone with him but actually?#I think that's exactly how Atsushi would react because Akutagawa being like that would trigger his terror of being–#inadequate / unworthy / not good enough etc etc#Let 👏👏 Atsushi 👏👏 be 👏👏 the 👏👏 immature 👏👏 one 👏👏 for once#But it's also specifically fitting for Akutagawa because for Akutagawa apparence really IS everything.#Especially where he was raised to think it didn't really matter how strong he was but whether Dazai recognized him or not =#how Dazai perceived him = how he appeared in front of Dazai = how he appears in front of everyone else for extension#They're so deeply fucked up...#atsushi nakajima#ryūnosuke akutagawa#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#mine#Also au where I don't have to get a diploma where I would write thousands of sskk fics#Also I just feel like it'd hurt Atsushi so much because he'd feel deluded and betrayed‚ in the way#“once again it turns out that no one really loves me- at least not as sincerely as to show it in front of others” :(#3am trying really hard to study Hans Kelsen but I keep thinking about Them#Please may the next exam go well 😭😭 I actually care a lot for this subject#q.#10/09/22
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#Even my own OCs look different everytime I draw them 😭#That's what happen when you don't do character study and don't really have an artstyle you like fkfjfkdldld#Shitpost#eryanbles#I kinda want to change my artstyle again :/#I should be asleep rn-
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i think anyone who met me anytime between like april of 2022 until jan of 2023 should forget everything they know about me actually
#i look back on that WHOLE period and am just like *ough* agdj#like fr so sorry to all the people who had at least one (1) conversation with me when i studied abroad agdh#i was like. Crazy Bonkers Insane and not in the funny haha way agdh#the way i was overcomponsating for *everything* and it really showed agdjsg#look sometimes 6+ close relatives and friends die in a single year#and you spend that whole year living as a shell of yourself and behaving in a way that is very much Not Normal Hfjsb#like i think about how i was when i studied abroad and just want to die in shame agdjs#like i was skipping class not making friends behaving like an Actual Crazy Person#who tf EVER thought i was okay i would stay up like 48 hours or smth crazy i wAS UNWELL#anyway yeah to all the individuals out there who’ll never read this and had the unfortunate circumstance of knowing me during that time:#i’m actually really normal typically and u should forget everything u know about me agfksg#it actually haunts me day in day out😭#if u wanna know how bad it was: i got ghosted like. *multiple* times by people i was trying to befriend in my classes agdjs#i at some point just called it quits cause i could Not make a good impression agfhs#it was Bad Bad y’all like its all on me for being hashtag despicable but it was BAD
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Here is a plot of education resources around Palestine that you can check out if you want to know more. It's completely free and accessable, there's a whole range of books and pdfs available, it will help you to understand what's going on, the context behind it, and what you can do. Please take a look (from milochite on tiktok)
#a few people have sent me asks about this sort of thing and i'm working on answering them along with any specific questions people have#this is a good resource in the mean time#but also i feel compelled to say that. im really not the person you should be looking to rn#this is a fandom blog on tumblr#there are historians and activists and shit that have been studying this shit for years#who know more and can express it better than i ever could#i think ill make a master list of people you can follow because some of you have said youre struggling to find activists#and sm is being repressed rn#also im not palestinian or muslim im literally just a white guy from britain 😭#BUT i do know what im talking about so yk feel free to message me and shit especially if you're looking for places to start#im is.this.erosion on instagram if you want to message me directly!#but first and foremost uplist palestinian voices and experts voices#palestine#gaza#israel#free palestine#power to the people
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When the fic is ALMOST done, but you need one or two liiiiiittle transition paragraphs, and you can't! think! of anything! to put there!!!
#I actually successfully mostly-completed a character study fic for jc week#like there is SO LITTLE of it left#but I have to bridge these two sections and I DON'T KNOW HOW 😭😭😭#excited to be putting up something shorter though#and something that...I wouldn't say it's less serious but it's serious in a Catharsis Way that was easier to write#man...it's been really good to write cersei pov I should do that more.#it's been years :(#mc13 writes
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whenever i explain to people that i've just met the fact that i speak japanese and want to get more listening practice in but dont really enjoy major anime they always assume i've never watched anime before. i say "i'm not really into anime" and they go "ohhh well anime is all really different! what do you think of when you think of 'anime'?" and i'm like yeah no i know that. i have watched anime. when i think of anime i think of japanese animated television. i liked natsume yuujincho and fushigi yuugi and the first 20 episodes of shugo chara and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood. but i find it extremely hard to give a shit about . boku no hero academia. and stuff
#even spyxfamily is like. does not seem up my alley atm#witch hat atelier...i would watch. if it gets an anime. does it have an anime ?#maybe i should just get back into yaoi. or rewatch some dramas i like. or somethibg#bc my listening has gotten abysmallllll ALSO I WAS DOING N3 KANJI FLASHCARDS AND FAILED SO BADDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭#i feel like im finally at a breaking point. like idk if i could test out of language requirements for a masters atp.#i need to fucking. study really hard and get n2 or something#just for my own personal feeling of accomplishment#t
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No but like. Men could be the lowest of the low, not be knowing the most basic shit, inept at wit or anything else pertaining to the brain or mind or conscious, and yet the audacity be there. Like. How.
#legit listening to my brother tall of how many qualities he has which mainly just includes having a nice face and using his voice#like this is the dude who is in his last year of high school and absolutely refuses to look at a book for more than half an hour a day#you can imagine the amount of basic knowledgeable he would have with that time period dedicated to studies (not even dedicated hes forcedto)#he knows nothing of the most basic thing needed in class#knows nothing of even the language subjects#and yet thinks just because he can talk he can land a job#theres delusional and then theres this piece of shit#like this family is on the verge of struggling financially and this dude decides to use the lakhs of the rupees worth of tution to eat out#with friends and learn NOTHING#like#im legit so. like i wish he would succeed in life by the sheer power of luck and wishes bc god knows hes a degenerate#yet we care enough to not have him roam around like how it looks like he might bc lets be real if not that he'll end up being a worse pain#but seriously tho how does one be SO behind the very fundamental of human experience and still think their gaming skills and music taste#can save them in this world?#this dude is more or less addicted to his phone and literally like im not exaggerating hes so dumb you have one conversation with him and it#becomes glaringly obvious bc hes so delusional about it that he talks with full confidence but you realise hes not really talking hes just#spitting bs that hes heard on youtube 😭#not to drag him or anything but im seriously so sympathetic. how much of an idiot do you have to be?#to think HIGH SCHOOL education is worthless? hIGH SCHOOL. Tgats like. the very bottom of it.#worst part is he refuses to acknowledge he should get better 🗿#so theres no point in helping bc its one steo forward ten steps back with him#and also feels shitty as fuck to be guiding a fucking 18 yo thru SCHOOL#its fucking SCHOOL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
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it would feel so nice to work towards a career that has meaningful impact and makes millions of people happy
#i follow this person cleo abrams on youtube and she's always talking so excitedly about scientists#and their amazing discoveries cool facts and she's so excited and starry eyed and hopeful#she genuinely just wants to educate people and has so much hope that we can make the world a better place#also like idk maybe unrelated but i saw the mv of new romantics and just. wow#say what you will about her but there's no doubt she's made an insane number of people happy SO HAPPY that they're crying#so many tours#idk i want#i wish my life was bigger#i feel so isolated and always just focusing on myself my career my health my enjoyment#what about everything everyone else#i keep trying to be completely okay with being alone i keep telling myself to not need anyone and be 100% independent#find happiness within hobbies interests#but it feels like a losing battle#i don't know i just. miss everyone 😭😭😭😭#but it hurts too much tbh always more sad than happy always more crying than laughing#i miss my bestfriend i don't know what i did wrong but she won't pick up my call she keeps saying she's busy#i don't want to be clingy because she hates that shit i don't want to drive her away but she's my only friend#i miss my fucking mom she doesn't care if i live or die obviously but i miss just having her presence in the house#and even tho my sister is here she's never fully present always on her laptop working#i wouldn't really say i miss my dad but wow it's been so long since mom and dad stayed together at home it was almost#always miserable but sometimes at the lunch table it was nice#i don't know everything and everyone is moving and changing so fast and i can't breathe under it and it's already september#but this entire year felt like a blur it's like everyone who left took a chunk of my heart with them#and i should be happy because im so close to the exam which will get me out of this house finally be financially independent#like i wanted since i was 11 i could finally start my life#but it all feels so. i don't know the whole future seems black like i can't imagine life past november 2025#how do you imagine happiness if you've never been happy?#and all these feelings are making it so hard to study and studying is so fucking important because if i don't ill be stuck here forever#and i don't want to go thru attempts fail and pass again atleast back then i had a reason first heartbreak‚ not getting to go to college#but what now why now i don't even understand i know objectively i do not have it that bad it's literally better even if i compare to my own
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Started my masters degree today and I already can't be bothered with it !!!!!! I'm so slow when it comes to studying btw
#back in my student era!#need to watch my first lesson but i'm too sleepy!!!!!!! should do that tomorrow#do need to pass my first unit to stay on the course lol#sky rambles ♡#this shit is supposed to take me 2 years 😭#no i am actually good when I study i'm just really slow I leave everything to the last second#but i still pass every time so 💖
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have y’all watched this vocaloid song????? i saw some naughty busters fanart of it a few days ago and its been fcking me up severely since 😭😭😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#like i have not stopped thinking about it at all lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the nb break up is probably top three canon events that thoroughly messed me up lol#and then having it get compared to this horror story is making me SICK LIKE VIOLENTLY ILL#like imagining kuukou getting puppeteered around like miku in this vid is messing me up lmao!!!!!!!#it really should be studied how badly that fanart got me to still be thinking about it for like three days straight I LOVE ART LMAO#besides that i like this mv a lot lmao#i love seeing everyone chime in what they think it’s about even more lmao#like i came out of it thinking it was an allegory for using escapism as an unhealthy coping mechanism#but there was an entire world being constructed in this video AGAIN LMAO I LOVE ART ART IS PEAK#Youtube
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just watched a few minutes of jongin's latest ig live and my heart breaks for him 🥺
#seeing him cry..... i can't take this#i wish i could hug him :(#hasn't this man served his country enough already???? and now they give him a one week notice that's just cruel 😔#if he would've enlisted after the exo comeback this wouldn't be so devastating#but he clearly had so many things planned and now out of the blue he has to enlist so soon???#i feel so sorry for him... i hope the other members are comforting him..#it really broke my heart seeing him outside by himself crying...#i guess it's sweet he wanted to talk to us but i really hope he has people who support him and offer him a shoulder to cry on irl#i should be studying for tomorrow's finals but instead i'm worried about jongin 😭#☁️#exo#kim jongin
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okay actually going to study now
#i said before not studying#but TRULY i really do need to catch up on my revision i have full week exams next week 😭#i need to get away from tumblr my god#should i just like sign out from all social medias so i’ll be less distracted#anyways#bio physics chem here we go#OH i also need to finish these two books i borrowed from the library because i’ll need to return them tomorrow#yeah i’m getting out for now i think <33#nadirants
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oh i feel stressed in this chili's tonight
#meg talks#I really should sit and study but I literally can't bring myself to move skdjdjdndnjdns I'm gonna fail so bad 😭
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