#I should really be studying 😭
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Rolly Romero's TKO of Barroso 😭😭😭
#Bro is 40 years old?#showtime boxing#Round 9 TKO#That was hard to watch#Respect to Barroso for taking the fight#boxing#I should really be studying 😭
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Here is lady pics from when I was MIA
#alek insanity#using this time to rant about my personal life. my dad had a medical emergency but he should be coming home soon#i spent a while at my aunts house it was fun they have a cat named harold hes so fatness#my stepmom has been staying with my dad up there and magically our heater broke#the hvac guys came (like 10 minutes ago) but they cant really fix it it just needs 2 be replaced atp.#and its been getting below freezing these past few days behhh#but its all good bc im gonna get popeyes soon#doodle (the lady) is sitting on my as i type this#and i decided to start drawing everyday !!! around 2 hours at a time is my goal. i used to draw until id get numbness in my arms#carpal tunnel speedrun? but ive realized its best for my joints if i draw for 1-2 hours. also if i draw everyday im more motivated#ive been trying to pace more too. i used to get 10k + steps a day but kinda. stopped doing that. oopsieeee. just aiming for better habits#fixed my sleep schedule too behhh#my friend has a christmas party on the 21st so im excited 4 that. also christmas in general bc im gonna get a new laptop#mine barely works and is held together with duct tape 😭 and im gonna get a ton of money#my friend is planning a h×h zine so thats exciting + there's a lot of ninjag0 ones around the corner. big things brewing#i think next year will be a good year. this year kinda... started off really shitty#hoping to get my drivers liscense next year. ive been studying for my permit but stuff keeps getting in the way#Also im gonna get new glasses soon after TWO YEARS hfgdhd . idk the future looks bright yall#and i got this fatness woman on me rn so happy times now too#shes trying to sleep on my leg . but ... i have to eat food ... doodleee lady
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HIIII I LITERALLY JUST BINGED THE WHOLE LIAR LIAR SERIES IN 7 HOURS I DON'T REGRET IT AT ALLLLL YOUR WRITING IS RLY GOOD AND I HOPE YOU GAIN MORE POPULARITY!! anyways just wanted to ask, how long does it take to make each chapter? And when is the next gonna release? No pressure of course! Just curious :) AGAIN LOVE YOUR WRITING SMMMM
HEYYY, ANON ����💞
SEVEN hours? 😟 girl are you OKAY? 😭
also i’m acting as if the story, despite only having 8 chapters so far, isn’t already at 150k+ words, so ofc it would take SEVEN hours to read it in one sitting…
‘your writing is really good and i hope you gain more popularity’ 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
thank you sm?? idk how i can put into words my appreciation for that small comment (ironic ik, i’m a writer 💀). i always get flustered and giggly, i forget how to speak and just wisjwisjwiej ugh ty <333 so glad u like my writing so far!
okie now to address ur first question! how long does it take to make each chapter?
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the dreaded question…
i think my updating schedule has that answered in a way 😭
for everyone that was here during liar liar’s first release, the making of chapters 1-5 took months each ‘cause the word counts ranged from around 18-33k words 🫢 (ik, wild, like what do you have to say in a single chapter that’d make up an entire book in itself? 😭 idk i just like detail).
chapters 6, 7 & 8 were released in good time intervals, i think, and that’s ‘cause we just got into the main story, no more background was needed. these chapters’ word counts ranged from 7-16k words (still a lot, ik, but considerably and notably less than the first five chapters) so they were easier to get out as they got completed quicker.
so how long does it take to make a chapter? depends on the word count, really. if it’s on the heavier side, it’ll take about a month or two. if it’s more like the ones being released now, less heavy and straight to the point, probably 3-4 weeks? give or take?
second question! when’s the next release? 🙂↕️
(i appreciate the clarification that you don’t intend to rush me <3 ty for that! 💘)
honestly, idk 💀 i haven’t even started writing it yet.
usually when i release a chapter, it’s late into the night (i’ve noticed a running theme here recently, it tends to be towards the end of the week) and then i just stop writing altogether for the next 5 days so i don’t burn myself out and basically invite writer’s block 🫣
i checked my plan and notes for chapter 9, and using an educated estimate, i predict that it’ll probably be around 10k words (without including a bonus scene). taking my school schedule into consideration, it’ll maybe be out in another 4 weeks? maybe less (or more) depending on when the christmas holiday starts!
but again, TY FOR DROPPING IN AND LETTING ME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS! 💗 I APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT MORE THAN YOU’LL EVER KNOW :D
and i hope i managed to answer ur two questions properly! 😊 i realise how vague they are, but unfortunately giving a clear answer isn’t possible in this case ‘cause it makes it seem like a promise (like ‘the next chapter’ll be out in 4 weeks’ without considering obstacles or school which i take really seriously haha) and if i did give a straight answer, ik for a fact that i wouldn’t be able to be consistent with it :)
#liar liar asks!#became lengthier than i imagined#oh well!#ty for dropping in anon!#your message were really nice :)#i should be studying#but i wanted to treat myself with this#ugh ty again 😭#wish i knew how to convey my feelings into words#i unfortunately don’t#i’m gonna go study for my tort law exam now#wish me luck pls <3 ? 😭#it’s tmr and i’m shaking ‘cause i haven’t studies rylands v fletcher (literally the most important part of land torts)#😔
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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Pencil study of "Romantic Encounter" (by Mihály von Zichy) from my sketchbook that I worked on during my social media break.
#pencil sketch#art study#traditional art#romantic#I really should do more traditional art#especially oil painting (it's where my heart lies)#but with my chronic pain it's just easier to get my ipad out instead! 😭#it's also so hard to get a good picture of traditional art lol#lora draws
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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#Even my own OCs look different everytime I draw them 😭#That's what happen when you don't do character study and don't really have an artstyle you like fkfjfkdldld#Shitpost#eryanbles#I kinda want to change my artstyle again :/#I should be asleep rn-
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Here is a plot of education resources around Palestine that you can check out if you want to know more. It's completely free and accessable, there's a whole range of books and pdfs available, it will help you to understand what's going on, the context behind it, and what you can do. Please take a look (from milochite on tiktok)
#a few people have sent me asks about this sort of thing and i'm working on answering them along with any specific questions people have#this is a good resource in the mean time#but also i feel compelled to say that. im really not the person you should be looking to rn#this is a fandom blog on tumblr#there are historians and activists and shit that have been studying this shit for years#who know more and can express it better than i ever could#i think ill make a master list of people you can follow because some of you have said youre struggling to find activists#and sm is being repressed rn#also im not palestinian or muslim im literally just a white guy from britain ���#BUT i do know what im talking about so yk feel free to message me and shit especially if you're looking for places to start#im is.this.erosion on instagram if you want to message me directly!#but first and foremost uplist palestinian voices and experts voices#palestine#gaza#israel#free palestine#power to the people
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When the fic is ALMOST done, but you need one or two liiiiiittle transition paragraphs, and you can't! think! of anything! to put there!!!
#I actually successfully mostly-completed a character study fic for jc week#like there is SO LITTLE of it left#but I have to bridge these two sections and I DON'T KNOW HOW 😭😭😭#excited to be putting up something shorter though#and something that...I wouldn't say it's less serious but it's serious in a Catharsis Way that was easier to write#man...it's been really good to write cersei pov I should do that more.#it's been years :(#mc13 writes
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No but like. Men could be the lowest of the low, not be knowing the most basic shit, inept at wit or anything else pertaining to the brain or mind or conscious, and yet the audacity be there. Like. How.
#legit listening to my brother tall of how many qualities he has which mainly just includes having a nice face and using his voice#like this is the dude who is in his last year of high school and absolutely refuses to look at a book for more than half an hour a day#you can imagine the amount of basic knowledgeable he would have with that time period dedicated to studies (not even dedicated hes forcedto)#he knows nothing of the most basic thing needed in class#knows nothing of even the language subjects#and yet thinks just because he can talk he can land a job#theres delusional and then theres this piece of shit#like this family is on the verge of struggling financially and this dude decides to use the lakhs of the rupees worth of tution to eat out#with friends and learn NOTHING#like#im legit so. like i wish he would succeed in life by the sheer power of luck and wishes bc god knows hes a degenerate#yet we care enough to not have him roam around like how it looks like he might bc lets be real if not that he'll end up being a worse pain#but seriously tho how does one be SO behind the very fundamental of human experience and still think their gaming skills and music taste#can save them in this world?#this dude is more or less addicted to his phone and literally like im not exaggerating hes so dumb you have one conversation with him and it#becomes glaringly obvious bc hes so delusional about it that he talks with full confidence but you realise hes not really talking hes just#spitting bs that hes heard on youtube 😭#not to drag him or anything but im seriously so sympathetic. how much of an idiot do you have to be?#to think HIGH SCHOOL education is worthless? hIGH SCHOOL. Tgats like. the very bottom of it.#worst part is he refuses to acknowledge he should get better 🗿#so theres no point in helping bc its one steo forward ten steps back with him#and also feels shitty as fuck to be guiding a fucking 18 yo thru SCHOOL#its fucking SCHOOL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
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#Very random‚ impromptu rant:#I just spent the last one and half hour converting to text the five pages of Asagiri / anime directors interview–#at the end of the season 4/5 guidebook#(I've been wanting to read it for forever but only got around doing it now because of research for Akutagawa's birthday. Long story.)#Fast forward to one and half hour later‚ it's 3am‚ I need to study‚ I need to sleep.#I ctrl+f Akutagawa's name. And it appears??? Three times????? For a total of two paragraphs only???????#I'm severely disappointed. I expected at least some talk about the ss/kk Fukuchi fight.#I go to the first paragraph. It's a paragraph talking about the Sigma / Atsushi / Oda parallels–#where Akutagawa is just tangentially mentioned. At this point I'm like. Okay. Probably should have picked a better way to spend the night#I go read the other passage‚ which is also the very last passage of the whole interview. Akutagawa's name is mentioned twice. It goes:#(Director Igarashi) “That's why I needed to show that Akutagawa had returned from being a vampire.#No matter how dramatic the battle between Fukuchi and Fukuzawa was‚ no matter how successful Dazai and Chuuya were‚#I wanted the story to end with Atsushi and Akutagawa. That's because they are the center of this world.#So‚ naturally‚ I thought it should be them who had to conclude the story.”#Which is. Well. Something extremely heartwarming and emotional to read if you're a ss/kk fan. Kinda made up for the initial disappointment#And I'm rambling‚ because I feel like this thing I went through really exemplifies what it's like to be a ss/kk fan...#Igarashi-san sir if you acknowledge Atsushi and Akutagawa “are the center of this world” (your words)‚ why not bring them up sooner.#This is **precisely** like that one time Asagiri was like “omg ss/kk are soooo important their relationship is ever changing they're soooo–#pivotal to the b/sd storyline and central themes. That's why I cant write any novel on them or include them in any of the extra content 😛”#Like. Man 😭😭😭😭#Point is you WILL get your ss/kk paragraph you just have to sit through 2558 words about other characters beforehand.#You WILL get your ss/kk moment you just have to sit through 50 chapters before finally reaching the moment where they magnificently defeat–#the main villain together with the power of gay love.#......... And you'll just be made to read a lot of Dazai discourse while you wait. It's the story of my life in the b/sd franchise 😪#random rambles#(Posting this some hours after I wrote it)
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Started my masters degree today and I already can't be bothered with it !!!!!! I'm so slow when it comes to studying btw
#back in my student era!#need to watch my first lesson but i'm too sleepy!!!!!!! should do that tomorrow#do need to pass my first unit to stay on the course lol#sky rambles ♡#this shit is supposed to take me 2 years 😭#no i am actually good when I study i'm just really slow I leave everything to the last second#but i still pass every time so 💖
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#suddenly getting a c feels so terrible#like failing an exam once used to#i used to be happy about such grades once now it just feels like failure#i guess i can never go back to that#wow way to ruin my day#and i'm aware its dramatic and there are worse things and many would be happy to pass#old me wouldn't relate#but on the other hand i want to strive for the best grades#i just truly wish that i can go this whole semester without getting a c 🥺 for once ok maybe one is acceptable but not 2 or 3 c's#i only want b's and a lot of a's 🥺#also this made me realize this is absolutely not! the field of study i want to write my bachelor thesis in#i always write the worst papers in this area of my studies 😭#the 3rd c i got on a paper in this area well at least for one i got a b overall because of my otherwise good contributions#but it's just not my thing idk what it is my papers might just lack depth i still need to look at the feedback tho even though i don't wann#anyways i have to study for an exam tomorrow i need it to go well i don't want to be disapointed#at least it only counts 40% and we have another exam to do better on in case it doesn't go as planned#but i really hope for an a or at least a b to not put me in a bad position for the 2nd exam 🤞🤞#at the end of the day i should remind myself that i'm lucky to be in a position where that i get to worry about such tiny things#instead of real problems
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have y’all watched this vocaloid song????? i saw some naughty busters fanart of it a few days ago and its been fcking me up severely since 😭😭😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#like i have not stopped thinking about it at all lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the nb break up is probably top three canon events that thoroughly messed me up lol#and then having it get compared to this horror story is making me SICK LIKE VIOLENTLY ILL#like imagining kuukou getting puppeteered around like miku in this vid is messing me up lmao!!!!!!!#it really should be studied how badly that fanart got me to still be thinking about it for like three days straight I LOVE ART LMAO#besides that i like this mv a lot lmao#i love seeing everyone chime in what they think it’s about even more lmao#like i came out of it thinking it was an allegory for using escapism as an unhealthy coping mechanism#but there was an entire world being constructed in this video AGAIN LMAO I LOVE ART ART IS PEAK#Youtube
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okay actually going to study now
#i said before not studying#but TRULY i really do need to catch up on my revision i have full week exams next week 😭#i need to get away from tumblr my god#should i just like sign out from all social medias so i’ll be less distracted#anyways#bio physics chem here we go#OH i also need to finish these two books i borrowed from the library because i’ll need to return them tomorrow#yeah i’m getting out for now i think <33#nadirants
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