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damneddunya · 2 years ago

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Rolly Romero's TKO of Barroso 😭😭😭

#Bro is 40 years old?#showtime boxing #Round 9 TKO #That was hard to watch #Respect to Barroso for taking the fight #boxing #I should really be studying 😭

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yurislava · 2 years ago

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BSD 105.5 THOUGHTS + THEORIES

1. Dazai and Sigma:

I believe they'll be okay and Chuuya will help them, but I can't help and be a little scared. You know how irl Dazai's last work was titled "Goodbye", and ch 101 his last words to Chuuya weren't "sayonara" or sth, but "guddo bai". Also, irl Dazai killed himself by drowning with another woman, and now bsd Dazai is drowning with Sigma. After saying guddo bai.

2. Chuuya

We don't see his eyes throughout the whole chapter. This could mean he's not controlled by Fyodor anymore and that Dazai's speech in ch 101 really did give him his consciousness back. Additionally, he's holding his hat, which is a very Chuuya thing to do and he didn't do it in ch 101. So, there are two options: it's soukoku's secret plan or Chuuya is on Fyodor's side (since he's still helping him). I think the first option doesn't need much explaining (and is the one I believe in more). Also Fyodor's speech about how Dazai and Chuuya's bond is shallow is literally him begging to being proved wrong. The second option (from this post):

Also:

SIGMA LOOKS SO PRETTY I LOVE THEM!!!!! I loved how Dazai compared them to Kunikida (I hope the translation was correct 🙏🏻). The panel in which he grabbed Sigma's hair reminded me of this:

#I'm happy the cat lady showed up again #maybe not so happy she Fyodor points a gun to her head but yeah #also I think sigzai is my 2nd fav dazai ship after this chapter #like really I love them #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #sigma bsd #bsd 105.5 #i should be studying #also I wanna read the actual translation and not a Google one 😭#bsd theory

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nerdie-faerie · 6 months ago

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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart

#summer camp tag #ace is a mess #i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic #the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad #doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining #im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart #i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no #she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it #cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical #but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears #but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation #we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills #and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing #we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out #do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from #shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle #instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine #im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch #and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look #but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified #she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation #but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god #ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭

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kyouka-supremacy · 2 years ago

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Thinking about pre getting together sskk where Atsushi can sense Akutagawa is significantly more relaxed and affable with him when they're alone yet cold and mean every time there's other people around and he's deeply hurt by the change and them fighting over it and them telling each other “So you're mad I'm kind at you? What do you want Jinko” “I want you to hate me when we're alone too” because. yeah

#I don't have fanfictions in my mind I just have random line prompts that hit illegally hard #One could argue that Atsushi should be flattered Aktgw feels like he can drop the mean facade only when he's alone with him but actually?#I think that's exactly how Atsushi would react because Akutagawa being like that would trigger his terror of being–#inadequate / unworthy / not good enough etc etc #Let 👏👏 Atsushi 👏👏 be 👏👏 the 👏👏 immature 👏👏 one 👏👏 for once #But it's also specifically fitting for Akutagawa because for Akutagawa apparence really IS everything.#Especially where he was raised to think it didn't really matter how strong he was but whether Dazai recognized him or not =#how Dazai perceived him = how he appeared in front of Dazai = how he appears in front of everyone else for extension #They're so deeply fucked up...#atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #Also au where I don't have to get a diploma where I would write thousands of sskk fics #Also I just feel like it'd hurt Atsushi so much because he'd feel deluded and betrayed‚ in the way #“once again it turns out that no one really loves me- at least not as sincerely as to show it in front of others” :(#3am trying really hard to study Hans Kelsen but I keep thinking about Them #Please may the next exam go well 😭😭 I actually care a lot for this subject #q.#10/09/22

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eryanlainfa · 1 year ago

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#Even my own OCs look different everytime I draw them 😭#That's what happen when you don't do character study and don't really have an artstyle you like fkfjfkdldld #Shitpost #eryanbles #I kinda want to change my artstyle again :/#I should be asleep rn-

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adore-gregor · 6 days ago

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#suddenly getting a c feels so terrible #like failing an exam once used to #i used to be happy about such grades once now it just feels like failure #i guess i can never go back to that #wow way to ruin my day #and i'm aware its dramatic and there are worse things and many would be happy to pass #old me wouldn't relate #but on the other hand i want to strive for the best grades #i just truly wish that i can go this whole semester without getting a c 🥺 for once ok maybe one is acceptable but not 2 or 3 c's #i only want b's and a lot of a's 🥺#also this made me realize this is absolutely not! the field of study i want to write my bachelor thesis in #i always write the worst papers in this area of my studies 😭#the 3rd c i got on a paper in this area well at least for one i got a b overall because of my otherwise good contributions #but it's just not my thing idk what it is my papers might just lack depth i still need to look at the feedback tho even though i don't wann #anyways i have to study for an exam tomorrow i need it to go well i don't want to be disapointed #at least it only counts 40% and we have another exam to do better on in case it doesn't go as planned #but i really hope for an a or at least a b to not put me in a bad position for the 2nd exam 🤞🤞#at the end of the day i should remind myself that i'm lucky to be in a position where that i get to worry about such tiny things #instead of real problems

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kaustic · 5 months ago

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i think anyone who met me anytime between like april of 2022 until jan of 2023 should forget everything they know about me actually

#i look back on that WHOLE period and am just like *ough* agdj #like fr so sorry to all the people who had at least one (1) conversation with me when i studied abroad agdh #i was like. Crazy Bonkers Insane and not in the funny haha way agdh #the way i was overcomponsating for *everything* and it really showed agdjsg #look sometimes 6+ close relatives and friends die in a single year #and you spend that whole year living as a shell of yourself and behaving in a way that is very much Not Normal Hfjsb #like i think about how i was when i studied abroad and just want to die in shame agdjs #like i was skipping class not making friends behaving like an Actual Crazy Person #who tf EVER thought i was okay i would stay up like 48 hours or smth crazy i wAS UNWELL #anyway yeah to all the individuals out there who’ll never read this and had the unfortunate circumstance of knowing me during that time:#i’m actually really normal typically and u should forget everything u know about me agfksg #it actually haunts me day in day out😭#if u wanna know how bad it was: i got ghosted like. *multiple* times by people i was trying to befriend in my classes agdjs #i at some point just called it quits cause i could Not make a good impression agfhs #it was Bad Bad y’all like its all on me for being hashtag despicable but it was BAD

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greencarnation · 1 year ago

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Here is a plot of education resources around Palestine that you can check out if you want to know more. It's completely free and accessable, there's a whole range of books and pdfs available, it will help you to understand what's going on, the context behind it, and what you can do. Please take a look (from milochite on tiktok)

#a few people have sent me asks about this sort of thing and i'm working on answering them along with any specific questions people have #this is a good resource in the mean time #but also i feel compelled to say that. im really not the person you should be looking to rn #this is a fandom blog on tumblr #there are historians and activists and shit that have been studying this shit for years #who know more and can express it better than i ever could #i think ill make a master list of people you can follow because some of you have said youre struggling to find activists #and sm is being repressed rn #also im not palestinian or muslim im literally just a white guy from britain 😭#BUT i do know what im talking about so yk feel free to message me and shit especially if you're looking for places to start #im is.this.erosion on instagram if you want to message me directly!#but first and foremost uplist palestinian voices and experts voices #palestine #gaza #israel #free palestine #power to the people

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musical-chick-13 · 1 month ago

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When the fic is ALMOST done, but you need one or two liiiiiittle transition paragraphs, and you can't! think! of anything! to put there!!!

#I actually successfully mostly-completed a character study fic for jc week #like there is SO LITTLE of it left #but I have to bridge these two sections and I DON'T KNOW HOW 😭😭😭#excited to be putting up something shorter though #and something that...I wouldn't say it's less serious but it's serious in a Catharsis Way that was easier to write #man...it's been really good to write cersei pov I should do that more.#it's been years :(#mc13 writes

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foxcassius · 3 months ago

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whenever i explain to people that i've just met the fact that i speak japanese and want to get more listening practice in but dont really enjoy major anime they always assume i've never watched anime before. i say "i'm not really into anime" and they go "ohhh well anime is all really different! what do you think of when you think of 'anime'?" and i'm like yeah no i know that. i have watched anime. when i think of anime i think of japanese animated television. i liked natsume yuujincho and fushigi yuugi and the first 20 episodes of shugo chara and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood. but i find it extremely hard to give a shit about . boku no hero academia. and stuff

#even spyxfamily is like. does not seem up my alley atm #witch hat atelier...i would watch. if it gets an anime. does it have an anime ?#maybe i should just get back into yaoi. or rewatch some dramas i like. or somethibg #bc my listening has gotten abysmallllll ALSO I WAS DOING N3 KANJI FLASHCARDS AND FAILED SO BADDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭#i feel like im finally at a breaking point. like idk if i could test out of language requirements for a masters atp.#i need to fucking. study really hard and get n2 or something #just for my own personal feeling of accomplishment #t

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lateseptemberdawn · 6 months ago

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No but like. Men could be the lowest of the low, not be knowing the most basic shit, inept at wit or anything else pertaining to the brain or mind or conscious, and yet the audacity be there. Like. How.